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full special multi-21 presser transcript
Q. Before Malaysia you were viewed as the good guy, but since then you have become the bad guy. How do you feel about the situation? SV: I don't consider myself being the bad guy. I don't think I did something that was in particular bad. I think I said everything I had to say after the race, and I apologised to the team - which was important to me to get things straight. I took the opportunity to go see the team after the race straight away and explain what happened from my point of view, like I did to you after the race, and that is it.
Q. Helmut Marko has been quoted as saying there will be no more team orders at Red Bull. How much more difficult does that make your job of winning the championship? SV: I don't know. I haven't seen Helmut yet. But it makes no difference.
Q. How do you define your relationship with Mark Webber now, and do you think you can count on his support? SV: I think being completely honest, I never had support from his side. I have a lot of support from the team, and the team has supported both of us the same way. But in terms of relationship to Mark, I respect him a lot as a racing driver, but I think there was more than one occasion in the past where he could have helped the team and he didn't.
Q. Is that why you did it then? SV: I explained to you why I did it. But whether you believe me or not is on a different page.
Q. But you said that Mark never helped you. Were you paying him back? SV: You could say indirectly so, but as I tried to explain to you after the race, in my opinion it is always best to be truthful. But sometimes the truth is not what the people want to hear. As you can see controversy is more popular than the truth. I told you after the race what happened. I was racing, and as a racing driver I was solely focused on winning the race and I got a call on the radio, which I heard, but I didn't understand at the time. I should have understood. That is why I apologised to the team, because in my action I put myself above the team. Whether you believe me or not is up to you.
Q. Didn't you know exactly what you were doing though? SV: I apologised to the team because it was the last thing I want as a team member, which is what I am and how I feel. I am one of the guys, you might say I am more or less important but I feel more or less on the same level and as a team member I didn't obey the team's order, which as I said was not my intention. My intention if you look at it as a racing driver is to win the race, so I don't apologise for winning the race.
Q. Going back to earlier in the race, was the decision to change to slicks at the first stop your call, or was it made by the team? SV: It was my call. I came on the radio at the beginning of the lap saying that it looks pretty dry. At the end of the lap I felt it was the point of crossover and I thought I would come in and take the risk, because I thought it was dry enough. Unfortunately as it turned out it was not the perfect call and it was probably one lap too early. Plus I had the gap, so I was not in need of being the first one in. But I felt it was the right time and that is why I went for it. As it turned out it was still a bit damp, plus I came out in traffic, turn 1/2/3 was still a bit damp so people passed me straightaway on inters, and then I was behind them when I came onto the dry section and couldn't make use of that. So the bottom line is that I lost too much.
Q. Was what happened later on your way of making up for it then? SV: Well what happened was that I was racing and I wanted to win. In that regard, I succeeded.
Q. You apologised to Mark after the race, but you are not doing so now. Have you changed your mind? SV: These kinds of things I sort out with him straight away, face to face. I think everything that happened in the past, there was sometimes more talk about what happened, sometimes less. It is not my style to run to the media and explain myself. If I have something to say then I prefer to say it internally.
Q. During the race you were backed into the Mercedes by Mark. Did that annoy you? SV: Not annoyed, I came on the radio and said that I was faster. I think it was a bit misunderstood because probably what I said came across a little bit arrogant but what I actually meant was that I had pressure from behind. Mark speeded up as soon as I got closer and to be fair he was even a little bit faster towards the end of the stint. At the beginning I ran a little bit into the back of him, which I am not blaming him for, and Lewis was very close, Mercedes had strong race pace and fortunately from our point of view they ran out of fuel and they could not keep pushing until the end.
Q. Have you been punished by the team? SV: There are a lot of marks on my back! No. As I said, I like to deal with these things face to face. I have always been open and I think I have always been truthful so if I have something to admit or talk about something I did wrong, then I have no problem admitting it. It is probably not the easiest to say the truth but that is what I did straight away after the race, and straight away to the team as well. My intention was not to put my interest above the team's interest because as I see my position, I am a team member, I am one of them - and the team is putting a lot of effort to give me a good chance to win races and have a strong car, and ultimately trusts me. I want to give that trust back as much as I can.
Q. Do you think Christian Horner's position has been weakened by your actions? SV: Well you could say so... but as I said, I went to talk to everyone straight after and explain what happened. The intention was not to undermine the decision by the team principal.
Q. How do you go about resolving the situation with Mark? Can you trust each other? SV: I wouldn't call it trust, to be honest. I think we have a professional relationship. As I said in the past, obviously, there was more than one occasion where things didn't work the way they should have, and as I said - I respect him a lot as a driver. I think he has achieved great things in his career in F1, and also before F1, and I respect that.
Q. Do you want a different team-mate next year? SV: It is not for me to decide.
Q. No it's not your decision, but you can have an opinion. Do you want a new team-mate? SV: I see where this is going...but I don't like talking bad about other people. It is not my style to complain or talk to everyone about everything. If there is something that I feel I have to say, I do address it to the people that are important for the decision.
Q. Had you understood the team order properly, would you have obeyed it - as you had saved the best tyres for that final stint? SV: I think as you mentioned, I was faster in the end. That is why I was able to overtake. Overtaking is not easy, let's not forget that, in F1. If I had understood the message and would have thought about it, I am not sure I can give you a perfect answer on this because thinking about it, obviously I probably had realised in the moment that there is quite a conflict, because on the one hand I am the kind of guy who respects team decisions and the other hand, probably Mark is not the one who deserved it at the time.
Q. So you would do it again under the same circumstances? SV: I am not sure I can give you a proper answer because in the moment it might be different, but I would probably do the same.
Q. How do you deal with racing Mark now? SV: It is not the end of the world here. At the end of the day I cross the paddock entrance every morning because I do something I love, I love racing and I love coming here, I love working with the team and the guys, I enjoy that a lot. It gives me so much satisfaction and I cannot think of anything else that gives me that much pleasure. I think the bottom line is I don't want to forget that. Sometimes we have easier or more difficult times but at the end of the day I am here for that, and that is what I enjoy most.
Q. Christian Horner said that there was no point in ordering you to give up the lead in Malaysia as you would have ignored it. Is that a sign that this is your team now, and that Christian is no longer in control? SV: I don't think that is right. I think the circumstances for that have a different nature. He is the boss, he is in control of all the employees and he is leading the team so I think I am not in any other position than I am. I am the driver.
Q. But you broke an order and you got no sanction? SV: I did speak up and I did apologise and I meant it. Sanction as in punishment? Maybe it is a little bit of a dreamland that you all live in, but what do you expect to happen. Make a suggestion! We dealt with it internally. As I said I did apologise to the team, I took it very seriously, I went to see the whole team as soon as I could, not just the people working here, and told them as well.
Q. So if Christian had asked you to give the position back, would you have done it? SV: I didn't mean to ignore the team's order because I didn't understand it. I heard it but I didn't understand it in the proper way, the way I should have. I apologise for that because with my action I disobeyed the team order and put myself above the team. Had I understood the message and had I thought about it, reflected on it, think what the team wanted to do, to leave Mark in first place and me finishing second, I think I would have thought about it and I would probably have done the same thing. He didn't deserve it. To me it is best to be myself. I have always been truthful and I said the truth after the race.
Q. You said that you don't like to talk about other people - but you complained about Mark earlier in the race on the radio... SV: Your translation is complain, my translation is that I can see why, because if you take it word by word, I can see how it means and how it comes across. The fact is I was faster at the time and I was under pressure from behind. As soon as I closed the gap to Mark he speeded up - I had no problem with Nico at the time, and I was able to pull a little bit away from Lewis. In the end it wasn't enough but I am not blaming him for that.
Q. Will the war in the team affect your title hopes? SV: I don't think we have a war, to be honest.
Q. So what part of Multi 21 did you not understand? SV: It is a code....believe it or not is up to you. I can only say what really happened, whether you buy it or not. I was looking on the steering wheel and got a little bit not confused but couldn't find the map change as we do map changes all the time in the races, you don't get that usually. I am not sure if you got the code as well. We have this code for quite a while in the team and I should have understood, full stop. But I didn't.
Q. Why do you believe that Mark did not deserve to win? SV: I don't like to talk about other people. It is not my style. I have said enough. The bottom line is I was racing, I was faster, I passed him, I won.
Q. Is it not the case that you passed him because you knew that Alonso was out of the race? SV: Honestly I didn't care where Fernando was.
Q. But he is likely to be your main competitor. Maybe you don't consider Mark as your ultimate competitor and you couldn't go away from that race leaving seven points on the table? SV: Well, to be honest with you I didn't think maximum points, maximum points. I thought winning the race, winning the race. It is race two of the championship. I know there are so many races. We have won the championship three times in a row. I know how many things will happen. Sometimes you will like it, sometimes you will not like it. But over the course of the season...things like what happened to Fernando when he damaged his front wing slightly, and that meant end of the race, zero points. These things will happen to everyone over the course of the season. Like it or not. Can you get away without it happening? No. There is probably a reason but you are also a little bit lucky. But these things, they hit on everyone and in that moment, race two of the championship, I don't think about numbers. I don't think about points. I think about winning the race. Ultimately you can say it is stupid, but from my point of view if I think about the championship and the points situation too much then I am not in the moment. I am not racing. I will give away a gap, or I don't go for the gap, because maybe I think it is too risky, I shouldn't do that because I might lose points - and it is better to have 12 points in the bag for fourth than three more points for third. You don't have time in the car where, if you are really going for that gap that all of a sudden is there, to reflect on whether it is right or not? Is there the right amount of risk or not? If you see a gap and you are free in your mind, you go for it. If you have any doubt you go for it and you crash. I can give you an example. Last year I started dead last in the pit lane in Abu Dhabi. I damaged my front wing and I was dead last again. I was fourth at the end of the race, with Jenson to pass. He was very difficult to pass because he was as quick as I was. You could say, I came from last, Fernando was only two places ahead, what is the point for three points? I am in the lead of the championship, so relax. Take the points and don't risk the very risky manoeuvre I had with Jenson. I saw the gap and I wanted to finish on the podium. I went for it. I knew the championship is important and I wanted to win it; but I saw the gap and went for it. I didn't think twice. And I got third place, and won the championship by three points. So...that is my view.
Q. There is a lot of tension between you and Mark. How are you dealing with it? SV: We say hi just like we do every other time.
Q. Is this ultimately a big fuss about nothing? You gave the fans what they wanted to see, you were given a team order and you said screw it, I am here to win, I am here to race... SV: I had a very normal two weeks, very quiet. I had time to prepare for this race which I am happy for. I tried to prepare and I am here in the best shape I can be and I am looking forward to driving the car. Maybe that sounds too simple for you, but that is how I feel.
#i paid $6 to autosport for this and just about lost my mind trying to find it again so i might as well actually post it#had it in my drafts for two years now#sebastian vettel#chinese gp 2013#multi 21#f1#wish the full vid was easier (i.e. not impossible) to find online as i don't fully trust this transcription but close enough#there's an awful lot of misinfo out there about what seb said (which is part of why multi 21 is so compelling)#but genuinely the truth is so much richer...seb chose his words VERY carefully. he's too smart to let some quotes out there#aaaaand post
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how much do you remember
#they must have had a feeling..... strange dreams when it snows........#warrior cats#mistyfoot#stonefur#mistystar#mosskit#comic#i hc that misty stone n moss were actually called moonkit snowkit and mosskit in TC but oakheart changed them to stonekit and mistykit in R#also this has been in my drafts for like. two years now everyone clap
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#too soon NASA... too soon 😅🎄
#loki#tom hiddleston#nasa#mcuedit#lokiedit#marveledit#loki spoilers#had this in my drafts for a couple days bc i keep coming to terms with the fact that tree references make me sad now lmao#but even then what beautiful a coincidence not to mention#the tree shape? loki's colors?? the two horns crowning the top the HEART OF GOLD 🤩😭#space news is fascinating regardless then adding such a cool fandom link this time of year is kind of surreal#anyway loki's all festive in the stars in honor of mobius' first christmas on the timeline and that's what i'm sticking to#the gift of being seen again for a moment :'))#sending best wishes for everyone to have a lovely and happy holiday season 💖#marvel#dianagifs
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blessed be (lorscher bienensegen) | telling the bees (wiþ ymbe)
"Bees" [remixed, abridged], Claudia Emerson // "Letter to Someone Living Fifty Years from Now" [remixed. abridged], Matthew Olzmann // "Letter to my Great, Great Grandchild" [remixed, abridged], J.P. Grasser | Len Redkole, Nina Weiss, Brian Babineau, Christian Peterson, Mitchell Leff, Dave Isaac, Megan DeRuchie
#liv in the replies#if i were insane there would be an appendix to this called telling the bees however i finished this at 3am yesterday its nearly midnight &#my cutoff is when my ahl asg stream cuts. GOD by now i should know when i save a poem like hmm. not applicable but god it'd be perfect#THAT'S A CURSE. DON'T PUT IT IN THE DOCUMENT. DON'T SAVE IT. FORGET YOU READ IT. IT'S A CURSE!! <- things i should've told myself when i#went to read bees was already like 👀 &then the first line was FUCKING CLAUDE!!!!! anyway. sorry also this is like. insanely long but ALSO#regarding mf claude. the first picture is a leftover from the claude edit i made years ago so that feels GREAT and BEAUTIFUL & also for me#as ever y'all will be getting a full breakdown. starting with what i regularly have a breakdown about every time i see it which is joelle's#james 1:12 tattoo which if u use the king james version (gay) is blessed is he who perseveres under trial because having stood the test he#will receive the crown of life the lord has promised to those who love him. which i always go blessed is he who perseveres // for those who#love him. and that's joel. ignoring him getting it then getting sent down on his birthday IGNORING IT. also we know the frosty/maple leafs#hahaha fuck the flyers lore right? good. that's morgan and his dad also bc i love a baby picture & it was perfect. also the dave isaac pic#next was in an article talking about morgan 'stung' by draft camp. shut UP. i have an alt for tells him with claude and ALSO hate the#elephant w/phil bc myesie u fuckin leaf-eater (giraffe) but i love the composition of that jake shot & had to use it (it was also almost#tells him) with thylacine jakey frog nolan also raff the extinct whale bc i needed him here. if my editing on incapable of joy is bad no on#tell me i did some SHENANIGANS to put morgan in there & color-pick/alter his jersey. new skill. i think euphoria is one of my favorite for#the sake of pride night but ALSO that polaroid kills me very time &they're so stoners contemplate the universe but ALSO i love transcendenc#so that whole three photo string i think is my favorite. and i was in looking at these like listen okay it's okay there are only so many#photos in the world. you can repeat from others you've seen before. except ALSO there's so many of these freaks together do you separate#and every time i was like there can't be more there was more. don't ask the number of back-ups for the sweetest blossom/pinch/ruffle sets#okay also the ready to be stung one was a surprise favorite fit for me because i love that line but wasn't sure how to convey it? so it's o#i think with how morgan's face is and the almost of it all. yes joel hardest trier is in there purely for me i do have an alt but. how coul#u doubt him. insert sasha's tweet abt how much joel loves philly but all his quotes have been abt being excited for morgan to have a fresh#start. AND NOT EVEN TWO MINUTES IN CALGARY AND YOU'RE STILL INSEPARABLE god i literally googled frost farabee calgary to find the last#blessed [because. heard but not seen you know of everyone traded but you went together. not seen. (which ties into the terrible appendix)]#and IT DIDN'T EVEN TAKE ME TWO MINUTES TO FIND THAT!!! WHAT DO YOU MEANNN anyway. sorry again it's so long & also i will be vanishing a wee#& a half after posting [redacted] is kicking my ass & im doing [redacted fun things WAIT ACTUALLY U CAN KNOW ONE i'm seeing hippo campus]#morgan frost#joel farabee#philadelphia flyers#calgary flames
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being a fan of false/ren/both atm is kinda weird and surreal in these times because you have to carefully tread around in your mind to avoid thinking about upsetting things (which consist of like 50% of the total stuff in your head) and you have to rewire your longtime neural pathways but it’s necessary and doable lol
#the friend group.#took a look at my drafts on main and the stuff i had painstakingly saved/ written… idk what to do with it so im just not doing anything#every time i see someone go ‘oh those two didn’t really interact with anyone else im on the server’ im sitting here with gritted teeth.#but no surprises people never gave a shit#it feels weird. esp as a false watcher.#like to explain to the hermitcraft fans it’s like what happened to the sbi fans when wilbur came out as a piece of shit. but less severe.#i do think a lot of people stopped giving a shit about iskall after hc6 so they automatically ignored everything he did#i think it’s actually insane because as a false/ren/both viewer you can’t just fucking pretend things never happened#it’s been one year since hc10 started 🙂 and things have changed 🙂#there’s no way people have forgotten HOW hc10 started and all the. stuff. that i now don’t look at.#i am fine i am either diassociating or narrowing my scope but it’s still ??????#anywayssss this was prob make lifeseriesifcation worse and false is the only non lifer hermit woman yayyyyy this can’t go wrong yayyy#i do think it’s nice that we don’t know what ren thinks about this like yesss none of our business#can’t wait for more ignorance from the fandom yippee#iskall situation#discourse#salt#ria.txt#ppl celebrating hc10 woohoo new hermits yeah and im over here trying not to think about it. i am not thinking about 90% of it.
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...so my laptop finally died
#its me the mun#died right after i finished a reply. colour n all. im so sad#i cant even upload it anywhere now!!! cos my laptop is now unresponsive!!!!#i literally had it in thr drafts i was typing out the tags n then my laptop crashed i wanted to cry#i was so close..........#im gonna try n see if i can at least save that one reply#god i owe like 90% of the blog to this laptop. i know its about time but..... not like this........#i was just typing in the tags before my laptop crashed. i kind of wanted to keep this blog with art from my laptop#since it looks a little different from my ipad sketches. cleaner. neater. consistent colours#but i guess now i dont really have a choice u-u#well not like the inbox is that full. ill see what i can do with the two or so asks i have#i will set aside time to draw thats my new years resolution i refuse to fall back into work induced depression#anyway fifi pls give me more time to get to ur reply im so sad i couldnt get it out before it died......#i spent half an hour trying to get it to go past the welcome screen...... sighs.....
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I have several long fics that I really want to do but it's so difficult committing to something I know will be very long and take a lot of time to do so I keep repeatedly psyching myself out before I can make any real progress
#I wanna do a whole retelling of Pokemon scarlet how the hell can I even conceptualize doing something that big#by the time I finish it'll be two generations ago#and I have a bunch of rewrites/AU things I wanted to do for Frontier#I really need to get around to doing more with May 32nd like I promised#also that sf6 world tour crossover#I've pretty much given up on that one really long slowburn amang fic I'd drafted when I first got into blazblue it's been so long#and like four different sly fics that I've had on standby for at least three years now#ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh and already I'm overwhelmed#this is a situation of my own doing how does it still vex me so#op back on her bullshit
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appleshipping (gameverse edition) ❤️💚
#that moment when your two childhood friends ditched you because they're dating each other now (blue)#here comes the obligatory diary styled rambling#im so giddy over red rn ❤️#today wasnt such a pleasant day sadly#so i tried to keep my mind off of it by coloring this draft i had#feel better now#i love red ❤️#im quite proud of this. id say this entire piece has accomplished 3 things i had in mind for my new years resolution#first. i draw more full body especially two people#second i draw more body (especially men. look at red)#and thirdly i always wanted to do a page doodle - and i did it#i want to try this again - with steven perhaps 💙#i love my champion boyfriends a lot#pipino never leaves red and jaide ❤️#~ art#♥️ appleshipping#selfship#jaide (gameverse).insert
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this art personal study essay is gonna eat me alive
#this is why i dont wanna be an artist#i make art and i cant explain it bro#i just created it because i wanted to create it and i sometimes use some symbolism to make a meaning#i dont even really know what the heck have i been making for the last two years and now i gotta try and explain it#and give informed personal views#i am only struggling because i did this to myself tbh#i procrastinated the essay and now i gotta have a draft done by literally in like 2 days#I HAD SINCE SEPTEMBER#i just hate it and literally my mind went blank everytime i tried to work on it before#now i have tmr and Monday for it plus i have another exam tl study plus prepare for the art exam!!!!!!!!#mocks at least.#why did i have to give up during a levels and not gcses or smth#rumaiq rambles#vent#lowkey
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marc marquez letting an italian pass him at assen? *insert here a generic joke about rossi being mad*
had marc been a real hater he’d take off the wheels and win by 16 seconds riding only chassis after receiving a tyre pressure warning
a sequel to phillip island 2003, I like it conceptually
this is his problem. (giving him a pass this weekend, see you after the summer break.) he's not enough of a hater these days, he needs to find his way again... he needs to remember some of his best work is fuelled by spite... I remember his misano 2017 where he simply refused to lose that race after those italian fuckers had gotten his head hot... he knows this is how his brain works, he can channel this, he's seen the script... misano 2019, let's not forget, he'd just lost two back-to-back dramatic last lap duels... sure, he might have been walking the championship with insulting ease, but he still had something to prove... and what does he do? he stalks the yamaha riders on friday. in misano. he comes out on track during saturday qualifying ahead of dovi and valentino, decides to dawdle and let them past. and then he jumps on valentino's rear tyre. in misano. in the first year in which valentino just wasn't an on-track rival any more he had any real competitive reason to fuck with. but had the intention of using valentino to go faster. in misano

and then he gets super mad about the resulting drama and ends up snatching the win in the subsequent last lap duel against the rookie brat who is way harder to be a hater of!! that was proper hating, like that was a weekend long masterclass in hating. man touched down on italian soil and had a mission
anyway unfortunately I do think it's harder these days, like you can't just do that to any italian? what's he gonna do at assen, get all heated up when fighting diggia - a man I regularly forget does actually have a proper vr46 link now courtesy of riding for their team - for pee five? back in the day, he did have the decency to only ever finish behind an italian at assen when one of said italians was valentino (on three occasions, '13 '15 '17)... he used to show some respect for the narrative... but y'know some good old spite probably really would help him in weekends like that to keep it together a bit more. he's got to get something going with pecco for his own sake. in assen he probably never had the pace with all the spite in the world... next year, we'd better be cooking something special
#the FUNNIEST thing about misano 2019 is that valentino was deadass just minding his own business for once in his life#you can low key tell in his interviews afterwards where he's just kinda. stares at camera. it is what it is#valentino just being a sort of free spite dispenser for marc for much of his premier class time is funny but also feels like a cheat code#like god are you going to put any effort into creating your own feuds or are you just going to coast off this one for years? lazy#//#brr brr#batsplat responds#marc should've had two italians on the podium with him at assen 2018#but dovi randomly decided to become a terrorist for like half a minute and that was that#nobody needs to fact check this. i just have this vision in my head of dovi placing his bike in a creative place into turn one#this ask WAS responded to before saturday but there was a bunch of drafts i dozed off before getting out there... so just gonna dump now#btw i still think pecco might run off with assen next year lol. like he just clicks with that track!!#he does love some rossi speciality tracks but his father was Not racking up mugello or assen wins by big margins lol#average pecco mugello win: clears the field by five seconds. perfectly in control all weekend. leisurely sunday stroll. never in doubt#average valentino mugello win: Why Are There Claw Marks On Each Of The Podium Riders. Valentino Did You Try To Scratch Their Eyes Out#//currt
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Recreated Leigh, one of my long lost legacy sims from 2015, and she’s got a new lease of life going for her in the Griffinverse!
#these pics have actually been sat in my drafts for two years now lol#i recreated her and her sisters in ts4 a few months ago#but her development and role has only been elevated more recently i guess#once again through old recreated legacy sims#who was originally her great grandmother in the legacy is now her daughter lol#loooots of reworking and subversion going on#the goths were my 15 gen legacy that i had from 2013 to 2016 on my old blog and they defined so much of my time on simblr#those who survive from there (primarily the later gens) now carry the surname griffin#i miss the simple fun i had during those times before depression killed my vibe lol#leigh griffin#griffinverse#ts3
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my daughter, theo, whom i put in many unfortunate Situations
#mono draws#mono's ocs#blood tw/#original character#oc art#character art#character design#digital art#artists on tumblr#also ignore that my watermark and art style are completely different from the two.....#i had the expression sheet in my drafts for over a year and idk why i decided to finish em now :")
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#hyperspecific poll#had to edit this on desktop bc my phone no longer lets me edit drafts smh#1- it was for my little pony versions of my friends/acquaintances#2- her name is two letters off from mine. and her middle name is our sister's middle name.#3- learned it in pre-algebra and it fuckin rocks. highly recommend#4- texture :(#5- thaaaaats beetlejuice! speaking of which im a couple weeks away from my 1 year anniversary#6- vermont. my parents got busy after i was born + didnt take me. my older sister got to see it though#7- all of my biological grandparents + my stepmom's mom#8- his name's tom and he's doing great! hes totally blind so we had to force-feed him but now he eats if you touch a mealworm to his lips.#9- thanks keith. i still love virtual riot and pegboard nerds and grant and WRLD and#10- THEYRE SO PRETTY!!! to be fair i think i prefer piano and organ for being able to play chords and stuff but in a group french horn is A
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i had to buy new period underwear and i already searched the entire fucking internet to buy those with the most coverage in the back (not the actual leak proof coverage but the normal cut of the underwear there) and omg. every single one of those gives me a wedgie. i am so so tired of womens underwear. and there are a shit ton that are even more narrow (without actually being a thong) like???? most of the models on the websites dont really have a butt and even of them it looks like they can take one step and the entire panty will be stuffed between their buttcheeks??????? ITS PERIOD UNDERWEAR. we dont even get to wear comfy underwear on our periods??? and then there are women who are like "im so glad theres finally sexy period underwear" girl. why?? i fucking hate everything :)))
#i had the same drama with regular underwear a few weeks ago#i ended up buying womens boxers!! and they STILL gave me a wedgie can you believe it????#the legs rolled up and then theres to much fabric at the gusset and that ends up between your buttcheeks again#its lovely <3333#the two ways of having a wedgie 1) too little fabric in the back of the gusset (most common type) 2) too much fabric there#i studied this lmao#i really have to go back to drafting and sewing my own underwear#i started that project two years ago and got pretty close to the perfect pattern but then i didnt have time anymore and now i gained some#weight and they dont fit thaaaat well anymore#ughh#i also tried boys boxer shorts and they are pretty good BUT they have this seem in the front that is uhhh quite bothersome if you have#a vulva/labia yeahh :|#personal
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hi ^_^
#【♞】 ooc.#happy new year everyone!! i hope you've all had a pleasant start into 2025 : )#i'll most likely stay absent for a while longer . . at least for this month. maybe february too#i want to do some clean-up for this blog in the meanwhile#old posts followers and most importantly drafts#i have around ~60 right now and i'm looking to drop a large chunk of them#i feel a little bad abt it but realistically i'm just not able to get to all of these threads#so i'm going to focus on whatever inspires me the most in the hopes it will make writing on here easier again#i will let people know if and what i'm dropping .. no worries on that !#my inbox is safe though. i'll keep everything i got in there : )#i might peek at the dash once in a while and get to a thing or two if i'm really inspired to#but otherwise i'll be working on my drafts quietly and queue them whenever i've dealt with them#see ya around ♡
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At this point I genuinely think I might be the bitch who has asked themselves the most questions about this game
Especially the weirdest and most specific
#sso#ssoblr#And if you don't believe me just wait for me to throw up this entire longfic on Ao3#and I'll put my money where my mouth is tenfold#Currently asking myself the profound question#WHY does Pi want so many fucking five leaf clovers#Got it answered and I realised I got to connect two dots I already had#If anybody who isn't my actual friends#Sticks around for when I'll be releasing Squirrel Punt#In 2058#Y'all are going to see exactly why I keep joking about this shit#Real talk tho my general hope is that I don't spend more than a year on each draft#Which is to say Quint first draft was one year#And I hope Quint second draft will be at most a year too#Because lbr it's going to take a while too lmfao#I want it fully up before the year she said#Well she fucking lied#Mostly because she didn't know better#I KNOW BETTER NOW THO#If this shit is up before the year ends I'll need to turn myself in to science#That's how fucking unlikely it is
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