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pygmalion and galatea for aroace people
you should tell your friends what I look like, riz gukgak.
#fantasy high#fantasy high sophomore year#fhsy#riz gukgak#baron from the baronies#fh class quangle#class swap babeyy! bard!riz that's whats goin on!#I really need tags for these now I think lmao#ask to tag#I feel like this should be tagged something. but I dont know what#in my brain after the initial kidnapping class swap baron's thing is every time riz keeps his story abt them up in front of his friends#they get a little bit closer. they send him pictures of where they supposedly are n stuff#theres a scene in my brain only of kristen and riz on top of the van and kristen is like everything kinda sucks rn can u tell me abt baron#cause what you guys have is so nice and beautiful. and riz almost doesn't but he ultimately can't deny kristen a little peace#lmao I feel like dipping into baron stuff with the class swap is like showing my whole ass online again I just. I'm a#horror person before all else... I cant stop myself. canon baron is Great and Cool but that is kind of the thing. for a horror thing theyre#Too Cool. I think cool is kind of the neutralizer of scary. when a monster is a certain amount of cool it overrides the scary#and now u just have a Cool Monster#its so fucked for bard!riz this year bc he doesn't have an office (he's mooching off the school wifi from the AV club room lol)#so there's no buffer between adventure and home life. so baron just shows up in the strongtower apartment lmao#sophomore year bard!riz looks like a slasher protag so I just leaned into it I guess. he gets a mr. x if mr. x is made up by leon kennedy#well. its worse actually. they can show up where he is at any moment theyve proven this. but they dont#they choose to punish him slowly as he lies to his friends instead. baron is mr. x if mr. x is made up by leon and also a bitch#I think its gonna pop up if class swap baron ever speaks in a comic I do but their voice comes from like. inside their hollow face#it sounds like it's a lot deeper in there than that skull should be#tbh what I have rn is kinda like a bag of loose pieces that Can fit together into something great but I dont have the energy to#really sit down with them yet lol. Im doing this inbetween other things#it comes or it doesn't! it's fine. funny how today's bad comic day also. I wont say this is for bad comic day bc all my comics are#flawless and beautiful and perfect and awesome and beautiful and the best#but u should. if u havent drawn a comic today or at all ever u should draw a comic
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Do you think the Good King had friends who were not royalty? Because I honestly see him capable of having hit it off with Badwolf (Not necessarily a friendship but they do get along well) I also see the Evil Queen getting jealous of anyone who is with the Good King.
yeah. he was definetly friends with Badwolf, Pinocchio and Mad Hatter. I think that he had quiet a lot friends who were royal growing up becuse of his status, but then when he got disowned due to his destiny he was slowly going low contact with royals and starting to spend more time with commoners.
He still has a very close friendship with Mad Hatter and Pinocchio
#i know i said i wold be more active but that was before i chose the most mentaly and financial draining colage ever to prepare for#i want to apologise for not answering on this ask sooner#and as an apology i would like to trow in my crack hc:#once when the snows prince charming was drunk he saw snow white and evil queen making out at the party#and went like “well guess what snow you are not the only one whos alowed to hook up during realationship”#and then he saw good king#and thought“ you wanna fuck eq? fine. i will fuck her boyfriend”#and good king also very drunk didn't really mind#i like to think that sw and her pc are what Apple and Daring would be like if they had went with their destiny#meanwile eq and gk would have agreements when they can hook up with other people and when not#shit you probably didnt ask for this#im sorry#ever after high#eah parents#class of classics#eah evil queen#eah good king#eah badwolf#eah mad hatter#eah pinocchio
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congratulations to Mme. Pascale Leclerc, who has surely just experienced both the funniest and most unhinged weekend a mother could ever have. Dear fucking christ, I hope your middlest son brought you a bottle of champagne for yourself, ma'am.
#kazoo noises#charles leclerc#cl16#monaco gp 2024#zoomies posting#sports posting#like man. where to begin. one of your racecar children is back in town for the weekend. he has yet to have a truly good work#weekend it seems in town. now this year. we're feeling ourselves a bit. we're feeling optimistic even. and then ur son becomes talk of town#because he keeps doing fucking bits on twitter about adopting his coworker who is friends with your youngest son. this goes on long enough#for actual reporters to comment on it. no one is willing to blink first so by friday night we've yes-anded ourselves to a grandson#(congratulations mme leclerc)#things go well. and then at qualifying they go DAMN WELL#BETTER THAN EVER REALLY! but man. im superstitious. i dont trust shit until its over and the dust has cleared#(the adoption jokes have continued by the way) and MEANWHILE everyone is eyeing that starting grid. were humming. we're making vague hand#gestures when commenting. we're all thinking. Maybe? (the streets can hear u tho. keep it down)#race starts. lap one CHAOS. so many fucking crashes. i'd faint if i had a child even in karting honestly.#(every parent in this sport deserves a prescription for laudanum)#but he's not in it. hes at the front. and he. well. he just Stays There. Through It All. and the laps tick down. until the race is run. and#there he is. your middlest son. cross the line and into the books. first place. home town. what curse indeed. thats your boy!!!!!!!! THERE!#they play the radio of him winning and the audio is peaked because he screams out so loudly. you can hear the water in the laughter.#later theres gonna be videos and photos taken of him pushing his boss into the harbor and diving right in after the man. those photos are#gonna be fucking studied in photography classes one day. and STILL! everyone involved with that goofy joke about him adopting his coworker#(who. despite all the silliness of the race stayed second place and got a podium) is still carrying the bit like a baton relay. Do you have#him over for family dinner? might as well add a plate i guess! people are joking about your youngest son having two nephews? a dog born#maybe a month ago and a man born about... what twenty three years and about a month ago? fuck it! family dinner#sorry this bit got away from me but as someone who loves my homecity and my mom so much it might actually be like.#a visible growth inside my body if they do an autopsy on me at time of death or like. my love will eat me alive. sometimes the charratives#gets to me#anyway cheers mme leclerc i hope you party so fucking hard this week
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im doing a drawtober of characters i think of through the day and will post in batches. day 3 solo because its already been derailed and todays blorbo is immunochemistry.
#admin draws#self#not fanart#drawtober#shoutout to two group chats and one server tormented by me reading a research paper and going jesus christ. whatthefuck#Anyways i have some Opinions about how booster doses and vaccines were handled by companies that had all the money in the world#to do this shit right and figure out the lowest effective dose that grants all the benefits but instead went HMMM NOPE ACTUALLY#LETS GO ALL IN AND GIVE BIG DOSES EVERY TIME. JUST TO MAKE SURE IT WORKS#and guess what. whguess what happened dear reader.#if you guessed immune non-response to covid in shots 3 onwards then congratulations! you win a cookie. we are fucked tho.#IgG4 being the centerpiece of this shitshow has one upside and that is that its a very very interesting antibody subtype#i look forward to learning more about it. i wonder about its genesis and role. like ACTUAL role in a healthy body rather than just#pathological processes. where it is prominent in some other vaccines (again only in too large dosages mind you) cancer and autoimmune stuff#anways i love vaccines. vaccines rule. but pharma industry doesnt and their lack of caution in not recognizing that you can have too much#of a good thing and then it backfires and leaves you worse off than EVER. doesnt rule. it makes it quite bad actually#anyways classes started again. irregularly scheduled reminder that im a bioscience student LMAO
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But Also i do think. Expecting Crisp Ironed Clothes of someone in a fucking job interview is Unhinged. I think most professional dress standards are Stupid.
#toy txt post#i value the labor it to knownhow to do that. but i really queation Why the labor is required for so much low stakes shit#even high stakes shit?#its good to know how ti do and can be used to elevate an outfit. AND. a stupid arbitrary standard of fashion to uphold#especially as a judgement of like class /professionalism / i think professionalism is Largely Stupid. thats what im saying#good god who are you the fucking military? the god damn marines? you gonna drill sarge on me about wrinkles? fuck off#depending on the construction of the shirt and the material i think you can Get Away With a Lot of Not Ironing. but i suppose. obviously#getting away with can also require privilege! which sucks and is stupid#i think i could probably haphazardly figure out ironing based on figuring out how to hang shirts to dry to avoid wrinkles and#watching dad do it occasionally. might struggle with pants cos i dont think ive ever needed to iron pants OR bother with methods to avoid#wrinkling too much? would they look Better? yea probably i guess but i aint doin all that#anyway. while i have you hear i also despise menswear rules i think theyre all stupid arbitrary shit and i cannot imagine#thinking the menswear guy on twitters dunks are worth any salt even if hes dunking on ppl u hate ♡ thats my hot take#none of those guys suck bc they dont dress well they suck bc theyre fucking fascists and going teehee their suits are untailored!#doesnt fucking land for me actually#its giving 'well. all trump voters are fat' like???????? same energy#yes i know one of the critiques is about shit thats easier to change and not intrinsic to that persons appearance#but i still think it sucks for similar reasons#+ it really feels like it downplays the issue of the guys hes dunking on being like. fascists. idk. not to mention so many of those#menswear fashion rules are SO fucking conformative and stupid. do whatever you want forever. be unfashionable. mix leather colors.#idk. ig its valid to Know the fashion rules and Then break them on purpose but the tone always annoys the shit out of me too
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im actually just done at this point if I break down crying at school today we all know who's fault that is
mine AND my math teacher's
#WHY DO I DO THIS#jesus fucking christ#i complain so much but i dont do shit i hate myself#its not like i can switch classes just before the test#if she ever fucking talks to me i want to punch her so bad i swear to god she makes me feel stupid#and i guess i am because i just cant fucking do this im done#im probably being overdramatic and ill hate myself later but#im going to fucking die before i finish schooling (im almost serious)#i guess thats what they mean by gifted kid burnout#i lost my fucking ref marker so i cant just. draw on myself#im not gonna keep talking actually.#scav feels shitty#vent#implied self harm#implied suicide#im sure ill ve fine i guess#but just in case. ill tag those
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God my language classes annoy me so much. Both are such busy work yknow? I finished all my German assignments when they were due so that's fine, but it got so low effort by the end cause ik he doesn't really read them. But with Russian, I have a lot of unfinished work and I'm kinda tentatively doing it even tho the semester is over 😭😭 she's so lax and disorganized, so I have no idea what her grading will be like. It's like, will she just give me an obligatory 100(as was practice the prev classes) or like should I do these as assurance yknow 😭
#most confusing class ever#at least the german one has strict guidelines and due dates#so im like okay i def have to do this even if im bullshitting it#but russian i have no clue????#sometimes she'd ask us to do somw assignment to bring into class#and then never talk about it again ;;;#i did do the final project which she was very clear abt#so thats fine thats clear#but all these random other recording and quiz assignments#i guess ill do them???? jjst in case???#shes not graded anything and all of the due dates are just. wrong.(ex. some of them literally say 2021)#theres just this guilt and fear eating away at me that she'll randomly decide to be accurate and itll fuck my grade#theres just absolutely no way to predict what shes gonna do and when shes gonna do it#its scary 😭#well anwyays#i got my grades back for my actually enjoyable classes#and the little note from my one professer was so sweet 😭#she siad basically: keep in contact! ik youll do great things#and i think i got like an 100 in the clas???? im confused abt it but ill take it 😭#<- not that i did badly but the way she explained the grading was a bit confusing to me ig#catie.rambling.txt
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if the loud men come back do you think id get in trouble with the school if i told them to kill themselves
#text#im not actually gonna do that but theres an alternate universe where i do#really its just the social anxiety. like.#what are they gonna do. fracture my ribs? LOL.#sorry. not funny.#can i even reclaim that? i wasn’t ever told what was wrong with me conclusively. that’s just my best guess.#‘reclaim’ as if people with broken bones are like. a protected class#god. i fucking hate it here man i want to go home.#also a little scared to leave my room the other night when the loud men came by there was#????? unidentifiable gross shit all over the wall by the door across from mine#suicide joke
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this is the second time that this class and this specific assignment has made me meltdown why the fuck is this class taught like this
#ecdysing#moss goes to school#also like. ive been checking my classmates assignments (because its blog posts) and they are all over the board in terms of what#requirements they are meeting or not#so its like hm. nobody fucking knows what they are doing i guess#i am just cursed with caring so fucking much about meeting requirements#so when i dont even know What Those Are it feels like im dying#i emailed the prof to say hey dude your class sucks ass save me#so we shall see how he responds#i want the head of the main professor for this course mounted on my wall tho fuck that guy so much#if i ever meet him i am ripping out his throat on sight
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its always morally correct to wish death on your ex
#personal#i am actually doing Generally okay with all of this#i fucking hate him and i hope he dies. but jm okay#im having these weird mixed emotions#i cried twice today in second period but like. im laugjing more#and i keot sayibg i wanted to drop them all anyways#i guess they did it for me?#still hurts more than anythinf#“i loved him” if yoy did then why did you break up with me lol#“oh maybe we can try agaib one day” we Both know thats only happening if i reach out first#youdidnt care enough to text after months until i did it first#but honestly im trying my best not tk think about it because being upset is what he wants from me#imnot govinf him that. im not feeling bad over something he caused#i hate him and i hope he dies. but its okay#maybe kne day i can be hashtag normak enough to talk tk him without bursting into tears#hes really sayinghow imade himfeel fuckcjing manajic wheni had panic attacks because the guy who sits across from me#in art class looks lile him#like ughhow fo you not see what you did to me! you caused the worst 3 months of my life. thanks i guess...#but i find it hard tj care seeing as im always second best#i knownyou like that fucking guy better than you ever liked me#but it wouldve been nice if you ag least tried to hide it#all of that said. i might be okat#💭
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being closer to your 30s than 20s and having nothing to show for it is so
#personal#cannot finish college/uni cannot find a job bc poor mental health being dependent on parents still how pathetic#sometimes im like wow i should be grateful i havent been kicked out yet and then its like i need to be as little of a burden as possible#like gee wonder why i still struggle with an eating disorder after over a decade. if i cant fucking off myself might as well take up as lit#le space and use up as little resources as possible#even if i wanted and could afford to go back and get a degree i still wouldnt know what to major or get a degree in#they tell you in high school its okay to be undecided youll figure it out but what if its been 9 years and i still dont know#i know. i guess. also i understand why communication courses are required for a degree but i have failed or dropped out every single class#failed interpersonal communication one semester bc i kept fucking forgetting to take the weekly online quiz and never stopped kicking my ow#ass over it ever since#tried retaking it another cemester and stopped showing up half way though bc i couldnt deal with it anymore#tried taking public speaking another and literally panicked and didnt show up anymore after the first week/class#and that was when i was 18-20 like when its okay if you dont really have anything major to share about your life#imagine being 26 having to go up and say something about yourself and its like. ive been a depressed homebody for the past 5+ years idk wha#else to tell you
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god i wanna start over so bad, i fucked up and ruined university just like high school, and high school was SHIT after what i did, everyone stared at me in the hallways and everything was horrible for years, i don’t wanna go through it again with the time i have left in uni, i wanna go someplace else where nobody knows my face and start fresh with a clean reputation — that i know i’ll ruin in a couple of years but by then i’ll be graduating so i can just start over again in residency
#this could be ab anything i guess but if u kno me at all u know what its ab#i still dont wanna say it out loud#they staged a fucking intervention after class yesterday. i cant go back there after this#i cant face them i dont want to. and my ex bf wants to hang out w me cause we’re still friends and id love to but#all his friends be telling him im a bad influence and shit and i just dont wanna be that person. but i AM that person i cant help it#and some of his friends get real quiet when im around and i wanna go away and be alone but he insists that they like me but its like buddy#they think im dragging u down u said so yourself. some of them give me this look that i cant explain#how can i ever go to class again after every degrading state theyve seen me in#and all the ‘we’re only doing this cause we like u and we’re worried ab u’ yeah right. some of u dont know anything ab me#its not my first intervention and it wont be my last and its not the first time i fuck up and it wont be my last but#i just wish things would go back to the way they were by the end of last year#or even by the beginning of this year (though i was going thru a financial crisis then)#but i cant. its already ruined. its alteady tainted. i slipped and spent the last 6 months making sure of that#vent post#tw
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Maybe fta made only one pollinator but who to say they won't do what cats do (if they happened to have any even accidental access to outside and a basic idea on how to handle outside and- you know what not done away with) and disappear for some time before returning with five more cats but in miniature.
you guys sure want there to be a lot of the flower cats huh
#man i just made them as a one of a kind sort of cat#but now ppl want a species or some shit 😭😭 i mean pop off i giess#guess* what the fuck ever. im in class#cramswering#also like. gardener DOES have access to outside. how do u think they take care of the flowers lol#they live in the city
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everyday i doomscroll my fucking social media sites chasing the taste of internet fame. it's horrible and makes me feel horrible but i can't stop it. girl help i cannot get out of this cage i unknowingly trapped myself in
#like i try to be funny on twitter . i try to be funny here. i try to post pictures on instagram that i think would get likes#i post memes. i make jokes that i know are funny to particular people/ fandoms#i chase this taste of fame and whenever i realize im doing it again i've just dug myself deeper into this grave#i want to come out but i dont want to come out. i wish i could have more followers. i want likes and i want to be famous#i want to be a famous authorbut im too scared to ever post anything#everything i write is tied so fucking deeply into the person i am that the idea that people are going to see ME scare me#i barely have any goals and im not doing anything to pursue them#social media and the loneliness i cant put into words are sucking the soul and life out of me#everyday i wake up and think up five hundred different funny things to say. my jokes never land.#my five seconds of internet fame is always Just out of reach from me and i dont know what to do to have it in my grasp#i know it's all so shallow and superficial but we all like getting likes on our insta posts and we all like people rting/rbing our posts#im kind of a horrible person but im so fully aware of it that it reduces the horribleness so now im just an empty person#i take classes on subjects i dont think i even want to have careers in. i dont really care for the future despite my worrying#theres so much i want to do and yet theres nothing i want to do#theres an inexplicable void in me that makes me feel like im being edgelord3000 but really. its just.#its just that theres a fucking void and nothing i do fills it. i write on ao3#and sometimes i dont know if i like myself at all or i like the kudos and comments i get.#anyway. s4pphoiduser out i guess. time to go back to studying for an exam i couldn't give two fucks about.
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i also researched lockpicking for ladue and tangentially, its legality. so i now have a basic understanding of how lockpicking works AND the understanding that it is perfectly legal for me to own lockpicking tools where i live. and i am Tempted ngl
#speculation nation#it would fit my vibes SO fucking good to be able to pick locks#like the legality is a factor if you pick a lock w/o the lock owner's consent. obviously.#which i wouldnt do. just like i dont use my multitude of knives for bad things.#i would just enjoy having the. insurance i guess.#would i ever use it? probably not. but it'd still be nice to have the Option#anyways even Owning lock picks in japan is super illegal. 1 year prison or a 500k yen fine if they catch you. which is Not nothing.#im sure punishment would be worse if ur caught using them.#aka. what the Fuck is akira doing in canon p5. making lockpicks in CLASS????????? ok#but yea the knives and maybe lockpicks is like. me creating glaring red flags about my uh. everything#especially when u combine it with my horrid mental health and history of [redacted]. lol.#but *i* know im not going to use them for anything bad. so there.#at least i dont collect guns. i think that's the point where i'd start to really be worried if i was an outside observer lol#ultimately im just a chaos child. ok? ok.
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i’ve come to the bizarre realization that, despite being a film major focused on screenwriting, based on the classes ive already taken + am enrolled to take, im far more capable of completing a minor in religious studies than creative writing
#and im not gonna lie the MA program for humanities and religious studies is. more enticing than the creative writing MA. what have i become#it’s always so funny to take some of these hrs classes because a big portion of the students taking them are always like. you know.#actually religious. and i am not in the slightest. if anything im extremely skeptical of a lot of religious structures and their intentions#but anyway. yeah I don’t know what im doing anymore man. it’s becoming more and more apparent to me that there is#some likelihood i will end up in academia instead of like. media production. and im not sure what to think of that fact#on one hand: im turning into my parents and that’s horrifying#on the other hand: i might have a shot at a decent salary + benefits and i want to learn things forever and ever#it’s so weird getting to this point in my college career and being like wait hold on what do you mean I only have a few semesters left.#there are still 800 classes i want to take. for funsies. for enrichment. and almost none of them have anything to do with my major#logically the answer to that would be grad school#I don’t knooowwwww I don’t know#everything’s connected if you think about it#film -> mass media -> communication -> psychological manipulation -> interpretation of history and current events -> effectivity#of religious indoctrination and influence -> etc etc etc#anyway I should go to fucking bed#kibumblabs#whatever the fuck milo miniminuteman has going on. that’s what i wanna do#sort of#but you know less archaeology more history and social studies. anthropology overlaps though#and I guess that’s a reasonable goal considering he’s like. I think a year younger than me. bizarrely
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