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Veronica Santangelo the woman that you areâŚ.
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Long Live The Empress of Rome
Emperor Geta x Sorceress!Reader
Summary: You promised to keep him safe. It was part of your job as his wife. And in return, you received his heart and the power you always wanted.Â
A/N: This contains spoilers for the movie! This is also an AU fiction.
Ever since you were little you had powers.
One might think you were a Goddess. And they wouldn't be far off.
You could hear people's thoughts and control the elements.
Throughout your life, you have perfected these powers.
You hid them well from most people.Â
But you were unable to hide it from The Emperor.
While you were rather calm, a storm raged inside you. Behind your calm and collected demeanour, you were actually quite the opposite.
Emperor Geta was not like that.
He mostly pretended to be sane, but he truly had no reason to.
He and his brother led an empire that wasn't kind.
But you enjoyed it.
Sometimes, Rome was exactly how you felt on the side.
Rotten to the core.
You liked it.
And you liked the Emperors.
Mostly Emperor Geta.
Who was not shy about showing you just how much he liked you.Â
His interest in you was beyond interesting.Â
Of course, he was used to having women around, but you, you were different.
And soon, you became his biggest obsession.
A simple woman he thought you were, but your beauty and wit were undeniable.Â
It came to you as no surprise that he took a liking to you. What did surprise you, however, was that you also felt the same way.
It's not like you weren't interested in men before, and sometimes even women. But Geta was different.
So different from everyone.
You liked that.
He matched you perfectly.
He claimed you to be his wife the second time you met him.
Your wedding was just as grand as the crowning of the Emperors.Â
"My Beautiful Empress," he whispered as the priest declared you wife and husband in front of the Gods.
And so, you became the Empress to Emperor Geta.
Emperor Caracalla on the other hand was not as fond of you. He often claimed a dark and cold chill running down his spine whenever he saw you. Little did he know the truth.
Geta fell in love with you.
He liked your cold demeanour and your hidden rage.
He liked you for you.
Not your powers or beauty. Although beauty was a major factor in getting your hand in marriage.
Later on, he found out about your powers when you were attacked one night.
Even his soldiers couldn't stop the angry people who wanted nothing more than to kill.
Geta watched as you murdered them all, with a simple move of your finger all of them fell to the ground.
Your husband found out your true self.
"The Gods sent me a Goddess. A Goddess of my own, My Wife."Â
Rumours of a Dark Empress began to spread, but that is all they were in the eyes of most, rumours.
There you were, sitting next to him in the Colosseum.Â
Enjoying the blood and games.
Some gladiators were more promising than the next.
The Emperors enjoyed the games and so did you.
Macrinus sat right behind you, you heard whispers from his thoughts.
A plan.
A sinister plan to overthrow your husband and his brother.
But you smirked, knowing he was not aware of your full potential.
Macrinus truly thought you were going to be the easiest to take out from the bunch. He formed a very complicated plan for the overthrow of the Emperors while he hired men to kill you.Â
You slightly turned your head and offered him a look. He nodded his head, thinking you were praising him for his newest Gladiator.
You watched as the rhino ran into the wall, grabbing your husband's hand you turned to whisper into his ear.
"I wish to heal the animal."
"Whatever My Sweet Wife wishes." he kissed the back of your hand.
Even if you didn't like people, you loved animals.
After the games, you retrieved into your home, back to your room.
"Crimes are being committed against us. Right in front of our eyes," you said as Geta closed the door behind himself.
"What did you hear?"
"Macrinus has a plot. A sinister and twisted plot. He wishes to rule."
"Treason!"
"I will deal with him. Do not worry yourself with peasants like him, My Love."
"What would I do without you?"
"You would be beheaded." you smiled and he wanted to laugh but the seriousness of your tone changed his mind very fast.
"Will there be blood?" he asked, hope-filled in his voice.
You nodded, and his smile grew.Â
"Lots of blood. But not ours, nor your brother's."Â
"Long live the Empress," he said as he leaned in to kiss you, but just as he was about to, you spoke.
"Long live us," you replied before pulling him in for a kiss.
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The next morning you woke up, and your husband was still asleep.
You headed to the balcony, taking in the smell of smoke.
You grabbed onto the railings, everyone's thoughts filled your mind, and you often found it to be overwhelming.
Hearing everyone's thoughts, some people were louder while others were quieter.
You weren't sure why that was, it was all you ever knew.Â
Geta's thoughts were usually silent, even his most wicked ones, you used to struggle to be able to read his thoughts until you gave up. It was rare but it did happen from time to time in the past.Â
You can sometimes hear words from him but not full sentences.Â
But you didnât have to hear them to know what he was thinking.Â
A word you constantly heard was âBeautiful.â
Simple.Â
Kind.Â
You love him.Â
But even with powers like Gods, it could become too much to handle. In those moments, Geta was always there by your side.
As if he knew you needed some reassurance.
And this time was no different.Â
He soon pulled you close and hugged you from behind.
"Is My Wife happy?"Â
"I am." you truly were.
"What will you do with Macrinus?"
"I spoke with your brother, and warned him of the plan, I suspect he was too drunk to remember so I sent him a dream. I'm sure he understands, he usually does."
"And what about the Poet Gladiator?"
"Lucius? He claims he wants to free Rome." you turned around in his arms. "But Rome will never be free. During the games today, I have a special plan for the lost prince of Rome." you lifted your hand and ran it through his hair. "I'm sure you will like it."
And he did.
Killing four birds with one stone.
Lucius, his mother, Acacius and Macrinus.Â
What a delight it truly was.
Unfortunately, the tiger seemed too big of a task for the men, trying to save Lucilla.Â
A completely normal tiger at that... of course, you had no hand in the matter.Â
And Macrinus?Â
For being a traitor, his head was placed by the walls of Rome. Setting an example to all who dare even think about overthrowing the Emperors.
"My Love. My Beautiful Wife." as he stood in front of you, out on your balcony, the moon lit the night as you heard the people or Rome riot, all you could think of was how beautiful his eyes were.
As he looked at you with the most love.
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Most iconic Xie Lian moments according to me
Contains spoilers!!!
"Xie Lian didn't know whether to laugh or cry"
Keeping every memento of his worst time ever as a reminder of why being kind and forgiving is worth it
When he runs off after he gives Hua Cheng CPR that one time pretending he's looking for his hat
When he keeps roasting Xiao Ying's looks even as she's dying
When he was a prince and he was told his future looked dark and he said that can't be cause he only wears white
Eating food off the ground
Building his own temple, we love a girl boss
When he pet E'Ming like a little puppy after being explicitly told not to ever touch it under any circumstances
Putting Banyue in a pickle jar
When Wuming said he would follow Xie Lian to the death and Xie Lian went "youre already dead"
Breaking rocks on his chest for money
Being trampled to death as general Hua, doormat core
The whole Fangxin Guoshi arc, whew đĽľ
Carrying around a big ass bag of scraps everywhere
When he became jealous of Hua Cheng's special someone not realizing the very obvious fact that he was Hua Cheng's special someone actually
Slapping tf out of Qi Rong for making fun of Hua Cheng being blind in one eye
Pretending he had no idea who Nan Feng and Fu Yao were
When Mu Qing and Feng Xin were freaking about how creepy the Ten Thousands Gods Cave was whilst he found it incredibly romantic
Being a bit too into pretending to be Hua Cheng's puppet on Mount Tonglu
Feeding into E'Ming's praise kink
When he disguised himself as a pregnant lady to be possessed by the evil fetus spirit and it worked
When he disguised himself as a woman so badly he looked hideous and needed help to not look like that
When he spent the entirety of the Xuan Ji capturing business in his wedding dress disguise, including meeting Pei Xiu like that
It hurts, it hurts, it hurts-
When his response to the sex pollen was to kill himself
"I do not worship god, i am god!"
Every single sweet and tender interaction with Hua Cheng's butterflies that everyone else is terrified of
When everyone ignored him in the communication array because he was cringe
Getting drunk on a tombstone with little ghost fire Hua Cueng after his life fell apart
Controversial but i think his calamity era was also iconic and very sexy
When Heaven's Eye said his lips are exuding evil energy and he turned bright red
And then later when Heaven's Eye said the evil energy is inside him and he immediately changed the subject
Recognizing literally everyone despite their disguises but keeping quiet about it not to embarrass them.
Calling Yin Yu boring and forgettable looking to his face
Defending Hua Cheng, evil ghost king, in front of the whole entire Heavenly Emperor
When he was working in the rice field with Hua Cheng and he kept staring
Being poor
Having ridiculously bad luck
Ascending three times
Big daddy issues even with his dad still alive
When his life had just fallen apart and he didnt know how much a lantern could cost because he had been ridiculously rich all his life
Holding up a massive temple from falling apart???
Kissing Hua Cheng for spiritual energy in front of literally everyone more than once
When he could hear rats talking???
Adopting children
Not iconic Xie Lian behaviors
His abhorrent cooking
Trying to kill himself???
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Kiss it Better Pt:2
Curly x Reader
AN: Holy shit I did NOT expect all the love and support from the original like god damn! People begging for a part 2 and everything (Iâll make sure to tag those who asked for one at the bottom) Like oh my god thank you guys so much! This means the WORLD to me! As a disabled person trying to make his medical issues more accurate it means so much that yall love it and how I write in general! Thank you!
SUM: You and Anya were busy dealing with changing Curlyâs wrappings together. Sharing stories, and just trying to stay positive. Thatâs when you just had to ask. Whatâs going on between her and Jimmy?
Warnings: Jimmy, sexual assault, Anya sharing her trauma so pls take care of yourself, medical gore, medical situations, light violence,
âThank you again for handling Curlyâs medication. Iâm sorry I just-â Anya would try to explain again how sorry she was that she was struggling to do her job. A job you could never blame her for. Sheâs been through a traumatic event of the ship crashing, and already had to try and save a near corpse. She deserves to breathe.
âAnya itâs fine, really. Iâm his romantic partner as well. It be weird if I didnât pick up some responsibility and tried to take care of him. You also deserve time to rest. Youâve done so much for him, and saved his life. Give yourself more credit. Itâs not a sin to ask for help.â You would try and comfort her, as you would grab the fresh bandages for Curly.
He needed a lot of them, and they had to be changed out relatively often. Heâs basically just exposed meat after all. The risk of infection was high, which you were wondering how he didnât even catch any yet, so he needed alot of attention and care.
If only Pony Express had packed more, because the med bay was running out of them fast. Very very fast. Might be only able to maybe re wrap him a few more times now. Had you terrified because as much as you wanted to take care of him you had to leave some bandages for the rest of the crew. In case of another emergency.
You wish you could be doing more.
âWeâre going to undress you. Is that alright?â Anya would ask Curly, who in return would give two blinks to indicate that he consented to being stripped. Was gonna have to be done but it was still so kind of Anya to still ask before hand.
The two of you would soon get to work on changing out his bandages. A very slow, careful, tedious job. One that normally took over a hour to do properly. So itâs time to kill some of that empty space.
âYa know, this isnât the first time over had to wrap up a certain someone because they got hurt. I remember a time when we were at a Ski resort with his family. Someone wanted to try a path that was meant for experts and before you know it someoneâs returning to the lodge with his leg bone sticking out of his pants.â
Anya gave a little âoh myâ as you just laughed at the memory. Curly just adored sports. Especially the winter variety. You felt so blessed that he had a job that paid so well. Well enough that the two of you, and his own family sometimes, could go and enjoy vacations like that.
You wonder if the two of you will ever see the snow again.
âThat sounds rather nice, minus the whole breaking his leg. To share a cabin together with someone. Cuddle for warmth together by the fire place. Sounds really nice.â She would speak dreamily. As if she knew it was simply that. A dream. Something that will never happen again. No matter how hard she tried.
Like something was wrong with her.
âI bet youâll get that moment. When we escape here youâll have a flooding of men and women coming your way. The brilliant woman who managed to fight death and win. Again and again. The most brilliant woman to ever live.â You would praise her, as you were very mindful of Curlyâs catheter. As if that needed to be messed with.
âYeahâŚ..MaybeâŚâŚâ Anya didnât really seem to actually respond. Was like she was just saying words for the sake of words. Had you wondering.
Even before the crash she had just started acting off one day. From being a cheerful woman who was gentle and full of smiles, to being so quiet and scared by the littlest of sounds. Like she expected someone to jump from around the corner and attack her. Any feeling of safety and comfort vanished.
You were worried.
âSay, Anya-â You began to speak, while disposing the bandages safely into the bio hazard bag. â-Is everything ok? I mean duh weâre not doing to hot with being, ya know, crashed and all. But besides that. You just seemâŚ..different.â
Anya seemed to not hear you. She simply worked on checking over Curlyâs body. Hunting down any infections, looking for possible bed sores, monitoring his healing, and getting ready to do the ever so gentlest of sponge baths.
Anya did always get in the zone whenever someone was hurt. You figured she didnât catch what you said because of it.
So repeated yourself, as you stood next to her. Impossible to miss what you were asking, as you would help Curly sit up and just move his joints to better reach with the sponge.
The only sounds in that room were Curlyâs whines of discomfort. Whines to indicate truly how much pain he was in when even the pain killers can numb it.
âAnyaâŚ.I know you can hear me. Is everything alright? Not to be rude but Iâm kinda asking you a question.â You would be gentle, but she still couldnât help but looked distressed.
âAnya whatâs-â You would reach a hand out, to comfort her, but the second it was raised towards her she would immediately flinch. Her startled reaction ended up even making her drop Curlyâs leg on the table.
Oh thatâs gotta hurt.
For a fleeting moment you put Anya on the back burner, and just focused your attention on comforting Curly. How he gave a weak sob from the intense pain.
âShhhh I know Curly Fry. I know. Itâs gonna be ok. It was an accident. You know she didnât mean it. Shhh.â You would kiss his forehead, as Curly had a muscle spasm through his body from the intense shock to his system. So exhausted and in so much pain.
âItâs gonna be ok. I promise. I love you so much. Just think about our future. How we will get off this ship, and have that family. Have our own baby-â
The moment you said baby, thatâs when Anya finally cracked.
Her hands were now covering her face, as she just broke down into sobs. Sobs that sounded so hoarse. Like sheâs done it so many times that her body was just abused from it. Left you so worried and confused.
What the hell is going on here?
âAnya, whatâs wrong? What did I say?â You would gently guide her to a chair, and worked on stroking her hair. Giving her as much comfort as you would to Curly. The same gentle love as he would get. Love she deserved.
It took a while for her to catch her breathe, and you didnât rush it because it really seemed she needed it, but her own trembling body was finally able to quite down.
âI need to tell you something. I need to tell you something about Jimmy-â
You were quick to kneel down infront of her, and was ready to take in every last word she was going to say. Maybe what secrets she held could finally explain why the hell you all were crashed here. Why Jimmy crashed you all.
âJimmy ra-â
Thatâs when the door opened.
As if that bastard had a sixth sense for whenever people were talking about him. That same annoyed expression, same sneer, same empty eyes.
All three of you kinda froze in time now. Looking at him, as he looked back at you all. Scanning you. As if judging to figure out what was being said before entering.
âHeyâŚ.CaptainâŚ.â You swallowed, as you would return to standing. Anya herself remained in her chair, with her head down. Didnât seem she trusted herself in showing any expressions right now.
âWhat were you guys talking about?â He asked, as he seemed slightly on edge. Like he hasnât been sleeping well or had too much caffeine. Just this tension of paranoia was in the air. Like he was worried about something.
âJust about the bandages. Weâre starting to run low, and Anya is just getting worried about having enough.â Wasnât a complete lie. The best lies were the ones with truth sprinkled in.
âOf course heâs wasting our supplies.â He scoffed, before walking over to the table. You were trying to give Curly some respect with grabbing something to cover him up with, but it was like Jimmy wouldnât let you. The stare he gave you, when you grabbed the clean hospital gown, made you just freeze in place.
It was just so full of hate.
It was just so full of disgust.
It was just cruelty in dark eyes.
It was just focused on you. As if Anya didnât even exist right now. Like she meant nothing to him. Nothing but the wind in the air. Something you donât even bother in registering every day. Like how you breathe in air in your lungs.
You donât notice until itâs gone.
âHas he been given his medication?â He would ask you, as his hands would be firm on the bed side. Just seeming to assert his dominance with standing over the man. Like some got over the little people.
âYes Jimmy. Heâs been medicated. We are actually in the middle of washing him. It would be nice if there was some privacy-â You tried to gently hint at, only for it yo fall on deaf ears.
"The crash really did do a number on you. You donât even have a dick anymore. Just holes huh-?â Jimmy would scoff, as that was your final straw. You would give Jimmy a hard hip bump, and quickly covered Curly up. To give him dignity and respect.
âHey-! Watch it! Donât think because you are Curlyâs little eye candy doesnât mean you can go pushing people around-â Jimmy would bark at you.
You didnât feel fear.
Jimmy was messing with YOUR man now. Curly deserved dignity and respect. He doesnât deserve to be called a âset of holesâ no way in hell. No one deserved that and ESPECIALLY not Curly.
âWill you just shut up?! What the hell are you even doing here?! Arenât you the Captain now? Captains are suppose to be doing whatever it takes to help the crew. All youâve been doing is walking around and insulting everyone! Itâs like you donât want us to be saved. Be a Captain and take some responsibility already-!â
The anger that he had for you was terrifying. You swore it was like a switch. He suddenly seemed taller, bigger, angrier, more intense. You felt like you were shrinking more and more. Like you would melt into a puddle under that heated stare.
But you refused to.
For Curly.
âListen here you-â
SLAP
You smacked him across the face. Was like the world went mute. No one was so much as breathing. Just the stares of shock from Anya and Curly.
âGet. Back. To. WORK.â
You ordered, and he listened.
He would hold his red cheek, and walked away like a dog with its tail between its legs. As if he was all talk and no bite. That he couldnât bring himself to be more than an angry voice.
Someone needed to keep him in his place.
âCan this damn ship get any more hectic?â You sighed with your fingers to the bridge of your nose. Just trying to think clearly.
Thatâs when Anya found her voice.
âIâm pregnant.â
You opened your eyes wide, and was frozen in place.
Did you hear that right? No no. No way. Why would she be pregnant? How would she get pregnant? Who would get herâŚ
âOh my god.â
You slowly turned around to Anya with the puzzle pieces falling into place. You finally realized what had happened.
Jimmy never was a responsible man.
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IN BETWEEN. charlie bushnell x reader â 02
02 | WELCOME TO NY previous | next | masterfile
SYNPOSIS. when a girl's co-star is good to her and now she wants it more than everything in between. (smau)
A/N. wow actual content who knew! i give some tidbits about rina and lukes dynamic as well for funsies (takes place at the start of the season premiere to probably episode 4-5 ish)
liked by iamcharliebushnell, walker.scobell, and 322,778 others thelnarchive best people to star in my first show with actually
walker.scobell pov: you at the end of this sentence đ¤đ âł thelnarchive that** âł leahsavajeffries destroyed him with one word that's insane
user1Â she's so gorgeous it's killing me
user2Â her photo dumps are so cute it's so RAHHHHH âł user3Â thank you yn for keeping us fed
iamcharliebushnell no photo creds? thats crazy...... âł thelnarchive đ¸: charlie bushnell Ⳡiamcharliebushnell thank you đ
user4Â she's so pretty, i would go to hell and back for her. she could be sent to the underworld and i would go and traverse the entire underworld for her and bring her back, have hades let me walk out with her only if i don't turn my back and bet you baby i'm no orpheus because you're coming home âł user5Â this is so real but also what the fuck
dior.n.goodjohn PRETTIEST IN CAMP HALFBLOOD Ⳡthelnarchive NO YOU!
iamcharliebushnell for everyone's information, she yapped for like the 2 hour makeup and hair session âł thelnarchive you weren't interested in the cultural impact of feminist retellings of mythology? đ âł iamcharliebushnell i didn't say i didn't listen to every bit
user6Â yn ln being a yapper and charlie being a listener was not in my 2024 bingo card but it is pleasantly accepted âł user7Â the chemistry is kind of crazy
bellie đ @G1LLMOREGRLS theres like less than 3 minutes of luke and rina screen time but the way they look at each other is insane. ik luke visiting rina before leaving was implied and like them him contacting her even after the attempt too i still want to see some because the potential angst is so insane đ¨ 19 comments đ 129 retweets â¤ď¸ 707 likes
user1 "i lost luke three times in my life." if they remove this it better be for something even more heartbreaking
user2 honestly truth i'm manifesting so hard to see some of their iris messages like i can just imagine it âł G1LLMOREGRLS oh my fucking god that's so true, i want to see luke begging her to come with him and then her begging him to change his mind
user3 i want the new seasons to come sooner because i trust in rick's capability to give us what we want đłđłđł âł user4 i trust in the editor's to make what rick gives us even better brah âł user5 what if i said lascotellan to a hozier song
user6 the show ate with levitating as the replacement for poker face in e6 so i'm expecting a tragic song for their scenes too âł G1LLMOREGRLS dare i say we get a scene of luke regretting his actions juxtaposed with a scene of him and rina arguing with her telling him to silver springs by fleetwood mac âł user6 LUKE AND RINA ARGUING OVER HIS ACTIONS TO SILVER SPRINGS. YOU'RE A FUCKING GENIUS OOMF âł G1LLMOREGRLS luke thinking about her constantly when he thinks abt why he shouldn't have done it is so "you'll never get away from the sound of the woman that loves you"????
user7 YOU'RE SO CORRECT FOR THIS âźď¸âźď¸ i'm so insane over them, tragic greek couple of the century
user8 i fear no one will ever beat rina saying she wanted to go to the underworld to get him back but deciding not to and letting him repent in elysium or try for reincarnation
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thelnarchives you call me "the muse" so often i'm starting to think you don't know my first name anymore.... đ¤¨đ¤¨đ¤¨ âł iamcharliebushnell đ i would never do that to you muse âł thelnarchives i'm gonna start calling you traitor. âł user1 wat why would she call him traitor âł user2 oh you sweet summer child
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walker.scobell you owe me like 2 meals from our past bets and you keep saying your busy but obviously you're not??? âł iamcharliebushnell hanging out with the muse is a trip priority, man đ¤ˇ
user4 i'm obsessed with how charlie calls her muse they're so i want to Bite them. âł user5 he ate with the pet name
user6 that's actually me in the second photo guys
user7 WHY IS NO ONE TALKING ABOUT HER HAND PLACEMENT IN THE THIRD PHOTO??? âł user8 girlie's just scratching her own cat
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Gods Have Mercy (Daemon x Reader)
This was very particular but so much fun, I was listening to âGod help the outcastsâ from the hunchback of notre dame which is the whole vibe Iâm going for. Please leave a comment about what you think I really do appreciate them. Hope you enjoy
Daemon felt like a fish out of water when he stepped into the Sept, a sea of candles and utter silence as the statue stood tall and stoic, its shadow could frighten a small child or command a common man to bow,
Hesitantly Daemon approached as he looked around to take in the small details, the dim lighting, and the smell of herbs burning, he was not accustomed to the routine of a man that came to pray, truly he was forced to even step foot in here, his brother the king commanded him after he was found on the side of the street naked after a 3-day bender on the streets of silk.
âWonderful isnât it? Just its presence brings goosebumpsâ
A womanâs voice startled him that came from behind, swiftly he spun on his heel to view the person that interrupted his thinking but also kind of knew what was he focusing at.
A young woman dressed in the usual gown of a Septa, as the light managed to shed some light within the room he could see her dark hues that reminded him of grass, her red plump cheeks, and pink lips, she was⌠beautiful, a concept that was quite foreign for someone that had hid behind the burden of a Septa.
âYou are too young to be a Septaâ
âYou honor me, my princeâ
âWhy did you even choose this? Or was it forced upon you?â
âYou can ask me all the questions you want it will not change the fact that you feel awkward within the walls of our sacred placeâ
She spoke the truth, Daemon shifted on his feet as he once again looked around to no actual aim, it was just to buy himself some time until he finds the proper way to respond.
âHonestly I am disappointed, I was told I would burn alive if I ever even walked past from hereâ
âThe Gods guide, they forgive, they simply take you under their wing and protect their children that chose to follow their pathâ
âWhat happened to you? There must be something that forced you to have this mindsetâ
The Septa remained silent, she could sense the prince's urge to not only figure out what lay behind her mask but to also find a way to kill time, her guess was that he was not a common visitor, and judging by the comment he was not a follower of the faith either.
She simply walked past him and kneeled in front of the candles, she lit two of them and placed one in front of her and the other by her side, once she intertwined her fingers with one another she waited for him to follow.
âI promise nothing will happen to you if you kneel my princeâ
Daemon scoffed at the Septa who called for him, howbeit he complied and with heavy footing and a little bit of grunting, he kneeled and mimicked her gestures.
âA few years ago I fell from the top of a whore houseâ
âWhat were you doing on top of a whore houseâ
âI come from a poor family, we lived near it and I wanted to know what was all the yelling coming from. I was bedridden for a full moon turn, I broke my hand and got an infected cut on my thigh, the fever was the worst part, yet all I could hear was my mother praying, she prayed to the mother to save me, she prayed toâŚ. To take her instead, she offered her life for mine, so I prayed to the mother to spare us, to nourish me back to health, and in exchange, I would devote my life to the faithâ
The Septa had not realized she had started to cry, the voice of her mother crying and begging for her child to be saved rung in her head to this day as clear as the sky. Daemon instinctively reached to wipe the Septaâs tears away, the love of a mother was always the strongest force, he could faintly recall his mother, such a spirited woman, he would often wish to feel her hug one more time.
âThat is why I believe the Gods will listen to you, is there anything you have to say?â
âI lost my mother due to childbirth, if the Gods listened to you? Why did they ignore her?â
âWe are all children of the Gods, some of us must stay and some must depart from the physical realm, you can still find her, in the gust of a wind, within the walls of the Sept, maybe in the silence of your chamber whilst you lay for the night, why donât you try?â
âHow to do I-â
âJust⌠listenâ
Daemon stopped talking, he just waited for something, he did not know exactly what but he closed his eyes and took a deep breath through his nose and out his mouth making his shoulders relax.
(Y/n) could slowly pick up his facial expression change, his tough front slowly break and then came one tear, then a second, a minute after that came the first sob, slowly but in a steady pace Daemon went from a cold warrior to a boy that cried with his head on the lap of the Septa who allowed him to be engulfed by the vulnerability he had shoved at the very back of his mind.
Daemon was inconsolable, trembling like a leaf in the winter wind, (y/n)s heart shattered for the poor prince, all she could do was stroke his hair while he fought with the waves of emotions he had turned a blind eye to for years.
âIâm sorryâ
âThereâs no need to apologize, emotions are what makes us human, mayhaps the saying of Targaryens are closer to gods than to men is not deliberately trueâ
âWhat is your name?â
âI am (y/n), my princeâ
â(Y/n)â
He whispered more to himself. The name tasted like honey in Daemon's mouth, without really understanding why Daemon smiled at the sound of her name slipping through his lips, it rolled off his tongue so naturally like he was meant to call for her, to meet her.
âCan I see you again?â
âThe Sept is my home, my prince, I will be hereâ
Daemon visited her every morrow after he broke his fast, once he found her lighting some candles, he found her praying, a few times she would conversate with other visitors of the Sept, (y/n) would be there for him for as long as he needed, however, it would always be on arm's length, a veil of faith and celibacy kept them apart, (y/n) could not marry nor bare children, she would forever be a maiden dedicated to the Mother.
(y/n) had once professed her wish to help women with childbirth, perhaps be a midwife for the poor, her selfless act was astonishing to Daemon, a young lady that was so soft-spoken and kind that some would say she was the Maiden herself in human form that came down to serve the Mother, Daemon witnessed how others would yearn for (y/n)s encouragement, old women and men, even children would run to her and hug her, he could imagine what it would be like if their children ran to her arms.
âMay the Warrior guide you and keep you safe my princeâ
âCan I write to you?â
âIt is not commonâ
âWould you get in trouble?â
âThe followers can be close to us in any way they wishâ
âThen I want to write to youâ
âAs you wishâ
(Y/n)s heart skipped a beat at the pressing question of Daemon, she had prayed many times asking why the Gods send her such temptation, the kind prince that tested her oath every day with his gentle words and soft touch, the Father was resting her judgment there was no doubt about that.
âI- I want to give you thisâ
(Y/n) presented a small pendant that was the star of the seven, it wasnât of value but (y/n) had prayed over it and begged the mother to protect Daemon, to wrap him in her cloak and keep him safe.
âIt would mean a great deal to me if you wore itâ
âThank you, I shall bring it back to you, aliveâ
(Y/n) subtly looked around before she gave in to her urge and rushed into his arms for a hug, she might never see him again, war was cruel and the Stranger visited often if this was their last encounter then she shall at least know what his hugs felt like.
Daemon hugged her tightly, he feared for his life but mostly he feared that he might never be able to call for her again, to say her name and see her bright smile on every morrow.
âIf I come back, I want us to leave togetherâ
âDaemonâ
âPlease (y/n), see it as a sign, if I survive this then we are meant to be together, the Mother will protect me only if you agree to marry meâ
âDo not use the Gods for a vile gameâ
âIt is not a game, I-I love youâ
âLeave, pleaseâ
â(Y/n)â
âMay the Gods have mercy on your soulâ
She simply dismissed him after she pulled away to turn her back on him, Daemon took a step but stopped before he took another, he could not see it but (y/n) was already tearing up, she felt her heart rip to pieces as his steps echoed less and less until they became nothing, the silence lasted only a minute before her sobs took over.
In a blink of an eye (y/n) kneeled in front of the candles, the burden was a heavy one for a girl, she had never experienced such a trial, she had almost looked the Stranger in the eye still this was the most difficult of all.
âI beg you, Mother, I beg the Gods, show me a sign, I do not know what to do, I am a mere mortal, help your child, if you can hear me, please help meâ
She muttered in between her cries, she felt weak, unable to continue by the fear of making the wrong choice as she stood at a crossroads, was this union a blessing or a test?
Daemon fought fiercely during the day and at night he would lay and play with the pendant, twirling it around his fingers and sometimes even resting it on top of his lips, was she praying for him? Was she waiting for him? Did she wish to see him again? Questions raced in his head before the dreams took over and brought him the gift of imagination, his precious (y/n) playing with their children, 5 children, he could almost taste her but she was always slipping through his fingers, never enough time to hug her as tightly as he could.
(Y/n) was tormented, with bags under her usually bright eyes, sunken cheeks, and pain growing on her legs as her mother fell ill, with a high fever, (y/n) stood by her side until the very end.
âGo to him, my sweetling, he waits for youâ
Her mother whispered before she left her last breath, (y/n) had tired herself from crying to the point that she did not know what was she even crying about anymore, was it the worrying over Daemon? Her mother's passing? The overall confusion over what her life has come to?
â(Y/n)?â
She brushed it off as her mind playing tricks with her now, she continued to pray along, it was the only thing that had kept her somewhat sane, the Gods had been cruel to her, not only did they take away her mother but Daemon has stopped sending her ravens if he was alive and well was unknown to her.
â(Y/n)â
Could it be? (Y/n) slowly turned her head towards the direction of the voice, there he stood, Daemon, her prince, his hair was short and he was skinnier than the last time she saw him.
(Y/n) wiped away her tears but remained kneeled, has she lost her mind? Was she seeing just a vision or was he truly standing there? Her lip quivered as they both stood frozen, waiting for the other to do something.
âItâs me, my dearestâ
He whispered to reassure her. Daemon sensed her pain, her questions, and how she was afraid to make a step, he knew it well, they were times he could have sworn he saw her on the battlefield or waiting for him on his bed, and others he could hear her praying.
(Y/n) In an instant rose and ran to him, she fell in his arms as she was engulfed by a plethora of emotions that drowned but one overtook all, relief.
âYou are aliveâ
âI made a promise, I needed to bring you your pendantâ
She laughed between her sobs as she wrapped her arms around him one more time, squeezing the life out of him but he did not mind, her hug was the closest thing Daemon had felt when it came to religion, she was his church.
âI missed youâ
âWe must goâ
âWhat?â
âGet us out of here before I change my mindâ
âWhat has gotten into you?â
âDo you want to question me now that I am agreeing to your plans?â
Daemon could not contain himself anymore, before (y/n) could comprehend or respond his lips had crashed into hers into a deep, passionate kiss, soon his arms wrapped around her waist to bring her as close as humanly possible, it was (y/n)s first kiss.
âLet us leave before the Hods strike us for sinningâ
-
(Y/n) and Daemon chose to make their home in Pentos, a beautiful free city that (y/n) had dreamed of visiting, they had eloped the day they landed, (y/n) wore a simple gown and it was the first time Daemon saw her hair, her beautiful mane that framed her face perfectly, she was his for the rest of their life and hopefully the next, how could a woman so perfect love a sinner like him?
The raven Daemon send to king landing to announce the birth of their first child angered the faith to no end, the rogue prince had lured a Septa and turned her to lust and sin, and whispers grew about their children being cursed, that they were all deformed and that is why they did not dare to come back.
Daemon shielded his family from such vile words, (y/n) was gracious to bless him with 5 children, 4 girls, and one boy, all of them beautiful, kind, and happy, (y/n) and daemon made sure of that.
Daemon had gifted (y/n) with creating a Sept for her after she gave birth to their first daughter, Elara, she had deep grey eyes like a wolf and dirty blonde hair like the color of a golden sunset, when Daemon walked in to find (y/n) holding their daughter after laboring for a full day he cried, his wife, his love, she created life.
âThank youâ
âFor what?â
âFor everythingâ
Then came their son Aeron, who came rather quickly and without fuss, (y/n) only felt some discomfort during her evening nap and the maester had just stepped into the room when the babe was crowning, he had his mother's eyes and hair as white as snow.
Adira gave everyone a surprise, she was not alone, she was with her twin sister, Naeva, who was frail and so small in comparison to Adira who was chubby and red-cheeked, (y/n) refused to leave Naevas side, she would spend her nights in a rocking chair by her cradle.
And then came their last little girl, (y/n) would often reminisce about the day that her children burst into the room after the labor to peak at their new sibling, Aeron was the first to hold her, and the little boy was in utter awe of the new sister, he had leaned to place a peck on top of the babes head.
âMother, I was hoping I could name herâ
âWhat do you suggest sweetling?â
âAvyannaâ
âIt is a perfect name for a princess, donât you think so my love?â
âIndeed, itâs settled thenâ
Avyanna was a spitting image of her mother, except for the dark lavender eyes, she had even inherited (y/n)s hair which made her stand out from her siblings, she had a few blonde streaks but you couldnât see them if her hair was pulled up.
Daemon was proud of his family, he patted himself on the back for being able to rise to the occasion and prove himself worthy of (y/n)s love, he took great care of his lady wife, anything his family wished for they had their feet.
(y/n) worried that the children will grow spoiled, she taught them the importance of sharing and the great value of gratitude through her faith that she never forgot, often she was seen attending orphanages and anyone that knocked on their door for help.
âAlright now settle down, this ceremony is sacred and serious, you must be on your best behaviorâ
âWe know Motherâ
âMy dear, you have told them about it a thousand times nowâ
âIâm sorry, I am just-â
âI knowâ
Daemon brought his wife closer by the waist to place a kiss on top of her covered hair, she was dressed in all black like everyone else but you could understand that this meant more to her than just a funeral, it was their first time back in Westeros, the Targaryens had never seen their children, her heart beat fast at the mere idea of her little ones getting insulted or ridiculed in any way.
All of them remained close to their mother and father, Daemon held Avyanna in his arms, and (y/n) frowned as she caressed her daughter's cheek, she wanted to hold her but she was still sore, the maester advised her to refrain from lifting anything.
Naturally, Daemon led (y/n) to their chamber the minute the eulogy ended, he did not care about mingling or anything that had to do with people that turned their noses up on (y/n) and their children.
âYou must restâ
âI feel fineâ
âAnd you will feel even better if you lay downâ
(Y/n) knew better than to chastise her husband on this matter, Daemon was an overprotective man especially when it came to her and her health, they had already had a fright he was not willing to take any chances.
âThe strangers visit is the one I fear the most amongst the Gods, he sparred me once, now twiceâ
âAnd thrice if needed, I will not let them take youâ
âIt is not up to us to decideâ
âIt is up to us to be careful, you gave our family 5 perfect children that need their mother, we are in no need of anotherâ
âIf the mother gave us 5 why did she take this one? And the one before that, mayhaps-â
â(Y/n)â
âIt is not pleasant I know but I constantly feel cursedâ
âYou are not cursed nor our children, let us not speak on this again, pleaseâ
(Y/n) did not verbally respond, she chose the route of getting up from their bed and reaching for Daemon to hug him, Daemon trembled at the thought of losing her, seeing her in insufferable pain and grief while blood stained the sheets was horrid, he could not imagine what (y/n) went through, of course, he wanted a big family but it was not worth the price of (y/n)s life, none of it would be worth it without her.
The vulnerable scene between husband and wife was interrupted by a knock on the door, Elara was white as a ghost and her hands were shaking, (y/n) feared for the worst at the sight of their distraught daughter.
âWhat is it dear?â
âAeron claimed a dragon but he got into a fightâ
âGods have mercy, show meâ
(Y/n) prayed as she walked to wherever her eldest daughter led them, she spotted Aeron from a mile away, her son sat in a chair next to another young boy who was getting his wounds tended by a master.
âOh, my love, my sweet little boy, what happened?â
âI am fine mother, Iâm unharmedâ
âGods be goodâ
(Y/n) wrapped her arms around her son as tight as possible, Aeron was aware of his mother's fear of him and his siblings getting in harm's way, but he did not fuss over how tight she was hugging him quite the contrary after such an event he relished the familiar loving embrace of his mother.
âYes the boy is safe but my son has lost an eyeâ
âI do not followâ
âYour son claimed a dragon while Aemond claimed Vhagar, your daughter and son were present when my son was attackedâ
âStole Vhagarâ
âYou cannot steal a dragon, little girlâ
âElara! Be respectfulâ
(Y/n) scolded her daughter who hunched over at her seat, (y/n) did not raise her voice often so when she did her children did not take it well.
âQueen Alicent, I trust my children allow me to ask them for the truthâ
âAemond, Elara, and I were wondering when we saw Vhagar, I pushed Elara to stay back and Aemond did not follow, he claimed Vhagar like Elara claimed Silverwing, when Aemond flew thatâs when Vermithor came, I figured that if Silverwing came for Elara then Vermithor might be here for me, Elara and I flew with our dragons when we landed the only thing we saw wasâ
âWas what?â
âPrince Lucerys attacked Prince Aemond, he had a knifeâ
Elara finished her brothers' sentence, Elara was always brave and stoic, whilst Aeron was noble and level-headed.
(Y/n) hesitated, her children wouldnât lie to her, if it happened as they say then it means her children could not have possibly interfered with the squabble nor saved Prince Aemond.
Daemon walked to his wifeâs side and pancaked his arm around her shoulders for comfort, he could sense that (y/n) feared what to say, she did not want to upset nor make matters worst in front of the king and queen.
âMy children are not responsible for the injury of Prince Aemond although it still is a grim affairâ
âGrim affair? My son has been maimedâ
âWhile Aeron was in the sky with his sisterâ
âThey could have-â
âThey could have what? My children are not fortune tellers nor do they have the eyes of a hawk to see what is happening on the groundâ
Daemon defended his son and took a few steps towards Queen Alicent, (y/n) went back to her son to hold his hand in support of him, Elara got up from her seat to go over to the other side of her mother and hold her other hand.
Rhaenyra stood by her son's side as she watched Daemon defend his family, 10 years passed and he was a different person, now he had 5 children and a personality that Rhaenyra could not recognize, how he stood up for his son, how endearing he had been with his wife, how he completely ignored and avoided her, the Dragon had circled (y/n) and their two children, willing to do anything and go against anyone to keep them safe.
âThis is a matter between you, my family had no part in thisâ
âThey encouraged Aemond to go to Vhagarâ
âThey did no such thing, my children were playing and Aeron protected his sister, you can spew lies as much as you wish Alicent but I know the truthâ
âWhich is?â
âThat my son claimed the dragon of a previous king and that is a matter for us to celebrate, you can kill each other for all I care, my wife and I will escort our children to their chambers and tomorrow my son will mount his dragon back homeâ
Alicent refrained from responding, even a Hightower knew that there was a line that she mustnât cross when it came to Targaryens, Aeron had a dragon now, Vermithor flew just to find him, Daemon puffed out his chest before he also went back to join his family, with his one hand he guided his son to stand up on his feet and patted him on the shoulder.
âThis is a blessing, my only son has a dragon like my eldest daughter, I will not let anyone taint this day for youâ
âThank you fatherâ
âQueen Alicent, the Hightowers have always been a family that followed the guidance of the seven, the father is a just God, seek for his voice and find it in your heart to understand that our children are not responsibleâ
âOr donât, the father will not be here to help you once you attempt to point your finger to my sonâ
Daemon hissed at Alicent, âhow did these two even came together?â The queen thought, however it was as clear as day that she was stepping to dangerous territory, (y/n) was a pious person but even she could not save Alicent from Daemons aggressive nature, she could only offer a small way out before the inevitable happened.
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Around the World Part 7
I know I said that Nanny would be out this week, but I just finished this and am really wanting to get it out as soon as possible and that includes the epilogue.
But if I time it right, this series and Hellfire will end the same week and I'll be able to return to some kind of normal schedule instead of pumping these out on a fucking grinder.
That said, I probably won't do a Christmas story with the way things are right now. But we'll see the closer we get to the holiday.
In this we get the proper Jack the Ripper tour and the author has opinions, okay! Steve draws attention to himself at the Paris Opera house. Murray is a bit too knowing. And of course as @val-from-lawrence guessed, visited the Catacombs!
Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6
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They had done the Tower of London and St. Paulâs Cathedral during the day and got ready for the Bauman Experience as Murray called it. They all had a flashlight and went to go meet him where they had the night before.
They caught him dealing with some obnoxious tourists.
âOh thank god!â the Karen cried. âAn American. Could you please explain to this woman that we only have dollars to pay with. She has to take it!â
Murray blinked at her for a moment. âWell that is quite the cock up, you absolute muppet. Are you dead from the neck up? British pound sterling is the brass here, you silly cow!â
The womanâs head reared back in shock, clutching her chest. âI beg your pardon!â
âTo make it perfectly clear,â Murray said leaning forward into her space. âYou fucked up, you moron. Are you really that stupid? Dollars arenât the currency here, the British pound is. Just like you canât use the pound anywhere but here, you canât use the dollar anywhere but America so why donât you go to an ATM or bank and get it exchanged. Or and hereâs the really neat part about living in the age of technology, use or credit or debit card and your bank does the conversion for you.â
When she started sputtering angrily, Murray waved her off. âNow, shoo! Iâve got actual paying customers waiting for me.â
Murray turned to the four of them with a smiled. âWell, hello! Welcome. Now that things are dark and therefore sufficiently spooky, letâs take you on a proper tour of Jackâs slaying grounds.â
He went through the different murders until he got to the double murders of Elizabeth Stride and Catherine Eddowes.
âNow,â he said, rubbing his chin thoughtfully, âMiss Stride is usually considered his third victim and that he was interrupted, moving on to Miss Eddowes. But I think Stride was a copycat. The person only knew the bodies were mutilated, but not how. So for me, I donât count her in the confirmed kills.â
Robin nodded sagely. âI donât either. There was far too little evidence to prove he had been frightened off, because otherwise Eddowes would have been more brutal than it was. He would have been angry he couldnât finish with Stride. You would have expected her to look like what Mary Kellyâs body looked like, not cool and calm.â
Murray smiled up at her. He turned to Eddie. âI really like her. Sheâs clever.â
Robin blushed and ducked her head.
A short time later, just as they were wrapping up the Kelly murder, Murray stopped. He looked at a pair of older teenagers and then back at the group.
Chrissy picked up on it first. âYou thinking what, Iâm thinking, Mur?â
Murray turned to her and cocked his head to the side, considering. He nodded and Chrissy pursed her lips.
Steve caught on just as quick. âEds, baby. I think those boys may have guessed who you are, love.â
Robin and Eddie shared a concerned glance.
âFuck,â Eddie huffed. âI liked this jacket.â
Robin grabbed it from him and gave him her jacket. âMine doesnât look as fancy,â she explained pulling his jacket on. âJust like Boston, peeps!â
Murray tilted his head to the side and did a quick Google search. âOr... if youâd like, my car is literally around the corner.â
The four of them stopped swapping clothes and looked up at him.
âThatâs easier,â Steve said. âWhoâs all for easier?â
The other three raised their hands and they followed Murray to his car. Robin sat up front while Steve and Chrissy covered Eddie between them.
âDrop me off at the hotel,â Steve said, tapping on Murrayâs shoulder. âIâll check us out and then meet you at Shakespeareâs Head.â
Murray looked behind him and grinned. âSmart thinking.â
~
Eddie had changed into a trucker hat and a puffy hunting vest over sturdy blue jeans and thick work boots.
âKids and their cameras these day,â Murray huffed, sliding a pint of beer over at Steve as he sat down between Robin and Chrissy. âSo whatâs the story with loverboy here?â he asked Eddie, cocking his head to indicate Steve.
âHeâs not out,â Eddie said dryly. âHis parents are complete assholes who could and would make things very difficult for him if he was.â
âNothing says asshole parents,â Murray said with a nod, âquite like those that have the money to make you miserable.â
Steve snorted. âYouâve got that right. But Iâm more than equipped to make it work.â He half shrugged. âIâve been doing it for almost a year.â
Murrayâs went wide and he gave an opened mouthed smile. âHave you really? I would have never guessed. Good job! â
âHow did you spot the kids, by the way?â Robin asked around her fruity cocktail.
âOh,â Murray said, ducking his head a bit. âYouâre walking around a small group of people at night in a bad area of London. Whitechapel isnât as bad as it was in Jackieâs time, but itâs still not a good neighborhood. You have to keep an eye out for people, but especially older teens wishing to knock you over for a bit of loose change.â
Steve cleared his throat and ducked his head. âI am about to ask the most bougie question imaginable. And you can tell me to go to hell if Iâm out of line here.â
Murrayâs eyebrows went up and he leaned back in his chair. âWhaâcha got, kid?â
Steve licked his lower lip as he tried to word this in a way that wasnât instantly offensive. âHow entrenched are you in this job?â
âNot very,â he replied with a shrug. âIâm just moving through the world enjoying myself and taking jobs that would be fun. Iâve got more than enough money. Why?â
âWe were talking in our group chat,â Chrissy explained taking over from a very embarrassed Steve, âand we thought weâd offer you a job as main look out and part time driver for when weâre in Europe. You really saved Eddie today and we could really use someone like you with us.â
Murray glared at her. âYou sure I wouldnât cramp your little foursome youâve got going on hereâs style?â He made a little circling motion with his hand to indicate all of them.
Robin shook her head. âItâll make it harder for people to recognize a quartet if it suddenly became a quintet. Plus, weâd pay for your room and board. None of us are skint, believe you me.â
âWeâll be staying in haunted hotels, motels, and bed and breakfasts,â Eddie added. âBut we wonât force you to join us. We can put you up in a nice place nearby and we join back up whenever we go out.â
Murray eyed them suspiciously until Steve slid over an envelope. He picked it up and pulled out a check. His eyes went wide. âThatâs quite the pretty penny.â
âThatâs half,â Robin huffed, crossing her arms and throwing herself against the back of the chair. âYouâll get the other half once we leave Europe for Asia.â
âAll that for a monthâs worth of driving you four around and making sure fans and paparazzi donât find Eddie here?â Murray asked. âHave you gone crazy?â
Eddie shook his head. âWe just want a romantic tour of the spooky places of Europe. I hate the thought Steve getting caught up in something just because Iâm recognized everywhere I go and he isnât.â
Murray licked his lips slowly as his eyes narrowed. âThatâs not how thatâs usually said.â
Steve frowned and tilted his head to the side. âWhat do you mean? How is what said?â
Robin put her hand on his elbow as he bristled slightly at his tone.
âUsually people will say âfamous and theyâre notâ,â Murray said thoughtfully, âhe said ârecognizedâ. Meaning Stevie here is famous too, but not in a way people would recognize him on the street. What is a famous painter or some shit?â
She cocked her to the side and said dryly, âIf I told you that, Iâd have to kill you.â
Murray laughed. Just full on cackled. âHave I mentioned how much I like her? Because I really like her.â
Eddie leaned forward to put his elbows on the table. âSo what do you say, Murray?â he asked tilting his head to the side. âYou want to work for me again?â
Murray slipped the check into his coat pocket and stuck out his hand. âI think youâve got yourself a deal.â
~
Their first stop on the Continent was Paris and the catacombs. Eddie was still trying to figure out how Robin did that one. It had been closed to the public for years.
Robin just smirked and said, âWell we arenât the public.â
Steve was also sure they didnât open it up to anyone who opened their wallet, either, but wisely stayed silent. Plus he was having fun watching Chrissy and Robin run circles around Murray in terms of sheer knowledge.
âUm...Stevie?â Eddie murmured so the trio couldnât hear him. âCan I hold your hand? Itâs getting a little creepy in here.â
Steve held out his hand, the one that had the little guitar on the inner wrist. Eddie looked down at the offered hand with a fond smile. He took the offered hand and their tattoos matched up. Eddie felt braver with every step knowing that Steve would always be there to hold his hand through the darkness.
Chrissy looked back at them and grinned at their clasped hands. She sped up her walk just a little, forcing Murray and Robin to speed up to match her pace, leaving the two love birds the privacy they so richly deserved.
Once they were out in the sunlight and among the city once again, Eddie refused to let go of Steveâs hand.
Steve looked at their joined hands and then back at Eddie. Eddie gave him his brightest smile and Steve was smitten. Even more so than before. He just loved him so much.
They toured the Paris Opera house and Eddie pulled out a cape and mask.
âSing for me my angel of music!â he said to Chrissy.
She burst out laughing. âMy name may be Christine, but I really donât think theyâd want me shattering the glass.â
Eddie turned to Robin who waved her arms in front of her. âNo way! I sing like a frog in heat!â
âNo.â Was all Murray said.
Steve raised an eyebrow and Eddie grinned.
âSing!â Eddie crowed.
Steve took a deep breath and belted out that high note, held it perfectly and then took a bow.
Murray blinked and slow smile spread over his features. âYouâre in one of those bands with the masks arenât you? Like Sleep Token or The Fallen, huh? Thatâs Eddie here said recognized and not famous. Good on you.â
They all shared looks of concern.
âIâm not going to tell anyone,â Murray huffed, holding up his hands in surrender. âAnd Iâm certainly not even going to try and guess which band it is.â He pulled out his phone and messed around on it for a while.
During which they all watched with ever increasing dread. The silence seemed to stretch out on and on.
Then Chrissyâs phone pinged. Everyone jumped as she scrambled for her phone. She opened it up and blinked a moment.
âYou signed a blanket statement NDA?â she asked handing her phone to Robin. âWhy?â
Murray licked his lips and crossed his arms over his chest. âDid it suck when Corroded Coffin pulled out of my management causing a shit ton of other people pulling out, too? Sure. But thatâs the nature of the business. One that I had been in for over twenty years. I took it as a sign from the universe to retire and enjoy my life. Unlike the CC boys pulling out on Nancy Wheeler because she about to do some pretty shady shit. And I say that having been part of a business that used to be built on shady ass shit.â
Chrissy coughed and looked away to hide her smile.
âIâm guessing Steveâs band is why Corroded Coffin went nuclear on her in the first place?â
Steve looked over at Eddie and then nodded. âShe was an ex-girlfriend and she tried to hold that over my head to get me to work with her.â
Murray let out a long and low whistle. âShady doesnât even begin to cover that shit. The void would be fucking closer. Shit.â
Robin handed back Chrissy her phone. âHow did you get an NDA that fast anyway?â
âOh that?â Murray asked with a huff of laughter. âI have a bunch of basic contracts and shit in my Google docs. Things can move fast in this business and itâs a good idea to keep a few on hand. Back in the old days we kept them in our briefcases that we carted around. This is sooo much easier.â
âSmart.â
Murray grinned back at her. He turned to Steve. âCome on, show us what that classical vocal training can really do.â
Steve blushed and began warming up his vocals as Robin grinned.
âYou may think youâve heard Steve sing,â she crowed, âbut youâve ainât seen nothing yet.â
Then Steve really opened up and began to sing. There was a deepness to his voice that didnât have anything to do with his range. He was clearly a tenor, but the rich quality to his voice just elevated it somehow.
âRigoletto,â Murray said nodding appreciatively. âWell done.â He clapped slowly, but it wasnât mocking. âYour parents must have been livid when you didnât go into opera.â
Steve snorted. âAbout as angry as when they found out I was bisexual. They know what I am but if I go public with it...â
âTheyâll make your life a nightmare?â he asked. Steve nodded. âI feel for you, kid.â
He looked around and grimaced. âI thick itâs time we make like Opera Ghost and scram. That performance of Steveâs here, is getting more attention than I thought it would.â
They looked around and sure enough there were people pointing at Steve.
âIâm not sure what the Venn diagram of opera and metal fans,â Chrissy said, âbut Iâm betting itâs not two separate circles.â
âYeaahhh,â Eddie said with a wince.
He grabbed Steveâs hand and they ran for the doors. Murray and the girls hot on their heels.
~
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WN Women Bonus Polls #2: MXTX
[Propaganda below]Â - Spoilers Warning!
A-Qing from Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation / MDZS
Submission: Incredibly clever. Fakes blindness to survive as a street orphan and pickpocket people. Successfully deceives a magnificent liar into believing she's really blind for years. Tries to hinder said liar's schemes and save people from him even after she's dead and actually blind and unable to speak.Â
Jiang Yanli from Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation
 âMadam, A-Xian is my younger brother. Him being humiliated by others, to me, isnât just a small matter.â
Submission: She is the sweetest person to ever exist. She's a wonderful big sister to her brother Jiang Cheng and her shidi/adoptive brother Wei Wuxian. She is not just a sister but also very maternal to them, as her parents are not the best. She is also the mother of Jin Ling, but sadly died before she could raise him. Her husband, Jin Zixuan, died in a confrontation with Wei Wuxian, but she did not blame him and even sacrificed herself for him. She would've made the best mother to Jin Ling, just as she was the best sister to Jiang Cheng and Wei Wuxian. She also makes the best soup ever. I would die to taste her soup. Then I would come back to life because that's how much the soup nurtures you.Â
Jian Lan from Heaven Officialâs Blessing / TGCF
Submission: She has unconditional love for her very disgusting and disturbing undead fetus child. That's a mother right there.Â
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Ling Wen from Heaven Officialâs Blessing / TGCF
[No Propaganda Submitted]Â
One of the Three Tumors - three Heavenly Officials that have some of the worst reputations after Xie Lian (âthe laughing stock of the three realmsâ) - and was accused of, like, killing a dude or smth but was accepted back into Heaven on the sole basis that sheâs the only administratively competent god
Liu Mingyan from The Scum Villainâs Self-Saving System
Submission: Head disciple of Xian Shu Peak. Said to be so beautiful she wears a veil over her face so as to not distract others. Writes popular erotic fanfiction about her older brother's shixiong/her shibo and his male disciple.Â
Luo Qingyang (Mianmian) from Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation
Submission: She stood up against a whole bunch of powerful men and dared to speak a different opinion. Then she just up and left the cultivation world because she had no more time for their bullshit. At the end of the novel, she's a rogue cultivator married to a former merchant with her own daughter named Mianmian. We should all be like her.Â
Mod Propaganda:Â
Highly principled and strong-willed. Immediately left her clan after they mocked her for supposedly having feelings for Wei Wuxian when she literally just mentioned he didn't kill indiscriminately. Now living her best life as a rogue cultivator with her husband and child.
She saw the injustice of her own clan firsthand and decided, âI'm not going to be a part of this. You're not listening to me, so fuck y'all.â And honestly, based.Â
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Ning Yingying from The Scum Villainâs Self-Saving SystemÂ
Submission: She goes through great character development. At first, she's dense and kind of annoying, even a little selfish. But she grows up to be a strong, intelligent, and intuitive woman.Â
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Sha Hualing from The Scum Villainâs Self-Saving System
Submission 1: I can't stand her and yet I love her. What does that tell you?Â
Submission 2: her cringefail losergirl swag <3 girlie constantly in situations and she put herself into most of themÂ
Mod Propaganda
A fierce demon who attacked the Cang Qiong Mountain sect in SVSSS and became one of Luo Bingheâs wives in Proud Immortal Demon Way who often fought with Liu Mingyan and Qin Wanyue
My fav description of her is something along the lines of, âtrying to be the steal-your-man girl who fails about it so badlyâÂ
Sheâs ambitious, sheâs ruthless, sheâs intelligent -Â If you support womenâs rights, you should also support womenâs wrongs (/light-hearted)Â
Su Xiyan from The Scum Villainâs Self-Saving System
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Additional Propaganda #2
Wen Qing from Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation
Submission: She is everything! She doesn't get enough screen time in the novel, but that proves just how amazing she is to make such an impression in spite of it. She is a great big sister, to both her brother Wen Ning and the protagonist Wei Wuxian. She is stern but kind. She's a doctor. She throws needles at people. She's everything!Â
Previous Propaganda (MXTX Side Characters Tournament):
Submission 1: Doctor, mad scientist, war criminal, protective big sister... she has the range!! Submission 2: Wen Qing my beloved!! She did surgery on a grape. Mad genius for real. Also a loving sister with a very sharp tongue and maybe no sense of how far is too far. Can't wait for them to find her alive in a Koi Tower basement! Submission 3: Justice for my girl!!!! Submission 4: She's bitchy and pragmatic and cares deeply and did an unprecedented operation (experimental and nonconsensual!), what's not to love? Also she deserved better.Â
Yushi Huang from Heaven Officialâs Blessing / TGCF
Submission: She slit her own throat to save her country. She's very compassionate and always willing to help others. She also gives people vegetables.Â
Additional Propaganda:Â
Additional propaganda for Yushi Huang: She's so competent that she's got the womanzier of the series consistently on the back foot, and she doesn't even care to notice. She's here to dish out rain and that's it.    Â
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âI loved Strahd von Zarovich. I cannot deny it.
He is exactly the kind of person I always dreamed of finding, when I was mortal. When I was alive. Heâs brilliant, a strategist, a warrior. He protects his people. Of course, it helps that he is also beautiful. Is it any surprise that I was so easily taken in by his charms? I entered the mists and found him waiting. He was in mourning. I loved him then, and stayed by his side through a grief he could scarcely describe.
He came to love me, I think. Maybe he even still loves me, in some way. A heart can love so many when it doesnât need to beat. I was not his lost Tatyana, I never would be, but I knew that he loved me too.
No gods blessed our union.
Of course not. My husband killed me, after all.â
Had Strahd actually wanted a wife who could be his equal, he would have been hard pressed to do much better than Ludmilla Vilisevic: sheâs fiendishly intelligent, a brilliant strategist, a gifted wizard, and is (or in our campaign, was) truly devoted to her husbandâs ambitions. She wants what he wants and, as far as anyone can tell, always has - even before Strahd bound her to him centuries ago.
Or...she did. Perhaps one of Strahd's greatest mistakes was when he accidentally made Ludmilla a true vampire with her own free will. It wasn't a problem for centuries, but things are different now. She's realized just how deluded Strahd actually is. She's realized that Strahd will always choose the dream of Tatyana over the woman who has been by his side for centuries.
The cards are the broken one, the necromancer, the traitor, the torturer, the temptress, and the Raven. Make of them what you will.
#curse of strahd#dungeons and dragons#dungeons and/or dragons#dnd#my art#strahd von zarovich#ludmilla vilisevic
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What Your Fave Redacted Character Says About You
Davey - You value a lot of things in a man: the most important being his ability to snap you in half.
Asher - You are the annoying younger sibling who is completely aware of exactly how much they can get away with via years of experience.
Milo - When people ask you what your hobbies are you say âreadingâ but the silent part of that answer is âfanfictionâ
Vincent - I could go on for hours about all the parasocial relationships youâve had in your life.
Sam - Youâre rapidly running out of things other than yourself to blame for your problems, and honestly, itâs just a cry for help at this point.
Lasko - The people in your life have learned not to use the turn of phrase, âWhatâs the worst that could happen?â Because you will immediately launch into a 20 minute PowerPoint presentation with cited sources on exactly everything that could possibly go wrong.
Damien - Your parents were PTA terrorists. They were planning your bid for student council president while you were still in the womb.
Hux - For the people who think other people are always flirting with them or buttering them up, but theyâre honestly just being nice and you never really learned how appropriately reciprocate that because life has taught you that everyone is always after something.
Gavin - God gave you depression and anxiety because if he didnât, youâd be competing for his job
Avior - Youâre either a burned out âgifted kidâ or you only just got diagnosed with ADHD in your mid 20s. No in between.
Vega - Dear god do you love to be stepped on
Blake - You can not fix him. YOU CAN NOT FIX HIM.
Elliott - The ultimate fantasy of every demi-sexual out there.
Aaron - Depends: if youâre a straight woman, this is just everyoneâs daddy fantasy. Otherwise, youâre a white gay guy. Only they would see a 1-to-1 recreation of their bully and go, âThat is my husband.â
Ivan - Iâm not saying youâre scary when youâre mad, Iâm just saying the Venn diagram of people who have crossed you and the people you never hear from again is a circle
James - Admit it, you find degradation just a little bit hot. Just give in and go for it, itâll be cathartic, trust me.
Anton - Literally that meme of âThank you for changing my life.â âIâm literally a white man from Arizona mumbling and mouth-breathing into a mic.â
Geordi - âPatience of a saintâ and âpersistence of a rockâ do not even begin to describe you. We have had nothing but radio silence from this man for 7 months.
Regulus - You just want someone to end your existence without actually killing you and honestly, valid take.
Guy - Your insecurities might scream at every person you meet, but not if you scream louder
Ollie - Your life moves from one disaster to the next and you are desperate for a shred of stability, which is probably why youâre listening to boyfriend role-play.
Morgan - There are two kinds of people in this fandom: Those who know what â19 monthsâ means, and those who donât.
#redacted asmr#redacted audio#redactedverse#david shaw#milo greer#lasko moore#redacted asher#redacted damien#redacted aaron#redacted gavin#vincent solaire#redacted guy#redacted avior#redacted ivan#redacted blake#sam collins#redacted vega#redacted huxley#redacted james#redacted geordi#redacted elliott#redacted morgan
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"Just Call Me Angel" - jjk
mafia!jjk x reader | s & f - 18+ readers only! | 3.4k
summary: your mafia-leading, tattooed, bad-boy lover has gone too far this time, causing you to go into hiding and try to escape that criminal underworld of his. but what happens when he finds you before you can leave for good? what if he actually wants to show his angel that he can change?Â
warnings: swearing, stalking, dirty talk, toxic kind of love, death, seggs, finger fcking, talk of insecurities - but happy ending!
a/n: I recommend listening to "angel of the morning" by Juice Newtown with this lol
âDidnât I tell you that you couldnât escape me, baby?â Jungkookâs voice declares from the pitch black darkness of the living room.Â
âJungkook!- God.â You scream in surprise, he wasnât supposed to be here. You saw his car out front leave with him in it to one of his regular âbusinessâ meetings.Â
So how did he get back here?
Yet at the same time, youâre somewhat relieved to know itâs only him and no one else scaring you like this. You have missed his velvety voice after all.Â
Damn.Â
âI thought you might come back around here. Thought I would welcome you home again, angel.â He says with a smirk thatâs almost audible. He slowly struts his way over to you, your eyes unwavering from the make of his dark silhouette. As you meet face-to-face again, you realize heâs still just as handsome as you remember and for a brief second, you canât quite recall why you stayed away for so long.Â
âYou canât call me that anymore. Iâm notâŚâ You trail off as Jungkook's movements take you off guard, head leaning down, breath that could just kiss your cheeks. His familiar scent hits you and the memories flood back in an instant, weakening your knees and nearly disarming you altogether.Â
âYouâll always be my angel. Even when you run away without so much as a goodbye kiss.â He whispers, sneaking a hand into your hair, trailing down to your cheek. Jungkook pauses and holds his gaze on your lips. A tender laugh leaks out of his throat, and he brings his lips to ghost over your forehead. You freeze, feeling his warm lips on your skin again.Â
You missed him.Â
You missed him so much, you could wrap your arms around his neck and have him right there on the floor without a second thought - but you canât. You could, but you know you shouldnât. Your lives werenât compatible. He killed people, he was in a dark business that played with drugs, fire and gambled in human lives. You were a regular, working woman, not even close to the kind of person who could stomach this constant close proximity to death.Â
It wouldnât work, not in the long run, so you left. Even though you loved him. You thought you could get away from this dangerous life, from the scary man he has become, you thought he might let you move on after six months.Â
But boy, were you ever wrong.Â
âI think Iâll have to punish you, angel. Youâve been a bad girl, leaving me all alone and only coming back to our house when you needed something from me.â He kept his lips against your head, teasing you with the ever so slight skin contact. He could feel you shiver beneath his simplest of touches. Jungkook knew then and there, that he still had absolute power over you. Just like you do over him. Still have over him.Â
Before you could protest, he grabbed you by the waist, picking you up and pinning you to the couch nearby. You could do nothing but screech in surprise, fall beneath him and take whatever he was about to give you. He placed one hand over your two wrists, holding them above your head. Along with his knee nestled right between your legs. At the contact, you nearly let out a moan. You knew you missed him, but didnât realize that the tiniest of touches had this deep of an affect on you still.Â
âI have your passport, my love.â He pulls it from his jacket pocket to show you, before throwing it over his shoulder and away from the two of you. You canât meet his eyes, you feel like youâve betrayed him. You guess you have.Â
âDo you really want to escape me so bad?â Jungkook asks, and for a brief second, his tough exterior dissolves. He looks⌠hurt. You see his eyes flicker between your own, looking for some sort of comfort, reassurance. You donât see him like this very often, his sentimental side. But you both know this will only go one of two ways, and Jungkook needs to know how you feel. Heâs showing you heâs still the man you fell in love with, that deep under that tough exterior, he still had a place for you in his heart.
âBaby?â He asks, taking you from your thoughts.
âJungkook-â You start. âI never wanted to leave you, I just couldnât be in that life anymore.â You hesitated, waiting to see if Jungkook would let you continue.
âYou killed him, I saw it.â You confess. You hadnât told Jungkook you saw him kill Yoongi at the time. His enemy that consumed his every waking second. You had gone into Jungkookâs gang bar in Itaewon, looking for your boyfriend. You hadnât seen him in weeks, his drive to wage war against Yoongi consumed him entirely. He would text you he would be home shortly, then disappear for days on end with nothing reassuring you he was even alive. There was only so much you could take before the utter loneliness and worry drove you mad.Â
Thatâs when you saw him, Yoongi, Jungkookâs long term rival, kneeling before your lover. He was bleeding, beat up so bad he could barely see out of his bruised up eyes. Thatâs when Jungkook placed the gun to his forehead. Thatâs when he pulled the trigger and took another manâs life in front of you.Â
You simply ran at the sight, the shot still ringing in your ears. You never looked back after that, too afraid to confront the truth. Jungkook watched you run from him, and in that moment, he froze. He felt shame, he knew he needed to let you process for a while, but he never gave up on trying to get you back. Jungkook let you be for the last couple months, watching closely. It was only today he realized that he could really lose you for good, and that terrified him.Â
âHe wanted you, Y/N. Yoongi was coming after you to get to me. He wanted to hurt you and I-.â Jungkook breathed out, letting go of your pinned hands and sitting up straight. He felt his heart collapse at the thought, tears flooded his eyes.Â
âY/N, I donât know what I would have done if he had got you.â He confesses back, pouring out his heart for you.
You sit up, staring at Jungkook in shock. You had never seen him cry before. Sure, you had seen him emotional in rage, denial and revenge, where he really showed his feelings. But never sadness, out of heartbreak, and never over you.Â
âPlease say something.â Jungkook cleared his throat, attempting to wipe the tears from his eyes. You jump to him at the sight, instantly rushing to his side. He may come with a dark past, but he is also just a man who loves you in this moment, showing you his whole heart.Â
You could never resist him anyway.Â
âJungkook,â you hush, wiping his tears for him, holding his head in your hands. âIâm sorry I left you. I was scared. I didnât believe my eyes and I couldnât cope with what I saw. I ran in fear and didnât care to understand. I was scared - scared of this life. But now I want to understand, you make me want to understand. Iâm sorry for hurting you by running away, I didnât mean toâŚâ You confess.
You couldnât control yourself around him, instantly abandoning your resolve the second he comes running. Perhaps thatâs why you told yourself to stay away in the first place. Perhaps you should have been more careful, perhaps you wouldnât have gotten back into his bed if you had beenâŚÂ
Jungkook looked up into your wet eyes and knew, he knew you meant every word you said. He had you wrapped around his finger, and he loved you for it. In this moment, you were his again and he wasnât about to let you slip from his grasp. Heâs got you back, and heâs going to keep you there if he has anything to do with it.Â
A gasp escaped your throat the second Jungkook sprung on top of you, pushing you back down onto the couch. He rested himself back between your legs, allowing your hips to meet. He was finally kissing you again with passion, fire, everything you missed and craved over the last six months. You moaned into his mouth and twisted your hands through his hair. He felt good, just as good as you remember. Everything was blurred, and as you kissed him back, letting his tongue meet yours, you couldnât remember why you would ever run away from this. You were his. You knew it too.
âAngel,â Jungkook moaned into your mouth, and ever so slowly started making his way down to your throat. Your hips writhed under him, pushing up against him for more friction.Â
âYouâre so gorgeous for me, impatient too, but just as gorgeous as I remember.â He said in between kisses, one arm wrapped around your middle pushing you closer to him and the other pushing your shirt up to display your breasts. Once they were out on display for him, he let his mouth dance along them, and took your nipples into his mouth. You moaned at the sight and his wet touch, determined to get your pants off as soon as possible.Â
âJungkook, please.â You whined. Not having had him for months made you desperate. He could only laugh.Â
âI know, angel. But I want to take my time with you, show you how much I missed you. How much I want to keep you, show you that you should stay.â He purred, making his way back up to your mouth.Â
âJungkook!-â You insisted, you could barely stand the foreplay at this point. You just really needed him inside you or it felt like you might combust.Â
âBaby, youâre not listening to me.â He took your chin into his hand, centering your focus on him again. âDo I have to shut you up?â He smirked, looking into your eyes which were entirely dilated. âBe a good girl and take my finger in.â Jungkook slipped his pointer into your mouth, lubricating it. You immediately wrapped your lips around it and swirled your tongue around it.Â
âShit- The things you do to me, baby. Can you feel how hard you make me?â He pushed his covered length into your core, both of you sucking in air at the friction.Â
âSlide your skirt up for me, angel.â He demanded, and you swear you never moved faster.Â
âOh. You dirty girl, Y/N.â He tsked as he realized you came all this way without wearing any underwear. Just for him. He glanced up at you, smiling. A genuine smile, and you couldnât help but smile and giggle back.Â
You planned for this, just in case.Â
Nothing could encourage Jungkook to continue more than knowing his angel still wanted him, still planned to have him.Â
âWhat can I say,â you started. âI canât resist you, Jeon Jungkook.â You teased.
âGod. Iâm going to absolutely ruin you.â He bit his lips in anticipation and brought his mouth up to kiss you once more. He let his wet finger dance against your exposed core, playing with your clit and into your slit. Your back arched at the touch you had just nearly forgotten.Â
âJungkook!â You moaned, the tiniest of his touches setting you off.Â
If you were already like this now, what were you going to be like in 5 minutes?Â
âI think youâve missed me, havenât you, baby?â He kissed your mouth, swallowing your moans as his finger entered you. Pushing inside you, your brain shut down at the pleasure. You could do nothing but take it, Jungkook had this power over you. There was no doubt.Â
âTell me.â He encouraged, as he began slowly slipping his finger in and out of you.Â
âYes-â you breathe, unable to think straight.Â
âYes what, baby?â He asked as he added another finger, filling you up even more.Â
âPlease, donât stop-â Your heavy breaths cutting you off, trying to focus but unable to.
âShould I fuck you stupid, baby girl?â Jungkook purred, taking his tongue to your ear, letting the shivers travel down through your body.
âYes, yes!â You exclaim, not caring about the consequences in the slightest, all you want is him. The familiarity of your lover's arms, kiss and length. Him.
Jungkook then moved quickly to take his pants off, freeing him from his restraints and that much closer to actually having him inside you once again. It felt exhilarating, and forbidden, perhaps thatâs why you craved it even more.Â
Maybe you would feel silly about it later, however you now find yourself unable to take your eyes off of him while he strips for you. His strong stomach, tattoos that decorated his whole body, his hips, his weight that now settled on you and his large length now sliding up and down your aching hole.Â
âReady, baby?â Jungkook asked, kissing your neck and sliding his length up and down to gather your wetness. âGod, youâre so wet, youâre dripping all over me.â He cooed, glancing down to see the mess youâve made all over him.Â
You could only focus on the feeling of him just barely entering you, only for his tip to pull out again. Your body was writhing under him, his arms locking your frame in place.Â
âPlease, Jungkook. I need you.â You whimpered, your fingers sliding up to his back, nails ever so slightly digging into his skin. You remembered how it drove him crazy over you.Â
âFuck, baby, okay.â He captured his lips with yours, finally pushing into you and bottoming out immediately. You gasped and clenched around him, squeezing him.
âShit, donât do that, baby girl. Iâll finish too quickly. You feel so good, just like I remember.â Jungkook kissed your cheeks, trying to distract himself from finishing inside you already.Â
Finally, you began to relax around his length, needing him to move inside you and take you already.Â
âPlease- please move.â You encouraged, kissing his arms around your head that held him above you.Â
âOkay, baby. I got you.â He purred, dropping to his elbows to get closer to you, moving his hips in the slightest. Immediately, you reacted to his touch, preparing to take him over and over again. God, how you missed him.
Jungkook set a brutal pace, barely preparing you for his hips running into yours repeatedly. However you could do nothing but take it, just how you liked it. It felt so good to have him take control and spoil you again. He was so strong, so caring in the moment like this. This, this was the Jungkook you knew and loved. Heâs always there, like this, somewhere beneath the surface - you just hoped it could stay like this forever.Â
You were taken from your thoughts and he plunged himself so deep into you, he made contact with your cervix and the pain mixed with the pleasure ran through your system.Â
âJungkook!â You exclaimed and his eyes immediately locked onto yours, full of concern. He then slowed down slightly. âYou okay?â, you quickly reassured him.
âYes, yes! It felt so good, please keep going, donât stop, donât stop.â You could feel your eyes rolling to the back of your head, you wanted all of his pleasure and you know in the next moment, he would surely deliver.
Jungkookâs concern for you rapidly turned into a smirk and he continued with his pace. He locked his tatted arms around your head and shoulders, wrapping your legs around his waist and he began pounding into you. Your head went into overdrive and could only focus on his tip hitting your G-spot over and over and over again.Â
âFuck! Jungkook, oh my-â He gently raised a hand to your throat, pressing the sides ever so slightly. He still remembered exactly what you liked in the bedroom, the movements and positions that had you seeing stars. He knows you like nobody else knows you.Â
âYou like this, donât you baby?â Jungkook chuckles, watching your face curl up in pleasure. His length entering you over and over again, filling you up completely each and every time.Â
âIâm gonna cum-â you managed to let out as the unstoppable pressure started building up in your tummy.Â
âMe too, baby girl. Cum for me. Cum on this dick. Made just for you, only youâŚâ Jungkook is whispering in your ear, his words taking you over the edge as he pounds into you. His length, his lips, his presence, his love - you canât contain yourself anymore and you let yourself go, the white wave of pleasure finally releasing. âShit, shit, you feel so good, babyâ, Jungkook exclaims as he feels you clenching and finishing around his length. He canât help but finish too, filling you and holding your body close to his as he does so.Â
You two come down from your highs together, wrapped up in eachothers limbs, breathing heavily. It feels oddly intimate, and the feeling of his body weight on you feels euphoric. Sometimes you think you could die like this - Just desperately wanting to be so close to him like this. Heâs your love after all, even if heâs done some bad things, you can still see the person underneath the facade.Â
Your Jungkook.Â
When the high passes, you two are able to think a little more clearly. The haze finally leaves your minds, and Jungkook sits himself up on his elbows to look into your eyes. You look at him, almost concerned, you now feel nervous about what heâll say next. Your innermost fears and doubt creeping up on you in your moment of vulnerability.Â
Will he leave now that maybe heâs gotten what he wanted from you? Will he threaten you? No, no surely not. He loves you, tonight has proven so⌠right?
âY/N.â Jungkook interrupts your thoughts, âI can see what youâre thinking, you know?â He slightly smiles down at you, and instantly you feel more relaxed. You smile back a little too.Â
âI know, I wear my emotions, you always told me.â
âYou do, my love.â He coos, coming to kiss your lips ever so slightly. He then hovers above you slightly -
â...Do you regret it?âÂ
âWhat? No, no of course not.â You immediately refute. Your hands come up to comfort his concerned face, fingers wiping the tears that start to pour from his eyes a second time tonight.Â
âI thought I had lost you for good, Y/N.â His resolve breaks and he tucks himself into your neck, his arms wrapping around you and keeping you close.Â
âI donât want to be without you - I donât want to lose you and I donât want to be a man youâre ashamed of loving.â He cries into you, tearing falling onto you wet and warm. You start to tear up as you hear him sob, the tough-guy persona falling apart as he opens up to you. This was the Jungkook you were in love with.Â
âI want to try and be better for you, for us. I want to be the man you need and deserve. I want us to be together, Y/N. Please, I want to change.â Jungkook kisses your neck, wet and all over. It tickles you as he reaches that one spot just beneath your ear, it leaves you giggling. He immediately whips his head to look at your expression below him. You're crying too, but smiling at him, looking at him so fondly.
âI love you, Jungkook. I do. I want to be with you, but we have to try and do better. No more of this life, we can leave together. For good, okay?â You look deep into his eyes, searching for reassurance. He smiles down at you once again, holding your hands on his face, fingers running over yours soothingly.Â
âOkay. Letâs leave this life behind. Weâll move, weâll get normal, boring 9-5 jobs and a little apartment together.â Jungkook giggles, and it makes you giggle as well.
âCan we get a little dog too?â You chime in, already loving the idea of your new life together thatâs being imagined up before your eyes.Â
âYes, and two beds. One for sleep, one for sex.â He winks, kissing your palm. He wiggles his eyebrows, trying to win you over to the idea. You simply roll your eyes and eventually nod. You canât resist him, especially like this.Â
âFine, but youâre doing the extra laundry then.â You smirk, Jungkook smiles softly back at you.
âI will. So long as Iâm with you, everything is right in the world. I love you, angel.âÂ
âI love you too.â
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a/n: I was totally gonna make him still a bad boy at the end of this, but then I got too soft - ugh I'm a sucker for a happy ending
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PROMPTS FROM TASKMASTER SEASON 12 * Â assorted dialogue from the tv show, adjust as necessary
i was trying to start a heated debate, but no one gives a shit.
see, this is where i think i went wrong.
i feel like i've let down, like, god.
i think the public perception of me is that i'm quite cool.
i don't fear death. in fact, i yearn for it.
i want you to look at me the way i look at you.
it's the most passive-aggressive, calculated personal attack that i've ever experienced.
this is gonna summon something.
i'm not confident about it.
i've got a black belt.
are you ready, babe?
if i knew what cool was, i would not have arrived at this point in my life.
is there anything really basic that you don't know how to do?
do you know what that is, [name]?
i believe that's what you call a shelf.
it's like being on holiday in the '70s.
i'm going to have to make another one.
do you know i recently completed a master's degree?
i did the right thing.
what is beatboxing?
i knew you wouldn't let me down.
i don't want anything to do with you.
how does that look?
you could have stopped that sentence way earlier.
if you bump into anything, i'm going to prod you with it to stop it happening.
is it electric?
don't put pressure on me.
it looks like you're holding a piece of paper.
look down here!
that's a lovely twist on a professional sport.
i'm trying to express myself in different ways.
we've known each other 25 years and you've never heard me do this before.
do you have a favorite number?
you're a very charming woman.
are you serious?
i just want to visit once. could i?
lobsters are red, oceans are blue, i won't give you crabs if you let me marry you.
i'm so happily married.
if you got mad and killed a guy, i would be your alibi.
have you proposed to anyone before?
in a galaxy far, far away, everyone has tiny penises.
i was going to do great things.
i don't know what the hell's going on.
don't penalize me for that one.
i can't relax.
i always laugh when i'm nervous.
how can i add to this?
can you blow on my neck?
is that a thing i can ask you to do?
i'm not really up for this.
is that what happens at a certain time of day?
i don't remember at all.
me and you are different.
it's like looking in a mirror.
who created this atmosphere? i didn't.
can you let me in?
you look great.
i have flapjacks with me at all times.
i learnt that on instagram.
science is key.
that's the thing that ruined it?
i think that's actual dirt.
this is rather splendid.
i use it at least once a week.
is it weird that i want to slap it a little?
i hate everybody!
would we need snacks of some kind?
that's an hour well spent.
there's a word i've never used before in life. it's called hindsight.
can i touch one of those ducks?
i really wanted to do some substantial damage.
you've got to dig deep.
#rp meme#mcflymemes#rp memes#rp prompt#roleplay memes#roleplay prompt#rp starters#ask meme#ask memes#roleplay meme#roleplay inbox prompts#rp inbox meme#inbox prompt#inbox meme#sentence starter prompt#sentence starter#sentence starters#taskmaster#SORRY I LOVE THIS SHOW
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idk about you guys but rooks rest in HOTD is not canon to me. the rest of this show isnât canon from here on out because itâs obvious they hold no respect for aemondâs character or any character in fire and blood they way they were written originally. so many of the F&B characters have been written entirely wrong and itâs so blood-boiling. especially the greens!!! so many of them have such compelling stories and theyâve been thrown in the trash!
theyâve thrown helaena aside. in fire and blood, sheâs a dragon dreamer! she has a dragon! she had three kids she loved so much! she is a valued queen of the realm! what is she in the show? the quiet one no one listens to or tries to connect with besides her own mom.
theyâve utterly ruined aemond. in so many ways, theyâve changed him drastically. while aemond does have hard feelings with aegon and makes some sly and questionable comments about aegon not being fit to ruleâ HE DOESNT TRY TO KILL HIS BROTHER???? I genuinely cannot fathom how the writers could sit in the writers room and be like, âyes. this plot line. this is gold.â theyâve ruined him. they have fucking ruined him, his loyalty, and what he is fighting for. âyou think you can fly about the realm and steal MY brothers throne?â â AEMOND TARGARYEN!!!!! and youâre telling me he attempts to murder his brother? no. fuck off, no.
theyâve made aegon seem like nothing but an idiot. aegon may not be as smart as aemond but oh my god heâs not some blubbering stupid idiot who canât sit still. they cut out his whole reason for ascending the throne as well and that is so damning to his character. aegon takes the throne because criston and alicent place the worry of his siblings being slain in his mind. they convince him rhaenyra will kill him, his siblings, and his childrenâ so he takes the throne. âwhat kind of brother steals his sisters birthright?â â AEGON TARGARYEN
they have reduced alicent to cristonâs fling and vise versa for criston. alicent was a strong and compelling characterâ and now we have to watch her give herself a miscarriage? really? the woman who was so adamant about her son ascending the throne is sitting there and telling him to do nothing after saying he should be asking questions and learning from them???? ânothingâ is the answer you give your son â the king â after he asks for your advice, alicent? really? it just proves she and everyone around her raised aegon to be a puppetâ and sheâs so lost inside her own âsinsâ she canât even see how damned her children are because she doesnât take the time to actually care for them.
theyâre going to introduce daeron soon but show watchers have no idea who he is. when he shows up, itâs not going to be meaningful. just like when aegon started acting all loving and silly on screen with his kids and it left being people like âwow, what the fuck???â IF YOU DONT SHOW THE CHARACTER OR WRITE THEM CORRECTLY, PEOPLE WONT FEEL ATTACHED TO THEM CORRECTLY!!!!
THE MISCHARACTERIZATION OF THESE CHARACTERS IS KILLING THIS SHOW!!!!!!!!
even with rhaenyra. i love that she wants to uphold peace and i think itâs so valiant, but everyone is ready for rhaenyra the cruel. give us maegor with tits the way she is in the books and stop having her care so much for alicent. itâs killing her reign. the men in her council are harping her and her not being around during the start of a wartime is maddening to watch. yes, sheâs a mother. yes, she wants peace. but peace canât be achieved through Alicent!!! I loved their relationship in the younger years, but there is nothing to salvage and Iâm so fucking happy jace snapped at her. she shouldnât care for alicent at allâ because alicent in F&B was her older step-mother that didnât get along with her. even in HOTD after rhaenyra knows alicent usurped her throne over a miscommunication, there shouldnât be anymore âbut we were once friendsâ moments. idc if it was a mistake on alicent partâ that mistake is something she isnât even willing to admit or fix. in rhaenyraâs eyes, alicent should no longer mean anything from here on out.
rhaenyra is also no more a pillar of peace than aegon is. they both do terrible things whether or not it takes rhaenyra longer to start doing them. they both get people killed. they BOTH tear down the realm in attempt to grapple for the throne.
itâs fucking exhausting at this point watching the writers play a game of âthis side is more morally righteousâ when theyâre all bad. itâs even more frustrating when the cost of âthis side is better than this sideâ comes by destroying these characters and ruining the moments that define them!!!
rooks rest was a shit show. not only did they make aemond do something ENTIRELY out of character for him, they didnât even give rhaenys her correct death. she doesnât fall to her death. she gets burned like a true dragonrider.
rest in piece to rhaenysâ and to aemond because they just dug his whole character a grave to jump into when people watch next weeks episode.
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OK I think I understand some of why some people in the fandom choose to make Mystra some kind of a terrible, grooming abuser to Gale. It's because every one of the companions has like a specific person you can point to and say, that is the abuser. That right there is the person who has caused the companion grievous harm. Gale and Mystra are a little more complex than that.
Shadowheart and Lae'zel technically have a whole cult/culture backing up the abuse, but you can still pretty directly point to Viconia and Shar for Shadowheart, and ultimately Vlaakith for Lae'zel as well as just... every Githyanki she ever met, except for Kith'rak Voss.
Wyll has Mizora, Karlach had Zariel and Gortash, Astarion has Cazador, all very obvious and self explanatory in the game. They were innocent, kidnapped, coerced, sold, played like a damn fiddle. But Gale?
Gale has Mystra, a goddess he loves, who also loves him, and the things they did to each other were both fucked up, and a lot of the fault totally lies with Gale! The other companions all had external forces affecting them. Gale's was mostly internal. He refused to believe he was good enough. "As inconceivable as it seems to me now, I shared a bed with a goddess and I still wasn't satisfied." A literal goddess, the one he favored, the one he was in love with, who favored and loved him back, consistently told him he was perfect as he was and he straight up did not believe her. He placed himself on a higher and higher pedestal he could never reach the top of because if he wasn't constantly climbing to some nebulous goal of perfection, then could he be good enough for Mystra?
Y'know, instead of just believing the woman he was in love with. And I get it! Insecurities suck! Especially when you've been the gifted child your entire life, perfectly talented at something that all the adults in your life go nuts over. But also, it is extremely arrogant to assume you know better than your literal goddess and be like "yo, there's a missing piece of the Weave and I can go get it" like... Mystra is the Weave, she would have known and probably sent someone on a quest if it were actually Her Weave and not Karsus' Weave.
Gale is INCREDIBLY hubristic and he keeps falling for that trap. He's overconfident. Hell, even after his year in isolation where he comes out humbled, a small group of people believing in him for a short amount of time gets him to go "omg, crown of karsus = godhood, I can totally do that and tell the gods they SUCK and overthrow Ao's rules!"
Like, babyboy, no.
Of course, Mystra is not without some fault. After Gale's initial... Folly-up, she just ignores him for a year. Damn, girl, what the hell! Well. You see. The Netherese orb is a fragment of the magic that Karsus used to try to ascend and steal her throne with. The magic that she realized was going to kill everything if she didn't sacrifice herself. For a moment, all magic ceased to exist, including Mystryl herself, and Karsus died. Then Mystra came into being. Gale tells you a short version of this story himself! So it kind of makes sense that Mystra would see this shard of magic and just... kinda have a trauma reaction! And to gods, time flows differently. It wouldn't shock me to learn she didn't realize it had been a year by the time Gale left his Tower due to mind flayer shenanigans. Naturally, she does not want to discuss the thing she's so terrified of, and just tries to have it destroyed without her having to touch itâthe plan to have Gale blow himself up on the Absolute itself, and she would save his soul. And even after he disobeys her instruction, she still allows the orb to feed on the true Weave! She still lets him live without fear of blowing up randomly, even though it greatly distresses her to let this magic that killed her once feed on her own life force.
Then he reaches the city, and reads The Annals of Karsus, and realizes she's going to have to explain, despite not wanting to. And she summons him. Tells him exactly what's in his chest. Asks him to turn over the Crown and she will destroy the orb and face her own trauma, because Gale... doesn't want to die. She understands that. And she still loves him and his big beautiful brain despite how stupid he's been, and she wants to have him as her Chosen again.
Things will never be the same, of course. They both fucked up. Gave each other a bad time. But in the end, they forgive each other and move past it. Not as a couple, because things broke too much for that. But they can have a healthy relationship as Goddess and Chosen once more.
And that is what sets Gale and his trauma apart from the companions. He doesn't have a direct abuser or live in a horrific abusive society. He almost killed the goddess of all magic a second time and she had an understandably harsh reaction to that, even if it was still too harsh. I just don't believe it's only Mystra who fucked up here. Not by a long shot. Much of it lies squarely with Gale.
And, as for the grooming allegations [as far as people trying to say it is canon], literally just no. She's a True Neutral goddess. Gale literally tells you that you are not his first mortal lover, he had a few before he ever fell into Mystra's bed, and you're just the first since the breakup about a year ago. The game doesn't shy away from sex and sexual abuse in the least. Why on Earth would this be something hidden behind several layers of nonexistent subtext? It's definitely fun for AU's, but by Ahghairon's lost nose, no, it's not canon!
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I actually think Hazbin Hotel and Helluva Boss being so called "problematic" (though, what tf does that word even mean anymore, with the way it's being used for literally anything someone personally doesn't like) is exactly why I love it so much.
Modern media has gotten way too "pure" and "wholesome" for my liking. I mean, I like it from time to time, but I'm sick of it being shoved down my throat as the only meal option. Because god in heaven forbid characters have flaws and arcs anymore. Nowadays they're expected to always have been good little beans from the start, with nothing to learn, because they're already right and everyone else is just wrong. Even villains, the characters we are supposed to enjoy hating, now commit some of the mildest crimes imaginable, because godforbid evil characters are shown doing evil things.
It's all thanks to the kind of people who act like showing fictional characters "committing a crime" in a fictional world is the literal same thing as that crime actually being committed in the real world... I need people to tell me they know the difference between those two things, common sense can't be THAT dead... right??
This is also one of the reasons I'm so happy these shows are for mature audiences, because the "think of the kids" arguments can finally fuck off and there's no need to "dumb things down for the kids" (despite kids who grew up decades ago being able to handle it just fine). Either you're mature enough for these shows or you're not, but it's not our problem if your media literacy hasn't matured beyond kindergarten.
Like, I grew up with movies that showed the villain literally burning down an entire city, because he had a boner for a woman who didn't want him. Or heck, when they had the balls to show the main character literally killing the co-lead's mother, because of his own bigotry. (A cookie for the people who know which movies I'm talking about!) Modern "kids media" could never.
The best way I can describe HH and HB is the fandom of a 2000s show, so like the best of both worlds. With a bit of modernization sprinkled in, because yes, I can acknowledge the 2000s wasn't perfect either. I just feel like these shows really know what tropes to ditch and which ones to keep. As someone who grew up with shows in that era and has been active in online fandoms since the mid 2000s, it just makes it right up my alley.
And considering Viv is barely a year older than me, this doesn't suprise me. I also think it's why she understands her fandom so well, because she's literally been on the fandom side of this sorta thing.
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Jack & Joker - Ep 7
This episode was extremely hard for me to watch, because it's like someone took the tropes I hate the most and decided to put them here one by one. Lack of communication, misunderstanding, saying something horrible about a loved one when don't mean it and they hear it, a love triangle, a love triangle with a girl in a BL series, noble sacrifice, noble, stupid and unnecessary sacrifice, being mean for a "noble" purpose to protect a loved one by rejecting them, heartbreaking fights, jealousy, the pain of rejection, suffering alone. I hate every single one of these things and a series that I like so, so much decided to throw them all into one episode, at once. So it's easy to imagine that I'm not having a good time đ
So many bad things happened in this episode that I started crying at the end, it was just too much. What really depressed me was that many of these things were unnecessarily bad, and there was a kind of malice in them that was hard to watch on screen.
I had some understanding (not excuse - understanding) for Save in the last episode, but then I didn't know all the facts. Now I have only contempt for him, because he is simply stupid and cruel in what he does. Save didn't even arrange something specific for Hope, or even for himself, which is exceptionally stupid, since he literally sold his soul to the devil - as it turns out, for nothing. On top of that, he didn't have to include Joke in his schemes, my jaw just dropped when after everything he did to Jack and his grandma, he himself, without being asked, says to Boss that there is one more dude who can mess with your plans, like bitch fr? Save dangerously plays god, messing with people's lives (in grandma's case - her LITERAL life) and for whom, for his boyfriend who works for the mafia and openly says that he actually likes doing it and unlike Jack - is a real loan shark who beats people (his behavior radicalized Tattoo). Hope was beaten, which is a risk of the profession he does, he wasn't beaten up randomly on the street for money, or bullied at a regular job., ffs! But what Save will never earn my forgiveness for is that for the sake of unclear privileges for his boyfriend 1) he could've killed an innocent person 2) he destroys the lives - and I want to emphasize this - LITERALLY DESTROYS THE LIVES of 3 innocent people. And not that I like Rose, but it also affects her life. Thus, grandma, Jack, Joke and Rose are just pawns, a colateral damage in his plans, for his own personal gain.
SAVE IS LIKE TEE FROM DFF. Sorry, but just as I had no sympathy for those guys, I have no sympathy for Save. He doesn't have to do this, he doesn't have to do such cruel and plainly evil things, he doesn't have to be so zealous, such an "employee of the month doing 200% of the norm" lol. It's very interesting that Save, instead of persuading Hope to leave this job and even run away, since he's oh so worried about him, directs his efforts to protect him, by harming others - others who are in the same or worse situation as he is.
..........
This whole marriage plot is so silly and soap opera and that's how I decided to treat it, so that I could still like this show đ
. Gods, it's just so stupid and when Jack initially didn't agree, I was so happy that finally, a voice of reason, and yet.. I don't know how Boss and Jack imagine doing this? I mean technically and.. just⌠generally???? How Jack plans to marry a woman he doesn't care about (with potential sex? children????) and at the same time follow Boss's orders, while being, you know, himself??? Not to mention that there is a whole ass person in this puzzle: Rose? And I'm not even mentioning Grandma, who is not stupid - how will she feel knowing that Jack literally sold himself for her health? From Jack's words in this episode, I gather that he is more or less aware of Joke's feelings. And I'm a little upset about the fact that Jack hurts him so much, knowing this. And his "noble motives" do not excuse him, because Jack leaves scorched earth behind him, destroys people around him and HIMSELF. And it will get even worse, because there will be no way out of this situation, in which he is digging himself deeper and deeper, which is what Joke was trying to tell him. Jack does something I particularly hate: he "sacrifices himself nobly" but he is really selfish in this sacrifice, because he doesn't ask if anyone actually wants his sacrifice it's The Sign all over again, fuck. And the fact that he does all this alone, officially, to protect his loved ones, shows that he really doesn't trust those close to him, that they can either help him, or that they could decide for themselves. And although I don't like Rose, Jack is ready to marry her without love, for his benefits, which is... suddenly not so noble, right Jack?
I know that all this is the law of slightly exaggerated TV romances, because if Jack had trusted Joke and his grandma and talked to them, maybe together they would have figured out another way to get money for her treatment, but then again, there wouldn't have been all this drama đ
But Jack didn't even try.
And he's really getting to the point where even if he wanted to stop, he wouldn't be able to, and even if he somehow managed to, there would be nothing to save, because everyone would be too hurt by him to forgive him. And he's so blinded by fear and the belief that he's doing the right thing that he doesn't even see it.
The approach of Save, Jack and Joke to situations when they feel they have no choice is very interesting. Save sacrifices others without hesitation, Jack sacrifices himself (consciously) and others (unconsciously), Joke sacrifices himself. Joke is truly selfless in all of this, because he is able to humiliate himself in front of his father for someone he cares about, work for pennies, but legally, as Jack wants, when things are very bad, he still feels duty towards the grandma - a person, who was kind to him. Whatever he does, he's alone in it, he doesn't involve others, any harm falls only on him. Apart from that, he blames himself for everything...
...........
Despite everything that the series has shown in tis ep, and which I actively hate, I cannot but praise the series for a few things:
the actors gave it their all in this episode, especially in the micro-expressions on the faces of Jack, Joke and Save, when you can see that they are trying to hide what they are going through
as always, I have to praise the incredibly accurate socio-political-economic background of the series. That there is always a bigger shark in the pool, the total detachment from reality of the rich and that they do NOT WANT to know this reality and that they don't really care. How easily the poor fall into a spiral of debt, a system of dependency, passivity caused by constantly hitting a wall and helplessness in the face of constant adversity (how Jack did not even consider other methods of obtaining money, but went straight to Boss)
that in reality it's so easy to manipulate the poor, who ultimately harm themselves and each other, which is exploited by the elites. The elites know that it's enough to set people against each other and they will jump at each other's throats, doing all the dirty work for them, while they feast on exquisite dishes in beautiful interiors, in expensive clothes. Tattoo, Save, even Jack, do what is expected of them on their own, and their actions negatively affect⌠themselves and people like them. This is a very brutal and gloomy conclusion to this series, unfortunately also very realistic. Because the rich, the elites know that a divided, depressed society that lives in fear is easier to manipulata and control. Becasue if Jack, Joke, Tattoo, Hoy, Save and Hope joined forces, they would probably be able to oppose Boss, to come up with something for themselves. And so from the beginning we see how their various selfish actions throw themselves and others like them under the bus. Because really, as sad and awful as it may sound, neither Boss nor even Rose could have done anything if not for the significant "help" from Tattoo and Save
the unexpected, but weirdly compelling het ship đ
Finally, the most beautiful scene. I really appreciate the choice of shots in this scene, especially when only the hands are framed and the focus is on them, without showing the face⌠đ
Why can't they be like this all the time đĽş
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