#give me angst pls?

[zoomingupthathill]

sometimes I feel horrible, because I suck at reaching out, or keeping in touch--- BUT just know, I adore each and every one of you, and I am supporting/cheering you on from the sidelines. I really am just extremely horrible at conversation. -- I promise it isn't because I don't want to talk to you, bc I do.. I just don't know how?

[ninoochat]

What's that about anyway? It's a long story. Ends in all-you-can-eat tamales. Come here.

[silly-honeybee]

Pspspsssss lesbiaaaaaans.. gimmie female arcane character requestsssss… pspspspssss

Ok srs tho idk what to write, pls give me arcane reqs!😼 /nf

Link to my masterlist <3

(Not my pic, creds to rightful owner on Pinterest!!)

[cringefail-clown]

You're an emerald in the sky

You light up the night by blinkin' your eyes

I'll cry and I'll cry if your light ever dies

[vsnapdragon]

nightmares

[keebssi]

Not canon compliant but I liked the composition (and angsty wangxian)

[virgothozul]

Mantaraybryn doing songs for CJ ✨

[labyrinthhofmymind]

IDC ABOUT JEGULUS!!!!!! GIVE ME BLACK BROTHERS ANGST!!!!!! GIVE ME BLACK FAMILY TRAUMA AND DYNAMICS!!!!!! GIVE ME SIRIUS AND REGULUS NOT KNOWING HOW TO LOVE PEOPLE RIGHT BECAUSE OF HOW THEIR PARENTS SHOWED THEM LOVE AS CHILDREN!!!!! GIVE ME SIRIUS FEELING LIKE HE NEEDS TO PROTECT REGULUS AT ALL TIMES!!!! GIVE ME REGULUS FEELING LIKE HE DOESN’T KNOW WHO HE IS IF HE’S NOT SIRIUS’ YOUNGER BROTHER!!!! GIVE ME WULBURGA AND ORION PARENTING!!!!! GIVE ME BLACK FAMILY TREE!!!!!! GIVE ME BELLATRIX!!!!! GIVE ME NARCISSA!!!!!! GIVE ME ANDROMEDA AND TEDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!

[buddyschocolatebar]

Hurt/Comfort my beloved…

IM SO GLAD I CAN FINALLY POST THIS! This scene has been eating at me alive since it first released for fast pass. I’m such a sucker for angst

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Music: Sadderdaze - The Neighborhood

Ac: maxempire-edits on yt

[xoxojisu]

guys wtf. why has NOTHING been written EVER for killua since like 2020. like real actual fanfics not js 100-word posts abt a random unmeaningful scenario. pls i NEED killua fics. i NEED that killua zolDICK in me RN but i can’t bc there r no fanfics for him. pls guys help

[xwildwhirlx]

cant help but see it

i love leo angst!!!!! *chews popcorn while watching him with all his funky issues*

alt versions under the cut

BTW: T/C/E/S/T PEOPLES DO NOT INTERACT PLEASE (IT MAKES ME UNCOMFY, SO PLS RESPECT MY BOUNDARIES 🙏)

[amequeer]

Messy-head

Some angsty Ama doodles, uni has deprived me of my free time

that dude has SOME issues, not suprising

few last weeks were TOUGH so he is the perfect subject for some vent-putting-my-emotions-into-character art

[onlysanepeoplesleep]

possible tw: brief mention of an eating disorder and body dysmorphia (implied but it’s barely there??).

There was no doubt when someone said Kevin was beautiful or pretty. Everyone complemented his looks, even Tetsuji had said that his looks could be used and he should use them. He hadn’t understood when he was younger what that meant exactly, but he understood now.

You could get anything just by having a pretty face and an eye-catching body. Maybe that’s why he was put on strict diets in the Nest. So the photoshoots they took months later would show his slim waist and lean figure. Riko always said his eyes were the prettiest part about him, and thus were meant to be kept unharmed.

His face never showed any sign of the abuse he had received in the Nest, even years after people still believed he had had it easy. Maybe that’s why he hated his self-image so much, why he stared at the mirror for seconds longer than he should. Why he hated eating anything above the calorie intake he was meant to. Because he had had it easy. Life had been easy for him, he shouldn’t worry others with his problems because he didn’t have any.

He was fine because he wasn’t traumatised. He wasn’t hurt the way Neil or Jean were. He didn’t have lasting scars except for the one on his left hand — and even that wasn’t as bad as the ones Jean or Neil carried.

Everything was fine. He was fine. Nothing was wrong.

And yet… if something wasn’t wrong, if he was truly okay — then why did he still have nightmares? Why did he awake abruptly at night drenched in sweat and riddled with fear? Maybe he was a coward, why else would he have nightmares when his experiences in the Nest had been nothing compared to what Jean suffered. What Neil suffered. Why should he have nightmares when Neil woke from them more frequently? When Kevin didn’t deserve to be traumatised because he wasn’t.

Everybody believed that was true so why shouldn’t he?

Betsy would probably say it wasn’t good to think like that. It wasn’t healthy to undermine his own trauma (which he didn’t have) just because someone else experienced the same things — just differently. She’d tell him to focus on his own nightmares and focus on trying to heal, but what was there to heal from if he was fine? Because he was. He was fine, as fine as one could be.

So he didn’t deserve the small reassurances his friends gave him. Didn’t deserve any kind of affection from them especially because it should be the other way round, but Kevin’s not sure how to comfort people and he knows he should know because if he’s fine and everything in his life has been fine up until this point — then how come he can’t give solace to those whose lives aren’t?

Why must he be so selfish and rude and stupid and a coward? Riko hardly did anything to him. He wasn’t beaten as much as Jean, he wasn’t tortured as much as Neil, he wasn’t broken. He survived the Nest and was fine, so that meant he had no room to argue with those who didn’t. Those who were braver then him. Who endured the pain because they didn’t know much else.

Kevin had the key to his cage whereas Neil and Jean didn’t. That was the difference. That was why he was fine and they weren’t. That’s why they needed to be loved and cared for and he didn’t.

He was not fine. He hadn’t been fine in years, but he’d never voice that aloud. He’d never disagree when someone said he had it lucky; when they said he was spoiled for thinking he didn’t. Whatever horrors he had been through in the Nest didn’t matter because in the end, the only way for people to realise just how broken you truly were was if they had visible evidence. And in that, Kevin was lacking.

[rottingskunk]

As a multi shipper i made a convulted way of explaining which ships i really like and why i chode them, my personal end game is Fiddauthor bc they make me unwell the propaganda got to me. Billford was portal days and i see them as bitter divorced exes type of beat. Fiddstan i fw with it i see it as an alternate universe kind of thing where stan helps fidds with the portal. I SOUND CRAZY AND UNWELL I WROTE THIS AT 3AM

[sasug4y]

OH MY GOD I FUCKING HATE SAIOUMA WHAT THE FUCK UGHDJKSJDIAKDKKSJEKDKCN PLS WHY ARE SAIOUMA FANFIC WRITERS ALLERGIC TO FUCKING HAPPINESS WTF (i just read 25,244 on ao3 and i’m CRUMBLING…)

anyone seeing this pls recommend fics that are angsty with a happy ending or something because I CANT KEEP READING ANGST ONLY… (i literally read dear saihara~ last week bro,,)