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“Never more than 12”… days to the trailer release?
Not later than 12th March?
Never more than 12 braincells used at any one time by the Lucasfilm marketing department?
#andor#andor season 2#andor trailer#getting frustrated now can you tell#star wars andor#lucasfilm#star wars tv
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Having one of those days/weeks where I start fantasizing about closing my shop, disappearing into the woods, and finally achieving my true form as a forest hag
#since i got back from my trip things have been relentlessly going wrong#manu problems shipping problems computer problems etc etc#currently cursing my ambitious nature and hoping i can get even one thing to cooperate and go right#so that next month and the new collection doesn't end up totally in shambles#I'm persisting but lemme tell you what i would love to give up right about now#tired#frustrated#high anxiety#😵💫#witch vamp#shitpost#but also it's real
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Nooooo that sad little smunkler has broken my heart! Wtf Talon stop being so mean to him for no reason!!! >:[
its okay, he just has bad days sometimes
#skunk mail#Anonymous#a doodley#because i gave talon so many of my traits its easy for him to get into ''i couldve been Like You if things had gone better'' mindset#even if it isnt rational#so sometimes things will be going good but he'll just get so mad with smunker for no reason#like smunker will just get too excited about something and he gets frustrated for reasons he cant understand#the thing is al is really good at shutting him down if he gets mean because al is a bit more secure#smunker is the much easier target for his bursts of Upset#but he's neutral positive most days...talon CAN be gentle and he can slip into gentle so easily too#he tries to apologize in his own way often and says he is trying#he's just not well adjusted... he has mood swings and self sabotages when he's finally shown so much care#and smunker is patient with him to their own detriment#(talon has even insulted him about this and caused massive upset - and then he regrets it)#dis is just recent development... we will see how things change ^_^#he's being nice to me right now but i never know how long it'll stick#its almost like he just doesnt want to be happy but i cant tell if he does it on purpose or not yet#pushing others away maybe?? but it also seems like he's just at the whim of his emotions half the time#gotta look further
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HOTD is like if GOT started with Season 8's quality of writing and you could tell before it aired that was going to be the case when they decided to start the show off making huge changes. So glad I decided to ignore it altogether, sorry for the book readers who are currently suffering though 🙏🏾
#anti hotd#even locals are getting frustrated and bored that's how you know it's bad#all we can do is hope that George releases TWOW cause HBO's adaptations bring nothing but disappointment 🤷🏾♀️#the inconsistent character writing to try and force nuance and complexity cause they wanted to /both sides/ the dance is the#kind of shitty writing decisions you make when you try and write toward audience expectations instead of focusing on the story#literally all they had to do was expand on what was already written it's an adaptation not an original work 🥴#now they're writing in circles and couldn't tell you a character's motivations to save their lives#it's GOT's downfall all over again the difference is HOTD didn't have the same rise
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people actually went on about how game of thrones made it socially acceptable to be a fantasy nerd, as though the lord of the rings movies hadn't been released less than a decade earlier and left far greater cultural ripples and i am just
got may have made the adults feel better about liking fantasy, but lotr got into the kids' heads when they (we) were just young and impressionable enough to be absolutely transported and emotionally rewritten by don't you leave him, samwise gamgee and my brother, my captain, my king and and rohan will answer
lotr was rewriting entire generations' brain chemistry long before asoiaf and so obviously it's not fair to compare any post-lotr fantasy novel to it, and each book series was trying to do different things within their own spheres and so that also is not a fair comparison, but in terms of the cultural impact of the adaptations that came out within a decade of each other, saying that it was game of thrones that made fantasy mainstream is baffling
game of thrones could only run because the lord of the rings movies laid the path, and i will die on this hill
#lotr#lord of the rings#lord of the rings movies#i started this post because ''may it be'' came up on my playlist but now i think i'm going to start my nth rewatch of the trilogy#there is a lot to discuss about it re: comparison to the books but it's like...#for all the changes they made - good and bad and neutral - everyone involved in making the films *loved* the source material#they all *wanted* to do justice to it and believed in it and it shows#i think of some posts i've seen about how frustrating this modern push towards tongue-in-cheek irony over sincerity#so afraid to be corny or cheesy that you have to tack a joke onto every real emotional moment#like no fuck that#give me sam hauling frodo onto his shoulders saying ''i can't carry it for you but i can carry you''#give me aragorn gently kissing boromir's forehead as he dies#give me merry and pippin throwing themselves at the uruk hai to distract them from frodo#give me theoden's grand speeches and gandalf's pained expression when frodo says he'll carry the ring#tbh i think that sincerity is a large part of *why* it has such staying power even now#because it is a story you are meant to get deeply emotionally invested in and not hold yourself a little ironically apart from#it isn't meant to sell merch it's meant to bring you to middle-earth and capture your heart and make you believe that the war can be won#with love and loyalty and hope and fellowship and fidelity and integrity and just... just refusing to give in to despair#it is earnest. it is unafraid to be melodramatic or corny because it believes in the story it's telling.#and so it imprinted onto a whole generation growing up right at the cusp of a barrage of apocalypses#anyway. i have Feelings about these movies and their impact and how that mirrors and enhances the books' own impact
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I've been playing beta minecraft for reasons
bonus: windowed mode obliterated color glitch
#minecraft#random stuff#I had to do an entire tutorial and get the prism launcher to fix that glitch#I was telling my brother. when I started playing it it felt like playing a horror game version of minecraft#where it's pitch black at night and you can't run and can't passively regenerate#now it just sort of feels like Smaller Simpler Minecraft. with some functionality problems#in some ways it's less frustrating to play#in others it's like oh. I definitely see why they fixed that. like bows which are terrible in this version#I see people talking about how old minecraft had so much more busywork in it#but modern minecraft is just. villagers.#once I get all the items I was thinking about updating it to the prereleases so that I can finally sprint#it is nice to not have to constantly eat though
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wanting comments when i post fic is the bane of my existence
#ignore me im just venting cause i need it vent#the ballad got very few comments and now im waiting on UR to get any#so im just 😬#keep tellin myself it’s fine if no one comments cause i write for myself#and its *definitely* not a measure of my writing skills#but it does suck#you put so much effort and time and energy and love into something#but i kno a lot of ppl just flat out don’t like me in fandom so even if they do read my shit they not gonna tell me about it#and im aware too that im terrible at reading other fics and have been for years#not that i think it should be a tit for tat to begin with but i know thats probably part of it too#and i also know im a slow writer so when it takes me 5 years to update i lose a lotta readers#there’s ppl who still active in the fandom who’s usernames i know who interact with my blog but stopped reading my fics#and i can only assume it’s cause i suck at updating#🫠🫠🫠#also i am very much aware ao3 is/was down so im not like saying this exclusively or even rlly about UR just a general feeling and a general#frustration with myself for wanting comments
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i do have to confess that one of my favorite jack spot dynamics to rotate in my brain is jack being a few years older than spot and knowing him in the refuge/as kids and spot having a Massive crush on him and being extremely pissed about that fact years later when they re-meet/reconnect. he doesn't have a crush anymore he's just angry that it ever happened. jack wasn't a jerk and was in fact completely oblivious to it so there's no reason for spot to be so peeved but he's steaming at the ears every time he remembers being infatuated with jack kelly.
#race thinks it's the funniest thing ever in the entire world#newsies#spot conlon#jack kelly#i like the idea of spot and jack falling out of touch or w/ever (talking modern au now ig)#so when race introduces his new boyfriend/fling/situationship jack is like :))) spot! i know you!#and spot is like >:(((( fuck this.#and then they don't get along for a while because spot is peeved and jack is confused and annoyed and frustrated and race is like ???#when spot finally forces himself to explain everything to race race tries (and fails) to not laugh his ass off it#he wouldn't tell jack bc that would be breaking spot's (hard won easily lost) trust but he is like Please can u be friends
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1. nothing could be more suspicious than that hair of yours. I swear this woman's hair gets bigger every time I see her. is that all real, or extensions? if it's real, then drop that haircare routine sis
2. if you choose the first one, Rika accuses you of being a pervert. she's not entirely wrong, but also, why did Cheritz even give us that option to begin with? this is not how I wanted to see him on his knees. bad vibes


3. top 10 saddest screenshots ever taken. literally just put me out of my misery
4. to draw this interaction this way was such a choice. I love how it looks both homoerotic and like a weeb's rendition of a biblical painting using their favourite characters from different franchises


5. first, I'm a fan of how this looks like the cover of one of those cheesy romance novels that grandmas read, and second, literally impossible. cruel of him and the writers to even suggest such a thing. I'm too selfish and don't have the coping skills or neurological genetics to do what you're asking of me
6. the absolute purity that radiates from this is unmatched. I almost don't want to be with him because he's too good for anyone. also babe did you break into V's studio to take this photo with the professional backdrop and everything? because I support that kind of behaviour


7. let's all together beat him up, then. if, like discussed in your AE, "there's no right or wrong," then violence should be acceptable. him and his security guard can't take us all on, and aren't you all about self-sacrifice? and protecting the twins? where's that attitude now?? you're already going to jail anyway. surely you have some repressed anger that you can make use of. Rika and I have enough crazy between us to equate to 3 men in battle too, like let's go
8. same energy as "now I feel weird" or "my head hurts" from days 8 and 9... sir, is this your tsundere way of saying you have feelings for me? I'm flattered, but as you can see, I already have a bf


9. we get called a goddess by both Chois. Cheritz saw the feedback from AS and Yoosung's route and made good use of it
10. "but not me" same. let me know if you need my help in any way. like how V "helped" Rika after her "skirmish" with your mom


... this feels oddly meta. as if Cheritz was like "we know you sickos have fantasized about ending up with both of them, so here you go" and you get to be with just Saeran in the alternative end. here it feels like Saeran's your husband, but Saeyoung's your boyfriend. like why they both holding bouquets, with us in the middle? I thought Saeyoung was looking at his brother's happiness, but he's actually looking at us


in addition to Chairman Han, I am petitioning Cheritz to also give us a Driver Kim and Prime Minister route. the former has a heart of gold but his voice and cadence makes me think he may have k!lled someone in the past, and I know that the latter has, but red flags never stopped us before
#mysme spoilers#lb#long post#saeran#v#rika#707#aaand we're done#with his ae that is#will still probably end up bombarding y'all with my v playthrough#apologies in advance lol#also didn't have room for it but why does everyone#jaehee included#look like bulked up gymbros in their avatars near the end#it's not bad necessarily. just curious#i have many conflicting thoughts on how they dealt with some things in this ae#but it pales in comparison to the frustration of v's ae#and can we talk about how both saeran and v tell you they want you to be happy even if it can't be with them#sweet and loving in theory but big ask in execution#as if my love life wouldn't end in tragedy and me staying a widow#idc if we weren't legally married -- it's the thought that counts#the messed up part of their wish is that in v's case#there'd be the probability of you ending up with jumin bc he was tasked with “taking care of you” presumably for life#and with saeran it'd be saeyoung bc you're linked by saeran trauma#and would naturally get close in mourning#now that i think about it i'd be unsurprised if there's a fanfic for that
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post ankle-twisting clarity
#i slipped in the mudddddd the other day LOL i twisted my one ankle and scraped up my other knee#so the past few days ive just been kind of needing to waddle around.....#LUCKILY its healing well and fast <3 but yknow i was like#so stressed out over shit that doesnt matter in school. and like this is an awful unintentional habit i have but i will get like#overly stressed over shit and then i'll start getting SUPER careless with everything. and then i'll injure myself foolishly and Calm Down#happened last year with my foolish midnight woodcarving incident LOL its always november....#BUT yeah luckily this years foolish injury is a quick one at least!!#but yeah like genuinely i was so stressed out about all my fine arts major shit. teachers have been really getting on my case recently#my main professor said that it was a good thing people get so riled up with my work because it means its impactful#tbh i didnt believe her at all i thought she was just trying to placate me but then i listened closely to the things faculty say when#they look at my fucking. cartoon wolf drawing or something and i think. she might be right actually. people keep getting frustrated with me#because i think they see a lot of potential in me but i basically only have to drive to draw cartoon wolves etc HFKJSDHJVKRFEds#which is great for my ego. maybe too good for my ego. that my mark making and colour use etc is so evocative to these industry and#instutition people. but on the other hand i was told like thrice now that my work has no place in a gallery. which is fine although im not#totally sure how true that is. but also afterwards one time i was suggested to go into animation instead which is. um.#so its not out of nowhere i mean i did want to be an animator when i was like 10 but if you know anything about the current state of the#animation industry its like genuinely wild to tell someone who you've only seen 2 dimensional watercolour and acrylic painted#sketchy lined drawings from and who has said they cant do digital art anymore that they should get an animation degree?#brother they would kill me. i would be killed. i had an inkling but it really made me notice so clearly how limited the experiences my#faculty kind of have with certain industries. which is fine. or maybe not. for a professor LOL but yknow. but i was like huh. i guess i can#just kind of chill lol if i just keep doing things maybe something will come of it. i may not get as much help in my artistic development#rn as i would like. but its chill i think i'll figure it out if i just keep doing stuff <3#doesnt really matter that my teachers dont know what to do with me. my kneeeee has a booboo so i am CHILLING out :)
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do my roommates suck or am I just being uncharitable
#bolo speaks#I'm in my first apartment after being in the dorms forever and have these roommates who keep inviting their friends over#without telling anybody else. which is okay I guess but it's a *lot* of friends and they often bring alcohol.#which I guess would get on my shitlist in any case.#and they've set off the fire alarm while cooking twice now (both times while I was trying to sleep)#and now one of them broke one of the jars I use for overnight oats. and my frustration is just gradually building#edit: AND they play the tv/music so loud you can hear it through the walls. even in my suite with the door closed
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Concepts for the Pokemon x RC9GN AU
Alright, this is officially take two of my attempts to explain this... weird crossover no one asked for!
as for the descendant Randy AU, that's going to be done completely separately so, let's get right on to it!
General Infodump
The Pokemon AU takes place in a fictional region that is supposed to replace Norrisville- and Norrisville is one of the towns of said region, but we start off with our two title leads - Randy and Howard - about to head off on their journey to become Pokemon trainers. Randy's parents are a little bit miffed about it for undisclosed plot reasons, but they don't stop him when he does decide to leave. I like to think the Sorcerer isn't literally a disheveled frog-looking thing but more so something else (brain isn't brain'ing right now-)
McFist and Viceroy are both part of an organization that is a little like, say Team Rocket but with more merit to what they're doing- and are one of the many foes that Randy now has to face, but to add onto all of this-
I literally don't know how to incorporate the Ninja lore into this unless I decided to have the Ninja as this protector of the entire region, instead of just Norrisville. Thinking that the bond between the Ninja and their Pokemon team is going to be more... ahems, magical? No- a word I can't think of right now, fuck English right now
The tengu was either a legendary or mythical bird Pokemon, of course with an element of fire because hello? We can't have anything less, but moving on! The whole thing with the stone still went down though I'm still trying to tie this all together to say the least
Additional Lore Bits
Stanked monsters don't exist in the same way as the RC9GN canon- that's all I got right now to be honest
The group that McFist and Viceroy are a part of- their goals are wanting to use Pokemon as their own personal army, and make them stronger and better in order to take on the Ninja. What they don't realize, however, is that there's actual significance behind the Ninja's appearance (tying this into cultural aspects perhaps? we'll see how this works out later-)
So, how does the Ninja work in this, you ask? I like to think that there were always warriors protecting Norrisville from imminent danger but nothing was ever as strong and dangerous as the Sorcerer. When Finja and his clan came to be, the Sorcerer was utilizing dark relics in order to take over the entire region but of course, like anything- this began going south which led to the intervention from the Norisu 9. Unfortunately, this ended up going extremely dire and Finja was the only one left- no one quite managed to figure out what happened to everyone else but using the feathers of a legendary Pokemon, he managed to create something no one had ever managed to do before
Now to keep this from being too similar to the RC9GN canon, I'm not sure what to do after this- but I still want to reference some stuff honestly? I can't tell you what that is yet, this is all just a prototype idea for now but this is where things get a little interesting...
Finja and the Sorcerer face off in a great battle, and the Sorcerer meets his demise- imprisoned- but Finja is left horrendously weakened and injured, and his fate- for now- will remain undetermined
Skip to modern day, and this is where we're introduced to Randy and Howard, the pair are heading off on their Pokemon trainer journey- Randy wants the glory of being a trainer, but he also just feels he needs to do what's right and getting to face the gym leaders gives him that sensation; Howard is only going because he doesn't want to be alone hahah, he hasn't quite figured out what he wants to do yet
As their journey continues, Randy ends up catching a lot of fighting and fire types, including one that's a poison type while Howard's tend to be a little different- i'm thinking fire at the very least but there are others
i'm going insane trying to write this in a way that actually makes sense, was too focused on finding trainer card templates and now i have to pick their Pokemon and add it to the card-
but okay, let's move on
Character Concepts
Randy Cunningham: 14 years old. Randy's the son of a retired Pokemon trainer, though he knows nothing beyond that- coughs, and his mother's a nurse for Pokemon! He starts his Pokemon trainer journey a little bit late, but he's determined to take on the gym leaders, like it's something he has to do. As he and Howard embark on the adventure, they end up having to deal with a weird... metallic Pokemon, and Randy's kind of losing his marbles (but he also is weirdly ecstatic about the whole thing-). Sometime during this, he encounters an ancient relic which apparently is a book and has everything about how to be a better trainer, how to fight with your team, all of it. The author's not written anywhere in it but he eventually gets the hang of it- even if he constantly misinterprets the lessons and takes twice as long to figure it out.
The deal with this kid is he's extremely impulsive and likes to blindly rush at danger- also the fact he immediately jumps to conclusions when something happens, because he'll accidentally warp the lessons into something that benefits him. Though, his bond with his team continues to strengthen- and if he happens to accidentally realize exactly how he can utilize this to his advantage, well, let's just say something interesting is going to happen. (my current plan is that he create a link with the Pokemon and active their powers for him to be able to use as well-)
Howard Weinerman: Howard is around the same age as Randy. He's not very interested in a lot of things- but he despises being alone and decides to tag on Randy's trainer journey with him, embarking on the strangest adventure he's ever had. Unlike Randy, however, he only seems to care about things that benefit him which isn't entirely the case as he seems to also worry about Randy's safety- especially with the amount of times that his friend just blindly gets into a fight with their enemies. Howard is exceptionally stubborn, though at the end of the day, he manages to do what's right too- albeit a little reluctantly.
And yes, I'm going to link him to the tengu- things might work out a little bit differently in this version for obvious reasons, but I will manage a way for it to work.
Debbie Kang: Debbie Kang is one of the other Pokemon trainers that accompanies Randy and Howard on their journey- unlike the boys, she's not trying to take on the gym leaders and seems more interested in becoming a reporter, attempting to grab the latest scoop on things happening around the region. Unfortunately, she gets involved in the current ploy McFist and Viceroy are doing- and, well, Debbie has no idea what she's getting into and she and her liepard are about to uncover something much bigger is happening. She happens to be relentless in her endeavors, preferring the sense of danger but needing to reel herself back in or risk endangering the entire party. [Details are still pending]
Theresa Fowler: On the other hand, we have Theresa- unlike Debbie, who's completely willing to throw herself into a path of danger for a scoop, Theresa is a little more cautious. She worries constantly about her friends, not wanting to see them get hurt and sometimes acts as the voice of reason (Debbie can be, but she also wants to expose McFist and Viceroy, and that gets in the way at times-). She frets a lot, but she also is a good fighter and will intervene if the rest of her team is injured.
I like to consider these four as the title characters, and that the other Norrisville High students are more in the background- although I'm also trying to figure something out with Julian.
Undeveloped Ideas
The Nomicon is an ancient relic- as mentioned before, it's a training tool for the current Ninja, or whatever adjacent theme is being followed; unlike the canon, however, the book has more of a connection with the user and can interact with them even via dreams and has a human form (though this isn't something that happens too often-). [Details still pending!]
Tengu - Legendary Pokemon/Fire Type. The tengu was always more of a neutral party in all of this, but things changed... and this led to certain events taking place- even before Finja managed to infuse the tengu's feathers into... something.
Shadow Warrior's Temple - central theme to the storyline. details still in the works- potentially some of the things from it will be used by Randy, but this is about as far as I got.
Unfortunately, this is most what I have- the idea came to me out of nowhere and I need to develop it more because this sounds and looks like garbled nonsense- I kind of would like some thoughts on it-? Though this isn't inherently necessarily at the same time-
I'm going to be fleshing this out eventually, just please be patient! Because apparently, I don't know when to quit-
I'm kind of more excited for building the Pokemon teams than the lore though hahaha
#randy cunningham 9th grade ninja#rc9gn#randy cunningham#rc9gn crossover#more of an alternate universe but you get the point pfft#pokemon au#lore dump#this needs so much work and i hate it#kind of frustrated#infodump#pokemon#legendary pokemon#fakemon#i am not tagging all the characters right now. sorry#rc9gn randy#howard weinerman#theresa fowler#debbie kang#rc9gn howard#rc9gn theresa#rc9gn debbie#randy has a mix of fighting and fire types!#howard does have fire but there's going to be more in his party#debbie has a liepard bc i said so#theresa has grass types probably? i haven't decided yet and it's driving me insane#hyperfixation#can you tell im hyperfixating#im hyperfixating again#the brainrot is real#frustrated a lot from how bad the lore looks right now ugh
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Two questions! What's Leopardstar doing after her death? She got dammed so hard that there was a comet in the sky iirc, and Starclan happily gave Mistystar her lives, so I imagine that Lep is PISSED that her murderer is being welcomed as a hero, while she's rotting in the DF. I would like to know how she feels about Tigerstar's plans, since BB Lep was an active supporter of his idealology
I thiiiink the fallen star thing was a joke, but it is a very funny image to think that any damned spirit becomes one tbh
But actually! Leopardstar and Mudclaw are both kind of ashamed of what they did. Leopardstar is more resigned to her fate, while Mudclaw eventually decides he wants to atone and gets involved with the StarClan bridge.
Being around Tigerstar and a bunch of the worst offenders of TigerClan has brought a lot of it back. Distance had made her begin to feel that there was no need to "throw the kitten out with the tonguewash." Tigerstar himself was bad, yes... but is it *really* so wrong to want a pure, strong Clan? What's wrong with putting RiverClan first?
But now she's back under his claw. Being spoken over, used as a pawn, just like old times. She hasn't confronted the CORE of how her ideology is bad, but she does remember know how humiliating this situation was, and how terrible Tigerstar really is.
But at the same time, she is proud. She cannot let Mistystar go unpunished. She wants "revenge," though, to her "revenge" is a rematch.
On the day she died, Mistystar attempted to poison Leopardstar's food, in a way unintentionally similar to how Leopardstar poisoned Crookedstar before them. So she recognized it right away. It struck her in that moment that she was sick of these dirty, dishonorable tactics.
So she pushed it aside, leapt to the top of the stump, and announced that she had learned of a pack of vicious rogues on the border. "Mistyfoot and myself will confront them. Alone. Don't follow."
Mistystar only won the fight through luck. There was a stone in the river where they fought, and she smashed Leopardstar's head on it until she stopped moving.
So, Leopardstar uses this in her death to hold a grudge. I think on some level she knows it's an excuse, or perhaps a quirk of her pride, that she feels her death was unfair. She believes she gave leadership to Mistystar by covering for her own murder-- and she WANTS that perfect fight.
But before the BOTTE, I plan for her to have a conversation with her apprentice. Hawkfrost's arc is to break free of his father and his legacy... and he needs to speak to his proud, strong leader, who he comes to realize is being used like a tool.
It's another step in his revelation about cycles. How he was used, how he's done the same thing to Ivypool, how people have been doing this to his loved ones long before he was born.
#Now and then I see a passing sentiment of frustration towards writers who write fic where black gets redeemed but leopard doesnt#But understand this; I LOVE Leopardstar.#And I thought a lot about the story I was gonna tell in my redux of TNP#And this story works better with her. Largely because of her supporting cast#Between Misty Sedge Hawk Moth and Storm#They all come together to tell this story much better than Black Russet and Tawny can#And on a less important note... I hate how much they tried to soften Leopard. With all of her supporting material#But ive gone off about her before and im sure I will again lmao#But shes MY spotted mean girlboss and you will pry her from my cold dead hands#LET GIRLS BE PROUD. LET GIRLS BE CONSUMED BY IT#Better bones au#BB!Leopardstar
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my little sister sent me the back of a book she wanted to get me for christmas and.... girl im so sorry but im 30 years old* and i only read books a grad student might be assigned to read as homework.
what have i ever done or said that made you think "oh man this is a perfect book for corv"

i told her it didnt seem like my kind of thing and she seemed so disappointed.... and then i learned that apparently she already bought the book???? then why did you ask me if i wanted it....... if you just sent it to me, i would have pretended to be interested.... if you asked me before you bought it, you could have saved your money..... what's the point of asking me NOW
#anime life#*ok im 29 im not 30#but im rounding up#im just so baffled by how she came to this decision#she doesnt read so it's not like its a book she loved and wanted to share#maybe her parents signed off on it being a good pick?#they have no idea what i like either#which is frustrating because i dont think im hard to figure out#its just that i tell people that right now im only interested in mtg legos and The Classics#and they go “hmmmmm but i don't like those things so can you get intetested in something else instead?”#my sister keeps asking me what makeup she can buy for me for christmas#none????? i never wear makeup!!!!!!#stop asking!!!!!
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Hello!! I'm an artist who's trying to start using gouche, but I'm having a tough time with it- It's always very watery and thin, not opaque, when I add a little water? I'm not sure if I'm just doing it wrong etc. but I also realized I'm using a kit that's pretty inexpensive (Marie I think is the name) and I wanted to ask what gouche brand you use, and maybe any tips on how to use gouche XD your work is awesome so keep it up!!
Hi! I think the opacity will vary with what brand you use. With gouache I always heard it was important to have a good quality white because you use it a lot for mixing, so if you don’t want to buy all new paints you could just start out with a nice quality white and see if that helps with the opacity. But if all your paints just aren’t opaque enough for you maybe try a different brand and see if that works better.
Currently I use Holbein acrylic gouache, i haven’t had any problems with the opacity with it, the colors are nice and vibrant but its also more pricey. The acrylic gouache can’t be reactivated with water, Holbein also makes normal gouache, but i haven’t tried it.
As for random tips, just this last painting I tried using a wet palette for mixing paint and it was nice and kept the paint from drying out so quick. Here is a helpful video explaining how to set up a wet palette. Keep in mind this is mostly helpful for acrylic gouache which cannot be reactivated with water, and this may also make it more difficult to control the consistency of the paints so watch out for that.
One thing I also like with gouache is drawing on top of it with colored pencils, it is so satisfying, idk. Other than that, paint lots and have fun! Best of luck on your artistic journey!
#replies#painting talk#when i was starting out with gouache i got some less expensive colors and a better quality white so i could paint a lot and get comfortable#eventually moved to getting some better quality paints when i got frustrated with colors feeling muddy#All this to say u don’t need expensive paints to get started#but using low quality materials it can be hard to tell sometimes what limitations are from how you are using that medium#vs the limits of the medium itself#smh im just rambling now- have fun painting!
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going fucking insane why is everyone i talk to 100% on board with the rapidly increasing militarization of our society. 'yes but russia! we need to protect ukraine and europe' listen i understand the sentiment. but has any situation in this world ever been resolved by an arms race. no. in fact things have always gotten worse. meanwhile you're advocating for the further establishment of the state's monopoly on violence and the expansion of military activity in every single aspect of our society, physically as well as ideologically. get well soon i guess.
#we literally had a whole ass cold war did that solve anything? no it only made people paranoid and anxious#my dad literally tells me as a teenager if he was cycling to school he'd watch the horizon for a mushroom shaped cloud#have arms races in the past only led to more war and violence? yes.#does militarization aid the weapon industry. also yes.#probably a lot to say abt the impact of militarization on like. global power structures and neocolonialism as well#i also wish ukraine could win this war and reclaim all the land it's lost to russia up til now#but this war is being used as an excuse to ramp up military industrial complex output across the board#and sow fear. 'we need to fund the military bc what if we get attacked :(' and there goes ur national budget#people who say stuff like 'we need to show russia what we can do' do you think russia is going to take that as anything but a provocation#FRUSTRATION. friend of mine had the option to work in sustainable energy but chose weapon industry instead#another friend of mine is seriously considering joining national intelligence services to idk spy on russia? im going to go insane
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