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getwallowed · 2 years ago

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goodbye tmtio tour. you permanently altered my brain chemistry after one of the most perfect imperfect nights of my life. we will always miss you and you will ALWAYS be famous <3

till next time, boys <3

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butchfalin · 1 year ago

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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

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mohntilyet · 3 months ago

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#sorry need to have this on the blog i have been fighting for my life trying to make the rook characterisation make sense #especially since tyche is an established oc for me and has a personality thats quite different from what we get w rook sometimes #but this chain shit is crazy. the chuckle is crazy. eyes flitting to the hand and back up again CRAZY #like ok ill take that. i can see this for her #people on reddit mad about how apparently his romance is a nothingburger whatever my city now i can do whatever i want #whatever bullshit yearning i wanted i can create myself. ESPECIALLY with the fact that lucanis doesn't react or flirt overtly #for like 1/2 of the game. like genuinely perfect.I CAN WORK WITH THIS #veilguard spoilers #dav spoilers #tyche laidir #lucanis dellamorte #dav #like i dont even like the dialogue in this scene but i gotta take what i can get man

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pleasedontcareaboutme · 4 months ago

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It's missing my father hours rn so imma just dump a bunch of pictures here and cry

( sorry i don't know the source of anything I just had them on my phone)

(also dont read the tags i just need to let it out lol)

#I just realized I can call him dad easier than my real dad and now I understand why am I so damn attached to him #I always knew he was a parental figure for me #but now I connected the dots #How when u have an absent dad and a d34d mom a guy shows up in ur life #that tells u life advice that both of ur parents failed to do so #and makes u feel safe the first time in ur life #ofc ud become attached #i know for sure its unhealthy how much i love and miss him #he occupies most of my thoughts honestly #But how could i not cling to him so much when he was the only one who gave me hope in life #i try to keep going and even tho he is not here i keep telling myself whatever he taught me. i keep reminding myself he wants us to live an #bloom and be free #and that's what ill try to do #but you know somedays i wish i could just disappear and be wrapped in eternal happiness #its so fucking hard to pull yourself out of the slump man im so fucking tired im so so tired #somedays i wish id have the courage to off myself but i know that deep down i want to live and ive always wanted to live but i have no idea #how to live. i feel like i finally found a purpose and someone i love. but at the same time im always doubting myself and im scared of losi #g this little hope again and i know i should cherish and use it instead but each day i have this anxiety because rn i have nothing else if #lose this i seriously will lose everything atp. but ill still try bc rn its this or death so i should try im just damn tired yes anyways #sorry for being depressing some days just dont work out but thats okay #yes at the same time i want to get out of my head and try to find some friends but i cant deny that im highkey fucked up and i just cant le #go of my past and i still feel like that helpless unloved kid and idk how to form relationships this way. i dont trust myself at all so idk #how to trust others. and i feel like in order to find ppl that would love me i have to overshare abt my whole lifestory bc it still dictate #my life heavily. and since i met this band its better cuz im learning to deal w it and i want to heal from everything but yes at the same t #me who would wqnt to be friends w. someone that has like a year of life experience and 18 years of depression lol #so yes its complicated. bc i have friends but im like the funny friend. the one that is as shallow as puddle and has no problems but honest #y im genuinely sufferint qnd have been sufferinz all my life so i want to come out of my funny friend role. but that wojld mean i have to t #ll the shit i went through to all my friends but tbh it would be so random so ye. i do have a plan though. how it could work. But yes im ti #ed have been tired for 7 years now. But this time around i hope i can successfully get out of this torture cycle lol.#ok sorry this is what happens after puberty guys i could beva research case for a damn mental institute atp xdd

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flovoid · 6 months ago

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WTH. SINCE WHEN I REACHED 1K FOLLOWERS IN SIMBLR WHAT-

#thats insane. THATS INSANE #the crazy part about this is that I dont feel like that number is real. WHO HACKED MY ACC #yk what funny too? even after I got back in sims community I didnt think my posts going to have much attention or I will be making friends-#-its insane to me. especially since my latest posts gets like over 100 notes LIKE YALL STOP #honestly tho im so grateful for all that love yall are crazy and I love crazy ppl mwaha.#also ngl I hope this attention dont last (yes the hell is wrong w me) cuz IDK WHY I FEEL LIKE WHEN THERE IS TONS OF PPL FOLLOW ME #I WILL ALWAYS FEEL LIKE FORCING MYSELF TO CREATE AND THAT YK. LEADS TO BURNING OUT #but yeah my friends dw dw I am now a different person and I always have that mindset that I will post whenever I want #and yes especially w now? my mind likes to createpost w zero dialogue and short stories that is not clear but I just wanna do it. yk #like those edits on tiktoks from shows that u see n have no idea whats goin on but u r lowkey likin the edits #yes that the path im takin now MWAHAHA #anyways I love you guys I genuinely dont deserve this community (but yall are my biggest inspiration too its insane)#rando flovoid shit

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huellitaa · 5 months ago

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i giggle so hard whenever i see one of my posts on someone else's blog like omg..... i'm actually liked by people..... blushing rn

#just happened to me and every time i smile so hard #i am filled with an overwhelming gratitude today #ilysm guys </3 #my babiiiiiiies #i cannot explain the comfort this little blog brings me #i've met some of my best friends here #and i'm so grateful ☹️☹️☹️💞💞💞#thank you so much truly😭🩷🫶🏻#not to be sappy. but #i have never felt as valued and grateful for everything and by everyone i have in my life before this silly little blog #i love u sm #thank you 🫶🏻#i think at my core i am a very selfish person. i often do things for myself and myself alone #even the nice things are for my own benefit a lot of the time #i want to help people but most of all i want to help myself and it makes me feel bad sometimes #because i know a lot of people in my life online and irl see me as this kind selfless person #but only i know it doesn't always come from a place of kindness for others #i think there's some underlying problem there i need to look into genuinely. but i am so grateful for u guys genuinely #i love you all w my whole heart 🫶🏻#ok ill shut up now #thoughts ୨𖹭୧ #girlblogging #it girl #wonyoungism #girlhood #pink pilates princess #girly tumblr #this is what makes us girls #girly stuff #girlcore

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horsemeatluvr23 · 9 months ago

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little sketchbook spread w the last 3 + todays hermit a day doodles !! chronic illness has been kicking my ass this week so these r lower effort than i'd like but,,,,,, practice is practice !!!

#tbh i am. not proud of most of these... the only one i kinda like is the iskall one #i like the trident n pendant doodles next to gem tho #not very happy w how bdubs turned out but. how would i learn if i liked everything i did !!!!#and the tango one was a lot of fun but my energy levels were flagging as you can probably tell lol #i've been chronically ill for like. 7 years now and yet i still try to act as if i'm able bodied and then face the consequences #i'm still learning to let myself take breaks when i need to and not run myself into the ground until i physically can't do anything else #but i'm managing my energy levels wellish enough that i can still cram in time for these drawings #i rly wanna complete this challenge n i'm genuinely proud of myself for getting this far #anyways. what #geminitay fanart #bdubs fanart #tangotek fanart #iskall fanart #hermitaday #horsemeatluvr does hermitaday #horsemeat gallery

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la-galaxie-langblr · 3 months ago

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what is going on w my brain

#huge tag rant coming but dw about it #basically. if anyone here has known me on the internet for long enough yous will have gathered that i badly struggle w motivation and #fulfilling goals that i set for myself even if it's for smth i enjoy eg languages #it happens so often but especially over summer where my brain just goes Nope #“i have all this free time to do the thing I've been planning for weeks and i've been so excited about planning but now we have the time i #will be numb and sad and scroll“#i also have huge problems focusing unless every factor is perfectly balanced and even then it's still 50/50 #i do have a bad attention span from being chronically online but even if you put me in a blank room w my task i'd be distracted by thoughts #external deadlines are some of the only things that can kick me into gear and i've been fine at uni so far #but i'm scared i'll have another a levels situation where my mental health was so awful i missed every essay deadline for french for 2 years #sometimes by up to a month #the only reason i got away w it is because i had a breakdown in front of my teacher and he was like “yeah take care of yourself the essays #are not that deep just get them in first thing after half term ig“#like that was v kind of him but if i ever have a situation that bad again i will genuinely fail uni cus you can't get away w that #where was i going w this (<- is aware of the irony)#right yeah this week i've experienced the epic highs and lows #highs of really enjoying my downtime and putting active effort into my hobbies instead of my downtime being “scrolling but i don't hate it”#but lows of realising how much time i 'wasted' in my teen years feeling sad and scrolling when i could have been developing skills and #having fun #and yeah i'm having a high rn and genuinely enjoying life but it's making me realise that my default state of being is just 😐#like even when i'm at uni where my mental health is so much better than at home when it's just me home alone or in my room i'm just 😐#not really having fun just existing v passively mindlessly scrolling waiting for the day to be over so i can see my friends in the morning #like not every day has to be amazing but surely there's more to life than just 😐 in 99% of your downtime #like i've struggled for years on how to answer “what do you do in your free time” cus i had to search for answers #i read and go on walks. which is true. but they were always things i did as phone breaks during weekends and not something i actively did #because i liked them #and because of past mental health issues reading and sports based hobbies have become tainted for me #i'm working on it but yeah #huge tldr. i'm finally starting to accept that i probably have a combo of undiagnosed mental illness and neurodivergence #because if it's taken me this long to realise how much it truly impacts my enjoyment of life then surely that's smth

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fagdykevash · 2 months ago

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oh sorry, did i not lick your boots enough when i wrote that image description for you? my bad

people's accessibility discord, for your ID needs

#chirping #yes i have a toxic relationship w ids. no i'm not changing #i don't really. i'm more just so petty against the people who ignore them #but this is how it feels sometimes genuinely #i gotta write a paragraph in the tags wow this is so perfect ur a god amongst men now please do a lowly thing like me a favor and #hit two buttons on your phone slash computer.... i know it's so much effort so i included some handy instructions for how to hit two fucking #buttons on your phone slash computer #it's just so fucking annoying #like look i did this thing for you at no benefit and at every cost to myself that by all accounts You were supposed to do. but yeah if you #want to ignore me then please be my fucking guest. and i'm not allowed to get mad about that at all?!#''i don't have the energy'' ME NEITHER. BUT GUESS WHAT I'M FUCKING DOING #i've given the people's accessibility discord link so many times #actually let's add that to this post hold on #done. whatever #i'll add it to my pinned as well #i've also said this a million times but if you describe ur own art Tag Me In It!!!#i want to see it! i wanna reblog it!!!!!#god whatever. i have errands to run. contrary to popular belief i have a life outside of profusely giving and giving to a thankless job

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jils-things · 3 months ago

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2024 is probably not my best year now that i think about it

#i mean - let's go over the good ones. i have my own laptop now - i'm doing okay in uni. and I haven't gotten any bad issues with irl stuff #in terms of living i'm doing okay and im pretty content #but emotionally and mentally ? horrendous. I don't think i'm really actually doing okay mentally #im struggling to find myself to be the same person i was awhile back. it just doesn't fit like a puzzle anymore even if it's supposed to fit #whats genuinely saving me from feeling miserable is my current interest which is why i'm really so quick to get excited or happy w it #it's so hard to look at past interests now and not think about the “bad” highlight - even if the good highlights are bigger than the bad #i feel like i'm keeping a facade when i'm talking to people. i feel like im being fake when im talking to people. i just cant find myself to #feel like myself when talking to others. that's why i havent been so active talking unless its close people #i'm scared of not being able to “keep up” with them. feel boring with them. not feeling like “the jil” they know #i'm tired. and upset. maybe i am bothered after all #being told that i sounded so fake when i talked really opened my eyes. maybe i am fake because i'm tired. but i wouldn't know #Losing a friend really does something to you huh.

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pollen · 4 months ago

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i've been diving a lot deeper into adhd symptoms and comorbidities and misdiagnoses and whenever i tell my boyfriend something i learned that sounds like me he responds with something like

#idk he knows me more than anyone bc i can't hide the parts i'm ashamed of from him #last night he was like. yeah EYE think you have adhd but i'm just some guy #idk i'm excited about this not because i want to be Quirky for internet reasons. yknow. but bc i've felt like an impostor of a human being #and i have no sense of self and i can't get myself to do basic tasks and the thought of doing something i don't want to do #genuinely makes me want to throw up/my brain shuts down/i can't think or talk or function to the point where i can't work.#so i can't support myself. so i feel terrible about myself. and i've been in and out of therapy for 20 years and have numerous diagnoses #that have never really felt like they fully encapsulate what's going on. and like. i've kinda just internalized that i'm not as good at #being a person as everyone else because i struggle so so much. like yeah i did well in school but i had to sacrifice literally everything #else to do that. idk how everyone else is managing to have a job and hobbies and friends #i get to pick like. one now. i used to be able to juggle everything to some degree although i felt like i was being careless in all areas #except school. i'm so scared of making mistakes or starting anything or talking to new people or trying new hobbies #because i know it won't interest me more than a couple weeks MAX and i'll feel listless and restless again #and i've come to understand this as part of who i am at my core. i'm just someone who can't commit and isn't reliable or a good friend #i just want so badly for that not to be the case because i want so badly to not be stuck like this #idk im going home to talk to my dad this weekend and just rest because i'm really really not doing well #which is why i'm scrambling to try to figure out what's going on with me because idk how much longer i feasibly can do this #and i might be moving back to the pnw bc therapists in pa don't work with medicaid #and no psychiatrists near me are taking new patients. and i can't work to get on private insurance. but therapists in or do work w medicaid #so idk. again if youre diagnosed w adhd and this sounds not like someone who is consuming social media brain rot content about adhd #but rather someone whose experiences you identify with. please let me know. please please #i am reaching out to professionals also but things move slowly and i'm trying to compile evidence so i don't sound like i'm making it up

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phagodyke · 1 year ago

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in a hilarious turn of events my flatmate didn't even know I use any pronouns....

#i thought when she was talking abt how her parents thought i was gonna come out as trans and kept checking my name/pronouns-#that the joke was that im ALREADY trans but in ways they dont know abt.... but nope she genuinely didnt know 🤭#to be fair. i dont rly let anyone in on my gender business unless we're close enough to be dating or its an anonymous online space #like im legally cis and thats fine. idc abt ppl using my name + she/her bc thats not my gender identity its just AN identity that i use-#to navigate the world without ppl being fucking nosy bc i pass as + am sociopolitically treated as a woman (if butch lol)#to ppl who are friends ill joke that my gender is dyke (true) and to friends whose gender falls on a similar spectrum-#or who are transmasc ill talk a little more honestly abt it bc theyre usually able to understand better than anyone else #other butch dykes w a weird gender going on are the only motherfuckers who actually Get It but theyre hard to come by tbh #to be frank i dont fucking know whats going on w my gender. and i dont rly care enough to do the introspection to figure it out rn #i have so many other problems in my life and im lucky that most of my beef w gender can be solved by presenting butch + binding #and using any pronouns around other queer ppl. its actually incredibly funny to me when ppl she/her me bc its like tch. this chump hasnt #unlocked my level of gender yet. pronouns and names in general are so far disconnected from the way i exist in the world...#its just smth thats fun for me to play around with + makes me feel weird sometimes but in ways i havent distilled yet yknow #and this has been my approach to gender for like?? 4-5 years now??? and likely will continue to be for a long while..#anyway. its not actually that surprising my flatmate doesnt know bc shes cis so ive never felt compelled to have a deeper conversation #abt gender with her. but also i could sweeaaar its been mentioned bc almost all our other friends are trans lol #and also ive been introducing myself at queer sports socials w any pronouns and i swear i talked abt that w her..... whatever #and my pronouns are on discord and shes def seen my tumblr before but maybe i didnt have them in my bio at the time... i digress #i kind of prefer cis ppl she/hering me tbh. theyre not able to they them or he him or whatever else me in a way that matters.....#altho i do find it fascinating when she or other ppl elect to use neutral or masculine terms for me. raising an eyebrow and taking notes #like when she got a job and joked abt me being her househusband.. pulling up the fem/masc tally chart and chalking a line up #a la nona the ninth.... ive been trying to figure out whos inhabiting this body my entire fucking life with no luck girl #ANYWAY just smth to think abt. im so tired i think my brain is gonna start seeping out my eyeballs #im gonna watch some more pluto and read and then -> 🛌#another 6:30 start tomorrow woohoo #.diaries #zzzzz

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guinevereslancelot · 8 months ago

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how do i stop feeling like i'm in trouble all the time fr. sitting here on my lunch break like everyone's gonna be soooo mad when u get back...from lunch...which you are allowed to have.....(?)

#social anxiety kicking my ass so bad every day #unless my supervisor actually says hello you are doing an amazing job today and i dont hate you im like omg she hates me bc i suck......#miscounted the kids yesterday and left one on the playground for like two minutes and im still traumatized #she wasnt alone or anything there was another class w teachers but 😬🔫#killing myself killing myself killing myself #i counted them five times today tho #and the playground was empty which made it easier but ugh #infinitely better than my last job and im actually good at this but i still feel like my supervisor doesn't like me #even tho i think she's just a bit awk and has anxiety also lol #she was reading a book abt coping with anxiety the other day lol #also my other coworker w the drama likes me but the drama is always threatening to happennagain bc she doesnt like our supervisor #anyway #my mentor just got here before lunch for her half day shift so i feel better but aaaaa #way less stressful than my last job tho and im grateful but very stressed lately #also the owner of the school was in the room im taking lunch for a while and im like omg she's gonna be annoyed that im here #she's gonna judge me for having a chocolate bar like a shitty spoiled young person or whatever and listening to music bc im rude #i need to calm down fr #she complained abt lazy inconsiderate young people at my job interview so now im paranoid abt every interaction w her lmao #bc i am a lazy oblivious young person and also i took a sick day my first week which is what she was complaining abt said young people doing #but i legitimately was throwing up i Had to call out #that's life in child care #but ughhhh #i was determined not to bc this is a job where they expect you to come in even if ur sick #but puking is my limit i genuinely couldn't do it #anyway.#normal adult experience #doctor who told my mom i was high functioning i want our money back

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sodrippy · 6 days ago

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for someone whos ultimately kind of a hopeless romantic i sure do not give a Fuck about actual romantic relationships

#genuinely its so bottom tier to me in practice 😭#theres friendship and theres sex and theres ok now get out of my house FDHCJN #idk was thinking last night about how im really lucky i have tumblr and my online friendships #cant really articulate it succinctly but both are obvi interconnected and have done wonders for meeting my emotional needs #and helping me just become sincerely comfortable w myself and all that #im so fucking glad i could sidestep that heinous cycle of like. chasing after a relationship constantly and all that shit ykwim #i truly cant imagine doing all that shit id rather kms #but you know what i still hate. how even though its truly My choice and not smth i want anyway #how i STILL feel like people think theres smth wrong w me for being single #isnt that sick? none of my friends gaf but it doesnt stop that small voice thats like #well all your friends are in relationships now. dont you think they wonder whats so fucked up about you #firstly no my friends are all normal people. and secondly shut upppp you dont even want that. you KNOW you dont want that. so who cares #anyway. idk this post was supposed to be about how i love cherish adore my online friends so much #not just my close longterm friends but all my mutuals like literally. saving my life by being online thank u. kissies

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fluentisonus · 1 year ago

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#I just feel so like. idk how to even describe my state of mind.#it's like I've gone from depressed in a dull helpless way to depressed in a hysterical way but sometimes for a #little bit I'm also normal. i feel like the most boring person in the world & also like I'm losing my mind.#i genuinely never thought i would actually really get to this point in my life ever. not in that i thought I'd die per se it was just never #real to me it never felt like something i could feasibly accomplish & now I'm there i feel like i just stepped off into the deep end of #some alternate universe world i shouldn't even exist in like i don't belong here.#like when i pictured my life as a kid reality just ended here & everything else was fantasy I realistically knew I never could do #& I'm Trying so hard to get myself a job so i can do smth with my life beyond sort of stewing in boredom & existential terror mixed but #i do not feel like a real person who could feasibly do that. like i just thought I'd disappear or something I don't know what I thought.#like someone would just close the picture book of my life because I'm not someone whose capable of living a normal life.#like I've failed the test (just like I always expected to!!!) but I'm still stuck here they forgot to take me out of the experiment.#<- sorry I'm okay mostly I'm just. really going through it w the transitional stage of life thing

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pastellmochi · 18 days ago

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non paralive moots im begging yuo listen to my wife singing

#i was behind the camera nd i never blinked once lookinf at him i will jeffthge killer style burnoff my eyelids so th better i can lookathimw #i need to put My oil in his pores #i woudl fry my food w his face oil i'll let him feed me cockroaches and set me on fire like the one vid of the guy w the cockroach as long #s i get to set him on fire back i hope they project this on time square toe curlinf music tha t makes me gag if i was a vampire and he was #n his period. strawberry jam im in the background of all the shots just watching him itmust be crazy goinf from ibuki imperialism #sitch to kenta character focus all rise for the anthem of every country ever united under one stupid greenfHIS EXTRA VERSE IS PLAYOING OAOO #kenta shimeji that deletes all my shit and only plays his songs #gonna recite thi slike a mantra to myself rock myself back and forth in a corner if i get out of a parakive concert itll look like attempte #murder but i did it all myself in will be the guardian angel to everyone who worked on this everything after gokuluck is opposite of peak #poo. opposite of peak is poodoodoo. imagine having to ppost yer music after peakuluck kenta solved all my problems ever I LOVE WHEN YOU #CAN HEAR KENTAS SNARKY SMILE his little Alrights and okays and buu!If the sneezing when someones talking ab you myth was true #he would be sneezy bc of me HANDSOME HIII HANDSOME how am i gonna talk to non paralive moots what do i even say Hello! How ar e you!#i cant do that anymore im the surprise man from freak month are you sure its alright are you sure UUGUHHHH THE LITTLE wikaioaiugh at beginn #ng i love music thanks for inventing music guys thanks for inventing handsome Lockjaw Parvo Tetnis Botfly kenta tetnis eerm i thought yousa #tetris ☝️‼️‼️‼️ EVERYONE SHUT UP HES SPEAKING. LISTEN LISTENthe world will be like that one scen e in the one movie where they all stop tal #EXTRA VERSE CUTIEBEAR I LOV E YOU YOU SOUND SO PRETTYYY WE FINALLY GOT PRETTY SOUNDING KENTA AWROOO BOW WOW !!!!!! ing when he heads upstai #and just look at him when claudio went how cute how fun how SWEET and also when claudio went i spit in it my saliva is now inside all of th #se peoples bodies thats me when kenta leaves his energy drinks unattended but dw itll add extra fizz Hi ryog A the only way to describe how #i feel about kenta is like claudio gregory shawn mendes you cast a Spell on me Spell on me! STILL ALIVE okau HES SO CUUUTE kenta i will hel #you dispose of every other groups bodies okau man i gotta draw salkenta after this day 1 of scarface I already feel my beast form taking p #HIIIIE KENTA RIDE ON RIDE ON INDEED WAUAUUAA WAUUAUAUUAUA WAUAUAUAUAU kachi toru made lets be like UTV and the archiver babydoll my face is #n fire and SOOOO ARE YOUUUU KENTA COVER OF EVERYTHING FOR APRIL FOOLS CROSSING MY FINGERSS NO POINT IN ACTIN LIKE I DONT LIKE HIM I FOOOOLD #IM YOURS cozmez long forgotten they can be locked in the dome forever for all i care salkenta time im going to sweep kenta off his feet pri #cess style MY PRINCESS YOU DID SO WELL I'LL REWARD YUOUUU youre right youre a musical genius my god my savior my everything you are light y #u are like a fallen angel to me im gonna go kiss him sloppy now and listen to His Own music and draw him GOD WHAT HAVE YOU DONE IM A GOKULU #K GIRL thank you for reading so far i really love kenta and he straight up changed my life i got rid of my ocd opened tabs so i could #watch the stream and i started drawing after 3 years and got back into music and made friends bc of him genuinely i love this guy so much #and no amount of content creation or words could ever convey it but i'll do s o either way i love this community i love my friends i lvoe m #paralive friends i love kenta. i lov ekneta i love kenta

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