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sometimes i can't believe rebirth was a real album and then i'll listen to the latest lil yachty and remember that there is an argument for it being rlly influential and ahead of its time and that's wild to me. cos i love wayne but it sucks.
#was it overhated? yes#is it a good album? absolutely not#side note the new lil yachty album fucks tho#i am always rooting for yachty i'm glad he's doing good with his music#it is kind of fascinating tho. i mean someone has to do it badly before other people can do it well ig#hot take i do think wayne has the capacity to make a rlly good rebirth 2#like if he gets better production first off. getting hip hop producers to do a rock album probably wasn't the best idea?#i don't know what his guitar skills are like atm but uhh. ideally they would be better than 2010#but in terms of his singing? some of his recent stuff has been amazing ik he's got that#dreams and aint got time immediately come to mind but perfect strangers too i love even tho its slightly less recent#also just like. u could release the exact same album as rebirth anytime after like 2017#and it would get better reception than it did at the time#genuinely was ahead of its time#doesnt make it good tho#rebirth 2 redemption needed people are eating that kinda thing up and have been for a while#(this definitely doesnt have anything to do with me being a rock fan and therefore wanting to see rock music from wayne totally not)#lil wayne#tune time#marchibald's
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it was just going to be a few warmup doodles but then she infected the rest of the page like the ever eternal and spreading spores. hod!!! hod. hod :)
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#hod#hod lobcorp#lobotomy corp spoilers#I GUESS i almost forgot i drew her box form#lobcorp spoilers#and michelle actually. ..#both very tiny. itty bitty. microscopic#other sephirah there too as normal. i cant have her alone. and Angelina as well on the top patting her#i have a hard time fully capturing her for some reason. in my mind. maybe its because is the disconnected period!!! mentally#she genuinely wishes to care and be kind yet theres a dissonance with what she does..? or how it ends up being taken or what she does to en#up bringing those actions into reality. she can be forceful? wanting to have employees attend therapy sessions and meetings for suppression#tactics. which i think is also something the safety team is incharge of iirc. so that means shes doing way more that what she needs to on#her job as a sephirah. just for the sake of employees#she really does care as shes one of the only to Directly attempt to change their circumstances and quality of life and health#sure chesed doesnt punish employees when they dont do their work assigned or stress them out with work#but he doesnt actively push to attempt to make changes to aid employees besides the research perks which is to the manager#yesod IS right next to her and does also genuinely care but when it comes to employees hes distant at best when it comes to them and the#way he tries to protect them is by enforcing rules but he doesnt really create or attempt to help them like hod does#yesod is sort of a passive? way of doing it. yes he doesn make a push to enforce said rules but he doesnt make new ones. just follows what#is already there in place. hod tries to make new ways and not just for the safety of people like how yesod's has them physically fine and#not letting them over a certain threshold of mental corruption but she tries to have a program to Directly Address such a thing#its born out of care but the genuine worry of being a good person and her naivety ends up having it do more harm than good#sure there may be some employees that actually like and find it useful but so many are just accepting to their fate of Dying to where#her care seems pointless. shes a sephirah and to them a literal metal box why would they go ahead and feel bad for what an 'ai' is feeling#as she is interrupting their free time in the company#which is rude. and shit. iirc the counseling is compulsory but people go because shes a sephirah and their superior. the thought was there#but again it comes off wrong and ends up not working because shes their superior in the end#EEK!!! yeah... hod. the hod. there is WAY more but i can't fit it all here and i already typed enough
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eh..random pokemon scribbles i found..I LOVE RIKA
#pokemon tag#RIKA IM FROM HOENN..IM AVAILABLE😭 nah i know she's raising a daughter with geeta#in a WEIRD MOOD so i cant draw atm. but i want to before the next witch hat chapter (way too extreme that it's my birthday =_=)#(well it will be in japan time at least when i read it. but still .)#if orufrey genuinely reunite on that day of mine i wont call myself an aries any more. orufrey star sign. things aligned.#Well. ive never felt so depressed about my birthday before and for my services to orufreyism i think i deserve that but its fine.#even if they just look into each others eyes again i swear i will face this next year ahead in life (sigh) (strained smile) with faith#i swear i will genuinely try to believe in life and this world if orufrey exchange words once more this thursday i swear to my soul.
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watching the valeria interrogation again and when alejandro says, “you disgrace the army”, rudy steps forward but when alejandro looks over his shoulder at him and says, “and your brothers, no?” he steps back again, almost like he’s trying to pull himself out of the conversation
alejandro leans in close to her and rudy reacts like he wants to pull him away, to protect him from her and from her words, but when he brings up that valeria hurt him too, betrayed him too, rudy retreats like he doesn't want to be reminded of it
it's alejandro who keeps valeria talking about the past, who prompts her to say more when simply saying she's ex-military would've been enough. they bait each other, valeria far more successfully than alejandro; she’s essentially running the interrogation
this speaks volumes of rudy’s interjection of, “he (the son of la areña) was supposed to go to prison”. he’s getting short; cutting off valeria and her excuses, not to redirect them back to the point of the interrogation but bc he’s done with her. rudy’s terser with her, more obviously angry, than he is with an actual terrorist
alejandro can't get past their history; let's himself get pulled off track and compromised but not be he's more upset than rudy. rudy has just repressed the hell out of it; if he doesn't think about it then it didn't happen
but now, he's suddenly being confronted with it head on
"you disgrace the army," is generalised; valeria didn't just hurt rudy, she hurt all of them. it's easier to take
"and your brothers," calls rudy out directly for his pain; pain alejandro wants retribution for and he doesn't want to face it, doesn't want to admit to it bc he doesn’t want to have to feel it
#what up its analysis of micro expressions and blurry body language time#deadass rudy is completely out of focus and in the background and im still like i can make something out of this#if i never believed all three of them were together before i sure as hell do now#ive said before that rudy has a slow anger and a very interesting personality#alejandro brings him alone to take down a terrorist and an unknown number of hostiles#he then sends him ahead (again by himself) to clear the target building and secure the target#so hes clearly a highly competent soldier#this then implies when rudy plans to storm the black site prison hes not being entirely rash#hes not just trying to go on a suicide mission he genuinely thinks he’ll be able to do it successfully and free los vaqueros#rudy can clearly compartmentalise#hes been betrayed all of his people have been detained he doesnt know where his best friend is#yet hes completely calm and levelheaded#he demeanour only changes when wails on a shadow and when he says ‘he was supposed to go to prison’ and that makes me insane#hes angerier with valeria and who she was to him than to Actual Terrorist#god i love rudy#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#we’re a team. ghost team#alerudy#rodolfo parra#rudy parra#rudy cod#alejandro vargas#alejandro cod#valeria garza#valeria cod#cod mw2#modern warefare ii#alejandro/valeria#talk meta to me#save post
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my venvani post is getting reblogged again and i stand by what i said if u dont come at them with bare minimum homestuck quadrant level "what is going on here" OR MORE i fundamentally believe it to be reductive to their relationship
#whats going on there? they don't even know don't ask them. please don't ask them#i saw someone the other day. post abt how shadow the hedgehog's creator is ADAMANT that shadow doesn't like sonic#yes good. im applying it to them#kipspeak#also i straight up lied in the last paragraph. maybe it was true at the time. i have definitely drawn ship art i just don't post much#because its embarrassing. no matter the ship (<- they are unimaginably repressed)#i genuinely dont care if u don't think of them in this way go ahead have fun but I have diseases. i was too polite in that post.#they're an ouroboros. theyre catdog. they're skoll and hati. they r two rats fighting over a walnut#i was too polite i shouldve said Nuh Uh. not siblings theyre this (shows you a video of snakes fighting and then getting knotted together)#and shadow the hedgehog is making me think about vanitas. that's vani's oshi#im sorry to anyone following my priv twitter. im less embarrassed about being annoying on there
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just finally watched rocky horror just so i can fully understand the glee episode based on it. i started the glee ep and i was like no i need to get the full experience and Thats what finally got me to watch rocky horror after all these years
#i genuinely cannot fucking believe that movie was released in NINETEEN SEVENTY-FIVE. talk about ahead of its time!!!!#personal
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hey soo im thinking of opening commissions, but i dont know if anyone would be interested. i was thinking offering something in one of the styles below (below the cut), maybe ill just let people choose but if this interests you could you let me know which ones interest you and how much i should charge?? ;o; theres just something i rly wanna get LOL.
it may or may not be fullbody stuff (id clarify this beforehand) and theyre probably gonna be pretty simplistic like these, idk. considering i have school going on rn (at the tail end of my assignments rn) it may take like anywhere between 1-3 weeks to finish if i dont have time, but i dont estimate it will be more than 1.5 tbh it just sorta depends on my workload. anyway pls let me kno ur thoughts if ur interested (examples below)
#sorry i just rly want this damn sweater#its so cute LOL#i might just buy it ahead of time and try to work my way backwards thru comms to pay for it but i wanna assess if theres even any genuine#interest before i commit#TY
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i would like to find a yarn color that is roughly close to this shade of orange:
as the doll is going to be using dark blue eyes and the contrast would look pretty good (ty to my friend for helping me narrow down colors here lol) but well. you would not believe how hard it is to find a more muted light orange. i have been to specialty yarn sites. if i did either of the two multi-colored yarns, it would be for highlights/still mostly orange just with other tones in there :) if u have specific opinions on this please comment bc good god i hate yarn shopping for this.
#twist rambles#bjd posting#technically. i am having the horrors of trying to figure out yarn for her bc NONE of my typical companies have the right yarn color. like#hex code E89052 is IMPOSSIBLE to get a color similar. i need a light orange but not TOO light and i want it to like... look ok w her dark#blue eyes. which REAL funny story about that is barely any dolls that look like her have dark blue eyes like... its mostly light blue. so i#is just a nightmare to logistics w colors. i really like the landscapes a LOT and i think it could be fun to do like... highlights/multicol#ored hair but well. lol. the horrors#ive been looking at the fruits one for days bc its like... genuinely so stunning and i think it could be fun to have small light highlights#mixed in there. but im sooo unsure of like. what would work best. i have to plan ahead before she comes in like... a couple weeks#ill srb a couple times :)#this is for miss yucky btw. for context. but im trying to get this sorted b4 the strike
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i could write a 100 page essay about what a fucking masterpiece warframe is. i will write many words in the tags. please readem if you want my 'tism.
#ive been playing on and off since 2019 but its only recently when i dumped destiny 2 (probably for good) and picked it up#to fill the grind-shaped hole in my heart#that i have uncovered just how FUCKING INCREDIBLE warframe is#everything about it makes me incredibly autistic#from its masterful utilization of an incredibly styled and individual soundtrack full of absolute bangers#to its seemingly unique understanding of how and why an MMO is special to and because of its players#and its truly special story- a uniquely human take on the “post-ruin scifi” tale#it knows exactly how and when to yank on your heart to make you weep like a baby#and it knows exactly when you're going to get angry and want vengeance#and it knows when to let you let loose and unleash hell#SPOILERS FOR THE NEW WAR AHEAD#IF YOU THINK YOU COULD PLAY THE GAME PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DO#SPOILER WARNING#i think the narmer corruption of fortuna was genuinely one of the most gutpunchingly horrible moments ive ever experienced in a video game#i started playing when fortuna was already in the game but the story of fortuna and vox solaris was really what made warframe stand out 2 m#i would drop into the orb vallis as gauss and dash around doing bounties and fishing and mining because i really loved everything about#fortuna and wanted to spend as much time there as possible#for me vox solaris was my proudest achievement (in warframe.) to say “i helped that! i did that!” was an incredibly good feeling#the story really spoke to me on a deeper level#and vox solaris has always been my favorite faction as a result#so to do absolutely everything that i could#to lift together with my tenno brothers and sisters and yet STILL fail?#and to have it rubbed in my face by the corruption of the greatest shining pillar of hope in the warframe universe?#felt like i got kicked in the stomach#i felt sad and angry. but most of all i was DRIVEN.#which is GOOD. because RARELY does a video game present you the “you lost” scenario and have it feel not only satisfyingly painful#but MOTIVATING.#my only complaint with the new war is that i didnt get to hack ballas to pieces by myself#i had real flashbacks to running around helping people as gauss while approaching the final boss with erra#and to step onto the ballas arena as gauss prime. i nearly came from the narrative significance
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Genuinely confused where the idea that Curly’s covered for actions akin to rape from Jimmy in the past came from. To my knowledge all Curly said was Jimmy’s had it rough in the past and that he’s “overcome difficult things before.” Now that’s very vague, so I could see an uncharitable read where you could take that from it. But is there more that I’ve just missed?
#mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#sa mention#I use ‘uncharitable’ not as a sneer but like. objectively#its a take that characterizes curly the character in a much more uncharitable light etc#not necessarily a *wrong* characterization#but like. idk. ‘curly knew ahead of time how dangerous Jimmy could be and let him board anyway’ and#and ‘curly was genuinely unaware but failed in that once he was made aware didn’t take enough action’#are kind of. mutually exclusive takes?#but I’ve been seeing a lot of the former popping up and idk. I think#it’s less of a stretch to assume curly was talking about financial struggles (smth Jimmy canonically has) or past job security etc#and I do think it’s a little insideous if people are taking it that way#or taking it as a past criminal record#and still goint ‘curly should’ve known he could’ve been a rapist’#as if not having a job/having a criminal record inherently means you are more likely to be a rapist#it’s a gross correlation that is inaccurate to statistics in real life#but again I could’ve missed something that makes the interpretation mentioned in the post more plausible#and if so please enlighten me
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spent the first hour and change at work deleting some old files and am having a grand ol time laughing at myself for not realizing i was a lesbian sooner
#vulnerable tag rambles ahead please be kind abt them i didnt intent to ramble this much but i dont wanna delete it eitehr#me to every single man i have ever dated after 6mo-1y: yeah hey this really isnt working out i dont really know why but i really hate mysel#and i dont want to blame you because i dont think you did anything inherently wrong here; i think this is something about me but i need#space to figure out why im feeling this way [every single one reacted by telling me No i wasnt allowed to leave btw]#i hold very complex feelings about these relationships esp bc of them ending in very violent/chaotic ways most of the time#but its interesting to look back at it all and realize ive left every man for the same reason (which is that ive hated myself Every Single#Time ive dated a man) and its funny bc i recognized the self hate pretty early on w/ cishet men but when it came to queer men it was#much more confusing (esp w/ nto knowing Any lesbians at that point in my life). im so happy im a lesbian tbh#i have a lot of issues w/ the racism fatphobia and transmisogyny present in lesbian groups#and also coming out as a lesbian really truly saved my life. before i met my wife i was quite literally in a 3yr abusive relationship that#definitely would have died in if i hadnt realzied i was a lesbian and ran from him#its also weird seeing liek the hard evidence of the things that happened to me btween 2016-2020 tbh#cause that was such a bad time of my life. i truly dont know how i survived it but im so glad i did#like the three major relationships in my life b4 meeting my wife was: guy who was in college when i was in HS who stalked me when i left;#guy who was a year younger than me who cheated on me the entire time while telling me he was being victimized (he wasnt; this was very mess#guy who saw the very messy toxic ldr i was in and helped me dump my ex then decided that meant we were in a relationship [insert 3 yrs here#and admittedly all 3 years with him werent the same level of abusive but it was definitely unhealthy from the start considering I Didnt Kno#we were together until he wanted to celebrate vday and got mad i didnt know our anniversary - and like this isnt including the other stuff#that happened between those Relatonships[tm] (cause ive never been monogamous; these were just the Major Relationships)#like i genuinely think if i hadnt come out i'd be dead rn given just how dangerous my relationships were/continued getting#i am also so tired now that ive seen all this cause like. fuck i can barely believe it and i not only lived it but have PTSD about it#i should write about my life sometime. i feel like it'd be cathartic to try and make a tangible timeline and stories from the years ang stu#anyway yeah. be nice about the tag rambles. dont message me with pity or curiosity or anything about this. i dont usually talk abt this stu#publicly bc i hate the ways ppl start tryign to baby me when they realize my life has been extremely fucked up until only a few years ago#n im still working on accepting kindness from others bc of [insert life traumas here] but its a long process so pls respect my need for jus#being heard rn w/o too much pressure< 3 (but ig if u do read this can u like it cause i feel a little crazy seeing all the evidence of the#stuff i experienced now also cause fuck ik logically it was but also i cant believe it was all real still yk)
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why can i literally not function at school like i swear i'm trying i just can't focus????
#luc posts#like i take notes but then i get bored and the doodle on the side of my page thst was meant to take 5 seconds took 10 minutes :(#and then im lost and bc im lost i get all fidgety and i keep doodling and then jts just a cycle#if i work for 20 minutes i feel like ive ran a marathon and i have to take a 40 minutes drawing/staring into the distance break#and im gonna fail maths but theres literally nothing i can do no matter what i do I can't focus for over 20 minutes at a time#and then its the end of class and i feel guilty bc oh i didnt do any work :( like i feel bad and i want to fix it but idk whats wrong so ho#can i fix it if i dont know whats wrong with meeeee#ugh#it literally makes me want to cry am i just lazy is that what it is am i literally useless why cant i work#like i was so ahead kf the average grades and i never learnt to study and now ugh i dont know how to function so i just dont#and it doesn't help that my friends are all geniuses#like they complain about their one mark away from full marks and im just like OH MY GOD if i could just focus then i coukd do so well#likr ok i guess i wont mention tjst i failed that test bc yall sre complaining about getting one mark off fukl makrs#likr fuckkkk okay i have so mucb potential why di i waste jt :(((((#i hate school so mucb#i genuinely consider dropping out sometimes like I CANT DO THIS hiw do these peiole di ut how hiw how someone tell me how to function#like these peiole getting top marks withiut eben truijgn and i tyr and i cant fishcis so i fail snd then ufh i want to die#bc its so embarassing i eas like top 10% of the class a few years ago and now i just cant function like how do these peiple do itso#someone explain ot me how oieolem focus and dony get distracted and ginish things kike ugh
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Farthest Frontier is one of my favorite city builders on the market rn, but the way it chooses to display information sometimes is hilarious
hate it when i go to work and catch Fractured Bone from my coworker just because tim in marketing decided to show up sick. smh.
#genuinely think Farthest Frontier is one of the only city builders doing it Right#i have played a Lot of city builders; it's my favorite genre (followed closely by photography game)#a lot of them are too punishing in the most bizarre ways#and im not talking Too Hard im talking 'if you dont plan your town Perfectly from the beginning you're Fucked'#either because resource storage is finicky or village housing is weird or because recovery from a mistake/disaster/attack is Impossible#Foundation is probably my 2nd fav but it suffers Deeply from Villager Stupid and Production Network Breakdown diseases#Kingdoms and Castles is fun but if you play with enemies on the dragon and viking raids aggressively ramp up#and if you dont stay two steps ahead and predict where they'll land you're Fucked#Fabledom doesnt have an upgrade system which is Fine but it does mean you are perpetually starting population hubs over#and i really want to like Manor Lords but every time i play it i just want it to be Farthest Frontier#i love its potential but i have not given it a fair shot#and also like. i have my critiques but i have a lot of play time on all of the above games (except manor lords)!#like i said! favorite genre!!!#but Farthest Frontier is the shining gem of what it could be#the only game that could be more perfect would be a love child of Farthest Frontier and Foundation.#i want the living paths and house building of Foundation with the everything else of Farthest Frontier
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listening to the thg audiobooks and katniss hating/trying her fucking hardest to hate peeta is so funny
#her internal monologue is like he is cute ⚠️but EVIL⚠️#like i get why its just so fucking funny to me . girl ur gonna marry him <3#i just know in modern au katniss is the girl who writes the get out of my school letter#okay anyway i forgot how good these books r. bc i was 13 when i read them#but they r genuinely great. truly ahead of their time#katniss is a protagonist who doesnt make me want to bite things which is nice also. shes rly cool actually#oh and her and peeta r t4t. okay i think im done now#thg#<- i foresee myself being annoying abt this so making a tag
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also uh im kind of not thinking about it much because its insane. but if everything goes right (and i mean a considerable amount of things that probably wont go as planned) but if they DO... i will have a major surgery in like two weeks
#vertical sleeve gastrectomy to be exact insert nerd emoji here#i might document a lot of whats going on with it and even take some videos honestly#not to share here other than some oversharing text posts about probably constipation LMAO#but like no one shares whats it like to be mentally ill and go thru vsg and like the process and not many people as young as me get it#feels weird calling myself young on the chronically 13 year old website#but anyone that does post about it posts for like a year and then falls off the face of the earth#genuinely there are so many youtubers that start talking about this stuff#then you find their channel three years deserted and its like man.#i sure hope this means you found better ways to spend your time#and like okay time to get sappy and corny as hell in the notes so go ahead and skip this part idk who even reads my notes hello#but basically everyones that gets this shit is like you gotta find your why#and most of them have kids or like a husband or plans to travel the world or do better at their job#and none of those things really apply to me#i kind of have the perfect storm for being fat#i dont do anything work wise that encourages any kind of movement#im chronically afraid of planes and i cant afford that shit anyways rn#also not very good at romance LOL and never want kids and my entire family is also fat barring my brother#thats not to absolve myself of any of the blame for this shit either like i know i put myself in this situation#i just think like wow my life is pretty much perfect for staying fat but i DONT WANT THAT#I want the highlight of my week to be more than eating takeout man#i want to live life instead of meal to meal to something better#idk what yet maybe jewelery piece to jewelery piece#i could do some serious kandi making while im down for the count#but i dunno man my therapist tells me that in order to feel like a person and not get tired of life i have to do people things and#participate in life yknow?#and its hard to do things like go to the gym talk to people explore fashion styles when i have this overloomingness of being fat#so i guess that could be my why? like i want to experience more of life#i want to be able to walk in a mall and look at all the stores. i want to walk in a mall period. cause it fucking hurts the way i am now#thats all to say the actual “why” that i have is Goddamn it i want to be able to jump from a swing#and not break my fucking ankles
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Might have to look into my university's accessibility services n see if they would consider ow oof ouch wrist hurt to be a serious enough disability to allow me to have more leeway with assignments.
#its genuinely so painful. like idk what is up w it. it is soem the worst its been in a long time#like even typing hurts???? and usually its the like. writing w a pencil that sets it off#idk i doubt theyd consider it severe enough even tho i cant fucking do any assignments rn#like i might start emailin profs and hope they give me more room for things without sayin i need accessibility servives#to give em the go ahead.#ugh.#negativity
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