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my venvani post is getting reblogged again and i stand by what i said if u dont come at them with bare minimum homestuck quadrant level "what is going on here" OR MORE i fundamentally believe it to be reductive to their relationship
#whats going on there? they don't even know don't ask them. please don't ask them#i saw someone the other day. post abt how shadow the hedgehog's creator is ADAMANT that shadow doesn't like sonic#yes good. im applying it to them#kipspeak#also i straight up lied in the last paragraph. maybe it was true at the time. i have definitely drawn ship art i just don't post much#because its embarrassing. no matter the ship (<- they are unimaginably repressed)#i genuinely dont care if u don't think of them in this way go ahead have fun but I have diseases. i was too polite in that post.#they're an ouroboros. theyre catdog. they're skoll and hati. they r two rats fighting over a walnut#i was too polite i shouldve said Nuh Uh. not siblings theyre this (shows you a video of snakes fighting and then getting knotted together)#and shadow the hedgehog is making me think about vanitas. that's vani's oshi#im sorry to anyone following my priv twitter. im less embarrassed about being annoying on there
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He needs a hobby.
GOOD LORD REMEMBER THIS WIP?? AUGH JUST TAKE IT MAN I WANT IT GONE FROM MY FILES. THIS THING- explodes.
auch, anyway, I think Tord can benefit from having hobbies so he doesn’t turn into a weaboo incel that wants to blow up his friends’ house. Why build one giant robot when you can have fun building a bunch of tiny ones??
#eddsworld#ew tord#eddsworld fanart#eddsworld tord#ew Stay AU#YES ITS STILL STAY AU#You know how people say I can fix them?#Me in Stay#dandraws#PSA to get a hobby to keep yourself mentally stable#im thinking of taking up knitting#not a very manly hobby but Im gay so I dont care#gender norms dont apply to me#Im gonna knit myself a LOT of bees#this piece was completely experimental btw#my creativity has flatlined for now#rip#I'll probably rb this again later but for nooooow#GOOD NIGHT
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LOVE being a multishipper it’s my favorite thing actually like why wouldn’t I love this guy with this dude and also sometimes this other one
#this is mostly about one piece#shipping#fandom#one piece#this applies to other fandoms as well but I have op brainrot so this is what im sticking with#like yes zosan and acesan and ooo even zolu OMG WHAT ABOUT SANLU or sanuso or#so many options and i love it#do i ship them in the traditional sense no not really#its more of an i see art that i like so i ship it scenario#do i see all of these as actual pairings not really no im just here for a good time okay
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When Aabria said "you need a cookie. go get a la croix and try again" after the Imodna fight she was so right. So anyway for no particular reason I need to go eat a cookie and drink a la croix and see if that fixes me even a little bit
#yes this is ONCE AGAIN about good omens s2 😭😭😭#but also applies to EVERY imodna interaction because im INSANE about them#good omens#go2#go2 spoilers#good omens spoilers#imodna#critical role#cr3
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There's multiple ways to self harm that aren't cutting. For example, liking female characters in a fandom that prioritizes the male ones
#og post#yes this abt project sekai#16/20 of the cast are girls#i say this as someone whos fave character is tsukasa#NONE of my other faves get SHIT in this fandom#haruka and mmj are literally so good#if your faves are just all the guys im begging you to pay attention when a girl character speaks#BEING GAY IS NOT AN EXCUSE BTW. IM GAY TOO IF YOU CANT APPRECIATE THE GIRL CHARACTERS CUZ YOURE NOT 'ATTRACTED' TO THEM#YOURE JUST LIKE AN INCEL WHO THINKS EVERY WOMAN IN A GAME HAS TO APPEAL TO THEM#i really dont mean to be mean to the guys i love them but i really hate how people push aside the girls#because 'oh well I'm only attracted to guys :/' or 'gheyre not as gay as the guys' or 'theyre just not interesting '#ALL of which are WRONG#all the characters are interesting and have something to offer and if you just refuse to pay attention to the girls cuz theyre girls-#-idk what to tell you#oh yea#self harm mention#anyways this applies to every fandom so feel free to tag which fandom youre apart of that does this i would love to know#also ik this comes off as super bitchy and i feel kinda bad about it but its so#disheartening yk?
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It seems like you really like the IT book( it 1986), so do you remember Eddie Corcoran’s story from chapter 6. Because like his chapter is for real one of the most heartbreaking chapters in the whole book and he’s like so underrated for no reason. Soooo like what’s your opinions on him and other little interesting thing like that lol.
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oh my GOG tbh i think eddie corcoran's death is straight up the most horrifying part of the book. like if u put a gun to my head and said "what part of IT 86 do u find the most stomach churning" THATS IT RIGHT THERE. no one ever really talks abt it by 90% of the fandom on here is movie based and they dont FUCKING include it for some godawful reason (i can understand the 1990 ver not including it specifically for censorship reasons, since it was the 90s and also made for tv and ALSO cut to 3hrs lol) but like. the fact that it wasnt in the movies is criminal tbh.
but i digress.
as for opinions and such regarding the corcoran boy.... i mean, we get next to nothing abt him. what we know is a) his stepdad is an abusive piece of shit b) he had a younger brother that he seemingly cared about deeply (SOBS) c) his pos stepdad killed his baby brother (LIKE ACTUAL BABY. A 4YO???? FR????) d) his death was horrific. theres a little bit more but but but i havent reread that chapter recently so some of it is certainly escaping me. i wish there was more about him as an actual person, but i also understand that w the book already being a billion pages long there is only so much small details that could actually be included, and the history of derry and main story obvs will trump this specific smaller story--but like, fr, i want to know more abt eddie. we know he was terrified of the thing from the black lagoon (fair) and obvs holds a lot of fear and anger and guilt regarding dorsey's death, we know hes abused, we know how he dies. its a weird paradox of being very close to this character (in terms of his pov at the time, being in his head and all just like w any of the main losers) and being extremely removed (we know nothing abt his internal life beyond what his abuse brings out). which. frankly it's somewhat genius bc, yeah, abuse DOES tend to stifle the actual personality/interests of the person being abused and DOES like literally fuck w the brain chemistry and processessing of a child (source: happened to me lolololol), but its also heartbreaking that all we know him as is One of The Missing. he can never be more. its fucked.
soooo . this got away from me. sorry if it makes little to no sense ill just do a small bit on my thoughts summarized HERE:
i wholeheartedly agree that eddie corcoran's death is like. the worst part of the story. listening to it makes me legit sick to my stomach in a way NO OTHER PART OF THE BOOK DOES. LEGIT. and i think the main reason for that is while cosmic horror space clown spider thing is fake, duh, and more obviously used as a stand in for trauma and specifically for childhood trauma and the lasting effects that it has on our psyche, eddie's death is REAL. dorsey's death is REAL. we see, in grusome, up close detail, the actual consequences of abuse and how it destroys people's lives--specifically children's. we see how the complacency of those around such families (eddie's mom, the teachers, the principal, the town of derry at large) contributes to the horrific mistreatment of the most vulnerable, and how NONE OF THEM suffer any consequences for their lack of action. the section ends with eddie's mother getting access to his savings, which amount to less than 20$. to do so, she has to have him legally declared dead, EVEN THOUGH THEY DO NOT HAVE A BODY. AND THAT'S FUCKED. SHE DOESN'T EVEN WANT TO MAKE SURE HE'S FUCKING DEAD BEFORE SHE DOES THIS, DOESN'T WANT THE CLOSURE, DOESN'T WANT TO LAY HIM TO REST, DOESN'T WANT A PLACE TO VISIT. I CAN'T. like obviously we see themes of abuse and neglect in the whole book, that's the whole point, but eddie's story is different. there is no winning. there is no escape. you can't spin it into a better life.
he's a kid, just like any of the losers, but to the universe, he's not 'special,' so his death doesn't matter. he could have been swapped in with any of the other characters--fuck, he literally shares the name of one of them!! and yet he's not, and because of that, he doesn't matter. his death effects no one. the only positive is that it reopens dorsey's case, and even then, the reopening of his brother's death almost entirely sweeps eddie under the rug. the town of derry turns away, and when the truth of dorsey corcoran's death is revealed, the shrug, go so very sad, and wipe their hands of it. just another child death at the hands of an adult monster, just another day.
#richie answers#maladaptivedaydr3amer#im so sorry i dont think i actually answered ur question at all#i tried:/#i have so many thoughts abt this book but nowhere to put them so anytime i try to write them out its just AGHH#if i was still in hs i could write a pretty damn good essay abt this book im certain of it. alas i am now 23 and stupid.#maybe one day ill write an analysis that makes sense. but today is not that day#but yes dear friend i hold eddie corcoran's story very close to the chest#i dont really have hcs regarding him. maybe i should change that. but for now i am simply really fucking sad abt it#esp him just hanging out in bassey park in the middle of the night..... i get it. my stepmother used to kick me out of the house during#arguments and i would just end up wandering around for hours until she finally unlocked the door at ass o'clock at night and let me in. it#was peaceful but the fact that i HAD to do that to get away from her and that she did it in the first place is fucked.#sleeping in the park would have been a repreive tbqh. so. eddie. eddie. eddie. im so sorry eddie......#i wish more people on here were talking abt the boook i NEED to talk abt the book but i also NEED someone to talk abt it w#otherwise i make no sense ever at all. not that i do anyway but its at least a little easier!!!#thank u so much for this ask i have been DYING to get all of this out. thank u thank u thanku#if u ever want to ask me more abt the book PLEASE DO. this applies to anyone. but esp u my good friend maladaptive.#ok richie out bye bye my hands hurt lol#IT 1986#IT Stephen King#Eddie Corcoran#<-tbh idk how his name is actually spelled. i listen to the audioboook ive never actually peeped the correct spelling lol
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im TIRED of reading fics with period typical homophobia 😭😭 i caint do it 😭😭😭 just let them be gay in peace 😭
#i swear we need warnings for that shit#im so tired of reading about the prejudice and scorn of two people being happy and in love just bc theyre the same sex#i find really amazing fics and then BOOM#‘[parent] would never allow it’#‘we cant marry’#SHUT UPPPP#SHUT UP#PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF EVERYTHING HOLY#SHUT#UP#whew ok sorry i got a little carried away#this is about merthur btw#but it also applies to everything else#i HATE getting into a really good merthur fic only to see#'oh no :( arthur needs to marry a woman and have heirs :( we can't marry :('#or 'arthur needs to marry a woman to bear children which means merlin will be his consort'#like BOOOOOOOOO#TOMATO TOMATO TOMATO#theres a few ways you can take it#ignore the historical accurate detail of needing to pass on royal blood and have them adopt#genderfluid merlin (my love) who can shift form can BE the woman arthur needs to bear children#or just have a woman be the surrogate#or if you have good/redeemed morgana...give the title of heir to morgana#she's a lesbian but her gf (freya) is trans so boom problem solved#yes i am once again pushing my freygana agenda#you cant do anything about it#also look me in the eye and tell me freya's entire arc wasn't trans coded#thats right. you cant.#bc im right
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anyways sometimes i wonder if i'm meant to be connected with people. don't get me wrong i appreciate my friends, but like my quality of life wouldn't go down too much if i hadn't met them. i like digging information out of people. they lose a lot of appeal once i know too much about them. i don't really have any kind of interest in pursuing any kind of relationship with people, romantic or platonic. i could take people or leave them. dunno
#they're playing ahead by a century on the radio and it's great#i love the colour of that one. it's pretty much just a night sky. the instrumentals are a dark blue and the white stars#and his voice is a lovely green that makes me think of the northern lights#i know i talk shit but i don't think i could leave canada for good#might head further north eventually but i'll stay in the country#dunno i got some synesthesia that only shows up sometimes or some shit idfk man#though rn i am bitching about none of them understanding the situation from our (mine and my brothers) side#like yeah i know you guys have jobs.#are you trying to search for one for yourself?#while helping your parents business because if that goes under we're ROYALLY fucked?#while worrying about a buddy of yours genuinely going missing?#i'll b real he was a huge help by the end of that job once everyone else who liked me left#anyways#no? none of those apply? then shut the fuck up about us getting the dates wrong. we gave#god fucking dammit im trying to type and hit the wrong button im going to fucking make a bed with the fishes#yes we got the dates mixed up. cope. bitch. we have actual real life problems to deal with.#sorry our shit got in the way of your plans. i guess. still don't see why i had to apologise but maybe im just a genuinely shitty person#one self centered motherfucker#anyways thats my word vomit for the night. might delete l8r. dunno
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Actually it was surreal as hell to look at my transcript today. I've got all but 3 classes done or in WIP. I'd have to Severely fuck up to fail any of my classes this semester, by this point. Which I don't think will happen. Honestly I might even get straight A's for the first time in college. Which would be cool!!!
So just three classes left. Just three. It's so wild. I'm pretty excited.
#speculation nation#for the first time i actually glanced at the 'apply for graduation' option#to graduate at the end of spring id have to apply by sometime in february.#idk i'll bring it up with the advisor tomorrow. make sure im actually good to graduate with these 3 classes.#part of the problem is the fact that i didnt see the classes i have to take 2 of on the offered list#which makes me nervous about whether theyre even available next semester. and what id have to do to take them.#alternative options? or *waiting*? thatd be even worse. so im not sure yet.#the other thing is that my major started requiring students to take an internship in order to graduate#but since ive taken a long ass time my index year aka when k started doesnt have that as a requirement.#at least that's what my last advisor said :p so im nervous about if this new one says differently.#an internship would certainly be useful for getting work experience and resume padding#but i never wanted to before bcus i needed to work my job. that paid me Money. unlike the probable internship.#and also i dont have my license and i DEFINITELY dont want to TRAVEL. what would i do with my cats#?????#so i havent done an internship. and i dont intend to. but if he says it's actually required then id have to work to get one over summer#etc etc. then graduation would be delayed.#i really really hope it doesnt turn out like that. i really Really want to just be done already. by the end of spring.#spring 25 give it up for graduating spring 25#i was originally class of 19 lol but i like 25 better. in terms of numbers.#class of 15 for high school and 25 for college... yes#and YEAH it's taken me 10 years😭😭😭😭 thats why i dont want it to take any longer 😭😭😭😭 im so close i just wanna be DONE WITH IT!!!!!!#so fucking close i can taste it. im halfway done with my current semester too. So Fucking Close...
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well this is what ive been doing for the past 2 weeks
#sorry for using chrome. drive sucks on firefox. i use firefox for everything else. literally it's open right next to this for other shit#so what im doing is making a list of every creature you ever encounter in dai (that part is complete. it took a week)#and making note of its important stats and now its chance of each elemental immunity with the walk softly trial on#because i am genuinely planning that solo nightmare all trials run and the most important thing is making sure i can actually hit everythin#you will notice that NOTHING is EVER immune to spirit damage. that is due to a bug that i personally discovered in the trial implementation#the only creatures that can gain immunity to spirit through the trial are cretahl and hurlock alphas (only the ones in the descent)#and the only creatures naturally immune to spirit are in dlc (mostly trespasser but some in the other dlc too)#so basically what this means is that you NEED spirit runes lmao. or i guess runes to damage specific types of enemy#the least likely immunity of the three core elements is electric which is good because chain lightning is VERY powerful for solo runs#you've just gotta be mindful of hitting yourself because friendly fire WILL be on for this run fml#oh so those percentages arent technically correct. they're inflated for most creatures#for normal-ranked creatures (rank 0) there's a 20% chance they'll be promoted to elite (rank 1) and then all elites--#(whether promoted to elite or already elite) have that chance of immunity. so you can divide them by 5 for normal-ranked creatures#except for the 100% ones. those are from preexisting immunities#yes im putting way too much thought into all of this. i went into the all trials and the solo nightmare runs without doing too much work#it's just that on nightmare you get FULL immunities and with no companions you've gotta make sure you can deal with that#because you might end up in a situation where you just cant damage something AT ALL#(a good reason to diversify your abilities. also you CAN damage them it's just capped at 1 damage per hit)#and no abilities that decrease resistances help because an immunity is +1000% resistance and nothing comes close to getting that under 100#im having fun at least. i wouldnt keep doing this if it was too boring#some of it has been tedious (especially going through some of the areas with dozens of the same enemy) but ultimately feels worth it#the spreadsheet has 5678 lines ftr. fortunately around 2.5k are npcs so i dont have to do anything more with them#anyway. i usually post about what da-related thing im up to every now and then and it's been ages so i thought id give an update lmao#personal#da#dai#undescribed#there are also a lot of interesting things like. you'll see that poison spiders CANT be immune to nature damage#and that's because it wont apply an immunity if the creature is already immune to that element OR its associated effect#so poison spiders arent immune to nature damage but they ARE immune to poison so they wont gain nature immunity from the trial
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i don't like the ali.cole at the end of b&c and personally would rather not but I love the idea of hel finding out and the tension ensuing but ultimately her being okay with it
#something about her mom not being a targ and the whole being above other men's rules not applying#and hel being raised to believe and follow the 7 and the duty and honor ideals#but her still choosing to side with the only two people she'd have seen as sources of protection and comfort#yes criston is included#it's how I imagine it'd be considering how he deals with ali's kids#idk as much as his closeness to them might have been influenced by opposing rhae.nyra#i feel he saw no one had the backs of these kids and decided he would#and with how close to ae.mond and ae.gon he seems to be i just think he'd also have cared for hel#but yeah her caring for both of them and caring more that they find some happiness and comfort#than about the values she's supposed to uphold as they're also supposed to uphold#they're having an affair ? good for them#(not immediately that maybe but this being ultimately how she feels)#is their relationship actually a source of comfort? idk but i feel it's what she'd expect it to be#like they're risking their necks there hel would believe it's for a good reason ksbfkshfisjd#anyway im rambling but yeah#also being forced into a marriage to a man who never really shows he values her as he should#definitely makes her sympathetic to her mother wanting to be with whoever she wants who wants her too#hel is an ali.cole supporter sorry everyone
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trying to find cons and smaller pop up selling opportunities to sell merch is near impossible considering i:
barely use twitter
don't use bluesky
don't use instagram
don't use facebook
#that being said if you know anything in the massachusetts / new england area—#yes im applying to cons and researching them for the year YES I'm doing it late I'm not good at this ok#i need help ok#like literally need someone to hold my hand through this#not pjo#chitter chatter#tea does cons
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Being multigender really is just struggling to not let people pick one of your genders over another yknow
#like i gotta prove that im a man with all my might because nobody irl thinks im one#but if i insist too much then they forget im also a woman#and being both a gnc woman and gender conforming man makes it really difficult#because one theres always gonna be things about me people will consider inherently feminine no matter what#my figure. my voice. etc#so at best theyll consider me andorgynous or a feminine man whos also a woman#its complicated. i dont get much dysphoria but most of what i do get is social#and just. frustration that so few people will actually see me the way i want to be seen#like im nonbinary yes but i dont go by they/them and both binary genders equally apply to me#yes im a man and yes im a woman no i dont fluctuate between them im both 100% of the time#yes i consider myself masculine and no i do not relate to femininity#no i dont want to quote on quote try harder to be masculine. i just am i like how i look and i feel masculine and thats good enough#i have adhd and doing the bare minimum to manage my health each day is hard enough#do i look like i want to do anything else#idk why i went on a ramble but anyway. wish i could magically make people see me and my gender the way i want to be seen
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I agree with your list ! People being asshole about lesbian & other headcanons gtfo! That list could work for many other things too.
But to be sure everyone don’t mix thing up i just want to point out that not liking/ not being fan of an headcanon don’t equal being an ass about it. It’s the mean actions or words afterwards that are bad.
hey! i’m glad you found it generalizable. there’s a lot of things on there that get used against pretty much any “diverse” perspectives both inside and out of fan spaces. as for your second point, i don’t disagree with you. there are some queer headcanons that i don’t personally hold, but i’m going to be cheering them on rather than contributing to the negativity we face on a regular basis. you can personally hold a different headcanon without being a jerk.
this is not @ you anon, but there are a lot of people who believe that underrepresented groups seeing themselves in characters — whether through the lens of race, gender, sexuality, disability, etc — is “politicizing” fandom and ruining it somehow, as though a white/cishet/male/abled perspective is the default in art and anything else is “tainting” the “pure” fanspace. some of them might believe those voices can exist — so long as they keep their heads down and don’t take up too much space. the fact of the matter is that’s a bigoted thing to believe. our existence has been politicized against our will. for the marginalized, fan spaces are just another front we have to push to participate in. if someone finds themself constantly disliking one specific type of queer/nonwhite/disabled/etc. headcanon and feels the need to say over and over how much they don’t like it, they ought to seriously interrogate why that is.
#anon#ask#discussion of of bigotry cw#it kinda touches on most of them bc i feel the framework im talking about here is broad enough to apply generally#idk i dont think this is what anon meant?#but like. i feel there is a difference between having a different pov and actively openly disliking smth#i actually find utena tenjou to be a good example of this#utena is very ambiguous in both gender & sexuality as a character#ive seen all varieties of headcanons for her and all sorts of people relating to her#from trans men to nb people to butch cis women. lesbians bi folks pan folks ace folks etc#and i dont think any of those perspectives are wrong#i think shes a transmasc lesbian because i’m a transmasc lesbian and the show cracked my egg lol#but i dont think that means that like. transfem ppl are Wrong to relate to her. i don’t think it means bi ppl are wrong to relate to her.#i dont think hcing her as those things are wrong either#but if someone comes out and says people are wrong and bad and annoying for existing with those povs?? shut up#and when those ppl crop up they are usually trying to argue a character is more Normative#ex: gender conforming. straight. cis. white. etc.#so yes dont be an asshole over headcanons but being an asshole to queer hcs almost always looks very different#bc its usually built on bigoted foundations
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one thing about me is i have the shittiest reading comprehension
#not vaguing about anything lol this just came to mind#i have to read things like 3 times over at least before my brain starts to actually process them#if it's like. smth short then im fine but long ass paragraphs/analysis/etc im. dear god#idk how im so good in school because this is like . Actually An Issue#this also applies when people send me long asks. like. i love getting them i do but my little brain implodes for a bit#because she has to read it 12 times to make sure she Gets It#anyways . love that.#also before you ask yes i am probably neurodivergent :3#bee.txt
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Me waiting for f/f ships from a game with 5 women who don't speak to each other
#final fantasy#ff16#final fantasy xvi#ffxvi#this can be applied to basically any game#the f/f fandom is starving#1000 fics is alot for me#then i see the m/m are 13000#good for them but im a bit salty#yes this is about me wanting to simp for benedikta
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