#yes good. im applying it to them
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my venvani post is getting reblogged again and i stand by what i said if u dont come at them with bare minimum homestuck quadrant level "what is going on here" OR MORE i fundamentally believe it to be reductive to their relationship
#whats going on there? they don't even know don't ask them. please don't ask them#i saw someone the other day. post abt how shadow the hedgehog's creator is ADAMANT that shadow doesn't like sonic#yes good. im applying it to them#kipspeak#also i straight up lied in the last paragraph. maybe it was true at the time. i have definitely drawn ship art i just don't post much#because its embarrassing. no matter the ship (<- they are unimaginably repressed)#i genuinely dont care if u don't think of them in this way go ahead have fun but I have diseases. i was too polite in that post.#they're an ouroboros. theyre catdog. they're skoll and hati. they r two rats fighting over a walnut#i was too polite i shouldve said Nuh Uh. not siblings theyre this (shows you a video of snakes fighting and then getting knotted together)#and shadow the hedgehog is making me think about vanitas. that's vani's oshi#im sorry to anyone following my priv twitter. im less embarrassed about being annoying on there
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He needs a hobby.
GOOD LORD REMEMBER THIS WIP?? AUGH JUST TAKE IT MAN I WANT IT GONE FROM MY FILES. THIS THING- explodes.
auch, anyway, I think Tord can benefit from having hobbies so he doesn’t turn into a weaboo incel that wants to blow up his friends’ house. Why build one giant robot when you can have fun building a bunch of tiny ones??
#eddsworld#ew tord#eddsworld fanart#eddsworld tord#ew Stay AU#YES ITS STILL STAY AU#You know how people say I can fix them?#Me in Stay#dandraws#PSA to get a hobby to keep yourself mentally stable#im thinking of taking up knitting#not a very manly hobby but Im gay so I dont care#gender norms dont apply to me#Im gonna knit myself a LOT of bees#this piece was completely experimental btw#my creativity has flatlined for now#rip#I'll probably rb this again later but for nooooow#GOOD NIGHT
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LOVE being a multishipper it’s my favorite thing actually like why wouldn’t I love this guy with this dude and also sometimes this other one
#this is mostly about one piece#shipping#fandom#one piece#this applies to other fandoms as well but I have op brainrot so this is what im sticking with#like yes zosan and acesan and ooo even zolu OMG WHAT ABOUT SANLU or sanuso or#so many options and i love it#do i ship them in the traditional sense no not really#its more of an i see art that i like so i ship it scenario#do i see all of these as actual pairings not really no im just here for a good time okay
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When Aabria said "you need a cookie. go get a la croix and try again" after the Imodna fight she was so right. So anyway for no particular reason I need to go eat a cookie and drink a la croix and see if that fixes me even a little bit
#yes this is ONCE AGAIN about good omens s2 😭😭😭#but also applies to EVERY imodna interaction because im INSANE about them#good omens#go2#go2 spoilers#good omens spoilers#imodna#critical role#cr3
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everytime I apply for jobs and I get to the references section I want to start shooting lasers out of my eyes
#this can very easily be fixed by me just. texting my previous boss#i know for a fact she would be a reference for me#and i have two others that are also very likely to say yes#just UGH yknow !!!!!!!!#im high right now so i am keeping myself in a very tight leash (do not text her right now you idiot)#but i will have to do it tomorrow#theres a job open that is too good to not at least try for#50k a year AND within driving distance AND they only require a hs diploma#plus its pretty much my area#but UGH I HATE ASKING FOR REFERENCES#the last time i had to apply for jobs was when i was 16 so my refs were teachers#and i spent WEEKS trying to think of a teacher who gave a shit about me enough to be a reference#could barely come up with two and one of them didnt even remember my name#im rambling now#anyway does anyone want to pay me 50k a year to make spreadsheets where i dont understand the info on the page even a little bit
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im TIRED of reading fics with period typical homophobia 😭😭 i caint do it ���😭😭 just let them be gay in peace 😭
#i swear we need warnings for that shit#im so tired of reading about the prejudice and scorn of two people being happy and in love just bc theyre the same sex#i find really amazing fics and then BOOM#‘[parent] would never allow it’#‘we cant marry’#SHUT UPPPP#SHUT UP#PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF EVERYTHING HOLY#SHUT#UP#whew ok sorry i got a little carried away#this is about merthur btw#but it also applies to everything else#i HATE getting into a really good merthur fic only to see#'oh no :( arthur needs to marry a woman and have heirs :( we can't marry :('#or 'arthur needs to marry a woman to bear children which means merlin will be his consort'#like BOOOOOOOOO#TOMATO TOMATO TOMATO#theres a few ways you can take it#ignore the historical accurate detail of needing to pass on royal blood and have them adopt#genderfluid merlin (my love) who can shift form can BE the woman arthur needs to bear children#or just have a woman be the surrogate#or if you have good/redeemed morgana...give the title of heir to morgana#she's a lesbian but her gf (freya) is trans so boom problem solved#yes i am once again pushing my freygana agenda#you cant do anything about it#also look me in the eye and tell me freya's entire arc wasn't trans coded#thats right. you cant.#bc im right
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anyways sometimes i wonder if i'm meant to be connected with people. don't get me wrong i appreciate my friends, but like my quality of life wouldn't go down too much if i hadn't met them. i like digging information out of people. they lose a lot of appeal once i know too much about them. i don't really have any kind of interest in pursuing any kind of relationship with people, romantic or platonic. i could take people or leave them. dunno
#they're playing ahead by a century on the radio and it's great#i love the colour of that one. it's pretty much just a night sky. the instrumentals are a dark blue and the white stars#and his voice is a lovely green that makes me think of the northern lights#i know i talk shit but i don't think i could leave canada for good#might head further north eventually but i'll stay in the country#dunno i got some synesthesia that only shows up sometimes or some shit idfk man#though rn i am bitching about none of them understanding the situation from our (mine and my brothers) side#like yeah i know you guys have jobs.#are you trying to search for one for yourself?#while helping your parents business because if that goes under we're ROYALLY fucked?#while worrying about a buddy of yours genuinely going missing?#i'll b real he was a huge help by the end of that job once everyone else who liked me left#anyways#no? none of those apply? then shut the fuck up about us getting the dates wrong. we gave#god fucking dammit im trying to type and hit the wrong button im going to fucking make a bed with the fishes#yes we got the dates mixed up. cope. bitch. we have actual real life problems to deal with.#sorry our shit got in the way of your plans. i guess. still don't see why i had to apologise but maybe im just a genuinely shitty person#one self centered motherfucker#anyways thats my word vomit for the night. might delete l8r. dunno
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Actually it was surreal as hell to look at my transcript today. I've got all but 3 classes done or in WIP. I'd have to Severely fuck up to fail any of my classes this semester, by this point. Which I don't think will happen. Honestly I might even get straight A's for the first time in college. Which would be cool!!!
So just three classes left. Just three. It's so wild. I'm pretty excited.
#speculation nation#for the first time i actually glanced at the 'apply for graduation' option#to graduate at the end of spring id have to apply by sometime in february.#idk i'll bring it up with the advisor tomorrow. make sure im actually good to graduate with these 3 classes.#part of the problem is the fact that i didnt see the classes i have to take 2 of on the offered list#which makes me nervous about whether theyre even available next semester. and what id have to do to take them.#alternative options? or *waiting*? thatd be even worse. so im not sure yet.#the other thing is that my major started requiring students to take an internship in order to graduate#but since ive taken a long ass time my index year aka when k started doesnt have that as a requirement.#at least that's what my last advisor said :p so im nervous about if this new one says differently.#an internship would certainly be useful for getting work experience and resume padding#but i never wanted to before bcus i needed to work my job. that paid me Money. unlike the probable internship.#and also i dont have my license and i DEFINITELY dont want to TRAVEL. what would i do with my cats#?????#so i havent done an internship. and i dont intend to. but if he says it's actually required then id have to work to get one over summer#etc etc. then graduation would be delayed.#i really really hope it doesnt turn out like that. i really Really want to just be done already. by the end of spring.#spring 25 give it up for graduating spring 25#i was originally class of 19 lol but i like 25 better. in terms of numbers.#class of 15 for high school and 25 for college... yes#and YEAH it's taken me 10 years😭😭😭😭 thats why i dont want it to take any longer 😭😭😭😭 im so close i just wanna be DONE WITH IT!!!!!!#so fucking close i can taste it. im halfway done with my current semester too. So Fucking Close...
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trying to find cons and smaller pop up selling opportunities to sell merch is near impossible considering i:
barely use twitter
don't use bluesky
don't use instagram
don't use facebook
#that being said if you know anything in the massachusetts / new england area—#yes im applying to cons and researching them for the year YES I'm doing it late I'm not good at this ok#i need help ok#like literally need someone to hold my hand through this#not pjo#chitter chatter#tea does cons
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one thing about me is i have the shittiest reading comprehension
#not vaguing about anything lol this just came to mind#i have to read things like 3 times over at least before my brain starts to actually process them#if it's like. smth short then im fine but long ass paragraphs/analysis/etc im. dear god#idk how im so good in school because this is like . Actually An Issue#this also applies when people send me long asks. like. i love getting them i do but my little brain implodes for a bit#because she has to read it 12 times to make sure she Gets It#anyways . love that.#also before you ask yes i am probably neurodivergent :3#bee.txt
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arguably this is worse

#stream#also this is how i was careening my neck to read my passport number so i can fucking apply for grad schools during class & im SURE ppl were#lookin at me funny bc i got a dm from this faggy w a guide dog classmate saying my faces were making me laugh 😭😭 like ALSKALSKLAKSALKSAL#like i’m SORRY our teacher just SAYS SHIT SOMETIMES & it makes me LAUGH like ALSKALKSLAKSL#SO WHAT IF ITS A CLASS ON WAR 😭😭😭#not like ‘war’ like ‘this war was fought in 1912’ it’s just like why ppl go to war & why war happens etc#like honestly we haven’t talked abt much i mean we bring up vietnam & korea specifically as it relates to them being … literal proxy wars#but we don’t go in depth more like literally it’s just been like war on terror & ukraine & the possibility of war w china - but it’s like a#bunch of hypotheticals bc like we both have nukes mutually assured destruction etc & what war will be see conventional or cold what will#these entail in terms of tech & cyberwar etc#idk it’s a good class i’ll be honest i enjoy it but it’s solely bc i don’t read or have homework for it ALSKALSKALSKLAKSLA#i mean am i supposed to read ? yes ! do i ? no ❤️#only the day before an exam bc i need to use the readings for argument ALSKALKSLAKSLAKSLAKSLA
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im sooooo sick of it!!!!!!!!
#this applies to a lot of things tbh#but i was specifically thinking abt how im still viewed as a child#at the age of 26#like yes i get it with some ppl and depending on the situation its Fine#but for me to schedule and appointment for myself#and the office calls MY MOM to make sure ill be able to get there#like wtf guys#there were reasons i didnt want her to knowwww (nothing dramatic i promise)#but now she feels bad and i feel bad thag she feels bad#and im miffed at the appointment place for not contacting me#you know the one with the appointment???#anyways!#vani.key#an not and rip#and that not thag LOL#edit coming back to say apparently this could be a hipaa violation??#im not gonna do anything but good to know i need to check in on that lol#(to make sure it wont happen in the future but like im not gonna hold it over them or anything)
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Was trying to figure out what my favorite abnos are and made a tier list to figure it out and realized I like dream of a black swan Way more than I thought I did
#rat rambles#to be clear meh isn't bad just completely neutral eh is slightly bad#most of them are just petty grudges but I do legitimately find child of the galaxy a bit disappointing unfortunately#I really like some of the concepts behind it I just feel like the execution doesnt land#which also applies to several other abnos child of the galaxy just also happens to be built like a doll maker character#bestie has one of my least favorite designs in the entire game I just do not jive with the vibes#the others are mostly just me finding them boring or having gameplay related beef with them#knight of despair would probably be in better graces with me if she wasnt the weakest of a trio where the other two are sick as hell#like Im not the biggest queen of hatred enjoyer in the world but I do rly like her#and king of greed is both sick as hell conceptually and also was my first waw abno#oh and to be clear I am not an old lady voucher shes conceptually very boring but I like her anyways#shes delightful to me and also she has one of my favorite ego gifts#also yes I do in fact like nameless fetus it was my second he abno and also caused me many problems <3#I also just like its logs and feel bad that it's whole gimmick got snatched by censored#I love censored but not cool bestie#little red used to be one of my top faves but as time has gone on Ive become more neutral towards her#I still like her shes just not top favorite anymore#censored would be much higher in my good graces if it weren't for that I have a lot of appreciation for censored#it was my first aleph afterall#but also I enjoy its execution story wise a lot more than I thought I would when first seeing it#generally ~incomprehensible~ horror tends to fall flat often to me as it often feels like the writer going 'just trust me bro it's scary'#but censored actually feels like it Is something y'know? like you're given just enough to make it feel like it is smth that exists and not#just a writer telling you youre supposed to be scared of what is ultimately functionally nothing because they wont yell you shit#also the gameplay of censored is generally quite good asside from the stolen roulette gimmick#but I like nameless fetus a lot and find it massively disappointing that what should have been its big thing was stolen by a bigger fish
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catch me purposefully misinterpreting a song so i can put it on a playlist because it feels right
#it's not like i'm ignoring the lyrics#i'm going out of my way to make the lyrics make sense only to me#like yes the original interpretation is correct and very good i just think i could apply this to tadashi sk8 the infinity if i stretched it#i'm the problem#im the reason all the character playlist on spotify are weird#i will be putting ethel cain on them#and i'm sorry but it's not about you#it's about me <3#music
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i swear at this point im gonna "read another book" the atla people
#all the care guide says is 'biomass'#not because theres like. an issue with it or anything.#but its getting to the point where its so constantly brought up#that im partially convinced these people have never seen another show in their lives#like. yes i know its good. yes i know you like it.#im glad you liked it as a kid and still do.#but please watch something else for once holy fucking shit#this also applies to. ah. a decent amount of pop media that i see constantly brought up#that im just gonna. ban from discussions about media or tropes as a whole#just im glad you like them. but you have got to stop fucking talking about them all the time.#do you know how many shows there are out there. even animated shows.#do you know how many books and movies and Media.#have you ever considered being turned loose in a bookstore and picking something up based on the concept on the blurb#something that you have never heard of before but sounds Neat#maybe try that for a little bit itd be nice#overly sarcastic productions is so bad about it that i had to unsubscribe#just. please. please anything other than the most pop shit in the world
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Funny getting a new pair of the headphones I've had for... 4-5 years and realizing just how bad mine ended up. Like they DID fit snugly onto my head at one point.
#when i said i treat my electronics kindly... that doesn't apply to headphones. i try my best but i do sleep in them almost every night lmao#yes they snapped somewhere like seven times but I've just superglued (and on one stubborn occasion. also taped) them back together#and they were functionally fine!#but not too long ago i took a good look at them and told myself next time they broke I'd order a new pair#and lo and behold they broke again. luckily under the tape so i was able to keep using them until my new pair arrived#most nights i sleep like a rotisserie chicken so im shocked they were durable enough to last as long as they did#jbl tune 500/510 headphones i love you
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