#genuinely tired atp
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you have free will to block me? What's the point of tagging me and asking either of us to block each other when you could have blocked me yourself?
I have heard maurader fans admitting mauraders bullied Severus but it's okay because "someone should have done it" and everyone took it with a grain of salt, it was funny. But god forbid a Severus fan says his abusive treatment towards kids was funny.
If you can like Barty who tortured Neville's parents to insanity, which doomed Neville for the rest of his life and traumatized him further by using Crucio in front of him, I can't like a guy who was verbally abusive to kids? I don't get your moral standards. If you can't handle Severus fans, you won't be able to handle Bellatrix or Voldemort fans.
It's fine to not like Severus because of him being abusive to children, you're allowed to not forgive him for that, that's a valid reason! But then liking regulus and Barty in the same breath for reasons that are completely made up? Interesting.
We do know a bit about canon regulus, I thought you were his fan? He isn't a completely unknown character like Mary McDonald or Dorcas Meadows is. He was anti Voldemort at the end but that doesn't mean he was pro muggle rights. He likely died as a blood supremacist, which means he wouldn't mind if Harry and the others were killed off, something that Severus would not be okay with.
Being attacked for not tagging properly is not a little thing, it's quite literally basic fandom etiquette. It's the same as reading a fanfic you thought was good but then it has untagged incest. This is Tumblr, you are going to get attacked with essay long responses. Why are you acting as if this isn't normal?
I can tell you're new here, just learn from your mistakes, it's not that hard.
In case you missed it, I didn’t tag you, the anon who sent the ask did and I just did what I’m doing now and posting it
Blocking goes both ways dear, you can hit that pretty little button (and actually bc this is a side blog tumblr won’t let me block all of you otherwise I would’ve by now)
And yes, we know a little bit about canon Regulus but we don’t know what he was like in school, as a person when he was alone, what his childhood was really like (other than the worst parents ever but no one likes to acknowledge the canon lines where Sirius makes it pretty clear they were abused, like I’m sorry people don’t run away from home at 16 and never talk to their parents again if they were good parents)
Something was miss-tagged on accident because I didn’t know a tag existed and you’re acting like I’m Voldemort and Umbridge’s freaky little tyrant baby
How many times does a person have to say “I didn’t know that an anti tag existed because it didn’t show up when I was typing in the fucking tags” for you all to understand that I wasn’t maliciously tagging but that doesn’t seem to matter to you (and I’m not new to tumblr hun but I’m fairly new to marauders tumblr and that’s a big difference)
This is over, it’s done, let it go and move on
You don’t know me, I don’t know you
My opinion of a man who doesn’t exist who was written by and awful person really shouldn’t have so much of an effect on you and your life that you feel the need to continuously try and beat a dead horse about it
I hope one day a random person’s opinion on something insignificant won’t matter as much to any of you that have been in my comments and reblogs about this
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Daily reminder that Stephanie Brown and Duke Thomas are both “real robins.” Just because the circumstances of them becoming Robin was different compared to Bruce’s children doesn’t mean they were any less of a Robin then anyone else
#dc comics#dc#dc robins#duke thomas#stephanie brown#stephanie brown robin#genuinely so tired of having this conversation#it’s like beating a dead horse atp#and yet people still don’t want to hear it?
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literally
#atp tennis#atp tour#tennis#iga swiatek#jannik sinner#doping#my brothers and sisters in christ I am so tired#taylor fritz#he is genuinely a cool guy tho
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A podcaster I listen to just spent an episode describing what his neurodivergent burnout is like for him, and it’s the first time someone’s experience has actually really resonated with me. It affirming and concerning lol
#I always thought that burnout was just feeling tired and brain dead#and it can be for some people#but he described it as a loss of executive function and a pervasive sense of time loss and confusion#and that’s what I’ve been experiencing but couldn’t articulate or didn’t even know to point out#just constantly feeling like I’m forgetting something and unable to remember what I’m meant to do#and making weird errors#so scrolling about it instead#fuck dude I guess I do get burn out and that’s what I’ve been having for ages atp#I don’t know how to recover from it unless I break my leg and get an extended time off work#I’m just constantly overwhelmed#genuinely idk how people do this and don’t go insane#txt#it’s good I can now say what I’m experiencing is burn out#and there’s probably nothing actually wrong w my brain bc it feels like that sometimes I stg
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It's missing my father hours rn so imma just dump a bunch of pictures here and cry
( sorry i don't know the source of anything I just had them on my phone)
(also dont read the tags i just need to let it out lol)
#I just realized I can call him dad easier than my real dad and now I understand why am I so damn attached to him#I always knew he was a parental figure for me#but now I connected the dots#How when u have an absent dad and a d34d mom a guy shows up in ur life#that tells u life advice that both of ur parents failed to do so#and makes u feel safe the first time in ur life#ofc ud become attached#i know for sure its unhealthy how much i love and miss him#he occupies most of my thoughts honestly#But how could i not cling to him so much when he was the only one who gave me hope in life#i try to keep going and even tho he is not here i keep telling myself whatever he taught me. i keep reminding myself he wants us to live an#bloom and be free#and that's what ill try to do#but you know somedays i wish i could just disappear and be wrapped in eternal happiness#its so fucking hard to pull yourself out of the slump man im so fucking tired im so so tired#somedays i wish id have the courage to off myself but i know that deep down i want to live and ive always wanted to live but i have no idea#how to live. i feel like i finally found a purpose and someone i love. but at the same time im always doubting myself and im scared of losi#g this little hope again and i know i should cherish and use it instead but each day i have this anxiety because rn i have nothing else if#lose this i seriously will lose everything atp. but ill still try bc rn its this or death so i should try im just damn tired yes anyways#sorry for being depressing some days just dont work out but thats okay#yes at the same time i want to get out of my head and try to find some friends but i cant deny that im highkey fucked up and i just cant le#go of my past and i still feel like that helpless unloved kid and idk how to form relationships this way. i dont trust myself at all so idk#how to trust others. and i feel like in order to find ppl that would love me i have to overshare abt my whole lifestory bc it still dictate#my life heavily. and since i met this band its better cuz im learning to deal w it and i want to heal from everything but yes at the same t#me who would wqnt to be friends w. someone that has like a year of life experience and 18 years of depression lol#so yes its complicated. bc i have friends but im like the funny friend. the one that is as shallow as puddle and has no problems but honest#y im genuinely sufferint qnd have been sufferinz all my life so i want to come out of my funny friend role. but that wojld mean i have to t#ll the shit i went through to all my friends but tbh it would be so random so ye. i do have a plan though. how it could work. But yes im ti#ed have been tired for 7 years now. But this time around i hope i can successfully get out of this torture cycle lol.#ok sorry this is what happens after puberty guys i could beva research case for a damn mental institute atp xdd
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I wish more media understood that you don’t have to include unnecessary racism in order to make a show more interesting or appealing 💔
#I literally just got so upset#bc I fucking loved this show#it was so satisfying and GOOD like I was genuinely interested every week#and boom here’s a shit load of racism that’s so blatant it’s supposed to be satirical#but atp it’s not!!!! it’s just tiring and frustrating cause we’re already living in these times!!!!#you think I wanna see more in the shows I watch to escape from that bullshit!!!!!#so frustrated and like actually hurt a lil bit LOL#that sucks bawls#tw: racism#—in store chit chat! 🍫
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ap chem midterm today😔
#urgg.. tbh im past caring atp#i feel like. genuine shit.#i would stay home but i cant. bc if i dont show up for the test its a 0.#my head hurts and my eyes hurt and my legs hurt. but we endure.#soo tired ln that i went to bed at like 6 pm w/o eating dinner.#just have to make it to saturday. amen.
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This is how my prayers are sounding rn:
ATHENA MY QUEEN MY FAVE MY BESTIE.......
Please please please get me through this FUCKING WEEK I hate college so much I NEED YOUR SUPPORT AND HELP please 😭
APOLLON MY MAN MY BRO MY DUDE........................
PLEEEEEASE wake me up, I keep sleeping through my classes and literally I can't keep doing this shit. HELP ME HAVE THE ENERGY AND HEALTH TO ACTUALLY MAKE IT TO CLASS WITHOUT MY POTS FLARING UP!!!!!!
APHRODITEEEEEEE LOVELIEST PRETTIEST MOST AMAZING GODDESS.........................................
Plsplspls aid me in hanging with my friends and people in general more often :( it feels like my friends never wanna hang around me and I'm SAD I need social interaction.
LOKI FATHER CHAOS MAN..........................................................................
I'm literally begging you at this point to give me the courage to CALL THE DISABILITY OFFICE AND GET MY ACCOMMODATIONS. I can't do this without some form of help and I'm TERRIFIED bro. Like genuinely. I'm so scared of people. But I need help and I need to set these boundaries so HELPPPPPPP
Thanks guys ilysm 🤭 yall literally slay like. Omg. BYEEEEEEEEE :D
#i think im insane like actually#they must be so tired of me atp#genuinely my prayers are just.#me begging and pleading LMAO#hellenic deities#hellenic altar#hellenic community#hellenic devotees#hellenic devotion#hellenic gods#hellenic mythology#hellenic pagan#hellenic pantheon#hellenic polytheism#norse heathen#norse pagan#norse paganism#norse gods#norse mythology#norse pantheon#norse
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Watching Mavis contemplate the idea of herself possibly being on the path to becoming an alcoholic is strangely cathartic after how she treated me for being an alcoholic. I'd say I wouldn't wish the shit I've gone through on my worst enemy, and that's mostly true. I wouldn't wish the shit I've gone through in full on my worst enemy.
So I hope her recovery goes quick. But I also hope it sucks. I hope she gets withdrawals that she recovers from, but I hope she suffers the fevers and the chills and the cramps and the cravings and the agony. I hope she learns a lesson in how she enables and encourages the way society treats the struggling, the less fortunate, the downtrodden, the traumatised, the addicted.
I hope she learns something from this and never speculates or utters another fucking word about anyone else's coping habits or addictions. I hope she learns to stay in her fucking lane and not judge people for the methods they use to cope.
I hope she comes away with the knowledge of what her own medicine tastes like, and I hope it's bitter.
#mavisposting#tacking on that you wouldn't be having cravings for alcohol after only one drink the day before so she's defo lying for sympathy points#so y'know. as always. manipulative#i do genuinely hope she gets better if she is falling into addiction tho (which she's not because she's a liar)#but i also hope it sucks the whole fucking time she's getting better (which she won't because she's a liar)#i hope her withdrawals are short but also the worst thing that's ever happened to her#even if it's just one day of withdrawals. i hope she gets all the shit i coped with for weeks when i went cold turkey#i hope she learns how fucking hard it is and she never says another cruel word to or about addicts of any sort#i don't care if i sound cruel atp. it's 12am. i'm sleepy. i'm tired of the world's cruelty#and i'm especially tired of her woe-is-me manipulative lying bullshit#the utter fucking audacity she has to lie about this shit after everything she said about my alcoholism and drug use#she can get fucked royally actually. fuck her. i don't care. genuinely one of the worst people i've ever met and that's saying something
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Idk how to explain this but these latest JJK chapters feel somewhat nihilistic to me. It’s like nothing anyone does really matters in the end and everyone is just going to die unfulfilled.
I’m not even sure if I like it or not.
#I genuinely haven’t the words yet to explain#im tired#I’ll function better tomorrow#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk leaks#jjk 239#i don’t even know if it’s intentional#maybe it’s a reflection of how Gege is feeling about jjk atp#maybe it’s a build up to an amazing end#shrodinger ending ig
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good morning! i am begging on my KNEES for people to reblog my fics
#✧— aphe's musings.#sick of the like/reblog ratio. it is genuinely getting under my skin atp.#because how do i have 33 likes and 2 reblogs 🤨#like. guys? how many times do writers have to reiterate this before something changes :(#not even trying to be mean or guilt trippy i am genuinely just tired of having low engagement 24/7
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y'all lost anon privileges again.
#just ignoring and blocking atp bc I'm tired.#i'm so tired.#sorry to the people who genuinely used anon for sweet stuff and requests#but i don't think it's coming back for a while#does everyone get these really weird anons or is it just me??? bc idk if this is a spam bot type thing#or genuinely someone being an asshole
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how do i tell my parents i wanna drop out to ponder and sleep for days on end
#also to watch league streamers but they dont have to know ab this one#i genuinely cba with hs atp im so tired i barely get out of my bed
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y’all it’s really hard to stay motivated to write fic not just when they don’t get any engagement but specifically when you share it with your friends and they never read it
#genuinely the most demotivating thing ever has been sharing links of my fics in servers or group chats#cause not a single person in there has bothered to interact with my fics on any level#any fic i do write atp i am keeping to myself im sorry#cause im just tired of posting my writing and feeling like shit about it#personal.txt
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ive been forced to wake up to texts from my existence forcer three days in a fucking row now im so exhausted leave me the ever loving absolute fuck alone already u pathetic sack of shit
#txt#mine#im tired of being stuck in a stress flare up bc of her bruh. go away already jfc it's just sad atp#also just desperately asking shit like 'what abt ur meds?' i already got them filled u fucking pathetic loser#ik it destroys u to know there's ppl who give a genuine damn abt me w/out caveats but y u p. they exist!#& it wrecks u bc u know i truly don't fucking need you. u can't control me anymore & that's the worst fate ever to u#i hope it eats you from the inside out you pathetic ass wipe.
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I might genuinely drop jjk cuz of this chapter because wtf
Gege akutami is a cruel person
honestly i say this every time smth bad happens but i go back to see leaks anyway bc i seem to have an addiction…but i’m with you nonnie :((
this whole thing is lame af i know some people think it’s great and all but nah it’s just crappy writing atp. i genuinely think gege just gets a kick out of seeing us get excited and then crushing us the next week.
i’m also just pissed that you could take a character with so much depth, hype him up to be literally insurmountable as the strongest, and then scrape him down to basically nothing.
sorry this turned into a rant but long story short i totally get it nonnie gege sucks so bad <///3
#[𐐪— jjk spoilers. 𐑂]#[𐐪— asks. 𐑂]#the fact that random ass characters were somehow suddenly on gojo’s level#be so fr#and if you’re gonna tease a return at least cook??#having it be yuta is so lame bro#like obviously i got nothing against yuta and all but like genuinely i don’t see the vision here??#i’d rather satoru just stay dead atp??#like all that hype last week and it equated to this#ugh i’m tired bro#jjk spoilers#jjk leaks#jjk 261
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