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barbatoss-bitch · 22 hours ago

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W-wait! Girlies I'm gonna sleep first lmao I WILL JUST REBLOG THIS AND READ THIS FIRST THING IN THE MORNING

Commentary below ❤️❤️

Note: GIRLIES IM AT CHAPTER 10 RN AND I'M FREAKING SCARED! SCARED! ISTG THIS KOKOA GIRL IS CRAZY! I'm not gonna have commentaries for all chapters cuz I'll be yapping and yapping

CHAPTER 12

NGL I MIGHT FOLD! LMAO I MEAN LOVE THE DEDICATION!

CHAPTER 13

THE PHOTO IS HERE IN CHAPTER 13 Y'ALL!

KISARAGI-KUN NGL THIS IS BAD! SO BAD! Y'ALL! THEY ARE ALL PSYCHO!

CHAPTER 14

Oh.. well.. lmao shit..

CHAPTER 15

MC .. JUST DATE ME INSTEAD LMAO! I GOT NO STALKERS AND YANDERES AHAHAHAA I AM OFFERING RN LMAO JUST LEAVE KOKOA AND LIVE WITH ME

CHAPTER 17

Wtf! THIS CRAZY MFING BITCH! YO I'M GONNA SLAP YOU WITH MY "RIPPED PANTIES" YOU! MANIPULATIVE BITCH YO! I'M CRAZY BUT YOU?! YOU ARE SO- ARGHH I'LL KILL THIS BITCH DEFINITELY

CHAPTER 18.1

YO?! WHAT DID YOU SAY GIRL?! I'LL MINCE YOU DOWN BITCH! YO I'M ON THE COUSIN SIDE HERE! THIS DUMBASS BITCH! I'LL POP YOU BOOBIES ISTG STOP ME! I'LL DRAG YOUR FACE IN THE MUD! ISTG I'M SO ANGRY RN!

CHAPTER 18.2

Pls no! PLS MC SHE IS THE ONE FOR YOU YOU CANT!

CHAPTER 19

Damn... NOW I HATE ML TOO! YOU BOTH DIE!

CHAPTER 20

NO! MY BEST GIRL! YOU DON'T DESERVE HER ANYWAY YOU DUMMY! I'LL KILL YOU TWO MYSELF!

CHAPTER 21

Now you got this bitch with no freaking character it is so lame ml... You got played by this bitch and you lost A MFING GEM BITCH DIE!

CHAPTER 22

LMAO BITCH TAKE THIS AHAHAHAHA! DUMB LOSER! I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING LMAO BEST GIRL RIKO! I'LL AVENGE YOU!

CHAPTER 23

Damn.. this guy is dumber than I thought! MFING DUMB AND DELUSIONAL! COME HERE I'LL SLAP YOU MYSELF! AND STAB YOU TOO FOR MY RIKO!

CHAPTER 24

You know what ryuto ... Why not kill the bitch too? Am I right? This bitch toyed with you, use you.. why not kill her? BTW THIS BITCH COULDN'T BE ANY WORST!

CHAPTER 25

MFING WAKE THE FUCK UP RYO! THIS BITCH CLEARLY ISN'T LOVING YOU (LOVED/LIKE? THE FUCK NO, NOTHING) YOU JUST BLOW YOU CHANCE UP WITH RIKO! SHE DOESN'T DESERVE YOU NOR YOU DESERVE HER!

CHAPTER 26

Only one word... "Deserved"

CHAPTER 27

Girl I DON'T MFING WANT YOUR BACK STORY BITCH THE FUCK YOU DOING HERE?

CHAPTER 28

You know it's tiring.. ryuto.. you had you chance earlier.. clearly she choose him over you.. you dumb boy

CHAPTER 29

Yo! "I'D RATHER WE'D NEVER HAVE MET AT ALL" ARE YOU WAKING UP MY DEAR DUMB BOY?! HELLO IS YOUR BRAIN WORKING NOW?

CHAPTER 30

Honestly I'm going to sleep this is so boring shit fuck you two kill yourself istg I'm so done with you two!

CHAPTER 31.1

My answer.. OF COURSE YES JUST DIE!

CHAPTER 31.2

Bitch AHAHAHAHA YOU SAID YOU WANTED TO DIE AND YOU GOT SCARED LMAO JUST DIE! ISTG! YOU ARE ONE WHO IS MAKING 5 OTHER PEOPLE DIE ALREADY! JUST GET OVER WITH THIS I SWEAR! AND NO REDEMPTION I SWEAR I'LL BURN MY BRAINS IF YOU GOT REDEMPTION ARC

CHAPTER 33 YES I SKIP 32 in commentary CUZ

Damn ryuto.. you are finally waking up? Damn is there a light at the end? DON'T YOU COME BACK AGAIN! OR FALTER PLS I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANY LONGER!

CHAPTER 34

Damn ryuto ... Damn... I'm still crossing my fingers that you wouldn't falter or fold to THAT BITCH AGAIN. I don't trust your dumb brain. Stand your ground pls

CHAPTER 35

STILL CROSSING MY FINGERS AND TOES NOW! LMAO

CHAPTER 37

Maybe I lost my empathy already lmao I just skimmed through it. I'm so done bitch

CHAPTER 38

Idk tbh I can't say on her behalf cuz I'm not her but sympathy for her? Pity her? Your choice.. idk I mean we surely feel alone sometimes.. idk maybe I lost all my sympathy and empathy for her chapters ago lmao y'all forgot that she is manipulative? Anyways if you sympathize with her, ok if not still ok.

CHAPTER 39

Hmm tbh I'm not that satisfied with the ending. Mmmm.. idk it's fine I guess better than the happily ending cliche Yandere thing.

Recommend? Hmm yeah sure

Will read again? Probably not! I'll pop my forehead veins if I do again

#male yandere #yandere male #Kimi Ni Koisuru Satsujinki #the killer who loves you #yandere #yandere boy #yanderecore

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garlique · 1 year ago

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i am so fucking tired of doing job interviews and getting the response of, 'oh my god, we loved you so much, you would be literally a perfect fit for x position we aren't hiring for right now!! we're gonna keep your resume on file and put you forward for other positions in the future!' like okay. you understand how that is the most useless thing on the planet and feels far far worse than just getting ghosted?

#sorry i only use this blog for venting atp lmao #the worst part is that for most of these i can tell that they're being genuine #and most of the time the ppl who reach out w them weren't the ones actually making the decision #like i got a call yesterday abt a job that was past the time they said they would call me and it was one of those #and the girl seemed so sad about it but she just kept saying such nice things to me #and it's like okay if you like me so much why didn't you fucking HIRE me #and like i know none of these people know me or how it affects me but #it just reinforces to me that im not fucking built for this #and the one yesterday was the only one we handled well because she CALLED not emailed #im just so tired of it im gonna kill myself!

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xxplastic-cubexx · 1 month ago

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filler

#xmen #xmen comics #cherik #charles xavier #erik lehnsherr #magneto #professor x #snap sketches #fun fact there was dialogue but as i was listening to music i found i liked it better without vjaLKJALK #at the very least the dialogue was just meant to allude to the fact charles just wanted erik to kneel down so he could give him a kiss #but using his wheels getting stuck as an excuse... like girl he didnt actually expect a rock to be there... lol ...#ive always wanted to try dialogueless comic/s anyhow.... so thats fun...#double fun fact i was actually going to abandon this. i got tired after the sketch fjERKLJJKAL #but then i lined the close up of mags and i was like Oh.. i must finish this so i can share THAT panel specifically #and ilke yeah i guess in review the whole thing's kinda cute... whatever.. I GUESS i like it..#i enjoy that about myself i liek how i'll dislike something and be Not Confident about it and then ill be like 'oh its ok acutally'#trust the process or whatever..#anyways. ive been drawing these two too lovey lately and magneto especially cuddly.. whats that about...#next time i draw them he's gonna be in charles' lap i swear. or killing each other whichever i decide #ANYWAYS. im gonna be meeting a friend later !!!!!!!!!!!! so exciting..#i cant wait to start working on the next comic i have in mind ... me hopes you all enjoy it #im gonna lock in for it so i prob wont post anythin for a while.. or at the very least it'll just be lil doodles #we'll see.... ANYWAY good night !!!!!!!

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pilonciillo · 2 months ago

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lol didn’t think someone giving money would give me anxiety

#to the judge that’s gonna see this case next year and the lawyer that is representing it assuming the state idk how this all works #why has the person to say the least get to go a whole year without consequence? a known criminal who after stealing from me and being #released and again getting arrest now for gang violence or some shit she was let go? she maybe associated to the group that killed that boy #last year. and here i am panicking because im afraid to carry cash. im paranoid that imma go outside and my car will be missing. i’m get #panic attacks when i drive to close to that gym and tired going back but physically cannot get out of my car and i start to cry in the #parking lot. i’m not sitting at work shaking forcing myself not to cry because someone handed me cash and i’m afraid someone is going to #steal my purse again. you think that’s not a big deal and honestly i didn’t think it was until my purse was gone. my cards stolen and used.#my key missing EVERYTHING in my purse GONE. so many things in there plus the purse i had money and all that is stuff i paid for now im out #all that cash i’m out 500$ for a key replacement i stopped feeling safe leaving my house all my non replaceable things gone and everyone #spoke to me like it was my fault and had to stand their crying while adults told me not to use a gym locker ??? but in the same breath telli #telling me this isn’t the first time she’s done this she has a warrant for her arrest she’s known to steal cars i’m the problem and there’s #nothing they can do to help me. so while i cry because all the money i had lost and never got back i had to do ALL the work to call my bank #track where my cards were being spent at call the jpay line she transferred money to look up the person she cashapped money to call the #business she was actively spending money at ask the manger if she is currently there and if they could give the police all the receipts and #video of her there for them to act like the hero’s for my brother and i tracking her down while you all belittled me #FUCK YOU AND FUCK HER i can’t be fucking normal about STUPID mundane shit i’m stuck here shaking and crying and what you tell me later it’s #not a big deal? give me all the content of your car and wallet or purse or backpack take nothing out and see what you’re left with and how m #much you need to spend to drive your car again and to tow your car home let a stranger have all your cards and address and tell me you feel #safe #OH and for the gym to tell me they know about her she used to be an employee there she doesn’t have a membership so they don’t know how she #got in and they can’t help but she did steal from another girl that night and an employee last month and who knows how many more ppl like #that’s convenient you pos sounds like she has friends that still work at the gym and open the back door for her or just let her in that’s #crazy no ? and this is all alleged because when if i lost all these things i can’t speak on what did or didn’t happen that’s some crazy bull #shit anyways the towing company felt bad for me maybe because i hadn’t stopped crying they gave me the key replacement number and told me to #mention he referred me so i could get a discount and the layman felt back for me because when i called him i started to cry and when he told #me the price i cried harder so 500$ was the cheapest but pretty much my whole check #key man*#bad** LET ME FIX TAGS #allegedly all these ppl are privileged kids from a privileged background that grew up in a sheltered community and thing there’s no #consequences to their actions because of the lack of accountability from their parents who willing pay for people to look the other way

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hiraethwrote · 5 months ago

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don’t mind me, just going to queue up some amazing fics while i sulk a little about not participating in kinktober 🥲

#— yap central #tw vent #now im just gonna ramble a little in tags bc it’s basically my diary #i am fully aware that this is 110 a ‘me’ problem but that doesn’t stop me from going into a sad spiral ✌🏻😗#i am very excited to read all my friends kinktober fics and i will devour them all MARK MY WORDS #idk i just find myself a little upset by the fact that im not participating #firstly i am NOT confident in my smut writing abilities #secondly the few times I have done it it just really killed my motivation to write #found it boring and v repetitive #but there’s something about seeing so many people participate #so many talented writers all gathering #creating super creative ideas and concepts and GOSH PEOPLE ARE AO TALENTED #AAAAND the state is the fandom right now is very smut centred #which is absolutely no problem i mean i read and reblog smut all the time #it’s just a little rough yk #comparison really is the devil #idk been a rough day at work and im just tired I suppose #ANYWAY I WILL DEVOUR ALL THE KINKTOBER FICS #YOURE ALL CRAZY GOOD AND I ADMIRE YOU ALL

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itoshiki--hito--e · 2 years ago

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1 am messy comfort doodle cause i needed it and i just finished ep 9 and gods i love them-

#buddy daddies #kazurei #my art #rei suwa #kazuki kurusu #they're in love your honor #i love this anime so much #if anything happen to these two im gonna kill everyone and myself #its messy ik #but im tired and just drew on 1 am

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loveforjenae · 3 months ago

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i haven’t done any of the work yet either, lmao idk how i’m gonna get through this

#literally last week i had to worry about an english project #the stress for it was insane like i’m tired man i don’t wanna do this anymore #i joke to my friends about killing myself but ts looking real nice rn i can’t do it bro #i feel like a failure #vent post #rant #i find myself thinking of my future too. idk what i’m gonna do and i can’t even imagine myself having one #i don’t know how to explain it but every time i imagine myself in the future #it’s me as someone else. like i want to be anyone but me. you know? i can’t imagine myself. it’s always someone else’s characteristics.#i think that’s why i wanted to shift so bad. to be someone that just isn’t me. idk how to explain it or how to even get through this but im #tired man i’ve been hating a lot of things about me. i hate my chin i hate my body i hate my arms i hate my acne i hate being in my skin #i can’t even take a nap because i have to atleast work on this presentation soon and maybe some of my study guide for my test tomorrow #i have the class first hour too #like i can’t win man. whoever’s out there in the universe let me be happy with myself just once please

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pumaskulls · 7 months ago

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having the everything happen to you at once is not fun, can confirm

#my art #doodles #my persona #it me #vent post #i dont think im gonna get anymore attacks done this year 😭#family drama w/ my cousin and his fiancée that stresses me out despite not being involved #bc i love them both dearly and theyre Going Thru It #having to mourn a friendship thats apparently been over for a year w/o my knowledge #and feeling like utter shit bc i considered them one of my best friends #and work barely giving me hours so stressing about all my medical expenses if this keeps up #AND to top it off. starting yet another new medication tomorrow #so who knows how thats gonna interact w all my other ones #im just tired. and sad. and feeling utterly worthless #trying to stay positive despite it all tho so Maybe i WILL get an art done before this years fight is over #cant discount the possibility of suddenly having all my motivation to be productive return #sometime in the next 24 hours #or maybe i'll just draw stuff for myself to cheer myself up! who knows!#i will not let this consume me. even tho ive let it consume me for several days. im fighting!#im gonna find a way to be positive thru this even if it kills me

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shakespearean-dream · 8 months ago

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okay i’m allowing myself one more pointless ramble post into the void before i get off my ass and finish my IHNMAIMS designs

#this morning i’ve been looking up random chappell roan songs on guitar tabs trying to learn them #stream the rise and fall of a midwest princess btw #and my fingers are KILLING ME #i practice regularly and i STILL HAVE NOT FORMED CALLOUSES ITS BEEN 5 MONTHS #idk if it’s like a genetic thing that makes it harder to form callouses or if my fingers just wanna stay silky smooth #BUT IM TIRED OF IT ‼��‼️#i wanna be able to play my tunes without questioning my life decisions to pick up guitar #i love my beautiful baby instrument i love music BUT I DO NOT ENJOY FINGER PAIN ARRGHSKGJF #one day when i can play a song with actual confidence i might post myself but that’s a hard maybe #anyways #nobody requested nimdok or AM in a particular order so i’m just gonna do nimdok so the big guy can be saved for last #rant over somebody sedate me

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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 4 months ago

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Had an ADHD assessment a few years ago and the fuckwit that assessed me said, as a direct quote, "You're too smart to have ADHD." Like that's not any type of paraphrasing, that stupid fucking statement is burned in my brain forever and has been since I heard it.

I talked to my psychiatrist about getting a referral to a different psychologist for assessment, and she agreed and sent it in.

Today I got a call that said they don't agree that I need reassessment, and I'm welcome to pursue it elsewhere, but they won't provide reassessment. Which is just.

I don't even know where to start with that one. I just needed to get it out. I'm so tired.