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royaidaydreams · 1 year ago
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Fullmetal Alchemist Newsies AU Only a sliver of sunlight had risen over the Manhattan skyline. A new dawn for a new day hawking the headlines. Across the city the printing presses thundered with The New York World’s morning edition. Global news, national news, local news -— from bombastic front page stories to minor articles — the newsies Roy (The Colonel) Mustang, Riza (Hawkeye), Maes (Loverboy) Hughes, and new pipsqueak Edward Elric shouted the headlines and sold it all. Until one day they decided to make the news. Written for 2021 FMA Big Bang
I cannot begin to tell you how much fun I had with the FMA characters and turn of the century time period in this fic. This story is the definition of writing what you want to read. I adore it so much.
2. Dream a Little Dream of Me (3k)
Five times Roy and Riza slept beside each other.
This was the first fic I ever wrote for Royai and FMA.
3. Chaste Kisses (3k)
Roy and Riza kiss during difficult times in their lives. The kisses are soft and tender, reminding each other they are still alive, still beside each other, and more often than not, an apology for tragedies they could not prevent.
The angst. *chef's kiss* Hughes' funeral is my favorite section in this fic, some of my best writing.
4. Excuses (2k)
Roy and Riza move to Central and unofficially become roommates. They don’t live together, but they do.
What do you mean this isn't canon? It totally should be. Soft domestic royai warms my soul.
5. Stay With Me (4k)
The concussion rendered Roy's most dear subordinate unable to work, much less boil a kettle of tea until the doctors cleared Riza for active duty again. He planned to take care of Riza, as long as necessary, until her mind heals.
I love writing for holiday gift exchanges and fulfilling the prompts that others ask for. Hurt/comfort isn't a genre I write often, but it was pretty fun.
Tagging: @scienceoftheidiot @firewoodfigs @waddiwasiwitch @megthemighty @writing-royza
I may never have spoken to any of you, but I think you and your writings are lovely.
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aquietwritingcorner · 3 years ago
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Embers of Revelation
Author: RealityBreakGirl/aquietlearningcorner Word Count: 1585 Rating: T Prompt: FMA Big Bang 2021 Warnings: Child abuse/neglect Characters: Riza Hawkeye, Roy Mustang, Jean Havoc, Heymans Breda, Vato Falman, Kain Fuery, Black Hayate Pairing: Royai Genre: Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Family Chapter: Epilogue of 7 Summary: Tasked by Fuhrer Grumman to investigate a suspected alchemic incident, General Mustang’s team finds themselves stranded in Hawkeye’s hometown. Needing a place to stay, they find themselves taking shelter in her childhood home. However, her past can’t stay buried there, and as revelations come to light, they also bring embers of danger with them. Sequel to Embers in a Wounded Heart AO3 || ff.net
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 Epilogue
Riza looked out the window of her apartment, her arms wrapped around herself. Her pink sweater was draped over her shoulders. Rebecca kept offering to replace it, saying it was out of style at this point, but she refused. Riza took good care of it. She made sure to. It had been one of the first things she had bought for herself, after she left home. It was comforting, and she wasn’t ready to give it up. It was her choice to buy it, and that was a reminder that she was someone beyond the choices that others had made for her.
She heard soft footsteps behind her, but she didn’t turn around. She knew who it was, and she knew that he wouldn’t do anything to hurt her. He didn’t even want to startle her right now with the state she was in and the way she was armed.
“Riza?” Roy called out her voice softly. “Are… Can I get you anything?”
She was quiet for a bit and didn’t turn around. After a moment, she glanced over her shoulder, back at Roy. He was worried about her, that much was clear, and honestly? He had reason to be. She was worried about her too.
“Part of me keeps wondering—what if I just got you to burn the rest of it off.”
She saw the horror enter his eyes, which was mutely reflected in his expression. “Riza—no! No, I won’t do that to you!”
She sighed and looked down. “I know,” she said. “I know you won’t. And—” she looked back up, sharpness in her words. “Just so you know, no, I am not contemplating ways to do it myself.”
She had told him that the first time around. She had told him that she would find a way to remove the tattoo herself if he didn’t burn it off. They had both known that any attempts alone would likely kill her. He had been horrified. At the time, she honestly hadn’t minded, feeling that, if she died, then that was her penance for her sins.
Looking back, she could clearly see that she had not been in a good frame of mind. But then again, few of them coming back from the war had been. Even Hughes, for all of his jovial behavior, had his problems as well. The three of them had helped teach other through enough hard nights that they couldn’t go to anyone else about. Bless Gracia for never begrudging them that.
“What are you going to do, then?” Roy asked her, moving to stand right in front of her. He wasn’t demanding of her, but questioning, allowing her to take the lead, which she appreciated.
“…I don’t know,” she said. “Be paranoid.” It was half a joke, but it was also true. She was already double checking her door and windows constantly and was armed all of the time. She had taken to hiding a few more guns around, and anytime she went out she was hyper aware.
Roy frowned. “You can’t keep living like that.”
“I know,” she said. “But I also can’t not. Roy, a man tried to kidnap me to get to my father’s research. He was going to take me somewhere, to someone, some group, and have them try to learn the secrets of flame alchemy from it—from me. From me, Roy! It’s the thing I’ve fought against since it was put on my back.” She let her head drop to his shoulder, and he was immediately wrapping his arms around her. “I can’t escape, Roy. I try and try, but I can’t escape my father’s grasp.”
He held her tightly, holding her as closely as he could, and she leaned into it, her hands grasping him back.
“…I can’t let it happen,” she said, half whispering it out as he held her. “I can’t—Roy, I can’t let that happen. I—”
“Shh,” Roy held her tightly, and even rocked her a little. “Come here,” he pulled her with him, over to the kitchen chairs, and sat her down, staying close to her. “Listen, Riza… I’m not going to let that happen, alright? I’m not going to let anyone put their hands on you, I’m not going to let anyone use your father’s knowledge against your wishes. Not even me.”
She looked up at him, tears shining in her eyes. “But how? Roy, how are you going to prevent it.”
He paused, thinking a moment. “We won’t leave you alone. You go somewhere, one of use will go with you. See if maybe Catalina can stay with you a while,” he paused, and lifted a hand to her cheek. “I’d love to stay with you. But…”
She leaned into his hand. “I know,” she said.
“And I promise you, we’ll find these people he was connected to. We’ll find them, and we’ll make sure they can’t do anything with you or with anyone else ever again. We’ll stop them.” He vowed. “But we’ll make sure you stay protected. And I’ll be trying to find a way to remove that tattoo that won’t hurt you, that won’t cause you problems.” He tilted her head up to look him in the eyes. “I promise you, Riza Hawkeye, that I will do everything in my power to make sure you and the secret of flame alchemy are protected.”
“Thank you,” she said, and closed her eyes as he gathered her in his arms again.
A large part of her still wanted to panic about this. It was hard not to. She was scared, so scared, and it was a deep seeded, old fear, one that her father had put on her as a young woman. It was one that had rested with her most of her life. She had thought herself fairly safe, but now? Now she wasn’t sure.
“…I think that I might can spare one night with you,” Roy said. “I mean, it’s late. If I just happen to fall asleep here, well, we have just gotten back from a long trip, and you were injured during it. I think it would be excusable.”
She gave him a brief smile, although it didn’t quite have the power it usually did. “We’ll have to make up the couch for you,” she said. He looked mildly disappointed, at least until she continued. “After all, if someone comes calling, we’ll need it to look right.”
“It’ll need to look slept in,” he pointed out.
“We’ll let Hayate take care of that,” she said. Her smiled dropped a bit. “Roy…” her fingers intertwined with his. “Just hold me tonight.”
He put a kiss on her forehead. “Of course, Riza,” he said. “I planned on it.”
He stood up then, and gently tugged her up and out of the chair. They went, together, and made up the couch, made it look as if it had been slept in, and deposited Hayate there before they retired to her room. The little pup didn’t seem to mind so much. He seemed to be glad that they would be spending the night together, actually.
They changed, turned down her bed, and then crawled under the blankets. They were thick and warm, and it had a protective feeling to Riza, as if nothing could get her while she was buried under them. The weight of them was comforting. They weren’t something that would just be thrown or flung back without it being noticed.
Roy snuggled up to her, a hand going around her waist as he tugged her closer, holding onto her from behind. He fit himself snuggly against her back, holding her to him. It felt good, it felt right, it felt like this was the way that it was supposed to be. It reminded Riza of nights as children, looking up at the stars and falling asleep together. It reminded her of nights at her childhood home, just the two of them, when he would pull up to her like this after a night of studying her back, wanting to pamper her after all that she was letting him do. It reminded her of nights in Ishval when all either of them wanted was a reminder that they had been something more than the killing machines they now were. It reminded her of midnight visits to the Hughes’s home, accidently going on the same night, and sleeping there, together, knowing that neither of their friends would say a word.
It reminded her of safety, and of a steadfast, unshakable love that she had never dreamed had existed all those years ago, let alone for someone like her. For some who’s own father didn’t even want her, didn’t even think of her as more then something to be used.
It reminded her that she wasn’t alone.
She had Roy. She had Becca. She had Havoc. She had Breda. She had Falman. She had Fuery. She had Hayate. She was far from alone in this situation.
And so Riza Hawkeye breathed in, breathed out, and settled down, letting the warmth of Roy hold and protect her.
“I’ve got your back,” he said, half in a whisper, and a smile touched her lips.
“I wouldn’t trust it to anyone else,” she said, and while there was a double meaning in that, she knew that he would also hear her words of love in it.
And so, with his reassurance, Riza Hawkeye fell asleep, hoping for a new day to bring hope.
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humming-fly · 3 years ago
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Happy October 3rd!! Now that it’s finally the holiday I can share the artwork I made for this year’s @fmabigbangs - I illustrated a couple of scenes from @redstringraven‘s fic which you can read over here!
I had a lot of fun with both of these - one of them for trying to make a cool quasi-anime screenshot style piece, and the other for crushing greed with masonry. Both good times!
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adrianna-lisbon · 3 years ago
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In love with these beautiful pieces of art! Thank you so much and it's been a real pleasure to work with you @persnickety-doodles!
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Hey all! This year I had the opportunity to participate in this year's @fmabigbangs event! It's been a busy few months but I’ve been so excited to share my work for @adrianna-lisbon ‘s fic Let’s Take Care of Each Other.
Check it out here!
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miakwat · 3 years ago
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Here are my two pieces for the @fmabigbangs ! I was partnered with @f0r3v3r-wr1t1ng on their fic Come and Go (But the Good Things Never Stay Long)! @junonboi made a comic to go along with the fic, so make sure to check both of them out! 
I’ll make sure to link the fic when it’s posted!
Edit: It’s been linked!
Commissions are open!
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adrianna-lisbon · 3 years ago
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Chapters: 12/12 Fandom: Fullmetal Alchemist - All Media Types, Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood & Manga Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Edward Elric & Roy Mustang, Edward Elric & Riza Hawkeye, Riza Hawkeye/Roy Mustang, Alphonse Elric & Edward Elric, Alphonse Elric & Riza Hawkeye, Alphonse Elric & Roy Mustang, Alphonse Elric & Team Mustang, Edward Elric & Team Mustang, Maes Hughes & Team Mustang, Rebecca Catalina & Team Mustang Characters: Edward Elric, Alphonse Elric, Roy Mustang, Riza Hawkeye, Jean Havoc, Vato Falman, Kain Fuery, Heymans Breda, Maes Hughes, Rebecca Catalina, Alex Louis Armstrong, Grumman (Fullmetal Alchemist), Black Hayate (Fullmetal Alchemist), Team Mustang Additional Tags: FMA Big Bang 2021, Team Bonding Summary:
The team has a mission to accomplish, but things backfire due to personal issues, so Grumman comes up with a sneaky idea to get them to bond as a team for a whole week.
My piece for this year’s @fmabigbangs, and a real pleasure to have worked with @art-and-jazz and @persnickety-doodles
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aquietwritingcorner · 3 years ago
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Look at the wonderful art that was done for my story this year! I’m so grateful to @spoopy-sloth​ for taking the time to illustrate this scene!
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It's here! October 3rd!
Here is my collaboration piece for @aquietwritingcorner's FMA Big Bang 2021 fanfic, "Embers of Revalations"!
I reaaaaaally love the story thus far, and I cannot wait to finish it! I am very thankful to have worked alongside @doldrum and @teaaavis.
Happy FMA Day!
[ID: Water color illustration. Hawkeye is sitting in an armchair, looking at Havoc. She has tears in her eyes. Havoc is kneeling in front her and is buttoning up her white button-up shirt. He is smiling reassuringly. Next to Hawkeye, Mustang stands, and he has his hand on her back for emotional support.
ID end.]
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edisacornball · 3 years ago
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I posted 2,947 times in 2021
206 posts created (7%)
2741 posts reblogged (93%)
For every post I created, I reblogged 13.3 posts.
I added 537 tags in 2021
#fullmetal alchemist - 78 posts
#fanfiction - 72 posts
#fma - 71 posts
#real life - 61 posts
#fullmetal alchemist: brotherhood - 54 posts
#fanfic - 52 posts
#fma:b - 46 posts
#writing - 39 posts
#edward elric - 33 posts
#tswlu fma - 31 posts
Longest Tag: 129 characters
#im required to reblog this wave because i did it so many times as a baby nerd trying to be cool that its now carved into my brain
My Top Posts in 2021
#5
It really bugs me when we say that Ed and Al are the last Xerxians left, period. As if every single Xerxian knew to be in the country when the homunculus activated the transmutation circle. How are we so absolutely positively sure that no one was traveling out of the country at the time and then went back to find the country completely destroyed? Which would make a whole lot more sense on how we got legends of a country that was destroyed in one night in the first place.
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[Image Description: picture of Jack Sparrow in Pirates of the Caribbean. The subtitles read "No survivors? Then where do the stories come from, I wonder?" End ID.]
I would love to see a story where Ed and Al let it slip publicly that they're descendants of the long-lost country of Xerxes, which then leads to other people seeking the brothers out and saying "Hey, we're Xerxian too, our ancestors fled generations ago and managed to avoid dying when the country was wiped out. We didn't manage to save everything, but let us teach you a few of the old traditions and recipes that they saved when they fled." That would just make my heart so warm.
I just. I refuse to believe they were completely wiped out. That's just not how it works. You can't just destroy a country in one night and not have any stragglers who managed to slip away. And generations of being left alone means that a couple survivors could have multiplied into fairly big families.
221 notes • Posted 2021-12-06 09:10:03 GMT
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Sometimes I just look at the FMA fandom and think... "Y'know, for a fandom revolving around a disabled protagonist, we sure have a long way to go with accessibility in our own fandom spaces."
Like. At the very least. We should be as accessible as the characters would need if they were trying to participate. Because we should be able to understand what they've been through and why it's a struggle.
We should be putting ID tags on every post because we had a main character lose his eyesight and we understand how terrified he was when he suddenly didn't know what was going on.
We should be accepting and understanding when someone looks at themselves and goes "this body is not mine and I don't know how to live a truly happy life until I have my body, even if people say that's impossible."
There was this convention I was looking into a while ago, and I remember someone asking about wheelchair accessibility. And the event organizers just casually were saying that they were wheelchair accessible, just, uh, you can't use the front door, you have to go around the back and use the service elevator. The irony, the absolute irony of the idea that Edward Elric himself would have to go around and use a service elevator if he showed up and his automail wasn't working... The bitter irony of that will haunt me forever.
There should never be an FMA event in existence that isn't completely wheelchair accessible. We should know better than this.
240 notes • Posted 2021-08-01 00:02:46 GMT
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Ed getting involved in a fight after he's lost his alchemy and has to rely on Al:
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[Image Description: Inigo Montoya frantically running into a door repeatedly. The much larger Fezzik comes, gestures at Inigo to stop, then bangs the door down with one fist. Fezzik then makes the "after you" gesture to Inigo and Inigo runs through the door, relieved. End ID.]
368 notes • Posted 2021-09-29 18:44:43 GMT
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Me when I was first introduced to FMA: I've only had Alphonse for a day and a half. But if anything happened to him, I would kill everyone in this room and then myself.
Me now: I've only had Alphonse for 14 years, 3 months, and 14 and a half days. But if anything happened to him, I would kill everyone in this room and then myself.
486 notes • Posted 2021-01-18 03:29:52 GMT
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If you refuse to read anything other than finished fanfics, you’re missing out on a huge experience that can honestly be hard to get outside of fanfiction. 
How many times do you think you’ll have otherwise for an author to show you their work piece by piece as they finish it? How often can you read something and know that your comment, your insight, might actually change the course of the story? Trust me, readers have done this to my stories multiple times, and as the writer, I also love it. How cool is it for these stories to be a living, breathing thing that we experience together, that we can actually influence? 
I’ve been publishing for a few years now, and I still had to come back to fanfiction because there really isn’t much else like it. It’s an absolutely magical thing, to read a story as it’s written, to get to watch and experience this work of art being birthed and coming to life before your eyes. 
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royaidaydreams · 3 years ago
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2021 FMA Big Bang Story
Happy October 3rd!
The day is here. My 2021 FMA Big Bang story is now on AO3. Read the crossover you didn’t know you needed!
Extra! Extra! by Pen_n_Notebook (58k)
Summary:
Fullmetal Alchemist Newsies AU
Roy “the Colonel” Mustang with his friends Riza “Hawkeye,” Maes “Loverboy” Hughes, and the other newsboys (and girls) sell newspapers in New York for pennies. They spend their days shouting the headlines when Ed joins their colorful rag-tag group. Sure, the Colonel is running from the law, Hawkeye denies being in a relationship with him, and Ed limps everywhere on a crutch, but it's a fine life full of friends, freedom and adventure.
That is, until publisher King Bradley raises the price of his newspaper.With a little help from a scarred reporter and reluctant ally The Ice Queen, the newsies –– led by Roy Mustang –– go on strike and start making the news instead of hawking it. 
Written for 2021 FMA Big Bang
Artwork from Wombywoo yet to come. So stay tuned!
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aquietwritingcorner · 3 years ago
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Embers of Revelation
Author: RealityBreakGirl/aquietlearningcorner Word Count: 12296 Rating: T Prompt: FMA Big Bang 2021 Warnings: Child abuse/neglect Characters: Riza Hawkeye, Roy Mustang, Jean Havoc, Heymans Breda, Vato Falman, Kain Fuery, Black Hayate Pairing: Royai Genre: Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Family Chapter: 2 of 7 Summary: Tasked by Fuhrer Grumman to investigate a suspected alchemic incident, General Mustang’s team finds themselves stranded in Hawkeye’s hometown. Needing a place to stay, they find themselves taking shelter in her childhood home. However, her past can’t stay buried there, and as revelations come to light, they also bring embers of danger with them. Sequel to Embers in a Wounded Heart AO3 || ff.net
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Chapter 2
The night didn’t pass too peacefully for Havoc or Breda. Havoc’s legs were giving him quite a bit of trouble and he was restless most of the night. He tried to sleep or hold still, but after a while he gave up, and went downstairs where he could move as much as he needed too. Eventually he fell asleep on the couch. He thought, at one point, that he heard someone else up, but shortly after Hayate joined him, which explained a lot. Eventually the two fell asleep together.
The morning dawned early, but not too bright. He was woken up by the sounds of someone in the kitchen, and groggily drug himself up. He stumbled into the kitchen, wincing as his legs tried to work themselves out. They functioned just fine, but there was still an ache to them. Not to his surprise, both Hawkeye and Fuery were up and in the kitchen, coffee already going. They looked up at his entrance.
“Oh—did we wake you?” Hawkeye asked, looking at him.
Havoc yawned. “Yeah, but don’t worry about it.”
Fuery had gotten up and was busy fetching a cup for Havoc. “Didn’t sleep well, sir?” he asked.
“Yeah… this weather is messing with my legs,” he said. “Makes them ache more and more the longer it goes on.”
Hawkeye frowned. “Do you have anything you take or do for them?”
“Yeah,” Havoc said, “but I try not to take it too much. I don’t like being too compromised.”
“It’s not like we’re doing anything dangerous here,” Fuery said with a smile as he handed Havoc a cup of coffee fixed just the way he liked it. How did Fuery remember little details like that anyway? And why would he bother?
Still, it didn’t stop Havoc from accepting it.
“Yeah, but still. Don’t worry, if it gets to be too much, I’ll take one of those pills.”
Hawkeye was frowning. “Have you ever tried any herbal or folk remedies?” she asked him.
Havoc shook his head. “Nah, I haven’t. to be honest, even if my ma used them, I wouldn’t know where to start.”
Hawkeye nodded. “Let me see what I can find and put together. I might be able to give you something that’ll help.”
“You know herbs?” Fuery asked, sounding a little surprised.
Hawkeye nodded. “I learned when I was younger from books, and an older woman in town. They were useful things to know, especially when a doctor wasn’t always an option.” She stood up, heading over to the refrigerator.  “I’ll see what I can look into. For now, though, we had better start on breakfast.”
With a nod, Havoc and Fuery both got up, and the three of them started working on the food.
It wasn’t too much later that the others started filing down the stairs, Falman first, then Breda, and finally, Mustang. Like all good military men, they started their approach with a trip to the coffee pot. Once the coffee was fixed, each of them sat at the table, where they slowly woke up and, eventually, started to help with breakfast. It didn’t take long until they were all sitting around the table with a full breakfast laid out in front of them and another pot of coffee ready.
“So,” Breda said as they ate, “What’s the plan for the day?”
Mustang looked out the window, where the rain could still be seen pouring. “Well, there’s not much we can do here about our mission,” he said. “Fuery, did you get the radio working?”
“Not to my satisfaction,” he said. “I mean, it works, yes, but not as good as it could.”
“Can you make it work as well as you want it to?” Mustang asked.
“Maybe, with the right tools and supplies,” he responded.
Mustang and Hawkeye looked at each other, silent communication passing between them again.
“We’ll see what we can find you,” Hawkeye said. “I’m sure there’s something laying around. If there’s nothing in the house, there might be something in the barn.”
“If you can get that repaired, then we’ll use that as our primary means of updates on the weather and the train station.” Mustang said.
“What about calling the station?” Breda asked.
Hawkeye shook her head. “There was never a phone installed here. Father saw no need, and we didn’t have the money for something like that. I didn’t see the need after he died, as I didn’t plan to stay here for long.”
Breda nodded, and Havoc supposed that made sense.
“Havoc, will you take care of the horses?” Mustang asked.
“Sure thing, Boss. Although if anyone else has experience, it might not be a bad thing to have someone else that knows what they’re doing as well.”
“I can help,” Falman said. “I did a few turns taking care of the horses at Briggs.”
“You any good?” Havoc asked.
“The horse master wanted to see about getting me transferred down there,” Falman said.
Havoc raised an eyebrow. “Alright, good enough for me.”
“Okay, so that’s settled. As for the rest of us…” Mustang shook his head. “Well just do as we need to. There’s plenty to read, and always work to do. We’ll figure it out. However,” he said, “when what needs to be taken care of this morning is taken care of, we can dive into the intel that we were given, see what we can learn.”
“We can go head and pool what knowledge we have and get something of a plan in place for when we do get there,” Hawkeye said. “It can’t hurt anyway.”
Breda grunted. “That’s true enough. And it’ll certainly be something more productive then just sitting around reading random books. No offence, Falman.”
“None take, sir.”
“What chores and the like need to be done?” Mustang asked.
Hawkeye considered for a moment. “Well, our uniforms need washing, and the boots demucking. That will take a while. Sir,” she turned to Mustang. “I need you to check for some things for me in the basement.”
He looked at her with a bit of concern in his eyes, obviously willing, but, again, the basement brought up something bad, just like the last time they had been here. Hawkeye obviously wasn’t willing to go down in it still. Havoc couldn’t help but wonder, once again, just what it might be.
“Of course, Captain,” he said. “Just let me know what it is you need.”
“Just to check for some dried herbs and ingredients for me. I’m going to work on something for Havoc’s legs, see if it helps.”
Understanding seemed to bloom in Mustang’s eyes, and he settled down. “Ah, I see.”
“You’re going to what now?” Breda asked.
Hawkeye smiled at him, “Just apply some good country remedies. Hopefully one of them will help. If it helps his legs, it might help your arm as well.”
They had all noticed, but had chosen not to comment on, the way that Breda seemed to be favoring one arm. It was the one with the elbow he had broken, and Havoc knew that it was giving him trouble as well.
Breda still looked a bit surprised. “If it works, I’ll give it a try,” he said. “You I trust. Him,” he pointed to Havoc with his fork, “not so much.”
“Gee, thanks,” Havoc deadpanned. “See who makes sure there’s enough coffee for you next time.”
“Alright, so, I’m going to look for herbs for the captain. And the rest of you?” Mustang said, interrupting the play argument before it could get started.
“I’ll go check on the horses,” Havoc said, “And Falman can come with me.” Falman nodded his agreement.
“I’ll be working on that radio,” Fuery said. “Although it would be good if someone could show me where theses spare parts might be.”
“I can show you here in the house,” Hawkeye said, and Fuery nodded.
“So that just leaves the dishes and the uniforms,” Havoc said, and shot a grin Breda’s way.
Breda pulled a face. “Oh no. I’m not doing all of that alone!”
Luckily for him, Hawkeye came to his rescue. “I’ll help you,” she said. “It’s my house, and besides, I’m sure that Fuery needs some time to decide what he needs.”
Fuery nodded. “Yes, sir, I do,” he said. “So, it’ll be a while yet.”
“I can help you in the meantime,” Hawkeye reassured him, and Breda seemed somewhat mollified.
Breakfast didn’t last much longer after that, and they all finished and then cleaned up their places. Breda and Hawkeye set about putting away any extra food and cleaning the dishes. Anyone, they all knew, could wash dishes, so after Riza gave him a rundown of where things went in the kitchen, she left him to it to start on the uniforms.
Havoc and Falman pulled on their muddy boots from the day before, and their coats, and headed out the backdoor towards the barn, not only with instructions to see to the horses, but to bring back anything useful from the barn or the shed. Havoc was still a little concerned about that shed and the chemicals in it, but he couldn’t deny that Hawkeye seemed to know what she was doing—not after she had somehow miraculously saved the pot that Havoc would have sworn up and down Mustang had ruined. He was highly suspicious that she wanted him to bring back in a number of those.
Well, if the house blew up, at least the rain would put out any fires.
Falman, it turned out, was very good with horses. Something about his demeanor seemed to sooth the animals, and they let him do almost anything. The two men both mucked out the stalls, laid fresh hay, and then fed them. After that, they poked around the barn to see if there was anything useful in it.
“Sir?” Falman said from one of the corners. “What about this cart?”
“Hm?” Havoc walked over to him. “Oh that. Hawkeye said last time that she used to take that to town with her when she knew that she’d need to pick up a lot of materials or supplies. She said that sometimes she tied her goat to it to pull, and sometimes she just pulled it herself.”
“She pulled it herself?” Falman said, sounding a bit incredulous. “All the way to town?”
“That’s what she said.” Havoc repeated.
Falman fell quiet, thinking for a moment. “Sir…” he said carefully. “About the captain. Some of the things she says about living here, or the ways that she acts—”
“I know exactly what you mean, but you need to drop it,” Havoc said sharply. “Even when we were here last time, I learned very little solid facts. I just had snippets and conjecture to go off of. If Hawkeye wants us to know, then she’ll tell us. Other than that, it’s best not to say anything.”
Falman nodded. “Understood, sir,” And, bless him, Havoc believed that he did. Falman was a good man. He understood when to back off and not to push.
They did manage to collect a few things that they thought would do Fuery some good and put them in the spare basket that Hawkeye had given them. After that they stopped by the shed, and Havoc got to watch the wonder and the fear of this shed creep into Falman’s eyes. After all, a lot of these chemicals could be dangerous if they broke down or were too old.
All Havoc could do was shrug and load some up into the basket. “Hawkeye seems to think they’re safe,” he said, and that seemed to be the end of that.
By the time that they got back inside, both Breda and Hawkeye had moved on from cleaning the kitchen. It was clean and ready to go. Remembering Mustang’s warning about a child Hawkeye hitting him with a mop when he tracked dirt in, they headed straight to the washroom to remove their boots and hang up their coats. Riza and Breda were in there, Breda working on cleaning up their boots, Riza working on the clothes.
“Hate to say, but we brought you some more work,” Havoc said as they walked in.
“Oh, good,” Breda said sarcastically. “Riza, not to question you, but our boots are just going to get muddy again. What’s the point of cleaning them?”
“It’ll get the worst of it off,” she said. “And it’ll keep them from getting so mucked up.” She looked at him. “You know the dangers of letting a boot get too wet.”
“Yeah, but that’s for marches, not taking the boots on and off,” he pointed out.
“Still. Better to keep them clean—and you know it, Lieutenant,” she said, although there was a bit of a tease in her voice.
“Yeah, yeah,” he said, pulling a slight face at the work.
“How were the horses?” Riza asked. “And did you find anything?”
“We found several things that Fuery might find useful,” Falman said “and we retrieved a few bottles of chemicals for you, Captain.”
Riza smiled at them. “Thank you.”
“The horses were fine,” Havoc said. “A little ancy because of the weather, but fine overall.” He shifted, his legs just constantly aching in this weather. “I can’t blame them much for that, to be honest.”
“Hopefully this rain will let up soon,” Hawkeye said. “And then we can all leave.”
“We were lucky that you had this house we could stay in, though,” Falman said.
“Yes, I suppose so,” she murmured.
“We’ll leave the chemicals on the kitchen table, yeah?” Havoc said, “And then take these parts to Fuery.”
“Alright,” Hawkeye said. “I’ll tend to them later.”
Havoc gave her a wave, and he and Falman exited the small room, leaving Hawkeye and Breda working. It didn’t take long to unload the chemicals on the table.
“What’s the captain going to do with these?” Falman asked as they put them on the table.
“I don’t know,” Havoc said, “but the last time we were here Mustang ruined a pot trying to cook something. I thought for sure that the pot was done for. But Hawkeye brought in some of the chemicals, did something to the pot for a few days, and then somehow, amazingly, she managed to clean off whatever it was that the general had done.”
Falman didn’t look terribly impressed, but Havoc pushed his point. “I’m not kidding, Falman. It was black and burned and there was smoke coming out of it. I don’t know what he managed to burn that bad. I don’t think I’ve ever seen a pot or anything burned quite that badly. Trust me, you don’t want to let him cook.”
“The general is an accomplished alchemist,” Falman said. “Surely he can do something like simple cooking.”
“You’d think he could,” Havoc said. “But trust me, he can’t.”
Falman seemed to take his words into consideration but didn’t comment more on them. Instead, they finished unloading the chemicals and took the pieces to Fuery, who had the big radio pulled out and the back of it off.
“How’s it looking?” Havoc asked.
“Not unfixable, but it’s not going to be easy, especially without some of the proper parts. But I think I can make do. General’s volunteered to make some of the parts I need, if he can.”
“Well, that’s handy,” Havoc said.
“Yeah, I’ve got him looking though one of the technical manuals I brought with me so that he’ll have an idea of what I’m talking about.”
“Oh, giving the General orders now,” Havoc teased.
Fuery looked up from his work and grinned. “Well, when he asks what he can do…”
Havoc laughed. “I get that. Alright, keep working—maybe we’ll get more than scratchy ballroom music at some point.”
“Here’s hoping, sir!”
There wasn’t too much more to do after that, except clean up a little more. Falman went off to read, and Havoc, needing something to do, decided that he might as well go ahead and start working on lunch for everyone. True, it hadn’t been terribly long since breakfast, but it did take a while to prep things for six people plus one dog. He moved some of Hawkeye’s chemicals from the counter back to the table—who had moved those? —and got to work preparing the vegetables for what he hoped was going to be a good meal.
The finishing of chores and the smell of cooking food eventually brought everyone out from their jobs. Hawkeye and Breda had finally finished the uniforms, which were now drying in the washroom, and Fuery took a break from the radio, with Hawkeye promising to show him around the house a bit more to see if there was anything else he could use. Mustang complained about the technical manuals, and Hawkeye teased him about not complaining about paperwork any longer. They all enjoyed lunch together, and, after it, Breda took care of cleaning up the washroom while Mustang went to look around the basement. Hawkeye showed Fuery the attic and Falman went outside to make some observations. Havoc took care of the kitchen. By the time the afternoon rolled around, everyone was either finished with their chores or ready to take a break. They all moved into the living room where there was more space and the warmth from the fireplace. Fuery still had his radio to tinker with as well, which kept the younger man quite happy.
“Alright, before we start, status update. Fuery, the radio,” Mustang said.
“I’m working on her sir. She’s an older model and I don’t have access to parts, but I think with your help and some of the things I’ve found around here I should be able to get her working well by this afternoon. Of course, she’d work better with an antenna, but we don’t have one and it would be dangerous to put one up in this weather.”
Mustang frowned but seemed to put a pin in that idea. “Keep working, Fuery. I’m sure you’ll get it.” He turned his attention to Falman. “Weather report, Falman?”
“Yes, sir,” Falman said. “I went out and made some observations. Without the proper tools I couldn’t be sure of several things, but there is a still a wind coming out of the west and the clouds appear to be low-hanging cumulus and still saturated with rain. It’s still as unusual as it was back in Central, sir, and it doesn’t show any signs of letting up. However, they do appear to be mostly rain clouds and not necessarily storm clouds, which does make a difference.”
“Right,” Mustang said. “Havoc? The horses.”
“They’re doing fine, sir,” Havoc drawled. “A little ancy, but that’s to be expected in weather like this. We’ve got enough supplies to keep them for a couple of more days, but then we’d probably want to see about taking them and the wagon back. When we do, I suggest we take that small cart with us, and we can load it up with anything we need and pull it back.”
Mustang nodded. “Hawkeye? The house?”
“Seems mostly as we left it,” she said.
“Mostly?” he interrupted.
“Yes,” she said. “I do hire someone to come in, check on things, and make sure there’s basic upkeep, so anything that seems a bit out of place is probably due to him.”
“I wondered why this place was in so good of shape, considering no on lived here,” Havoc said.
“Yes, well, I had thought about just abandoning it to its fate, but… well, it’s always good to have a backup,” she said.
“It worked out well for us, at least,” Breda said.
“But the house and all seem fine to you,” Mustang pushed.
“Yes,” she said. “Everything seems to be in order.”
“Good.” Mustang nodded at Breda, a bit of a smirk touching his lips. “And the state of the laundry?”
Havoc heard Breda mumble something under his breath, but he couldn’t catch what it was. “It’s fine, sir. Clean and drying out. Hopefully we won’t get that muddy again anytime soon.”
“Maybe,” was all Mustang said in response to that, and moved on. “Alright, you all have your files, correct?” Five heads nodded at him, and one tail wagged. “Good. Let’s go over what we know.” He flipped open his file.
“This is yet another society formed after the Promised Day. It’s very secretive and very hard to find. If it was just about being secret, we wouldn’t have had any problems with it. However, there have recently been attacks that have been traced back to what the local authorities are calling the Spark. Apparently, people in the area haven’t been overly happy with the government, and this group is trying to spark some sort of conflict or knowledge to life.”
He flipped the page. “There’s several photographs of areas that they’ve attacked or been spotted at,” he said, taking the photos out and passing them around. “Unfortunately, the perpetrators themselves are never caught at the area.”
“How do we know that these are all the same group?” Breda asked. “It could be several different groups of people that the local authorities are blaming on one group.”
“That’s true,” Mustang said. “However, there is other evidence that links to this group. Unfortunately, it’s circumstantial at best, supposition at worst.”
“If it’s that unclear, then how come we’re being sent on this mission?” Havoc asked.
“We’re being sent because it’s unclear,” Mustang said, “And because of our expertise in dealing with alchemists.”
“There’s alchemy involved?” Havoc asked.
Mustang nodded. “One of the signs that has been seen at every crime scene are signs of alchemy. It’s a very good, very specific kind of alchemy. It’s almost impossible to spot if you’re not directly looking for it and covers its tracks very well.”
He pulled more papers out of the folder and passed them around. “This is Herman Stitue. He was an alchemist that specialized in Alchemy that was difficult to see, mostly for the restoration of objects, buildings, and other places like that. Fifteen months ago, he disappeared, and all of his research was stolen. Seven months ago, his body was found. Six months ago, these alchemic incidents that were covered up started happening. It’s suspected that he was kidnapped along with his research and made to train this group.”
Hawkeye seemed to tense up a bit at that, and Havoc wondered why. Sure, part of it, he knew, probably had to do with the General’s flame alchemy. It was a very secretive, very specialized form of alchemy itself. But this seemed to be a bit more than that. Maybe she was worried about Mustang getting taken on this mission too?
“In fact, when the disappearances of other alchemists were looked into, similar circumstances began to emerge. Investigations has been tracking this one for a while, as it seems that it’s mostly been alchemists with very unique or secretive forms of alchemy that have disappeared. This is the first real lead that has been discovered, and the Fuhrer decided it was best to send us on this mission.”
No one seemed willing to address the elephant in the room, so Havoc, as usual, bit the bullet and did it himself.
“Begging your pardon, General, but doesn’t it seem a bit risky sending you in? After all, Flame Alchemy isn’t exactly well known, and you yourself have the hands-free alchemy going on now. Seems like you’d be a prime target.”
“I know,” Mustang said, and glanced at Hawkeye, who seemed to be sitting very straight, clearly not happy with this turn of events, but also clearly having foreknowledge of it. “But that’s part of the point. It’s hopeful that my presence will draw them out and that we’ll be able to find and apprehend them more directly.”
He closed the folder. “It’ll be dangerous, but if we can ever get there, it’ll be worth it.”
“Yeah, well, first we have to get there,” Breda said. He looked out the front window, which someone had opened the curtains to, for whatever reason. “But that’s not going to happen any time soon, it looks like.”
“Alright. Then the question becomes, what do we do in the meantime?” Mustang asked.
“Not get wet,” Breda suggested, and Havoc rolled his eyes.
“We have enough supplies to stay here for a few days,” Riza said. “We can stay longer if I go hunting.”
“If we go hunting,” Havoc said. “I’m pretty good too.”
Riza conceded that with a nod. “You know how to dress a kill too, don’t you?”
“Of course. You got a place to do it? It won’t be good to do it in the barn with the horses.”
“No, that won’t work. It’ll make them too skittish. I used to just do it in the backyard, but with all this mud that won’t work.”
“I’d say your shed, but there’s too many chemicals in there to make me comfortable.”
“Mm, true, and it’s not very big.”
“What about the chicken coop? If Mustang can fix it up like he did that gazebo.”
“That might work.”
“Alright then! What kinds of things can we hunt around here?”
“Well, I’ve let the land grow wild, so probably a decent verity. Squirrels, rabbits, things like that obviously, but there should be some deer too.”
“That sounds good. Hey—ever get any waterfowl on that pond?”
“Okay—” Mustang interrupted them. “So, Hawkeye and Havoc are going to go hunting. What else?”
“Well, sir, if someone else doesn’t mind getting a bit dirty, there’s always the orchard and whatever is growing out there, and the old garden plot. Could be some vegetables still growing wild.” Hawkeye said. “I don’t mind taking care of it all, but that is something that someone else can do.”
“I can do it,” Falman volunteered. “I’ve been reading over some of the herbology books as well and I think that I might be able to identify other useful plants. I’ll be out anyway making my observations on the weather, so if I do it, no one else has to worry about being out in the rain.”
Mustang nodded. “Good.”
“I’ll keep working on the radio,” Fuery said. “And, when I’m finished, if there’s anything else that needs repairs or fixing, I can always take a look at that. Otherwise, just point me where I’m needed, sir.”
Mustang nodded. “We’ll probably take you up on that, Fuery.”
“I’ll help out with whatever needs to be helped out with around here,” Breda said, “but I’m also going to be working on these files. I want to be as prepared as possible for it, when we actually go.”
“Good,” Mustang said. “I’ll work on it too. We can discuss it. But I’ll also be on standby for any help that might be needed. If we can make it easier with my alchemy, then I’m more than happy to help.”
Hayate stood up and barked from where he was next to Hawkeye, his tail wagging.
“Ah, yes, good, Second Lieutenant Hayate,” Mustang said. “You’ll take guard duty. Excellent.”
“At least the pooch is being useful,” Breda muttered. He had a truce with the dog, but it was obvious to anyone that he was still not overly comfortable with him.
���For downtime, you’re welcome to make use of the library,” Hawkeye offered. “Or explore the grounds, if you want. Just please stay out of the study and unoccupied bedroom on the second floor, and the basement.”
That was at least twice she had mentioned for them to stay away from the basement and Havoc couldn’t help but wonder why. There hadn’t been anything special about it that he had seen when he was down there, except that it looked more like a lab then a basement, including a large table with a bright light over it. Maybe it was some alchemy thing, like telling them to stay out of her father’s study. He didn’t know, but Havoc had to admit that he was curious.
The rest of the day went fairly peacefully. Havoc and Hawkeye talked hunting strategies, and the best places to find things. Fuery worked on the radio, getting Mustang to help him make some parts. Dinner time rolled around, and they paused to eat, and then with some unspoken agreement, sat down their work after that and retired to the living room.
Havoc was glad to see that someone had closed the living room curtains, although he hadn’t recalled anyone doing it, cutting off the sight of the pouring rain and adding a layer between the window and ever-present chill the rain seemed to bring.
Fuery kept working on the radio, almost finished with it, and Havoc laid in the floor, stretching out his legs. Falman was in a chair, absorbed in a book, and Mustang and Hawkeye were on the couch, seemingly reading the same book, although Havoc was sure it was just an excuse to be close. Although, looking at them sitting there, a blanket pulled over their laps as they looked at a book, Havoc couldn’t help but wonder if he was looking at a picture of a younger Roy and Riza, sitting on the couch, reading, as children.
“Hey,” Breda had gotten up and come over to him. “Com’on.”
Havoc knew what Breda was talking about, and he laid on his back, lifting his legs up in the air. Breda pressed down on them, and they ran through some of the exercises that Havoc had gone through in Physical Therapy. While he no longer actually needed the exercises for his legs, as he had built up all of his former strength, it was still good to go through them. They felt good to his legs and sometimes they helped him sleep better as well. Breda knew the exercises well, as he had been with Havoc for a lot of his recovery, egging and pushing him on.
They were partway through this, when Fuery suddenly let out a satisfied noise, and all attention turned towards him.
“I think she’s fixed!” he said, and went to the front, fiddling with the nobs. He turned her on, and they all waited to see what the radio would bring. To everyone’s happy surprise, and Fuery’s eternal satisfaction, the radio seemed to find a station in all of the rain and began to play it.
“—was ‘The Xingese Sandman’ sung by Anette Hanshaw. And now we bring you an hour of your favorite instrumentals to dance along to. Find your girl, fellas, and hold her tight as you dance the night away with these favorites!”
“Hey, good job, Fuery!” Havoc said.
“See if you can find some news on somewhere,” Mustang instructed. “Or some sort of weather update.”
“Yes, sir,” Fuery said, turning the dial.
He switched through various channels, trying to find something, and Havoc couldn’t help but notice the way that Hawkeye and Mustang would give each other looks when they landed on the music stations. These two were just getting worse and worse at hiding this, weren’t they?
Ah well. It wasn’t like anyone here was going to rat them out. And maybe, just maybe, Grumman could do something about it. Havoc had seen the way he eyed the two of them. He wanted them to get together just as much as anyone else did.
Finally, Fuery landed on a station, and they listened as the news played out. There were, apparently, torrential rains over most of the country. Up north it had turned to freezing rain, and there were reports that even Drachma was having to shut down several things on account of it. There was widespread flooding, and stranded passengers from washed out tracks and roads. The military was as mobilized as it could be, but with the problems in transportation, there was only so much that could be done. Most places were simply working with what they had.
Mustang looked a bit grim as the news went off. “That doesn’t sound too good,” he said.
“It sounds like we’re going to be stuck here a while,” Breda said. “Means our chance might slip away.”
“Or they might be as bogged down as we are.” Mautang looked over at Havoc and Falman. “When were you planning on taking the horses and the cart back?” he asked.
“In about two more days,” Havoc said. “Why?”
“Well, I left word for Grumman about where we were and what happened, but it would probably be a good idea to check in. I might go with you,” he said.
“It’s too bad we don’t have a phone here,” Havoc said. “Then you wouldn’t have to leave.”
“Um, well, if someone in town is selling one, I could hook it up,” Fuery said. Eyes immediately swiveled to him. “It wouldn’t be too hard. I’d just need the phone itself and some cable. There’s already electricity in place, so there’s poles to run the phone wires on. And I think there was a place we passed that had a phone line, so it would really only be running it from there. It’s nothing I’ve not done before.”
Mustang frowned. “But in this weather?” he asked.
“Well, it’s not thundering and lightening, so it’s just the rain and wind I’d have to watch out for, which isn’t as dangerous.” Fuery said.
Mustang looked at Hawkeye, who nodded.
“Alright,” he said. “When we go into town, you come too and see if you can find what you need.”
“Can do, sir!” he said.
Havoc, meanwhile, had gone back to his stretches, grimacing a bit, and Hawkeye had taken note.
“Are your legs still hurting you?” she asked him.
“Yeah,” he said. “I’ll probably be up again tonight.”
She looked at Breda. “And your elbow.”
“Yeah,” he said, removing his hand from it as she spoke, like a little kid caught by a parent.
She frowned. “Sir,” she said, turning to look at Mustang. “Did you get those herbs I asked for?”
“I did,” he said. “They’re in the dining room.”
“Good,” she said, and got up, leaving the men behind. She came back a few minutes later with a pestle and mortar, and several different kinds of herbs and flowers and dried things that Havoc would have probably chalked up as “weeds.”
Falman was looking at it, intrigued. “What are you doing, Captain?” he asked.
“Well,” she said. “It’s a poultice I used to make as a girl, when my own limbs would ache. It’s not perfect and it’s not as strong as a lot of medicines, but it does well in that gap between “nothing” and “medicine that leaves me compromised.” Her hands were deftly working, almost as if they were moving on their own accord. She clearly knew what she was doing.
Havoc watched her and he and Breda continued to exercise and Fuery put the back on the radio again. Falman had moved next to her, and she was explaining what she was doing in very detailed language that Havoc honestly didn’t understand or could hope to understand. All he knew was that she was grinding things up in that little bowl and then adding things to it, making a poultice that would, hopefully, help him.
“Where’d you learn to do all of these things, Captain?” Fuery asked, and Havoc could see Mustang tense at the question.
“Oh, here and there,” she said. “From books, and from a few of the older ladies in town,” She paused, did something, and then went back to work. “Doctor’s visits were expensive, especially for minor things that could heal on their own, so I learned to take care of as much as I could myself. I’m hoping that this will help. As I said, I used it myself when my own limbs would ache.”
“Growing pains?” Fuery asked, but he sounded fairly confident in his answer.
“No,” Riza said, surprising them all. “I would typically use them after a hard day of cleaning, or cutting wood when I was a little bit older, or any other manner of physical stress, but it was also effective after father’s discipline.”
She said it like it was nothing, but Havoc couldn’t help but notice the tightening of Mustang’s lips, or the way the other men seemed to pause.
“…you mean like after that thrashing you said your dad gave you when you broke that dish?” Havoc asked, wondering if he could get a little more information.
Hawkeye let out a snort. “I wish I had this then. But I was five. I didn’t know about it yet. Besides, I understand why he was so upset.”
That didn’t make Havoc any more comfortable, but it was clear from Mustang’s look that Havoc—and the rest of them—weren’t to pursue. Instead, he changed the subject. “That’s the same stuff you gave me after that fight with Henry Thompson, isn’t it?”
“It is,” she confirmed. “And it helped, didn’t it?”
“It did,” he said. “It really did. I definitely was hurting then.”
“I’d say that it should have taught you not to pick a fight with someone bigger than you, or a larger group, but it didn’t do any good for that.”
“Hey—I couldn’t let them just push you around like that!”
“I’d have been fine. They pushed me around before and I always came out of it okay.”
“It wasn’t right.”
“Neither was you getting your face bashed in. You’re just lucky I got help and found that slingshot.”
Mustang laughed. “You took us all by surprise with those marbles and that slingshot.”
She looked up at him, amusement on her face. “Well, someone had to do something effective,” she teased. “You certainly weren’t.”
Before he could say anything more, Hawkeye got up, taking the bowl with her. “I need to add some water to this. I’ll be back in a minute.”
She got up and left and the men watched her leave the room before eyes slid back towards Mustang.
“It’s the captain’s private life, and I’ll let her decide what to tell you and what not to,” he said.
The men exchanged looks but didn’t say anything else.
Soon after Hawkeye walked back into the room with the bowl, it being full of something that smelled good and seemed, well, goopy.
“Here,” she said, handing it to Havoc. “Try this tonight after your shower. It should help, I hope. I’ve never tried it on something like this, specifically, but it’s worked on other aches and pains before. It’s worth a shot.” She looked at Breda. “I made enough for you to have some too, Breda,” she said. “It should work on your elbow as well.”
“Thanks,” he said, looking a little surprised. “I’ll try it out.”
“If it doesn’t work, let me know. I might can find something different. It just might take a little trial and error.”
Havoc was sniffing at it. “Huh. Maybe you should have become the local witch woman instead, Riza,” he teased.
“You hush,” she said. “There’s nothing magical about it. It’s just a knowledge of herbs and other plants.”
He just grinned at her.
It wasn’t long after that they all began retiring to bed. The showers had to be taken in stages, although Mustang was good at reheating the water for them. Havoc opted to go last, and so stayed downstairs for a bit longer, leafing through a book he had found. Hayate was down there with him, seemingly taking his guard duties seriously, padding in front of the doors and sniffing around, although he seemed to like sniffing around that basement door the most. It was almost enough to make Havoc want to open it and go back down there.
“Yo, Hav, your turn!”
Breda’s voice traveled back down the stairs, and Havoc turned from his musings. “Yeah, coming,” he said. He left his wanderings downstairs with his book and headed up the stairs to take his shower. It didn’t take him long to shower, and soon he was in the room with the stuff that Hawkeye had made for him. He looked at it, until Breda griped at him.
“Just try it already,” he said. “I’ve already put some on my elbow and it seems to help. It’s worth a shot.”
“Yeah, yeah.” Havoc replied. He scooped a bit out of the bowl it was in and started rubbing it on his legs and lower back. It soaked in like a lotion or oil would and he found it did start to help after a few minutes. “Wow,” he said blinking at the poultice. “Alright.”
“Yeah,” Breda said. “Whodathunk that Hawkeye would be a freaking herb lady.”
“Yeah,” Havoc said, and frowned a bit.
“Hey,” Breda waited until Havoc was looking at him. “What did you mean by that question you asked Hawkeye earlier? About a thrashing.”
Havoc frowned. “When we were here last time, I asked her about a broken dish. She said that she had tried to look at it as a child and broke it, and that her father gave her, her ‘first thrashing’.”
Breda frowned. “First thrashing?” he said.
“That’s what she said,” Havoc said. “She never really explained it more than that, and I didn’t think it best to push. Besides…” he frowned more. “She didn’t seem to think that it was a big deal, either, which… I’ll be honest, concerned me.”
Breda frowned, clearly starting to piece some things together. “Hav… what was she like the last time you were here?”
Havoc was silent for a moment. “…not good. She wasn’t doing well here. This place seemed to hold a lot of bad memories for her,” he said honestly.
“Anything in particular?” Breda asked.
Havoc’s brow furrowed. “Only one particular thing stood out to me. She wouldn’t go in the basement.”
Breda’s frown deepened. “She didn’t want to go down to it earlier, either,” Breda said. “Asked Mustang to go down there for her.”
“Yeah,” Havoc said. “When we were searching, she refused to go down into the basement. Mustang and I went down there, but she didn’t.”
He wasn’t going to mention how she had turned pale at it and then disappeared, having a breakdown on the roof of the house. It seemed like a private moment, and not something that she would want to spread to her men. She trusted them a lot, but Hawkeye had her pride.
Breda grunted, thinking, and then sighed. “Well. It’s not our business, unless it becomes our business. We might as well see if we can get any sleep tonight.”
“Yeah,” Havoc said, pulling back the blankets. “Night, Breda.”
Breda grunted, and nothing more was said.
Havoc slept better that night, although he still woke early with his legs still hurting him. The longer the rain went on, the worse it seemed to get. Still, he pushed on. Morning went as mornings did, with him, Hawkeye, and Fuery the first ones up. They worked on breakfast, and everyone stumbled down the stairs and to the coffeepot before they all settled in for breakfast. Riza worked on the kitchen while Havoc and Falman went out and tended to the horses. Then, rain gear on, Havoc and Riza went out to get the lay of the land. Getting lucky they managed to kill a few things for their hunt, and set a few traps, but they mostly found good places where they could probably bag a few deer.
They spent at least half the day out there, looking over places and tracks. There were a few human tracks that Havoc spotted, but Hawkeye reassured him that she allowed hunting on her land, since it was one of the few areas where the woods were allowed to grow wild. It was probably another hunter thinking about the fact that there wasn’t going to be much food coming via the trains or the roads anytime soon. Havoc couldn’t blame them for that.
They returned to the house muddy, but with a plan for the next day, and stripped out of their muddy clothes in the washroom before heading up for showers. Havoc let Hawkeye go first, taking care of their boots while she was showering, and then taking his turn.
Not long after that was lunch, and then they all started going over the information that Breda and Mustang had laid out. They put together a few more theories and ideas on what could be going on, but there was truthfully not much more they could do.
The next couple of days were much of the same. Hawkeye and Havoc got up early the next day, went hunting, and came back with a couple of dear which they spent the rest of the day preparing. Falman found and harvested some food from the orchard trees and from the remains of the old vegetable garden while making his observations. Fuery worked on things around the house, improving them or just outright fixing them. Mustang and Breda helped out where they could—except no one allowed Mustang in the kitchen after another near disaster that was only averted because of Breda’s quick thinking.
Although the days passed with a slow pace, all of them felt the urgency that was needed for their travel to continue. Finally, the horses were out of hay, and it was decided that the next day they would need to go back into town. Havoc was set to drive the wagon, as he was the most experienced out of them all, and the roads were still nothing but muck. Unfortunately, when Havoc woke up that morning, he was in a great deal of pain. His legs were aching more than normal and he winced as he sat up, relying more on his arms then anything else.
“Hey—Hav, you alright?” Breda asked him. The movement must have woken him.
“…. There’s… a lot of pain this morning,” Havoc said as he attempted to stand with some stability.
Thunder crashed overhead, and Breda looked up. “I wonder if that’s why,” he said. Concern creased his forehead “Hey—you lay back down, alright? You look like you could use it.”
Havoc wasn’t one to typically give in, but today the pain was pretty severe, and he laid back down in the bed with a grimace. “Yeah,” he said a bit breathlessly. “Yeah, I think I will.”
“Guess you won’t be making it to town today, huh?” Breda said.
“Nah, I’m afraid not. Probably best for me to take one of those pain pills and just not do much today. Sorry.”
Breda shook his head. “You can’t help it. I’ll let the others know.”
“Yeah… I’ll try to make it down in a bit.”
“Okay.”
Breda dressed then, and left, heading down the stairs. Havoc could hear the movement and the voices of the others as they woke and moved around, getting their day started. He grimaced. He felt useless, but there really wasn’t much that he could do about it. When he was in this much pain, there wasn’t much he could do at all, except sleep it off.
He let himself doze, at least until he heard some footsteps, and a knock at the door.
“Yeah?” he said, automatically starting to push up, and then aborting that when pain flared through his lower back.
Hawkeye appeared at the door, a tray for eating in bed in her hands. Havoc suddenly remembered that she had cared for her father near the end of his life, and he wondered if maybe she had used trays like that when he needed to eat.
“Heard that you’re feeling pretty bad today.” Thunder rumbled again, and she grimaced. “Think it’s the change in the weather?”
Havoc shrugged, and pulled himself to more of a sitting position, bracing himself through the pain. “Not sure. I wouldn’t be surprised, but all I know is that I’m in a lot of pain today.”
“Well, hopefully you can eat a little,” she said. “I brought you some breakfast.”
“You’re the best, Ri,” he said, shooting her a grin. He waited until she approached and noted the way that she settled the tray on his lap like a pro, and then set about making sure that things were in easy reach for him, almost without even thinking about it. “So, what’s the plan for the day?”
“The others are still going to go to town. Falman thinks he can drive the wagon, and if not, then between the four of them, they should be able to figure it out,” she said. “The General wants to call Headquarters and check in, Fuery wants to see about getting a phone set up, Falman thinks he’ll be able to take care of the wagon and the horses, and Breda has to ‘get out of this house’ or he’s ‘going to go stir crazy’,” she said with a grin.
Havoc laughed, but then gave her a sympathetic look. “Hey, Riza, if you want to go—” He felt a little bad about making her stay behind, and so he couldn’t help but make the offer.
But she shook her head. “No, I’m going to stay right here,” she said. “I had enough of the rain and muck when we were hunting. Besides—It’ll be easier to get some of the cleaning down without you men tromping around everywhere,” she teased.
“Oh, I see,” he said. “You just want some peace and quiet to yourself.” He teased her right back.
She laughed. “Maybe so. But even with that, if you need anything, just call.”
He shook his head. “Honestly? I’m going to take one of those strong pills and probably try to sleep this off. Although if someone could snag me a book or two that would be great.”
“I’ll see what I can do,” Riza said with a smile. “I’ll be back in a bit to get that. You just rest up.”
“Yeah, sure,” he said. “Thanks, Riza.”
She just smiled at him, and then left the room.
Havoc started eating, listening to the sounds going on down below him. He wished he was down there with them, but his legs ached like mad when he moved them, much less tried to get up. Riza came back for the tray, and Breda came back up later to finish dressing. He brought Havoc a stack of books and promised to look for something more his speed in town. Havoc pulled a face at him, but thanked him nonetheless, and got Breda to help him up and to the bathroom once before he left. Once he was settled back in bed, he took one of those little pills, and then listened as he heard the others leave. The pill did it’s work and, as he fell asleep, the last things he heard were the sounds of Hawkeye turning on the radio and getting to work downstairs.
The pills always sacked him out hard for a few hours, so Havoc wasn’t sure how much time had passed before he heard the noise of the others coming back in. They were being noisy, and something about it had Havoc trying to shake himself out of his drug-induced fog. He blinked, trying to focus and wake up. They seemed to be… calling for someone?... Riza? They were calling for Hawkeye? That didn’t make sense. He heard footsteps coming up the stairs, and then making their way around the rooms. That was confusing as well, and he tried to make sense of it, at least until Breda opened the door.
“Hey—you seen Hawkeye?” he asked.
Havoc shook his head. “Naw. I was asleep until just now.”
“Hm,” Breda said.
Havoc was waking up more now. “Why?” he asked.
“She’s not down there. Could she be out hunting or something?” Breda asked.
Havoc forced the sleep away as best he could, and sat up fully, ignoring the pain he felt. “She shouldn’t be,” he said. “Mornings or evening are best, and we’ve got plenty. I don’t even think she’d be checking the traps right now.”
Breda’s frown increased. “Alright. I’m going back downstairs. Something’s not right here.”
“Wait—” Havoc said. He pushed the blankets back and swung his legs out of bed, wincing. “I’m coming too.”
“You sure?” Breda asked, looking a bit concerned.
“Yeah—the pain’s not as bad right now, not with the medicine on board.” Havoc said.
“Alright,” Breda said, but he waited on Havoc to get up and pull on some pants before they both made their way down the stairs together.
Downstairs was not in good shape. Mustang looked grim and didn’t waste any words.
“Her boots and coat are still here,” he said, “and she’s not in any of the outbuildings. There’s no signs of foul play, but that doesn’t mean that there wasn’t any.”
“She’s not upstairs,” Breda said. “I checked all the rooms.”
A dusty Fuery came out from the kitchen. “She’s not in the attic either,” he said. “And no signs of any windows being opened.”
“Hey—where’s Hayate?” Havoc asked, suddenly realizing that the little dog was missing too.
“Maybe outside?” Fuery asked.
“If you’re asking about Hawkeye, she’s not there either,” Falman said, coming in the front door, dripping wet, his back to them as he closed it.
“What about Hayate?” Mustang asked.
Falman turned around. Nestled in his arms was a hopefully asleep Hayate, soaking wet and muddy.
“I found him outside, locked in the chicken coop,” he said. “He seemed to have been drugged.”
“Drugged?” Mustang said. The ramifications of that hit all of them. Hawkeye certainly wasn’t drugging Hayate and putting him outside. That meant that someone else had to have. That also meant that someone could have taken Hawkeye.
But there were no signs of foul play, and she most certainly would have put up a fight.
“…There is one place it doesn’t sound like you’ve checked,” Havoc said, and looked over towards the door that led to the basement.
Mustang paled immediately and turned on his heel to head straight for it. The others followed suit, Falman carefully hurrying to put Hayate down in front of the fireplace before joining them.
Mustang was already at the door, reaching to unlock it. The fact that was locked from the outside might have normally been reassuring, as it would have been impossible for the lock to be locked from the outside if someone was inside but considering that it was clear someone had been in the house, it wasn’t a reassurance anymore.
Mustang threw open the lock and pulled on the door, but the door didn’t budge. He tried again, but it didn’t move. He cursed, throwing the lock back into place, and then clapping and laying his hands on the door. A circle of it fell out, part of the door and part of the door frame, large enough to house the entire locking mechanism. Mustang didn’t even look at it. Instead, he threw the door open and raced down the stairs. The rest of them weren’t far behind him.
The basement was much as they had left it, with the same items around it. The only difference Havoc could see now was that the light over the table was on, and Mustang was trying to talk to Hawkeye, who was crouched in a corner.
No. Wait. She wasn’t crouched. She was curled into it, eyes blown wide, clearly terrified. Havoc glanced at Breda. Neither of them knew what was going on.
“Riza?” Mustang called out to her. “Riza?” he reached for her, and she flinched back.
“N-no!” she said, and there was thick fear coating her voice. “No, no, please! Not again! Not yet!”
“Riza—Riza please, it’s me, it’s Roy.”
“No, no, please, no, don’t, not again, not yet—”
She was pleading with him, begging for something—for something to stop, to not happen again, or to be delayed, and Havoc felt his stomach turn.
“Riza…” Mustang reached a hand towards her, and she closed her eyes and turned away from it, huddling into the wall as much as she could, letting out a sob. Her hands immediately came up to her mouth as if she had said or done something wrong, and she trembled.
“Riza, please! It’s Roy! Come on—” Mustang sounded desperate, and he reached out and touched her. She startled, terror flooding her eyes and suddenly she was moving, scrambling back, finding another place to hide under a desk that was down there. Sobs poured out from under it.
“No, no, Father, please no!” She was out right crying. “It hurts—please Father not again! Let me heal first! Please!”
“Roy—what’s going on here?” Breda asked, moving a step forward. “What’s she talking about?”
“Later,” he said. He glanced back at them. “I’m not putting you off—but we need to get her out of here first.” He turned to look fully at them. “Please.”
It wasn’t the commands of a superior officer. It wasn’t even the words of a leader. It was, instead, the plea of a friend.
“She doesn’t look like she wants to come out of there,” Falman said.
Mustang’s face was distressed. “I know—we’ve got to get her out there. Breda.”
“Yeah.” Breda’s voice was serious, and he moved next to Mustang. With a look at each other, they reached down and grabbed her arms, pulling her out.
Riza screamed as they did, thrashing in their grip. “NO! No Father, please no!” She twisted in their grip, and Havoc couldn’t help but notice that her gaze was fixated on the table that was down there. “Please, please, please, the drink doesn’t work anymore, it hurts, please don’t, don’t use the ropes again, please father no, don’t please!”
She was clearly caught in the full-on throws of a flashback, with no idea what was going on around her anymore. She was in a panic, not seeing anything around her, not fighting so much as reacting, and begging through tears for her father not to do something to her—all of which was… disturbing wasn’t even a strong enough word in Havoc’s opinion. It made him feel sick.
“The stairs,” Mustang said over her cries, and he and Breda hauled her over to them and up, Hawkeye still begging and pleading the whole time.
Fuery followed after them, and after a moment, Falman did too. Havoc brought up the rear, but he couldn’t help but look back at that table. The last time he was down here he had assumed that it was just a table, maybe for doing experiments on. But Hawkeye’s words, her begging, the talking of ropes, and those odd-looking metal loops in the table brought new possibilities to mind. Images of a young Hawkeye being strapped down to that table, tied down on it by her father while he… what? What did he do to her? His mind rebelled against imaginong any further, although dark thoughts of what it could be circled in his head, unacknowledged.
Whatever her father did, though, was traumatizing, and Havoc could feel dread living in his stomach from this. It was clear that Hawkeye had been through something awful at the hands of her father, and that it was more than a one-time event. With a last look at the table, he climbed the stairs, hoping that the situation would be improved when he got up there.
The situation was little improved. Hawkeye was still clearly upset, her cries still going on. She had been taken to the couch, where someone had put a blanket around her. She huddled in it like she was hiding, keeping it pulled closely around her, her back pressed into the couch. Mustang was kneeling in front of her, talking to her. Getting her out of the basement seemed to have done something, though, because she didn’t seem to think that anyone in the room was her father anymore.
Instead, she was upset about Mustang.
“R-Roy?” she said, and he reached out, gently putting his hands on her face.
“Yes, Riza, I’m here. I’m here, Riza.”
She was trembling, and her face crumpled, tears falling. “Roy…”
He smiled at her. “Yes—Yes, I’m here, Riza.”
“You—you came back.”
Havoc watched as understanding and disappointment flickered across Mustang’s face as her words made it clear to all of them that she wasn’t back with them yet, but that she was still caught in the past.
“Yeah. I came back,” he said, apparently deciding that it would be better to play along with this for the moment.
She closed her eyes and let out a sob, leaning into his hand. Suddenly, her eyes flew open, and her hands darted up to grab his wrists. “You—you have to leave! You have to leave! Father doesn’t approve of the military! He’ll kill you! He’ll—” She sounded so certain, so desperate, and Havoc exchanged looks with Breda.
Mustang shook his head. “No. No, I’m not leaving you.” His voice was firm, but there was something that Havoc thought sounded like regret in it.
“But father—” she started.
“He can’t hurt you anymore,” Mustang said.
Her gaze crumped again. “He’ll never stop looking for me, Roy—you don’t understand! He won’t give up! Not after what he’s done to me!”
“No!” Mustang snapped out the word with fierceness. “No, I promise you, Riza! He can never hurt you again! Never! I’ve made sure of it, and I’ll protect you! I swear it!” He moved quickly, wrapping her up in a fierce hug, holding her tightly as they sat there on the couch.
“…y…you promise?” she said, her voice trembling.
“I promise,” he said. “I swear it, Riza Hawkeye.”
She seemed to fall apart on him there, but they were tears of relief, and she clung to him, sobbing, thanking him, all the while he apologized for not coming sooner.
It was, to an extent, play acting, but Havoc could see clear regret in Mustang’s eyes—he regretted not stopping whatever had happened to Hawkeye sooner, not coming here sooner to save her from whatever it was that her father had done to her. Whatever this was, it went deeper than he had imagined.
The team still hovered, none of them sure of what, exactly, to do, and yet none of them wanting to leave Hawkeye’s side. Hawkeye’s tears eventually calmed, although it was because she fell asleep on Mustang, having cried herself to sleep under his reassurances that he wasn’t going to leave her.
Fuery was the first to speak. “…is she going to be alright?” he asked softly.
The room seemed to hold its breath.
“I don’t know,” Mustang finally said, which was not an answer any of them wanted to hear. “But I’m not leaving her. I promised her I wouldn’t.”
That much was pretty clear, Havoc thought, and to be honest, no one looked like they wanted to try moving him from the couch anyway—not when they could still see Hawkeye’s tear stained face and the way that she clung to him even in her sleep. Not when they could hear the echoes of her screams and sobs.
“What happened to her?” Falman asked and looked as if he immediately regretted saying it out loud, even if it was what they all were thinking.
Mustang just looked down at the woman in his arms, and gently stroked her hair. “Something traumatic,” he said. “Something horrifying. But… it’s not mine to tell. I won’t tell it. It’s up to her if she wants to entrust you with it or not. It’s not my decision to make.”
There really wasn’t any arguing with that, and the room fell silent. After a few moments, Fuery got up, and went to the kitchen. Havoc could hear him turning on water and starting to move pots around, clearly starting on supper, even though it didn’t look as if any of them were particularly hungry. Breda got up not long afterwards, and Falman as well. Havoc sat for a few minutes longer, and then he, too, got up and started to wander towards the kitchen. His legs were aching again, but he could at least sit and help cut up vegetables.
He walked solemnly out of the room, intent on heading straight for the kitchen. He paused, though, when he saw Falman and Breda looking at the lock that came from the basement door. It was still sitting where it fell when Mustang has used his alchemy to remove it.
“It doesn’t make sense,” Falman was saying. “I didn’t think it did then either, but I wasn’t as worried about it at that moment as I was about whatever had happened to Hawkeye.”
“No, you’re right,” Breda said, picking it up and looking at it. “It’s locked from both the inside and the outside. The outside makes sense, if someone wanted to keep her in there. But the inside? From the way she was acting, I doubt Hawkeye locked herself in there.”
“So then, how did the inside get locked?”
“That’s the hundred-million-cen question,” Breda said. “The only thing I can think of, is that there’s another way in and out of there.”
“If there is,” Havoc tossed in. “It either wasn’t there when Boss, Hawkeye and I came last time, or it’s extremely well hidden.” He shook his head. “I never saw any sign of a door or other opening down there. And you know Mustang would have mentioned it by now if he knew of one being down there.”
“Yeah,” Breda said, rubbing his chin. “Hey—how old do you think this house is?”
Falman and Havoc both looked around. “I’d guess over a hundred years old,” Havoc said.
“I’d say somewhere around one-hundred fifty, with renovations happening every so often.” Falman said. “Looking at the general style, the heights of door frames, and the way the foundation looks around the outside of the house, that is.”
“Yeah, okay, so, it’s old,” Breda said. “So, here’s a question: Why doesn’t the basement have an outside entrance? Just about every old house I’ve been in has an outside entrance to the basement for anything from coal to potatoes, to just a quick way to get in and out. So, where’s the one that belongs to this house?”
“There… isn’t one,” Havoc said, puzzled.
“Maybe,” Breda said. “Or maybe, there isn’t one now. If there is one and it’s somewhere, or if the remnants of it exist somewhere, then that might be how someone got in, locked the door from both sides, and still got out.”
“We’re going to need to find that, then, and see if we can prove it,” Havoc said.
“I’ll start looking around outside tomorrow,” Falman said.
“I’ll poke around too, if I can,” Havoc said. “I owe it to Hawkeye, at least.”
He felt a little guilty for the whole thing. How long had she been down there while he was sleeping in his bed, passed out from a drug? Had she called out for help? Had she screamed for him? Had whoever this was done something to her? He didn’t know. He didn’t know, because he had been sleeping instead of being up and facing the day like he was supposed to.
Pain be hung, he wasn’t going to let that interfere with his ability to be around or help his friends anymore. If he had to put up with pain so that they didn’t, then he would. He honestly never wanted to see Hawkeye in that position again, not if he could help it.
Breda seemed to sense what he was thinking and clasped his hands on Havoc’s shoulders. “Hey,” he said. “This wasn’t your fault, okay? You didn’t know and you couldn’t know. And taking that pill because your legs were in pain is not a bad thing. This was unpredicted. Don’t blame yourself.”
“Yeah, well…” he sighed. “I’m going to go help Fuery with supper.”
Breda let him go, obviously reading that, at the moment, there wasn’t a good way to convince Havoc to let go of the guilt. Logically, Havoc knew it wasn’t his fault. But knowing that didn’t make him feel less guilty, especially when he thought about Riza’s pleadings, screams and tears.
“Hey, Fuery, need a hand?” he asked as he walked into the kitchen.
“Hm? Oh, yeah… sure. Just... cut up these vegetables for me, will you? I’m going to make a soup for tonight. I think we could all use something a little warm and comforting.” Fuery said.
He wasn’t wrong, and Havoc knew it, but he also knew that he didn’t currently feel like eating. He pulled out a chair and sat down at the table, getting to work cutting the piles of vegetables that he had laid out. It was good mindless work for his hands as his brain thought and rolled over the knowledge that he had.
He knew that this place held bad memories for Hawkeye, ones that she didn’t want to discuss and that he hadn’t pushed. Mustang knew most of them, although clearly not all of them. Riza had told them that story about her and the water jars when they had been here earlier in the year, and he hadn’t known that one. Also, from the stories, he was about twelve when he arrived, and Hawkeye somewhere around nine. That left a lot of years for Riza to be on her own here.  Her mother had been alive long enough to teach Riza some things, but not long enough for Riza to form good solid memories of her.
Riza’s father had been harsh to say the least. That thrashing she talked about getting after she broke that plate, the one that she said was the first thrashing that her father had given her. Havoc was pretty sure that it wasn’t an over-statement of the past anymore, but a legitimate thrashing that her father had given her when she was five years old because she had dropped a plate he could have put back together again with alchemy.
He also knew that Her father had died in the house, and she had cared for him up until the end.
And now he knew that her father had done something horrific and traumatizing to her, something that, apparently, she was tied down for. The implications of that made a shudder run through him, and he now wondered if that had anything to do with the reason that she always wore shirts that completely covered her back, refusing to take them off.
What kind of a man was her father? And just how twisted up had he gotten her that she wouldn’t leave him after that and would, instead, care for him until his death? How had that been broken? He was beginning to understand now why she was so angry about coming back here those months ago. He’d have hated to be shoved back into a place that held a deep trauma like this too. He knew that she had trauma from Ishval as well. Just how had Riza Hawkeye managed to become so stable an individual after all of this? How had she survived in this house and come out as normal as she had? He didn’t know, and he wasn’t sure that he wanted to, but he was also worried about her. There were too many questions and not enough answers for his liking.
With a sigh he focused on the vegetables and chopping them up. He would likely get no answers tonight. None of them would. He didn’t know if they’d get answers tomorrow or not—it really was a long shot. But he did know that he would be there for Riza no matter what.
As Havoc predicted, no one was especially hungry, although they all tried to eat at least a little of the soup. Most of it was put into the refrigerator for later. Hayate, at least, was feeling better, although it was clear that the little pup was still groggy. He mostly wanted to curl up and lay on people. Even Breda was gentle with him this time, gently pushing the little pooch away from him.
Havoc didn’t particularly want to leave Mustang and Hawkeye down here on the couch alone—none of the team did—but staying up all night would do no good either. Breda and Falman told Mustang of their concerns about the basement. Together with Fuery, they worked on something to make sure that if there was an entrance to the house from the basement, whoever it was either wouldn’t be able to get into the house or would set off alarms if they did. Mustang was armed with his gloves and a small pistol, and Hayate was sleeping on the couch with them as well. In an unspoken agreement, Havoc, Breda, Falman, and Fuery all took turns standing watch that night. However, even for those that attempted sleep, there were a lot of wandering feel and frequent bathroom trips. It seemed no one could quite relax.
Havoc laid in bed and tried to sleep, although it didn’t seem to be working. Outside, the rain poured even harder than before, drowning out any other sound he might have heard. The thunder and lightning came in waves of noise. It all seemed strangely appropriate for this day, and it felt like a bad omen somehow. Was something worse to come in the future? He wasn’t one to believe in such things, but he still found himself hoping that favor would look kindly upon them. This had surely been enough excitement for one trip, right?
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adrianna-lisbon · 3 years ago
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So happy to have worked on this year's @fmabigbangs with the talented @art-and-jazz and to have her beautiful work accompany my writing!
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My last piece, for @adrianna-lisbon
Read the fic here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/34299496/chapters/85339582
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spoopy-sloth · 3 years ago
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"Heart. Soul. Honor. Bravery. Patriot. Roy knew that those words were big and important, and he felt proud saying them with the rest of his class."
It's October 3rd! You know what that means?!
FMA BIG BANG 2021!
I am honored to have created a short comic based on a scene from @envythepalmtree's fanfic, "Don't You Dare Look Away". I had so much fun creating a somewhat disturbing interpretation of the pledge of allegiance scene ft. baby Roy!
I look forward to reading her story full! She has such a thoughtful and analytical writing voice, and I love what I have read thus far. It has been my greatest pleasure to work alongside with @miakwat and @wawayu
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clarrisani · 3 years ago
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Fic Writer Questions
1) How many works do you have on AO3?
67 altogether on Ao3
2) What’s your total AO3 word count?
  543,168  on Ao3 alone
3) How many fandoms have you written for and what are they?
Several. I have written for Beyblade (original series), Yu-Gi-Oh! (original series), Star Wars, Star Trek (both TOS and AOS), Doctor Who, Torchwood, Fullmetal Alchemist, Supernatural, and CSI: Crime Scene Investigation.
4) What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
Most of my Ao3 fics are Supernatural, so here we go
Your Time is Gonna Come  (Dean/Castiel, 43010  words) - This story is based on the song “Hotel California” and was originally meant to be part of a S16 group story project that never happened. Instead of just sitting on the idea I decided to write it. It’s a case!fic, pretend marriage story where Cas and Dean go undercover as a married couple at a hotel where guests are disappearing.
A Sign of Affection    (Dean/Castiel, 2159 words) - This was one of the first Destiel stories I ever wrote and posted to Ao3. It’s just a cute little fluff piece where Sam explains different kiss meanings to Castiel who tries them out on Dean.
Secrets and Chains   (Dean/Sam/Castiel, 42082 words) - I wrote this one for the 2015 Supernatural Kink Big Bang. Never got an artist for it, unfortunately, but I am still proud of this fic. I thought about what the strangest thing the boys could encounter could be, and a hidden sex dungeon and magical flying dildo in the bunker was it.
Unintentional Date    (Dean/Castiel, Sam/Eileen, 4918 words) Written for Valentine’s Day 2021. I needed some more Destiel in my life so I wrote a ‘getting together’ fic where the boys go on an unintentional date after Sam asks Dean to let him and Eileen have the bunker for Valentine’s Day. I really like how it turned out, even if it’s a tad dialogue heavy. It’s pure fluff.
Breathe Trilogy  (Jack/Ianto, various, 85,403 words) - My Torchwood series. The third fic alone has the fifth most kudos of all my Ao3 fics. Each story was written for a challenge on Torchwood Australia back in roughly 2007-2008.  The first story was based on the song “Relax (Take it Easy)” by Mika (I song I still use as my phone ringtone) and the rest went from there.
5) Do you respond to comments, why or why not?
Depends on the comment. If they ask a question I generally do respond, yes, but often there is no way to respond. I do wish eternal thanks on everyone who comments on my fics though. I love getting comments and hearing peoples favourite parts of my stories.
6) What’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending?
Oh man. I did one Beyblade story once where I killed everyone. I mean literally everyone. Because I could. I also have a Doctor Who/Torchwood story where the Doctor writes a letter to Jack after he/she dies for the final time leaving him the TARDIS. That’s more bittersweet than anything.
7) What’s the fic you’ve written with the happiest ending?
Most of my fics have happy endings so it’s hard to pick just one. Most of the time the guy gets the guy in the end.
8) Do you write crossovers? If so what is the craziest one you’ve written?
I don’t think Doctor Who/Torchwood count as they’re in the same universe, but that’s about the extent of it.
9) Have you ever received hate on a fic?
Oh yes. I’ve had death threats. Let’s just say that the Nick/Greg part of CSI was very hated by a section of the fandom for homophobic reasons. It didn’t help that the Network played into that homophobia.
10) Do you write smut? If so what kind?
I love writing smut. I may be asexual but I love the reactions I can get out of people. I find the whole concept of smut fascinating. I’ve also dabbled in BDSM in a few of my stories, including my Control (Jensen/Jared/Misha) series. I’ve also written two orgies over the years (one in the aforementioned Control series, and one for Torchwood).
11) Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Yes and no. Parts of my Torchwood Breathe Trilogy appeared in Doctor Who Series 11 in episodes written by Chris Chibnall, who had formally worked on Torchwood. They were very, very, VERY big coincidences if they didn’t come from my stories. Just some names changed, but the events were extremely similar and happened in three episodes.
12) Have you ever had a fic translated?
Yes I have. To Russian and Polish. Mostly my Beyblade stories though.
13) Have you ever co-written a fic before?
A few times. I’ve had both good and bad experiences with co-writing. If you get a good co-writer what you can do is amazing. I even co-wrote with six other people at one point and that was great fun. I’ve also had an experience where the co-writer was self-projecting onto a character hard to the point the character was wildly OOC which ruined the experience. So yes, I’ve co-written and experienced both the best and worst of it.
14) What’s your all time favorite ship?
Jack/Ianto will always hold a special place in my heart. After that it’s Dean/Sam/Castiel, and Spock/Bones. I also like Jensen/Misha in RPF.
15) What’s a WIP that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will?
It’s a Yu-Gi-Oh series. I wrote the first two parts of a five part series that I never finished. It has always bothered me. Also a Star Wars series I wrote back in late 90s/early 2000s. I got five stories deep. I was always bothered by the fact I couldn’t complete the love triangle of that series because there was a blanket “no homosexuality permitted” rule on the site I was writing for.
16) What are your writing strengths?
Dialogue. I’ve been trained as a script-writer so dialogue comes naturally to me. I love writing conversations between characters.
17) What are your writing weaknesses?
Descriptions. I don’t know why, but I’ve always struggled with them. While dialogue just flows, I always get stuck with descriptions. I’ve had it pointed out that I need to add more to stories to break up the dialogue as my fics are too dialogue heavy. I’m working on it.
18) What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?
I used to try and do this when I was younger, but now I avoid it unless it is a common saying in that language. Latin, for example, has some sayings in it that I have used. But for the most part yes, I avoid writing in other languages.
19) What was the first fandom you wrote for?
Star Wars. It’s where my username comes from in fact. Clarrisani was an original (mary sue) character I wrote when I was 14. I was very much into the Expanded Universe of Star Wars and heavily into the Kyp Durron/Jaina Solo pairing that I wrote many fics for. I even won a couple of fandom awards for my writing at the time which is pretty good for being that young.
20) What’s your favorite fic you’ve written?
I love all of my fan fictions, but the Breathe Trilogy is probably my favourite. I don’t know what it is about it but it just seems to be holding up well with time. It was fun to write and came so easily to me. I was also surrounded by a very supportive fandom at the time before everything went to shit (I blame you RTD with your American Torchwood spinoff!). Plus I adore Jack/Ianto and still buy the little dribs and drabs they give us via the audiobooks. Seriously - “Serenity” by James Moran is an amazing audiobook and I love John Barrowman and Gareth David-Lloyd doing their characters in it.
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Embers of Revelation
Author: RealityBreakGirl/aquietlearningcorner Word Count: 10235 Rating: T Prompt: FMA Big Bang 2021 Warnings: Child abuse/neglect Characters: Riza Hawkeye, Roy Mustang, Jean Havoc, Heymans Breda, Vato Falman, Kain Fuery, Black Hayate Pairing: Royai Genre: Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Family Chapter: 2 of 7 Summary: Tasked by Fuhrer Grumman to investigate a suspected alchemic incident, General Mustang’s team finds themselves stranded in Hawkeye’s hometown. Needing a place to stay, they find themselves taking shelter in her childhood home. However, her past can’t stay buried there, and as revelations come to light, they also bring embers of danger with them. Sequel to Embers in a Wounded Heart AO3 || ff.net
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Chapter 1
Rain, Jean Havoc decided, was like pretty much everything else in life. It was fine once in a while, but too much of it was a problem. There had definitely been too much rain lately. He sat in the office, a cigarette in his mouth as he looked out the windows at the ever-present downpour. The view of the city was still rain-obscured, and there was no extra light coming in from the windows, unless you counted the flashes of lightning that happened every so often. Havoc didn’t, and he didn’t think anyone else did either.
Not that they had talked about it. The weather being this miserable had left almost everyone with a pent-up energy and short tempers. They all knew it and tried not to snap at each other, but it was hard to be either cooped up all day, or out in the rain all day. Even Hayate was getting restless.
Speaking of, the little pooch was currently sitting in Fuery’s lap, although he had long ago gotten too big for that sort of thing, and Hawkeye had—mostly—trained him out of it. The storms seemed to have left the typically happy dog subdued, wanting to be close to people, and Havoc wondered if it had to do with how he had been left out in a storm before Fuery had found him. It would make sense. It would also explain why he looked calmer with Fuery, as Fuery was the one who had rescued him.
But the presence of the dog also seemed to be helping Fuery too. It hadn’t escaped Havoc’s notice how the young man’s mostly good-natured grumbling about the rain affecting the communication lines had turned into something stiffer and more tense as the storms had moved in. Multiple cups of coffee had made their appearance on the young man’s desk once more, and he had been a bit more withdrawn. The pup seemed to help Fuery, though, and for that Havoc was glad.
Fuery wasn’t the only one being affected by the rain, and Havoc stretched out his back a bit as he sat there, taking the time to observe the others in the room. Falman was shifting what appeared to be a weather map around, and as he stretched, Havoc craned his neck to get a better view of what was on the other man’s desk. It seemed to be full of stacks of weather reports, including ones from other parts of the country. Falman was staring intently at the map he had and making notes on a notepad. It didn’t seem that interesting to Havoc, but Falman seemed focused on it. He looked at a stack of papers and frowned deeply, and Havoc caught sight of them enough to realize that he was looking at reports for the North. Havoc had to wonder—was this a project for the general, or did it have a more personal flavor to it? It might explain why Falman had looked so serious the longer this rain went on.
Havoc twisted the other way, just as Breda let out a grunt of annoyance. The red-headed man was scowling at what appeared to be a small amount of mayonnaise that had fallen from his sandwich, just narrowly missing the reports that were on his desk. Scowling, Breda reached for a napkin, although it didn’t escape his notice the way that Breda was favoring the elbow he broke in Pendleton. It seemed the weather was affecting it, which explained some of Breda’s irritation lately.
Havoc understood that well. He leaned back in his chair, stretching his arms. His legs were aching from the constant rainfall, along with his back, and he wished he could get outside and run, or even just get outside and smoke. Anything that wouldn’t leave him cooped up and soggy. He released his stretch, and reached in a drawer, pulling out a cigarette and lighting it up.
Breda glanced over at him, looking up from where he was cleaning up the mayonnaise. “I thought you were quitting those things,” he said.
“Tryin’,” Havoc drawled back. “But right now, they’re helping.”
Breda looked at him a moment, then snorted. “Go to the gym if you’re that restless,” he said, and turned back to his sandwich and his work.
“Nah,” Havoc said. “Its not the same. Doesn’t really help.”
“When you’re addicted again and Catalina tells you to shove off because you smell like an ashtray, don’t come crying to me then,” Breda said.
“Aw, didn’t know you cared,” he said back.
“I don’t,” Breda replied brusquely, and turned his back on Havoc.
Havoc grinned, glad to know that no matter the weather, he could count on his best friend’s surly attitude to brighten a room. Before he could say anything snarky back, the doors to the office opened, delivering a very soggy Hawkeye and Mustang, not that there was anything that wasn’t soggy lately. Neither of them looked happy, though, and Havoc found himself hoping it was because of the rain, and not because whatever news they had gotten.
As they shed their coats, though, Havoc caught sight of a plain manilla envelop in their hands and mentally groaned. Something told him that wasn’t pleasant news. Welp, only one way to find out.
“Hey Boss, Hawkeye,” he greeted them. “What’d Grumman want?”
“Fuhrer Grumman,” Riza corrected with a frown towards him. He let it roll right off him.
“Grumman wants us to go investigate another enclave,” Mustang said, either ignoring or exempt from Hawkeye’s scolding on how to refer to people.
“Again?” Breda said, turning around to face them. “Why us? Half of these turn out to be nothing, and most of the other half turn out to be so inept that they pretty much confess things on the spot.”
“Orders are orders,” Mustang said, although they could all hear the weariness in his voice. He wanted to be finished with jobs like this as well. “He wants the whole team on this one. It has the potential to be bigger than we realize. We’ll need to leave tomorrow.” He nodded his head towards Hawkeye. “Hawkeye will make the arrangements. We’ll travel by train. When she has that all worked out, she’ll let you know what time to be at the station.”
There was a mumbled agreement, and Mustang went off towards his office, envelope in hand. Hawkeye, on the other hand, went around pushing all the curtains open and turning on the lamps. Havoc could see Fuery out of the corner on his eye, trying to surreptitiously get Hayate down without her noticing.
“So, Hawkeye, where are we going?” Havoc asked her, watching as she came back to her desk. There was a tightness to her shoulders again, and it made Havoc frown. Why was she so tense?
“Womiob,” she said.
“Womiob?” Havoc said, the name ringing a bell in his head.
She nodded, but she didn’t say anything else as she was already picking up the phone and dialing. “Yes, hello. I need six tickets to Womiob, and I need to leave tomorrow. Yes, I know that your volume of traffic is up, however if you could—yes. Yes. Yes, I understand. A transfer at East City is acceptable. Yes. Yes, I’ll hold.”
Hawkeye glanced at the team, and frowned at Fuery pointedly, who at least had the grace to look a little sheepish, as Hayate was still in his lap. Before she could say or do anything, though, her attention snapped back to the phone.
“Yes, I’m still here. Yes. Alright, thank you. Someone from General Mustang’s command will be there to pick them up in the morning. Yes, I understand. Thank you.” She hung up the phone and took a moment to make a few notes on her notepad. Everyone waited silently. After a moment, she straightened up. “Alright, men,” she said. “The train leaves at 7:30 sharp. We need to be there at least by 7:00. The woman said that the trains have been packed lately, so it’s best to get there early to get a seat.”
“Mustang’s not going to like that,” Breda grunted out.
Hawkeye smiled. “You just leave Mustang to me. He’ll be there on time. Pack for a week or longer and pack a lunch. It’s going to be a long trip.”
There was a collective grumble at that, but it didn’t seem to discourage Hawkeye any. She just straightened her shoulders and, still tense, made her way back into Mustang’s office. They all watched until the door to Mustang’s office closed, and only then did they start speaking.
“…Think we’ll find anything this time?” Havoc asked.
“Who knows?” Breda said. “Half of me wants to find something to make this trip worth it.”
“Yeah…” Havoc looked out the window and trailed off. “I’m not looking forward to traveling in this weather.”
“Maybe it’ll be better at Womiob,” Fuery said, settling Hayate back in his lap.
Falman shook his head. “Not likely. Looking at the current weather patterns and the reports, I’d estimate that we’d experience at least just as much rain as we are here. In fact, looking at the current reports—”
“Yeah, yeah, we get it. It’s going to be wet, miserable and raining no matter where we go,” Breda interrupted.
Havoc sighed. “Well, guess we better make sure we’re ready.”
With a sigh, Fuery reached for the phone, placing a call down to records. Havoc could hear him apologizing to Sheska for breaking a movie date again, and he heard the others returning to their work. But Havoc’s attention was fixed more firmly on that door and the tension he had seen in Hawkeye.
It hadn’t been that long ago that he, Mustang, and Hawkeye had all taken a trip together. They had gone to Awrout, Hawkeye’s hometown, and to Hawkeye’s childhood home, for research. They had come back empty handed with that, and Havoc had carried the distinct impression that it might have been better that way. But Havoc had gained a greater understanding of both Mustang and Hawkeye, as well as some insights in their female captain’s early life.
This tension didn’t seem to be as heavy as that tension had been, but it was still heavier than the tension she typically had on one of these missions, and it left Havoc wondering.
“Hey, Falman. Lemme see one of those maps,” he said.
“Why?” Falman questioned as he passed it over.
“I wanna see where Womiob is.”
Falman passed one over to him, and Havoc looked it over. It was a little southeast of East City, near the border, and that explained why Havoc knew of it. Some of the supplies from the East had come through there to his family’s store. But that wasn’t what he was looking for now, and he traced the path they would take to get there. Sure enough, as he suspected, they would go through Awrout.
He handed the map back to Falman with a word of thanks, and then sat back, staring at the door again. That trip had brought up a lot of bad memories for Hawkeye, to the point of a vulnerability Havoc didn’t think he had ever seen out of her. Even though they would just be passing through, after that he was sure it would be uncomfortable for her.
Breda had taken the map from Falman and was now looking at the route himself. “…That’s why you wanted to see,” he said, and Havoc’s attention swiveled back to him. Breda’s eyes were fixed on Awrout as well. “You never did tell us what happened on that trip.”
That caught the attention of Falman and Fuery, who now also looked at the map, understanding and curiosity in their eyes when they saw Awrout.
“I told ya,” Havoc said, taking another drag on his cigarette, “It’s not my business ta tell. Hawk n’ Mustang will let you know if they want you to.”
“You did tell us that the captain’s father was the general’s alchemy teacher,” Fuery said.
“Yeah, and that’s all,” Havoc said, stressing it, “because that’s all I really know. You know how those two are. When they wanna keep a secret, no one knows about it.”
“It’s too bad it’s a rushed trip,” Falman said. “I would like to see the place the captain grew up.”
“It’s just a wide spot in the road, Falman,” Havoc said. “Now drop it. You know neither of them would be happy to hear us talking about Hawkeye behind her back like this.”
The others took the hint, and settled back down into their work, but Havoc couldn’t help but glance at the door, and remember the tension in Hawkeye’s shoulders. It should be fine, though, right? After all, they would just be passing through, and then all they would have to focus on was the mission.
The next day broke the same as all of the previous days—cloudy, raining, and miserable. Havoc personally felt that the early hour made it even worse. He had nothing against being up early—he had grown up getting up early—but he hadn’t been sleeping well due to his aching legs and back. It took him a bit of hobbling around to get his legs warmed up and ease the stiffness and pain out of them, which slowed him down. While he was well acquainted with doing various things from a seated position, the delay in moving meant that he had to rush out the door to make it to the train station in time. It was never a good idea to keep Hawkeye waiting when she had given you a clear time to be somewhere.
Wet and muddy from the walk, Havoc somehow managed to make it to the station on time. He grimaced at the muck on his boots, doing his best to scrape it off on the curb before he entered. The station was already packed, with dozens of other soggy travelers standing around in small, sleepy groups. He supposed that most people that had to travel were opting for the train as opposed to a car or wagon. It was less muddy, drier, and you could at least get up and walk around a little.
Still, in the crush of people, it took him a minute to spot his team. They weren’t the only military personal traveling by train—there were plenty of others there too. It took him a moment to spot his team, but once he did he wound his way through the crowd towards them, taking them in as he approached. Mustang had his expensive luggage again and was yawning, just like the last time they had traveled. Hawkeye was, to no surprise, looking positively bright-eyed and bushytailed, as his Pa would say, and had her sturdy carpetbag by her feet. Fuery was traveling like him, a rucksack slung over his shoulder, still looking a bit tired as he rubbed under his glasses. Breda was Breda, looking grouchy with his plain piece of luggage, but was, as usual, alert. Falman’s bag was odd, looking like something from up north, which it probably was, and the tall man was currently holding Hayate for Hawkeye, keeping the pup off of the muddy ground
Part of Havoc wondered how much longer it would be until Falman just went back up North and stayed there. It was obvious that he had become a Briggsman, and Havoc wouldn’t be the least bit surprised when he made the final move up that way.
“Finally,” Breda said as Havoc approached them, although there was an upturn to his lips that let Havoc know he was teasing him. “You just gotta be the last one here, huh?”
“Yeah, well, you try finding a taxi in this weather,” he shot back.
“Alright boys,” Hawkeye said, interrupting the banter. “Here are your tickets.” She started passing out tickets to them, along with a file folder. “You’re also getting copies of the reports that we’ll need to look over. This is confidential information, so let’s keep the chatter on it to a minimum until we’re in a more secure location—and please, try to keep it dry.”
Havoc was half sure he heard Breda mumble something that sounded like “good luck” at that, but if Hawkeye heard it, she ignored it.
“When we board, we need to do our best to find a place to sit together,” Mustang said. “It’s not going to be easy, but it’ll be for the best. Keep close. It’s clearly going to be a crowded train ride.”
“Is Hayate going to be alright on the trip?” Fuery asked, the sleep starting to leave his eyes.
Hawkeye smiled at him, concerns about the pup always softening her a bit. “He’ll be fine enough, I think. We’ll just have to keep an eye on him. If you can help me out with that, Sergeant, I’d appreciate it.”
“Of course, sir!” Fuery said.
“I’ll pitch in, too,” Havoc offered. “I’m sure I’ll be walking the train some—the pooch can come with me.”
“Thank you, Havoc, I appreciate it.”
Breda was eyeing the dog with a bit of distaste, but he wisely chose to not say anything. He still wasn’t fond of dogs, but he had nominally accepted Hayate as something that would be around and was occasionally useful, which was a big improvement from screaming in fear—not that Havoc was ever going to let him forget that. What good buddy would?
The rest of the time until boarding was spent watching each other’s stuff while they took turns for the bathroom, talking over the situation that they were heading into, and generally making small talk. They subtly moved closer to the train car as they did, hoping to get a good run at the seats.
Breda bumped his elbow. “Hey,” he said, in a lull in conversation, “You alright?”
He must have noticed the way that Havoc was shifting as he was standing there, having trouble standing still for a bit. “Yeah… it’s just going to be a bit rough. This weather has been messing with me. My legs and back have been aching a lot. I didn’t sleep well last night.”
Breda frowned. “I get that,” he said. “My elbow’s been aching for days. I know it’s not quite the same, but…”
“Nah, close enough,” Havoc said.  “It’s just something I’ll have to deal with. I’ll take this over not being able to walk at all.”
Breda grunted, but Havoc could tell that he was keeping an extra eye on him.
Soon it was time to board the train, and they, along with almost everyone else, made a rush for it. It was a bit of pushing and jostling, and Havoc felt a bit sorry for the conductors, but they managed to get on board and snag some decent seats. They stowed their luggage and settled in for what looked to be a long and very crowded ride.
The poor weather did, though, help keep the crowds a bit subdued. The skies were still exceedingly dark, with the rain pouring in droves against the windows. Thunder crackled overhead and lightning flashed, and most people kept their conversation to a low murmur. The conductors came by and lit the lamps that were in the train cars. Groups sat together, cramped into seats, and kids played in the aisles, although quietly for the most part. The whole atmosphere had an odd feel to it that Havoc didn’t like, and it made him put off reading the folder that Hawkeye had given him. He didn’t want to add to the uneasy feeling that he already had.
The ride was long and, as he suspected, Havoc had trouble staying still. His legs ached for movement, and so he walked the train car, even walking the length of the train a couple of times. They passed through several small towns, although Havoc frowned when he realized that for some reason things were becoming familiar. It was only when he heard a conductor mention that they were coming up on Awrout that he realized why and headed back towards the team.
Passing between the cars was a bit more difficult this time, with the wind buffeting him and rain slicing into his uniform. He wondered if it was just the direction he was going, or if the weather was picking up. Ultimately, it didn’t matter. By the time he arrived back in the car he was more than a little wet. It wasn’t as important to him, though, as how Hawkeye was feeling. She had switched seats by this time—although to be fair they all had, several times—and was now sitting with Mustang between her and the window. She seemed tense, although she was trying not to appear tense. To her team, though, who knew her so well, it was obvious. Mustang angling towards her was a dead giveaway. Their subtilty was a little less subtle then normal, and the team took notice.
“You’re not sitting next to me like that,” Breda said, eyeing Havoc. “What did you do, stand on the platforms between cars?”
“Yeah. Thought I’d bring Falman another weather report and a sampling,” he replied, although he didn’t try to sit down.
Mustang frowned. “Is it getting worse out there?” he asked.
“I think so, sir,” Havoc said. “Or at least, it seemed to be. Coulda just been how we were traveling.”
Falman’s brow creased. “I hope that it isn’t going to cause any problems,” Falman said. “There have been reports of the amount of rain causing problems with infrastructure.”
Mustang’s frown increased, but he didn’t say anything as a conductor came by. “We’re going to be pulling into Awrout in a few moments. Please stay seated if you are not disembarking here.”
Breda looked out the window, although nothing but trees could be seen. “Doesn’t look like there’s much here to disembark for.”
“There’s not,” Hawkeye said, a bit harsh, and the other men exchanged a look. Havoc knew what was up, but the other men seemed concerned or curious as to her tone. None of them pressed it though, knowing how private Hawkeye was.
It was a few minutes later when the train started to slow, although something about it felt a bit off. They had all traveled on trains enough to feel that, and it seemed that they weren’t the only ones, as several other adults around seem tense up a bit as well. Still, they pulled into the station with no problems as far as the train went. Hawkeye, though, was very stiff and still, Mustang very atuned to her, and the rest of the team seeming a bit unsure about the whole thing. Havoc eyed them carefully, trying to get a good read on the situation as they sat in the train and waited to leave.
And waited.
And waited.
And waited.
They waited far passed an acceptable time to wait, even if the train needed water. Hawkeye was growing more and more tense as they sat there, and Mustang looked as if he was about to get up to go demand some information. Havoc was just about to volunteer to do it himself, just to make sure Mustang didn’t throw his weight around too much, when a conductor, drenched in rain, entered the car.
“Ladies and gentlemen, if I may have your attention, please,” he said, and the train car quieted down. “There’s been some trouble. The tracks have washed out down the line and have made any further travel unsafe. We’re going to stay here in Awrout until the tracks are repaired. There is a small inn that has offered up rooms for a reduced price, and many of the good folk have offered up their homes for guests. We’ll also be using the train for sleeping accommodations. I’m sorry for this, folks, but it’s not safe to go on.”
Havoc glanced at Hawkeye. She had gone ramrod straight in her seat, her knuckles white as she clutched her folder. Mustang was frowning deeply, and within a moment he stood up.
“Excuse me,” he said to the conductor, and the chatter that had started up stopped. “If it’s a matter of repair, I can be of help. I’m a state alchemist. I can fix the tracks if you take me to them.”
A murmur started up again, but the conductor shook his head. “I appreciate the offer, sir, but it’s not just the tracks. The ground is too saturated for it to be safe. Additionally, there’s also a bridge to cross further down that is too risky right now.”
Mustang frowned. “What about going back, then?” he asked.
The conductor shook his head again. “The problem of ground saturation is the same. Even after this rain ends, we’re going to have to inspect the tracks for safety. I thank you for your offer, but unless your alchemy can stop this rain, then there isn’t much you can do.”
With that the conductor left, and the train went back to murmuring among themselves. The team exchanged uneasy looks, but no one seemed to have a good suggestion as for what to do.
Finally, Hawkeye, who had been growing more and more on edge, spoke. “This is ridiculous!” she said, abruptly standing up. She gathered Hayate in her arms and strode down the car towards the door. Mustang shot out of his seat, following her with a look of alarm on his face.
“What—” Havoc heard Breda mutter, but that was all he heard before the red-head was gathering both his and Mustang’s luggage and following behind. Taking the hint, the rest of the team quickly followed after, Havoc grabbing Hawkeye’s bag as well as his own. By the time they got outside, Hawkeye and Mustang were already at the small Station Master’s building, Hawkeye pressing in to talk to the Station Master. Havoc couldn’t hear exactly what she was saying, but it was clear that she was unhappy.
“—you telling me that there’s nothing? No cars, no trucks, not even a wagon out of here?”
The Station Master was shaking his head. “No, there’s nothin’. Nothin’ can get through this rain. It’s hard enough for the locals to get about.”
“But surely there’s something. Clearly supplies have been coming in,” she pressed.
“Until right now, it was the trains,” he said, giving her a stern look. “There’s no gettin’ out of here unless you wanna walk, Miss Hawkeye—and I don’t recommend that.”
Her jaw worked for a moment, and tension seemed to fill her.
“What’s up with Hawkeye?” Breda murmured, his brow furrowed.
Havoc considered what to say for a moment. How much should he say about the little that he knew? Should he even say anything?
Even in her obvious emotion, Hawkeye was a logical person, and she seemed to sense that there was no further to go on this argument. She huffed. “Fine. We’ll go take a room at the inn, then.”
The station master fixed her with a chastising. “I never took you for the selfish type, Miss Hawkeye,” he said. “There’s plenty ‘a people on that train with no place to stay ‘round here. You’ve got a place that’ll hold you ‘n all of yours, just with some supplies.”
Hawkeye looked something between outraged, guilty, and chastised, to Havoc’s eyes and, after a moment, she turned to leave. Mustang stood in her way and their eyes met, one of their silent conversations flowing between them. She took a couple of deep breaths, her jaw set, and Hayate whined against her.
“Fine,” she said, voice tight. “We’ll go there.”
She turned and stalked off, heading off the platform and down, the bewildered team following.
“What’s going on?” Breda asked again, although louder, so that anyone could answer the question.
When neither Hawkeye nor Mustang answered, Havoc took it upon himself to. “…This is Hawkeye’s hometown,” he said. “And it looks like we’ll be staying at the place she grew up.”
That apparently answered very little of the team’s questions, but Havoc wouldn’t answer more at the moment.  With no other idea what to do, they followed Hawkeye and Mustang. The packed dirt road Havoc remembered from his last visit had turned into thick muck that pulled at his boots, and the rain soaked his uniform even further. It didn’t slow Mustang or Hawkeye, though, as they made their way to the general store, where Hawkeye ducked in with no hesitation at all. Mustang followed her, but Breda stepped in front of Havoc and turned to face him, stopping the rest of them before they went in.
“Alright, I want to know what you know,” he said to Havoc. “You and the general and captain came here a few months back because the general wanted to do some research. Mustang and Hawkeye looked like they were going to end each other when they left, and when you came back, they were better than before. You know what happened here and you have information. I wasn’t going to press because it wasn’t relevant. It’s relevant now. What do you know, Havoc?”
Falman and Fuery’s eyes turned towards him, and Havoc looked between the three men who were looking to him for answers. Finally, with a sigh, he relented. “Alright. Look, not all of it is mine to tell, okay? And some of it is private. But I’ll give you the bare bones.”
Breda nodded and seemed satisfied with that.
Havoc continued. “This is Hawkeye’s hometown. She grew up here, but… I don’t have the whole story, but it wasn’t a happy childhood. All I really know is that it was tough, her mother died when she was young, and she took care of her father until he died.” He could see the men’s reactions: the sympathy blooming in Fuery’s eyes, the uncomfortable shifting of Falman, and the stoic, calculating gaze of Breda. “I… don’t think he was good father,” he said. “I already told you that her father was the General’s alchemy teacher, but no, I don’t know what this means about flame alchemy. For all I know, he just taught the general the basics and he learned flame alchemy somewhere else. I don’t know anything for sure.” Although he had his theories that it at least came from Hawkeye’s dad’s research. “But that’s the basics. Hawkeye’s hometown, hard childhood, and Mustang studied under her dad.”
Breda’s eyes cut toward the doorway of the store. “That explains a little, at least,” he said, although it was clear that he also had other questions.
“Yeah, well, don’t push too much on anything else, okay? I don’t think she’s in the mood for it.” With that, Havoc moved around him and into the store, looking around.
Mrs. Nelson spotted him immediately and waved him over. “Oh, Lieutenant,” she said. “It’s so good to see you again! I didn’t expect you to come back so soon.”
Havoc gave her an easy grin. “To be fair, ma’am, we weren’t supposed to do more than just pass through.”
She clucked her tongue. “I’ll say! What a situation! My husband is out back looking over a wagon that should be good for you. Riza said that there were six of you this time, correct? Plus, that little fellow,” she gestured to Hayate, who was currently enjoying the scratches and cuddles of a couple of kids. “That’s quite a number of supplies. We might have to stretch it a bit. Then again, she always has been good at making things stretch, poor thing.”
“Yes’m,” Havoc replied. He had heard the others come in behind him. “These are the others that are with us. Lieutenant Heymans Breda, Lieutenant Vato Falman, and Master Sergeant Kain Fuery. If you don’t mind, ma’am, I’ll let them help you with the supplies. The captain knows more about wagons then the general does, but I’d still rather look myself.”
“Mercy, yes,” she said. “You go on out back, that way.” She waved her hand. “I’ll take care of the rest.”
Havoc gave her a wave, leaving the others to her, and went out back towards the loading dock. It was still, of course, pouring rain, but Havoc had just resigned himself to being soaked to the bone at this point. He didn’t see them anywhere, but he kept going, eventually finding them in a barn out back that was, mercifully, fairly dry. Mustang, Hawkeye, and Mr. Nelson were discussing a wagon, and Riza was looking at it a bit uncertainly.
“If you’re wonderin’ if I can drive that in the rain, the answer’s yes,” he said, interrupting them. “I’ve driven them in all sorts of weather. It’ll be slow going, but I think I can manage.”
Mr. Nelson looked at him. “I like your confidence, son, but are ya sure? It’s a mite of a distance t’ the old Hawkeye place, and the road isn’t good to begin with.”
“That’s true,” Havoc said, “but if we do come across a problem, there’s a good chance that the general’s alchemy can help us out.”
Mr. Nelson eyed Mustang as if he wasn’t quite sure that he could believe that, but Hawkeye cut in on him. “No, Havoc has a point. If something breaks, or we need something made, then the general should be able to help us out. If you’re worried about your wagon, please don’t be. We will take care of it, and repair anything it needs.”
Mr. Nelson seemed to consider this, then nodded. “Alright. I’ll let ya take her ‘n’ a couple ‘o the horses, as long as ya bring them back in a couple o’ days, even if it’s still pourin’ rain.”
Mustang nodded. “We can do that, Mr. Nelson.”
Mr. Nelson nodded. “Alright. Then let’s get her loaded up for you.”
The next few minutes were spent with readying the wagon and horses, while Hawkeye went back to check on the state of the supplies. Mustang followed her after Mr. Nelson practically chased him out, telling him he’d be of better use in there then with the horses.
Mr. Nelson looked over at the door to the barn, then back to Havoc. “They seem to be better than they were comin’ in the last time ya were here,” he said.
Havoc smiled. “They are,” he said. “They got better by the end of that trip.”
He nodded. “Alright. You all look after her now, alright? I know she’s strong, but she’s had a tough time here.”
This time, Havoc grinned. “Don’tcha worry about that. She’s got a whole team to look after her.”
Mr. Nelson gave a nod, and they spoke no more on it after that.
After preparing it, Havoc and Mr. Nelson took the wagon out into the rain, but not before they made sure all of the supplies were ready to load. Neither of them wanted the wagon or the horses to be in the rain more than necessary. Havoc took charge of the loading, as Mr. Nelson’s sons who would usually do it, were busy helping with the train passangers. He had experience on how to load the wagon, and Mr. Nelson watched for a while until he nodded approvingly and left. It took a while, but the wagon was loaded up and covered with an oiled cloth. Not long after that, they were ready to go, Havoc at the reigns with Hayate sitting up there with him to spare the little dog the mud.
It was slow going, and most of the team walked just because of that. Truthfully, they could have walked it faster than the wagon was going, but they all stuck with it simply because of the difficulty that the wagon encountered along the way. More than once, they had to stop and dig the wagon out the mud or levee it up. At times, Mustang had to use his alchemy to try to make a way for the wagon to move easier through the mud. By the time they arrived at the Hawkeye estate they were all soaked and filthy.
The house, to Havoc, looked even more foreboding in this weather. It loomed, especially as the lightning flashed behind it. He looked at Hawkeye out of the corner of his eye and watched her shudder. It could easily be passed off as a chill from the weather and the way that she was soaked, but both Havoc and Mustang seemed to see something in her eyes, and they exchanged glances. This was clearly going to be hard for her, not that Havoc had really expected anything less.
He drove the wagon around back, just like before, although this time Hawkeye didn’t go in through the front door but took her keys around to the back. The team followed, all of them drenched and muddy. Hawkeye took the keys and put them in the lock, turning it, cursing, turning it harder, and then shoving her shoulder into it. It made a creaking sound like it was unsticking, but it didn’t budge.
“Oh, come on!” she snapped out, clearly irritated. She shoved against it harder, and it didn’t move. She huffed. “It’s always stuck in bad weather,” she said.
“Let me try,” Breda said, and Hawkeye stepped out of the way. Breda turned the knob, and leaned his shoulder into it, giving the door a hard shove. For a moment, it looked like it wasn’t going to move, but after a couple of seconds, it finally did, pushing open with a sticking, scraping sound. Breda stumbled inside with the door, shoving it all the way open.
Hawkeye followed after him, but Havoc stayed on the wagon. Mustang turned to look at him and the other men. “Alright. Let’s get this unloaded. Try not to track too much mud in.”
“Yes, sir!” Fuery replied. He reached up to the wagon, and gathered Hayate in his arms, taking the soggy dog inside.
“That’s cheating!” Havoc called after him but turned and got down off the wagon. He instructed Falman in how to roll the oiled cloth back just a bit at a time so all the goods wouldn’t get soaked while they were unloading them, and then a frenzied unloading began, all the men working quickly to pull out the items. Havoc got glimpses of Hawkeye as she directed them in where to put things, clearly in charge of the house. Most of it was piled in corners until she could clean the counters and the cabinets, but it was at least inside and out of the rain. Her floors were a mess of mud and water, but there was little any of them could do about that.
“I’ll go take care of the horses and get them settled. I think that the barn was relatively sound,” Havoc said.
“It is,” Mustang replied. “I made sure of it.”
Havoc saw Riza look at Mustang askance, but she said nothing. Instead, she started directing the men about what to do about their muddy clothes. After all, cleaning up tracked mud through the house wasn’t exactly anyone’s idea of a good time.
Havoc left them there, heading out to the barn. Like last time, he parked the wagon in it, and unhitched the horses. The Nelsons had been kind enough to provide hay and feed for them, and Havoc took care of it all, getting them settled. He figured that Hawkeye would probably know how to do this, but would anyone else? He honestly wasn’t sure if any of his teammates had the skills for this or not. It would be something that he would need to find out.
Soon enough, it was all done, and he stopped at the barn door to scrape what he could of the mud off of his boots. Sure, he was just going to get more on them, but it was, at least, less to track in or to leave by the back door. He made his way across the squishing, muddy yard to the back door, which had been at least somewhat shoved closed. He pushed it open and slipped inside, closing it behind him. The only one in the kitchen at the moment was Hawkeye, who was busy cleaning out cabinets and cleaning off counters.
“Where’s everyone else?” he asked as she worked.
“I made them strip down and leave their clothes in the washroom,” she said. “Then I sent them with their luggage to go clean up and change.” She looked at him. “You’re less muddy than the rest of us because you were on the wagon, but you’re still pretty dirty and soaked through. Why don’t you put your boots and clothes in the washroom, and then head to the showers yourself.”
“What about you?” he asked, not wanting to leave her to do all the work herself.
She shook her head. “It’ll be easier for all of you men to go first. Then I’ll go. I know where everything goes, and I can work on getting the kitchen order and cleaning this floor.”
He frowned at her. “It’ll be a bit, then, before I get a turn, yeah? I can help you out until then at least.”
Hawkeye seemed to consider that. “Alright,” she said. “I already sent the others up with cleaning supplies for the rest of the house while they wait. You can help me start unloading the food and washing the dishes here.” She jerked a thumb at the washroom. “Leave your boots on, because there’s no saving this floor at the moment, but go ahead and leave your jacket and butt cape in the washroom.”
“Right-o,” he said, and headed off to do that.
It only took him a few minutes, and then he was back with her, cleaning the taller things, and helping to get the kitchen in order. He helped her get the stove cleaned out and fetched some wood from the indoor pile to get a fire in it started. As soon as they had cleaned up the coffee pot, a pot of coffee was put on. All of the men would be appreciative of the warm drink. With the two of them working together, it wasn’t long before the kitchen was getting in working order, with the food put away and the appliances functional.
She sent him out when it was mostly done, to strip and then go wandering upstairs in his underwear to see if he could get a shower yet. It seemed Mustang and Breda had managed to shower, although the water was getting colder with each turn they took, and were now dressed in clean, and more importantly, dry clothes. Falman was currently in, and Fuery was waiting.
“I was wondering when you’d get here,” Breda said.
Havoc flashed him a grin. “What, couldn’t wait to see this?” he teased.
“Ugh, no. I just want to see Hawkeye put you to work like the rest of us.”
“Hey—driving that wagon was hard work!” he protested. “And I took care of the horses and helped Hawkeye clean up the kitchen. I think I’ve been doing more work than you!”
“It does sound like a lot,” Fuery pipped up from where he was leaning on the wall, waiting on his turn for the shower. “She gave us a list of things to do when we were clean as well. Most of it is just things to prepare the rooms, though.”
“Yeah?” Havoc said. “She tell you which rooms to go in?”
“She said all the bedrooms, but told us to stay out of the study,” Fuery said.
“Huh,” Havoc said. “Even that one?” he pointed to the Master bedroom.
“Yeah,” Breda said. His eyes narrowed in confusion. “Any reason she shouldn’t?”
“I mean, it was just that was her father’s room. I didn’t know if she wanted anyone else in there,” he said with a shrug.
“I’m the only one that’s been in there so far,” Mustang said, as he appeared from the study, the one room that he, apparently, had permission to go into that the others did not. “I’ve taken care of it. It’ll be up to her, though, what happens from here.”
“Gotcha,” Havoc said, but before he could say anything more, Falman emerged from the bathroom, done with his shower. “Fuery,” he called. “Your turn.”
Fuery wasted no time in getting up and heading towards the shower, clearly ready to be clean and in dry clothes again.
“If you want,” Havoc said to the other men, “Hawkeye ‘n I put on a pot of coffee downstairs. You might have to ask her pass it back out to you, if the floor is still muddy, though. She’s pretty adamant about us not tracking it in the rest of the house.”
Mustang sighed. “She always was.” The other three men looked at Mustang curiously, obviously hoping for some sort of story, but he didn’t give it to them. “Alright,” he said, “let’s finish up here and then see what she needs our help with downstairs.”
Fuery was, mercifully, a quick shower, and he was in and out soon. Havoc soon found out why. The water was freezing, but it did do its job. By the time he emerged, his teeth were chattering, but he was clean.
“I vote we make Falman shower last,” he muttered to himself. “He had to have gotten used to the cold at Briggs.”
He dressed and took note of how the second floor seemed to be quite clean and, at this point, fairly well-lit despite the dark day. He could hear the others downstairs, and so he made his way down. Hawkeye already had them cleaning, although she had clearly confined herself to the kitchen, who’s floor was about half clean.
“Hey, I’m out,” he said, looking at her, and she nodded to him.
“Alright, let me just finish this floor and then I’ll head up as well.” She said.
“Just to warn you, that water is as cold as Briggs.” Havoc said.
He could have sworn he heard a muttered “not likely” from Falman, but he didn’t follow it up right then.
Hawkeye just snorted. “It wouldn’t be the first time,” she said. “At least it’s not frozen solid. That was a problem one year.”
Havoc could imagine that it was, but he didn’t really have too much to say on that. Instead, he stepped into the kitchen, on the clean parts of the floor, and reached for the coffee pot. It didn’t take him long to pour a cup, just as it didn’t take Hawkeye long to finish the floor. Within minutes it was sparkling and clean, and there was no mud in sight. He honestly had no idea how she had managed it, but she clearly had.
“Alright,” she said, standing in the doorway of the washroom. “Close your eyes.”
“What?” he said.
“Close your eyes,” she repeated. “Do you think I’m going to go up there in this and track mud all throughout my house? No thank you. I need to strip down too.”
“Ah,” Havoc said, and immediately turned around. “I’m just gonna… I’ll go warn the guys,” he said, slipping out of the kitchen and into the rest of the house, keeping his back to her the whole time.
“Hey,” he said, as he walked into the rest of the house, spotting Breda and Falman right away. “Hawkeye’s about to strip down to go get her shower, and she’d rather have her privacy.”
“Of course.”
“Sure.”
“Hey Fuery,’d hear that?” He called, spotting the young man scrutinizing the old radio in the living room.
“What?” he said.
“I said Hawkeye’s about to come through, so look away.”
“Oh! Yes, sir, can do!”
“Where’s Mustang?” Havoc asked.
“Right here,” he said, emerging from the lower bathroom with Hayate wrapped in a towel. “I was trying to heat up the water. I think it worked.”
“What’s what the dog?” Havoc asked.
“She’ll want to bathe him too. Might as well do it while she’s bathing. It’s faster that way.”
“Is everyone warned?” Hawkeye’s voice floated back from the kitchen. Havoc looked at the men, who respectfully turned their backs to the direction that she’d need to come through. He turned his as well.
“Yeah, you’re good!” he called back, and closed his eyes for an extra added layer of security. He could hear her bare feet padding through, moving quickly, and then heard another set of footsteps join her—the General.
“I’ve got Hayate for you,” he said as they walked.
“Thank you, but I’m not sure how he’s going to take the cold water.”
“You don’t have to worry about that. I made sure that the water was warm.”
“Without burning the house down? Impressive.”
“Hey, that was one time!”
Their voices faded as they made their way upstairs, and when they heard the last stair creak, the men opened their eyes and turned back around. For a moment, they were silent.
“…well. We all knew it,” Breda said.
“Seems the general can see the captain like that,” Falman said.
“Yeah, and like it wasn’t anything new,” Breda said. A moment of silence fell over the men before Breda spoke up again. “Alright, back to work. We don’t want the Hawk shooting us because we were here gossiping instead of working.”
There was a bit of grumbling, but the men kept working. Havoc helped a bit with direction seeing as he had been here before and had a vague idea of what Hawkeye might want. Meanwhile, from upstairs they could hear some noise that sounded like feet moving too close together, and heavy steps. The men exchanged looks, Havoc raising his eyebrows more than once, at least until Mustang came down the stairs with Hayate wrapped in another towel.
“Sounded like quite a time up there, sir,” Havoc drawled as Mustang came into view.
Mustang blinked at him for a moment, and then scowled. “It was Hayate,” he said. “The captain was bathing him too, and after he was finished, she handed him out to me. But he didn’t want to come.”
“Mm-hm,” Havoc said. “Handed him to you, huh?”
Mustang’s scowl increased. “I can still set you on fire, Havoc.”
Havoc grinned at him but got back to work.
It wasn’t long after that, that Riza came back down, looking much cleaner and a bit more relaxed. Mustang had started a fire in the fireplace in the living room by then, and Hayate was laying by the fire, sleeping as he dried off.
“Feel better, Captain?” Fuery asked her.
“Much,” she said as she looked around the room. “You boys seem to be doing a good job.”
“Well General said you were picky,” Havoc said. “Although he didn’t say how he knew.”
A bit of a smile played at her lips. “I would hit him with the mop when he tracked mud in my house,” she said.
Breda stopped, leaning on the broom he had. “Yeah, so, that brings up a few questions.”
Mustang and Hawkeye exchanged a look. Finally, Hawkeye spoke. “This is my childhood home,” she said. “I grew up in this house with my father. He was an alchemist.”
Even though she had said it with a straight face and an even tone, that statement seemed to hold a hidden weight. Havoc exchanged looks with Breda.
“When I was young, he took on the general as an apprentice. My father taught him basic and advanced alchemy before the general left for the military.”
There was clearly more to the story, but she also obviously wasn’t going to share it. Eyes shifted over to Mustang.
“I was here for many years, but her father didn’t approve of me leaving to join the military and kicked me out. I only returned when I learned that Master Hawkeye was dying. After that, I returned to the military. But, if your question is, did Hawkeye and I grow up together, I’d have to say that yes, for a good portion of our childhoods we did.”
It was clear from his redirection that he considered the questions on the rest of it closed. It was also clear that there was a lot more to the story. But why they weren’t saying more, well, that wasn’t nearly as clear. Havoc had been satisfied last time with the little knowledge he was left with. But now? He had the feeling that he was going to end up learning more than he had the first time around.
He just hoped it was in a better manner then his last visit here.
With the topic clearly closed, the team got back to work, and, under Hawkeye’s clear direction, it wasn’t long before the house was clean to her satisfaction. With the fire blazing in the living room, making it the warmest in the house, they all took a break in there. Fuery headed straight to the radio to mess with it, clearly giving it a look over.
“It’s not very good,” Hawkeye said as she sat down. Hayate woke up enough to pad over to her and paw at her for attention. “Father wasn’t much for spending money, or for the radio.” She reached down to give Hayate some attention.
“Are you kidding, sir?” Fuery said. “It’s a beauty! It old, but I bet I can make it work again—with your permission, sir.”
Hawkeye gestured at it. “Go ahead. If you can make it receive better, I’m all for it.”
“You said your father didn’t like the radio,” Falman said. “May I ask why?”
Riza reached down and picked up Hayate, bringing him up onto the couch with her. “He never really told me. He didn’t really talk to me. But I think it was because the music reminded him of mother, and he didn’t want that.”
“What happened to your mother?” Falman asked, and Havoc listened with interest.
“She died,” Hawkeye said, “when I was young. I don’t really remember her, aside from associations of brightness, warmth, and color. I know she taught me a lot, because I have some early memories where I was thinking ‘that’s how Mother did it,’ but I don’t actually remember her teaching me. But Father didn’t want much that reminded him of her, so no music.”
Havoc looked at Hawkeye, and he couldn’t help but wonder about her statement that her father “didn’t want much that reminded him” of her mother. He wanted to ask, “did that mean you too?” but he didn’t feel like he should ask that, and so he didn’t.
But the question lingered in the back of his mind.
The day had been a long one and, even with a moment to rest, there was still more to do. They had been either traveling or busy most of the day, and the dinner hour was nearing. All of them were hungry and, after some time to rest, Hawkeye stood up.
“I should start supper,” she said. “It’ll require more prep time to feed this many mouths.”
“I’ll give you a hand,” Havoc said, and went to push up, only to stop with a wince as pain flashed through his lower back.
“Hav?” Breda said, concern in his voice.
Havoc gave him a strained smile. “Ah, it’s nothing. Weather’s just been affecting me.”
Hawkeye was frowning at him. “You’ve done a lot today too. Maybe you should just rest.”
“Yeah, but you need some help. And we know the General is of no use.”
Mustang muttered something under his breath, but Breda stood up. “You’re not the only one that can at least peel a potato, Hav,” he said.
“I can help too,” Falman volunteered.
“If you need me, I can as well,” Fuery said, although it was clear that he really wanted to stay working on the radio.
“No, you’re good, Fuery,” Hawkeye said. “These two should be good enough. Too many cooks spoil the pot and all of that.”
Havoc could see Fuery blinking at her in surprise, obviously not expecting a phrase that had a more country flair to come out of her mouth but nodded anyway. “Alright, thank you, sir,” he said, and turned his attention back to the radio.
Havoc watched them leave, and then turned and stretched himself out on the couch. It felt good to put his legs up. He watched as Mustang left, and then came back with a book in is hands. The house fell quiet, except for the sound of the falling rain, the crackling of the fire, and the muffled voices from the kitchen. Havoc closed his eyes, listening. He was just starting to relax when he felt something wet gently shove into his arm. Startled he opened his eyes to see Hayate staring at him. He let out a breath.
“Alright, pooch, come on up,” he said, patting his belly.
The little dog hopped up onto the couch with him and settled down on top of him. Havoc put a hand on him, lightly petting him for a few moments, and then little dog closed its eyes. Havoc decided to follow suit, hoping that the pains in his legs would die down soon.
It was actually kind of nice like this, with the quiet sounds, and Havoc’s mind drifted while he laid there. It was a lot different than the last time he was here. That time Mustang and Hawkeye had been angry at each other, dangerously so. If a few missteps had been made, he was pretty sure that there would have been irreparable damage done to their relationship. But, after a breakdown from Riza and an attempt at an apology gesture from Roy, they had reconciled, which had made the last two days of the trip more bearable, at least.
The whole trip had left him with lots of questions, though. Hawkeye had grown up here with her father, and with Mustang for a bit. So why were they so formal with each other? Why didn’t they let it be known that they were childhood friends? And then there was the fact that Hawkeye’s father was Mustang’s alchemy teacher. Neither had said anything about flame alchemy. In fact, the one time he had tried to bring it up, Hawkeye had abruptly exited that conversation, and Mustang had been unwilling to go further. But it still begged the question: Where had Mustang learned flame alchemy from and did Riza’s father have anything to do with it?
There were other questions as well. Things that Hawkeye did, or stories she told that made him wonder about the kind of life she had. The way she had spent a lot of her childhood hunting. That she had bathed at the pond on her property quite a bit. The way that she saved everything, even the smallest bits. All of the things in the house that had been sold to help with upkeep and bills. The lack of modern conveniences. The stories that Riza told about places she had slept, or time spent outside, or about the “first thrashing” she had gotten from her father or the anger he would show. All of that ran through the back of his mind as he laid there.
He honestly didn’t know if he should be concerned about protecting her past, or if he should be interested in learning more of it. Either way, Havoc was pretty certain that he was going to end up finding out more about her.
Havoc just hoped that it wasn’t as painful as last time.
The afternoon and night were spent fairly peacefully, with supper being eaten, the kitchen being cleaned, and all of their uniforms being put in the wash tub to soak. Tomorrow would be the day to deal with that more directly. Tonight, they were all tired.
Riza gave them permission to all the rooms on the bottom floor, including the library, much to Falman’s delight. She barred them from the basement, though, and the study on the second floor. It was curious, but no one really questioned it, although Havoc couldn’t help but draw parallels from the last time they were here. They were too tired to bother questioning it, though, and besides, Riza Hawkeye never did anything without a good reason.
Rooming arrangements were discussed. There were, technically, four bedrooms. But it was clear that the idea of someone in her father’s old bedroom was difficult for Riza. So instead, they agreed to share the other three bedrooms. Falman and Fuery took the bedroom that Havoc had been in last time, and Havoc and Breda took the one that had been Roy’s. There was an awkward moment where Hawkeye and Mustang discussed Mustang sleeping in the master bedroom, at least until Breda threw a blanket at them.
“Just go share a bed,” he said. “It’s not like you haven’t shared a tent before on missions. This isn’t different.”
With that it was settled, and they went into Hawkeyes’ old room together.
“Just so you know,” Havoc told Mustang before he went into the room, “the bed squeaks. I heard it the last time I was here.”
Mustang gave him a shove and slammed the door in his face, and Havoc laughed, making his way toward the room he was sharing with Breda to hopefully sleep.
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Embers of Revelation
Author: RealityBreakGirl/aquietwritingcorner Word Count: 692 Rating: T Prompt: FMA Big Bang 2021 Warnings: Child abuse/neglect Characters: Riza Hawkeye, Roy Mustang, Jean Havoc, Heymans Breda, Vato Falman, Kain Fuery, Black Hayate Pairing: Royai Genre: Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Family Chapter: Prologue of 7 Summary: Tasked by Fuhrer Grumman to investigate a suspected alchemic incident, General Mustang’s team finds themselves stranded in Hawkeye’s hometown. Needing a place to stay, they find themselves taking shelter in her childhood home. However, her past can’t stay buried there, and as revelations come to light, they also bring embers of danger with them. Sequel to Embers in a Wounded Heart AO3 || ff.net
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Prologue
Mustang stared down at the unassuming envelop in his hands, standing just inside the shelter the front of Central Command provided from the driving rain. The envelop felt heavy to him, even if all it contained was a set of orders for him and his team, as well as a few sets for varying departments they’d need to consult. Just a few pieces of paper, but they felt like they weighed much more to him as he held them with his aching hands. Was it the endless rain causing his hands to ache, or what these orders entailed?
Ever since the Promised Day, trouble had been popping up in small pockets. An anti-government group here. Rogue alchemists there. Societies determined to get to the truth of what happened within their government. It had been a mess, and Grumman had been keeping Mustang and his team busy with it—especially when it came to dealing with anything to do with alchemy. While Mustang understood the reasoning behind it, it still felt like he was being slowed down.
Mustang needed to get to Eastern Command. He couldn’t get started on what he had set out to do without starting there.
But Grumman had other plans for him, especially as a pattern seemed to be emerging, a pattern indicating a group that was gathering alchemic knowledge, some of it very high level. Mustang’s team was perfect for dealing with that sort of thing. They had the experience, they had the knowledge, and they had the skills.
So why did it feel like something was going to go amiss? Was he just being paranoid because of Riza’s tattoo? Or was this more of a gut feeling warning?
He never liked it when Hawkeye and other alchemists got mixed up together. There was always a risk that they would find out about the tattoo and take advantage of it. Some alchemists had proven themselves trustworthy—the Elrics, Armstrong, Marcoh, the Chang Princess—but with the secrets she carried on her back, anything that had to do with a group of highly suspect alchemists left him and her both on high alert. These cases were worse, because there wasn’t enough evidence to know if they were all connected together or not.
At least the four people who knew how to make a philosopher’s stone were all accounted for.
Mustang looked out at the city from where he stood, not quite yet on the steps that lead down from the building, but standing just under the shelter of the roof. The weather wasn’t even fit for waterfowl anymore. It had been raining for weeks, all across large portions of the country. The eastern and northern parts of the country were getting it the worst, although Central was dealing with it as well. The North had practically frozen over, rural areas were having their roads turned to mud, and in Central there was standing water and overloaded sewers. It was like the entire rain system had stalled out over them and wasn’t moving.
It rather fit his mood, honestly.
He sighed as he tucked the orders inside his coat. Whether he liked them or not, orders were orders. They needed to travel southeast of East City, to a town called Womiob. The safest way to travel at the moment was going to be by rail. He wasn’t about to risk his team on the unstable roads. It would make carrying some of their gear a little more difficult, but it would be the wisest course of action. He’d have Hawkeye make the arrangements. Although, going over the route in his mind, he realized that would take them back through Awrout, which she probably wouldn’t be happy with. But if they were just passing through, it should be fine, right?
With a sigh, Mustang donned his hat and stepped out into the rain. Hawkeye was currently waiting for him in the car, probably wondering why he hadn’t come down the steps yet. He’d explain the situation to her first, in the car, and then to the team when they got back to the office. It would be fine, he was sure.
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Embers of Revelation
Author: RealityBreakGirl/aquietlearningcorner Word Count: 8269 Rating: T Prompt: FMA Big Bang 2021 Warnings: Child abuse/neglect Characters: Riza Hawkeye, Roy Mustang, Jean Havoc, Heymans Breda, Vato Falman, Kain Fuery, Black Hayate Pairing: Royai Genre: Hurt/Comfort, Angst, Family Chapter: 6 of 7 Summary: Tasked by Fuhrer Grumman to investigate a suspected alchemic incident, General Mustang’s team finds themselves stranded in Hawkeye’s hometown. Needing a place to stay, they find themselves taking shelter in her childhood home. However, her past can’t stay buried there, and as revelations come to light, they also bring embers of danger with them. Sequel to Embers in a Wounded Heart AO3 || ff.net
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Chapter 5
Havoc made his way back downstairs and followed the voices around until he found Mustang in the dining room with the documents that they had laid out. He, Breda, and the sheriff were looking over them.
“Hey boss,” he said. “What’s going on?”
Mustang looked over at him. “How were Hawkeye and Fuery?”
“Alright,” he said. “Both were worried about the other. Fuery feels guilty, and the drug kinda lowered Hawkeye’s walls, so she’s a bit more emotional than usual.”
It was his way of saying that she was worried and scared, and she knew that the team would pick up on it. He was sure that the Sheriff could read between the lines as well, but most people were polite enough not to push when something was clearly being framed in a private way. The sheriff appeared to be one of those people.
“So, what’s going on out back?” Havoc asked, curious about the noise that he was hearing. It was still going on.
“Falman looked through the records in town,” Breda said, “and found evidence that there was a door that led from the outside the basement. No one is exactly sure when it was covered up, but it was. Right now, we’ve got men out there, digging to find it.”
“Why?” Havoc said. “He wasn’t getting through that way, if we have to dig to find it.” If he had been, surely they would have seen some sign of it.”
“If he was using alchemy to cover his tracks, he might have,” Mustang said. “But with the ground as saturated as it’s been, the rain would have washed away any signs of alchemy used on the ground.”
“We also want to know for security’s sake,” Breda said. “Even if he wasn’t getting in that way, if there’s a tunnel, or staircase or some other sort of opening, then we need to know so that we can guard against it.”
“Right,” Havoc said. “That makes sense.” He paused, looking towards the kitchen and the back door. “So, who’s out there?”
“Most of the men that came back with you,” the sheriff said, “and that other fellow of yours. Lieutenant Farman or something.”
“Falman,” Mustang corrected him
“Falman,” the sheriff immediately corrected himself. “Can’t get it to stick in my head for some reason.”
People always seemed to have a hard time remembering Falman, or his accomplishments and Havoc thought it was tragically ironic, considering that the man had that fantastical memory that he did. He was kind of like Sheska, in that, and Havoc had a brief chill thinking about the unholy memory that would be produced if the two of them ever got together and had children.
“I’m about to head out and check on the progress,” Breda said. “You wanna come?” he asked Havoc.
Havoc shrugged. “Might as well. Might pick up a shovel and help.”
“No, you won’t,” Mustang said, and havoc looked back at him, startled.
“Sir?” he said, confused.
Mustang looked at him. “I’ve noticed the way that you’ve been pushing yourself. You’re not moving smoothly now either. You’re not going to be doing any hard labor. You’ve been neglecting taking care of your legs since the day Hawkeye was looked in the basement. Today you’ve pushed them even more. You need to rest them.”
Havoc made a face. “Boss—I’m not sitting around doing nothing while there’s work to be done.”
Breda clapped him on the shoulder. “Oh, no one said that you were sitting around doing nothing. Someone’s got to write up the report since Hawkeye and Fuery are out of commission.”
“Oh. Goody. Great,” Havoc deadpanned, and Breda, Mustang, and the sheriff all grinned at him. Well, at least he could provide the entertainment.
He went with Breda out back, waving at Mrs. Nelson who was, it seemed, cooking up a storm in the kitchen, just like Havoc had thought she was. It looked like she was planning on feeding every single man here, and somehow that didn’t surprise him in the least.
Out back there was a group of men working behind the house. They seemed to be taking turns digging, although there were plenty of shovels around.
“Where’d we find all the shovels?” Havoc asked, not remembering there being that many around her before.
“General transmuted them,” Breda said. “It made it go faster.”
“Yeah, I bet,” Havoc said, looking at all of the work that had been done.
Running along the house there was a trench, dug down about three feet and extending out about two. It ran for maybe four yards at this point, and they were clearly looking for something very specific. The ground was so wet, though, that the piles of dirt were slippery, sloppy mud piles and the walls of the trench held little integrity. The men themselves were covered in mud, nearly from head to toe, and even Falman himself, who looked to be doing more directing then digging, was pretty muddy too.
Havoc was glad that Fuery was laid up in bed at this point. He didn’t need to see trenches like this. Not after his experiences down south. They brought to mind the few stories that Havoc had gotten out of the young man, and even those were sparse. Best for him not to see these, if he could be spared them.
“Any luck?” Breda called out to Falman.
Falman shook his head. “Not yet,” he said. “We know it’s somewhere in this general vicinity, though, from the pictures I found. The house has been remodeled a time or two, so that makes pinpointing it a bit more difficult. Plus, when these things are removed, they tend it bury the place where the door was.”
“Yeh, and the Hawkeyes always were a paranoid bunch,” one of the men said. “The family’s been around these parts since nigh the beginning of the town. But they’ve always been a bit squirrely. There’s stories that stretch back pretty far. Riza’s grandparents here were as well. They didn’t like anyone in their business. And old Berthold, now he was a strange one.” The man glanced at them, “Look, I ain’t saying that I have anything against alchemists. They can be right useful! But there was something off about Berthold, and especially after his wife died of the sickness. Didn’t see a lot of him before that but saw less after.”
“Yeah?” Havoc said, curious, and wondered if this man would give him more information.
The man nodded. “Bout once a month he’d go around and fix things, charge for them, although it didn’t have to be money. Sometimes it was supplies or what have you. You never knew what me might ask. Sometimes he brought his daughter around with him, and sometimes he didn’t. She was a slight, shy thing, never played well with the other kids. Just stood back and watched, like she was scared to or something. Worried about her a bit, but she seemed alright, so we just thought it was more of the Hawkeye strangeness.”
He paused, though, scratching at his neck, before remembering the mud on his hand and pulling a face. “When she came to school, though, she seemed to be alright. Shy, quiet, but alright. Well-mannered, polite, smart. She was socially awkward, but that was understandable, living in this big house with no one but her strange father. Honestly, she only really started to come out of her shell when that Mustang kid came around.” He shrugged. “No one thought he would last, but he did.”
“A city boy in the country. Yeah, that’s usually a recipe for disaster,” Havoc agreed.
The man seemed to take that as encouragement and kept talking. “Oh, there were a few disasters in there,” he said with a grin. “But on the whole, it wasn’t too bad. All the girls were enamored with him, though, and the boys hated him for it. He would start to get a little arrogant, and then Riza’d come along and slap him down, sometimes literally. She’d fuss at him and chew him out about the stupid things he’d do, and he always looked surprised, but he listened and learned. It was honestly the most animated that any of us had ever seen her, and it was refreshing to know she wasn’t completely taken over by her father.”
The man sighed, looking back at the house. “Kinda hoped the two of them would get married one day. They were good for each other. You should have seen how withdrawn she got again when Roy left. A few of us worried about her, but we all knew better then to step into the private affairs of the Hawkeyes. Things never went well for the people that did that. When Roy came back just before Berthold died, we didn’t know how things were going to go. He was a soldier then, and Berthold did not like the military. When Berthold passed, the talk about town was if Roy would marry Riza, or if she would follow him.” He shook his head and sighed. “She followed him, but not in the way that we thought she would.”
“Yeah, I bet,” Havoc said.
“Imagine our shock when we saw the newspapers talking about the Flame Alchemist and The Hawk’s Eyes, and we knew that they were our Roy and Riza.” The man continued. “It was a shock to us, and the talk of the town for months. Even more surprising was when Riza turned up one day, talked to some people about making sure her home was restored a bit and kept up, paid for it, and then left. We had no idea what was going on. She had some strange requirements too,” he said, thinking about it. “We weren’t to look through the study or the basement. She took care of the study, and Roy came a few days later, and took care of the basement. He never returned, but she came back once a year to check on things, and then left. I think she’d write Mrs. Nelson and maybe a couple of others to check on things, just to be sure.”
“Yeah, sounds like the yearly trips she’d make,” Havoc said. “Never knew where she went, though.”
The man shrugged. “Here, it seems.” He looked back at the house again. “You know, even though they never married, it seems those two are still together.”
“Yeah,” Havoc agreed. “Boss and Hawk are pretty inseparable. They always manage to find their way back to each other. And,” he grinned, looking at the man, “she still gets onto him and fusses at him.”
The man chortled and rocked on his heels. “Some things never change, do they? Maybe one day the two of them will just go ahead and get married.”
“Maybe so,” Havoc said, and he knew that he wouldn’t object, although he wasn’t counting on it anyway. Not until everything was done and Mustang’s plans were complete. The only thing those two were more dedicated to then each other, was the plan.
Havoc watched for a few more minutes before looking over at Falman. “So, what are you going to do if you don’t find—”
He was cut off by the shout of a man who was digging. “Hey! Hey, I think we found it!”
Falman gave Havoc a look that seemed to say, “you doubted me?” and all three of them headed over to where the men were digging. There were the remnants of a structure there, capped and sealed off. It looked like it could have been part of a chute or an escape at some point, and the men were trying their best to clear the soggy ground away from it so that they could get to it easier. That, of course, wasn’t easy, considering the soggy ground around them, but they were still trying.
“General!” Breda called, his voice bellowing like only he could. “We’ve found something!”
Within just a few moments, Mustang was outside, and so was the sheriff, both of them heading straight towards the area that the men were gathered around. It only took them a second to realize the trouble that the men were having with the ground, and only one word from Mustang to clear them away.
“Move,” he said, and all of the men scrambled back.
Mustang clapped and put his hands on the ground, the familiar blue light crackling up. Or, well, listening to the murmurs of the men who were watching, it might only be familiar to Havoc, Breda and Falman, Havoc decided. Maybe he was just so used to alchemy and seeing it that he forgot just how amazing it could be.
Mustang raised up part of the ground in thick walls, to prevent the slop of mud from running down in it, and, at the same time, drew the moisture out of the ground around it. Havoc could feel the ground under his feet become a little firmer, but he heard others suddenly notice that the ground around them was soggier. They were standing further back, so he guessed that Mustang had simply moved the water away.
“Alright. That won’t hold forever,” Mustang said. “The ground is too saturated for that. But it will hold for now.”
The opening was clearly sealed up, and that was another problem that they were going to have to deal with. Havoc heard talk of tools and the like, but he just smirked, knowing wait was coming next. Mustang clapped again, and put his hands on the seal, transforming it into a door. Breda climbed down into the area Mustang had made, and together they pulled each side open. It was dark down there, and Mustang pulled on a glove, snapping and sending a small line of fire down it. Stairs were still there, rickety though they seemed.
“Falman. Stay here and guard the entrance,” Mustang said.
“Yes, sir,” Falman replied, looking as if he really didn’t want to go down there anyway.
Havoc climbed down to join them, And Mustang turned to look at him, clearly about to tell him to stay behind too. “I’m coming, boss,” he said. “I need to see this through.”
Mustang looked at him, and then nodded. “Alright. Then let’s go.”
“I’m coming as well,” the sheriff said.
“So am I,” Thompson said.
“No.” Mustang’s voice was sharp. “This is the captain’s private life. We know about it, but I am not going to expose her life to people she hasn’t given permission to.”
“This is part of an investigation that’s happened here, where I am,” the sheriff said. “This is my jurisdiction. I need to be part of this.”
There was a clear tension building between Mustang and the Sheriff, and it was all fueled by Mustang’s protectiveness over Hawkeye. Mustang, though, was not a stupid man. He understood how to weigh things and seemed to come to some of decision.
“We’re going to go down first,” he said. “Let us look around, make sure that there’s nothing sensitive, either both personally for the captain, or militarily, and then, once we’ve made a clean sweep, then we’ll call you down.” The sheriff looked like he was going to protest, but Mustang cut him off. “We don’t know what we’re going to find down there, but we do know that it involves the military. With my alchemy I’m better equipped to handle any potential problems, and I know my men and what they’re capable of. It will be easier for us to handle any potential problems. We know how to work with each other.”
The sheriff was silent for a moment, and then he nodded. “Alright,” he said. “But if you’re not back soon, we’re coming down.”
Mustang nodded, and they headed down the dark, damp stairs. There was no light down there, but apparently Falman had thought ahead, and gave Breda a lantern before they headed down. The stairs were steep and old and creaky. They carefully made their way down them, Havoc just hoping that they wouldn’t collapse under them. The stairs led into an open area that obviously had once been part of the basement but had been blocked off at some point in time, although Havoc couldn’t see a reason why.
“How did I miss this?” Mustang murmured to himself.
“Depends on how thick the walls are,” Breda said, going over to it with the light.
Mustang followed him over and beckoned for him to shine his light in a particular place. “Here,” he said. “Signs of alchemy. This was how he was getting in and out of the house. This was how he locked Hawkeye in the basement and escaped.”
“But how did he get down here?” Havoc said. “It wasn’t the way that we came in.”
“No, it wasn’t,” Mustang said, and turned to look around and see what else he could see down there.
Breda swung his lantern around too, trying to see what else there was down there. It carefully roamed the walls, until Mustang called for it to come to a stop.
“There,” he said. “Right there. I want a closer look.” They walked over, and Mustang knelt to examine the wall. “there’s alchemy here too. There must be a wall here with something behind it.”
“Want me to get the sheriff?” Havoc asked, this seeming like something that it might be a good idea to have the man in on.
“Yes,” Mustang said. “Bring them down.”
Havoc went back over to the bottom of the stairs and called up. “Hey! You two come on down. We found how Johnson was entering!”
It was only a couple of moments later that the Sheriff and Thompson were coming down the stairs and joining them in this closed off section of the basement.
“Where?” the sheriff asked.
Mustang gestured towards the wall. “Over there. He’s been transmuting himself a way into the basement. But I think that he also transmuted his way in here too. This wall shows signs of alchemy. I’m going to see what’s behind it.”
The sheriff nodded, and they all stood back as Mustang clapped and put his hands on the wall. The wall itself fell away, revealing a tunnel behind it. The sheriff and Thompson looked at each other, but Mustang was staring at the tunnel, resolute. Breda and Havoc followed suit. They were going to figure this out.
“Let’s go,” Mustang said, all business, his voice holding all of his command.
He started forward, Breda and Havoc right behind him, the sheriff and Thompson following behind after a moment. The tunnel was earthen, and sodden. It looked like it might collapse at any moment, but Mustang walked on, not deterred in the least. It was winding, and every so often there was a plank of wood with a transmutation circle carved into it. Mustang activated them as they went, and it became obvious that these were for structural integrity, which really was ingenious when you got down to it. It still didn’t take away Havoc’s unease at being underground in a sodden earthen tunnel after the area has been completely saturated with rain and the water table had to be higher than normal, but it was at least something to try to help.
The tunnel went on for a long way, completely dark and only with room for them to walk single file. Eventually, after what felt like forever, but probably wasn’t as long as he thought it was thanks to the dark, the tunnel started to slope upwards. It was a relief to Havoc, and Breda’s shoulders seemed to relax fractionally as well. This tunnel was claustrophobic, and Havoc would be glad to get out here.
“Any idea where we are?” Mustang called out, breaking the silence. “I’m completely lost.”
“Well, if I’m right, we’re still on the Hawkeye property, but nearing the edges of it,” the Sheriff said. “I think we’re heading towards Johnson’s house.”
“Really?” Mustang said. “Now that’s interesting.”
“I wonder how deep this tunnel is,” Thompson said. “How many properties could we pass under and the people up top have no idea?”
“Theoretically, you could have a whole maze of tunnels under the town, if they were properly structured,” Mustang said.
“A whole other society, huh?” Havoc said. “Not a bad idea.”
“It’s like the Ishvalans that were living in the sewers,” Breda said. “Living down there and making their own lives separate from those above, for the most part.”
“Never would have thought of that,” Thompson said.
“It isn’t something I think you’d have to worry about too much,” Mustang said. “The sewers were already structured, so they didn’t have to worry about keeping up anything. But for something like this you’d need either alchemists or engineers to make sure that the integrity is maintained. That’s not a skill that you’re going to find to be very common.”
Mustang frowned as he came across another one of the carved transmutation circles. “It will be interesting to see if Johnson is smart enough to have figured out how to do this on his own.”
“You think he didn’t?” Breda said.
“I don’t know yet,” Mustang said, “but it feels familiar, like alchemy I’ve seen somewhere else before.”
“What do you mean?” the sheriff asked.
“All alchemy tends to carry with it a personal touch,” Mustang said, “especially if it’s unusual or new alchemy. Even if you trace back the most basic of alchemy as far as we can, you can see that there’s a certain pattern to it. Think of it like how engineers can tell another engineer’s work by the way it’s constructed or put together. Alchemy circles are basically elaborate calculations. You can tell who developed something if you’re familiar enough with the person’s work.”
“Huh,” Thompson said. “Never knew that.”
Mustang shook his head. “It’s’ not something that most people would notice. Even amateur alchemists often don’t see it. It’s really only noticed when you get into the high-level research and development of circles.”
“And these seem familiar to you,” Breda said, pulling them back on topic.
“Yeah, but I can’t put my finger on it,” he said. “I need to get a better look at them and do some research.”
By this time, the floor was sloping up more and if felt like they were coming to an end. In fact, as they rounded a corner, they came to what appeared to be a dead end.
“What?” Thompson said. “Don’t tell me that—”
“Don’t worry,” Mustang said, clapping his hands together and placed his hands on the wall in front of them. It parted, opening up into another dark, empty space. But this was a structured place, and a staircase was clearly seen. This was, obviously, a basement, and the exited out into it
They all looked around for a moment, Mustang frowning a bit as he did.
“What is all this stuff?” Thompson asked.
“It looks like supplies to me,” the sheriff said. “And I get the feeling they’re not for anything good.”
“They’re alchemic supplies,” Mustang said. “And in an unusual quantity.”
“Just what have we stumbled into?” Havoc asked.
“More then we bargained for, but maybe exactly what we needed,” Mustang said with a confident smirk. “Let’s keep going.”
They headed towards the door of the basement, up the stairs and out of it, to emerge in a house. The house wasn’t well cared for, and definitely not clean, but Thompson and the sheriff seemed to recognize it.
“This is the old Steadman place that Johnson bought,” Thompson said.
“I thought so,” the sheriff said. “This proves quite a lot.”
“And opens up a lot of questions,” Breda said, looking around.
There were footsteps from outside, and then, suddenly there was a man in the doorway with a gun.
“Hold, Carey!” the sheriff called out, and the man lowered his gun.
“Sheriff?” he said, confused. “Thompson? Roy Mustang?”
“Yeah, it’s us,” the sheriff said. He hitched a thumb back towards the basement door. “Found a tunnel. Followed it all the way here.”
“A tunnel?” Carey said.
“Yeah. Make sure no one gets in here, alright?” the sheriff said,
“Yessir,” Carey said.
They poked around the house a little more after that, and then headed back, with just a few things that Mustang and Breda wanted to give a look over. But the day was drawing to a close. They needed to get back to the house, and the other men needed to get back to theirs.
The walk didn’t take terribly long, although Havoc’s legs were hurting him quite a bit by this point. He was definitely going to be in a lot of pain tonight when he finally stopped moving, which was incentive to keep moving. Of course, if he kept moving, he’d also end up hurting a lot, so it was a lose-lose situation all the way around.
By the time they got back to the house, Havoc was nearly hobbling, and Breda had fallen back to walk beside him, just in case. Many of the men had already left, leaving just a few that were there keeping an eye on the place. The Doctor had the wagon prepared and looked relieved to see them.
“General Mustang!” he called. “Good. If you hadn’t of shown up, I was just going to take your man on with me anyway.”
“Apologies, Doctor,” Mustang said. “We were following up on an unexpected lead.”
“Well, I’ve got a couple of the men ready to bring down the young man of yours. We’re going to load him up and…”
Havoc stopped listening to the doctor’s words, focusing instead on getting himself inside. His legs were aching fiercely now, and Breda, concerned, had decided to pull Havoc’s arm around his shoulders. Havoc didn’t mind. He really needed to sit down. His legs had had it, and there really was no choice. He was going to have to take one of those pills tonight.
Grimacing in pain, he let Breda lead him inside, all but collapsing at the small bench that was just inside the door.
“You really did a number on yourself,” Breda said.
“Yeah, yeah,” Havoc replied. “Just help me get to the mud room. Gotta get all this stuff off.”
“Nuh-uh,” Breda said. “We’re gonna get you upstairs and to the bath. You can get cleaned up, up there, and go straight to bed after that. And you are taking one of your little pills tonight. I’ll take care of any of the mud you leave behind or any of the mess you make.”
Havoc wanted to object, but really there was no fight left in him for this. He was in pain, and he was filthy and the last thing he wanted to do was clean. Breda got an arm under him again, and helped him stand up, Havoc letting out a hiss of pain as he did. They went towards the stairs, and then very slowly made their way up them. It was hard, but Havoc dug in deep and managed. Breda all but dumped him in the bathroom, telling him to strip, started the water, and then left. When he came back it was with clean clothes and a towel for him, and a bottle of some kind.
He dropped some of it in the bathwater, and watched it for a second before turning away, seemingly satisfied.
“What was that?” Havoc asked him.
“I was gonna give it to you later, but you’ve put yourself in this much pain I thought I’d go ahead. Remember that oil you got on that trip to Ishval? The one that helped you so much? I managed to get my hands on another form of it. You’re not supposed to rub this in directly, but soak in it, and it should help. Seems like a good time to try it out.” Breda explained.
“I’ll take it,” Havoc said.
Breda helped Havoc up and into the tub, and Havoc let out a hiss followed by a sigh of relief as the warm water and the oil hit his legs and back. It wasn’t an immediate relief, but it did help. Breda gathered up Havoc’s muddy things, then, and stood up. “I’ll be back later to get to this floor. If you need anything, just yell.”
“Yeah. Thanks, Breda.”
Breda waved off his thanks and left, and Havoc relaxed back into the tub. He tilted his head back and listened. He could hear other people moving around the house. The nurse seemed to be checking on Hawkeye, and then there was movement down near Fuery’s room, too. He heard walking and voices and worked out that they were taking Fuery out to get him to the doctor’s office. Havoc had wanted to say something to him before he left, but too late now. He’d just have to give him a call later or maybe go see him, once he felt up to walking that distance again.
Breda came back in at one point, still muddy himself, but less so, and took care of the floor as promised. He said that someone had finished connecting the phone, and that it was in working order. The sheriff had guards stationed around the house and the shack that Johnson had stayed at. He also had some men stationed around the house, just in case. With half his men down, Mustang had thanked the sheriff who said for him not to worry about it, that they looked after their own. Breda also said that the Nelsons were sticking around, at least until everyone was settled for the night. Mrs. Nelson was cooking up a storm, and she was keeping things clean too. Mr. Nelson had taken care of the horses and had helped with a lot of the logistics of things, such as building something around the outside entrance to the basement so that it wouldn’t get mud around it again and filling back up where they had dug. Fuery had been taken on to the doctor’s office, and Hawkeye was sleeping again, the stuff that Johnson had used apparently knocking her for a loop. Havoc appreciated the update, and thanked his friend before he left again, to take of whatever else there was do.
Eventually, Havoc was ready to get out of the tub, and he managed to pull himself up and out of it fairly well. He still had a good strength in his arms and was well versed in relying on them more than his legs. Shifting the burden to them and giving his legs a rest wasn’t too much of a switch. He dressed himself, but Mr. Nelson appeared to help him to the room, the rest of them being far too muddy. He settled into the bed, Mrs. Nelson coming up not long afterward with some food for him and handing him his bottle of pills. Havoc ate, took one, and then laid down to sleep as best he could. His legs were still screaming at him, but he didn’t want to take another pill.
He heard the others getting showers, the bathroom and other floors getting cleaned, and Mustang checking on Hawkeye as he drifted. Breda came in at one point, and made Havoc take something else that helped him get to sleep better. As Havoc drifted off, his last thought was that he sure wanted to get back home soon.
By the time Havoc woke the next day, the sun was already well up. He groaned as he woke up, groggy from the medicine he had taken, and grimaced as he felt the pain in his legs. That wasn’t a good sign, although there wasn’t much he could do about it at this point. Slowly and carefully, he rolled out of bed and dressed himself before carefully making his way to the bathroom and then downstairs.
Hawkeye was at the kitchen table when he got there, also looking groggy and nursing a cup of coffee. Falman was at the stove, cooking. Hawkeye gave Havoc a smile as he came in, and as she turned her head towards him, he let out a bit of an exclamation at her face.
One side of it was covered in deep blues and purples and looked like it hurt. There were a couple of cuts near her eyes. Her hair looked like she had maybe run her fingers through it, and she was wearing what appeared to be one of Mustang’s shirts instead of her usual tightly fitting ones.
“Geeze, Riza, good morning I guess,” he said.
She gave him a tired smile. “It’s practically afternoon,” she said, “but yes, good morning.”
“How are you feeling?” Havoc asked her as he sat down. Falman put a cup of coffee in front of him, and he nodded his thanks to the other man.
“Hungover and sore,” was her answer. “I have no idea what he used on me, but the effects of it linger.” She looked at him. “How are you feeling? I was told your legs were in a lot of pain last night.”
“Still are,” Havoc said, “although nowhere near as bad.  I don’t plan on running anywhere anytime soon, though.”
“No, I wouldn’t think so,” Hawkeye said. She paused. “Thank you, Jean, for all that you did yesterday.”
Havoc waved it off and swallowed the sip of coffee he was taking. “No, don’t worry about it. It’s just what we do.”
Riza merely smiled back at him, tiredness still in her eyes.
“So, where’s Mustang and Breda? And any word on Fuery?” Havoc asked.
“The general called this morning to check on Fuery,” Falman said. “He’s doing fine, nothing wrong with his spine. He just pulled a few things in his back, but that, his ribs, his arm, and his head should heal up fine with time.”
He walked over to them with a pan and slid some eggs onto their plates before returning to the stove to tend to another pan. “The Sheriff called this morning as well. Breda and Mustang took off after that. I’m not entirely sure why, but I think something may have happened or been discovered at Johnson’s house or shack. They headed out to investigate.”
Falman returned to them, sliding some sort of hash browns onto their plates, before returning, again, to the stove. “They told me to stay here and keep an eye on things. I’ve had the basement door locked, just in case, and Hayate patrolling the house. Nothing has happened, except for the men who kept an eye on the property last night asking me for some coffee, and Mrs. Nelson calling and saying that she’s going to bring some more food by, as well as our clothes.”
He brought over another pan and pulled them out some bacon. “She bundled up all our dirty clothes last night and took them with her, insistent on cleaning them.”
Hawkeye smiled. “That sounds like Mrs. Nelson,” she said. “She was always doing things for others.”
The three of them ate quietly together, Hayate making an appearance for food one time, but otherwise not begging off of them like he liked to do. It was clear that he was focused on his job of patrolling the house. It was a couple of hours later when they heard a sharp bark from him, and a skittering of his feet on the floor. Falman was the first one up, a hand on his gun, just in case. Hayate didn’t seem to be alarmed, though, which was a good sign. But after everything that had happened, no one could really blame them for not being cautions. Hawkeye, too, had her gun out and ready to go, making her way to the entranceway living room, just in case. Havoc stayed seated on the couch, his gun half hidden. Sitting or standing it make no difference to him. He had gotten to be a good shot either way.
It turned out, though, to just be Breda, who stomped his boots on the stoop, opened the door, and slammed it behind him. He looked at his welcoming committee for a moment, and then carried on as all of them lowered their guns. After all, he had to have expected this as well. All of them were a bit paranoid normally. Now it was in overdrive.
“You’re back sooner than I expected,” Falman said. “I thought you would have been gone longer than that to look over all of the information found in Johnson’s house and shack.”
“Johnson’s dead,” Breda said bluntly as he stepped into the living room. That sentence immediately had all of their attention.
“What?” Havoc said, clearly startled. How could Johnson be dead? He had seen him delivered to the prison himself, seen the deputy take custody of him, seen the first aid done on the shoulder where Havoc shot him. “He couldn’t have bled out!”
“No,” Breda said. “He didn’t. When the sheriff went in this morning, he found the guard there, also dead, his throat slit. Johnson had been murdered in a similar manner.”
“Who was the guard?” Hawkeye asked.
“Robert Harper,” Breda said. “Sheriff says he’s got a family. Young. He wasn’t looking forward to breaking this to them.”
“Oh, no,” Hawkeye said.
“that’s not all,” Breda said. “A man named Brandon Pruett was guarding the shack. He was also found dead this morning, throat slit, not far from the ashes that was all that was left of the cabin. It was burned to the ground.”
They all exchanged looks at that. This wasn’t a one-time thing; this was definitely someone covering up something.
Breda wasn’t finished. “The two men guarding his house last night, John Yuerisk and Adam Presson were also murdered with the same MO. The house there was burned to the ground too, but it looked as if the basement had been cleaned out first.”
“What about the tunnel that led from his house to this one?” Falman asked.
“Collapsed,” Breda said. “It looks like it was done on purpose too. Mustang is going back through it, reconstructing it and looking for the plates that held those transmutation circles. He told me to meet him back here.”
Havoc ran a hand through his hair. “Oh, man, what a mess.”
Breda nodded. “The sheriff has asked for our help with this. With all of the stranded passengers, the pool of who could have done it is pretty wide. It’s too much for him to handle alone, especially with the deaths of those four men.” He looked at Falman. “You worked in Investigations for a while and worked with Hughes. Mustang wants you down there helping.”
“Of course,” Falman said, and left immediately to go get his uniform jacket and whatever else he needed.
“What about us?” Hawkeye said. “We can help out too.”
Breda held his hands up. “That you need to take up with the general. Personally, I think it might be a good thing if we all went, but Falman can at least get things started.” He hooked a thumb over his shoulder, back towards the front. “I did borrow a small cart and horse, just so you two wouldn’t have to walk the whole way if you can convince the general to let you go. I also brought back the laundry that Mrs. Nelson took with her, and some food she sent along.”
“Bring it in,” Hawkeye said. She looked over at Havoc, her gaze determined even with her bruised face. “Think you’re good for it?”
Havoc grinned at her. “Oh yeah, I can help out with this,” he said. “Better than sitting around uselessly.”
“Good,” Hawkeye said. “Then we’ll be ready to go as soon as the General gets here.”
It was clear that, whether Mustang was in favor of this or not, Hawkeye planned on being involved, and there was really no arguing with her on that. Breda went to unload the cart and eat something, and Havoc and Hawkeye went upstairs to change. They ran into Falman on the way down, who they admonished to be careful on his way to town. Hawkeye called for him to wait, and then followed him down the stairs, calling Hayate over to her. Havoc could hear her instructing the little dog to go with Falman and guard him, and then the two were sent on their way.
“I don’t think it’s a good idea for anyone to go alone,” Havoc heard her explain to Breda. “If none of us are going with him, then Hayate is a good choice.”
“Yeah, makes sense,” Breda said.
Breda hauled the laundry upstairs where they went through it, claiming all of their uniform pieces. Havoc had a bit of confusion between his pants and Falman’s, but Falman was thinner than he was, so that was quickly figured out. By the time they were dressed and ready, there was an odd sound from the basement. Breda made his way down to the basement while Hawkeye took up a position looking out back, towards the entrance they had found. Havoc stayed in between, ready to give assistance as needed.
Suddenly Hawkeye called out “All clear!” and lowered her gun. “it’s just the General.”
Sure enough, about the time Breda got to the top of the basement stairs, the backdoor opened to admit a very filthy General Mustang. He was covered in dirt and mud, and honestly, it made sense. Those tunnels had been made of dirt and the like. Of course, he would get filthy reconstructing them.
“Any luck?” Breda said, as Mustang headed straight for the washroom.
Mustang tossed something to Breda before he moved into the washroom fully. “Not really. I found part of one of the plaques, if you can call it anything useful.” He started to strip down in the washroom, clearly not wanting to get mud everywhere. “Other than that, nothing useful at all. I made sure to collapse the tunnel back again. I don’t want anyone else using it. But I will say this,” he came out, a towel wrapped around him, “that tunnel was definitely collapsed with alchemy.”
He started to head for the stairs, and then paused, looking at Hawkeye and Havoc. “Why are you two in full uniform?”
“Because we’re going to help with the investigation,” Hawkeye said.
Mustang frowned. “No. Absolutely not.”
“And why not?” Hawkeye demanded.
“I won’t have the two of you exhausting yourselves like that.” Mustang said.
“It won’t exhaust us,” Hawkeye said.
“I said no,” Mustang said and started walking out and towards the stairs. “I’m going to shower, and then Breda and I are going to help with the investigation.” He left, leaving the three of them in the kitchen, his steps echoing on the stairs.
Hawkeye stood there for a moment, then her eyes hardened, and she strode after him, purposeful in her walk.
Breda and Havoc stayed put and stayed quiet for a moment.
“How much you wanna bet she just walks in on him?” Havoc asked.
There was the sudden noise of a door being flung open, a strangled shout of “Hawkeye, what the--!” before the last word was lost in the slamming of the door.
“Why would I bet on a sure thing?” Breda said.
Havoc shrugged. “What some food?”
“Sure.”
By the time that Mustang and Hawkeye came back down the stairs, Mustang was a bit grumpy but not arguing the point anymore, Hawkeye apparently presenting her case to him well. They ate, and then all four of them headed out, Havoc and Hawkeye riding in the back of the cart that Breda had borrowed. It wasn’t a long ride into town, but once there it was clear to see that people weren’t happy and that things were tense.
“Looks like we’ve got our work cut out for us,” Breda said.
“Yeah, we do, but we’re going to do it.” Mustang replied.
Although they weren’t much of a military presence, having all of them there did help to bring order to the chaos. Falman already had a system going, and so they jumped in and helped to smooth it along. Falman handled a majority of the interviews, recording names, statements, and various other details. Havoc had never really had the chance to see this side of Falman in play before, not like this, and it was fascinating to watch him. He understood, now, why he had been such an asset to Investigations and why General Armstrong was trying her best to get him back to Briggs.
Breda, likewise, was also an asset. He helped to look over the statements that they were given, organizing and classifying them. He had piles and piles of them, but he also had a system going. Havoc had a feeling that he and Falman were going to be working late into the night on this, like a giant puzzle that they needed to put together and figure out. Havoc was mostly on organizing duty, although he had his own ways to soften people up before they went into be questioned. Mustang oversaw the whole operation, Hawkeye a step behind him, like she always was, or going somewhere with the authority of his orders.
There were a few other soldiers that had been on the train, as well as a few that were former soldiers, and they were quickly drafted into helping with crowd control, after they had passed through their own questionings. The sheriff and his men were working with Breda on classifying a lot of the information and making some follow up questions that they needed to tend to later.
All in all, it was several hours work that stretched into the night for all of them. No one was happy with that, from the people who were helping, to the people who were being questioned, to the townspeople.  It didn’t help that there were more than a few people in town who were in mourning. With four men dead, murdered, no one could blame them for that. It was probably the biggest tragedy this town had seen in a very long time, if at all.
Havoc could sense that some of the townspeople blamed them, and he could understand why. The military was often at the center of trouble, and Mustang and anyone associated with him definitely tended towards that. It was just the way it was. But others, although unhappy, seemed to recognize that it wasn’t their fault, even though they were involved.
All in all, it made for a very difficult and long day, one that had all of them tired and dead on their feet by the end of it. They ended up borrowing the cart again to head back home, something that turned out to be a good thing, as the doctor sent Fuery back with them, saying that he still needed to be careful, but that he would be fine overall.
The days after that moved quickly. Mustang made call after call out to Eastern Headquarters and to Central. There was a lot to report on, after all, and it took a bit of finagling to make it work so that Hawkeye’s secret wasn’t exposed. It was written off, it seemed, as if Johnson was under the impression that she knew more about Mustang’s alchemy then she did, and that he could get it from her. With Johnson dead, well, he couldn’t refute it. Of course, anyone in the know knew differently, but there were precious few of them—that they knew of.
Hawkeye grew increasingly tense over the days. None of them knew if Johnson had managed to give knowledge of her tattoo to anyone or not. There was no way to tell if other people knew about it or not. All that could be known was that Johnson knew. It was understandable that she was high strung about it. Mustang was too, and that put the rest of the men on edge. Add to that, that it was still a mystery how those supplies in Johnson’s basement got moved with no one able to travel, and it was a true mystery, and a chilling one at that.
It was at least a week later before the military was able to get anyone into the town. It was another week before the rail lines started running again. The rains had caused massive damage over every region they had been hanging above, and crews were hard at work trying to repair things. The team did, though, eventually go on to their original destination, but by the time they had gotten there, the trail had grown cold. Without anything else that they could do, the team returned to Central. They were truly grateful to be back home.
But Havoc couldn’t shake the feeling that things weren’t over yet. So much had happened, and so much was still hanging in the balance and left unknown. There was no way that this was permanently over. Something else had to happen. It didn’t make sense otherwise. There were too many loose ends for his liking, and if there were too many for him, then there were definitely too many for Mustang.
Havoc thought about it, as he sat in his apartment, looking out the window at the night, and flicked his toothpick away. Yep. Something was definitely coming. The question was, what and when?
And, what to do in the meantime?
His hand reached out for the phone, and he rattled off an address to the operator. “Hey—Rebecca? Wanna go out tomorrow night?”
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