#fuck off??? lmao the fucking NERVE
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I in general do kind of headcanon that Tithonos being taken by Eos is part of why Laomedon was so monumentally stupid in his treatment of Poseidon and Apollo.
BUT IMAGINE the additional anger if one goes with Euripides' implied parentage in the Trojan Women, where Ganymede is a son of Laomedon as well. First one son is taken, then the other, and then he has to deal with these gods?
Like sure, divinely built wall, awesome, and yes, he did get compensation when it comes to Ganymede but - still.
And then.
And THEN
some fucking Achaean barbarian has the STOMACH to demand that same compensation he was given for his son, as payment for his aid and not something more reasonable. I mean. I'd tell Herakles to get packing when he tries to cash in on the horses too, then.
(Like, again, I headcanon that Herakles asking for the horses even in the regular situation where Tros is the father is still highly rude and far too much to ask/demand for his help. But it gains extra verve if Laomedon is the bereaved father, no matter that Ganymede becoming Zeus' cupbearer is an honour. You've still lost a son.)
#ganymede#laomedon#tithonus#greek myth thoughts#I don't generally think of Laomedon as very sympathetic#but I also think he had some reasons for acting as he did#both with Poseidon and Apollo (as stupid as that is) and Herakles#ESPECIALLY Herakles tbh#because if the man just rolls up like#'yeah i'll help. if you give me the divine horses that was given as compensation for Ganymede :)'#like#fuck off??? lmao the fucking NERVE
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"There's peace in the sadness subsequent to the storm." Monochrome ā 001/003 Alt. versions under the cut.
#OC: Cassian Pearce#hi guys!#haven't posted in a while.#life's been getting crowded so vp was kinda cut off short#i managed to cram in a few vp stuff tonight to soothe the nerves on the upcoming exam i'll have#just kinda fucking under the weather so i needed my boy to ALSO be under the weather LMAO#anyway ... normal hashtags up ahead!#cyberpunk 2077#cyberpunk photography#cyberpunk 2077 photography#virtual photography#cp77#original character#vp#cyberpunk aesthetic#cyberpunk art#cyberpunk photomode
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"Hey how do I subscribe to your City Thoughts and be able to give my own back? Asking for a me."
ah! if you're referring to the discord, that's just like. my fc's discord lmao. i just puke up all my thoughts as they occur there but tumblr is a public forum!! and you are more than welcome to contribute any and all thoughts on my posts
i should really consider like, actually posting on tumblr more often since that's a bit more of a Permanent Thought Collector but a lot of this is just collecting plot hooks for the various timeline plots i have for the shared canon with the fc
#i have noticed a huge drop off on like#conversations happening on tumblr vs like treating posts like they're meant as scrapbooking works (fic or art or Enshrined Jokes)#but this used to be a more social website back in like 2012 in my experience#i don't have anon on because i live in constant terror of people being mean to me about my Fictional Preferences#but ask box; replies; reblogging with your own additions are always always always welcome#i would also love a Return to Forums but i got too caught up in like. formatting LMAO#ALSO TUMBLR HAS BEEN GETTING ON MY FUCKING NERVES FOR NOT SHOWING SEARCH RESULTS FOR ASKS#EVEN TAGGED#COME ON. TAGS ARE SUPPOSED TO WORK. THEY'VE WORKED FOR A DECADE. WHAT THE FUCK.
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well that was a shortlived good feeling about my job
#maybe i should just become unemployed. maybe i should just suffer!#recap of todays further events .#that supervisor? who i kinda didnt already like but now absolutely hate?#she came down to confirm that i wasnt leaving. okay . and then she fucking tells me#oh we're going to get another person to help out from this other company. we were going to do that bc we thought you were leaving#but she thinks that even if im staying there should be another person on this floor. bc apparently more has to be done#and there are 'constant complaints' abt this floor . which doesnt make sense to me bc there shouldnt be#and so we're waiting to see what the manager decides but hes on fucking vacation and wont get back until. next week??#she said she was gonna email him and like right after she left i emailed and texted him explaining everything#and trying to very nicely say hey what the fuck are you doing you don't need to hire anyone else#and if im doing a bad job fucking tell me so i can do it better. bitch#and she had the nerve to fucking tell me when she was talking to me#that i wont find an easier job than this one#well if its so fucking easy why are we hiring someone else#by the way getting that extra person from this other company doesnt cost them anything which is why theyre doing it i think#which is making me not feel good abt my own future lmao. like why would they keep paying me when they can get someone for free#and she was saying all this stuff like oh you have it so good here we dont write you up i do all this stuff to help you like . ok#i didnt ask you to come downstairs w the coffee order and if you wanted me to i would come up . god#but the thing of me not being able to find a better job like wow! what if i killed you. for saying that to my face#and she talks abt how shes been w the company 20 years ok and that doesnt give you an excuse to treat me like a child. jesus#anyway im very pissed off and not enjoying my work situation lol. i dont wanna do this anymore#but looking at other jobs im so unemployable. sigh
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Am I having a minor mental breakdown (and physical breakdown) bc I didnt take my meds til now (2 hours late. After 1 hour late I get fidgety and restless. After 2 I go insane), bc my routine is off, bc it's Sunday and there's fucking nothing on TV and my brain won't let me turn on the roku for reasons it won't share, all of the above?? Probably.
There's also nothing on youtube so I'm blaming that as well š
My brain (and nervous system) feels like it's gripping the bars of a cage that it put itself in and is SHAKING THEM FURIOUSLY š©š©š©
#i need to like take up smoking so bad sgdgdggdgdgdfb or drinking. or pot. or cocaine. something ffs sgdgdgdgdg#marquilla#im hoping once my meds kick in ill calm the fuck down but WHO KNOWS!#the routine thing is NOT DogCousin's fault for once! it's bc theres a family funeral (mom's paternal aunt whom i met maybe once. regardless#i did not go bc i dont do funerals and i will not be attending one until AID's husband dies. i aint going to his funeral but my therapist#agrees that i probably shouldnt go if i my instinct is to beat him up on sight lmao shes like yeah... maybe dont.) but even though im not#going mom is which throws off my routine (: yay i love autism#i feel like my body is gonna explode from understimulation rn though AUGHH kick in meds fucking kick IN#theyre not even my adhd meds but they do tamp down the nerves which makes my body feel less restless
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my vibe has changed.
the dogs want to be near me so fucking bad they go insane about it now and i'm talking, to levels of pulling their owners along just to get near my hands fucks sake. what. why? and when they finally get to me it's all sniffs and joy. their barking and whining even stops. there's no aggression only YEARNING. please.
and the little kids no longer approach me with enthusiastic screaming, it's turned into curious uh? reverence??? perhaps??? they whisper to me. they stare up at me in wonder. they give me things from their grubby little hands. they absolutely HAVE to tell me something they've been doing today or just did. i say it's good. and they say "thank you" as if i have just bestowed a blessing onto them and i have No Idea What This Shit Means
the teenagers continue to stare at me as if i am the goddamn mothman tho i tell ya what
#I'm Talking#and to those who do not know the deeplore?#I do not like ANY of these demographics#I HATE dogs#and Kids get on my Fucking Nerves lmao#but i treat both as kindly as i can#but goddamn it fuck off the both of you#cats i'm sure you're wondering#they are my friends and continue to be my friends#teenagers want to talk to me so bad but they typically#seem too nervous to know how to approach#or try to wait for me to approach them#and i'm so comfortable ignoring them#that my friends kid literally resorted to staring and creeping closer#until he found a conversation opening LOL#ofc he was welcome
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Is Ashlyn ever going to shut the fuck up?? Youāre a 38 year old woman with kids and you continue to claim youāre unbothered by what people say about you while simultaneously proving the opposite with your stupid indirect digs every day towards the mother of your children and anyone else whoās exposing you for the cheater that you are. Grow up
#respectfully you fuck off lmao#isnāt she the one who is supposed to be moved on and unfazed? yeah sheās really showing it#man Kyleās post really struck a nerveā¦I wonder why š
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The love/hate relationship with my coworkers is so real lmao like why are they like this
#not snz#I'm just having fun#tho there has been sneezing bc there's so much fucking dust everywhere#I've been at the station for a hot minute#bc most of our guys are still out on fires#so there's just like nobody here#and i like money so I'm vibing with getting paid for being here extra days#but there's just a few of us here rn and we have like nothing to do bc we're hardly getting assignments#so we're just fucking around#and i have like the first responder version of cards against humanity#so we're playing that to kill the time and it's great lmao#but also some of them were asking me random questions#bc apparently the answers and explanations you give say somrthing about you idk#it was some bullshit but we were having fun with it#but the way they were laughing at every single answer i gave like hello#you fucking asked lmao#the nerve tho when they asked for an animal i like and three reasons why#and then said that that's how people view me and scream laughed bc 'it's accurate' like bro fuck off lmao#but i am having a good time like i adore these guys#they drive me crazy but that's my second family right there#plus with all the free time we get I've been trying different recipes and so far no complaints lmao#made a pasta dish tonight that was a big hit bc literally everything was from scratch incuding the noodles#like that's how much time we have lmao#anyway tonight is my last night at the station then i can go home which is a relief#we've all been sleeping on the floor and couches lmao#there are bunkhouses but the women's quarters are unusable so we're all staying in the rec building instead#i told them it was fine and they could stay in the bunkhouse but they were appalled by the suggestion lmao#so we're all vibing rn watching tv and I've literally never felt like I've belonged somewhere more so I'm thriving#anyway I'll probably delete this later I'm just happy rn lmao
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I love it when people ask for an answer to the problems theyāre having, proceed not to read the replies to their questions (guess you donāt got dexterity and patience to read either), and also proclaim that they know what the answer is, but since it isnāt what they want to hear theyāre not gonna even try to do it (or seek someone to help them). Thenā¦continue to bitch and moan about the problem theyāre having.
Terrible job everyone, hit the showers.
#personal bloggity#the no patience comment really hit a nerve imma be honest lmao#no dexterity? yeah sure whatever that happens#no Patience??? for literally minutes of your life? bruh.#not even bothering to rebloob from the confession blog because fuck off anon bahaha#āhas no reason to be restrungā IT CLEARLY HAS A REASON#YOU ARE CURRENTLY BITCHING ABOUT THE REASON#ok iām done lmao lawrd#yāall fucking test me
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i got the sweetest email from someone i did a reading for, and it made me tear up because i'm a giant baby, lmao.
#i've been doing online readings for extra cash lately&everyone has been so sweet.#i have lucked out hard on the ppl who want me to read for them lmao i know my luck wont last forever#buuut ill take whatever luck i can get#&after too much time in one service -type job or another its really cool to have ppl actually be grateful for the work i do#even if its just reading cards lmao.#doing personal blind-reads however is never gonna not be super nerve wracking LMAO what the hell happens when someone finally tells me#i was way the fuck off lmao. anxietyyyyyyyyyyy.#messages like this makes it worth tho. :)#gratitude journal#yas
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now i KNOW jc antis arent acting like theyre the victims when they run around dog piling on peopleās posts trying to harass them into silence, claiming that people areĀ āabuse apologistsā with no idea of that personās history, making blanket statements that people who like jc donāt do victim advocacy without knowing whether or not that person is a victim themselves (and feeling very entitled to knowing peopleās trauma) and on the whole being awful to other people.Ā
#canon Jiang cheng#BE FUCKING FR#with all the woe is me shit nobody wants to hear that#yall have the nerve to say Dont assume your interpretation is 100% correct and turn around like canon is canon fanon is fanon like bitch#how bout you practice what you preach#whole group of fuckin hypocrites lmao#unless ur name is Mo Xiang Tong Xiu how bout u shut the fuck up about what is and isnt canon#you dont have to like jiang cheng but fuck off with the petty bullshit of dictating your personal interpretation as Canon
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"If we fight flamingo kaido will come after us"
"We'll cross that bridge when we get to it"
#luffy worrying about the country yeah <3 i mean we know he cares but he never says it.... important moment#fujitora is still being a headass#wtf is fujitora's deal..... yeah the world government is not a god. lets capture doflamingo and take one of them down. whats not clicking#a balloon? no. luffy#talking tag#watching one piece#episode 682#fujitora is getting on my nerves. like he has no plan no coherent stance....#i am going to be honest i would have been killed after hearing pica talk#usopp being worth 500 million for scaring a child is so funny....#the marines need to open up their fucking eyes and look at whats happening bc fujitora cant fucking tell and not bc he is blind#just bc he is dumb and fucking stupid!!!!#'we need to protect civilians' GIRL foddy turned them into toys AND there is a guy transforming the fucking ground. be serious. be forreal.#'i feel like something terrible is happening' NO SHIT DUMBASS#zoro chastising luffy and then pissing his pants after lmao. ijbol as the youths would say#how convenient everything is empty and there are just marines and zoro flying off#also why are they there i thought they were going for mingo?? or are they going to the factory???? did i forget lmao#episode 683#law is getting 87 concussions today#you know what i am against famous people appearing in tv shows but if they cast a bts member as cavendish i will accept it... imagine#luffys laugh is so contagious#cabbage?? is that a name???#i find it so funny that through all this traffy is not unconscious... like he is hanging in there i know he is dissociating HARD#two people telling luffy they are going to kill flamingo and he just says NO!! THAT'S GONNA BE ME!!#I think we can ALL kill doflamingo#i find it so funny (i guess) that the people OF DRESSROSA go after luffy but the participants of the colisseum help him... like???? stupid#pica is going to the psychologist after this#idiot savior yeah.... that should be his name#episode 684
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I have an interview tmr for a possible teaching assistant job. but I realllyyyy really don't want to fucking go
#the interviewer is rly nice ive spoken to him already its not like nerves or anything#I dont rly wanna go into teaching but I do have experience so I'm getting interest from recruiters.. I need a job and the pay is alright#the main thing is that background checks are so comprehensive + they want 3 references and I. dont have that many lmao#but its non negotiable cuz anything involving kids or vulnerable ppl has rly high standards. understandably ofc#so I need to email a couple ppl from my degree to ask if they would be willing to give me a ref but I REAAAALLLLY dont want tooooo#bc I fucking dropped out of my masters this year and didnt tell my tutor beforehand. so its just rly fucking awkward to ask NOW#like I feel kinda physically sick just trying to draft this email theres smth rly humiliating abt it. man im gonna cry again#but I have to do it bc this interview is tomorrow and I need to submit the form w references before then ive been putting it off#ugdhfhcbncjhfjfbfbfh. and even if my tutor is cool w it I still only have 2 refs so I need to find a third and just. mannn#i have a massive adhd block w filling out forms too fucking hate this shit what if I just cancelled the interview ahahahahahahhha#its like a physical fucking pressure preventing me doing anything abt it i hope i get hit by a bus so its not my problem anymore whatever#.vent#fucking hell. whatever im gonna go make lunch
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i tried to read fanfic after a long time, maybe like 2 years? i came across yours, and i have regrets, i'll be staying away from them for sure now thanks for ruining it for everyone :(
First of all: congratulation on being the first person ever to send me anon hate! Iām sure thereās a reward in there for you somewhere because yes, Iām so delightful no one else had ever done this before so yeah congrats on being the bitterest ever I guess?
Tbh it does say a bit about me that Iām answering this instead of my nice asks - and to the people who have send me sweet asks, I promise you they do mean so much more and they have filled my heart with joy even when I donāt answer them - however! I feel like thereās some points to be made here
To start, this is so? Vague?? Idek what Iām supposed to be insulted about? You didnāt even say which fic you read? Did you read more than one anon? Did you binge read my fics and then come give me shit about it? You did didnāt you? You secretly love me and my writing donāt you? LMAO
But in all seriousness, idk what you want me to take from this. Truly, whether or not you read fanfic has absolutely no impact on my life so uhh do whatever you want? And as for āruining it for everyoneā what does that even mean? Again, you are the first person ever to feel the need to express something negative about my stuff - and again, congrats!!
Besides, Iām not the owner of fanfics in general? People are out there writing and reading what they want and hopefully having fun - but you failed to see the point of it apparently and thatās kinda sad
I wouldnāt recommend turning away from fanfics entirely just because you didnāt enjoy one writerās work though. Fanfics really are about finding your niche and while I might not fit into yours, thereās probably something out there to your liking.
Better yet, you could aways create content that caters to your whims and be the writer you want to see in the word - that is however much much harder and requires more effort and vulnerability than simply giving people shit for the content they give their community (for free, might I add, just because theyāre nice enough to create things and let other ppl enjoy them!)
The entitlement of demanding any fan content creator meet your own personal standards screams delusional levels of spoiled child behavior to be perfectly honest and it is not a good look, so my reaction to this is simply? yikes??
I would like to add, also, that Iām under no obligation to entertain you and if you didnāt like my writing, well! You can always just close a tab! No one forced you to read it! Why waste your time and energy?
Though from the fact that you then found my tumblr and came here to send anon hate, Iām guessing youāre a fan of wasting your time.
Literally anything else would have been more productive than spending this much of your time on me if you werenāt enjoying it, so just get better soon I guess? Hot tip! Youāll probably be happier if you focus your efforts on things that bring you joy instead!
Lastly, while Iām not sure what you hoped to accomplish here, I can only sincerely hope you learn something from this irrelevant little nuisance.
That is all, bye!
Oh! And thank you for the anon hate life experience I guess?? lmao
#alright so#?????#this just happened lmao#ppl really are out there just saying things huh#I am kinda curious to know which fic it is because if I wrote smt offensive to ppl who behave like this I kinda? Want to know what it is???#and maybe take some pride in it lmao#either way#the audacity? the nerve? sorry you didnāt have fun with my fics anon but Iām entertained as fuck#can we pretend Iām like hurt and wounded so everyone can come tell me how talented and awesome I am now#or is knowing I pissed someone off this much meant to be rewards enough?#if anything! my writing got a reaction so idk man meh?#ask tag
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#told my mom about the Bombshell my dad dropped on me & my brother 16 years ago tonight#only for him to call us shortly after to be like Um You MUST Be Misremembering. I Have a Good Memory And I Would KNOW If I Told You That#but. he has a terrible memory. he has memory problems that he refuses to acknowledge and gets VERY defensive about but like#my brother was there and weāve talked about itā¦itās also True Information that nobody else has EVER mentioned to me#(one Allusion from my momās stepbrother but he made it clear he would not tell us anything we didnāt already know.#but that was my first Genuine Outside Confirmation and that was only in 2021 lol)#huge weight off my chest it was not something he should have handled the way he did and then i just had to Know#but he DID NOT FUCKING REMEMBER!!!!!!!!! one of the defining moments of my adolescence him turning around in the fucking driveway saying#you kids know that [redacted] right? thatās why i sold the business#and then getting out of the car. like that Changed Me#anyway now that my mom knows we know sheās going to finally give us the further information i have desperately wanted for uh#more than half my life lmao#god bless#iāve been working up to telling her for a few months since i finally worked through my anger @ him but it just suddenly. Was Time#nerve wracking but then nobody could get mad at me because he DIDNT EVEN REMEMBER TELLING US!!!! it was about his memory problems instead!!#alhpd
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I'm already stressed about the fact i NEED to get a doctor's appointment tomorrow why do they make it so hard i hate it i hate it i hate it
#why are you even here#why didnt you come here sooner#i hate that they dont list their actual opening hours anywhere or when youre supposed to call#i have that i didnt need to check i during covid but then last time i suddenly did need to and i didnt know!#there was no sign or anything!#so i sat there pointlessly for twenty minutes and they thought i was a no show!#i hate that they make it so fucking hard to see an actual doctor#that they dont LISTEN and try to send you off with just take paracetamol lmao#i hate that gps have hurt me and dismissed me#and that theyre never ANY help#just a hindrance#i hate that they make me feel like a waste of time and resources and then have the nerve to send a bill#and that they victim blame and act like youre stupid when I DONT KNOW HOW THIS WORKS#BECAUSE IM NOT A MEDICAL FUCKING PROFESSIONAL#i HATE it#i hate that the last time i even tried to make an appointment they wouldnt let me make one and i cried with fristration#and i hate that i thought it would he better switching from an old mans practice to a young womans#and i hate that i only ever get to see medical students my age who know less of whats going on than i fo#i hate that theres something very wrong with me forcing me to deal with these fucking clowns#and i hate that i neglect myself because i dont want to deal with these fucking clowns!#i hate it!#i hate that its always either or#and i hate that when i express my symptoms the people i love get worried and the doctor just doesnt care#i hate it#i. hate. it
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