#my nerves are not built for this
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dead space (2008) is a good game so far. it is also not a game i can play for very long at a time, at least not by myself
#my nerves are not built for this#but it’s far far better than alien isolation#i can actually fucking fight back this time#i deadass had to turn off the alien to play alien isolation lmao#dead space
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I just skimmed through the art part of your blog and holy bajeebus your LMK art is so beautiful and the headcanon ideas you come up with are so good I wanna steal em-
Kinda wanna see like a part 2 of the little angst you did between MK and Macaque a while ago. It's so interesting and I wanna see Macaque's reaction in your art style. (You don't have to of course, it's just a suggestion [idk if i spelled that right])
Thanks for reading and hope you have a good day/night!
Hope this is to your liking ^^
Part one here
#I’m sure there are some character nuances im forgetting but well 🤷🏽#I want their misunderstanding or whatever they have going on between then come to a head. literally just going ‘wait what’#for me I think it’s entirely possible that there was an actual fight and maybe tension leading up to that point#cause I feel like macaque is not just bitter about thinking he died to wukong but maybe some stuff that built up to that#maybe the fight was just the breaking point. maybe they’re idiots who don’t talk about it because they think they’re on the same page idk#chipper-smol wrote a cool theory abt them using macaques ‘you’re nothing’ line in s4ep1. from what I understand it could be a direct parall#parallel to when he said that to MK right before MK regained his nerve and hit macaque in the eye.. since flying bark foreshadowed monkey mk#waaaay back in season 1 (where his shadow is his monkey form in the opening) i think that could be deliberate#and they could have gotten billy to voice an entirely different line for that scene. but they reused his line from s3#in a very specific scene with wukongs narrative foil. hm#that aside I would have liked to hear billy voice the ‘you abandoned me’ line that would have killed me. but that’s just me lol#also looking at this I should have shaded the last frame to make it look more dramatic and serious but I ran out of time :(#if anything I want to see MK try and help them get back together. poor kid tries so hard to understand people so I think it would be cool to#see that happen. that’s what I like about him.. he asked macaque why he was working for LBD instead of accusing him of dooming everyone bc#he wants to and he tried to comfort spider queen by admitting he was scared of LBD too 😭😭#my art#myart#Lego Monkie kid#lmk#Monkie kid#lmk spoilers#Lego Monkie kid spoilers#lmk macaque#six eared macaque#lmk sun wukong#lmk swk#lmk MK#lmk xiaotian#lmk season 4#Lego Monkie kid s4
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The "Nya doesn't say I love you to Jay as much because she's self conscious about showing affection" take is cute and all, but I find it much more interesting if we just take the facts we have at face value.
Nya doesn't tell Jay she loves him as much because she doesn't love him as much. This is an unbalanced relationship. Nya loves him, but she's not obsessive like he is. Jay hangs a large part of his identity on Nya. She's the end all be all of his life and purpose. There's no point without her. But that feeling doesn't go both ways. And maybe that's fine. Not all relationships have to be perfectly equal, but it does make things increasingly unstable for them. It's a relationship hindered by the fact that the love these two share for each other is NOT the same. Their romance is a doomed spiral of self destruction that they will either continually fight to keep going, or give in to and face their inevitable demise.
#jaya as a doomed romance from the start just gives me such wonderful bittersweet feelings#jay walker is built to self destruct and nya needs to work up the nerve to let go before that happens#or she will go with him#just my thoughts#obviously#ninjago#jay walker#nya ninjago
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eiden inspires me to new heights [working up the courage to negotiate prices at the farmer's market]
#while reading edmond's nuca pink dj i saw the part where eiden's general helpfulness was being pointed out#where eiden negotiated with the sellers at the market to get free stuff and nice deals...#when i saw that#i went#WOW.... eiden!! you're amazing... i wish i could do that#but recently at the farmer's market#i needed a LOT of eggplants#and... i thought of eiden. wait... why can't i be like him? isn't this the perfect opportunity to try?#so during my chitchat with the farmer i put on my brave face and asked if there were any bulk discounts#i am not built for haggling. it is pure nightmare for me#anyway!! i DID get a nice discount!!! wow!!!#a part of me thinks he would have given me one anyway considering it was the end of the day and all that#but!! i worked up the nerve to ask and!! CHEAP PRODUCE!!!#my moussaka loves u eiden. my wallet loves u. i love u#nu carnival eiden
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Uruughghrgh I still need to build her... Forever stuck at E1
Linktree / Commissions / Ko-fi
#arknights#skadi#skadi arknights#happy big butch friday everyone#lesbian#lesbian artist#artists on tumblr#i should build her but I'm honestly so lazy when it comes to grinding in these games bc it gets in my nerves with how long it takes#so unless I need you RIGHT NOW you not getting built anytime soon sorry to all my ops that are gathering dust :((#that or I need to be insane in the membrane for you (Ling)
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Second request: baby todd and Jake fluff perhaps? 💖
Day 12 - Little hands, my one weakness
#My art#Requestober#Vargas#Edgar#Jake#Todd#Uncle Jake! :D#It's funny ♪ I actually asked how Jake might react to baby Todd while I was still making a bunch of those doodles#But I never actually drew anything from it! Even though it's so cute!#I did fully intend to - so I'm glad I can now! :D Thanks for the reminder haha#Jake so nervous with Just how baby this baby is haha - he's so much bigger than this little one!#It's all well and good to hold Edgar - he's an adult! As much as he wants to give him a good hug haha#But little ones are just so fragile! It's nerve-wracking ♥ It's sweet hehe 💕#Babies are built tough - he'll be asking for uppies and spins and to be thrown around before you know it lol#I do love the idea of Edgar having not only a good support system as a single(?) parent -#Being able to ask Devi and Jake for help when he needs it and raises a family as a group! It takes a village#But also of him settling into the parent role and being confident in places that others aren't#He can be quite capable but he's also often prone to being kicked while he's down haha poor lad#Seeing him confident and happy to have someone to rely on and have Jake defer to him on I just jfdlsafjd ♥💕💖#Directing his hands in return <3 They uplift each other!! It can be so sweet
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working at an actual desk while i'm away from home this week and you would think this is great but the shrimping i do when i sit at tables is UNREAL
#my body was built to curl up with my tablet/canvas on my lap#when i sit at a table my neck pain gets so stupidly ridiculous#the pain doesn't register until i notice my left hand is just glued to the back of my shoulder constantly applying pressure jakfhsg#this will certainly have no long term consequences#(< already has some kind of nerve damage there)#snailem speaks
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(kicks door open) SUZAKU. STOP DOING 300K ON YOUR BURST. YOU'RE BETTER THAN THIS. I WILL END YOU. KILL HELGA.
#lord of heroes#this is about obelisk#i reached floor 30 and the game proceeds to test my patience for a week straight#also pls recommend the top fire earth and water strikers#i only have light and dark built properly rip#tbh i understand the problem is the obelisk being restricted to being element only#so having only suzaku to rely on for dmg without wluci's sap significantly slows everything down#but god does his survivability get on my nerves
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"Good children's television lets the child characters learn lessons for themselves. Adults can provide inspiration or help, but the children should take initiative for their own discoveries and come to conclusions based on their experiences.
Bad children's television has the adults tell the children all the lessons and information they should learn. The children are only there as stand-ins for an audience that the writer wants to preach this information to and passively absorb the lessons rather than taking an active role in their own story."
I find it quite ironic when a genre becomes exactly what they were trying to act as an alternative for.
Because the point of children's entertainment is that it educates in a more entertaining and engaging way than school, you know by letting the kids enjoy fun adventures. Kids don't like being lectured or talked down to, either in school or in their television. It's why they love kid heroes.
You can so very much tell when a children's show is written by someone who remembers what it's like to be a child and respects children as human beings, and when it's written by someone who thinks it's their duty to Educate The Youth so they become Knowledgeable Adults. A children's show has to understand that the audience is already smart before they can begin to teach them anything.
#answered asks#adventures in writing#i am still so angry over that painful curious george episode#where george suddenly doesn't know what a shadow is#(even though there's an ENTIRE EPISODE about groundhog day)#and four-year-old allie comes out and explains it's his shadow#and then says#i kid you not#'my teacher says that a shadow comes when our bodies block the light'#(perhaps not an exact quote but 'my teacher says' was definitely used and it still pains my every nerve)#and then george wonders something about shadows#and where the earlier seasons were BUILT around george having questions#and then trying out different ways to find answers and solutions#in THIS episode allie says they should just ask the man with the yellow hat#and the man with the yellow hat TELLS them about shadows#in a similar vein there's another late episode where george wonders about migrating birds#(somehow everyone figures out he has these detailed questions even though all he does is grunt and point)#and the man with the yellow hat ponders it while they're shopping#and then I KID YOU NOT professor wiseman shows up and is like 'i can tell you the answer'#it pains me so much i am so enraged for the sake of the children who deserve better#unfortunately my niece has no taste and has not noticed she is being fed inferior mental fare#she just likes watching the japanese monkeys slide down the snow dragon#(which is one of the better parts of one of the later episodes)#(that at least feels of a piece with some of the ghostwritten picture books)#(even though that ENTIRE EPISODE is otherwise 'people tell george things while vapid light pop music plays)
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the whole thing of treating pets like family members is real cute until you lose the capability of understanding youre caring for animals n not cute fluffy plushies labeled "child"
my mom INSISTED on adopting 2 somewhat big dogs out of pity last year, she insists on getting attached to pets like theyre her children so thats the cutesy way she originally treated them.we do not have enough space for 2 dogs their size n she refuses to ever play w them or take them on walks (im unable to do that myself bc i cant go where theyre kept without help n shed just get mad.i know she would from experience), most of her interaction w them when shes not cutely calling them her kids bc theyre cute to look at is screaming at them for barking, she literally spends the entire day at times talking abt how she wishes she didnt have them n their food is getting way too expensive for how much money we have.so yk she decided to give them away to this guy w a HUGE farm space proper for dogs like them, ignoring how she treats them one could say its noble she realized theyre not well here n let them go somewhere better for their needs
anyways then in less than a day she threw a hissy fit she wanted her "children" back bc she cannot see pets as animals but as cutesy children who need mommy constantly so the dogs r back at somewhere theyll eventually die of boredom bc their only entertainment is barking at lizards bc my mom cant understand dogs have needs n arent there to play cutesy family roles n look nice.its just your responsability for a pet owner to know your ANIMALS needs, n some ppl r literally just not cut to own pets if they insist on seeing them as "essentially people bc its cute to treat them like they r" than animals w specific needs to be kept
like.on base calling pets family is cute.i get the appeal im willing to play along w being the pets sister bc it IS a cute term to use for fun.but when you do it sm you can no longer understand you own animals n not literal children (granted if she treated a child like that shed land in jail immediately) thats just.honestly youre just kinda stupid n obviously get pets bc theyre cute to have, not bc you want to take care of animals
#analiceoriginal.txt#she told me i have no love for them bc i didnt get excited they were back like yeah girl bc THIS ISNT A PROPER PLACE FOR THEM???#im sorry for understanding the concept dogs of specific sizes NEED specific spaces#also i was busy crying abt the fact now i have to put up w her screaming abt them constantly#sorry thats just not exciting news.dogs r back to getting mistreated n im back to putting up w her anger issues#just.fuck man suddenly i rly understand why l.aios was annoyed at s.enshi insisting a.nnie was safe n friendly#that is an ANIMAL w ANIMAL needs n behaviors youre ignoring !!! your love for them is built on a fundamental misunderstanding#of how animals work!!! dumbass!!!#its the same shit w the cats kinda too.theyre her cute children until they need vet attention where suddenly theyre#getting on her nerves bc theyre too needy when sick#heck girl im only here bc i sounded cute to have too 💀#also miss responsability impulsive adoption literally got 3 dogs killed before bc of this behavior#she insisted on adopting this dog knowing she could have been sick w a rly bad disease thats incurable for dogs#guess what the dog turned out to have n spread to our other two dogs killing all of them within a month!#n guess who decided that wasnt her fault yesterday bc shes claiming my ~uncles bad energy~ somehow fucking did that!#this is more of a vent than an objective post abt an issue but idk someone can prob relate
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finding friends through the wild kratts fandom ensures you have friends interested in science and animals and i think thats just wonderful. never stepping foot back in that fandom tho. never again . im all good. no offense to my wk followers i love yall <3 its the fandom as a whole i do not associate with anymore
#my silly friends (HI !!! YOU KNOW THIS IS ABOUT YOU !!!) like animals and science and none of my friends irl do#in my school at least#i talk to my friends irl about my interest in decomposition and i get weird ass looks :(#let a man ramble about how a body decomposes and how pretty it is#because it really fuckin is !! i will be so fr!! decomposition is beautiful#beautiful process and the idea that it takes something that has died and taken from the ecosystem#and then brings it back INTO the environment#so it CONTRIBUTES#is just amazing#and creatures were built and their features just. exist. their livers just exist. their tongues exist#and isnt that amazing?#that we live in a world where intestines and chlorophyll are real#and veins and thyroids and pancreases and ears and eyes and noses and leaves and roots and fur and teeth and bones and nerves#and the fact that these things make up other things which make up other things#and create life#they are life#this is a post about finding good friends i did not mean to dive into a ramble on how much i love organs etc
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google how to not tell your loved ones that you hate them and wish they'd just kill themselves. asking for a friend.
#nnstuff#rambling#vent#i didnt say anything but shes getting on my nerves sooo bad every damn day#for no reason either. she aint even doing anything. i am just Built Different (wrong)
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Nicola Coughlan the woman that you are!!!!!
#s3e5 posting#I am like so nervous watching these scenes but like secondhand nerves idk cause like as someone built a bit like her I just can’t wrap#my brain around it that we get these kinds of scenes#and like when the other two couples were going at it I was like eating it up but now I have to pause like every two seconds so I was like#ok I should interrogate that feeling I guess#idk#Augh tho Colin was sooo much more of a cutie pie last year I wish they had just left his face alone#bc like they were prob like oh he should be more conventionally hot and still want her that’s like saying something no idc abt that#let men have soft jawlines too was Simone Ashley’s not enough to power the show for several seasons alone#bridgerton
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there is some (gender?) roles going on with anne & mary but it's subtle
mary is a bit more into no-nonsense brutality and anne's into twisted creativity. ed considers mary more stable and tends to seek advice from her (which she gives in spades, it was she who called it that ed&stede haven't had sex yet etc, she's the designated people understander) rather than anne (who just loves to bring maximum chaos to any situation and uses her empathy more intuitively to find weak spots in people, not always succeeding)
i wouldn't call them underwritten for how hard it is to tease their differences apart, they're perceived as anne-and-mary by this point, but that's probably on purpose, they were compatible in the first place and then they've been making each other worse for years & years. inseparable now <3
anne-and-mary are more parallel to ed-and-izzy than ed and stede
#ofmd spoilers#anne bonny#mary read#me and who :'''(#no but fr they made me point and scream 'this is why i'm never getting into a relationship'#sorry girls my nerves aren't built for that
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sophie is so little sister coded to me i need to add her to my familial list NEOW
#personal#playing the update for lo.ve isl.and and oml 👹👹👹 HOA karen or whatever her name is is getting on my LAST nerve#‘jin and i have so much chemistry jin and i have a relationship built on trust’ GIRL. YOU SLEPT WITH JACK LMFAOOOOOO#i’m only halfway through the whole volume for today but i NEEEEEED to grab a microphone and put her on BLAST ‼️‼️‼️#anyways the first few volumes when sophie was trying to act like she liked jin OOOOOH that got me heated#but now when she stirs up trouble i’m just like my sister in christ 😔 c’mon now.
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its so stupid to me when someone goes up to somebody (recently in the inboxes of palestinians doing their damndest to share information about whats going on with the genocide of their own people and some of yall still cant take being spoon fed this as if its the worst thing to happen to you to just pay attention (but it happens also after any catastrophe yall just rock up to anyone you judge an affected minority be it someone of another race, culture, gender, sexuality w/e)) and you ask "well who should i vote for"
thats your choice
when you turned 18 in the us of a you gained the right to choose whoever the hell you want on the ballot for president. nobody can make you vote for somebody or withold it. you make that decision. you should be able to think for yourself. do some research and stop talking out of your ass because that is literally the least you could do.
and also you shouldn't be going to someone (especially someone who this is of he least concern of) and go "well what do you think i think i have to vote for x because *despite every atrocity they've ever comitted* theyre still better than the other guy!" because what do you want? forgiveness? you made a choice. you also just told somebody that this choice WILL AFFECT that it was the only choice available to you (even though it wasnt). and then act like they should be grateful. like you're doing them a favor.
#this isnt well worded at all its just. getting on my nerves#like sorry you want recognition for voting for the guy who will feed you poison in a three course meal#instead of in a single slice of bread?#if you're gonna do it anyways at least just do it and shut up#yall put so much more weight on these votes than there actuslly is too#esp for presidential elections#will i go vote? probably#do i expect a damn thing? hell no#systems rigged to hell. but instead of focusing on that we focus on americas next top bomber and which one we gotta endorse#biden aint get them kids out of cages#biden let the pipelines get built on indigenous lands and spoil their water#biden let abortion rights fall through#you know how many black folks were killed by police last year?#and im supposed to thank you?#fuck all that
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