#fuck Stella!

[sera8273]

SPOILER ON STOLITZ FIGHT DURING FULL MOON!!!

Stolas addition

To start this. Take this into note: Stolas is not on his antidepressants throughout the whole fight since he has ran out of them.

Now!! Stolas, from what we see from ‘THE CIRCUS’ had a, of course, shitty childhood. Dad who didn’t give a shit about him, the normal.

But, unlike Blitz who letted the piece of shit he calls a father berated him and get under his skin. It’s Stella who he lets get under his skin. Which I don’t blame him for. He’s known her since childhood because of an Arranged marriage. Since. Childhood.

So when we see Blitz lashing out and screaming and stomping at the end of the scene. One line that got my full attention was this one:

“Are you fucking kidding! Can I get a fucking minute to think after everything you put me through you pompous rich asshole!!”

Notice how throughout the time when Stolas leaves the room and how Stolas casts Blitz outside of his house.

He flinches. His posture when walking is stiff and fast,he is hugging himself, he is making himself smaller.

He’s having flashbacks of Stella yelling at him like that.

When Stolas shows his true feelings to Blitz and gives him the Asmodeus Crystal. It shows that Stolas wants to make Blitz feel free of this arrangement he set up in the first place.

He doesn’t know how love really works. The only love he really ever had was Stella, that’s it.

So when Stolas sees Blitz shrugging off the fact that Stolas actually cares about him and loves him -bc he doesn’t think anyone could ever love him- Stolas doesn’t know that so in his mind he thinks ‘oh yeah, he’s only here for the Grimore, not for me, why would he love me?’

Blitz, in terms of understanding things, needs time to process it. Otherwise he just starts to yell and come to the first conclusion that his mind makes up.

Stolas doesn’t know that! What he does know is that he has to end this as fast as possible because he’s gonna get hurt again. Hes fucking readying himself bc he knows he’s gonna get hurt again!!

Which is why when Stolas finally says goodbye. He doesn’t let blitz have the chance to say sorry or have the chance to talk because ‘why would he mean it? He doesn’t care. He never did…. Just like Stella…just like everyone else..’

[bixels]

fine, me too.

[syrupbitee]

free my boy from his own show he did nothing wrong

[mooni]

yeah, stolas COULD'VE spun the tale in such a way that it would've been all but a retelling of what actually happened. he could have. but he didn't. not because he was prideful, but because that meant blitz took a fraction of blame, and that wasn't something he could let happen.

stolas goetia entered that courtroom expecting death. he was fine with that. as long as blitz left unharmed, stolas could die. because to him, a life without his love was no life at all.

[doomalade]

Now this is what an actually loving and caring parent looks like.

Fuck you Stolass, you deserve the worse to come your way.

[mecachrome]

2024 MIAMI GP | Post-Race Debrief

[raiiny-bay]

Love, Dhes

Parker,

It's unfair how time with you feels so short. How the last 10 years have felt like no time at all. I like to think there are other versions of us out there, somewhere. Maybe in another timeline, another universe. I like to think we find each other no matter where we are or what we're doing. That we're together and happy and I get to love you in a dozen different lifetimes. That's what I hope, anyway. And I hope when this lifetime ends, we get to start over and do it all again. Because once just isn't enough. Not for me. Not with you.

I hope the next 10 years pass slower.

Love, Dhes

[dreamerdrop]

My issue with writing Julian POV is that I don’t think Julian is actually self-aware enough to realise how mind-blowingly attracted to Garak he actually is, no.

I think he would be in denial about it conciously, because Garak is a dangerous Cardassian who may or may not be a spy. Julian would filter his attraction through whatever justifications he can for why he’s not ~really~ attracted to him. (While blushing and being flustered by Garak’s overt attraction and flirting back like his life depends on it for reasons he will conveniently brush over in his head.)

But you see, I cannot conceive that anyone could ever, ever look at Garak and not immediately be overcome with lust that makes them dizzy. I can’t imagine having someone who looks like that approach so blatantly flirty and not just immediately following them back to their store to do whatever the fuck they tell you for as long as they want.

So it’s very hard for me to write Julian not being immediately on his knees for Garak because it baffles me that he didn’t just throw himself at Garak over the table in that replimat to begin with.

Maybe it’s my bizarre taste in men talking but how did this scene not end with Julian following him back to his store and being like “Yes, sir, what do you want to do with me, sir”.

[faithinlouisfuture]

Papaya boys surviving the horrors together at the FIA Awards Gala 2024

[carto0ncritter]

In S1, Octavia only blames Stolas for their family falling apart but never mentions like... Stella neglecting her in her childhood? Which means that it's NOT her mother's neglect but Stolas' cheating that ruined everything. Hell, Via never even mentions that she heard her parents arguing or Stella being violent towards Stolas (before he cheated on her)?

Then, in S2, we are told that Stella was an abuser from the start.

this doesn't make any sense.

[parasour]

Stella!!! She is just so fun to put in different type of fits, her design is still a bit inconsistent but I'm working on it!

Plus some bonus doodles:

[sludgekludge]

you ever think about how crimson physically abused and literally murdered his wife, then abused his only son, and yet he's more generally well-liked by both the show and the fandom than stella. you ever think about how valentino. and he's way, way more beloved than stella. i wonder why that is. anyway

[rapidhighway]

can two fairy princesses from another dimension form the lesbian flag and combat the forces of evil...

[heilos]

I saw on your profile that you like Interstella 5555. So out of the 4, who had the best earth look in your opinion?

Noooooo I can't choose! All of their outfits and hair shapes are so fire, like peak character design across the board. (Character names for anyone who doesn't know from left to right: Octave, Stella, Baryl, Arpegius)

[walking-gay]

OCTAVIAS LITTLE BIRD NOISES IM CRYING

STELLA GO AWAYYYY 🔫🔫🔫

[n3felibata]

Keep thinking about an argument I had with a Stella defender who said that Via "doesn't give a fuck" that she's growing up in a dysfunctional household? I just... what? Was it not everyone else's assumption that she was just emotionally numb as a trauma response? Figured that was kind of obvious from the fact that she doesn't react much to what's going on around her, but the song she's listening to is literally singing "my world is burning down around me."

What an odd way to try to exonerate Stella and brush off her traumatizing Via by abusing Stolas in front of her