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former heroes who quit too late
#caption is from the kids arent alright by fall out boy#incredibly cherik coded song in my opinion#my art#art#fanart#x-men#erik lehnsherr#magneto#charles xavier#cherik#I FUCKIGN HATE DRAWING BALD OLD MAN CHARLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#eriks fine though i love u old man erik#old man cherik deserve more content..................................#where r the old man yaoi enthusiasts........ come home...................#thank u again to fall out boy for giving me endless inspiration for art
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"It takes guts to grow up like you did-- thousands of years simmering beneath every kind of oppression man could think of."
"With the sky kissing the crown of my head, knighting me with space to roam and the bravery to explore it [...] Big, open fields of barley and rivers like slivers of silver, marbling my veins."
"And yet you prefer...?" "After all that life?" a breath, a laugh, caught between teeth. "Something cultivated by your own will-- the work, the dread, the sought resolution-- it is far grander than the possibility, the dream of it."
art by @fooltofancy (just. fantastic. look at them. !!!!)
#OUROBOROS#ouroboros-if#interactive fiction#yor/yana#go commission vin if you want to like literally sob. The lines! THE LIIIINES!!!!#I'm so happy I could snag these bdfhksjdbf AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#never in my life did I think anyone could do Y justice in how I see them in my head. and here's vin absolutely slam dunking every line#I was very. emotional. when I got the art-- I've just been served with some dental problems and whatever the fuck else. been in a fugue sta#e when working on ouro (so much is getting done but endless tasks to do!) and this just. perked me up. (sobs) i love them so much. so.somuc#You haven't seen much of Y in the public demo but they have so many things !!! going on!! and I can't wait to share it and hear from you#often I wonder what peoples theories are on Y. I've heard the rumors#the pondering on a particular theory. and it gets me all giddy-- not bc it is wrong#but because it isn't always entirely right. sdlkfjhslkdjfhsd I love being cryptic LMAO bye. love u
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in the face of animal crossing pocket camp closing, can i just say. i don’t understand why new horizons was like that. after acpc the next animal crossing game should have been amazing and yet,
acnh feels very stale very quickly imo. it has the bones of an animal crossing game (unlocking shops, filling the museum, etc) but the villagers are sooo samey, and it feels like there’s fewer interactions and games between them than there was in acnl. (and i know this isn't a new criticism but it feels unfinished. harv's island co-op in the final update feels like a weak alternative to letting lief, kicks, katrina, etc. have physical stores on your island.) but i do love having the ability to build and customize your own furniture, to an extent. the new furniture designs are great and i especially love that villagers have more versatile clothes options. sheep can wear shirts!! everyone can wear hats!!
but also, acpc has WAY more furniture and clothing options than acnh. and i love the way the villagers work there: they have a set personality and a set style. and you can help them give gifts to other villagers or give them fashion tips, and your relationship improves more (im pretty sure ?) if you pick the option that’s The Right Style. it makes it feel like you're actually getting to know them, and it gives a little bit more variation because a cranky jock FEELS markedly different than a cranky cool guy
#animal crossing#mine#this has been in my drafts for like a year but it feels like a good time to pull it out#my ideal animal crossing game is. probably unrealistic i know.#i want the urban development opportunities from acnl because i LOVED being able to build up main street#combined with the landscaping versatility from acnh#acpc villager system. and also more town activities and games. LIKE HIDE AND SEEK THAT WAS MY FAVE#i also want to work at brewsters again and figure out everyone’s coffy orders :) acnh brewsters feels pointless if u dont have amiibos :(#in acnh people are always walking into my house uninvited but never invite me over to theirs!!!!#and frankly. kappn’s tours lose their appeal if you’re just going to an endless parade of randomized blank slates#i rly only use it to get the extra DIY recipes and it just feels like a waste of miles
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i NEED more of Montreal page decor PLEASEEEEEEEEE . HOW COME ALL THE OTHER MUSIC ARTISTS GET SO MUCH BUT I GET SO LITTLE..... PLEEASEEEEEEEEEEEE IM BEGGING I WANNA BE OF MONTREAL ALBUMED FROM HEAD TO TOE GIVE ME STICKERS BLINKIES DIVIDERS BUTTONS STAMPS GIVE ME I NEED THE OF MONTREAL PAGE DECOR NOWWWW
#page decor#stamps#of montreal#skeletal lamping#dividers#blinkies#SOMEONE. make me a collection and ill love u forever. just even make the bases. just. just please. take the skeletal lamping creatures#make a blinky or a divider from them#cherry peel inspired plane and banner decor#PRE CHERRY PEEL DEMO BUTTON#look the possibilities r endless u can have a lot of fun with all the albums or even sleeve art or fonts#help me im just a boy in need of Decor
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ngl i want lxl to double down on the whole “we’re lovers” thing that they have going on in meoto and continue acting as lovers in their future songs. they’ve given their fans enough love, now it’s time for them to love each other on main!!! and hey, maybe they’ll finally be canon—
#i want them to act as lovers in a whole variety of settings though~~~~~~#i’d love to see them pay homage to yujiro’s kabuki background and portray the story of a kabuki play in a song maybe~?#the possibilities are endless with these two bc they’re stupid dense lol#you could ask them to act as lovers and they’ll still walk away from the experience without realising their feelings for each other#though on the topic of songs im sure either white day kiss or last stage (or both) are the most likely songs to get mvs for the next 2 weeks#b u t i really reallyyyyyy want it to be meoto lmao#though ig at this point motto ichigo au lait is more likely to get an mv first than meoto (solely based off the songs’ ages)#i hope we get a new mona mv soon though~~~~~~~~~~~~~#im sorry it’s almost 5 in the am im running on low sleep and residual fumes of rage and thus my thoughts are a messsss#染BODY ONCE TOLD ME—
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parental relationship moment💀
#gonna drop random thoughts in the hashtags#moretti who takes every carlo's fuck up personally#“u spin me all around and then you ask me not to spin” late carlo&moretti to me. funny thing that this is also late eddie&carlo to me#i believe that carlo learned many of the ways of pressure and manipulation from moretti#anyway every moretti's accusation breaks carlo's heart+pride so his gratitude and loyalty is replaced by hatred n anger in the end#“all this anger was once love” “the word father rotted in my mouth” what if i start screaming. what then#“i guess im just a terrible mother” lisa to eddie & not in manipulative or victim way but the most sincere n regretful way imaginable#eddie who still feels endless guilt before her. but things couldn't be different (it is what it is fr)#happy fucking house#i wanted to write more but my head is empty rn😞#carlo falcone#tomaso moretti#eddie scarpa#lisa rubini#mafia 2#avart#falcone family
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i played the remastered alan wake a while back and am replaying the original on steam, and, honestly, they’re so similar, I couldn’t tell which is which if you held up comparisons. ive come across reviews about the game looking outdated and bad (mostly compared to other releases in that time), but the original looks great and I like the hazy dark lighting for both this and awan
#might delete#I can’t wait to run into all the product placements#like yeah I know it’s not. top graphics of that year. but I’ve stopped and looked at the environment So many times. it’s pretty!#this is because im biased but I *loved* AWANs choice of scenery. although I wish it was as detailed and expansive as the original games#all of remedy’s games do pretty great in terms of the environment. ignore controls terrible map and the Oldest House is an incredible space#to navigate just by following signs and all the little details. the atmosphere!#don’t even need to explain how aw2 is good with that#but even Max Payne 1 has this beautiful eerie quality where everything is this fever dream of grungy or old environments#even before the literal nightmare sequence it felt like navigating a dream of this Not New York City. like of course it’s likely born from#the limitations the developers had when making it. but the emptiness and placement of npcs added to the experience#QB so far is my least favorite in its style and environment but it’s still had some good moments. the use of flashbacks + time overlapping#onto abandoned and destroyed environments was genius. the college campus itself and the train(?) cargo(?) area was neat to go through#there’s some really good stuff there! *im also. not done with QB so im still hoping things get more wild!!#im honestly more forgiving of QB as a whole and find it interesting since it went through a lot of hell in its development#this might seem negative but it’s not! it’s a shockingly beautiful game. graphics exceed expectations#the style and some locations is where it’s more boring for me. but still good. im so tempted to buy it on steam to finally finish it#endless apologies if u opened this and ur entire page opened up an essays worth of tags
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[The Final sugi dying kitten betrayal -> utsuro-gin fight -> sakura boat imagination -> completely tonally consistent with these ginpachi-sensei closer]
now listen. u know i would rather die than post five nearly-uninterrupted minutes of a fight scene. so take that into consideration.
#slight--#flashing#--in the first scene but i tried to cut the worst of it#sopping wet gintoki posting#videos#my computer is screaming at me. can i recall my thoughts.#i think theyre INSANE for that utsuro falling -> takasugi bound on the ground watching shouyou's execution transition.#rereading the manga fight scene. there IS some. how do i want to phrase this. unreliable perspective fuckery. retconning of memories.#nonliterality Mind Tricks. but like. things still happened. this movie here takes it so far that im like. IS GINTOKI EVEN REAL?#is this just the gintoki that lives in takasugi's dying brain and utsuro's dying brain that utsuro got from shouyou's humanity brain fungus#being his shinigami/psychopomp to walk him thru his first ever death. guhhhhhhh. littlest baby on the planet who is afraid of dying.#<- i love utsuro with all my heart. sorry for being mean to him at first turns out he's the char of all time meant for me.#anyways i think the movie is. SO BALLSY to stretch reality so far for their climax fight. and in such a. way.#taking place in complete silence. almost no actual fighting in the 200 Chapters Of Fighting arc fight scene conclusion.#reanimating so many key moments just to canonize the identity blurring triangle between three dead guys (tho gintoki gets kicked out of#the world of the dead on that sakura boat. sad.)#just a really ambitious thing to put in this aesthetically ugly and boringly standard as hell movie. AND TO SERVE WHAT END.#more standard as hell jump Power Of Friendship in the end. just with some extra weird cannibal ouroboros endless mirrors gay ass flavor.#<- gintama has always been abt making and surviving connections im not mad abt that but u know. got so generic lol.#thoooooo rereading the manga scene and understanding the plot more this time i do like the feeling that utsuro wasnt defeated so much as#just ran out his time. being kept busy from causing more problems in his final hours w a pointless fight hed never be able to turn down.#[about to digress 20 more times] anyways what else. theres an utsuro soft expression when he regrows sugi's arm that i like. interesting--#choice. i also cut it but i love gintoki wandering gaze avoiding sugis eyes dying in his arms. and his fighting back tears so badly.#the way the dynamic and emotionally destroying shot transitions dont stop even while sugi's dying. someone on staff was working their ass#off for him and i appreciate that.
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─ romantic gestures. bold what applies to your muse , italicize if there's potential / it depends.
holding hands · buying flowers · cooking · cuddles · writing a poem / song · holding door open · tying shoe laces · sharing a milkshake with two straws · offering their jacket when it's cold · kissing in the rain · publicly confessing love · long walks at the beach · doing the titanic pose on a boat · taking cute pictures in a photo booth · sharing a taxi / uber · kissing the back of their hand · slow dancing · getting tickets of their favorite artist / sports team / other · introducing them to your parents · lighting candles · flower petals on bed · love letters · star gazing · brushing / doing their hair · picnics · teaching them to play an instrument / sport while gently guiding their hands · compliments · late night drives · taking selfies together · drawing them · self-made gifts · massages · proposing with a family heirloom ring · lending them your favorite book to read · paying for dinner / coffee · mixtapes / playlists · surprise birthday parties · feeding them · handing them keys to your apartment · making space in drawer for their clothes when they stay over · sharing a blanket · couple costumes · tucking a hair strand behind their ear · running after them at the airport / keeping them from leaving · moving cities to be together · blowing a kiss · breakfast in bed · defending them in a fight (verbally / physically) · joint bubble baths · dropping the L-bomb ("i love you") · dedicating a song at the karaoke bar to them · wearing their clothes · yawning before putting an arm around them while watching a movie · granting them the last bite (from meal)
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#toshiro kasukabe i love you so so so so so bad i WISH i had ships w u u mean the world to me#HE DRIVES ME INSANEEEEEEEEE im obsessed with him. toshiro struggles alot w expressing attraction in public bc of the conditions that he-#-was raised under where he had endless amounts of pressure put on him to conform to a standard and stay in the shadow of his father from a-#-very young age which means even postgame he struggles to get himself to do these things esp when they wouldnt be socially ok to do unless-#-you were dating the person u were doing it with but still caring abt his partner SOSOSOSOSSO much it's agonizing and how he'd fight with-#-himself to genuinely and directly express his feelings and not be controlled by fear postgame and how even pregame he'd still try to-#-figure something out to express it even in the minutest sense and how much his experiences form and embolden and disquiet him and GODDD#the way he'd consider a love letter to be albeit cheesy the most romantic thing he could do for a person bc it communicates his feelings-#-for them so directly and in a written form which he is so trained to think of in the danger it could bring bc its Physical ANYONE can-#-read it but still choosing to Write It Down like a kind of permanence and the way part of that is bc of him getting a secret admirer's-#-love letter when he was young and getting so so infatuated with the concept and finding that writing things down to be such a good way-#-to figure out his thoughts n feelings even if he always burned them after and how he'd want to do that for his partner/romantic interest-#-and how he finds to articulate his feeling through action and Giving rather than verbally when the articulate struggles so he instead-#-says it in the way he helps sb he loves learn an instrument or a skill n guides them and helps them and the way he'd guide the fingers#TOSHIROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO KASUKABEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE u need a partner SO BAD i love u sm#MUSE / Toshiro Kasukabe#STUDY / Toshiro Kasukabe#GAMES / Toshiro Kasukabe#SHIPPING / Toshiro Kasukabe#━ ♔ on such longing i couldn’t spit out : shipping.#━ ♔ shielding your eyes from the bright noon-light : studies.#p5 //#p5t //#food ment //#━ ♔ the world grows green again when you smile : games.
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until capcom proves me otherwise, this is my interpretation of leon throughout the entire film
#dont get me wrong okay i loved the movie#and i could watch these guys get up to hijinx and shenanigans for another 10 films#BUT it being marketed as a sequel to vendetta really had me believing they would follow up on Leon's state of mind in that film#and what is clearly a massive struggle with alcoholism and depression#especially considering he seemed to be fine in this film from what we saw in trailers#so at least some sort of reference or indication as to how he seemed to be doing so much better all of a sudden#but there was none of that#other than Dylan's offhand comment in his speech about Leon being 'all burnt out' from the endless missions he's being dragged into#so i am now choosing to believe he is simply not okay#and that maybe he's managed to get a handle on the drinking but this man is still deep in the throes of major passive depression#and that's that on that !#@ me about it capcom u cowards#resident evil#resident evil death island#re death island#re#death island spoilers#leon kennedy
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#personal#all i really want in life is for someone whos never fully played minecraft to let me teach them as we fall in love#with eachother and the minecraft world we build together and with the real life world we build together#i want my minecraft soulmate who finds their own playstyle through learning mine#come. take my hand. lets continue digging my endless liminal minecraft poolroom. together ❤️#yes babe those diamond boots are bitchin but here look. i have a chest of the armor of the slain. please dont waste my diamonds on armor#we need those for tools. kay? its ok dont worry i made u a cookie (omg theres cookies thats sick) yeah those trees with the beans its from t
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#feelin like a big lonely loser tonight teehe ^__^#thought maybe i had plans but then not n everyone else i asked didnt answer or had plans w other ppl too#n i had suggested a plans with stef but she never rlly confirmed or denied but i figured not plus im kinda sick now too but#also called her just to be like hi n i miss u bc idk im SICK n i hate being sick n the way she sounded was weird AaagghGGHHHHH#n im just now realizing maybe she also ended up doing plans w other ppl#just feels like nobody likes me i GUESS which is dramatic but . aagggghhghgh#to be fair a bit of a 180 from i love u so much lemme say it 50 times last night to i call her n say ilu n shes like uhh ok haha#anD I FEEL LIKE EVERYONES GIVING ME RLLY SHORT ANSWERS N LIKE#but i dont know if i have the energy to give a lot of. energy. ?? to expect it back? but its like#an endless cycle of feel bad so less energy or want to bug less so then deserve less in return anyway so feel worse#its kinda feeling like isolation time which i havent done in a hot minute but i tried so hard to get out of it but like . for what yknow#i got to talk to some ppl some more n meet some ppl but at the end of the day i still feel alone n alien teehee#but maybe im just bejng dramatic bc sick. and rsd with the Tones and ppl having Plans With Others#like its perfectly reasonable to have forgotten or just idk had better options or maybe bc i didnt say anything sooner buT . IDK. 😔🥺#im sick n i hate being sick n i want someone to take care of me ugh#instead i just kinda sat here. played some OW. got mad at OW. ordered pizza to engage in basically food self harm LOL n watched some#of a show ive been meanjng to watch. jts neat so far. but yeah now i just feel like shit i guess#idk how to like. not be insane. or like. ask ppl for like. idk. reassurance or smthn or. share feelings. without feeling like i am.... bad#for doing so or itll end poorly or its excess or burdensome or unreasonable. bc it kkinda is unreasonable but idk not entirely ig yknow#and i really need to shower but i especially dont want to now that i ate food bc id rather die than look at myself naked but yea#YEAH. IDK. i feel. like shit. and garbage. and i can almost see this as being the turning point to me sabotaging my ownnpotential future#whatever ive been slowly building that i just. end up giving up now.#god i wanna call stef or pidge or someone n... ig not even talk abt this bc i dont wanna be a bother but. just hear ppl. u_u#feel like i am wanted in the world slepflsjhggbjwjr#It's My Blog I'll Use It As A Diary / Thought Organizing Thing If I Want To !!!!
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i suppose i was naive to believe that one good day meant that everything would all of a sudden be sunshine and happiness again
#all my long time comfort shows r over/on hiatus so i don’t even have them to distract me from the Horrors™️ anymore :/#sorry 4 complaining all the time btw. love u guys v much & thanks for sticking w me and my endless rants and headaches 🫠#personal#rae.txt
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#;c.amazotz#YEHAAA#his icons are finally done 😌😌😌#i love adding lil hidden meanings on my i.con b.orders#there's 4squares by each side representing not only eyes (lil dot on middle as the pupil)#but also there's 4 bc the 4th month in the m.aya calendar is the month of the bat#inspired by vases found feat bats + eyeballs that likely were a way of representing multitude of bats#u know; to not draw endless bats; u draw eyeballs and it alludes to the idea that theres a lot#bats were very important in m.aya culture for many diff reasons; these being symbolic; religious; sociopolitical; cultural and more#of course these morphed according regions and time but one thing that stuck to me that i wanted to allude to is#the connection between bats; c.amazotz and s.acrifice through d.ecapitation#hence the b.loody sword#the connection between bats and d.ecapitation follows the observation of v.ampire bats; whose main food was blood yes; but there is as well-#the natural trait they have of snatching fruit from trees;#which translates to them being identified with d.ecapitation#this is portrayed in the p.opol v.uh when c.amazotz snatches the head off one of the twin heroes#OH OH AND;; how they are associated with the underworld; but not just that; also the world of the living#bc bats live in caves however u see them flying in the air as well; so thats why i added the sun and the moon (up; down)#red is associated with the sun and blood alongside strenght#and blue is associated wiith the sky alongside other symbolism#mmm what else#and well; thats a glyph of the bat month#u know; despitetheir importance; information about c.amazotz himself is quite scarce#at least in regards to what has been found physically speaking#since a lot was destroyed + a lot of traditions were spread o.rally + our limited knowledge about m.aya culture in general#but once u start to put the pieces together; u can find a lot of info!#its very interesting!!! apologies for the ramble but theres so much to talk about its very waooowww#anyways; wiggly mouth c.amazotz supremacy
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IM LOSING MY MIND ITS TO LATE AT NIGHT TFOR THIS
#YOU I WAS JUST ABOUT TO SLEEP#(i have bad sleeping habits...in my defense my clothes are still in the dryer even tho its *checks time* 130)#STRANGE KLUG STRANGE KLUG STRAN-#ANYWAY CAT STRANGE KLUG??? KITTY CAT IN QUEST???!?!?!?!??!?!#NEKOMIMI SER STRANGE THEMSELF?!?!?!#WHEN I LAY MY HEAD AND HAVE POWERED OFF MY TOOLS????#I MUST SLEEP WITH THESE IMAGMES HAUNTING ME BEFORE BED WITH NO RELEASE UNLIKE#MY LOVE MY LIGHT MY STAR KUROI SIG???#MY PAIN IS IMMEASURABLE MY TORMENT ENDLESS#GRRRR I WANNA DRAAAAAAAAAAWWWWW 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#think i can get him if i plow thru what i think is msq on quest#does it work like arknights where i get 1 PO for 3 staring stages and i can use that to roll#on that note how i get those bunny thingies so i can unlock the last couple tiles for my Black Sig?#I guess i had a bunch from back when i played before while i was in a guild but i spent those all on reg sig and some on strange#because i didnt understand the value of them but Now I Know™#Im rambling to ease the pain(excitement)#I cant wait for Strange to join the nekomimi party!#I'll draw u first thing i get after work i gotchu
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Anyway this was just to say that the line of Hob being the closed end of parenthesis made me more emotional than anything has any right to do because what is one part of the parenthesis if its partner is missing and would you look at that I made myself cry again.
Sorry for throwing this in your inbox and I'm sorry for any mistakes in spelling because I actually can't see my keyboard very well gfhjfghhfg I am off to sit in a dark room and try to gather myself. thank you for this wonderful story and gift you've given the sandman and dreamling fandom ily and Hounds ever so much <3
(p.s this is bookbinding anon btw, who I know you found but I'm always too embarrassed to ask things off of anon so here we are)
hello book binder!! <3 <3 <3 responding to both parts of ur ask in one here bc u rlly made me sit down and. think. about parentheses. my favorite thing in the world is when someone like shares their literal galaxy brain analysis of something w me it is such a gift to hear ur thoughts im like. my god. the implication of losing the opening parenthesis. to be only an end without a start. jesus christ. im actually in deep physical and emotional Agonies about that now holy hell.
thank you so very much for not only ur like genius tier thoughts which have left me physically shaking but also for ur immensely kind words about my writing!! all my love <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
#hounds#the sandman#dreamling#dream of the endless#hob gadling#holy lord I can't stop thinking about parentheses now#about how some things are defined only in their pairs#like#like we understand parentheses more than any parenthesis#we only make sense of them in context of each other#they always contain something and they always do so together#what is a start without an end?#what is the end without a point of genesis?#is it some eternal stasis#always concluding?#help im thinking thoughts#oh man#anyway book binding anon thank you so much for your lovely words and your brilliant thoughts they are keeping me up at night#lovely to hear from u#vergil says hello#<3 <3 <3
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