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l3ominor · 1 year

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Ahh yes. No breaks for me I see. I'm so entitled and selfish for having my computer in my room.

I'm.

An.

Adult.

Mom.

#lets just forget my entire life spent bending over backwards for you and your nerotypical rules #forget that im the literal third parent in the home #forget that ive been at work all day.#no no #im just an entitled selfish child with no respect for her mother whos just worried about my safety and refuses to compromise at all.#t h a n k s #l3o vents

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buwheal · 25 days

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Hello, Spamton!

How's life? Also, do you have any opinions on the Addisons? (Pink, blue, orange, and yellow)

If so, what do you think of them?

#raaughhh ruhhh i am immediately going tyo bed ive been working on it. almost all day so if you see mistakes NO YOU DONT #[you've got mail!]#spamton #spamton g spamton #deltarune #deltarune spamton #deltarune chapter 2 #still frame asks on regular in exchange for animated ones is a pretty good deal i think #rruuhahahah #Now this is the point where id say why you pissed him off but id be lying becaus he isnt #And i like the asks about the addisons despite people forgetting that they are indeed a topic lol #i would just say that askihin him on HIS opinions on them will get you a slew of censored brackets and a largely irritated guy #Im sure eventually youll figure out a good question that will get him talking in a way you want but for now its either : youre flatout #ignored or insulted..... or he only answers whatever else you put in there. which counts as being ignored. mu ha ha #at least for the “your opinion” ones but i do like this ask #as per usual the tag paragraph #eat well my disgusting bug horde im going to bed even though i had other plans

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marblerose-rue · 1 year

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are you gonna start climbing, or what? / needletail

#my art #do not copy trace or steal #needletail #wc #waca #warrior cats #wc art #uhhhh I DO THIS EVERY TIME i forget what my normal tags are #if i said ive been working on this all day please dont take me literally . ive been working on it off and on all day i probably spent like #3ish hours total on this thing #LITERALLY RIGHT AS I STARTED THIS ONE OF THE TREES OUTSIDE. HALF OF IT BROKE AND FELL LMFAO everything + everyone is alright dwdw #i just needed to stare at it for a while . and there was also a butterfly i brought inside and fed hummingbird feed to with a cotton swab #this is a request from twidder :-] my account is private bc im weird about twitter but if mutuals can ask for my user they can ^_^#THIS IS A NEW COLORING METHOD if it looks weird pls tell me and i will go about it differently bc its still experimental #scratching my chin OH YEAH i repotted almost all of my plants yesterday i have like four more left to go #if this is out of character for her also please let me know i have not read avos . or anything beyond that x_x

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mazeyphaedra · 6 months

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HELIO CHOSE HER, BUT SHE CHOSE CASSANDRA.

Traci Brimall, Vive, Vive // Mitski, Goodbye My Danish Sweetheart // Unknown // Katie Maria, God is made of hunger and I am made of dreams // Ally Beardsley, Fantasy High: Sophomore Year // Caravaggio, Judith Beheading Holofernes // @inkskinned, When I’m sad, I write goodbye letters to the people I care about. Once I’ve said goodbye to everyone, I can go. // Ally Beardsley, Fantasy High: Junior Year // Florence & The Machine, Girls Against God // Hozier & Allison Russell, Wildflower and Barley

#ally beardsley you are so special to me #you and your choices #sunny twindenial has already made the most RICH compelling relevant beautiful webweave ive EVER seen and it was abt kristen n cassandra #could never compare would never try #this is just factoring the helio of it all. and intention and choice. because i do think she’s been trying #not as hard as she could be but still!!!!!! she NEVER GRAPPLED WITH THE PARTS OF [helioic religion] THAT FUCKING WORKED FOR HER!!!!!!!!!#sick and twisted that ur exes dont immediately forget about you as soon as you break up. like thats not for you anymore!!!!!#ive lost the plot. thats trackerbees impact for u #ANW i like being able to move my web strands around the post on mobile & i dislike when i cant . so thats why the layout is flat and boring #fantasy high junior year #fhjy #fhsy #fh #fantasy high junior year spoilers #fhjy spoilers #dimension 20 #d20 #helio #cassandra #kristen applebees #kristen #ww #uh oh!#spideryna #one day i will run out of silken strands with which to weave #this is not that day

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kitamars · 1 month

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I wanted to experiment on after effects so i made a mock oyozure-bito animatic with my oc toru :3

#IGNORE HOW I SAID I WOULD POST YESTERDAY NIGHT i fell asleep :P sorry #this was really fun to work on even if i felt like slamminh my head through a wall #i will become an after effects god one day all of you just watch #but yeah ive been on the oc grind ofc #i just keep forgetting to post anywhere AUGH #save me #hope you all are doing well regardless :>#oc #oc art #my art #ok bye

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angelpuns · 1 month

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Body hurts and brain 2 fuzzy to draw so y'all know what that means ( go to bed early time)

#been going to bed early a lot lately #but to be fair ive had body pain like every day ;-;#i think its cause Im working a lot more than usual #like 4 days a week #haha #this week is gonna be really really really stressful #yayyyy #anyway big boss comes to our store on Tuesdat #i hope i get fired itd be so funny #for what? idk #i just think itd be funny #also this isnt meant to be a vent sorry #im just writing it down cause i sometimes forget #which makes it hard for me to want to go ti the doctor #cause my pain varies a lot and when im imaginging the convo id have with the doctor #theres a lot of 'i dont remember the pain level or the area '#cause i have memory issues #and also cause it changes day to day #lately its been hands and arms which is a nice change from knees and legs!!#so yay for that!#those still hurt but im p sure thats just from standing all day at work lmao #anyway gn #done rambling #if youve read this far im sorry

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st4rstudent · 2 months

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Btw sorry for not getting to asks and drawing lately, I've been busy for almost the whole past week. hangs my head low

#clemramble #last week I was stuck on dog watching duty for 3 days which doesnt sound bad #until you realize one of them is like 16 years old and losing control of certain body functions. old age and all you know the drill #and then right after i was done iwas sent to my grandmothers and ive been doing stuff with her #so whenever i am online its like snrrk mimimimi ... i tried to draw yesterday but almost nothing came out right #but rest assured. i will get to work sooner or later.#i usually dont apologize for inactivity since a.) i have a life outside of social media and b.) i put my trust that you all #also understand that and wont start sending pitchforks and fire in my inbox #likewise i try not to publicly talk about my life in greatdetail but what harm could it hurt for you all to know i have an old dog.#ANYWAYS ENOUGHOF THAT #i will get back on that grind soon... even if its just sketches #just have to wait for that rest period to get over . i DESPERATELY need to work on my askblog.#i did not forget about it im just conflicted bc i want to use the new brush but the canvas is too small for it so im trying to find alts #...or else ill have to redraw the entire background . shudders. gets scared

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oifaaa · 1 year

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tim drake was the best robin (for the takes thing)

strongly agree | agree | neutral | disagree | strongly disagree

You know I was gonna strongly disagree with this one friend firstly bc I think the idea that there is a best robin to begin with is stupid as the question of what makes the best robin is very undefined and secondly bc stephs the best robin

#ask #anon #ask game #no but seriously it is just stupid #like ive been asking this question for ages #of what makes the best robin?#and its always so subjective #like who works best with batman #depends on the batman #who wanted to be robin #all the robins bar Jason volunteered to be robin #theres also writers bias to be taken into consideration #and oh so many things we'd be here all day #its a fun topic to discuss dont get me wrong #but not a question with a currect answer #or one that really should lets be honest #also i keep forgetting i put these ask games in my queue #then get like jump scared when i suddenly see a bunch of new asks in my inbox #someone please save me from my stupidity

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chronal-anomaly · 7 months

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Little activity notice but I'm taking my praxis/boards at the end of March so I'll be extra unresponsive from here on out. See you all on the other side of this!!

#ik ive been on a little bit of a low activity hiatus anyway what with the 10-14 hour workdays i have rn #and i usually get home and just pass out or go to my other job rn #but ive been trying to be decently consistent on discord but honestly thats getting harder too #im usually lurking on the dash but anything that isnt studying/work right now is Too Much #ive already had one moderate mental breakdown cant wait for more :/#but by the end of march I'll be wrapping up the unpaid internship and taking the praxis so ill be way more free after that #( ooc. )#dont forget about me!!! love you all!!!#im a little bit more accesible on discord rn but even that might be a day or three before i get back to it sorry

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penisbilt · 4 months

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the bittersweet but absolute flood of relief that comes from admitting defeat at living independently, to have to move back in with parents. we tried! we gave it our best shot for almost 3 years! but living like this (being on our own) is just not possible for us at this time of our lives. we've finally proved it to ourselves that we can't do it. it'll be okay to let ourselves rest now

#latimers parents not mine!!!! i am NOT moving back to florida LOL #really hope that the changes will be good for my mental health. this apartment is toxic to us #ive been on the verge of meltdowns Kind Of A Lot lately. imnot doing great #extremely dependent on substances. just to reach a baseline level of functioning. but even that isnt working as much anymore #the only things i do on my phone or tablet these days is like. 2 mobile games. and skirting past my dms to check latimers blog #its too overwhelming to even open discord these days yknow. everything on earth is too much for me right meow #i havent been drawing i havent been social online OR irl i havent been cooking or creating #i havent been keeping up with personal hygiene like at all im particularly ashamed about that one #i've been really bad about doing my T the past few months which is a HUGE shame because im SO fucking hyped to be on it #theres just. too many obstacles in getting it done half the time. and the other half of the time i just forget #anyway. anyway.#our lease ends in july so between now and then we're just gonna try our best to tolerate our living situation enough to get by #there's a light at the end of the tunnel. and its called 'i only have to be in charge of like 2 rooms at most. and not a household!'#we're gonna try to slowly comb through all our things between now and then so the process of moving wont suck as bad #cuz listen. its pretty fucking bad right now #maybe not for other people. but it is for me. and its okay to let myself come to terms with that #im just. so relieved. still very stressed! but theres at least light at the end of the tunnel and its only like 2 months away #ill be able to draw guilt-free again. ill be able to just EXIST guilt-free #i dont think ive felt guilt-free for just existing the way i do since like. turning 20 #i know my mom wouldve loved if i stayed home forever. and im sad i cant be there for her #but ever since i had a fight with my dad at 15 or 16 it just really felt like he didnt want me there more and more #maybe as the youngest he was resenting that i was preventing him from becoming an empty nester or something. i dont know #because all the other kids had been moved out and on their own at least once but i had never left home before #i dont know if he'd be heartbroken or not to hear that i feeling like he was resenting me. but thats the energy i was picking up for years #i dunno. i dont know #anyway. back to housing. for now im going to try to relax and store energy for the moving process #the huge pile of things by the kitchen? i dont have to worry about that becoming permanent because we're leaving in 2 months #the general discord of the state of our possessions? we have to go through everything to pack it all anyway. we can move in RIGHT this time #when we moved in here we didnt have a car or license so we were dependent on latimers 3-hr-drive-away parents to help us move #just /across town/. and we had a whole month between leases! but it still had to be done in a weekend

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doodlboy · 10 months

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Hey question 4 autistic/adhd/ppl who didn't socialize much as a child, do y'all have ppl say shit like "can't you talk about anything besides yourself?"/"you're really selfish/self centered" to you??

#the last couple times I've been trying 2 talk 2 mom she keeps saying shit like that and its bugging me #bc 2 me im just having a conversation abt my day or whatever #or im saying smthn i wanted to tell her b4 i forget which occasionally interrupts her #and she keeps saying it like im being this narcissistic person or smthn. as if me talking abt the MH dolls i saw @ work last week is like-#idk man. like im boasting abt how great i am. also she asked when i was gonna grow up after i talked abt the dolls so.#anyway #ive noticed that idk how 2 rlly hold conversations with other ppl so i just- default to talking abt somethin i did or whatever #when idk how 2 respond 2 smthn. is that rlly me being self centered?#i just- all i had 2 talk 2 for the last like- 8 or 9 years was myself and now i have 2 socialize again & i feel like im being rude #or only talking abt myself bc i have no experience with talking 2 other ppl #idk #anyway lmk #autism #adhd #elliot rambles

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megumi-fm · 5 months

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#i have been kind of irregular on here... mainly because ive been forgetting to take pictures of my day 😭#its holiday for voting day today so its also the start of a long weekend #turns out i have a million things to complete for uni and i cant find a single right way to track them...#im also afraid that setting up a tracker at this point is taking away from the time i do have to spend on work... but idk man #kind of panicking.... i have internals for a few extra credits on on monday then finals for the same subjects on friday #and my guide also wants a report of all my internship progress on her desk by monday morning... so its a bit....#i also need to prep to write gre before i move out the country for my masters... i wont have time once my classes start again #yeah. its a whole thing...#i also need to read up on the candidates in my area before i go vote so theres just so much to do one after the other...

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liquidstar · 1 year

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baby guild :)

aka the timber scouts! they're basically just a bunch of kids in a sort of guild prep-course. so, not a real full official guild, but functions like one. all the kids have different woodland animal gimmicks to go with the scout vibe. They have a very loose shared uniform too, they're pretty much allowed to customize however they want as long as they keep the white button-up, brown outerwear, dark brown bottoms, and brown boots. also like a lot of kids in other guilds, their weapons are toys or otherwise "safter" items. But that's pretty much all! They aren't super deep characters, but more general info still under the cut :p

Name: Ceres

Name Origin: Dwarf planet named after the goddess of agriculture and motherly relationships

Pronouns: They/them

Age: 29

Guild rank: Guildmaster

Weapon: Pocket knife

Ethos (Power): Aegis (The ability to cast a protective shield around others but not themself)

Flaw power is based on: Their tendency to put others first, in a way that makes them a pushover.

Notes: Suffering.

Name: Aquila

Name Origin: The eagle constellation

Pronouns: They/them

Age: 12

Guild rank: 1 star

Weapon: Hula hoop

Ethos (Power): Aerial burst (A powerful burst of air created with their wings)

Flaw power is based on: They're flighty and feather-brained

Notes: Birds just wanna have fun

Name: Procyon

Name Origin: A star in canis minor, the name technically means "before the dog" but refers to the raccoon family

Pronouns: He/him

Age: 11

Guild rank: 1 star

Weapon: hacky sack

Ethos (Power): Scaling (He can climb any surface)

Flaw power is based on: His rowdy uncontrollable nature

Notes: Yeah he can kick the hacky sack while on a wall, no big deal.

Name: Kochab

Name Origin: Beta Ursae Minoris- brightest star in the little dipper

Pronouns: She/her

Age: 11

Guild rank: 1 star

Weapon: Honey dipper

Ethos (Power): Honeymelt (She can turn solid structures into a more gooey form with the consistency of honey)

Flaw power is based on: Her sluggish listlessness

Notes: Wait until you meet mama bear

Name: Vulpecula (Val)

Name Origin: The "little fox" constellation

Pronouns: She/her

Age: 11

Guild rank: 1 star

Weapon: Jump rope

Ethos (Power): Tactful sense (Heightened senses for what's going on around her)

Flaw power is based on: Her desire to control everything around her

Notes: She's the first on track to getting a second star (according to herself)

#finn's ocs #finn's art #oc references #i havent had much time to draw lately bc reasons esp since i have other stuff i have to draw too #but slowly but surely ive been working on these guys in the background #hopefully they still came out okay <3 #i had a lot of fun w the different animal motifs and also differences in their uniforms #i really like the trope of uniforms that arent... uniform. its fun i think it shows a lot of personality #specifically bc the differences show personality traits even better. theres contrast and all #so much fun #ceres was a character i made before i also spent all day with children so like. i understand their suffering even better now #im sure i perfectly know how to depict them now LOL #i only just realized everyone in this group also has brown eyes lol #the shine is different colors #procyon is the acceptation w black eyes tho #i feel like theres something im forgetting or leaving out but i dont remember :'(#so. i guesss if there is feel free to ask. questions concerns etc always welcome ^_^

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moving-to-dreamwinged · 10 months

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my dad came in and saw me on the couch (for the first time all day and i had literally just sat down for less than a minute when he came in) w heating pad and immediately goes "you have two options" (different chores to do) (as if i was like 10 years old and getting punished for something that i didnt even know i did wrong). what about secret third option where you treat me like an adult or i don't come home for winter next year. Lol

#.mei chats #soryr really my family is. great i need to stpo complain #i just wish theyd realize that im not incompetent #i do a really good job taking care of myself for the entire 10 months out of the year that i dont live with them #and im proud of the independence ive developed bc i worked really hard to feel ANY sort of positive feelings about myself #but they just dont recognize it at all when i come back #trying to tell me how to microwave my food and reminding me of paperwork i have to do #Thanks i literally managed the entire program tasks myself for the last 6~months but yeah you better remind me about the medical forms #or else ill totally forget and mess up the whole thing :'333 bc im just so stupid!! thakn you soooo much for taking care of me!!#<- not like ive been hypervigilant and anxious about making sure i do every little thing with it perfect #in fact there was actually an issue w one of my forms bc they made me submit it even though i didn't think it was filled out properly.#they were like “itll be fine youre overthinking” guess who got an email 3 days later saying the form was completely invalid.#god just bottom line why cantthey trust me when i say im on top of it. fucking trust me this program is my entire life right now #i am putting literally eveyr ounce of effort i've got into not ruining it. they just dont see the improvements and growth ive made at all #so frustrating bc ive worked so hard to pinpoint and fix that specifically but what can ya do #god this got long. sawry #.not f/o related

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bangcakes · 9 months

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#personal #keep being like. if Only i had talked to him sooner. if Only i had been Friendlier sooner. but its like #Realistically.... probably wasnt ready. and also like. itd have to happen after school was over anyway bc 1. um i need to focus on school #and 2. how Awkward if i asked him out n he said no. or say we broke up or soemthing #like there were weeks i saw him every day. aint no way... i could handle the awkwardness of that #so ok ok ok. everything is fine JFJFJKFKFKFMFMFMFMFMF #i just have to remember not to get in my own head about it #like if i wanna message him i just should.....#its just..... hhhhHHhhhhh whyd this have to happen to me at 29. i could have been a happy spinster thank u NFJFJFJFJJFJFJFJF #but now ik what having an actual crush is like and oh wow is it painful. but also beautiful n fun. i just...... and lets face it this is #more than a crush. like its definitely Like like but i dont wanna say the Real L Word bc it seems..... idk JDJDJJDJD #but ive definitely um.... fallen. ya. ew JDJDKDJKDKDKDKDKS #but im just gonna follow my gut or whatever the fuck has been guiding me bc things have worked out so far #and like it wouldnt have without his participation. like ya....#im just like... what if he Forgets about me or like everything fizzles out #but then its like i Know if i see him again itll all come back.#bc in the summer i tried so hard to get over him (and kinda succeeded)... only to see him again in class and be like oh fuck oh no and the #n That Dinner. that was the final blow. i was so overwhelmed i got lost on the way home #which... the restaurant we were at is less than 10 mins from my house so you can imagine the uh Overwhelmingness #i cant even remember the original point of this but. i think we'll find a way ....... i say we but i should say 'i' bc until he tells me #that he likes me im gonna have to like Not Assume. hhhh #it doesnt help either that ppl were bringing up 'hes just not that into you' on twt bc Now im like #oh God. am i in that kind of situation???? i doubt it tho. i think hes just reserved. GAH. whatever happens happens

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screamingay · 2 months

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somehow these current roommates we have are the worst that ive known yet and last semester we literally had a girl who smoked cigs IN her bedroom. list of grievances below lol

#first of all they turn all the lights on all the time. the other day i was hanging out in the living room w one light on bc it was light #enough outside thru the windows and one of them walked in and flipped another light on automatically. then walked through #the living room right to her bedroom... girl youre not even using this room and i was clearly fine with the light level??#they always have all 3 kitchen lights on when they cook and dont turn them off plus none of them have lamps #they all use the Big LED Ceiling Light in their bedrooms which is baffling to us #they dont know how to organize the kitchen and they took up so many of the cabinets with bullshit. like 3 pans here a few plates there #we have like 4 cabinets worth of food and even more of pots and pans and shit bc this is everything we own #and we cant afford to use disposable everything like some of them do #theyre always leaving the fridge open while they cook too and i have to physically hold myself back from becoming my mom #and yelling at them to close the fridge when theyre not actively getting smth out of it!! like theyll stand there cooking and have it open #for 2 minutes straight #theres only room for one water filter pitcher in the fridge and one of them brought a big one which is nice but theyre always forgetting to #refill it which defeats the purpose of even having it #and they always somehow start cooking right when we decide we need to eat #one of them sent this long sort of condescending post abt ants and how it stresses him out when the kitchen is messy so we all need to clean #more and try harder to keep ants away as if 1) ants care at all abt dishes in the sink or stains on the stove and 2) as if the ants will #stop coming around if theres no food out in this building where there are notoriously always ants even on the 4th floor #(we are ground floor this time) and 3) as if he isn't one of the people leaving food around and not taking the trash out #nobody responded to it in the groupchat lmao bc he sounds like a fucking cop!! and is dating an rotc guy??? and also is a streamer or just #likes to play games on vc with friends bc hes always very loudly doing that #but obviously we have sex all the time so we're at a sort of loud noise stalemate where neither of us can complain abt the other #to be clear this is in no way the absolute worst situation theyre nice enough people and havent reported us for anything (they both work for #student housing -_-) and generally things go okay in the apartment #but like. ive never been this annoyed this often with any other roommates #ALSO someone spilled soy sauce all over our designated level of the fridge door where we had all our little bottles of stuff #but also a carton a Paper Carton of milk and a pack of butter standing upright which soaked up the soy sauce and for several days #even after id cleaned the bottom of the carton the best i could i swore it tasted like soy sauce from it soaking into the bottom or smth #but it's still all over everything in there bc it was so much it like. pooled in there and splattered on everything #like. u see that happen u clean it up wtf.??#anyway i just felt like i needed to complain and see if im being silly or if these things really are so annoying

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