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“The cut that always bleeds” and it’s just me and my guilt about everything that I do 👯♀️
#dora daily#depression is so fascinating because why am I so disgusted like UTTERLY DISGUSTED of myself#not even in the classical depression symptoms kinda thing of like hygiene no#I’m not disgusted abt that I mean I’m disgusted abt MYSELF. like ME#like I think of myself and I can’t help but be grossed out for the virtue that I am MYSELF.#and the thing is this seems to be such a thing among depressed ppl but I feel like a lot probably attribute the disgust to hygiene ?#I mean it’s not like I’m unhygienic or anything it’s just different#but I digress#main point is I don’t understand why this disgust is such a typical depression symptom#like what the heck that’s so random 😓#the thing I had in mind is music when I typed that out#like I don’t even LIKE listening to music#I do it bc I can as a means to take control from my parents I think#music makes me so uncomfortable … like I hate it so much … but it’s the only thing I can control yk#or one of the only things I can …#it sucks how I can never even control a thing#but I’m disgusted of myself for even listening to it#it’s not like I listen to bad things it’s just sad artists LOL#but still it makes me feel so uncomfortable#I’ve never rlly liked music even since I was super young cause it all sounds the same in my head#like very artificial and like they’re trying too hard#I think the reason I hate it is bc my brain has the habit of deeply analysing things to the point I have to like things#very logically but music I think it’s more so feeling#a feeling*.#for unwinding and stuff.#and bc of how my brain works and bc ppl hype music up so much I get disappointed cause it’s NOT THAT GOOD#it’s objectively OK . like not the best and all#and I say this as someone who found the coolest songs ever#ily Conan gray and beabadoobee and laufey and Rick Montgomery#mitski is nice too and Lana del ray .. I like soft songs
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downfall cuddles for anyone who needs them right now
#i dont post about real world stuff much cause i want my blog to be a place to unwind#but things are rough at the moment and i needed to vent just a little#anyway pray for gaza and remember to boycott yall#lu legend#lu hyrule#linked universe#linkeduniverse#my art
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i am going insane
#critical role#sketch#fanart#bells hells#fearne calloway#orym of the air ashari#dont ask me what is going on here#i am taking courses and there was block about drawing anatomy#like muscles and stuff#and i hate this shit#i needed to unwind#apparently this is how i decided to do this#children do not have prominent muscles for me to draw ahahaAHAHAHAH........#i hate studying anatomy
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what we fail to say out loud xx
#been working on something really challenging all day and made this to unwind <3#messy and moody it’s where i’m atttttt#bkdk#bakudeku#my arts#my stuff
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Stress piece during university. Wip.
#fun stuff soon i jusst Literally need to unwind before I lose it#i am this 👌 close to losing it#solis#solis [ oc ]#seraph form solis#seraph#wip
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Funny how my energy for drawing went from negative to infinity after the exams
3 basketeers? Get it? Eh? Whatever ya have to like it anyway cuz i had to draw a fricking bicycle good god
#one last doodle post before doing coloured stuff :D#so proud of that bob & linda posings#i kinda want gene to hang out with zeke & j-ju more#bobs burgers#bobs burgers fanart#digital art#bob belcher#linda belcher#teddy bobs burgers#mort the mortician#tina belcher#gene belcher#louise belcher#jimmy pesto jr#zeke bobs burgers#regular sized rudy#logan bush#mr ambrose#college is scary as hell but it's okay#i have my burger show to help me unwind :|#oops forgot to tag#aunt gayle#you think love triangles between middle school teenagers are juicy?#i bring you a GOOSE
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Update on The Appointment (mentioned here previously) for anyone who was curious / concerned: It went good and I’m NOT going to have to drop out of college and scramble to find a way to get myself in working condition in spite of various health conditions and pay for my expensive medications out of pocket in less than two years!
I’ve been waiting for an answer to that for about two weeks straight and it’s been wearing on me horribly. I’ve been struggling to sleep and eat from what I now recognize was the stress of anticipating a “Yeah you need to get yourself a steady job ASAP that will fund the medicines you need to ensure your brain doesn’t spontaneously combust” as an answer.
I’m going to go disperse into atoms now brb—
#I can feel my body violently unwinding after being so rigidly tense for so long#good glory. I’m relieved but also it’s all taking a while to sink in.#I’m going to eat my weight in tonight’s dinner#(which somehow turned out to be my absolute favorite despite being randomly picked for the family meal plan??)#and then enter a coma for 18 hours.#love u guys I’ll be back soon#(tbh I’ll probably still be here queueing up posts and stuff but I like to be a little silly)#Sofie says stuff
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it's my birthday tomorrow! it is always a strange vibe. for like a decade I've had an unconscious fixation on turning 27 (you can guess why). so it should be fine, but I also feel deeply weird not acknowledging how much 27 has stuck in my mind and how I am finally there
#I saw a killstar shirt referencing it as a teen and it just stayed in my head as Significant#and it's hard to ignore it is making me extra jumpy#so I am making a post to acknowledge it and moving on. and also its my bday. wheeeeeeeee.#I'm. look. the unwind script is my longest yet. lack of videos means lack of money which means more frantic worry for me. sorry for the del#my life and stuff I guess
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We need more kid/teen superheroes and maybe supervillains to add to the whole “because everyone thinks Spiderman is so much older than he actually is (somewhere in his low twenties), they misunderstand his interactions with other young supers and think they’re like his children or grandchildren” au
#my sis went home#sad to see her go#but now I can unwind#doing stuff daily is. too much for me.#was overstimulated to hell the entire time#still feeling too much rn#gonna acknowledge my inbox later#anyways#Spiderman#spider-man#spider man#Peter Parker
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As a fan of NS, will you have future comics and art that aren't 18+? I'd love to follow more of your work, but erotica isn't my personal cup of tea. I know you've posted a few pages of an upcoming vampire comic but I don't remember seeing a summary.
oh yeah dude the vampire thing is totally YA and there's going to be at least two of them.
it only seems like all i do ever is 18+ because it's where most of my income is and it's actually easier to do in my free time than sfw art. once the first book gets closer to coming out i will probably invest more time in sfw art to help promote it
#ive been working on the vampire book 4 days a week like a day job for the past year and a half#so it's like i spend all day on the sfw stuff#i'm gonna unwind with hot monsters
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This weekend wasn't enough I need 2 more T.T
#1 to do all the work i still have not been able to do and 1 to unwind from doing all the stuff#No really how has anyone else managed to do all this? Have they halfassed all this? Maybe i should ask :l#But like. I know this woman. This is the hrm woman i was complaining about like 2 semesters ago. This woman makes the worst paper in the#World. Thinking nah ill make up my grade in the paper is the road to retaking this course. You have to make up in assignments what you know#She'll take away in the exam#Sigh#3 complete sadists this semester :l 3! And one actually really brilliant prof who is notorious for giving awful grades but whatever shes#Good i like her. And the other 2 are good :) but these 3! Need to find new jobs somewhere else PLEASE!#For the sake of whatever dredges of sanity i have left#Actually 3 weekends would be nicer. I need to sleep#Oh wait what am i on about everyone else is probably using chatgpt#Right#Ok
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all the starters are officially done!! starting tomorrow, i'm gonna aim to focus on replying to things in my drafts (& maybe some of the stuff in my inbox too... bc i have stuff for people i don't have threads with yet in there) and just like. try to get caught up so i can maybe stay on top of things for once?
#gonna comb through the older drafts a final time and clear a few more out i think.#atp i'd rather just completely drop old stuff & start new threads with everyone. i think that'll help me clear my head a lot.#there are a few select threads i have in mind that i'm gonna try to hang on to bc they're like. plotted and v significant events.#but i'm thinking everything else goes.#hoarding all these old drafts for so long just weighs me down and i'm tired of it!!!!!#anyway. i did a lot of writing today!! i'm proud of myself!!! now it's time to unwind a little with some gaming & yt before bed uvu#━��� ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.
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if you like this i will send you a few memes !!!
#ooc.#inbox call.#laying in bed wanting to send out little Things and Stuff#i a unwinding rn#i have a few drafts started!! i am just ready for bed & don't wanna finish anything. wanna fic them up w a rested mind
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About lost it in the vets office. Apparently Leeloos' cough is Very concerning and some very scary possibilities are under discussion. It was a massive bill and I'll have to wait to hear back from the vet. Best case scenario is asthma induced pneumonia.
#ramblies#we just lost sprinkles and I love leeloo and unhealthy amount#the expense has me sweating but I can't not do everything to get her checked out and looking good#but my plans to try to unwind over winter break are shriveling and turning into hardcore job applying#which will be fun cause then I get to attend school and work which is totally sustainable /s#if I find remote or part time stuff it'd be better but I dunno how part time most rigging positions would be#stressed and tired and really looking forward to financial security again
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Titan's concept design! A handsome lad.
#i'm still working on some stuff. this was just a sketch to unwind! gonna try to get to asks sometime#until i make a comic or a few doodles of him feel free to make your own interpretations of him lol i'm curious#art#titan#solar system#solar system gijinka#gijinka#space gijinka#personification#moon gijinka#moons#saturnian moons#Saturn VI#heliosphere: under the sky#also i'll fix his roman numerals in newer pictures. it's supposed to be VI (six) not IV (four)#concept art
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Everyone clap, I actually went out with friends instead of being sad alone 👏👏
#did i consider cancelling? yes#but did i miss them and went anyways and had a good time? YES#something about spiralling and isolating yourself from everyone and stuff#and i still feel incredibly guilty for not texting back and reaching out but. i went and it was fine 🥺#and i'm well aware they are very frustrated (lovingly) with me and YET#we laughed and talked and hugged and went to an arcade and it was FUN and OKAY#i'm still incredibly anxious for no good reason but i am very proud of myself. baby steps i suppose#anyways i am on my way home and i am so so excited to go to bed and have some tea and unwind#darya talks to herself
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