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#tv: the x files#txfedit#fox mulder#xfilesnet#important to who?#such an important question#and important that it happens early#for mulder the truth is what he lives for#it's his driving force#for her it's the devastation of her life#she's spent her whole life being ridiculed#(the small town sheriff in this episode is a real piece of work)#she's lost her daughter and had her son dragged away by the nsa#the truth means less than nothing to her#and she's not wrong for what#she's not wrong for not caring#she's not wrong for wanting to protect her children#and she's not wrong for telling them to go away#in her place it's probably exactly what i would have done too#she doesn't owe mulder or anyone else the truth#things i made
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itafushi nation how r we Feeling!!!!!!!!!!!
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP FOUGHT MY DYING PEN PRESSURE FR THIS#TH MEGUMI DROUGHT. OVER. CROPS WATERED with yuuji's tears#im a wreck im a gd WRECK#megumi nation itfs nation whatever happens from now on know tht tonight was a Victory#god there r more redraws i want 2 do . i need to like. calm down tho#im so emotional im shaking and my pen is on its last legs i dont think more is good for it#or for my hand#i feel her protesting GHGSD i did paint a lot of leaves today#YA SPEAKING OF . WENT FROM LA DI DA RELAXING SUMMER LIGHT ITFS IN2 THE MOST DEVASTATING/pos CH OF MY LIFE#what a day what a time to be alive#times like this make me so grateful i can draw what wld i do except scream otherwise#i have no words and i must Draw#anyway i dont have anything valuable or coherent to add just know that i am the human embodiment of a whole bunch of exclamation points#my brain is like bzzzzt my heart is like wowwww
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Rhaenyra: i love all my siblings equally
Also Rhaenyra:
She forgot derek
#I saw a post abt how rhae would love her sibs in another life and all#i couldn't reblog it in time and I'm devasted abt it#anyway behold the resurrection of this meme#rhaenyra targaryen#helaena targaryen#aegon ii targaryen#aemond targaryen#daeron targaryen#hotd
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this one page in chloe's journal has the power to ruin my entire day everytime i see it
#it devastates me so bad#talking about id take her back in a heartbeat chloe ill cry and eat a bomb right now#saw it the first time i was playing bts and immediately shut the journal#life is strange#chloe price#max caulfield#lis#pricefield#life is strange before the storm
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fallen
#KICKS OPEN THE DOOR. HIIIIIII IM BAAAAAACK. TWIRLS MY HAIR AND STARES UNBLINKINGLY AT U#okay so long story short i need to speedrun if i wanna draw ANY lore art this time#bc i go to NY w no computer for 2 weeks on thurs and i wont have nrainrot anymore after. so i need to draw FAST things#so yea. she um. she. died. sniffles. ngl i thought she was already dead from the prev update so this STUNG#the fuckign GRIEF the way lilia collapses down in mourning her loss. she falls to the humans. i am SICK it HURTS#silver was so devastated in 7.5 without even seeing the death firsthand and being like 'how could i ever be loved'#lilia looking at malleus. the future of the kingdom. the treasure of his two closest friends (loves?)#and is like 'how can i ever love him enough' and proceeds to spend A FIFTH OF HIS LIFE SEARCHING FOR A SOLUTION#dealing w prejudice from humans. kicked out of the army Disgraced. all while mourning. he keeps going out of LOVE#twst#twisted wonderland#lilia vanrouge#malleus draconia#hes an egg he counts#ch 7 spoilers#so yea blah blah blah im not as eloquent as u geniuses i will just draw a silly little dramatic art to capture my misery and move forward#suntails
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“Sometimes I dream about you. I memorize every detail of your face like a prayer. Those moments seem so real that I grieve whenever I wake up and your spot next to me is cold. Why did you beg me to kill you? I would’ve stopped. Even in death I cannot escape you. I’m not sure I want to even if I was begging for it.”
w/ @kashisun !! (happy birthday 😭)
#simblr#sims 4 edit#ts4#the sims community#mysims#lethal devotion#marine yes I did make this for ur birthday pls don’t kill me 😭😭#putting marine and I’s oc’s in the most devastating scenarios possible at all times#i imagined this as nie finally being found out by everyone else that shes an assassin that was paid to murder nadia#nadia would be stuck because how can she explain why this murderer is able to walk free and openly be allowed in her bed#but also how can she betray the one person she truly loves??#nadia's people would demand nie be put to death and instead of begging for her life nie would beg for it to end#'i have known nothing but misery and death until i found you. i trust no one else to cleanse and free me from my own damnation'#'i know i dont deserve it but paint me heaven with my own blood'#'i cant think of anything more godly than dying by your hand"#nadia would have to stand over her holding the sword to her throat barely being able to breathe staring down at nie sobbing at her feet#but nie would never look so peaceful feeling the blade press against her skin#nadia would be screaming inside PLEADING for nie to tell her stop that's all it would take and she would stop in a heartbeat#she'd figure it out later because at least then she'd have the love of her life ALIVE AND BREATHING#but the words never came instead there would be smothering silence while nie's body lay lifeless on the ground#but Nadia knows why nie never stopped her no matter how much it hurts this was an act of love because it’s what nie wanted#NIE YOU BETTER HAUNT HER ASS#knowing nadia she would spend her entire life learning necromancy just to bring nie back to life#probably think about killing her again too for putting her through that 😭
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So I was showing my mother AvA, bc she was confused about why I was hyperfixated on stick figures, and when we got to the Purple's family scene in AvA11, she immediately noticed Navy.
"Did that stick just abandon his family?!"
She hasn't even seen AvM 29 yet, and she immediately pinned him as a deadbeat I canNOT--
#That fact that Navy is the fandom's number 1 hated character will never not be funny to me#In a line up that has THE DARK LORD in it; who canonically killed four kids; NAVY is the guy we all hate the most#He deserves it#He is the series biggest asshole#alan becker#ava#animator vs animation#Also kept the fact that Mitsi doesn't make it a secret from her so she was devastated when it happened#“Awww they're such a cute couple! He has such a perfect life now! I'm so happy for him!” <- my mother instantly forgetting The Box happened#I feel evil
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[ID: gifs from episode 39 of the series "Mysterious Lotus Casebook." Li Lianhua and Fang Duobing are speaking to each other at a table outside Lotus Tower. Li Lianhua says, "Xiaobao, you've improved a lot through this journey. Compared to back then, when you were a kid using a wooden sword and claiming to be Li Xiangyi's student, you're much stronger now." Fang Duobing smiles, pleased. He continues, "As your teacher, I'm very pleased." Fang Duobing looks surprised and says, "Stop taking advantage of me. I'm not your student." He looks away, embarrassed. /end ID]
#llh be genuine for 0.00006 seconds challenge completed#this whole scene devastates me though like good lord you are going to mess up fang duobing for life for real#ummmmm the whole truth? i don't know her#mysterious lotus casebook#莲花楼#li lianhua#fang duobing#cdramaedit#mlcbedit#cdramasource#my gifs
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wet cat gains a cat
#pearlescentmoon#pearlescentmoon fanart#trafficblr#limited life smp#life series#limited life smp spoilers#traffic smp#my art#clip studio paint#this is actually a tagging nightmare but i'll do my best i guess#and i know she's in her normal skin again but creative liberties#and they're all haunted by the past cycles of the life series anyway :')#quote is from pearl's first ep btw! it's at 20:14#but like. i was watching normally and then i heard martyn say it. instantly opened up csp blacked out and ended up with this#can't wait to be devastated by another mcyt rp series#id in alt
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An attempt at a fem Harry design, but make her already wlw
Kim follow-up!
#THE most devastating breakups are the wlw ones#disco elysium#genderbend#harry du bois#harrier du bois#disco elysium fanart#jajadraws#digital art#dolores dei#dora ingerlund#we need more pathetic women representation....#scarred for life by a wlw situatioship#I FEEL LIKE I COULD HAVE MADE HER MORE FUCKED UP I'M SORRY#AND ALSO ABSOLUTELY NOT HAIRY ENOUGH I HAVE FAILED EVERYONE
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#one of my uncles passed away abruptly from a heart attack this afternoon#and another one passed away earlier this week from a heart attack that he never woke up from#both of them are following on the heels of another uncle who passed away from heart attack-related complications back in May#which brings the grand total of uncles that I’ve lost to heart attacks in 2024 up to three#I’m devastated for my mom‚ who in less than a year has lost all but one of her remaining brothers#and I’m mourning a family that suddenly feels very small at a time of year when we’d normally be coming together#I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t also reflecting on my own life in the context of everything suddenly feeling very finite#and I’d be lying again if I said I was satisfied with what I saw#anyway… I’m currently feeling very sad about a variety of things#and I’m finding that my enthusiasm for the looming Christmas season is pretty limited#not a big fan of 2024‚ friends
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Aracnist's UDIMO
There's not many conversations about it and what people mostly chalk their UDIMO (animal/item suitcase form) up to is that it represents the arcanist as a person. Like symbolism to their personality.
But I also like how it also reflect how they're raised and what their upbringing is like.
The main ones being people raised under the Foundation, or taken it at a young impressionable age, are all dog UDIMOs. Sonetto, Horrorpedia, Medicine Pocket. Arcanists that are likely taken in by the Foundation before their arcanum has fully manifested. They're all dog UDIMOs so far. (It could as be a jab at Pavlov reference to having experimented on mainly dogs, which is fucked up) And even arcanists like X is a lil lab rat UDIMO.
I find it fascinating that UDIMO has so much more symbolism to them than just their nature as a person, but also reflects their upbringing and overall viewed by a greater narrative.
#reverse 1999#reverse 1999 lore discussion#this rambles are also just a poorly disguised anecdote for me to shoehorn in another thing i love about Schneider and curse bluepoch#schneider's UDIMO is a struggling cricket and in CN culture is viewed to be a symbol of wealth and prosperity#the irony of that is of course she's a “struggling” cricket which also reflect her harsh life living in poverty and strife the exact opposi#you have no idea how often these lore thoughts pop up because I went feral for Schneider for the hundredth time#i'm so devastated that she's not playable goddammit PLS
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Do you think how much it would suck for Persephone, Zagreus, Hades, Nyx even (she raised Zag, clearly the lover of Persephone) to essentially be a footnote in Melinoe's life comparative to everyone else? Hades we know his reaction, but the others? They don't know her. What is her favorite things, her hobbies, the things that make her tick, the things that get under her skin. Persephone and the others wake up to realize that Mel has a whole ass life away from them. Yeah she has single-minded focus on saving the House, but no one in their right mind would immediately suggest simply plucking her from the Crossroads and putting her in the House. The sense of missing out of her whole life.
#Melinoe#Persephone (hades)#Zagreus (hades)#Nyx (hades)#hades 2#hades II#hades II spoilers#Persephone being denied again raising her child. The pain of failing her so badly (Repeat of Zagreus situation again)#I bet Zag had aspirations of “beating out” Hades as the most important Adult Male Figure in her life#only to get the position filled in by Odysseus (who btw opposed Achilles). He'd feel devastated.#anyways I can't wait for a repeat of the scene where Persephone first meets Zag and goes “out with you” at him cause she didn't believe#he was telling the truth and it hurt so much#and then the bittersweet devastation that she missed out on so much
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btw mapicc's everything today reminded me so violently of s4 ro and s4 dualities in general but if i think abt it too hard i will Actually Cry as i always do when it comes to dualities so im just gonna joke abt mawn and ignore it for my own sake ^-^
#lifesteal spoilers#like oh my god is this agonizing#dualities devotions team awesome#the callbacks just kept HAPPENING#please stay silly ro please#like login and die to a warden while zam streaming and spend the rest of the stream distracting him from his Lore by being . roshambo .#thinking abt s4 makes me so unbelievably sad bro#s5 too tbh but like its different#s4 devastates me bc of team awesome#s5 devastates me bc of spacewaffles#both make me sad thinking abt ro but he in general makes me sad bc hes a terribly lonely character#which is why i want him to play the damn server w jumper and rek#like please stop ruining your own life for once im begging u#just do like one thing w jumper and/or rek#just one#its all i ask#or fuck it idc just go back to mapicc like u always do just dont have another season w an underlying theme of loneliness#...more than his newest video already has him isolating himself 😭#like jumper cares for ro so very much it hurts my heart#i cant help but rly rly think that even if subconciously#she is seeing what she could never have w vi in ro#like what happened w vi Changed Her and like all she wants is whats best for rek and ro#and to be able to be w them as HER teammates
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hiiii lily what is this ‘orv’ i have been seeing…..
HIIII MIKE. SMILES. orv is Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint! it's a webnovel with an ongoing webtoon adaption and it is making me Fucking Crazy. basically the premise there's this really unpopular really long webnovel called Three Ways to Survive an Apocalypse, and for years, Kim Dokja has been the only reader. when the novel finally ends, the author sends him an email with the txt file of the whole novel, and then suddenly the novel is wiped from the internet and in that instant, the events of the novel begin taking place in Kim Dokja's world. the apocalypse begins and humanity is subjected to cruel scenarios and challenges livestreamed for the entertainment of these powerful entities called constellations, and as the only one who read the story to its end, Kim Dokja is the only one fully equipped with knowledge of how this story goes (or at least, how it originally went)
it is SO good. it lures you in like "ooh this is a normal reverse isekai" and then ends up being CRAZY. it deals with questions about the boundary between characters and Real People and whether that distinction really matters, and it's one of those stories that looks the audience dead in the eye and dares you to look away first. literary devices are made Real (oh fourth wall we're really in it now...) and it plays with narrative voice and pov and unreliable narration in such fun ways. it is ultimately about the value of stories and the value of being a reader and the choice to wrestle with the story that's been written for you in favor of the story you really want to tell. it's also about Kim Dokja having something Deeply Wrong With Him skdlfjlksdjf the journey i went on with him was "okay he's a reader insert who reads novels as escapism, i get it" -> "oh actually he has something wrong with him" -> "oh he has something Wrong With Him" -> "WHAT. WHAT THE FUCK. HELLO. WHAT WAS THAT." I'm obsessed with him.
I read the webtoon first which I think is a pretty effective onboarding point! some of the art had my jaw on the FLOOR it's so cool. the webtoon has adapted roughly the first third of the whole novel so far, and if you want to read the novel just dm me and I'll hit you up with the epub file lol (not just mike but anyone who is interested!)
#asks#puzzlehat#OOOOH YOU WANNA READ ORV SO BAD#i haven't finished it yet btw#according to my ebook app I'm 38% into it which is insane to think about#but YEAH it's so so so so so good so far#the story it's telling is so compelling and the pacing is like. incredibly solid. which is IMPRESSIVE for something this long#i want to gnaw on kim dokja like a dog.#other bonuses: really good supporting cast featuring a LOT of women which is a huge plus for me#soooo refreshing to see so many well written women. god. i love them so much#really interesting character arcs for the supporting cast alongside the main character(s)#im not sure who i'd label the main characters. kim dokja obviously? and the protagonist of the original novel (yoo joonghyuk)#i get the suspicion han sooyoung becomes more of a main character later but i haven't seen her in a while </3#another bonus is that in addition to like. telling a compelling story that is at times emotionally devastating#it's also REALLY funny at times#kdj SUCKS i love him so much <3 he loves being a pain in the ass#he understands blorbo aggression like no one else#kdj reading about yjh for years: this character is so important to me and has gotten me through some really tough times#kdj meeting yjh: i need to KICK HIS ASS!!!! i need to BOTHER HIM!!!!!!!!#anyway. this is a long answer but you should read orv <3 it is changing my life <3#if it helps i think orv has a special appeal for people who enjoy things like hlvrai and homestuck. do with that knowledge what you will.
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thinking about the parallels between hermes thinking he's a terrible father and sally jackson thinking she's a terrible mother only Sally had Poseidon to talk to and Hermes only had May, his beautiful fragile mortal wife who went insane because he wasn't strong enough to keep her safe
oh God i can't do this someone hold me
#lin manuel miranda#i am so weak#i just. I can't#sally jackson crying/questioning her skills as a mother will never not be emotionally devastating for me#and don't get me started on hermes and his dysfunctional depressing heart-wrenchingly awful relationship with his wife and son#what do you mean you'll hate me for the rest of your life and i'll miss you for the rest of mine#percy jackson#the odyssey#pjo#pjo tv show#percy jackon and the olympians#pjo series#sally jackson is mother#sally jackson#percy jackson and the olympians#annabeth pjo#annabeth chase#percy and grover#grover underwood
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