#for her it's the devastation of her life
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#tv: the x files#txfedit#fox mulder#xfilesnet#important to who?#such an important question#and important that it happens early#for mulder the truth is what he lives for#it's his driving force#for her it's the devastation of her life#she's spent her whole life being ridiculed#(the small town sheriff in this episode is a real piece of work)#she's lost her daughter and had her son dragged away by the nsa#the truth means less than nothing to her#and she's not wrong for what#she's not wrong for not caring#she's not wrong for wanting to protect her children#and she's not wrong for telling them to go away#in her place it's probably exactly what i would have done too#she doesn't owe mulder or anyone else the truth#things i made
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itafushi nation how r we Feeling!!!!!!!!!!!
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP FOUGHT MY DYING PEN PRESSURE FR THIS#TH MEGUMI DROUGHT. OVER. CROPS WATERED with yuuji's tears#im a wreck im a gd WRECK#megumi nation itfs nation whatever happens from now on know tht tonight was a Victory#god there r more redraws i want 2 do . i need to like. calm down tho#im so emotional im shaking and my pen is on its last legs i dont think more is good for it#or for my hand#i feel her protesting GHGSD i did paint a lot of leaves today#YA SPEAKING OF . WENT FROM LA DI DA RELAXING SUMMER LIGHT ITFS IN2 THE MOST DEVASTATING/pos CH OF MY LIFE#what a day what a time to be alive#times like this make me so grateful i can draw what wld i do except scream otherwise#i have no words and i must Draw#anyway i dont have anything valuable or coherent to add just know that i am the human embodiment of a whole bunch of exclamation points#my brain is like bzzzzt my heart is like wowwww
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I hate the "as a girl whose grandmother was a slave, can I just say not cool?" line from hazel in moa it's the worst line of dialogue rick has written in his life. But like what the fuck. what kind of insane lore drop is that. hazel's grandmother was an enslaved woman. marie levesque cast a spell to meet the god of riches so that she could finally know what it was like to live beyond the indigence and suffering of her mother. marie wanted to be a queen, not a slave like her predecessors. she wanted pluto to give her all the riches beneath the earth

and then the earth enslaved her body. gaea possessed her and through gaea's influence marie forced hazel for six months to overexert herself to the point of collapsing to raise and reanimate alcyoneus. gaea worked hazel like a slave

it's so explicit here. this is SLAVERY. gaea was using hazel's forced labor for material wealth and power. she was only 13. her grandmother was used and her mother was used and hazel herself was used, they were black women exploited for what their bodies could provide in service to the hideous intentions of monsters in power over them. hazel broke free from the cycle and saved the world all by herself by choosing death - it was the only way out

and even in her second chance at life she's actively fighting to die again. she's an instrument of the gods being used to achieve an end that is supposed to kill her. she was convinced that freeing thanatos would result in him taking her life. she didn't know throughout hoo if her father would kill her when the main quest succeeded. even nico didn't think hazel was going to live. she didn't WANT to die a second time. but she fought for the world and for her friends anyway


by the end of marie's life she was only skin and bones. gaea used her body until she didn't need it anymore. marie was the daughter of an enslaved woman who dreamed of being a queen and instead the earth goddess robbed of her life and dignity. and her soul would have been tortured further in the fields of punishment if not for hazel's unfathomable selflessness and bravery to negotiate for mutual asphodel. hazel never even saw marie again after that. what was it that doomed the levesque family? that marie asked the god of death and riches for too much? she deserved even more than what she asked for. I'm fucking sick no one talk to me
#marie wasn't good mother but she was NOT greedy#son is just a top 3 book in the series and it's because of hazel and marie's story. this is the most tragic and devastating thing I've#read in the pjo franchise. god........... the levesque family lore goes crazy. I can't even take this much angst I'm too soft for this#pjo parents are so rarely nuanced in the text. there's so often a firm binary of good and bad. especially with the mothers#but marie is so different. she's so nuanced. the text does acknowledge that she loved hazel but she was still flawed. and she abused her#anyway but marie was abused too. she was bitter over her fate and took it out on hazel#and she couldn't get past that feeling until the end of her life. and hazel is so unselfish in the present because she knows what#bitterness and “greed” can do to a person. I'm always thinking about those two.........#rr crit#hazel levesque#marie levesque#nico di angelo#pjo hoo toa#heroes of olympus#hazelposting#pjo character analysis#riordanverse
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as much as I love batgirl 2024, I have to admit the lack of Barbara Gordon mentions in the whole series so far, especially with the first arc having such a big theme of motherhood/daughterhood and the things that comes with it, makes me soo sad. Barbara was the first person Cass actually considered as a mother! Barbara, although she wasn’t the best at it at first, truly did try to understand and love Cass unconditionally even when she was separated from the Bat mantle! And that panel where Cass overhears Barbara tell Dick that she doesn’t know how to really care for Cass could’ve been the perfect parallel to the whole “is a Mother just being connected by blood? No, Something more is owed/Being a daughter is more than being connected by blood” lines that Cass says in the last (current) issue because Barbara, though she did not physically bring Cass into this world, has sacrificed SO much for her, and in return Cass gave so much back.
#don’t get me wrong I love Cass and Shiva’s dynamic and how it is being explored.#however I DO think you can make an excellent story about the two and their dynamic without Shiva taking a traditional ‘caring’ mother role-#-she realistically did not want or care for at least since after Caroline-and essentially Shiva’s old life and softness-died#although I guess you could say that since Shiva is both reminded of her lost softness and Caroline through Cass-#-Cass symbolizes Shiva’s softness and Caroline reborn especially considering Shiva literally points this out.#I think Shiva and even Cass certainly ‘sacrificed’ for each other and Shiva does care for Cass-#-but it’s not really in motherhood hence Shiva is not ‘soft’ enough for that. And it is not sisterhood-#-because Shiva sees way too much of herself in Cass (i.e “im an open wound” line) so that Shiva cannot fully project Caroline onto Cass.#I would say it is something between those lines. But care and fondness/longing for something lost long ago does not equal motherhood to me.#anyways sorry!! back to babs and cass <3#mainly referring to that issue where Barbara says to Cass “People will forget about me [as batgirl] and that’s ok”-#while essentially handing Cass the title as Batgirl.#Barbara sacrificed the mantle she so loved-the mantle she was angry and devastated and overjoyed and is/was a part of her-#because Barbara believed in Cass and her spirit more than hers. more than anyone’s.#Barbara gave Cass giant leather wings to take to the sky with. SHE LOVES HER SO SO MUCH SHSHDHSKSMSN#Barbara wanted Cass to experience the same joy and freedom she got out of being Batgirl. and in response Cass states-#-“I will never be as good as you” because Barbara IS batgirl still in spirit. And as far as Cass was concerned she will never be as good-#-she will never be as self sacrificing as Barbara no matter how many bullets Cass takes for people.#AND THIS IS SUCH A BIG AREA OF CONFLICT BECAUSE BABS WANTS CASS TO BE HER OWN PERSON SO BAD#SHE WANTS TO LEARN WHAT CASS LOVES AND WHAT CASS SMILES AT SO SHE CAN MAKE CASS SMILE ALL THE TIME#SHE WANTS CASS TO BE MORE THAN BATGIRL BUT ALL CASS WANTS IS TO BE BATGIRL#WHICH IN TURN MAKES CASS WANT TO BE MORE LIKE BARBARA-OR ESSENTIALLY MORE UNLIKE HERSELF-#WHICH MAKES BABS INCREASINGLY MORE DESPERATE TO LEARN ABOUT AND LOVE AND SEPERATE HERSELF FROM CASS-#WHICH THEN MAKES CASS SO DEVASTATED BECAUSE SHE WANTS TO BE LIKE THE PERSON WHO ESSENTIALLY BIRTHED HER. AUAGHSHSJSBDN#yes. you understand.#anyways….idk being connected by mutual sacrifice and mutual love. THAT is the mother and daughter relationship that BG24 was getting at!!!!#this is where I shamelessly endorse CassCainMainly and their meta posts on Babs and Cass btw <333#cassandra cain#barbara gordon#lady shiva
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Clark, hurt after a long drawn out fight with Lex that ended up with him being totally beat: Bruce...I really shouldn't be in the cave...need the sun...
Bruce, grunting as he dumps the limp noodle of a kryptonian on a bed in the med bay: Suit. Off.
Clark, blushing harder than when his prom date put her hand on his thigh: O-Oh um...
Bruce, pulling at the torn and tattered clothing, voice low and husky from using the bat growl ™️ for hours on end: Do you need my help Kal?
Clark, brain shutting down because he is suddenly back to being the shy farm boy that changed in the toilet stalls or waited till everyone else on the football team was gone to change and shower: U-um...I-I-I...ugh...I have never done this before...
Bruce, raising an eyebrow, taking some scissors and slowly snipping away Clark's suit: I need give you a check up and for what's next it's for the best if all of your skin is exposed.
Clark, suddenly finding that it was hard to breath and this time it wasn't because of the broken ribs: B-Bruce...I-I am not against this but...but isn't this um...a -a little fast?
Bruce, taking his gauntlets off to tenderly feel at Clark's wounds that have yet to heal, hands softer than Clark's skin, cool to the man's blush: The faster we get this done the faster it will start to feel better Clark, I promise...your heart rate is higher than normal, just relax for me alright? I know this is likely the first time you have felt pain in a while.
Clark, brain turning off as Bruce softly touches his body, mouth dry and completely just staring now: O-Okay...I...I trust you Bruce...
Bruce, still soothing Clark like an animal, though how he was looking at Clark was purely clinical, the intense focus on the man's body felt anything but: I will be turning it on soon, take deep breaths and breath, breath in for four, breath out for four.
Clark, nodding because he doesn't know what is happening until a steel shield looking thing goes over his body, and it feel like he is under the mid day sun on a warm sunny day, eyes rolling back as he stretches like a cat: O-Oh Rao...fuck Bruce...
Bruce, smirking slightly, patting Clark on the shoulder: Keep those deep breaths Kal, you are doing very well.
Tim, 15 feet away, 3 days no sleep, stuck because he is in a chair in front of the batcomputer, only able to hear what they have been saying so far, a look of pure and utter horror on his face, jaw shaking, hands trembling, texting the batkid group chat: Bruce and Clark are fucking in the med bay, I am going to fucking hurl oh my fucking god.
The groupchat: several people are typing at once...
Babs: No they are not, Clark is under the heat/Sunlamp that B installed, and B is just petting his hair like a cat, no intercourse happening, you can leave Tim.
Dick: NOOOO Babs why! My super bat fanfiction truther heart was finally vindicated!
#batman#superman#superbat#dc#dc comics#bruce wayne#clark kent#kal el#Clark and his repressed homosexuality#he was told to strip and then his brain instantly shut down#tim is scared for life#he cant look Kon in the eye for at least a week#damian was about to be very angry that Jon was going to be his step brother#he isnt like Ra's thank you bery much#Babs hates that it was up to her to look#Dick is devastated that his Superbat truthing didnt work out in the end
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melinoe hades 2 is such a good protagonist. like the writing is so.... they're not afraid to show her as both a really single-minded, callous, somewhat black and white morality person, as well as showing how she can be kind, or uncertain of herself under the pressure she's under, or a bit silly at times. she's so endearing, and you can FEEL that she's going to have such a neat arc whenever all the set up with the olympians and mortal stuff pays off
the fact that you have to have these arguments with prometheus, where she's just willfully denying that he has a point bc her entire identity is based around never questioning her mission... i love her so much, in conclusion i'm this cat

#hades 2#thank you supergiant games for my life#i also love how she's so different from zag#he would've easily charmed his way past scylla by just being genuinely like ''wow nice music :)''#and melinoe is SO rude in comparison. like she has more formal etiquette but is inherently a bit more judgy and stern#but also has much more of a sense of responsibility and care for the shades than zag had...#she would've simply defeated the hydra by having a nice chat with it#and she has so many of hades' quirks bc they both grew up under the pressure of having to fight chronos and the titans#and he's devastated when he meets her bc she turned out so similar to him#aaaaaa#and athena clearly seems to mistrust her a bit#AND then there's whatever arachne's plot will end up like#i'm convinced odysseus will be a traitor purely on vibes alone. something weird about that man.#i finally got the hypnos dream bit bc it took me ages to find poppies for some reason... psychonautscore
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Rhaenyra: i love all my siblings equally
Also Rhaenyra:

She forgot derek
#I saw a post abt how rhae would love her sibs in another life and all#i couldn't reblog it in time and I'm devasted abt it#anyway behold the resurrection of this meme#rhaenyra targaryen#helaena targaryen#aegon ii targaryen#aemond targaryen#daeron targaryen#hotd
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this one page in chloe's journal has the power to ruin my entire day everytime i see it
#it devastates me so bad#talking about id take her back in a heartbeat chloe ill cry and eat a bomb right now#saw it the first time i was playing bts and immediately shut the journal#life is strange#chloe price#max caulfield#lis#pricefield#life is strange before the storm
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[ID: gifs from episode 39 of the series "Mysterious Lotus Casebook." Li Lianhua and Fang Duobing are speaking to each other at a table outside Lotus Tower. Li Lianhua says, "Xiaobao, you've improved a lot through this journey. Compared to back then, when you were a kid using a wooden sword and claiming to be Li Xiangyi's student, you're much stronger now." Fang Duobing smiles, pleased. He continues, "As your teacher, I'm very pleased." Fang Duobing looks surprised and says, "Stop taking advantage of me. I'm not your student." He looks away, embarrassed. /end ID]
#llh be genuine for 0.00006 seconds challenge completed#this whole scene devastates me though like good lord you are going to mess up fang duobing for life for real#ummmmm the whole truth? i don't know her#mysterious lotus casebook#莲花楼#li lianhua#fang duobing#cdramaedit#mlcbedit#cdramasource#my gifs
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Do people realise that supporting the ship Kingdon is literally supporting either divorce or cheating from a man who has a wife and kids mentioned many times? Langdon literally has a family. Mel and Langdon can have a cute nurturing relationship and that doesn’t mean it has to be romantic.
#the pitt#frank langdon#melissa king#kingdon#anti kingdon#not trying be a ship hater you do you but like just realise he is married is all I’m saying#I’m married myself and would be devastated if this was real life and people supported my wife finding a more than professional interest#in her trainee#or that others watching them interact saw more and that got back to me#this is fiction but I’m just not a supporter of breaking up a marriage we don’t know the status of but seems healthy and happy
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So I was showing my mother AvA, bc she was confused about why I was hyperfixated on stick figures, and when we got to the Purple's family scene in AvA11, she immediately noticed Navy.
"Did that stick just abandon his family?!"
She hasn't even seen AvM 29 yet, and she immediately pinned him as a deadbeat I canNOT--
#That fact that Navy is the fandom's number 1 hated character will never not be funny to me#In a line up that has THE DARK LORD in it; who canonically killed four kids; NAVY is the guy we all hate the most#He deserves it#He is the series biggest asshole#alan becker#ava#animator vs animation#Also kept the fact that Mitsi doesn't make it a secret from her so she was devastated when it happened#“Awww they're such a cute couple! He has such a perfect life now! I'm so happy for him!” <- my mother instantly forgetting The Box happened#I feel evil
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something so devastating to me is haymitch calling out to merrilee at the funeral desperate to have his sister alive again and knowing that merrilee probably feels the same way any time she looks in a mirror
#merrilee donner#maysilee donner#something so devasting about losing one twin#donner twins#thg sotr#sotr spoilers#the pain is too great for them to ever look each other fully in the face again#they both lose their sister and it will never be okay between them again#when she looks at him all she will see is him growing old and mean and drunk squandering the life that maysilee lost in the games#maybe knowing that her death wasn’t his fault but unable to forgive him regardless#when he looks at her all he can see is who maysilee should’ve become. who he wanted her to be. who he failed to let her become#and when she has a daughter he thinks of the daughter that maysilee will never have#Like#its fucking devasting#both probably wish the other was dead#Both wish that they were dead more#and when district 12 is bombed he never gets a chance to say sorry or to tell the real story of his games#they never get to heal together#and merilee does not get reunited with her sister in burial
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An attempt at a fem Harry design, but make her already wlw
Kim follow-up!
#THE most devastating breakups are the wlw ones#disco elysium#genderbend#harry du bois#harrier du bois#disco elysium fanart#jajadraws#digital art#dolores dei#dora ingerlund#we need more pathetic women representation....#scarred for life by a wlw situatioship#I FEEL LIKE I COULD HAVE MADE HER MORE FUCKED UP I'M SORRY#AND ALSO ABSOLUTELY NOT HAIRY ENOUGH I HAVE FAILED EVERYONE
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#one of my uncles passed away abruptly from a heart attack this afternoon#and another one passed away earlier this week from a heart attack that he never woke up from#both of them are following on the heels of another uncle who passed away from heart attack-related complications back in May#which brings the grand total of uncles that I’ve lost to heart attacks in 2024 up to three#I’m devastated for my mom‚ who in less than a year has lost all but one of her remaining brothers#and I’m mourning a family that suddenly feels very small at a time of year when we’d normally be coming together#I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t also reflecting on my own life in the context of everything suddenly feeling very finite#and I’d be lying again if I said I was satisfied with what I saw#anyway… I’m currently feeling very sad about a variety of things#and I’m finding that my enthusiasm for the looming Christmas season is pretty limited#not a big fan of 2024‚ friends
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Matilda and Vertin are great friends (considering what they went through together in the Breakaway incident).
My culture does the cheek greeting, but we usually reserve it for our close friends and family, not strangers. I heard other cheek greeting cultures tend to do the same. Since they are good friends, Matilda may greet Vertin with a cheek kiss whenever they meet (ever since they were little).
Now consider this situation:
Matilda is back from Haight Street, and Vertin and Sonetto meet her as she returns. Matilda approaches Vertin, kissing both her cheeks in greeting. Vertin kisses her back, shocking Sonetto (who has yet to try the "Italian Cheek Kissing Greeting" with Vertin). Vertin thinks nothing of it since she is accustomed to greeting Matilda this way, while Sonetto is absolutely devastated.
I was aware of the cheek kiss greeting but this is a great idea or headcanon. Matilda is very casual with those she cares about, and well Sonetto wants to be casual but she's Sonetto.
I love Matilda's and Vertin's friendship, though Matilda is a bit jealous of Vertin, they're still good friends despite everything. Plus, how can you dislike Matilda? We love Matilda in this household.
Not only is Sonetto devastated about this, not like she thinks they're very close or jealous of Matilda (she kind of is) but she does envy the closeness, but also Matilda wishes to greet her that way too and it's quite comical to see them be so tense.
Vertin goes to talk to Matilda and suggests that she also greets Sonetto that way (you can't tell me Vertin isn't aware) and she receives a comical response following the lines of "She's-- That's not-- We're not... Ugh!"
Devastated Sonetto gets even more devastated because Matilda "doesn't consider her a good friend", so you can imagine she'll be down the rest of the day. Poor Sonetto.
#reverse 1999#Vertin and Matilda are like the one platonic pairing I don't really talk about but I really really love#Also with like parental relationships but between good friends - this#Matilda jokes around with Vertin because she knows Vertin doesn't mind or take personal anything Matilda says to her#and in return Vertin gets to be a little mischievous#I think she does know about Sonetto's crush but doesn't do anything about it - but that's a thing for another time#Who isn't aware that Matilda crushes on Sonetto though? that's got to be a recurring joke#Please I beg for more Vertin and Matilda content#Ooo platonic pairings are so my stuff man - I talk a lot about romantics but I like my platonic a whole lot#also poor Sonetto#girl can't lift her courage to greet Vertin that way and also Matilda “doesn't see her” as a good friend#devastated Sonetto Sunday#that is not going to become a tag#life will still go on
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i feel awful for gemma but i gotta say, after the way omark was talking to imark, i’m so glad he stayed with helly. imark doesn’t know this woman—she’s just ms casey to him! of course he’s going to choose helly!
#the innies are full human beings with lives—and that includes love lives#and it’s helly—not gemma—at the center of mark s’ love life#it’s devastating for gemma but i can’t blame imark#he got her out because he’s a compassionate person but ultimately he has no reason to follow her#mark s#helly r#markhelly#severance#talia speaks#**
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