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And if I told you I finally came up with a fucking framing device for my Twinkfred von Karma origin story series thing
#it's really crazy how things can influence you without you ever realizing like. i was really into Kung Fu Panda after it first came out#like REALLY into Kung Fu Panda#2008??? damn i would have been like 11/12#anyway i read this fic called Memoirs of a Master written by someone obviously a lot older and smarter than me and i just loved it#it was about Tigress and Po discovering Shifu's diaries (he was on a trip i think)#and so that was the framing device like it was Tigress and Po kinda guiltily reading this diary and learning about Tai Lung and all that#and i read a LOT of Kung Fu Panda fic so it wasnt like this one was particularly special to me *at the time*#(again i was like 12 i just liked anything that made my brain go brrrr. i read a lot of fic about rhe cast of KFP getting magically#transported into the KFP universe like i wasnt a literature connoisseur by any means)#but over the years i just never stopped thinking about Memoirs of a Master#and this isnt even the same framing device it's just similar but i cant even describe to you how much of this fic simply *is*#Memoirs of a Master#like obviously it's not. you could read that and then read this once i finish and notice maybe loke 3 superficial similarities#but at the same this fic would simply not exist without it#not to quote kamala harris of all people but you really do exist in the context of all that came before you#anyway.#the warped maniacal mind of wizard glick at work#oh yes also idk other ppl's hesdcanons for the other von karma daughter but i went with Verena because#1) i thought it was pretty#2) it means 'truth' or 'verity'#3) it doesnt make sense with the surname— 'truth from karma' is meaningless and i have her as kind of distant from the family#4) it showed up on random list of 'german names that were popular in the 80s' i found. didnt bother to do the math or even pick an age#for her but it really doesnt matter#okay. i think that's all.
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jon kent and transfem damian bc i saw some posts about her and it got into my brain for WEEKS so i had to draw her for my peace of mind... also nika would have those knee high converse shoes and damian would wear them thats it thats the post
#i honestly hc damian as transmasc#but i just hit every character i like with the trans-beam so it doesnt really matter which way to me....#damian wayne#transfem damian wayne#damian al ghul#damian wayne al ghul#jonathan kent#jonathan samuel kent#jon kent#superboy#robin dc#supersons#super sons#jondami#damijon#daminika#them too bc i think nika would dress damian in her clothes when damian's starting to socially transition#they're trying to find her style...#also i feel like damian would still be called damian bc she likes her name as it is and she's proud of it#like dylan mulvaney..........#HAHAH k enough rant i have work to do#these doodles are a couple days old but still#better this than nothing
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jason isnt even angry at bruce for the way that he died, hes mad at bruce for everything after his death. so saying that jason's anger at bruce is misdirected anger at sheila is just wrong on so many fronts. because first of all-jason was never mad at sheila. yes she sold him out to the joker and got him and herself killed and jason knows that and tried to save her anyway. i think hes aware of where the blame falls but that again leads into the second thing wrong with saying that. jason is not mad about the circumstances of his death-hes mad at the lack of change his death caused. because if bruce had died, jason would've done whatever he could to avenge that. that's a part of jason's love language. so to have bruce basically do nothing and let joker continue to hurt others grates on jason. im not even mentioning the massive victim blaming that bruce does as well. but its the aftermath that jason has a problem with not the before.
so no, jason's anger towards bruce is NOT misdirected anger at sheila. again because jason's anger has nothing to do with the circumstances around his death but everything following it. which sheila had no part in due to y'know. also being dead.
#why are people always trying to change jasons motivations#and try to absolve bruce of jasons right to be angry#its always about bruce#youre talking about jason but somehow its more about bruces feelings#because jasons agency and feelings over bruce and his own death is somehow not valid#hes not allowed to feel a certain way about what happened to HIMSELF#its always ignored or explained away to center bruces feelings as if they are more important#newsflash: bruces feelings on the matter dont matter#they really dont#it doesnt matter why bruce does what he does#jason is entitled to feel however he wants about it#because its his own damn death#and sheila is a very interesting character#and i get the hate for her#but i can never stand seeing people just blatantly calling her a bitch#what she did was wrong and she knows that even in her final moments#like she died that day too#she already faced her karma#jason todd#bruce wayne#jason todd meta
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Do you ever thing about the comparing of scars scene in Agatha All Along?
How, in all Agathas 300+ years of existing, it is probably the first time she has just chilled out with her peers?
All other times, except maybe with her first coven, when engaging with witches, it's with the sole purpose of manipulating them into stealing their power.
Yet here this sad sack of a witch is, snort laughing with her ex as she shows how she got stabbed with a knitting needle.
It's such a tiny moment, yet it is also probably the first time she has felt any kind of kinship with someone outside of Rio or Nicky.
Do you think about her uncertainty as the other witches laugh at her story? How she is waiting for the other shoe to drop?
Did she have this bond with some of the Witches in her first coven before her mother would come in and stomp all over it?
An instinctual moment where she waits for Evanora to come in and punish her for being so frivolous, being so damned.
This was probably the first time she experienced community without punishment.
There was probably the tiniest spark of hope that maybe she could finally belong.
Then hours later, in swoops her mother and takes it all away from her again.
Because I do. I think about it a lot, and it breaks my heart.
#tw abuse#agatha all along#agatha all along spoilers#agatha harkness#rio vidal#i think this is what makes it so fucked up#the way agatha punishes rio for nicky#and in doing so hurts not only rio but herself in the process#because they gravitate towards each other no matter where they are#yet the trauma she experienced as a child stains her relationships as an adult#she does to rio what her mother does to her#hurts her over and over#she cant forgive her#she doesnt even really understand what forgivness would look like#then in her final confrontation with rio she takes the first steps#that kiss was absolution for both of them in a fucked up twisted way#at least for the hurt they caused each other#it was also her first step on tje road of forgiving herself for nicky#her first step towards personal growth in a very long time
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okay but sarah celebrating tommy every year for mother’s day
#who needs a mommy when you got a tommy#the first time shes does this its preschool teacher maria’s idea#shes four and mothers day is coming up and its usually a hard time for her so joel lets maria know just in case she has any behavioral issue#miss maria is like 🫡 i gotchu#she makes sure to emphasize to the kids that families are all different#they spend every day of may leading up to mother day reading books exploring diversity in families and talking about what mom really means#that it doesnt have to be the person who had you in their tummy or a girl or even a person we call mom#for example miss maria’s real mommy wasnt so nice growing up so miss marias TRUE mommy is just her daddy and her auntie rose#because those are the people that loved her no matter what and kept her safe and taken care of and fed#thats all mom is#it just means someone thats there for you every day and loves you and cares for you#someone who is one of your favorite people and who would say the same about you#all the kids go around and say who they think are their moms#mosy say some iteration of ‘mommy’ and ‘mama’ or ‘grammy’#but then baby ellie says ‘tess and auntie marlene’#and baby sarah says ‘uncle thommy’#one of the other littles says ‘daddy and miss maria’ 😭#and they all make heart cards for their mommy firgures#they cant write or really read anything but a few letters yet#(even though hyperlexic baby sarah does have pretty incredible letter recognition for her age)#so they tell miss maria what to write on their cards and then decorate with oil pastels#sarah’s says dear uncle tommy thank you for being my mommy you are so funny and i love when we play horsey and princesses. happy mommy day#when he picks her up at the end of the day shes like HI MOMMMMM all giggly and hes like ????? hi???? whats this???? OPEN IT OPEN IT OPEN IT#and when he does and read it he literally drops to his knees to hug her and cry#because theres really nothing more precious than his little angel his baby his best girl#thats tommys DAUGHTER DO YALL UNDERSTAND??????#miss maria watching them from the cubbies like: godDAMN theyre so cute#the next day tommy brings her a oat milk chai from her favorite coffee shop as a thank you because it meant a lot to him and shes like ????#how did u know???? and hes like my brother and you ran into each other there last week yeah? he told me abt it i asked for your order#and shes like 🥹🥰🫠 thanks
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Do you see my vision
#my dc posting#my art#dc#jason todd#red hood#transfem jason todd#transwoman jason todd#trans fem jason todd#trans woman jason todd#its always so weird when uve made a character trans. and then u gotta use their canon name for tagging#i feel like im deadnaming her even tho i havent come up w a name yet#the lazarus pit gives spontaneous transition. even if u havent realized ur trans yet#i feel like itd be hard to become a respected n feared n succesful crime lord if she presented as female. because of the 'sogony.#so she can have a lil perry the platypus style shit goin on w a voice modifier in the helmet#also coming back as a woman would make batman less likely to connect her w his dead 'son'. so.#idk. i dont actually have a fully formed au or timeline in mind i just find it easier to draw women#its more of a psychological thing where if im in the headspace of 'this is a woman' it becomes just easier to draw the body#🤷 it is how it is ig#censored bc tumblr's a bitch n really it doesnt matter#i had a post w like 1 note that was literally just 'i dont think [insert name] is a good name for a transfem version of [insert character]'#and it got labelled Mature by tumblr so i figured might as well not even try n be Modest and shit w the way tumblr's fuckin it up rn#anyway shoutout to Daughter of Dragons by thispatternismine for the inspiration#...how does all that hair fit comfortably inside the helmet?#ah. hmm. well that is. it sure is a question! that i will not be answering.#jason todd fanart#dc fanart
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SAGESUNE MIKU >:DDD
#i rise from the dead once again!!#sorry about the long periods of time in between me posting#school is absolutely kicking my ass right now and i havent had any time to draw the creatures :(#ive also just been feeling unsatisfied with my art as of late#its probably just too much time online looking at other peoples art making me feel bad about myself#even though im improving as fast as i can it doesnt feel like im getting any better#but i know from experience that that feeling doesnt go away with time#so i guess ill always see flaws in my art no matter how hard i try to get better#man. that got really depressing :/#anyways SAGE!!! i love her she is my favorite of all time and im going to draw her so much yall dont even KNOW :D#ive got tons of other stuff planned too so watch out >:3#i could hit you guys with 6 paragraphs of au lore any day now#sonic the hedgehog#sage robotnik#AWWWHHHGG SHE HAS HER OWN LITTLE TAG IM SOBBING#anyways#sage sonic#hatsune miku#i guess#whoof im scared to post this#or maybe im just exhausted#probably both :/
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ok. question.
ortega ended up hallucinating sidestep after they "died", but sidestep doesnt know about that. they know it got bad, but never the full extent of how their death affected them. so if your sidestep Did learn, if they found out ortega looked for them in every little piece they could, would that change anything for your sidesteps? would their relationship with ortega be any different?
#pulp speaks#Am i thinking of my “ortega sees sidestep posthb” fic again? perhaps#shameless plug btw yall should read it its called 'seen' on ao3 and i still like it#but anyway the important bits: ive been thinking about it with my sidesteps and its really interesting to me how different they are#but theyre all some variation of “i didnt know you /cared/”#caine is. uncomfortable with the idea#i genuinely dont know why but i do know that in the end their feelings on the matter are “whats done is done and im back now” with a small#“ill try not to leave again” mixed in#meanwhile cyrus is a deer in headlights over it#itd be way worse if he learned it when they met again- i feel like if he learned ortega was still that attached he wouldve left and never-#-come back. he would still want to Now but hes too tangled in his relationships and ortega is his /friend/ and leaving would just explode i#-his face‚ god Damnit ortega you son of a bitch‚ he shouldve just run. you werent supposed to drag him into caring about people again.#cecilia would have mixed feelings about it. i think shed resonate with it a lot for reasons she doesnt want to face#but it would also hit her like a goddamn Truck that he chose to move on/replace her rather than try get her back and its easier to get mad-#-about that than question her own feelings. but also maybe she could use this to her advantage? maybe this time he knows theres always a-#-chance hell come back for her next time. maybe. shes hoping there wont be a next time.#cynthias an interesting case because shes in love with ortega. deeply. but ortega /never came for her/ when she /promised/ and cynthia-#-is still furious about it#ortega hallucinated her in death but she couldnt put the pieces together and go looking herself? she cared enough to look for her but-#-not enough to save her?#she would still end up settling on bitterness for abandoning her but the information would shake her to her core#anyway. i think ortega should be used as a squeaky toy 👍#caine lynzal#cyrus becker#cecilia rider#cynthia garcia#ortega#sidestep#fhr
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Between Glinda "It's not about aptitude, it's the way youre viewed" Upland and Fiyero "Nothing matters but knowing nothing matters" Tiggelar, Elphaba seems to really gravitate towards rich, shallow individuals who distract themselves with external validation and short lived revelry so they don't have to face the terrifying reality that they're not even content with their fake, empty, unfufilling lives and are starving for something that feels real. They only woke up when Elphaba gives them something to care about.
#i know i know i might be equating Fiyero's depth to Glinda#its never really implied that Glinda was unhappy before Elphaba came along#but im just thinking about the line in popular!!#what the fuck do you MEAN its not about aptitude its the way youre viewed???#glinda wants to be a sorceress. she wants to learn magic. she is academically motivated#so like. does she just think that this ambition of hers to LEARN ultimately doesnt matter#does she think that anything shes actually passionate about matters#much to think about
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i guess my biggest party pooper opinion on hazbin is that it feels like a bit of an oversight to have sir pentious and cherri bombs big romantic moment be him just pulling her in for a kiss when hes only ever gotten negative indication that shes into him at all. and she still asks if hes out of his mind and protests a bit when he does it. well.
#like yes its kind of an homage to big action flicks. but those flicks are usually not very good about women and all you know that right#and yk. i do think its fair to ask this show specifically to be a bit more mindful of how it portrays consent and lack thereof#and the implication of this being His big declaration because hes wanted her all this time and now its his last chance before he maybe dies#being something to mean oh therefore it doesnt really matter what she wants. bc he deserves it hes about to be a hero!#ugh#hazbin hotel#for tagging#hazbin hotel critical
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ummmmm 36 madoka kaname
where you go, i'm goin', so jump and i'm jumping, since there's no me without you.
#stardust.txt#stardust.art#asked and answered#madoka kaname#madohomu#<- implied#ask game#spotify wrapped#the context for this is homura is dead somehow it doesnt really matter#HEYEUEUEUGHHVHHGHGHHHH THIS MADE ME SO FUCKING INSANE. IM SO INSANE. IM SO#also the little table is actually kind of a reference to the table homura put her soul gem on in rebellion#immmsoooooo#frothing at the mouth
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i've felt iffy about only three choices (all from inquisituon, most from a dlc) carrying over since it was released but hearing someone who got to play the game say "the appearances of certain returning characters are going to feel pretty hollow now knowing that they don't know their own past" which. yeah i knew that but worded like that it hurts a lot. we have a morrigan who doesn't know anything about the warden. who may or may not be under flemeth's control. morrigan who cannot mention her potential son.
#morrigan who doesnt know who ati is and how much she is loved by her#i know bioware decided the warden is on a mission to get a cure for the taint and. idk im just so annoyed#i know dao and da2 choices dont rlly matter in the future tevinter for the most part but i think we should have been allowed to say who our#warden and hawke was. they dont even exist in the time of veilguard anymore#theyre really doing nothing with leaving someone in the fade#i kind of feel like crying about ati and morrigan though bc im so frustrated with this game and i love them so much#and they love each other. theyre friends. morrigan has called ati a sister to her.#ok ill stop thinking about this before i cry#dragon age critical#leevi liveblogs
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As an alternative to my last question post, hello again milgramblr, who are you entirely certain you Will Not vote guilty in trial 3, no matter what is revealed?
#Milgram#personally its gonna be kazui and shidou. Shidou cuz he makes me sad enough that no matter what i will at worst abstain#Kazui makes me so inconsolably sad that i just. I can’t. I would cry i think. /joke but i will not guilty him no matter what that im sure o#Also amane. As much as she isn’t a favourite of mine she doesnt deserve a t3 guilty#I’d also say probably yuno? Im most likely gonna abstain cuz i dont really feel a strong enough emotion about her but i do think she deserv#S to be innocently yippee#Answer my questions boy#im tagging it with that now#bonus answer hihi this is an edit#im plannin for everyone inno personnalllyyyy? these r just the ones i will never press guilty on no matter what#im too attatched yo them hahaha
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people on the "Stella did nothing wrong train" often argue that Stella too, is vulnerable and traumatized by the situation she was placed, same as Stolas. And they make grievance that "fans are wrong for supporting Stolas in his time, and adoring bird prince, but condemn Stella even tho she's in the same sitch"
y'all are forgetting Exhibit A!
Teh reason why fan are loving and supporting Stolas, and condemn Stella as the toxic bitch, is because Stolas - despite his circumstances - has tried to make this arrangement he has with his (ex)-former wife as comfortable and pleasant as possible. He has been nothing but kind, if not distance and perhaps respectful of her needs and desires - it is implied in the first episode and the childhood one, that he was tolerant and patient with Stella, despite her broadcasted hate for him, and her boastful claims that he was worthless as a Goitia.
A person can be hurt, traumatized, resentful, damaged by the circumstances of their birth and the legacy they are meant to inherit - it never gives them the right to torment and destroy someone else. It is never excusable for that person to hate and continue hurting someone who has done nothing but the best that could be done, in those situations. Stolas might have inherited a broken, preprogrammed hate monger, but he made the effort to extend compassion and kindness and make a home for that person; the response of one who is given the opportunity to do better, recover, or even reevaluate who they are and where they come from was squandered and destroyed - which seems to be Stella's go to method of internalizing her spite and anger for the world. She destroys everything good. She strangled a bunch of hellhound pups, or whatever those crechures were in the picture of her as a child.
Stella is actually a very deep and complicated character if you really look at her and her reactions to those around her. She does not appreciate her daughter, she despises Stolas (who she views as weak and pathetic, and a disgrace), and she is shallow as all fuck. Which has made her the person she is. And it is her own choice to behave and react in such a way, despite her privilege, despite her access to help and happiness (Stolas is medicated, and working on himself). But Stella is completely satisfied with who she is, and has no regard for others; which hurts those that would love her, or at the minimal could appreciate her company. If Stolas was a pompous and arrogant monster, like we thought he was in the pilot, STELLA STILL WOULDN'T BE HAPPY. Nothing would make her happy. Because her character type is one that intentionally destroys and hurts those around her, because she has unaddressed resentment for her circumstances.
But no amount of help or love, or extended support will fix her. Because Stella is not interested in fixing herself, or being a better person. Because she is perfectly happy with who she is, hurting others, because that right there is what gives her life purpose.
*yeets the mic*
#helluva boss#NEW EPISODE OMG#stolas#blitzø#stella#helluva boss full moon#it can be argued that stolas didnt know how to help or fix stella) but that isnt really his responsibility#stolas did what was available to him to make life with stella comfortable) hes tried for decades) for octavia#but he knows he isnt enough#and stella has to want to make this relationship work#and-and stella has said herself she likes to torment stolas) which right there defines she has no interest in being better for herself#stella thrives on hurting others and making others feel less than her) and i reiterate no matter who you are or what your trauma is#that is never alright) you dont get a pass) you dont get sympathy#stella is a monsters because she wants to be and it doesnt matter how loved or supported she it) she will destroy those around her#to make herself feel better and lift herself up
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I'm not allowed to be on social media for more than two seconds today but I just wanted to say that Laios will absolutely have his own reaction to all this as someone who would die for Falin but has also imprinted on Marcille as his Emotional Support Comphet White Girl Not-Girlfriend along the way
#a little creature#sometimes i look at the way i want marcille to be the closest thing hes ever had to a girlfriend but in a 100% platonic way and im like#is this what they mean by queerplatonic or have i just never had a dude best friend who wasnt like. a super fruity gay twink#anyway its gonna be as hard on him as it is for us bc he loves them both so much#the most important women in his life bar none#marcille probably slapped him when she got back tho. like she just saw his face and all the misdirected anger at him 'taking falin' just#rose up and burst again#its ok tho. you know she immediately broke down crying in his arms again blubbering incoherently bc she felt bad but also shes still mad#and she just doesnt know what to do with herself#the hardest part about this fic is that like. there are SO many juicy things going on offscreen#but. i have to breathe deep and keep calm and let them happen out of falin's POV#the ryoko kui method. what happens in the story happens and what happens outside can be explored in extras if need be#edit: also just figured out why ive been chafing a *little* bit against ppl assuming that it's the fear of falin dying that motivated#marcille's denial of her feelings so far#bc it's technically true but something just didn't sit right and i didn't wanna say anything until i figured it out#in little creature she has in part already realized that falin's passing is going to hurt no matter what she does right now#bc she's already passed the threshold of preemptive grief and sealed her own fate by how much she cares about falin#so it's not really... about that as much as it would have been during the canon story#it's just that. to acknowledge that she has romantic feelings for falin means recontextualizing their relationship in a way where#she has been the one hopelessly chasing while falin didn't realize/ignored her for the most part#and she couldnt allow that to be true both bc she couldnt bear to make falin the 'villain' in her love story#and bc she subconsciously knew the scope of pain would be too much for her to handle#so now my problem is. how do i make that clear in the fic from falin's POV without getting too heavy handed about it
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Literally, I think I'll be genuinely angry if we go some huge amount of time without ever seeing Yaz again. LIKE I CANT GET OVER: There is a Woman out there, who loves you so much. Sometimes to her own detriment, but God is she truly in love with you. You, The Doctor, are in love with this woman. You wished for forever with this woman. You regreted not giving voice to how much you love her so much, that it almost fucking fixes you're next incarnation. You! The Doctor!! have a whole lifetime of therapy, or whatever you quantify as that idk, in part to work on that whole "so emotionally repressive, its killing the vibes in the next galaxy over" and are back and traveling and whatnot. AND THAT WOMAN IS STILL OUT THERE!! If I were you, The Doctor, I would go tell that wonderful woman who loved me and stood by me when I was actively breaking her heart and pushing her away that I love her. That even if those emotions have changed in the lifetime I've been away, That there was a time that I loved her like she loved me. That I carry that love we shared still and what has become of it with me.
#doctor who#thasmin#the doctor#yasmin khan#char.txt#in my imagination the doctor/yaz reunion actually happens with 15 but that's because i love ncuti most#i wish I could say this is a product of some kind inebriation but the truth is im stone cold sober#i just get really impassioned abt shit that doesnt matter past midnight#anyway if i was a companion of the doctor and i heard about them and yaz and learned that shes not even dead and he said nothing to her#I'd bludgeon them until they regenerate into someone less stupid (i have a taste for violence that my therapist should hear abt)
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