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And if I told you I finally came up with a fucking framing device for my Twinkfred von Karma origin story series thing
#it's really crazy how things can influence you without you ever realizing like. i was really into Kung Fu Panda after it first came out#like REALLY into Kung Fu Panda#2008??? damn i would have been like 11/12#anyway i read this fic called Memoirs of a Master written by someone obviously a lot older and smarter than me and i just loved it#it was about Tigress and Po discovering Shifu's diaries (he was on a trip i think)#and so that was the framing device like it was Tigress and Po kinda guiltily reading this diary and learning about Tai Lung and all that#and i read a LOT of Kung Fu Panda fic so it wasnt like this one was particularly special to me *at the time*#(again i was like 12 i just liked anything that made my brain go brrrr. i read a lot of fic about rhe cast of KFP getting magically#transported into the KFP universe like i wasnt a literature connoisseur by any means)#but over the years i just never stopped thinking about Memoirs of a Master#and this isnt even the same framing device it's just similar but i cant even describe to you how much of this fic simply *is*#Memoirs of a Master#like obviously it's not. you could read that and then read this once i finish and notice maybe loke 3 superficial similarities#but at the same this fic would simply not exist without it#not to quote kamala harris of all people but you really do exist in the context of all that came before you#anyway.#the warped maniacal mind of wizard glick at work#oh yes also idk other ppl's hesdcanons for the other von karma daughter but i went with Verena because#1) i thought it was pretty#2) it means 'truth' or 'verity'#3) it doesnt make sense with the surname— 'truth from karma' is meaningless and i have her as kind of distant from the family#4) it showed up on random list of 'german names that were popular in the 80s' i found. didnt bother to do the math or even pick an age#for her but it really doesnt matter#okay. i think that's all.
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jason isnt even angry at bruce for the way that he died, hes mad at bruce for everything after his death. so saying that jason's anger at bruce is misdirected anger at sheila is just wrong on so many fronts. because first of all-jason was never mad at sheila. yes she sold him out to the joker and got him and herself killed and jason knows that and tried to save her anyway. i think hes aware of where the blame falls but that again leads into the second thing wrong with saying that. jason is not mad about the circumstances of his death-hes mad at the lack of change his death caused. because if bruce had died, jason would've done whatever he could to avenge that. that's a part of jason's love language. so to have bruce basically do nothing and let joker continue to hurt others grates on jason. im not even mentioning the massive victim blaming that bruce does as well. but its the aftermath that jason has a problem with not the before.
so no, jason's anger towards bruce is NOT misdirected anger at sheila. again because jason's anger has nothing to do with the circumstances around his death but everything following it. which sheila had no part in due to y'know. also being dead.
#why are people always trying to change jasons motivations#and try to absolve bruce of jasons right to be angry#its always about bruce#youre talking about jason but somehow its more about bruces feelings#because jasons agency and feelings over bruce and his own death is somehow not valid#hes not allowed to feel a certain way about what happened to HIMSELF#its always ignored or explained away to center bruces feelings as if they are more important#newsflash: bruces feelings on the matter dont matter#they really dont#it doesnt matter why bruce does what he does#jason is entitled to feel however he wants about it#because its his own damn death#and sheila is a very interesting character#and i get the hate for her#but i can never stand seeing people just blatantly calling her a bitch#what she did was wrong and she knows that even in her final moments#like she died that day too#she already faced her karma#jason todd#bruce wayne#jason todd meta
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jon kent and transfem damian bc i saw some posts about her and it got into my brain for WEEKS so i had to draw her for my peace of mind... also nika would have those knee high converse shoes and damian would wear them thats it thats the post
#i honestly hc damian as transmasc#but i just hit every character i like with the trans-beam so it doesnt really matter which way to me....#damian wayne#transfem damian wayne#damian al ghul#damian wayne al ghul#jonathan kent#jonathan samuel kent#jon kent#superboy#robin dc#supersons#super sons#jondami#damijon#daminika#them too bc i think nika would dress damian in her clothes when damian's starting to socially transition#they're trying to find her style...#also i feel like damian would still be called damian bc she likes her name as it is and she's proud of it#like dylan mulvaney..........#HAHAH k enough rant i have work to do#these doodles are a couple days old but still#better this than nothing
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No fun allowed.
#detroit become human#north wr400#simon pl600#not what i was planning to draw today but i cant help it i love them let them be gremlins#also i know people might not agree but north offering a pipe bomb in a pacifist protest is forever funny to me#she is so enthusiastic about her destruction shes decided shes committing to it no matter what#but also hey you can have a choice and say no#she doesnt LIKE when you say no but she WILL let you say no#which is peak and i love her a lot for it#its like you sitting in the driver seat and having someone vibrating with every method to hurt someone as idle conversation#and you can say hey thats really violent lets not do that#and the other person is just i cant believe you told me to shut up but i respect the peace fuck you tho#and still remains your friend to the end#but ok so uh haha dedicated to the fact someone wrote a fic about one of the silly ideas i had doodled between north and simon#so i read that when i got home from work and now! ta da! more simon and north content WOW amazing how that works
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god i haven't been able to figure out what bugged me so much about jinx's ending and you really put it into words for me like GOD. i'm schizo-spec myself and had a Real Bleak Time dealing with it for a while and the messaging of "breaking the cycle" being achieved through death just feels so icky. i'm in a really stable place now but the idea of someone being where i was at and seeing that ending kinda makes my stomach hurt. anyway all that to say thank you for putting such apt words to it <3
i feel you so hard on this on a lot of levels. i don't know. I'm in the same place as you where I'm in a much better place than I once was (granted with a different set of struggles) but it really hit so oddly.
I almost felt weirdly protective ?? I was like. wow. i know 17 year old me would have eaten arcane up. and I know 17 year old me would be absolutely crushed and internalized that in a way tha't s just. so sad and horrible. and it just made me feel so angry for people who are in a bad place. because media with that type of messaging is genuinely so harmful.
and yes, obviously, people are responsible for the media they consume blah blah.
But also like, popular media shouldn't deliver what I find is a blatantly hateful and untrue message about people with mental health issues: which is that our families and our communities are better off without us. it makes me so mad.
narratively, jinx was already so worried that cait was a replacement and that there could only be one. In season 1, this is set up as an unhelpful line of thinking and something that should be pushed back against. Of course there shouldn't just be one. Of course vi would have room in her life for both her love interest and her family. In season 2, this line of thinking is quite literally re-affirmed, both in the narrative and very explicitly by the writers after the fact. which is. Wrong ! and bad !
also, before anyone is like oh well this wasn't supposed to be a good thing this was supposed to be a tragedy. tragedy needs to be narratively satisfying to work. there needs to be a certain structure. a certain careful narrative push and pull. this isn't satisfying. Jayce and Viktor as a tragedy was a bit more satisfying (yet still flawed). this was just. gross.
sorry this answer got really serious but yeah !
#arcane critical#thats the tag#anyways#ask bee#and again#the fact that jinx dint actually die or whatever doesnt quite matter#when the answer here was leaving her family behind so they could be truly happy or whatever#it really doesn't help that fortiche's artistry and arcane season 1s writing lead a lot of people to feel really seen in jinx#only for seaosn 2 to be ... that
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Thinking about Morrigan, who was shaped from birth into a tool to further her own goals by Flemeth-Mythal, who loved her but didn't respect her (neither her autonomy nor her heart). Thinking about Morrigan never being able to fully scape her "fate", because the narrative demands it, but being able, in the right circumstances, to save Solas (who came into existence to serve as a tool in Mythal's quest to create and protect The People, loved by her but rarely respected) instead.
#dont really have a conclusion#in the Witch Hunt dlc for Origins she can say to a friendly Warden that what she wants “doesnt matter” in a rare moment of vulnerability#it has haunted me for a decade because you can do nothing to persuade her of the contrary#her story is a tragedy but veilguard doesnt appear to see it like that#morrigan#solas#mythal#datv#datv spoilers#veilguard spoilers#mine
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Do you ever thing about the comparing of scars scene in Agatha All Along?
How, in all Agathas 300+ years of existing, it is probably the first time she has just chilled out with her peers?
All other times, except maybe with her first coven, when engaging with witches, it's with the sole purpose of manipulating them into stealing their power.
Yet here this sad sack of a witch is, snort laughing with her ex as she shows how she got stabbed with a knitting needle.
It's such a tiny moment, yet it is also probably the first time she has felt any kind of kinship with someone outside of Rio or Nicky.
Do you think about her uncertainty as the other witches laugh at her story? How she is waiting for the other shoe to drop?
Did she have this bond with some of the Witches in her first coven before her mother would come in and stomp all over it?
An instinctual moment where she waits for Evanora to come in and punish her for being so frivolous, being so damned.
This was probably the first time she experienced community without punishment.
There was probably the tiniest spark of hope that maybe she could finally belong.
Then hours later, in swoops her mother and takes it all away from her again.
Because I do. I think about it a lot, and it breaks my heart.
#tw abuse#agatha all along#agatha all along spoilers#agatha harkness#rio vidal#i think this is what makes it so fucked up#the way agatha punishes rio for nicky#and in doing so hurts not only rio but herself in the process#because they gravitate towards each other no matter where they are#yet the trauma she experienced as a child stains her relationships as an adult#she does to rio what her mother does to her#hurts her over and over#she cant forgive her#she doesnt even really understand what forgivness would look like#then in her final confrontation with rio she takes the first steps#that kiss was absolution for both of them in a fucked up twisted way#at least for the hurt they caused each other#it was also her first step on tje road of forgiving herself for nicky#her first step towards personal growth in a very long time
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okay but sarah celebrating tommy every year for mother’s day
#who needs a mommy when you got a tommy#the first time shes does this its preschool teacher maria’s idea#shes four and mothers day is coming up and its usually a hard time for her so joel lets maria know just in case she has any behavioral issue#miss maria is like 🫡 i gotchu#she makes sure to emphasize to the kids that families are all different#they spend every day of may leading up to mother day reading books exploring diversity in families and talking about what mom really means#that it doesnt have to be the person who had you in their tummy or a girl or even a person we call mom#for example miss maria’s real mommy wasnt so nice growing up so miss marias TRUE mommy is just her daddy and her auntie rose#because those are the people that loved her no matter what and kept her safe and taken care of and fed#thats all mom is#it just means someone thats there for you every day and loves you and cares for you#someone who is one of your favorite people and who would say the same about you#all the kids go around and say who they think are their moms#mosy say some iteration of ‘mommy’ and ‘mama’ or ‘grammy’#but then baby ellie says ‘tess and auntie marlene’#and baby sarah says ‘uncle thommy’#one of the other littles says ‘daddy and miss maria’ 😭#and they all make heart cards for their mommy firgures#they cant write or really read anything but a few letters yet#(even though hyperlexic baby sarah does have pretty incredible letter recognition for her age)#so they tell miss maria what to write on their cards and then decorate with oil pastels#sarah’s says dear uncle tommy thank you for being my mommy you are so funny and i love when we play horsey and princesses. happy mommy day#when he picks her up at the end of the day shes like HI MOMMMMM all giggly and hes like ????? hi???? whats this???? OPEN IT OPEN IT OPEN IT#and when he does and read it he literally drops to his knees to hug her and cry#because theres really nothing more precious than his little angel his baby his best girl#thats tommys DAUGHTER DO YALL UNDERSTAND??????#miss maria watching them from the cubbies like: godDAMN theyre so cute#the next day tommy brings her a oat milk chai from her favorite coffee shop as a thank you because it meant a lot to him and shes like ????#how did u know???? and hes like my brother and you ran into each other there last week yeah? he told me abt it i asked for your order#and shes like 🥹🥰🫠 thanks
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Do you see my vision
#my dc posting#my art#dc#jason todd#red hood#transfem jason todd#transwoman jason todd#trans fem jason todd#trans woman jason todd#its always so weird when uve made a character trans. and then u gotta use their canon name for tagging#i feel like im deadnaming her even tho i havent come up w a name yet#the lazarus pit gives spontaneous transition. even if u havent realized ur trans yet#i feel like itd be hard to become a respected n feared n succesful crime lord if she presented as female. because of the 'sogony.#so she can have a lil perry the platypus style shit goin on w a voice modifier in the helmet#also coming back as a woman would make batman less likely to connect her w his dead 'son'. so.#idk. i dont actually have a fully formed au or timeline in mind i just find it easier to draw women#its more of a psychological thing where if im in the headspace of 'this is a woman' it becomes just easier to draw the body#🤷 it is how it is ig#censored bc tumblr's a bitch n really it doesnt matter#i had a post w like 1 note that was literally just 'i dont think [insert name] is a good name for a transfem version of [insert character]'#and it got labelled Mature by tumblr so i figured might as well not even try n be Modest and shit w the way tumblr's fuckin it up rn#anyway shoutout to Daughter of Dragons by thispatternismine for the inspiration#...how does all that hair fit comfortably inside the helmet?#ah. hmm. well that is. it sure is a question! that i will not be answering.#jason todd fanart#dc fanart
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SAGESUNE MIKU >:DDD
#i rise from the dead once again!!#sorry about the long periods of time in between me posting#school is absolutely kicking my ass right now and i havent had any time to draw the creatures :(#ive also just been feeling unsatisfied with my art as of late#its probably just too much time online looking at other peoples art making me feel bad about myself#even though im improving as fast as i can it doesnt feel like im getting any better#but i know from experience that that feeling doesnt go away with time#so i guess ill always see flaws in my art no matter how hard i try to get better#man. that got really depressing :/#anyways SAGE!!! i love her she is my favorite of all time and im going to draw her so much yall dont even KNOW :D#ive got tons of other stuff planned too so watch out >:3#i could hit you guys with 6 paragraphs of au lore any day now#sonic the hedgehog#sage robotnik#AWWWHHHGG SHE HAS HER OWN LITTLE TAG IM SOBBING#anyways#sage sonic#hatsune miku#i guess#whoof im scared to post this#or maybe im just exhausted#probably both :/
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ok. question.
ortega ended up hallucinating sidestep after they "died", but sidestep doesnt know about that. they know it got bad, but never the full extent of how their death affected them. so if your sidestep Did learn, if they found out ortega looked for them in every little piece they could, would that change anything for your sidesteps? would their relationship with ortega be any different?
#pulp speaks#Am i thinking of my “ortega sees sidestep posthb” fic again? perhaps#shameless plug btw yall should read it its called 'seen' on ao3 and i still like it#but anyway the important bits: ive been thinking about it with my sidesteps and its really interesting to me how different they are#but theyre all some variation of “i didnt know you /cared/”#caine is. uncomfortable with the idea#i genuinely dont know why but i do know that in the end their feelings on the matter are “whats done is done and im back now” with a small#“ill try not to leave again” mixed in#meanwhile cyrus is a deer in headlights over it#itd be way worse if he learned it when they met again- i feel like if he learned ortega was still that attached he wouldve left and never-#-come back. he would still want to Now but hes too tangled in his relationships and ortega is his /friend/ and leaving would just explode i#-his face‚ god Damnit ortega you son of a bitch‚ he shouldve just run. you werent supposed to drag him into caring about people again.#cecilia would have mixed feelings about it. i think shed resonate with it a lot for reasons she doesnt want to face#but it would also hit her like a goddamn Truck that he chose to move on/replace her rather than try get her back and its easier to get mad-#-about that than question her own feelings. but also maybe she could use this to her advantage? maybe this time he knows theres always a-#-chance hell come back for her next time. maybe. shes hoping there wont be a next time.#cynthias an interesting case because shes in love with ortega. deeply. but ortega /never came for her/ when she /promised/ and cynthia-#-is still furious about it#ortega hallucinated her in death but she couldnt put the pieces together and go looking herself? she cared enough to look for her but-#-not enough to save her?#she would still end up settling on bitterness for abandoning her but the information would shake her to her core#anyway. i think ortega should be used as a squeaky toy 👍#caine lynzal#cyrus becker#cecilia rider#cynthia garcia#ortega#sidestep#fhr
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Between Glinda "It's not about aptitude, it's the way youre viewed" Upland and Fiyero "Nothing matters but knowing nothing matters" Tiggelar, Elphaba seems to really gravitate towards rich, shallow individuals who distract themselves with external validation and short lived revelry so they don't have to face the terrifying reality that they're not even content with their fake, empty, unfufilling lives and are starving for something that feels real. They only woke up when Elphaba gives them something to care about.
#i know i know i might be equating Fiyero's depth to Glinda#its never really implied that Glinda was unhappy before Elphaba came along#but im just thinking about the line in popular!!#what the fuck do you MEAN its not about aptitude its the way youre viewed???#glinda wants to be a sorceress. she wants to learn magic. she is academically motivated#so like. does she just think that this ambition of hers to LEARN ultimately doesnt matter#does she think that anything shes actually passionate about matters#much to think about
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i guess my biggest party pooper opinion on hazbin is that it feels like a bit of an oversight to have sir pentious and cherri bombs big romantic moment be him just pulling her in for a kiss when hes only ever gotten negative indication that shes into him at all. and she still asks if hes out of his mind and protests a bit when he does it. well.
#like yes its kind of an homage to big action flicks. but those flicks are usually not very good about women and all you know that right#and yk. i do think its fair to ask this show specifically to be a bit more mindful of how it portrays consent and lack thereof#and the implication of this being His big declaration because hes wanted her all this time and now its his last chance before he maybe dies#being something to mean oh therefore it doesnt really matter what she wants. bc he deserves it hes about to be a hero!#ugh#hazbin hotel#for tagging#hazbin hotel critical
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ummmmm 36 madoka kaname
where you go, i'm goin', so jump and i'm jumping, since there's no me without you.
#stardust.txt#stardust.art#asked and answered#madoka kaname#madohomu#<- implied#ask game#spotify wrapped#the context for this is homura is dead somehow it doesnt really matter#HEYEUEUEUGHHVHHGHGHHHH THIS MADE ME SO FUCKING INSANE. IM SO INSANE. IM SO#also the little table is actually kind of a reference to the table homura put her soul gem on in rebellion#immmsoooooo#frothing at the mouth#madoka
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i've felt iffy about only three choices (all from inquisituon, most from a dlc) carrying over since it was released but hearing someone who got to play the game say "the appearances of certain returning characters are going to feel pretty hollow now knowing that they don't know their own past" which. yeah i knew that but worded like that it hurts a lot. we have a morrigan who doesn't know anything about the warden. who may or may not be under flemeth's control. morrigan who cannot mention her potential son.
#morrigan who doesnt know who ati is and how much she is loved by her#i know bioware decided the warden is on a mission to get a cure for the taint and. idk im just so annoyed#i know dao and da2 choices dont rlly matter in the future tevinter for the most part but i think we should have been allowed to say who our#warden and hawke was. they dont even exist in the time of veilguard anymore#theyre really doing nothing with leaving someone in the fade#i kind of feel like crying about ati and morrigan though bc im so frustrated with this game and i love them so much#and they love each other. theyre friends. morrigan has called ati a sister to her.#ok ill stop thinking about this before i cry#dragon age critical#leevi liveblogs
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As an alternative to my last question post, hello again milgramblr, who are you entirely certain you Will Not vote guilty in trial 3, no matter what is revealed?
#Milgram#personally its gonna be kazui and shidou. Shidou cuz he makes me sad enough that no matter what i will at worst abstain#Kazui makes me so inconsolably sad that i just. I can’t. I would cry i think. /joke but i will not guilty him no matter what that im sure o#Also amane. As much as she isn’t a favourite of mine she doesnt deserve a t3 guilty#I’d also say probably yuno? Im most likely gonna abstain cuz i dont really feel a strong enough emotion about her but i do think she deserv#S to be innocently yippee#Answer my questions boy#im tagging it with that now#bonus answer hihi this is an edit#im plannin for everyone inno personnalllyyyy? these r just the ones i will never press guilty on no matter what#im too attatched yo them hahaha
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