#fizz thoughts

[fizzyorange-v2]

makes a truly depressing amount of sense that evan is so deeply, existentially terrified of being trapped in a narrative when you remember that he was born the classic dark evil wizard trope prophesied presumably to bring about some great magic chaos and destruction and he tried desperately to escape that narrative and destiny all his life by trying so hard to be good and kind and rejecting his demons despite every awful thing he’d been through…..

…which then actually, accidentally did lead to him fulfilling that world ending destiny anyway, by causing The Breaking when he uploaded all those magical books online trying so so hard to do the right thing.

no matter if he accepted his destiny or actively rejected it, the prophecy still came true. he still always hurt people. he’s damned to the nature of his character archetype, and deep down he’s always known it.

basically, this poor guy has been trapped in a doomed inescapable narrative from birth. of course the possibility of getting sucked into another caused him to have a full evan kelmp level freak out lol. him quite literally trying to escape a narrative this episode is so on the nose it’s hilarious

[tiedsh0es]

fizzjay fizzjay none of u understand

[lindentea]

so i just had a fridge moment... er, fridge thought-- er, shower logic-- er.... FRIDGE LOGIC moment lol

Ozzie wasn't there at the competition. when Fizz runs off and panics in his dressing room, he doesn't text or call Ozzie (he's too busy panicking).

then Ozzie suddenly shows up at the door. he couldn't have known what was going on, himself.

Blitz called Ozzie.

all day, Blitz had been trying to convince Fizz of his worth, so when he realized he wasn't going to get through to him and saw Fizz spiraling toward an unstoppable total breakdown, he immediately reached out to the only other person he knew could help. Blitz didn't just give up because he couldn't fix the situation by himself.

Ozzie was right. Blitz really was the next best thing.

anyhow i just love these two besties and their character arc, that is all. <3

[fizzie-frog]

I skipped yesterday after a day full of work and the full moon episode appearing, but here it is! Back on Fizzy memes.

A lifetime later, I have changed my pfp too. I'm riding on the Fizz high.

As a little side note, I have noticed there's some of the same people who keep reblogging and generally interacting with this series (I love you). But I was wondering if anyone wants me to tag them in upcoming parts?

If anyone wants to get tagged whenever I post parts of this series, please do tell me. Thanks for the interaction, really gives me drive to keep doing this.

ALL PARTS LINKED HERE

[blitzwhore]

Fizz (Ozzie's): only little bitches strum the strings of their hearts

Fizz (Oops): it's me, I'm bitches

[ghostsfruit]

You know that moment you realize the small hyperfixation has become a full blown special interest.

Like how the fuck did we get here-

[stale-box-of-queerios]

holding my pillow tightly wishing it was him 😞

[fanaticalarts]

I just got Procreate the other day and have been practicing on it nonstop. And of course I had to start off with finishing my Fizz/Ozzie sketches~

[mintaikk]

Guys, I highly doubt that they're brothers

[victoriansnakearts]

Do you have plans of redesigning more of the hellaverse in the future?

Absolutely! I’ve done sir pentious and m&ms already I’m thinking of doing blitz or fizz next!

I’m kinda wanting to do like a au rewrite so a lot of the designs and the characters themselves will be wildly different (im kinda worried people aren’t gonna like what I have planned for fizz lol) anyway here are my current wips of them (it’s subject to change but in my rewrite they’re both far older)

Either way I’ll probably be going back and tweaking my older redesigns (I’ve been considering re doing pentious now that I have a better hang of the style)

[turtleofthehollow]

Blitz going to Fizz for help with his night with Stolas is wild when you remember how Fizz and Ozzie ripped into their relationship in the first place

After all, this all began at Ozzie’s club

They viciously mocked Blitz and Stolas’ relationship, tore apart all of their insecurities in front of everyone, and left them unable to face each other for months afterwards

And now Blitz is happily going back to Fizz for help like none of it happened

It’s either a testament to Blitz’s character development to put that all behind him as he reconnects with an old friend, or it’s a testament to how easily he pushed down his pain

Knowing Blitz, it’s probably a bit of both

[fizzyorange-v2]

just talking to my friend in dms about how at first when q!charlie started calming down from his rampage i was kinda upset cause i WANTED a full villain arc i wanted blood and rage and a massacre but then I kept watching and realised how much of a fucking idiot I was to underestimate charlie slimecicle’s rp skills like that. because charlie isn’t just playing a character hell bent on righteous revenge for his daughter, he’s playing a character actually grieving that daughter.

it’s obvious now that i think about it that the initial revenge plot to kill all the eggs and his repeated self affirmations that juanaflippa isn’t gone and that it can all just be reset are clearly just him entering the denial and anger stages. and that later scenes after the rest of the server finally backed him into a corner and calmed him down and he had that heart wrenching scene looking at juanaflippa’s photo, asking for a literal trial for her life and soul back and then that whooooole bar scene, that he has then entered the bargaining and depression stages.

Because the truth is, q!charlie doesn’t actually want to kill anyone (except Mariana lolll), he especially doesn’t want to kill any of the eggs! All he wanted was to be a good dad. And I think that that’s part of the reason he as a character failed so hard to actually tangibly hurt anyone during this stream. He was a mess, crying screaming yelling clawing trying to do something, anything to save his daughter. Anything to fix it all. That scene of him failing to break into Phil’s house haunts me.

But I think there’s something especially tragic that before Juanaflippa, q!charlie probably was the kind of character to hurt others without caring, he seemed to have no idea about empathy or healthy relationships before her thats for sure. He’s literally already killed TWO eggs before this, so causally and with such ease. But his love for his daughter improved him, and it changed him, and it made him just enough of a better person that when that daughter was taken from him, suddenly even to save her he can’t fucking do it anymore.

I also really appreciate how everyone else on the server reacted to him too. They didn’t at all treat him like some big bad scary villain like I originally would I’ve expected. Sure they were understandably wary and protective, but every single one of them weren’t so much angry at him as… WORRIED for him. And it really helped put it in perspective that this isn’t some guy going on a hashtag villain arc, but immersed me in oh fuck. This is a guy that just lost his daughter. And all his friends and fellow parents know. And they aren’t scared of him, they’re concerned for him. They aren’t full of fear… but pity. Because they know. They know what he’s just lost. And they understand. And they’re trying to be there for him.

And Charlie despite all the grand speeches and diabolical plots and not so carefully placed land mines… doesn’t really care how he gets Juanaflippa back, as long as she’s with him again.

Just man,,,, the way Charlie performed this character’s grief is so fucking stellar and SO fucking excruciating. The part that genuinely broke me was in that photo scene when he said: “i'm sorry flippa... i thought i could change something- i thought i could undo it, thought i could make it right... now i see that there's no way this can be made right...” which already fucking ow ow OW and clearly him finally exiting denial/anger straight into depression but then he whispers THIS FUCKING BIT: “it wasnt even on purpose… i know that... it doesnt make it better… what do i do juanaflippa?” LIKE FUCK!!!! FUCK!!!! OKAY!!!!!

Anyway massive props to everyone for the rp today but ESPECIALLY charlie for this agonisingly accurate and visceral depiction of grief that I somehow was NOT expecting. I thought we were going to get villain arc egg massacre angst and instead we got father mourning his daughter trying futilely to do anything to bring her back angst. I’m never fucking recovering from this one.

[luck-of-the-drawings]

"And soda; runs off into the street..." "...and soda... is totally okay!"

[daily-yin]

Day 39

[theloremaniac]

Random thought: Ozzie wanting to surprise Fizz with a serenade at a balcony so he throws a pebble to get his attention, but him being a sin makes him so strong he accidentally shatters the entire window while also scaring Fizz in the process.

[sweetshelluvaau]

As much as I still love Fizz, I don't like how Vizize has a habit of 'woobie-izng' her characters in order to make them sympathetic. A character can still be an asshole while the audience can still have sympathy for them, or at least understand that they're in a bad situation (Starscream from Transformers is one good example depending on who's writing him).

Taking away someone's bite/nerfing them and turning them into a sad boi isn't good writing, it's just lazy.