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Since Bluesky's open... howdy. I'm here, now. :)
#sangspeaks#bluesky#it's always fun making a new social media account#feels like starting from scratch#of course i'll still use others (like twitter)#but it's nice to have an alternative
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they make me feel unwell
(continued: Stan & Young Ford)
#the flip side is that Grunkle Stan and Young!Ford are really funny to draw. But these two? I think about them and start sobbing#anyway been trying to draw a little Time Travel AU stuff. specifically The grunks meeting their 30-something-year-old selves#oldies in the 80s AU#if you will#its like god imagine being completely no contact with your brother and then BAM a guy who has the EXACT relationship you want shows up#and he's being really nice to you and you're pretty sure you've passed out and this is a dream but you really dont want to wake up#and on Ford's side he is suddenly face to face with this really beat up younger version of his brother and its like uh oh! Guilt!#Best behaviour time. cannot be ribbing this one like he would've been if Grunk Stan got injured.#Which only adds to the whole 'I'm bleeding out after being beaten up and this is a fever dream' feeling on Stan's side#cw injury#cw blood#i mean drawn and cartoony but still#gahh kinda want to completely redo this from scratch but tis what it tis#Gravity Falls#Gravity Falls time travel AU#time travel au#is time stuck a specific thing or general term for time travel in the fandom? I feel like its a specific thing.#like how iirc twins in time is when its the baby stans with the older ones. but idkkk idkkkkkkk!!!#GF Fan art#gravity falls fanart#fan art#fanart#Ford pines#grunkle ford#stanford pines#stan pines#stanley pines#mullet stan#young stanley pines#my art
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go go go!! (x)
#my art#digital art#fan art#art#glee#glee art#glee fanart#brittana#brittany s pierce#santana lopez#gleesource#brittanasource#go for it nakamura#go for it meme#oh how i love a twt art meme once in a while#i started this almost 2 years ago and abandoned it for a while and then redid pretty much everything from scratch over the weekend#and it feels like my biggest slay of the year so far by a long shot oh my god 2022!md found dead in a ditch#maybe one day ill redo this in my own art style lol but for now this slaps so hard#massive thank u to bella for taking care of the text for me!! u are an angel and i love u
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second years designs :D only have a few more characters left to do this has gone so quick ,,
jjk atla!au with @philosophiums
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk atla!au#inumaki toge#panda jjk#maki zenin#fanart#jjk fanart#lmhs#atla!au: art#atla!au: design#looks at maki............looks at maki harder..............continues looking at maki.....#she.......i believe tht Women....#short circuiting she is SO . god. im#i feel wlw in this chilis tonight#i love inumaki's design also but lets be real abt who th real star of this page is#shakes self out of Gay Stupor anyway#i only designed panda's spirit form bc out of it he is...Just A Panda...i think i can get away with not drawing Just A Panda#also it was a nice mildly stimulating challenge combining his gorilla mode form w hei bai#very kind of atla to Already have a panda spirit FHJJH saves me a lot of headache#like dont get me wrong i love feeling things out n Making my own spirit designs like w mahito#but starting from scratch sure takes a lot of brainpower hh so sometimes its nice having most of the work alr done for u
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I think what a lot of tumblr-only people are missing about twitter failing, is that it was always a better website when it came to small businesses, instant world event news, fact checking, having users from all over the world, being a source for disaster relief information or warnings, and anything else to keep people up to date with going ons.
Sure, tumblr has many users from all over, but the website is still largely english biased and not nearly as widespread as twitter. I know a lot of news and knowledge comes in on here too. I've learned a lot and see a lot of donation posts in regards to world events, but its nothing like twitter unless you know who to follow. Not to mention, half the news I got here, was days later and from twitter to begin with.
Seeing that being taken away in favor of hate speech and enabling abusers (with the recent potential of getting rid of the block feature over there) and pushing blue user comments to the top (aka elon's weird fans), drowning out anyone else on popular posts, sucks! It sucks for the world and small businesses. because there's really no alternative to it right now.
The site's running rampant with spam and scammers and its becoming more and more unusable by the day. And some people think it's silly to be upset over it or "you shouldn't have all your eggs in one basket" well there only is one basket! This is literally people's livelihoods people seem to be making fun of anytime a change happens that breaks the site and people post all their socials.
And everyone from every country is talking about different websites they're considering, and its splitting up our connection to the world. And surely he knew who this was hurting with every decision.
#idk i see some people being weird about EW TWITTER PEOPLE like well for one they were surely already here too#but you need to understand how small of a community is over here vs twitter essentially being like. world internet hub#people are constantly reminding u of their other socials over there because where are we gonna make our money when its done#starting from scratch sucks. tumblr has been helpful but nothing gets much traction anymore#idk sorry for long post rant but it feels kinda crummy when ppl are downplaying it like this isnt disconnecting friends or communities#or ppls best sources of income
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the decameron isn't taking off like tumblr's new bridgerton and i'm being so brave about it
(that's a lie. i'm not. WHERE ARE THE GIFSETS!!!!!!!!)
#it's MY bridgerton okay!!!!!!!!!!!!!#except instead of swoony romance it's a bitter examination of toxic codependent attachment between the noble and servant classes#and how sometimes that's still kind of love anyway#but also it's Bad#who doesn't want to watch that?!?!?!?!#dollsome's deep thoughts#the decameron#come on guys. my lady jane is happening. we can make this happen too!!!!!!!!!!!#also if anyone is kinda missing that succession magic i feel like this show scratches a similar itch in a fun way#and also makes me want a succession au in this exact setting#i have this yearning in my heart to see all the succession characters go to a fancy house in a remote location and start dying idk#but it's also great to witness with the characters from the decameron!#am i selling it???!!!!
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one of the things in Life is that even the most radical or anti establishment of ventures, particularly anything involving “community” or “mutual aid” still relies on really normie skills to be accomplished if it wants to be effective for real human beings in the long run. Like a queer housing group or any kind of shelter is still a House that needs to be clean and have clean toilets. A radical off the grid farm is still a farm where the biological necessities of crops might very well require you to wake up at 5:00 AM for weeks on end in order to have a crop. A Union meeting still might need childcare from qualified individuals who can take care of a bunch of preschoolers for hours on end. An abortion fund is still a monetary operation with a flow of cash that needs to be taken care of. Any operation needs to have regularly scheduled meetings set up and attended in the long run. A lot of these things aren’t really negotiable based on vibe or ideology so much as things that need to be done here, in the real world, in order to make peoples lives better, and no amount of perfect buzzword ideology will change that.
#I think doing shit in real life makes you more of a normie like not less radical but more of a normie#The reality is a bunch of the things that last for a long time look and feel really normie because they are#And a lot of times other things flounder for really practical reasons that then get written off as The Whole Wide World was against us#There’s a real trend of it being specifically the people who want to run from [capitalist society] and [the institution] who#Want to start from scratch the things that will be in some way institutions or have normie issues if they’re successful
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something about childhood in succession.. the way it casts its shadow over the entire narrative, the rotten root of the roy siblings’s pain, all wrapped up in Logan’s power and abuse and love. The opening credits are filled with images of them as kids, beginning every. single. episode. by emphasizing the importance of their childhood: the siblings posing for a photo, playing sports, standing on a manicured lawn, riding an elephant, etc. and then the shots of logan, in which he is always shown from behind, or far away. It is a childhood the viewer never gets to see in any other context, since there are no flashbacks in the show, and therefore as integral as it seems, we know almost nothing about it. What exactly happened? What are the details? We feel its presence, we can tell how it informs their relationships, we can put together the pieces of incomplete and contradictory memories expressed through dialogue, and if we trace their struggles and dysfunction back far enough we know it leads there, to when they were kids. But there is so much empty space we can’t fill in. It’s almost like their childhood is presented in that horror technique where you never get to see the monster clearly straight on. It’s always in darkness, and chopped up into close-ups so that the viewer’s imagination is forced to invent something, however vague, and that is far scarier than it would be if we could actually see it — a monster that is terrifying BECAUSE it’s unknown. The roy siblings’s childhood is a major force behind so much that happens on screen, but what specifically occurred is out of the reach of our understanding. We are shown the monster’s shadow but not the monster, we are shown the frightened faces of the characters as they look at something behind the camera we never get to see, we are shown the running or the fighting or the blood but never the true, bigger-picture, clear details of the horror itself
#sorry succession as horror scratches an itch in my brain and the idea of their childhood makes my brain explode <333#just!! even showing this shaky blurry footage of mundane childhood moments feels ominous to me—#it’s like. a documentary abt something awful that begins with#a ‘before’ montage of seemingly benign family life#and of course when the videos were taken they seemed meaningless. but now looking back at them we can see they mean so much#like the tragedy was woven into them right from the start#eeeeeeeeeee i need to be sedated i think#roy siblings#connor roy#kendall roy#roman roy#shiv roy#logan roy#succession#ruby (unfortunately) watches succession#succession as horror
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i actually finished something wahoo 🎉
GO READ HOW TO BE A PROPER GENTLEMAN BY @quilna!!
I think it's impressive that the original sketch dates back to early August, meaning this piece in total went through 2 months of exams, procrastination, switching to iPad and starting again on it from scratch, and still I had enough leftover motivation to finish it. This shows that Quill fics have great power to sustain motivation to draw, out of sheer talent and guilt if I don't finish it.
once again go read the fic please I beg of you
#the glass scientists#this is actually the first piece I started on iPad#i had like the lineart already done on phone but I didn't feel like syncing it#so i just restarted from scratch again lmao#tgs fanart#tgs jekyll#tgs lanyon#i guess??#my art#how to be a proper gentleman#i also realised the inktober prompt for today is “chains”#this is intentional and only I find it funny#ipad art
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cute bad ass
#vee queued to fill the void#taking a moment away from the kuukou deep dive brainrot to do some kuukou simping instead lol#as always lol arb beat me to drawing kuukou feeding animals myself#but if kuukou feeds the elderly and has candy in his pockets for children (highkey for himself too lol)#you can bet your ass he’d feed the strays that visit his temple or share his sardines with froggies on the side of the road 😭😭😭😭#crying over that sudden scratch card where a new cat comes to visit his temple and kuukou can tell it was a new visitor 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#he doesn’t name them but i think it would be very funny if kuukou decided to name the cats visiting his temple after buddhist gods lol#orange tabby: *meows at kuukou for a snack*#kuukou: yooooo jogaishou bosatsu!!!!!!!!!! what’s up it’s been forever want some of my shitty dad’s tofu??????? :D#😌😌😌😌 and then on the flip side it’s page that haunts my every waking moment LOL#kuukou is so fcking COOL lol even when he loses you get the sense he never lost lol#i’m tempted to just start screaming for five straight tags but to quell that urge lmao#i’m going to make this about ichikuu lmao remember how ichiro in ohayo ikebukuro said he likes strong people who never lose lol????#they ended that bat vs mtr battle with the comment from jakurai i think that this battle didn’t feel like it was their victory#which means kuukou hasn’t truly lost so that makes him even more of ichiro’s type—
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The unmistakable sound of footsteps approaching begins to fill the air. Whoever is coming seems to have brought some company along…
They are getting closer… and closer… and closer…
…and closer…
……until..................
"Goooooood evenin'!!" Comes the loud greeting from a certain blond man. A big smile on his face and all.
"We beg your pardon for our prolonged absence. It was completely beyond our control..." Then adds the gentleman standing by his side, apologizing on behalf of both, offering a genuine smile along with the apology.
"...BUT! We're back!" And hopefully for good this time…
#[HI HIIIIIII~~ HOW'S EVERYONE DOING?? 8)]#[IDK IF ANYONE REMEMBERS ME OR MY MUSES ANYMORE?? BUT HELLOOO]#[one million years later but we're backkkkkk]#[i'd like to start by apologizing for completely disappearing for months without any announcement]#[life has been far from kind all this year so far and this has greatly and negatively impacted me emotionally]#[like..very VERY badly (harmful stuff and etc)]#[all to a point where i've had to take some time off from most social media]#[and which is also why i haven't checked or replied to any messages anywhere in a while]#[not that i'm the most social and most active person ever but you get what i mean here ;v;]#[the original plan was to come back here like a month or so ago but as you can guess i was unable to due to the same irl issues]#[i'm not gonna lie i'm still not doing well]#[but i wanted to come back or at least try to]#[since writing for these two and the ogre street guys always brings me joy and i also missed everyone here!]#[i'm still unsure if dropping threads will be the way to go for now or not#because i have no idea if my partners are still interested in any threads we had prior my unannounced hiatus]#[or if anyone's still interested in interacting with me and my muses again ;v;]#[so if we have ongoing threads i'll likely be jumping into your IMs over the course of the days to ask about it]#[i just need to check my thread tracker first because i can't remember what i owed last time ;;;;;;]#[as always: we can start new stuff any time in case you're no longer feeling whatever threads we had]#[and we can also start from scratch if that's best too]#[so no worries there!]#[enough blablah from me for now]#[i missed you all so much!]#[and to the new followers this blog somehow earned in my absence: Hi!! Thank you for following and I hope we can interact soon!!]#[hope everyone has been doing great during my absence!! <3]#;speedwagon says (( ic ))#;jonathan says (( ic ))#;ic#(??#;speedwagon withdraws coolly
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I hate writing essays. Just because I'm good at them doesn't mean I don't hate every second. It helps when it's something I care about, but still, I'd rather not have to structure my passionate ramblings about something I like into a stupid college essay sjsjsksjksk
Give me a hundred chemistry calculations. Like the most mundane shit and I'd eat that shit up way before writing an essay. Or business math broooo I ate in my business math class they're not ready for me ✋️😔
#like with math if ik how to do it there is no confusion you just do the thing and i may grumble about it but in the end i feel good#with essays i have to start from scratch mostly#and when i have to start the idea myself i literally give up before i even start i wait till the absolute last second for that shit#yapping
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Shadow Puppets AU - Daily Quests
#shadow puppets au#philip wittebane#toh collector#emperor belos#some sillies#monster belos#belosfanstakeover#I accidentally got a little experimental with this#I was just playing around with some effects after watching a couple of tutorials#but forgot to save a copy of the original flats#and I didn't feel like starting from scratch#Grimwalker OC#Adam Wittebane
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this tree from my new drawing looking goated afffffff 👑👑
#yes this is a nel/vas drawing get off me😂#text#i wanted everyone to see it but also since i draw on paper in total silence i think a lot about everything so i wanted to voice some -#- thoughts too's. tbh i've been veeery self indulgent lately#actually i'm happy that n*lv*s is getting actual hits out of me that i like looking at#especially on-paper stuff that i can recall being fun for me to draw. all traditional art is fun to draw#and digital has turned into an actual task for me (only sometimes tho maybe i;m lying.. mspaint we're still bffs)#i think i just don't see the joy in trying to scrap up a ''' finished ''' piece in an art program .. pencil i love you and i love the -#- feeling of it scratching along the paper....sigh............ Rabu#i don't want my blog or thoughts to turn into traditional art suck-off ventures bc ik not everyone can get into it for many possible -#- reasons but if u feel like it U can ok? do it for Pencil✏️ and for me? for silusvesuius? 𝖎 𝖜𝖎𝖑𝖑 𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖙𝖊𝖈𝖙 𝖞𝖔𝖚#but Lord i hope i don't also come off as one of those people that r like 'to improve in art just draw that one fictional character u -#- rly like 😂😂' bruh gtfo my face with that.#i'm noticing 'improvement' in my stuff mainly...i think... because i'm always striving to impress#not so much other people that are here just for my art but more so myself#i have a very huge ego (Mind Battle)#also it makes me sad to think about how big egos or genuine (not obnoxious) flauntiness are looked down on#and i can tell bc i used to look down on people that would express the things i'm expressing now#especially in art focused spaces. now i'd rather be in a circle of artists that love to J*rk off their own brain for it's ideas -#-and talent than be w/ very self-conscious artists that are never expressing pride about any of their work#worse if it's to the point where they actively start to fish for compliments bc of it#fishing for compliments is always OK i just wish it didn't stem from insecurity in that context if that makes sense#but maybe that's very easy for me to say and admit bc i did develop a very big ego around my art and ... Creativity? like it's a sims skill#not that i still don't seek out 'attention' or compliments from others to soothe myself but hmmmmmm i hope u feel me.#it just turns me into a very competitive person#who am i competing with? Myself#i'm always in 'you can do better Because you're YOU' mode#which is much better i believe than comparing yourself 2 other artists#i don't think a lot of people read my tag ramblings but if u do i wonder how one feels about a very pompous artist#like me .......(?)
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thw world when im working on a conlang again
#AHHHHH#every time i take a break from conlanging and then get back into it it feels so good.#ok this is gonna be my second rework of my second conlang. i already tried earlier this year but it didnt really go anywhere#and i wanted to lowkey start another rework from scratch and i think im bringing in some cool ideas#actually did i even post about this lang? i called it raz then but im gonna give it a new name now i think#but yeah it has a weird gender system and animacy based word order and like a bajillion cases and i think#i might even do auxiliary verbs??? i dont think any of my clongs have auxiliaries lmao i kinda hate them#but yeah im thinking a fusional tense + aspect marker and then moods marked with auxiliaries maybe#also wanna play around with evidentiality#ramblings
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lets be real chat if my dad won the lottery. getting a pretty vtuber model and making the overnight decision to become a vtuber streamer would be one of the first things am doing
#wishy speaks#i think abt this soooo often#i kno i can just literally stream right now if i wanted but idk im scared of showing my voice#and i really want to be live2d vtuber but idk how to rig a model id have 2 settle for being pngtuber until can commission some1 for a rigge#live2d model or something#but liek first i have to know if i actually would Enjoy Streaming#and i feel like i probably would but i rlly have no clue....#and ill never kno if i dont try but im SCAAAAARED CHAT#so im practicing by calling my tumblr followers chat#euphoric ok#an also im worried abt my pronouns an identity in general#like idk if i should start new persona from scratch and just pretend am normal girl or if i should be open abt being it/its or whar#cuz liek they/them would be hard enough to get away with with my voice#but liek how am i suposed to expect a Twitch Chat to use it/its for me#am jealous of ppl with common pronouns who dont have 2 deal with this
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