#feeling low

[positivelypositive]

🌼

it's okay...

...even when it seems like nothing is going right. especially then. it's okay.

it's okay to feel like everything is falling apart. it's okay if you don't feel like restarting. it's okay if you feel too tired to try again.

struggle is stressful and tiring. it's okay to feel low. it's okay to take long pauses. it's okay to rest a lot.

it's okay to just be. just keep breathing. you're okay. i'm okay ✨

[bearitt-creations]

Is it sad I'd rather live in the world with the murderous animatronics right now instead of this one?

[sadghostgirl14]

[greyaugustuspoetry]

I used to be afraid of ghosts

I’d sleep with the lights on

Pray to god to keep them out

And keep all my limbs under the sheets

But then you died

And now I’m hoping

That this house is haunted

So that I can feel you in my bones

Just for one last time

-Grey Augustus

[snowlikeash]

Feeling super discouraged lately, like... I don't know how to describe it. I don't think anyone is going to like my "takes" on things and thus there's no reason to expend the energy…

Mostly, I feel boxed in by the content-ification of fanworks. I have a weird ghost audience to go along with my ghost editor now where there wasn't really one before. It's not going to be perfect, it's not going to give people everything they want, so what's the point?

[gedankenkrieg]

Highs and lows are all I know.

[warmpeachxo]

This bitch empty

[fuckingmentallyilly]

Yesterday… days clean from cutting…

351

Today days clean…

0

[quilandscroll]

Gotta rant or I’m gonna go more nuts

Ugh… that feeling when you truly feel people only pretend to like you because they want to be in your best friend’s good graces.

I’ve dealt with it before sure, kinda comes with having an artist bestie… people love her tons, and what’s not to love she’s the greatest friend I’ve ever had

but… having people in chats, and groups and such completely pretend I’m not there or blatantly talk around me just to have her full attention.. it kinda sucks.. especially after the same people “promise” that I’m a “good friend and they support”… it all feels like a lie when the actions never match the words..

It’s reaching a point where even she has seen it so obvious and is tired of it too..

I love that she can make new friends easily, and I encourage it when they genuinely like her..

But it makes me question daily… what makes me so hated?? I mean.. I’ve gone through this for over a decade and only now hit my wall to even try to talk about it.. I genuinely don’t understand..

Sorry for the ramble and thanks for letting me get it out.

Have a good day to anyone that does, or doesn’t read this.

[julia1x5]

Im about to be fired...

[outcasteddreamer]

I just want to hear that I’m appreciated… and pretty

[positivelypositive]

🌱

healing isn't linear...

...and sometimes the lows might overshadow the highs.

in those moments, hang in there. remember that there is a limit. nothing is endless.

not even the lows. the highs will reappear. it's just a matter of waiting it out ✨

[sabhi-napasand]

Mera kya galti tha??

[psychoticinterior]

All strings attached by me

[greyaugustuspoetry]

My demons have resurfaced

And they’ve come back ten fold

I’m so tired from the last battle

It’s getting out of my control

Oh lord hear my screams

That come from the top of my lungs

I need a savior and it can’t be me

Won’t someone help me stay clean?

-Grey Augustus

[euesworld]

"Feeling low low then I know, knowing nothing but I feel I know.. you can see it on my face, it shows. Emptiness, undressed in front of you, blue with attitude that few can understand mannn.. you don't understand mannn.. the darkness it flows from stars, like the wind that blows from my heart, these sins in me that grow like art and it blows me apart, I start to rip the paper up, crumbled, crumbled.. I fall apart and get stapled up, ready to rumble. Don't, don't get stuck.. don't, don't give up. Humble, humble.. every time I stumble and fall, I'm thankful that I get to exist at all."

My life is a mess but I'm still thankful - eUë