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Low-key freaking out right now because Adley and Wesburg (two best orioles players right now) both dealing with an injury and all we know is at least one of them got pulled out of the game but we don’t know who!!! Adley got a bloody nose after hitting his face on the ground and Westburg got into a collision with one of the Yankees base runners!!! Wtf!?!?!
#baltimore orioles#orioles#low key freaking out#low key#kinda freaking out here#feel like screaming into a pillow#Jordon westburg#adley rutschman
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I'm seeing people in my state argue that democrats are anti-work and lazy because they don't want republicans to roll back child labor laws.
What is wrong with politics right now. Can my state have what Minnesota has please.
#I mean I'm not surprised#i've had 2 bosses talk about how they forced their kids to get jobs as soon as they could because it 'builds character'#and that their kids need to start earning their own money#AT 14 YEARS OLD#feel like screaming into a pillow
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i know i operate on the fringes of general chaos but is anyone else at a total loss this planner preview season. no longer have any idea of what i want or need and feeling very blue about it
#i rly wanted an a6 commonplanner in half year because i think it would possibly have solved 99% of everything for me but alas#a full year is just too thick i think…#i get bored of filofax maintenance and periodically overwhelmed by a5#and accessories are cuter in a6 (as well as it all being more portable)#its all just a bit [muffled screaming into pillow]#craving cosistency but being a chronic creative problem solver? hell actually#maybe if the commonplanner comes in half year for a5 i’ll just do that?#i don’t know and lowkey i hate feeling like this
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Soren deserves to have a little breakdown in season 7. As a treat.
#Let him be angry#let him be sad#the best moments in season 6 were when he got to yell at his father#i think he's been holding his emotions close to himself for a while#we saw so in “changing of the guard” when Corvus mentions how happy he always tries to be#and we saw it when he talked to Ezran then closed the door and his face immediately dropped#like this man has terminal comedy as a tool to hide your feelings disease#given everything that happens#in season 6#he deserves to scream into the void about how he feels#he deserves to bite something really hard like a pillow or something#he deserves to throw a really big rock into the lake#he deserves a kiss to make it better from Corvus#WHAT WHO ADDED THAT TAG TO THIS POST?!?!?!#they are a package deal in my posts now sorry#soren tdp#the dragon prince#almost got this far without tagging the actual character or show#this post would have just been me screaming to the void lmao#he deserves (read: needs) a really big hug
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some various redacted doodles !!!
(I am workshopping Vincent and Milo in the last one) (between vincent and lovely SOMEONE needs to kiss the other and leave bright red lipstick marks and it's gonna be Vincent) (or both )
#im sleepy posting. i want to write an ESSAY about bright#thye just. Sam care about bright#an.d i have big feelings about it#okay im normal now.#jk i also love lipstick marks it's like#teehee someone loves u and likes kissing u#and then im screaming into my pillow?#you know where i stand on bright and also lipstick stains now. im going to bed#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redacted angel#redacted darlin#redacted tank#redacted gavin#redacted freelancer#redacted bright eyes#redacted fred#redacted frederick#redacted milo#redacted vincent#brainz oc tag#digital art#fanart#art#artists on tumblr#digital artist#doodles#redacted sam
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I'm so angry that your art is causing me to develop a crush on Iguazu 😭
believe it or not ... same.
every day i ask God why tf i yassified Iguazu and Snail ...
(this is 1 month after ac6 release vs after first NG)
#admittedly the first one i was bullshitting it because i need them as filler for the rest of the art#so i weren't serious in making up their appearance#literally even then i knew that Iguazu was WRONG to me#but when he actually materialized in my mind i was like now wait a minute--#i've got so many ask about my Iguazu too im sorry for the accidental iguazu brainrot injection???#screaming punching pillows every day#but i think this is the charm of ac6 fandom... no way i catch feelings for SNAIL if not for all the Jp fans making him pathetic af#when it comes to dealing with his affection for 621 like wow#ask#anon#reply
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♱ ‧₊˚ you look at me the same, ʾ ִֶָ
𓏲🧠ꜝֶָ֢ but i can’t reciprocate… ‹𝟹
𖥔 ݁ ᜑ and then i see your face. ୨ৎ
my youtube (with fydolla ho's music!!) my pinterest (with lots of pics of shawnee!) my instagram (with edits! [soon])
#𓏲🪚ꜝֶָ֢ alice’s edits ⋆⸜ ‧₊˚ 💉#lynnmanda#amanda young#lynn denlon#saw 3#saw iii#saw x#saw#sawposting#shawnee smith#bahar soomekh#video edit#edit#lynnmanda edit#shoegaze#wisp#i’m feeling emo#i cannot believe saw x comes out tomorrow#like i’m seeing mandy in 24 hours.#screams into my pillow
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Ooh, turn your light on Look at us, you and I, back at it again
#this is NOT A STORYYYY its the main characters of a manga called veil. in case it isnt well known JHDFJHSD#pretty art got to me...#anyway i like how this turned out!! cute~!!!!!#basc the lady is emma she's blind and the guy is aleksander... he takes care of her or as she puts it hes her dog LMAOO#and its about their will they wont they romance... screams#anyway she feels his face to be able to see him and he is holding up her arm u just cant see it#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cries into pillow#veil#the sims 4#ts4 edit#ts4#the sims 4 edit#simblr#sims#dances and twirlks
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there will be cake.
i finally finished my first fic, and it's greenflame! it takes place between possession and skybound. i spent a few days on it and i'm still not satisfied... it still feels a bit ooc and amateur to me, but please let me know what you think. here it is...
Sitting down for dinner with the other ninja, Kai had no intention of talking about anything serious, let alone marriage, and especially not how he should go about proposing to Lloyd. But picking at his bowl of chili, he looked around to his friends, watching them talk about their day with animated expressions and exaggerated hand gestures, observing Cole and Jay arguing about every detail of their training so they could trade insults while blushing whenever anyone (mostly Zane) pointed out just how closely they'd have to be watching each other to know such minor things about their routines. And when Kai glanced over to his sister she was already glancing his way with an exasperated smirk at Cole and Jay's antics.
The only absent one was Lloyd. The Green Ninja was training late, as usual, pushing himself to his limits. The perfectionism was at first a little annoying for Kai, who tended to take any show of exertion as a competition against him, but overtime he'd learned to accommodate his boyfriend, who was typically late to dinner or outings with the rest of them. The pressure Lloyd must have felt, every single day, to not only lead the rest of them but to also make his pretty much godly ancestors proud of him had been grinding on him even more as of late, and Kai didn't want to add to their young leader's troubles. Still though… after their last battle, almost losing Lloyd to possession had made him keenly aware of how fragile the normalcy of all their lives were.
At any time, they could find themselves under attack once more. Ninajo had a reputation for attracting the most dark-hearted, vengeant, and power-hungry of villains, and Kai had to wonder if there was some kind of sign posted out for all the tyrants coming to seize this particular place. Something massive and neon was advertising how siegable and conquerable this entire land was somewhere, he was sure.
But as a ninja, bound and entangled with all the rest of his team (a fate he would never want reversed or changed in any way), he knew he would lay down his life for any one of his friends if it ever came down to it. And, naturally, he knew in his heart that no matter how much he teased or gave Lloyd trouble, he would stand behind that completely unhinged god-in-training no matter what. Wherever Lloyd led him, he would follow. And it was because of this that he knew he had to make their relationship even more official, even more sacred, so that when villains like Morro or Chen or the rest came knocking again, Kai would know there was still a chance at a normal life, even a small part of it, in their own lives. That he could say that Lloyd was his in more way than one and come back home to that small piece of stability.
Now, watching his friends continue to taunt and push each other, a warm feeling suddenly overtook Kai, not unlike the sensation he got whenever he drank a nice cup of Wu's tea. He felt it blossom inside of him, a hot and protective surge that came whenever he thought of the others, especially Lloyd. He knew he could trust them completely, he could ask anything of them and they wouldn't treat him any differently for it.
So it was without any filter that he found himself asking, "Guys, if I were to hypothetically propose to someone… someone who's very uhm… career-driven and practically all-powerful, how would I go about asking them to do something absolutely ordinary like marriage?"
A small silence briefly overtook the table as the others, except for Cole who was still digging into his plate without interest in anything else, glanced around towards each other. Nya, on Kai's left side, was completely still all of a sudden and opposite him Zane and Jay exchanged looks.
Just as the stillness was starting to become unnerving, Zane, always practical, broke in, "Logically the best way would be to—"
"Oh my gosh, you guys," Jay all but shrieked. "Kai and Lloyd are going to get married!"
"Wait what????" Kai burst out, feeling his cheeks start to heat up. "I didn't say anything about—"
"Oh please," Jay scoffed, rolling his eyes. "You're the fire ninja, Kai, so whatever you're trying to cover up, you still burn holes right through it." He was picking at his bowl of chili delicately, like most of its contents offended him, and by the way he had complained about every other dish Cole had prepared for them, you would think it was genuine. But Kai knew the Blue Ninja would sneak lots of extra helpings of Cole's meals whenever he thought they weren't looking. And seeing as how most of Cole's food was… to put it plainly… bad, Kai knew it was because Jay was simply (and not so secretly) completely crazy for the Earth Master.
"You guys thought it was such a secret, but we could all tell what you were up to," Jay continued, matter of fact, then smirked. "The walls here are really thin, you know."
Kai groaned and buried his face in hands. "Okay," he sighed out. "So what if it is Lloyd?"
"I knew it!" Zane exclaimed from Cole's side, face lighting up. When the others looked to him, he explained, "Pixal told me they have a 95% compatibility rate. Lloyd's sensitivity and high emotional intelligence counterbalances Kai's hotheadedness and temper—"
"Yeah yeah we get it," Kai huffed, feeling called out.
"My vitals monitors indicate that your heart-rate speeds up whenever Lloyd appears," Zane added helpfully. "My data also suggests that Lloyd's libido increases whenever he watches you training."
Beside him, Nya made a choking sound. "Oh my god," she gasped, wiping away dribbles of water from her lips. "Please never say libido again, Zane."
Despite the embarrassment at having his secret relationship exposed so quickly, Kai couldn't help the way that information stroked his ego. All the time that little brat had been claiming to watch so closely to point out errors in Kai's form (as he always did) he was secretly checking Kai out shamelessly. It made him flush with more than a little contentment, but he got a hold of himself quickly, and managed to grit out, "Okay guys, that's enough."
"Where would they even get married though?" Jay pushed on, ignoring Kai entirely.
"Somewhere big enough for all of us," Zane pointed out. "I can compile a list of popular wedding locations and analyze them for suitability."
"No no," Jay dismissed, whipping his spoon around passionately so that a bit of chili hit Kai in the face. He wiped it off with a grimace as Jay continued to lecture Zane. "It should be somewhere perfect for the both of them..." Jay bit down on the handle of his spoon and then grinned widely at Kai. "I know just the place—my parent's junkyard!"
Kai blinked, caught off-guard. "Jay, I'm not marrying Lloyd in a junkyard—"
Across the table, Cole's face finally unfused from his plate long enough for him to shout, "Will there be cake? I'll definitely come if there's cake!"
"Always thinking with your stomach, right Cole?" Jay snarked. But the Earth Master chose to ignore him, much to Jay's disappointment.
As the others continued to conspire Lloyd and Kai's wedding, loudly describing each lavish detail — "Lloyd should wear all red so Kai can wear all green... and there should be dragons!!!" Jay contributed while Zane added, "Kai should put Lloyd in his lap and ride in on one to the ceremony" and Cole piped in, "And there should be triple stacked cake afterwards!" — Kai's ears picked up shuffled movement in the hallway. He sat up straight. Wu and Misako were out getting "vital" supplies like flavored tea and herbal medicines — old people errands — and they weren't expecting anyone else to come calling. It could only be Lloyd.
Getting that sensation he got whenever he was about to be cornered, he felt himself start to panic. "Guys, if you don't shut up now, I swear I'll send every single one of you to the Cursed Realm," Kai hissed out. "I don't even care if we're on the same team — you will all be banished for your crimes. This conversation is over."
But, of course, cause everything and everyone hated Kai, this was the exact conversation Lloyd chose just that moment to walk in on.
With a short glance around to the other ninja, he came into the room and a crushing silence followed as they all tracked him with their eyes. He walked casually, carrying a bowl laden with an excessive amount of Cole's chili (which wasn't that bad but it also wasn't that good either, so Kai felt Lloyd had filled it to the brim subconsciously) and settled down in his usual spot to the right of Kai, slowly lifting his spoon to his lips…. Lips that were twisted up in an unmistakable smirk, the one Kai knew and adored so well, that he loved to bite on — but right now, seeing the way it melted away the usual prim and proper princely beauty of Lloyd's face into the wild rawness of the conceded brat he really was, all Kai could think was Lloyd knows…. He's been listening in on the whole thing!
"What's all this about cake?" Lloyd asked, oh so innocently, as if he didn't know already, and Kai kind of wanted to manhandle him right then and there for being such an unyielding brat.
But before Kai could say or do anything to grab at any sort of control over the conversation, Jay leaned in closer to Lloyd, conspiratorially settling his chin into his cupped hand like he was about to tell the world's greatest secret. With a hauntingly straight face he said, "Only that Kai can't keep his eyes off yours."
… And then everything kind of blew up in Kai's face.
Nya and Zane burst out laughing and Cole let out a bellowing huff before slapping Jay across the back so hard the Blue Ninja's face almost landed in his uneaten bowl of chili (Kai wished with his whole heart that it really had). Jay glared briefly at Cole but then the Master of Earth said, "I guess that's why they call you the Master of Shocks! That was a good one, Jay."
Pure pride swelled the Master of Shocks' chest, making him look just like a puffed up little blue jay — which he technically was… though Kai could barely register the humor of it as sticky hot embarrassment exploded inside of him.
"Oh wow you guys," Nya finally managed to gasp as she held her sides, like she could fall apart from the delicious humiliation of it all. She wiped at her eyes, choking out, "Look at Lloyd's cheeks — they look like cherries!"
Lloyd's mouth was pressed together tightly, and his cheeks were definitely a deep scarlet that Kai took some satisfaction in seeing, but he knew his own cheeks were probably just as red and burning twice as hot.
And of course Jay would point that out. "Guys, check out Kai's face — he's burning up!"
"Oh the irony," Nya giggled.
"Red ninja indeed!" Zane chimed in with a grin that practically spilled off his face. And in that moment, Kai had never been more certain in his life that he was surrounded by traitors. Enemies.
Kai ground his teeth together and finally managed to squeeze out some sort of response. "You're all banished."
The other ninja, minus a cherry-colored Lloyd, started laughing again as Kai sat there, gripping the edge of the table and plotting revenge. Only Cole made any kind of move towards redemption, leaning closer to both Lloyd and Kai to say, "You know we're just teasing you two… We're really happy to see you making things more official. And just so you know, I would love to be there for you, even if there no's cake for me."
"You do know the whole point is so that Kai gets to keep the cake just for himself, don't you?" Jay smirked.
Before Kai could set fire to either himself or Jay, Cole turned to the Blue Ninja and smiled. "Don't worry, sparky, I'll make sure to claim a cake for myself too," he said, and proceeded to reach over so he could grope Jay's ass as the smaller ninja let out a high-pitched squeak.
"Who's the Master of Shock now?" Zane grinned as Jay started choking.
Nya pursed her lips and said, "Really? Right in front of my chili?"
Kai moaned and buried his face in his hands as the entire table descended into chaos. But it died out quickly as Lloyd stood up, his face unreadable, that silken smirk of his erased from his lips. As Kai peeked up at him, he couldn't help but feel… reverent. Lloyd was strong, and fierce, and brave. And more than that… he was the magnet that kept them gravitating to him, to their destiny. Their fates were inexplicably tied to his for the rest of their lives. They all shared a bond deeper than mere friends: they were each other's counterparts and focal points and homes.
And nobody was more at home with Lloyd than Kai.
"Kai," Lloyd began, and Kai felt the air rush out him as soon as Lloyd turned those ember-bright eyes right on his face. "Do… do you really want to marry me?"
Kai's heart was pounding far too fast. It felt like the adrenaline spark right before a battle. "Of course," he managed.
The other ninja were finally fully silent, their eyes wide and watchful. Feeling bold, Kai pushed away from the table and stood right in front of his boyfriend. Then he sank to his knees, his eyes never leaving Lloyd's, and swallowed. "You know that all of us are bound to you, and all of us would protect you with our lives, just as you would do for us. But the bond I share with you runs even deeper. I promised you that I would protect you, and that I would follow where you lead me, that you could always rely on me, so I would like to ask you now… Will you let me follow you forever? Lloyd Montgomery Garmadon, will you marry me?"
In all that time, Lloyd and Kai didn't look away from each other. The others remained blissfully quiet, but there was a current of anticipation coursing through the room.
It felt like an age before Lloyd cleared his throat and said, "Of course I will.... Someone has to keep my cake away from Cole, after all."
Kai groaned but found himself grinning anyways. "You're insufferable," he told Lloyd and pushed up from the floor.
"That only means you're even more perfect a match," Nya pointed out from Kai's side, but she hugged her brother tightly, patting him on the back. They both knew how much this meant to him...
Lloyd and Kai returned to their places at the table and tried to resume eating normally, but they kept glancing over to each other until Jay scoffed and said, "You two, honestly, go get a room."
"Quiet, sparky, you'll get yours soon," Cole winked and Jay started to protest.
"If you think I have any interest at all in a dusty piece of rock like you—"
"Yeah yeah," Cole waved him off. "Keep pretending, bluey."
Lloyd laughed and reached over to offer his hand for Kai to hold. Kai took it gently, and didn't miss the way everyone stared at their joined hands, their fingers twining together.
"No matter what comes in the future, we'll face it together," Lloyd promised Kai, and they felt each other's pulses jump at his words.
Kai nodded, soaking up the way the light hit the pale gold of Lloyd's hair, making it look just like a glowing halo. This boy would be the death of him, he just knew it. He couldn't help the smile spreading across his face. He raised a spoonful of chili towards Zane, Cole, and Jay and gave his best unhinged grin. "The future looks bright for you and me both, but right now I say we take these three down for being so obnoxious," he suggested and Lloyd grinned too, wild and full of fire, just like Kai.
"What?" Zane sputtered. "I didn't do anything!"
"Wait!" Jay cried out. "But we helped you propose to him, Kai!"
Lloyd snorted while Kai rolled his eyes. "Sure you did," the Master of Fire said, then launched the first spoonful at Jay's surprised face.
"Food fight!!!" Nya cried, pounding her fist on the table before she upended her entire plate on Kai's head.
Kai gasped, shaking sticky shrimp out of his hair. Reaching up, he felt the clingy, pasty sauce of the dish matting his once-immaculate spikes, and he shrieked, "GET HER, LLOYD!"
With a roar, the table fell into chaos again. As the ninja threw handfuls of food at each other — except for Cole who sat there lamenting the waste of it all — Lloyd and Kai looked at each other and smiled. Everything that they had ever done, all that they had ever faced and clawed their way through, had been worth it for moments just like this. With a laugh, Kai leaned in and kissed Lloyd in front of everyone, not even caring to keep anything concealed anymore.
He didn't even care when Nya shouted, "Gross!" and splashed the rest of her water on them. With a smirk, he pulled Lloyd closer and set a palm to the boy's back to dry out his clothes.
"You know," Zane said afterwards, as everyone settled down. "Someone has to clean all this up before Master Wu returns."
"Not me!" Jay was the first shout.
"We will," Lloyd said calmly, volunteering an unwilling Kai before he could protest. "We started this after all."
"They had it coming," Kai argued but stopped when Lloyd cast him a sharp look.
"You said you'd follow wherever I lead," Lloyd reminded Kai, then smirked his signature smirk when Kai let out yet another groan.
"Alright then," Kai sighed. "Lead me to the dishes."
"Get used to this," Jay said smugly. "This is going to be married life for you from now on."
Cole stood up from his seat and brought the rest of his plate down, shrimp-first, on Jay's head. "And this is going to be married life with me," he promised the Master of Lightning and walked away smiling.
"Welcome to the family," Nya said to Lloyd before standing up from the table.
"Can't be crazier than my family," Lloyd called after her, then turned to Lloyd. "Well, let's get cleaning."
Kai sighed melodramatically but didn't complain. He had promised to follow Lloyd wherever he lead him, even if it was just to another mess to clean up. So he smiled as he knelt down to pick up pieces of dinner from the floor with Lloyd. He wouldn't have traded it for anything else.
#*hides face behind pillow and screams*#im so embarrassed - it reads terribly >.<#i have so many angsty greenflame fics in my drafts but i wanted to finish this one since it was so lighthearted#i worked on it for a few days but it still feels weak in certain places#i like writing jay being bitchy but maybe he was too much in this one? sorry sorry ;-;#also one of my headcanons is that zane is the matchmaker of the team bc pixal likes to give him the compatibility rates of the ninja#she created a monster mahaha#i think jay and cole have a low compatibility but zane ships them so he and pixal argue about that a bit lol#i was considering adding nya/skylor to this but i wanted to develop them more in my head first#my writing is so bad ;-;#and this title was stupid but i couldn't think of anything else#maybe the ending was a bit weak too#i'd love to hear some thoughts on this#honey writes#fic#greenflame#bruise#bruise shipping#ninjago#sorry to tag this#btw i like to think all the ninja fangirls go rabid when they find out greenflame married lol#please lmk if there are errors i posted this quickly#thank you so much for reading
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I can't belive they passed up the golden opportunity to have that one fucking wall stay standing perfectly intact with the rest of the hotel destroyed
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel spoilers#soooo many thoughts#soooo many feelings#holy shit#but like okay how could they miss out on such incredible comedic value#i'm going insane#that finale was just. fuck.#so good#gonna just go scream into my pillow until i pass out thanks#then check if ao3 has an influx of chaggie fics after all that#<3
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Okay okay okay-
so the hike I went on today was a part of a social gathering for my age group.
I met this kid there (gonna use they/them pronouns for them bc my dummy self didn’t get the chance to ask before I left)
and- omg
this is like the only time I will ever like my rosacea(I typically hate it and how pink it makes my cheeks), because boy was I blushing BAD
like, I could feel it
and IS THIS WHAT BUTTERFLIES FEEL LIKE?? WHY DOES MY STOMACH FEEL ALL WEIRD AND TWISTY AND WHY DOES THIS PERSON MAKE ME WANNA SCREAM(in a good way)
We introduced ourselves as we were in line for nine-square(a game) and I was just like: o///o
I’m already an awkward person, okay, but I had no idea what the heck to say, I’m glad I got in the game before we could have much of a conversation because I know I would’ve been stuttering/stumbling over my words like crazy
and when I had to leave- OMSHSJDHS THEY SPECIFICALLY CALLED OUT AND SAID GOODBYE TO ME WHILE THEY WERE STILL IN THE GAME-
I don’t think it’s a crush yet, bc I don’t know them very well, but DANG. I DONT THINK IVE EVER REACTED LIKE THIS TO SOMEONE I THOUGHT WAS CUTE
#KSNSJSNJSNS#BRO#AHGHHHGGGHHHHHH#I WANNA SCREAM INTO MY PILLOW AND KICK MY FEET#I asked one of my other friends who was there what their pronouns were and he didn’t know either so that sorta sucks ;-;#I’m too shy to ask them myself so I’ll probably wait until I hear what pronouns they’re consistently called or if they tell someone or if-#-someone tells me#My stomach still feels weird and tingly btw#Uh Ace#Is this a crush-#Like a legitimate crush o-o
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on MAG 137 and uh, hey Gertrude, what the fuck?!?
The detonation would need to happen from within the Unknowing, while it was going on. Gerard may have a connection to the Eye, but I'm not convinced it will be enough. And I will admit I've grown... fond of the boy.
that'ssofuckedthat'ssofuckedthat'ssofucked-
I wonder, if I told him about Eric, whether he'd follow in his father's footsteps. Still, it's not like it kept Eric safe in the end.
oh my god and on top of that she actively kept secrets from him about his father?!? and this is all just a sidenote to her!! isn't Gerry supposed to be the person she actually cared about the most? is Gertrude even capable of love at this point? did his cancer really sneak up on them or did she know and just ignore him getting sicker and sicker?
#she didn't even choose not to sacrifice him for his own sake#only bc she'd grown fond of him!!#which still feels like a selfish motivation! like damn!#actually losing it rn#straight up had to stop listening and scream into a pillow for a sec to compose myself#he spoke about her with so much love and she speaks about him like a dog she's too attached to put down!#poor gerry! poor everyone else gertrude knew if he really was like her son!#mag 137#tma#tma spoilers#tma liveblog first listen#tma liveblogging#the magnus archives spoilers#the magnus archives#the magnus archives liveblog#gertrude robinson#gerry keay#gerard keay
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#WE DON'T TREAT HIM LIKE THE COMMON RUBBISH WE'RE USED TO: visage.#uhhh HIS SMILE HERE. I AM CRYING SCREAMING THROWING THE TABLE IN FRONT OF ME OVER#i need more of soft barton TBH 😭 because i mean he has suchhh a nice smile whenever he's being nice but unfortunately that isn't too-#often. though it isn't something that is incapable of happening either BUT i feel like the fact that he's trying to hold it back-#in the last panel is driving me even more crazy because it is kind of endearing and i ✋️ i need more of it okay JSJSJ 🥺#like just imagine barton being so filled with happiness around someone that he's literally having to hold himself back from-#' smiling like an idiot ' or something as he'd say. that would honestly fluff my pillows water my crops clear my acne ALL the nine years ah#tw: alcohol.
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I cannot get sailor seb our of my head(creds to @driveitlikesebastianvettelwould for clipping these!!: x)
#the one of hm falling into the water....itll never leave me CAUSE HES TOO CUTE#why is sailgp seb so TINYYYYYYYYY#him and his harem of big sailor men......#but gahhhhhhhh all the clips of him from this weekend im just painfully endeared#like watching those vids screaming into my pillow bcs i cant handle how excited and cute he is#HES SO HAPPY GUYSSSSSSS#sebastian vettel#catie.edits#<- i rarely use that tag but it feels a bit wrong to use the f1 referenced one with these?
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y'know I think the name "restless leg syndrome" does a really bad job of conveying how the disorder actually feels and it's increasingly pissing me off that when I try to look for information about relieving it, almost nothing mentions how painful it can get.
everything makes it sound like it's vaguely uncomfortable but no it feels like my blood is carbonated and there's something crawling around and buzzing under my skin and it's agonisingly painful and the only thing that relieves it is shaking my legs as much as possibly except we're in the middle of a fatigue flare so I don't have the energy for that
edit: the name also makes people think it's just bouncing your legs a lot or whatever. I've seen people thinking it's just another name for stimming by bouncing your legs
#personal#thoughts#🍬 post#vent post#restless leg syndrome#''it causes an uncomfortable sensation and the urge to move your legs'' it feels like my muscles are being dissolved from the inside#if I have to bite down on a pillow to stop myself screaming then I think we've moved way past ''uncomfortable''
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CAN I GET A LITTLE COMMOTION OSCAR NATION
#oscar isaac#miguel o'hara#spider-man 2099#i'm feeling very normal about this#NOT GOING INSANE AT ALL#i'm so deeply attracted to him it hurts#now this could apply to either one#i shrieked when he appeared#love of my life#miguelll#oscar isaac hernandez estrada#had to fight my inner demons not to moan whenever miguel talked#across the spiderverse#he looks so much like oscar i'm screaming into a pillow
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