#feel like I’m on this journey with him
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You see here, kid
You gotta just go for it.
You just gotta bend your knees, take a deep breath and jump.
And you might think, What if I fall?
Well, what if you don’t? What if you fly?
#Mr. Moon!!#there you are#my art#sing movie#sing 2#buster moon#lil guy#miss you 💛#take a chance#and if it doesn’t work try again#because failure teaches you what not to do#and teaches you resilience#and failure teaches you what you really want#Buster is a character that to me embodies resilience in following your dream#feel like I’m on this journey with him#fan art#sing fanart#painting#illustration#Spotify
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Liu Er Mihou time!!!
#or at least I’m trying or2#my second designs are never as good as my first#I dunno how I feel about this but it’s the best I can do for now#liu er mihou#journey to the west#journey to the west fanart#six eared macaque#digital art#my art#jttw fanart#jttw macaque#guys did I at least bake#am I baking chat#I wanted him to contrast my swk design with cool tones#I dunno about the palette tho :/#I love mihou I wish they kept him in#damn you swk and your short fuse and murderous tendencies#big fan of the spared macaque blog on here#I wanna draw their macaque next I love their design for him he’s so cute and fluffy#covered his face cuz he steals identities#my skindeep symbolisms at play once again lol#lmk was cookin making him like a shadow chefs kiss on that concept
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Phoenix Tatooine day trip Goes Wrong™️ (X)
This is a little idea where Luke needs something (don’t ask me what) that he can only get on tatooine, so dinluke adventure ensues. The plan is to get there and leave ASAP, but then nostalgia hits and he needs to hit every shop and place he used to as a kid. But you know, “college kids comes back to hometown” syndrome hits and he realizes he’s changed too much. Think of how the holiday season doesn’t feel the same anymore now that you’re an adult, same feeling. AND YES ITS ALSO DUNLUKE BECAUSE I WANT THEM TO KISS AND TALK ABOUT THEIR FEELINGS AND ALSO KISS.
Heres some extras 🫡
#and also don’t ask me how I feel being back home for winter break!!#it’s irrelevant!#also tangent about Luke’s outfit:#I wanted it to look a little Jedi but also fit into Tatooine#in the fic in my mind he ditches the cape over time the more he embraces Tatooine again but you know#he’s been Changed By The Journey so he still looks like a Jedi#ANOTHER tangent: his HAIR#I have my usual color for his hair and I change it based on where in the timeline I’m drawing him#more blond around ANH more brown around and past RotJ#drawing him with ANH color pallet and his hair doesn’t match it as nicely… pain suffering I hate him why does he hurt me so bad#HE DOESNT FIT TATOOINE ANYMORE DO YOU UNDERSTAND#okay sorry bye#certified yapper over here YEESH‼️#art#fanart#digital art#fan art#my art#star wars#star wars fanart#dinluke#sw#sw au#star wars au#luke sykwalker#din djarin
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cw: pregnancy, kids (you guys have a daughter together), fwb’s, angst with a bit of a hopeful ending, refers to you as ‘girl’ once
Friends with benefits Bakugou who never really got over his ego to fully commit to you. You’re a little ashamed to admit it, but when you fell pregnant, you thought that things would change. That the whole “no feelings” aspect would’ve been dropped, that he would’ve embraced you fully.
But he just…didn’t? If anything, he distanced himself away from you, became so formal like you were another coworker he would address. It was heartbreaking, going through your first pregnancy feeling so, so alone, but having to grin and bear it the whole way through.
He supported you though in every way that he could. He never missed an appointment, would trek to your house during late nights whenever you craved something. He even moved you in to his own apartment during your last trimester, but a couple months after your baby was born, you went back home. You never felt unwelcome, but you couldn’t pretend to be a happy family when he slept in the guest room every night.
So now, you coparent quite easily. At least, it seems easy to Bakugou, but really, it’s all a facade.
In all honesty? He thinks he’s a fuck up. An idiot. The stupidest, shittiest person who’s ever existed.
He thought what he was doing was enough, that the words he didn’t say carried across oceans, formulated into titles that he never verbalized. So when you told him you would be happy to coparent, his world felt upended suddenly, as he holds his tiny little baby girl in his arms.
Coparent? How could a couple coparent? Where did he go wrong? (He only slept in the guest room to give you and baby space, only moved you in late because you lived so far away and you were getting so big. He never said I love you because he was too embarrassed to say it out loud. He didn’t know he had to say it out loud to solidify it. He thought you just knew.)
So it’s why his heart breaks when he catches a glimpse of curly blond hair and red eyes in the grocery store. He tries to duck behind an aisle, but his baby would recognize him anywhere. (It’s true; you’ve sent many videos of her recognizing him on billboards and tv commercials and magazines.)
“Bakugou?” You call, ducking around the corner to catch a glimpse of him. He tries to act nonchalant like he’s looking at cans of soup, tries not to cringe at your formal name. He turns when you come into view, eyes drinking in your attire. His heart breaks a little when he recognizes the shirt you took in your second trimester, still has the pic you sent him of you grinning as you show off what you stole.
“Hey.” Bakugou greets gruffly, mouth pulled tight, but it cracks into a grin when his daughter starts squealing. She’s in the front part of the shopping cart, twisting her little chunky body to get out and get to him. She damn near screams when he sets his basket down to pick her up, rubbing his nose to hers.
“How ya doing, squirt?” He asks quietly, pecking at her chubby cheeks as she instantly starts babbling to him. He holds her close to his chest, eyes full of pure love for his baby girl, and it makes your heart squeeze so tight you think it might burst.
“This isn’t your neck of the woods.” You mutter, head tilting to the side as you take in your daughters excited face to see her father. Bakugou’s eyes snap to your own, letting his daughter play with his fingers in the meanwhile. He looks embarrassed, cheeks a dusty pink as he grumbles and looks away.
“I was just picking up some stuff to drop off for her. Was gonna text you and see if you were home,” he replies, and something tells you that it’s a lie. But you don’t pester him about it, just nod a few times, taking in the sight.
He looks so good like that, in his compression shirt and sweats, his hair mussed from your daughters incessant pulling. He’s grinning at her, but looks so bashful when he turns to you, like he’s thinking about things he knows he shouldn’t, like he has a boatload to say but can’t cough up.
And if you were a mind reader, you’d be so fucking right. He can’t help but reminisce on before you got pregnant, the nights spent with you. The day you told him you were having a girl, the tears you cried when you delivered her. He thinks, filled with so much guilt the entire time, that he wants another one. With you.
“‘S it okay if I walk my favorite girls home?” He asks you gruffly, nibbling on your daughters cheeks to hear her giggle again, uncaring of the drool she leaves on his hand. You feel your eyes widen at his term for you, face suddenly flushing. Favorite? You, his favorite?
Something tells you that you shouldn’t fall down the rabbit hole that is Bakugou Katsuki and his suppressed emotions and shitty ego. But there’s another something that tells you to trust it this time, to let things happen organically and without expectation. So you do.
“I’m sure she would love to show her daddy the new toy her grandma just brought her.” You tell him, giggling when he rolls his eyes at the mention of his mother. But he walks with you the entire time you finish up your grocery order, holding your daughter the whole time and pays for your groceries despite repeatedly telling him that he doesn’t have to.
He pushes her in the stroller stored underneath the shopping cart on the way home, making small conversation. And when you’re halfway home, does he reach for your hand. Only to cross the cross walk though, he tells himself, only for your protection. But he doesn’t let go until you’re in your own place, and even then, he’s close by the entire time. He helps you put away groceries, remembers where everything is like he lives here.
And for some reason, the familiarity makes your heart ache a little more than you would like it to.
#full of sadness tonight srry#but I’m obsessed with this idea actually#I wanna expand on it even more in a fic#I don’t like to write angst for him but this idea is just :(#he’s so shitty at communicating his feelings and you hate assuming things#so many things are just left unsaid for so long that you just force yourself to get over it and move on#and he’s so confused and so angry that you could leave him like that#but he never had you in the first place now did he?#ohh it makes me wanna sob#obviously in the end you get back together and have 98 more kids 🙄#but the journey along the way is RUFF#okay I’m done writing my wrist hurts lol#bakugou treats! 🍬#—new treat in the streets! 🍫#dad bkg
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A few days ago I got cast as Dorothy in my local theatre company’s production of The Wizard Of Oz and I just know this means I’m gonna be hyperfixating on @whotfletamothhyperfx’s @sonicwizardofozau 10 times harder! So I decided to draw their AU Tails design + T-Pup
!Defo check their au out if you haven’t already cause ahhh it’s so, so good! The world building, the character designs, the art, the everything!✨!
#literally auditioned last minute for the lols I feel like I’m in a fever dream#I wonder how long it will take the casting directors to realise I can’t dance#chronic illnesses and other health issues if you don’t get outta here right now#also Bella Ramsey used to be in the theatre group?!? LIKE HUH SHAKANAHAJ#hopefully I’ll still have enough time in the holiday break from uni to work on the tangled au again tho!#Will be putting out an update about that at somepoint!#miles tails prower#sonic the hedgehog#sth#tails the fox#sonic#tails#t-pup#sonic au#passionxart#sonic wizard of oz#wizard of oz au#this au has my heart#I hope I got T-Pups colours right! not sure if he goes on the journey with tails still in the au but thought I’d include him! <3
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cycl0n3 sw0rd & svynx
after a messy breakup with his first girlfriend, blair, cycl0n3 made the decision to get out of his comfort zone and leave sunset valley behind for a fresh start. initially he headed for san myshuno but being the socially anxious loner that he is, he couldn't handle the bustling crowds of people and constant noise. instead he found a small town just outside of san-my, got himself an "it'll do" apartment and used his computer smarts to get a job with a startup tech company where he has very little in person communication.
he did however get over his socially anxious tendencies just enough to go and adopt svynx from the local shelter.
(when i was a kid and only had base game, i thought cycl0n3 was a really evil sim because of his name so i wouldn’t let my sims interact with him EVER and the one time my sim did talk to him i deleted the save file 😭)
credit to @pugownedplaysthesims-blog on the gallery for creating svynx!
#i feel like he drove his beat up car all the way to san myshuno#hyping himself up the whole journey#took one look at the place and said “nope” LMAO#i’m kinda obsessed w him…#my save is a huge dumpster fire of all my favourite og townies#ts4#s4#simblr#ts4 cas#ts4 townie#show us your sims#my sims#personal save#*cas#*newcrest#*newcrest townies#*cycl0n3
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Grief is funny.
Like, funny as in weird.
I went through a period of grief in 2020 when a pastor (worship pastor at my church) I was close to was fired abruptly.
Aside from him having invited me to the worship team in the first place (a very amazing answer to prayer) and the fact that I had been playing flute for him for 5 years, he had ALSO been counseling me for about a year leading up to that. We had taken a break during Covid, but I was scheduled to call him the day the email was sent out to the church. (This was before I knew I had OCD. I was just seeking spiritual/biblical help for all my questions and anxieties.)
I know why he was fired. I agree that it was right of my church to fire him.
But to this day, any reminder of him at my church is a punch to the stomach. He has a VERY distinct voice, and tonight I think I heard him on a track he must have produced for our church about 5-6 years ago. And almost started crying.
It’s been 4 years.
I agree with his getting fired.
I adore the worship leader they hired in his place. We all do.
It’s not like he died. He is a pastor still but moved to a different state. (Fun fact! You can go through grief even when death isn’t involved.)
But after all this time and even in these circumstances, I still am brought to tears when I am reminded of him.
Grief is funny.
#And then another pastor I was extremely close to was in effect fired 4 years later#Just me#my journey#Grief#I miss you Mike#i will probably never talk to you again but you had a huge impact on my life#Church hurt sucks#And I feel like I’ve had more than my fair share#Between this and feeling ostracized over Covid#It has honestly left me terrified that the two remaining leaders I’m close with will do something wrong too#I have a small notebook filled with funny church/worship team memories from when he was here and I keep it in my rehearsal bag#So a part of him/that era is always with me when I play at church
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I’m a crying mess from the news. I feel like I’m watching my son leave for college
#I feel like an empty nester. my boy has all grown up#I DONT CARE IF HIS ARC HAS COME TO A NATURAL CONCLUSION. HE SHOULDNT LEAVE BECAUSE I’M GOING TO MISS HIM#ash ketchum#pokeani#anipoke#pokemon journeys#pikachu
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Thinking about the yearning when Eurylochus says “let’s just cut our losses, you and I, and let’s run”
He’s not saying to forget those they’ve lost, he’s not saying to undo what has been done, he’s not blaming Odysseus (at this moment) for the consequences of his decisions. He reminds Odysseus of this all, sure, but not to be negative or force Odysseus to confront what they’ve lived through. He’s begging Odysseus to see things from his point-of-view.
He doesn’t want to lose Odysseus on top of everything else, even though he’s watching Odysseus change in front of him from the captain that he’s known, from the friend that he’s known for years. He doesn’t want to lose what few men are left. He doesn’t want to lose another self-proclaimed brother - they’ve both lost Polites already.
He just wants to grab Odysseus and get everyone remaining home, even if that means turning and running
#epic the musical#personal#I’M HAVING MANY EMOTIONS OVER HOW THAT LINE IS SUNG#there’s an ever so slight upwards pitch when he says run#it’s the last straw for him#it’s the last chance he gives Odysseus before their relationship changes permanently#before Eurylochus is FORCED to change their relationship forever because he can’t get through to Odysseus any other way#because he’s been TRYING to get through to him as Odysseus is changed by the loss and the influences of the people/gods around him#like if someone grabbed your hand and gently pulled it#squeezed their hand in yours#and BEGGED you to look at things from their view for even a moment#and Odysseus can’t do that#not at this point in their journey#he’s already been changed too much for that#and to have Eurylochus say that he wants to turn away and run#has SUCH an impact bc this is his second-in-command#this is the person that the entire fleet would look to for direction if anything happened to Odysseus#and he wants to RUN. he wants Odysseus to RUN. imagine how Eurylochus feels as the second-in-command suggesting that they leave the men#behind on the island#these are his men just as much as they are Odysseus’ men#but he’s at such a breaking point that if it meant everyone else could remain safe#Odysseus included#then he would RUN#I know that a bunch of versions portray Eurylochus and cowardly and troublesome but that’s not true at all for EPIC’s version of him#at least in my opinion
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ASH IS RETIRING?? Thank god let that boy REST
#Ash Ketchum#Pokemon Journeys#Pokemon#Pokeani#Satoshi#Shima speaks#I had a feeling. I was FAIRLY sure that Journeys was his last series#At least as a main character#I was not willing to let him go after SM bc I felt that there was still MORE for him to do#But Journeys wrapped up his arc nicely#I’m glad he had an entire series that p much acted as a send off 🤧#I know that he’ll be back in the next series but not as the main character#Which I’m excited for tbh. We’re a bit overdue for new protags#I hope Ash gets to be a mentor 🥺 HONESTLY as I was playing SV I noticed Nemona was SO much like him#So if they put Ash in her role for an SV arc. That would fit SO perfectly#He’s still going around and challenging gyms but he’s also a mentor figure and already a Champion ranked trainer#Anyway. Anyway. I’m glad to hear this#He finally gets to relax :’)
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these were my top songs btw <3
#sunmi wayv n woodz my pop trinity 🫡#pporappippam best song in the world#narcissism at no. 2 yes i do have mental problems why do u ask#i always have out of body experiences listening to after midnight especially when i’m high i feel like i’m inside the song#n well…. i am ready to journey again#i didn’t know i listen to abyss that many times but god im seeing this guy tomorrow i’m going to see him sing these songs live🧍#.txt
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I was playing SkSw for the whatever time yesterday and kinda just. Realized smth. So there’s a blackout between the scene where you meet Fi and the scene where Link gets his knight uniform; I had lost a heart falling before that blackout, and when the blackout happened heard the telltale sound of hearts refilling. So, that could only mean Link slept, which even though the uniform cutscene takes place during the daytime and the meet Fi cutscene takes place at night, I never really thought about before.
I am thinking about it now. Oh, I am thinking about it.
Because just that night he learned about his destiny to save Zelda as the chosen hero of the goddess. Tomorrow he will wake up and put on his new uniform and plunge down to a surface world that only exists in his people’s legends, chasing after his childhood best friend with a literal metal sword lady as his guide. He’s never imagined anything beyond Skyloft. He’s never imagined Zelda being in any kind of danger. He’s never thought of them doing anything besides being best friends, living on Skyloft together and enjoying the daily antics of the town. And now he’s leaving everything he ever knew to go chase after Zelda in a place he didn’t even think existed.
And I just can’t stop thinking about it, because he’s Skyloft’s resident sleepyhead, known by literally the whole population for his love of sleep.
But I don’t think he slept a wink that night.
#it’s 4 am so I’m explaining this badly but my thoughts are spinning him like a wheel of cheese#I can just imagine him lying on his back#staring at the ceiling in the blackness#and maybe he can’t breathe#and maybe it’s all too much to process#so he just. holds Zelda’s sailcloth against his cheek and tries to think about her#and tries to sleep bc if she was there she would tell him he needed rest for his journey#but he can’t#no matter what he does#and he’s sweaty and the sheets are too hot and the shadows are suffocating him#and he looks around his room and it’s familiar it’s so familiar but he thinks about what he has to do tomorrow#and suddenly his room feels foreign#so he stares at the ceiling and hugs Zelda’s sailcloth and tries to sleep#but he is hot and he thinks he sees things in the darkness and Zelda is screaming#and he does not sleep#skyward sword#legend of zelda#link#sky link
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#now this may sound crazy#but i think i’ve broken the deep parasocial relationship with louis#i love him and i’ll never stop loving him#but i now feel like it’s not the obsessive kind where he takes over my life#not to be Like That but the medication may have played a part on it#i can enjoy my other interests and focus on my real life goals and responsibilities#as i said i’ll never stop loving him. he’s my fave. my baby. my pookie#but i can now establish a healthy relationship with him#i feel like this is better and it’ll allow me to enjoy him in a positive way#i’m excited actually. i can follow him without needing to know everything he’s doing all the time#i just feel great right now and i’m gonna enjoy it for as long as it lasts. and when the bad days come i’ll keep going#because the good days are worth it#also this is a formal request to not send me any discourse about the husbands#i’m not interested in engaging in that anymore#no stunts. no bbg. nothing about that. just chilling#i’m here for the music and their journeys#riley if you’re reading this. thank you for being patient with me and letting me rant to you and for the intervention#you were right and i feel happier#love you so much#logan.txt
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Whom have I in heaven but you? And there is nothing on earth that I desire besides you. (26) My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever. —Psalm 73:25-26
#First verse: check#Second verse: please God I need this#Been reflecting today on how it doesn’t feel like God has been there for me in any of the times I needed Him most#For any other affliction you can trust God and draw strength and comfort and encouragement from Him#But when you don’t know if He’s yours#you don’t have that foundation to go back to#How can I draw strength from God when I don’t know if His promises apply to me?#How can I find comfort in God when I might just be going to hell?#In my experience God has not been “the strength of my heart”#He has seemingly left me without strength or help#And I was literally asking God last night#“Please tell me You’re my portion.”#Anyway. I hope I can see this differently one day#Because even though I hate to doubt God#I don’t feel like He’s been fair to me#And I don’t feel like He’s treated me according to His character#And according to whom the Bible says He is#Feels as though He’s deprived me of the one thing I’m supposed to draw strength and comfort and the will to keep going from: Himself.#How horrible to know that only He can satisfy me and to FEEL that so deeply#Only to not know if I’ll ever have access to Him or if I’ll lose Him#But nevertheless:#“Lord to whom would we go?”#My journey
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as heartbroken as i am by the announcement of ash’s retirement, i can’t help but also be grateful for the way his last journeys were portrayed. how lucky was i to have met goh, one of my favorite characters of all time now, and to have him accompany ash on his last journey? their bond was so beautiful and i’m glad that ash’s last proper season was spent with goh. it’s bittersweet but i can’t think of any other character who i would’ve wanted ash to travel alongside for his last journey. here’s to the future and thank you ash and goh for meaning so much to me <3
#pokemon journeys#i’ll miss them#i’m literally sobbing#they mean so much to me#been watching pokemon since i was a little kid#i’m overly attatched to ash#and now as an adult i’ve become overly attached to goh#i can’t even explain how much they mean to me#and how much they have meant to me#i feel like a lot of people are overshadowing goh leaving too#because of ash leaving#which makes sense yeah#but still i wish there was more love for him#pokemon#pokemon goh#ash ketchum#satoshi#satogou
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Okay I’m happy it happened but I also think it was poor writing to do it so..soon? The way it was done was just so…anticlimactic.
Like it made me emotional but looking back I feel like it would have had more impact if they did it later and in the meantime actually you know made other characters mourn besides one. Really cement the loss, make everyone feel it and then yay surprise
#wow blogging#fakeout deaths are fun when done right#this definitely wasn’t..the best one I’ve ever seen#mostly because of the lack of emotional impact on other characters and the story#also think it would have been more interesting to make it an ongoing questline where you have to work to get him back#idk I just have so many ideas on how I think they could have done it better but hey at least they did it at all#so I’m thankful for that#*shrug* if this is the best they can do I’ll take it#but I feel like it could have been a much more emotional journey#tldr I’m glad he’s back but I think the writing is also really weak here#maybe it’s bc his VA wants to step back a little#makes sense he’s like 70 something#it did make me emotional though and it was sweet so it wasn’t all bad#it just could have been..more
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