#fear of doctors

[dearcervus]

Awww are you scared of doctors? I can help with that baby… I’ll give you a nice shot of sedative, I promise it won’t hurt, you can even hold my hand while I give you the shot… Just make you all nice and relaxed for me like a good puppy. wouldn’t it feel so good to just feel warm and floaty while I examine you and run my tests? I promise I’ll take such good care of you… 🖤

[coffeexxcigarettes]

Modern Medicine

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I pointed.

Shouted.

I wasn't myself,

I was outside of myself;

I was braver than normal.

Bold to accuse,

Lined with resentment

And burning with one too many

Broken promises.

The way you leaned back and watched me.

Letting the silence that followed

Linger.

As if this was normal.

"How did you become a doctor?!"

I choked.

"Tell me. And be honest."

The air was heavy,

But you moved closer to me.

Leaned in as if whispering a secret.

Spilled blood at my feet,

Tears in your eyes.

You don't have to trust me.

You said as we parted ways.

But you have to find a way to stay.

x

[freshbaked-bread]

i saw this:

and thought it would be fun to actually work that out. so

^^^ every doctor who episode in chronological order

(pls let me know if theres any mistakes! i got most of the info from the tardis wiki so idk if its 100% accurate)

btw!!! the episodes are ordered by where they go FIRST in the episode :) (PLEASE STOP TELLING ME TO PUT UNEARTHLY CHILD FIRST THEYRE IN 1963 FIRS TPLEASEEEEEYEGEHFEHFYUFHGEUYS)

[pyrus-salicifolia]

“Normal” test results are not the relief people think they are. When you wake up in pain and continue to be in pain for hours every day and your tests come back normal you don’t stop being in pain.

[live-cry-love]

The doctor, by me

I don’t like going to the doctors

I can feel they’re gaze locked on

I know that I’m broken

And that figuring this out is a race I’ve yet to have won

But talking to doctors make me Feel Like they’re pouring the sanitiser on wounds that are open

Like a bottle without a stopper

I don’t like going to doctors because I leave feeling worse

They stab me with needles and give me another pill

They surround me like eagles waiting for the kill

I don’t like the doctors

Just the sight of them leaves a chil

They look at me like I’ll bite at them for a thrill

So I sit patient and polite till they’ve had there fill

[nipuni]

"Midnight" is one of my favourite episodes!!

A speedpaint video of this will be available at my Patreon on may 1st

[dykepaldi]

based slugs

[notyoujamie]

[amaliasnap]

Trypanophobia or belonephobia is fear of needles and injections.

I have it to a more than moderate degree. Enough that my trip to the dentist tomorrow is freaking me out, and enough that I faint when receiving a shot. (I don't have tattoos or piercings either.)

But NOT enough to actually refuse medical care. I am up to date on all the vaccines and boosters.

But it is absolutely anxiety producing. And I wonder how much it affects healthcare in the US that so many ppl have this problem. (Especially considering that access to healthcare is hard to come by in the first place)

I don't have any good techniques beyond what Google says.

But I really feel for that one in ten people who might see this, and maybe, like me, you know it is irrational, but that doesn't stop the phobia at all.

And you just grin and bear/bare it.

I honestly wish I was afraid of heights or something instead. But I'm not. I have no fear of public speaking or snakes or anything that can be easily avoided.

So if I had the choice of giving a public lecture or having a needle pierce my skin, boy you better believe I will extemporize something to say to that auditorium.

But no one's health depends on giving a speech in normal life. And most everyone should be getting medical care.

It sucks. But be brave [I say out loud.... but I bet I don't sleep tonight]

[dearcervus]

Faux sympathy? No my darling of course not… I’m your doctor and I want to take care of you and help you. I know I must look frightening with all my scary tools, but I promise I’m only here to help my love. You know I would never hurt you right? Let’s start with just a simple examination okay? It won’t hurt at all my dear… I’m just going to gently touch you with my gloved hands. Good patients get treats after you know… you’ll be good for me won’t you my love? 🖤

[paracosmicka]

sonic tma au? 👀👀���👀👀

OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD I CAN’T BELIEVE IT’S BEEN SO LONG SINCE I’VE POSTED IT ABOUT IT EVEN THO I HAVE SO MUCH STUFF ABOUT MY SONIC/TMA AU

Okay to start out with, I’ve been calling the “Primal Fears au” and it started out as a working title but I don’t really have any better ideas and the tag I have on all of my posts about this tma au is #primal fears au (idk how to imbed a hyperlink into text but like if you go into the search thingy over my blog and just type that tag in you’ll see all my previous posts about it that are from OVER A YEAR AGO IT’S BEEN SO LONG 😭)

Okay uhhhhh idk how to organize this so just get ready for a shit ton of sketches and art lol

here are some more fleshed out character sheets (than my very post about them) for Sonic and Shadow, they’re not final yet tho obviously

was fighting demons drawing Shadow’s main design for some reason

general sketch ideas for Sonic and Shadow

And my favorite part of this au is that I just get to categorize all the Sonic characters into which fear entity would they serve so here are some character sheet ideas:

Okay this last one is Infinite and I know he’s not everyone’s favorite bc he’s just so…..mid ig in the games but redesigning him as an avatar of the Spiral has been so fun. Also bonus points if you know what Doctor Who episode I stole this dialogue from lol:

and finally I thought I’d just share an idea I had of a “cover” for my Primal Fears au

Okay I think those are all the presentable sketches I have but there are so so so many more ideas I have and it’s not going to help bc I’m feeling the annual urge to relisten to The Magnus Archives again especially bc the new season of The Magnus Protocol comes out soon.

But yeah anyway feel free to ask any questions/share ideas if you’d made your own TMA/Sonic au I love yapping about horror and this au is like my child. Actually that’s not a very good analogy bc all of my sonadow aus are my babies. I just love sonadow sorry I will continue to be insane

[madamesmoke]

I had a dentist appointment today.

I didn't go because I had a panic attack that took my ability to move for two consecutive hours.

This means that I wasn't able to call my dentist to make a new appointment (which I usually do)

[beeabart]

rose tyler my beloved

[gijak3]

Donna Noble chilling at home, watching the 2012 Olympic opening ceremony with her family when all of a sudden a strange man picks up the fallen torch and Sylvia dive tackles the tv while yelling YOU CAN’T SEE HIM HE DOESN’T EXIST

EDIT : To everyone saying 'no she missed the whole thing' how does it feel to be so right she prob was bungee jumping in new zealand or something

[timethehobo]

Kind souls hurt the most.

[saixria]

I DESIGNED THE LETO TWINS YIPEEE 5 MONTHS AFTER WISDOM SAGA I CAN FINALLY DRAW POST GOD GAMES APOLLO ATHENA SHENANIGANS