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mid-year review went well. boss has so much confidence in my competency.
#mine#I've shown ''advanced data analytics skills'' uwu#next quarter they want me trained up so I can start supervising small projects#fantastic I have no idea what that means#one small step for lem
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Obviously a lot of season 2 focuses on Jinx's compassion and love and kindness, what with Sevika's new arm, getting her family back, and everything with Isha. But one scene that really struck me is when Ekko tries to talk her off that roof. She pulls the trigger again and again before he can even speak cause she knows he'll change her mind. But what struck out at me was that, when he complains about being blown up, she opts instead to throw herself from the roof. She had it all planned out but would choose to improvise rather than harm someone who considers her a loved one.
#LEAVE MY GIRL ALONE#SHE JUST WANTED TO BE LOVED AND IT WAS ALL RIGHT THERE FOR JUST A SECOND WHY IS IT DENIED HERRRRRR#idk if it's cause he called her old friend or not but that doesn't make it less heartwrenching it honestly makes it more so#UGH and the fact that he succeeded in talking her down using powder's lesson#ugh she had everything for just a little bit#peace and even love with her sister. restoring her dad's mind. a daughter who made all that even possible for her. love rekindled with Ekko#and then it was all snatched away#honestly i kinda prefer her dying. like i get why she faked her death. too many memories still hurting her#but idk i like the narrative conclusivity of her sacrifice and what it means thematically#but i also like the other one so pffffft#jinx arcane#powder arcane#do i like her cause her story is incredible or because shes basically just harley quinn? the answer may surprise you#both the answer is both#jinx#arcane league of legends#arcane lol#arcane netflix#ekko arcane#tw suicide#tw self harm#god i love how every detail is just so precise. remove one piece and it cant work the same#like not only is episode 7 necessary to make their story work but also its SO BEAUTIFUL#that stromae song and fantastic are my favorites of the whole show's soundtrack#and like so many pieces of media will use licensed music but the artists will clearly have no idea what their songs are actually for#so they just make whatever. even spiderverse just kinda winged it with the music and what went where#but it's so clear the artists involved in this show knew exactly what they were making music for and man i couldn't be more grateful for it
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finrod deserved better
#dfw talking bout ‘what if finrod was a mass hallucination’ and I was simultaneously entranced and repulsed because#What a brilliant idea but#Also that would mean no finrod. And finrod. Finrod is just too for that#Aw come on he’s a good older brother and a tragic lover and a fun guy but he… he didn’t really get anything he wanted.#I think he was sad#yet he did so much good#And let’s be fair did he do much wrong#He didn’t speak about alqualonde to Thingol but that’s grey moral area#He asked before seizing lands#good. He let feanorians take asylum there#great.#He gave and kept a noble oath#fantastic. Also he ate a werewolf#plus the rap battles#What would he have done if he wasn’t thrown into a war. That’s how I see him#like any military volunteer#he just wants to do his service#It takes so much more than it gives#blah blah anyway#Finrod#finrod felagund#finrod appreciation post#Findarato#silmarillion#silm#the silmarillion#the silm#tolkien legendarium
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The tma season 1 finale is rattling my brain…Gertrude….the tunnels….Sasha…..Jon….all of the connections….uuugghhhh
#the magnus archives#tma#jonathan sims#gertrude robinson#sasha james#what do you MEAN the first episode of season 2 isn’t just a chill statement?!#my brain is being overloaded please just CHILL#seriously though it was a fantastic finale#i���m just really scared#not!sasha needs to just…stop doing what she’s doing#i think it’s a genius plot point to introduce but I miss Sasha so much already :(#the tunnels are insane#elias is the sketchiest person i’ve ever seen#martin and tim deserve the world#jon is making me so scared rn#rip jane#i’m genuinely gonna miss her so much you guys have no idea#she was so cool and I hope she’s squirming around in heaven#all I need is for season 2 to tell me what is up with gerard and i will be chill#(or it could just give me the answers to everything)#nah just kidding ha ha ha (…)
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qantoine’s coping mechanism to feeling left behind being both self-isolating and becoming possesive of those he cares for is so juicy as a concept . like yeah you go you funky creachure, manifest those complicated and sometimes contradictory emotions
#anyone remember that one fanart of qantoine like . grabbing onto qetoiles and covering his mouth antoine reposted to his insta story .#anyone wonder what was up with that . like he reposted fanarts every now and again but like . that one specifically was such a Choice on hi#part . fantastic fanart btw it occupies space in my brain still#but yeah god . i think qantoine’s self-isolation (+ his secrecy the way he struggled generally to connect with others etc)#was the more obvious Thing he did as a coping mechanism . but damn were those smaller moments of possessiveness interesting#bc you could often just read it as protectiveness instead and well it Was that . but i think it becomes even more interesting if u read it#through a possesive lens . theyre two sides of the same coin anw it just depends on where the limit between the two lies for u#anw i think it manifested itself most obviously with pomme bc a parent-child relationship lends itself to that dynamic more . ough some goo#moments there i’d need to revist their relationship more . ‘je te connais comme si je t’avais créé’ which just has layers of potential#meaning . if you subscribe to the theory that qantoine had a hand in creating the eggs then that adds even More to the potential#possessiveness there . love it#and it manifested with qfrench too i think just in more subtle ways . like idk when there were implications he’d done a Thing to help them#out in some way . like the implication that he had a hand in getting ayp out of prison that one time . or when he was protective of etoiles#during prison . or even moments where he failed to achieve some sort of level of power over them like when bagz and ayp broke into his#secret room and he kept giving bagz the cold shoulder when she was trying to apologise to him 😭 . idk stuff like that . semi petty bitch#energy . but i LOVE the idea of this eldritch dude who’s still figuring out how mortal relationships work kinda just . being too possessive#too controlling . all in the effort to try and keep them in One Piece . and maybe in the end it won’t matter How he keeps them safe as long#as he manages to . he’s old as hell and he’s probably gonna outlive them and theyre all so fragile and small . they won’t see the bigger#picture so he’ll have to make sure he’s manoeuvring them around inside it correctly . <- absolute hc territory in the end there but it’s#very fun to think about :P#jay rambles#antoine daniel#qfrench.posting
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I'm drawing rn but I just wanna say. I feel we jayvik nation haven't truly tapped into the potential of their tickle antics being DIRECTLY correlated with them falling in love
#im calling a conference hey team we're doing fantastic i have some ideas. what if we made it way gayer#tickles? awesome. kisses? great? tickles and kisses??? exaaaaactly#maybe im just a fucking tickle freak but if I was crushing on my lab partner HARD...#and he starts playing with me with such an unmatched fondness and adoration#love in his eyes. blush on his cheeks#i would kiss the everloving fuck outta him#note: this isnt me saying tickles cant be platonic ooooobviously however these two are making out in the lab#worm rambles#actually small elaboration#tickles would directly influence them falling in love for two BIG reasons:#1. Jayce is alllll about touch. touch has been shown as his big love language throughout the show. he knows Viktor isnt big on touch...#but V allows Jayce to touch him more than anyone else. he trusts Jayce to connect with him in that way. this means so so so much to Jayce.#ie being able to tickle Viktor and be tickled BY Viktor is a huge huge symbol of love and trust for Jayce.#aside from his blatant tickle interest. Jayce is so SMITTEN by Viktor letting him play with him and be that intimate bc Jayce is puppy dog#and full of sm love#2. Viktor has NOT had good experience with touch and vulnerability. having someone like Jayce who not only takes it slow...#but also allows V to re-experience those things and warm up to it#means so...so much to Viktor#Jayce doesnt make him feel small or weak or broken when he plays with him like a child#he makes him feel...loved. beautiful#only Jayce can do this
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Dick or no dick confirmation Pickles was always going to be trans to me anyways; if he's swingin' somethin that's phallo babes, if he's not then his t-dick fat. What's not to get.
#metalocalypse#jay talkin#I'm sorry they wrote that awful gross little man far too likeable and relatable to on a trans level#for me not to hoot and holler and cheer for the trans pickles agenda#changes nothing about his character arc or any of the show anyone is capable of being the kind of person he is#don't make the mistake of thinking thats exclusive to cis men#his transness wouldnt change that#only adds on an extra layer to him that i think works fantastically.#Listen that dude was rejected by his family driven to drink and drugs young to escape that ran away to be in a band#is called fucking Pickles of all things and refuses to tell anyone his real last name;#over the span of four seasons and two movies he slowly starts to learn to be for others what he never had#he becomes more caring more supportive#it's not a stretch to say he undoes some of the toxic masculinity he's been keeping himself shielded behind#and learns how to be a kinder man.#all of which have no contradictions with him being trans!#In fact it doesn't take much extra thought to find ways a lot of this can line up with some trans masculine experiences#i mean. Did no one else have a younger phase where they swung as far as they could into crass rude and uncaring ways#to try and assert their masculinity only to grow and realise that you can be a man and be more caring.#Did no one else have father issues. 1 800 come on now i know those are both shared experiences a lot of us have had LOL.#at the end of the day this show aired nearly 20 years ago and is finished. we're not getting more of it#so nothing is altered nor changed if pickles is canonically trans or not ok. its fine#i mean hell i dont even need canon confirmation hes trans to me and thats all i care abt#but i think if yr getting suuuuuper weird abt needing him not to be canonically trans you have some issues#and bio essentialist ideals of gender if you think only a cis man can act like he does#again. anyone can be like that. its not exclusive. him being trans would not change him in any way shape or form lol#AND ALSO GODDDUUUGH for once i love getting to see a guy pushing 50 whos depicted as trans#do you have any idea how dire and barren it is out here. we never get to see a trans guy older than 30 and whos not a pristine model#I WANT MORE OLD SHLUBBY SHITHEAD TRANS GUYS IN MEDIA
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i think what doesn't work for me when people talk about tsv supposedly being religious horror/making commentary about "religion" as a broad overarching category is that it's nonsensical to make commentary about "religion" in general. you can't do it. you have to pick one, and if you pick one it's going to show like black lettering under a thin layer of white paint. tsv borrows terminology, sure, it has its saints and angels--but they're deeply alien to saints and angels as they are understood in real world traditions. re-skinned catholicism this ain't
like this is what i mean when i say i don't think of tsv as being about its religions, but that it uses them as a vehicle to talk about (state/corporate/individual) power and violence. we see those themes of zealotry and clerical power struggles, but they aren't what the story's about. a story that is "about religion" isn't going to hand you catering staff being sacrificed to a fossil fuel god or incarcerated people being turned into public infrastructure.
and i don't think tsv would have the appeal that it does if it were about a specific kind of religion in that narrow way. because it's talking about these systems of power and violence that are very real, just made fantastical by the setting, it's much more biting than if it were trying to focus on religion. because tsv's gods and religions are strange and alien, the audience is able to sidestep a lot about real world traditions and engage more with the other themes, in a way that would be impossible if you scratched the surface and found "western christianity but weirder" under the paint.
#that's just like my opinion tho#obviously none of this precludes finding resonance between certain elements of tsv's fictional religions and real world traditions#but i really resist the idea that tsv is 'about' religion bc religion is the vehicle#and the thing that creates the heightened and fantastical elements of the world#in the way that black s4ils isn't really about the historical conditions that created golden age piracy#hard pressed to think of another example bc the cats woke me up at 4am and i've been working on this post for like 40 min#trying to be precise and clear about what i mean#anyway my point is in tsv religion is the paint not the picture#imo.#tsv tag#like having intentionally done western christianity re-skinned for story settings#i feel i know of what i speak
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tbh i might go ahead and put dungeons in as a part of the bellum x linebeck fic's plot since like. 1) struggling to actually figure out a main plot and having dungeons as sort of bit points to hit and be little bits of fitting exploration and bonding and 2) i do kinda want to do dungeons. i like thinking of them and again i do think its fitting.
#bellum x linebeck fic#albw fucks thats where i got the idea. i mean dungeons are a general loz thing but albw is rlly good with a bunch of dungeons#the deal now is like. why are they doing dungeons (beyond. linebeck likes treasure and adventure and bellum likes doing stuff with him)#it doesnt really need to be an endgame thing if that makes sense. a mid to late story plot as smth extra for them to do to interact with#the world and ig the issue is that i cant figure out what they'll get out of these dungeons. considering theyre a bit morally fucked. so#i'll have to think on that. will prolly do only a few bc. yknow. or could do some other kinda of like. major points to hit. but tbh dungeon#do fit in since ppl go exploring a lot and ive been playing with the idea of a fantastical system that like. refills dungeons if theyre#influenced by certain magic or w/e. i like the great sea having a lot of magic kinda just. existing around the world unchecked#it def gives a lot of opportunity for worldbuilding and like. things to do and have exist in the great sea setting. anyways#need smth for bellum and linebeck to do other than play a weird dating sim with each other as their endgame picks#honestly the actual plot side of things is the messiest fucking thing abt this and im trying to keep it from getting out of hand#i have the actual romance set up well enough and i really ought to focus on the romance in chapter planning before trying to#string together a main plot between all of it yknow#salty talks#thinking more on it it might not even need to smth where theyre fully successful bc its like. idk. maybe they just want to do some stuff#cuz there is no world threatening thing (thats bellum's role.) so like no sages or pendants but maybe some fucking mcguffin#part of me thinks. oh. triforce! but thats uh. a lot. i might just leave the dungeon stuff as like. bellum wants him to clear them out as#as like possibly places for bellum to hide out in since he's afraid of being threatened and killed. like hes looking a smth like a base#i like that ig. cuz it could end up with them being like. hey i like being around this person that i think i have feelings for#oh. this might be good to use in development of romance too
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can't stop thinking about ultra magnus now. what if for my next fic I made him the lead in a murder mystery I think that'd be so fun
#maccadam#transformers#transformers fic#fic idea#ultra magnus#I mean#he clearly loves puzzles totally a puzzle guy#with a really strong sense of justice#I think he'd have a fantastic time#and what if I paired him with thundercracker#that would literally be so funny#most unproductive duo known to man#they would bumble their way into clues#WAIT AS IM WRITING THESE TAGS THE PLOT UNFOLDED FOR ME#this is perfect. oh my god#stay tuned
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about to be sooo nosy so. my apologies. but. morgan frost? girlfriend? do share (or don’t! again this is so nosy i’m sorry)
for legal purposes i can neither confirm nor deny anything about morgan and his girlfriend but afaik i think he’s single right now? at one point (within the past four years 😭) he did for sure have a girlfriend and that is the extent of my wag knowledge
#anon PLEASE i am the nosiest person in the world i understand i want to know everything. ever. however#because i have no evidence and don’t want to spread unfounded rumors i will state for the jury i am not a gossip blog#& anything i say should be taken with a grain of salt. or a vsco deep dive & also maybe a dig into the flyers media archives. wrt UNfounded#but i will gossip in your dms because it’s a vital method of communication and important for community building.#also i’m like 95% sure i just osmosed the fact that morgan and his girlfriend broke up sometime earlier in the hockey season from someone#else (probably flyerskay) and accepted it at face value like absolutely i’d trust kay with my life. she would never lie to me and therefore#i can’t be lying to you. i can’t remember morgan’s gf’s name tho but i can like. vividly remember her artsy possessive vsco photos 😭 help#that man posts more about tom petty than he does anyone else in his life besides joel so really how would we know if hes posted her less#the answer is we wouldn’t and i want to say her name is katie SO bad but i know that’s tyson’s gf it’s like. victoria or stacie or somethin#& i want to see if SHE deleted all her vsco pictures of him bc that’s how we’d know they broke up. frosty stop following so many girls#i want to try and find her and see (she’s a model and she was public and had her vsco linked so all of this is public info btw.)#ANON I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND YOU HAVE NO IDEA OANDJRIWNDHOWHDB IT IS 1:38 AM AND I HAVE JUST MANAGED. OH MY GOD. OH MY GOD ANON HOLD ON#BUCKLE YOURSELF THE FUCK IN FOR AN ANSWER YOU DID NOT ASK FOR BECAUSE THIS IS A R I D E AND I NEED TO YELL ABOUT IT I CAN’T MY GOD I CANNOT#B R E A T H E i’m about to start crying again but the backstory is that. i have had a fic that i have been working on for literal years.#my version history says March 15 2021 and it started in my notes app about 3000 words before that and it’s based off of a tweet i thought#calla had quoted and just said ‘Joel’ about but in my notes i never#saved the actual tweet and many times throughout the years i have gone back and advanced searched every version of joel and joelle and bee#and behavior on calla’s blog that i could possibly think of and just assumed like. it must’ve gotten deleted or the account suspended and i#could never remember the wording well enough to just google it but believe me i tried and put in every variation. never found it in 4 years#i try periodically. fast forward to about twenty minutes ago i am looking through kay’s twitter and searching vsco because i SWEAR she has#the picture of frosty’s gf’s fingernail marks in the back of frosty’s shoulders i am talking about / I can’t find her vsco linked anywhere#but i’m like ok. search up a couple other things and think about who might have it and on a WHIM look up vsco in ash notthequiettype’s acct#no results okay whatever i think about what else could maybe pull it up for me so I have SOMETHING for you. I search frosty. I scroll. GUES#WHAT I FUCKING FIND FROM NOVEMBER 13TH 2020 it is THE FANTASTIC TWEET THAT SPAWNED 16K OF NOTES & FIC & A SPREADSHEET OF JOEL’S CLASSES#AND I NEVER WOULD’VE FOUND IT AGAIN IF NOT FOR THIS!!! LOSING IT!!! by it I mean my mind and my sleep schedule!!! it’s 2AM now good night!!#liv in the replies#morgan frost#philadephia flyers
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I need to start drawing gore
#i have fun fucked up ideas for some ocs thats all#and by ocs i mean skybreak and mel#the only reason he’s a fantastic healer is so he can patch himself back up after Mel’s ripped his leg off#but also I’m still a bit squeamish despite my wanting to draw Skybreak being mauled and disembowled and what not#i dont like seeing photos or art of extreme gore. SIGGGHHHHH#i mean that IS normal but i have to imagine that’ll make it hard to depict it myself#blargh. maybe one day#WAIT HOLD ON I NEED TO SPECIFY THAT SKYBREAK HAS HEALING MAGIC#HES NOT LIKE A NORMAL DOCTOR#HE CAN MAGIC HIS ARM BACK
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HAVE SHIFTS FOR THE NEXT TWO WEEKS AND BY GOD ARE THEY SEXY!!!!!!!!!!
#got my shifts for next week a couple days ago but now having them both is like#fuck we might be onto something here !!!!!!#guysssss this is good this is really really good#it’s not perfect but it’s very good#i may no longer be teaching one student i really like though and if that’s the case it’ll be rly sad but it might not be the case so fingers#crossed !!!!!!! but my hours r very good out of what could reasonably be asked for#like if i could get slightly more that’d be even better but what this is is fantastic i cannot lie#very very very happy about this and also very relieved#bc if they’re scheduling me in this way then they clearly think i’m doing a good job AND it means there’s less immediate worry abt me#getting another job which is amazing#like i was rly worried that as the term started my hours would take a dip bc people might be more available/they’ve got a better idea of me#so how much do they rly want me around but it hasn’t !!!!! and touch wood everything keeps going smoothly bc i’ve got More hours than ladt#term and that is exactly what i need and have been hoping for#🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿 i dont want to jinx this but my god this is good news
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lmao
#if dabi lives i’ll jump off a motherfucking cliff#i’m kidding#but i’ll drop the manga for a while#it’s great that the whole fam is presumably going to meet up bcoz everyone deserves that closure etc etc#but dabi living would be imo the *worst* ending#for his individual character#because there is NO REASON for him to continue living#he is a serial killer; he is a B A D person; he can’t be ‘redeemed’ esp since they got him saying he killed 30+ innocent people in 4k lmao#like oh yeah sure bud we’ll let u off with a slap on the wrist because teehee u have ~trauma~ and ur number one’s son#like it makes no sense and it would void all meaning from his story but anyway whATEVER it’s fine#was rly hoping that hori would pull a frankenstein and kill touya n enji at once#which might still happen ofc#i’m trying not to like;;; overreact i guess???#because obviously this still needs to play out and i have no idea what’s going to happen#i’ll just be so immensely disappointed if he lives#i just spent a whole day with my own father who makes enji look like father of the year so like#this was the worst day to get this news LMAOOOOO#anyway~#i’m just ranting because i will literally cry if he lives#what a way to ruin a fantastic character#whew okay no confirmation he’s gonna live clari keep this in mind#as much as i LOVE dabi with my whole heart (obviously!!!!!!) i love his whole story and he deserves a well-written ending#what would really be gut wrenching is if everyone gets to like idk say goodbye to him before he finally passes#idk i guess we’ll see!!#bnha spoilers#bnha manga spoilers
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having a lot of thoughts about how people use 'normalize' when they mean 'destigmatize' or 'make the nature of into common knowledge,' and how they conflate 'the perception of this thing as normal' with the thing actually being a normal occurrence, and how it is in fact incredibly harmful to try to convince people that an ideal situation is normal when that does not map onto their lived reality or the dangers they need to be aware of to avoid. it is 3:33am though so writing up an actual poast about it will have to wait for later
#whosebaby talks#this post brought to you by 'spreading awareness of what an abusive relationship is and looks like compared to a nonabusive relationship'#'is fantastic and i support it fully and think it's deeply important. giving people the false idea that abusive relationships are uncommon'#'and are flukes that go against the grain of society functioning as it normally does; is insanely dangerous to people who are potential#targets; and incredibly alienating and isolating and cruel to people who have already been targets'#'in uniquely awful ways depending on whether they're already aware of that or aren't. don't fucking do that'#it applies much more broadly than that; but it's an instance i think about A Lot and it's what led me to this line of thought to start with#there's also 'normal does not mean good and saying so has incredibly unbelievably harmful implications keep that shit out of your mouth'#but that is so obvious it boggles my mind that it has to be explained to anyone on this site; and it is talked about often enough#that i would rather focus on the parts i don't really see talked about much; if at all#also like the fact that 'statistically average' normal vs 'things are functioning as they usually do' is a critically important distinction#they are closely related and interplay heavily with each other but they are Not the Same Thing#and how 'normal' can refer to different layers and aspects of a subject--people with rare health conditions are not statistically average#and that by itself is fine. and those people having conditions that are disruptive to the usual functioning of a space or system#is avoidable in some cases by establishing as much infrastructure as possible to integrate their more common needs smoothly#and unavoidable in others; which means the normal functioning of a system/space that accommodates people with unexpected needs#has to account *for its normal functioning being disrupted sometimes*#and bend around that disruption without either breaking down or rolling right over the disabled people who Cause Problems#and at the same time 'rare health condition' gets applied to health conditions that are not rare *at all* to not only justify not bothering#to make the system integrate their needs in general when it could do so easily; but make it so that accommodating their needs anyway puts#immense and unnecessary strain on the system; so there is zero margin for anything you didn't specifically fight tooth and nail for already#anyway it's a really extensive subject and a fascinating one. for later. sleep now#abuse cw#ableism cw#the salt files#is there a name for that tag
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reaching Points and Milestones and shit
#a... certain fic... now only has 20% of it left to be written#I am TERRIFIED#all of it isn't posted of course#i have a couple scheduled posts#but holy fuck. i am nearing the end#scared but also EXCITED because this means i can do other stuff so soon#soul riders baking fic... character studies... jorvikpov-esque stuff that ISNT jorvikpov... 5+1s... mayalex... angst... what-ifs...#i've also over the past week been much MUCH better than usual at writing Ahead#(thanks manda for providing fantastic motivation and thanks me for having the brilliant idea to finally ask someone to beta read)#so it's possible I might wrap this up way sooner than I thought#(writing wise - I'll probably stick to one post a week at the same time and day from now)#z talks
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