#exhausts me
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catching up on the critical role episodes where the party split and were joined by guests because I adore Aabria Iyengar and was curious about Deanna and FRIDA specifically, and i'm skimming the tvtropes sections on their characters, and I come across some..... hmmm, well you know how tvtropes is biased and edited by biased parties? And how fandom loves to bend over backwards in attempts to villainize Black women and Black women characters specifically? Yeah that.
'egocentrically religious' hmm? Then I read the rest of the section. "Okay, that's a very negatively-bent trope to list for what amounts to 'is practical about her religious relationship/critical of the gods'", I thought, having read everything before this and getting a vague picture of this character. For those who don't want to go looking "egocentrically religious" is exactly what it sounds like: a trope where a character is only concerned with how their deity responds to them.
Then there's the link at the end of it.
The final sentence, the part that says "Deanna becomes angry" links to the trope "entitled bastard" (which again is a trope meaning exactly what it sounds like).
and with the wording and choice of what to link, pretty sure whoever wrote this bit didn't intend for the trope to apply to her god. -__-
(i mean if it is intended to apply to pelor -with the deity as the entitled shit-, which would make sense and support what information is put down in this lil section, then good! excellent! but it does not come across that way and instead reads like another case of misogynoir.)
#anyways i'm really liking Deanna and FRIDA#like a lot#i have so much to watch aaaaaaa#so much to get through bhk;fds#i mean Aabriya's always a treat and I'm also a sucker for robobos so...#finding these chars interesting at the very least was bound to happen#critical role#fandom makes me tired#exhausts me#i gotta get back to watching them#i just started ;_;#misogynoir
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every holiday i berate myself for not working harder during term time and i wonder how i so easily slip into the cycle of missing lectures -> spending free time catching up on lectures -> missing lectures to catch up on coursework/revision rinse & repeat etc and why can’t i keep up all-day productivity when it should be easier to do so if i’m already up&out for lectures ... but the start of each term has been overwhelmingly stressful and i fail at all-day productivity immediately then its like oh i have a diagnosis.
#biomed eng#i shouldnt rant here its not healthy im just. tired#it's the first monday of summer term#this morning was pretty good - went to two lectures then got 100% on two maths tests absolute win#came back home intending to skip double mechanics bc that's just easier to watch online#but ive done not very much at all.#made curry ig? that's dinner for 4 days in the freezer#and i've done some planning- figured out when to take maths tests and got my exam timetable etc#but very little Actual work#bc yeah this morning was just one morning of lectures but so much of that stresses me out#it's the interacting with people on my course#panicking i'll be late#even walking into the lecture theatre#idkk its the social pressure on top of really challenging content#exhausts me#yet i feel bad about being exhausted#i'd like to get at least some mechanics done but my flatmate is talking to a friend next door#he's been at it for hours#this flatmate is transferring so he's got no work to do and is spending all day every day chatting ....i love him but shut up.#his voice is grating when it's through my wall#and i know even if i ask him to be quieter he won't see the message#rippp#sorry abt this.
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i dont know who needs to hear this but you do not need to go on a diet. you do not need to lose weight as a new year resolution. you do not need to feel shame for gaining any weight over the holidays and for enjoying yourself and the food. you do not need to tolerate diet talk after setting a boundary and if someone cant respect that then theyre being the asshole. you already have a summer body. you already are hot. theres no moral failure or shame in being fat
#been around a lot of bullshit today thats so so so exhausting and triggering#but a reminder for me as much as you. love you all & i hope this season is gentle to you
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actually unreal how much i hate my goddamn job
#not to be too real but i’m borderline as depressed as i was in high school which is Not Good#i wake up and go to work and hate my life for eight hours and after work it’s okay but i’m still recovering from the hating my life briefly#and then i go to bed and it repeats#and i am so so so tired. all the time. i haven’t felt well rested since i started this job#part of it is bc i’m not used to getting up early. but i really think the other part is just that this job is so soul sucking that it#exhausts me#i miss my old job so much that it physically hurts sometimes to think about it#it wasn’t perfect but it was pretty dang close#i hate that i’m stuck here and i hate that i hate it bc so many of my friends are out of a job and struggling with it#and i feel guilty complaining about this one when it pays me nicely but that’s the only benefit#but i don’t know how much longer i can handle this
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9 / 266
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#itadori yuuji#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk 266#fanart#jjk fanart#itafushi#jujutsu kaisen fanart#used th itfs tag bc its implied and this is an itfs piece i said so#i dont think ive seen this parallel made yet??? but its ok if it has#i just had the idea hit at gross o clock last night when i ws alr exhausted n had 2 force myself to sleep instead of drawing it#i just . clutches chest . YUUJI#th char development the emotional maturity..#the willingness to put aside his gojo voice personal feelings in favour of giving megumi agency over his own life#rather than burden him with expectations the way every1 has done fr both of them over the course of the series...#tears in my eyes thats my mc!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#anyway art notes i think lower one is some of the best yuuji hair ive drawn 2 date#it's kind of similar to one of my 265 redraws but i think i struck a better balance in how thoroughly i rendered it here#proud of my me but also SO grateful tht yuuji has not been fighting me lately#so much yuuji content these past chapters i cant imagine th frustration having to Also fight him in order 2 create content fr them#anyway itafushi kaisen is real and canon and alive and yuuji singlehandedly discovered th cure 2 my mental illness w this line
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Arcanegifs' Arcane Season 2 (2024) Character Poll 2nd Place: Caitlyn Kiramman ↳ "I am a decorated officer. Leader of House Kiramman. Address me with respect, or keep your mouth shut."
#hello once again good luck to your phones (tumblr desktop reigns supreme lol)#they can never make me hate you cait; she's so beautiful and IM SO WEAK FOR HERRRRRRRRRRRRR RAHHHHHHHHHHHH#arcane#arcaneedit#arcane league of legends#league of legends arcane#caitlyn#caitlyn kiramman#caitlyn arcane#arcane caitlyn#arcane season 2#arcane s2#league of legends#arcane netflix#type: gif#media: arcane#s2 ep1#s2 ep3#s2 ep4#s2 ep5#s2 ep6#s2 ep8#s2 ep9#also you guys im really exhausted from making 60 gifs in two days so..... i'll try to finish vik tomorrow but if i cant im going to take#a break or else i'll just get giga burnt out because even with cait/vi gifs i got so tired (which almost never happens if its gifs of them)
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I finally made one! Happy dragon age day everyone
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#dragon age#dragon age day#dragon age the veilguard#dragonageday#arlathan#arlathan forest#datv#my art#legionofpotatoes#this took forever and I kept being interrupted by my own government wanting to send me down the drain#but I managed just in time. I'm exhausted haha#i was so happy to just wander in arlathan snapping photos and looking around. such an incredibly vibrant and rich level
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who wants to lay on top of me like a weighted blanket and fix me
#i can't use actual weighted blankets bc it feels suffocating but another person? 10/10#not even in any kind of way i just need someone to crush my body back into some sort of shape that is not exhausted and aching#need me a bear hug and a bear to crush me tbh#the cabin will fix me. i will be secluded and alone and get high one of the nights and have smores. i will take stupid nature walks and read
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“I don’t deserve you, but I’m glad you’re here.”
#critical role#imogen temult#liliana temult#critical role fanart#hi! has anyone else been thinking non stop about this? just me?#about birth and rebirth and liliana temult lying exhausted in the red light of sn ill-fated moon#holding her daughter for the first time?#no? just me fr?
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Look, Max will use 100% of the track and George will use 100% of the FIA sporting regulations and who are we to say which one is more fun
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me when the character canonically gets little to no rest
#id in alt text#i have gotten interested in characters just bc their source material shows them being very sleep deprived.#or just. really really tired after an ordeal. my brain takes that one moment and runs wild#whump#kinda#exhaustion#eta shoutout to everyone tagging this with their blorbos and/or funny comments#you're bringing me so much joy <3 and new characters to look at 👀
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Mingi ☆ Summer Sonic 2024
#mingi#ateez#song mingi#gifs: mine#me trying to be normal abt summer sonic mingi🫠#this is one for the books#side note they looked so exhausted i really hope they get to rest soon
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Oops. Head empty, just visuals of a dishevelled Emmy. 😔
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#DAtV#Emmrich volkarin#my art#global stuff got me tired and depresso#and life is exhausting in general#so I’m just thinking of the current blorbo#cos he makes me happy#hehe mess up the tidiest man#just cos#bed head Emmy let’s go
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I don't care about data scraping from ao3 (or tbh from anywhere) because it's fair use to take preexisting works and transform them (including by using them to train an LLM), which is the entire legal basis of how the OTW functions.
#really tired of seeing posts warning people to archive lock their works to protect against scraping#information wants to be free and that includes your second person reader insert#you are of course welcome to archive lock the works#that's a function of ao3 for a reason#but the anti-scraping attitude is exhausting because it tells me#that the broad understanding of 'fair use' is dismal#which is depressing coming from the userbase of a site that is totally reliant on fair use
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alongside someone like you
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fushiita#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk 266#jjk leaks#i feel like i say this after every piece at this point but iam once again. SO TIRED#collapses dead#cries i did it again i ws up all last night finishing the first 1.....tht one took *counts* 8 hours...#got 3 hrs sleep n picked up where i left off on th second one at 8 in the morning#2nd one absolutely ruined me n made the third one feel like a herculean task . even tho its literally just them on a bed#rooms....KITCHENS......beloathed!!!! public enemy no1 kill on sight!!!!!!#hell is real and they make u render different rooms of houses from scratch no perspective tool no clue what ur doing#n they see how long it takes u to completely lose it#clipped yuujis bangs back tho n i thought tht was cute . silver linings#1ST ONE WAS SO FUN ALSO idk if its bc outdoor environments r forgiving or bc i had more energy n was fresh faced n hopeful or what#but it is by far my favourite. once again pulled out nearly every nature brush in my arsenal#third one meh simple safe soft w/e i was just so exhausted after th kitchen tht working on it was such a slog#oh ya i added a bunch of scars 2 yuuji's arms n lobbed off his ring finger sighs the yuuji injury list (tm) grows every minute#also HINA USE YELLOW CHALLENGE CLEAR golden hour in2 sunset my beloved <333 easy warm light + safe homey Peaceful vibes...bless#cries eternally thinking abt them let us have this let THEM have this pls thank u#ok i need to not look at these anymore take them enjoy my contribution 2 the domestic itfs pile
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ARCANE LEAGUE OF LEGENDS: 2x03 - “Finally Got The Name Right” ↳ "You must declare martial law. Appoint a general to lead until this threat has been vanquished. Someone who will not pale when faced with Zaun's degeneracy. Whose conviction never wavers. A pillar of your community whose house has always stood for progress. Who may consider my experience and my entire detachment of Noxian soldiers at their disposal. Until all our families are safe. Of course, I could only be referring to..."
#maddie is a cait simp through and through i can see it lmao#arcane#arcaneedit#arcane league of legends#league of legends arcane#caitlyn kiramman#ambessa medarda#caitlyn#ambessa#caitlyn arcane#arcane caitlyn#maddie#maddie arcane#ambessa arcane#type: gif#media: arcane#arcane season 2 spoilers#s2 ep3#this set took me three hours to make.... please dont let this flop im exhausted ksdjfksdf ugh#lawd this scene was so long i had to cut a lot of scenes and im sorry to your phones ppl lol
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