#excuse me as i go and cry
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"...I'm not done telling you all the things that I wanted to say; there's still so much. It's been so long since anyone listened to me talk. Won't you stay?"
Heaven Official's Blessing, Vol 8
#tgcf#heaven official's blessing#hualian#tian guan ci fu#i was going to use the banquet quote#but xie lian's 'it's been so long since anyone listened to me' absolutely kills me every time#like he goes pretty much the entire story trying not to ask for anything#and when he finally breaks down and begs hua cheng to stay#it's not for any grand reason like safety or happiness or love#he just wants hua cheng to Be There#i am#devastated just thinking about it#excuse me while i cry about these two for the hundredth time#yallstart
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The way she’s sleeping with the Kiramman’s crest. I just can’t. I know she’s imagining it’s Caitlyn. Excuse me while I go cry now
#the way she’s sleeping with the kiramman crest I just can’t#I bet she imagines it’s Caitlyn#excuse me while i cry#these two are going to destroy me next season#arcane concept Art#arcane#vi arcane#arcane vi#vi league of legends#league of lesbians#arcane league of legends#league of legends vi#league of legends arcane#arcane caitlyn#caitlyn arcane#caitvi#caitlyn x vi#league of legends caitlyn#piltover's finest#vi x caitlyn#vi#pit fighter vi#arcane season 2 spoilers#arcane season two#season 2 arcane#arcane season 2 teaser
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Ahhhhh this is absolutely adorable! the movement is incredible! I love Shen Yuan’s utter delight and Shen Jiu trying to save the teapot AHH
You’ve done this scene such justice! I adored writing this fic and this scene was so fun! thank you thank you! beautiful work!
The carriage scene from The Tiger of Hu because it’s cute af
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Remember: The burning sensation is part of the process.
#Mouthwashing#blood#body horror#Emphasizing here that this is in reference to a media and character and not a cry for help on my end.#Mouthwashing is one of those games that tickles my brain and checks all the boxes for my niche interests -#-but it wasn't something that got the silly comic part in my cortex firing up. My analysis brain is eating well though!#What said...It is impossible for me to see this scene and not say out loud: “Me in the middle of my work day".#While there is a lot more going on with curly I personally resonated a lot with his struggles with burnout.#Burnout feels like mouthwash to me. That you keep rinsing out your mouth trying to get rid of the rotting smell#but it's just surface level solutions. The real cure requires something far more significant to actually make a difference.#The job 'is hard' and 'everyone struggles'. It's part of the process right? You're tired? Anxious? Depressed? Us too! Chin up!#Actually I resonated with a lot of things within Curly (this is a curly positive space - he's not perfect. He's just human).#One thing being his desire to see the good in people and believe in their potential.#Because here's the thing. Some people truly do just need someone in their corner who stands by them so they can grow and improve.#And some people will take advantage of your kindness. You focus so much on their humanity while you stop being a person to them.#The horrifically toxic relationship persists because Curly tries to see the bigger picture and believes in the good within.#Anyone who has lived through constantly trying to reframe the hurt as something else knows-#-just how many excuses your brain will make to avoid cognitive dissonance. It's human psychology.#Jimmy sucks so bad. But we the audience have the privilege of not having years of baggage associating him in our minds as 'friend'.
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Idk how many RoosterTeeth fans are on Tumblr, but watching the final livestream rn I'm getting so emotional. This company is what got me into video games, got me interested in the entertainment business, was the catalyst for my brother and I connecting as teens, helped me make friends in college, and made me into (I would like to think) a compassionate adult. Most importantly, I can now spell achievement correctly... most of the time.
I know they've had their rough patches, but there are so many wonderful creative people at RT who I wish the best in their future projects <3
#excuse me while i go continue to cry#roosterteeth#rooster teeth#achievement hunter#rwby#camp camp#red vs blue#rvb#funhaus#rt#rip rooster teeth
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#history#medieval history#ish?#oh i am Deeply in my feelings about this#people have always been people#(will always be people)#“i was his closest neighbor”#(they had not wanted him to go without flowers)#excuse me i just need to cry for real. thanks.
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Happy Valentine's Day 💘
#now excuse me while I go cry in the corner because they're too cute for this world#my sappy old men#yakuza#like a dragon#ryu ga gotoku#rgg#龍が如く#真島吾朗#桐生一馬#真桐#桐真#goro majima#kazuma kiryu#kiryu kazuma#majima goro#kazumaji#fanart#my art#gazkerber#gazkamurocho#illustration#games#videogames#comic#goromi#ゴロ美
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One thing I wish I'd see more of among Ratio fans is some thought about how he views himself as a teacher.
Like yes, of course he refuses to compromise on the quality and rigor of the education he imparts, and he would find it unforgivably unethical to lower his standards in order to pass more students who had not genuinely learned the material. This is core to his character.
However, as someone who is a teacher IRL, I know the absolutely miserable feeling setting that kind of standard can cause. There's the obvious disheartening sense of disappointment ("Are students these days really not capable of doing the work correctly? Is our future in danger, if this is the highest level of understanding our current generation of students can achieve?"), but even worse than that is the self-doubt.
"Is this somehow my fault? Am I not teaching this material in the right ways for the students to learn? Is there something I could have done differently to get through to these students? Would a better teacher have a higher passing rate?"
We know that Ratio does (or at least did) struggle with feeling inferior to the Genius Society, so I think it is also likely, as much as he absolutely will not budge on his academic standards, that he has doubts about his teaching ability as well.
This is the man who wants to educate the entire world to cure the disease of ignorance, and yet only 3% of his actual students are able to get there. How can someone who gets so few of his direct students to a state of enlightenment hope to enlighten the whole universe? If so few students are successfully learning the material of a given class, doesn't that mean the teacher is doing something wrong?Would a better teacher--would a genius, maybe--not be able to impart their knowledge more efficiently and educate even the most challenging of students?
As someone constantly struggling with that balance between keeping academic standards high while also meeting the needs of today's students, I think the passing rates of his courses must affect Dr. Ratio much more deeply than I've seen fans discuss. I think he would question himself harshly over his class success rates, and I think he must be constantly trying to push himself to become the best teacher he possibly can be.
tl;dr: I hope one day the HSR fandom will stop sleeping on the fact that Ratio is an actual practicing professor who probably has astronomical levels of teacher angst. 😂
#honkai star rail#dr. ratio#not to be#ratiorine#in everything I post but#secretly this is just an excuse to imagine Aventurine throwing Ratio a sympathy party#a “Let's eat our feelings" party because the doctor just got his course evals back#and there are some insults on there that would make his ancestors cry#I can just imagine Aventurine reading out the really obnoxious Rate My Professor reviews#in whiny entitled voices#just to squeak a smile out of a gloomy Ratio#but I also really like the idea of Aventurine helping Ratio become a better teacher!!#because he's sharp and a fast learner#but he doesn't have a background in formal/public education#he's not set in the system's ways#he could suggest some really out-of-the-box ideas to help Ratio get through to more students#and be a great sounding board for Ratio's lesson material#brutally honest feedback lol#“Ratio I am in love with you but I still can't listen to you talk about gravitational time dilation for one minute more”#“You're going to HAVE to make this lecture less dry than my martini.”#look let me just enjoy this teacher fantasy for a sec#lol
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I can’t sleep.
WE ARE | EP15
#we are the series#we are#we are series#qtoey#winnysatang#winny thanawin#satang kittiphop#weareedit#my edits#WHICH STAR IS CUTE???#EXCUSE ME WHILE I GO CRY MY EYES OUT#BC TOEY IS LITERALLY THE CUTEST 🥺🥺🥺#AND Q IS SO WHIPPED MY GOD
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today is june 1st, today is what would've been technoblade's 24th birthday and it feels surreal he's no longer with us.
he touched so many people, changed so many lives, and made an impact on the minecraft youtube community that will never fade. despite everything, he leaves behind an amazing legacy full of accomplishments and kindness and humor, a community known for their generosity, and content people turn to even now for comfort.
and in that way, he's still with us. each one of us carries on his memory and legacy, always to be missed, yes, but always to be loved and treasured for the amazing person he was and the things he did.
i know he's looking down at us, amazed at how far we've come. happy birthday, techno. we love you and we miss you.
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low effort bc i am so dead rn but hope u guys like it
#didnt even have a sketch for this one i just started throwing colors on the canvas lmao#freehanded the plane tho!#no ref needed#now if you excuse me#im gonna go cry and play stardew valley#pete maverick mitchell#top gun#top gun 1986#top gun maverick#top gun fanart#aviiart
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Geto was bested by pure love twice.
Just sayin’...
#excuse me while I go cry#stsg angst#satosugu angst#jjk satosugu#satosugu#stsg#gojo satoru#geto suguru
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#house of the dragon#alicent hightower#rhaenyra targaryen#Agatha all along#I’m just trash at this point#I need to stop shitposting but I can’t#Rhaenyra x Alicent#rhaenicent#excuse me as I go cry in a corner#I am a rhaenicent apologist
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bumbleby is sooooo good. it starts as your usual sunshine/emo duo but grows into so much more. turns out they actually get along flawlessly. turns out yang has abandonment issues and blake always runs away. turns out blake’s ex is the opposite side of the same coin as yang, and blake chooses her anyway, then is proven time and time again how she could never be adam. turns out both their worst fears happen; blake’s newfound world crumbles in her hands, yang is left behind, and they still find their way back to each other. turns out yang needed blake and blake thought she didn’t deserve yang. turns out they’re reincarnations of an ancient love that ended in tragedy, but theirs didn’t. turns out their eyes are the color of the other’s soul. turns out they defeat the monster who almost ruined them not through martyrdom, but by protecting each other. turns out after everything they’ve been through, the hardest thing to do is professing their love out loud. turns out the confident, intimidating yang xiao long is terrified to say it. turns out the once reclusive, self-loathing blake belladonna is absolutely sure and eager to say it. turns out all they’ve ever wanted was to be together.
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Not them facing death, together. Gambit's first and only thought when facing death was to be with Rogue
#excuse me while i cry over how much he loves her#x men#gambit#rogue#remy lebeau#romy#rogue x gambit#x men tas#x men the animated series#xmen#anna marie lebeau#he was gonna kiss her#she was gonna let him#they thought it was the end so were gonna go out arm in arm lips to lips no matter the consequences of rogue's power
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Will I ever recover from Xemnas saying to be human must take incredible strength? No. No I will not.
#xemnas#kingdom hearts#kh#ansem and xemnas send offs had me feeling for very different reasons#saying goodbye to ansem and the journey from innocence to adulthood#xemnas acknowledging being a human is hard but how incredibly strong we are to keep going#excuse me while i lie down and cry
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