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Me: minding my business
J Michael Tatum: being in almost every piece of fiction I've loved
#i just realised this#exactly right now i noticed this#hetalia#black butler#genshin impact#i guess theres no escape feom j michael tatum#at least he wasnt in death note right
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Man of words
#s16 spoilers#iasip#it's always sunny in philadelphia#always sunny#macdennis#analysis#parallels#I didn't exactly know how to name this thread but i had some scattered thoughts on it#dennis is the one mac depends on to define things. he's the man of words. but this situation is very limiting#firstly because mac can't read subtext. and dennis will rarely be open in his words. but he also doesn't know everything.#cant define everything. and by forcing the situation to have dennis speak for both. what actually happens is mac gets silenced#and when mac cant speak. no one besides dennis can ever possibly understand him. and that is very isolating. because den wont be open. cant#but they trust each other. theyre following each other's lead. and they're missing the right words#den defines his own self worth in the relationship by being able to have the right words. mac is the man of action! after all#but if mac learns to speak for himself. if mac doesn't depend on den (chokes). if mac is noticed for his appearance as den becomes insecure#(''what if my shirt falls off?'') what does den have left for mac? but mac will fall for him no matter what.#''make up or not you are the golden god! it's all about what's in here💗''#maybe words arent necessary anymore. dont ask just do. and mac's the man of action... OR IS HE.#mac doesn't really act now does he. they got it backwards. don't they? mac got a lot better with his words in time...#idk lots to think about let me know what u think lolll#threads
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i just keep thinking about harley getting to know the truth about why peter is alone and finding out why people don't remember him and for a moment thinking he's glad he got to meet him after everything went down and immediately feel guilt and shame because its not fair peter went through so much pain and had to leave everyone he knew behind but,,,, just thinking about meeting each other before and getting to know peter and then completely forget him makes his feel sick
#but harley my baby you did#there was another crying teenager at the funeral that knew exactly what you were feeling in that moment#you just don't remember him#i feel like the world could have ended right there and peter wouldn't have notice#theres a blank space since the moment tony died until weeks after the funeral so can u blame him for not remembering harley?#they met in one of the worst days of each other's life#i just can't stop thinking about them realizing they met before and being absolutely devastated on how close they were to losing each other#because yes they met they talked and acknowledge their bond with tony but they were grieving#they talked for a couple of minutes but they didn't keep in contact they didn't become friends just like that#but now they can't possibly think about not being in each other's life#and to think they were close to lose that without even realizing it..#ugh im sad don't pay attention to me#once again i do NOT care about the english language so dont bother i know there might be typos#harley keener#parkner#but platonic parkner works just fine too
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Giant K series #14: you can always count on Jesse 🧡
Okay this episode is a bit different so the text part goes in the beginning! Fair warning that this story is not comedic but very emotional, however with a hopeful conclusion 😊
Change of tone! Today we cry 🤧
#scheduled#giant k series#käärijä#jeskiedes#fanart#my art#FINALLY HERE#been vibrating for over three whole months awaiting the moment I can post this#it is different but still part of the giant k experience#there won't be many more parts like that don't worry#actually the only one i can remember right now also has Jesse as main focus lol#look at me inventing a new kind of jere look. a hybrid jere. jere of the jeres#i can explain#look this comic is heavily metaphoric and it can be interpreted in many ways#and if i could explain clearly what i meant with it i wouldn't have to use a comic form in the first place but i will try to explain anyway#first of all the orange lighting indicates how jesse sees the events. and jesse always sees jere as jere and not as käärijä#it could also be a moment when jere falls out of character for whatever reason#and in a way this could aso be a memory but it's complicated#this jere does not look exactly like any single one of the past jeres#his hair is a clue. notice he has at least three different hairstyles at once. because this is many different jeres at once#the whole sequence of jere's doubt to jesse's reassurance has happened many times and this is many memories remembered at once#jesse was always there and is there again and nothing changed about it. and will always make sure that käärijä can continue with the show#do you get it do you get it
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🗡️ / ☄️
#toh#toh spoilers#the owl house#I CANT EVEN BRING MYSELF TO SAY WORDS BC LIKE. OH MY GODDDDDD THE WAY THE SHOTS PARALLEL SO ALMOST EXACTLY IS MAKINV ME ILL.#the colors are mirrored here . i noticed this right now but look at the colors between these. but. dude. the fact that these r so closely.#god.#I was talking to Cinder about how for so long Hunter and Luz are parallel to Caleb and Philip before this but after we see the BI's Titan -#tell Luz that implying she's as bad as Belos like. Dumb. The scene after doesn't parallel her to Philip it parallels her -#to Caleb's disappointment/fury and its like OHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!#ITS SO . SATISFYING. AND THE. UGHHHHHHHHHHH#passes away.
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...😭
#i've never had a job in my own field that i've liked as much as i've liked my current one#the semester is ending soon and today i heard my contract will not be renewed bc the person i'm substituting will return to work after all#i've been feeling so tired and a bit poorly after the nokia arena show and i probably should have called in sick today#as i was absolutely useless today#and then after my only class today my students came to me with a gift?? 😭#a pink enamel moomin mug and some chocolate and a paper on which they had written nice things about me + a drawing of a dachshund 😭#and i burst to tears right there in front of them because i was so touched (and also because i'm just really really tired and emotional)#i'm so tired about having to apply for new jobs and having to start all over again#i'm so tired of having to do shitty short-notice substitutions again#i feel like i deserve better than that but on the other hand i fee like life's giving me exactly what i deserve and maybe this is it#i'm dreading the summer because idk if i'll have a job to go to in the autumn#and even if i did find something it won't be like the job i have now#also. it's may day eve and the weather's lovely#and i'm hiding in my apartment with the curtains closed so i won't see all the people going out and having fun with their friends#for me may day eve has never been like that. i've always felt so very excluded from those celebrations#on top of that i got yelled at by a bus driver and i'm the worst friend that ever existed#i'm trying to quit on whining about my sad little life but it gets so lonely#please know i'm not writing this for attention or pity. i know y'all have problems of your own and i'm just being a dramatic crybaby
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And twenty years after government officially declared that being trans is not a mental illness, why is trans healthcare still located in NHS mental health trusts instead of in ordinary district general hospitals?
Gender Identity Clinics: Genesis and Unoriginal Sin
#queer stuff#trans stuff#trans rights#trans healthcare#uk trans healthcare#uk#i think this is the best intro-article on this particular history out there#ofc because it's introductory it sacrifices some nuance#(I think my main noticing was related to the description of the time when the institute was running in berlin#as a purely uncomplicatedly positive without going into the politics of the day and the lack of intersectionality)#(but that's the introductory nature of it)#(the point is very correct -- how can it be that something was being built 100 years ago#that was based in consent-based patient-first care and WORKED#and now the healthcare space is a toxic waste that doesn't acknowledge this history at all)#(i mean we know exactly why but it's fucking wild)
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i just rewatched the lovely night scene of la la land and i noticed smth (rant in the tags hehe)
#ok so they fight for a bit in the start of the scene right#but that ends the moment she switches her heels with more comfortable shoes..#i noticed she puts on shoes that exactly match with the ones he’s wearing#and by doing that i’m guessing they wanted to imply how they on the “same boat” now#since after that scene they just have lesser banter and more understanding iykwim??#aah anyways need to sleep lolz bye#. ༉‧₊˚ — hana’s random !
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my unnecessary quest for verisimilitude leading me to say such things as
"dammit theyve got guards at clapham junction station"
#this is not!!! a problem!!!!#me@ me: its not a problem!!!!#but me also: unless. it is.#unless. theyve got guards in all stations and not having a guard would be immediately suspension-of-disbelief-breaking for any englishman#me again: unless!!! they were on their fucking lunch break idk#literally the other night we were watching the last season of the crown and there was clapham junction mentioned#and i went 'oh i was just there on google maps!'#like. normal#anyway looking for exactly the right details to mention and NOT to mention so that it looks real you know?#mention landmarks but only Some so nobody notices that the path through london i have them walk makes No Sense#skip the station but mention some of the landscape on the way and where they get off#question remains tho#whether guards are like. standard#which makes jumping a turnstile a little bit of an issue#i mean not That much of an issue they can get distracted#but like i gotta problemsolve for that now you know?#whatever#it literaly doesnt matter but it matters to me
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I somehow forgot how fun Spider Bites is to draw ♥ (Patreon)
#Doodles#Just Desserts#Villainsona#Spider Bites#She is so fun to draw!! She is so cute!! I love her!!#How did I get her design So Right immediately uhghhgh save some for later past me lol - like for the TVAU! Come on! Lol#Honestly tho I just jkdflsafd I know she's designed exactly to my own tastes by design but her design balance! I love her!#Okay enough gushing for now lol (Never! Her stripes and glasses and four eyes and arms <3 <3)#There are actually Some things that I feel could use improvement lol - her legs being a standout#I wasn't very careful with her joints in some of my early doodles of her - I can't tell if she has two or three joints in her legs#Knee and ankle definitely but it almost looks like there's another joint in some of her early doodles! It's a bit hard to parse#She's very cute no matter what I think the extra joint Can look cool I'm just not sure what to do with it :0#I like her anatomy to be a bit unique but how bend what bend?? I've never tried making a skeletal deconstruction of her design haha#Might be fun :) Weird skull - elbows - legs hehe#I still haven't drawn what her second set of eyes would look like it's a mystery to me as well#Silly stretchy in the middle there lol - stretching is a sign of affection! Haha#And a couple of the Queens since they appeared in one of her previous sets but have Actually been designed now!#Queen Charlotte has had the most noticeable design whatevers - additions and changes lol#She wears her hair in a bun in the EPAU :) It's harder to change her wife's look what with her having short hair to start haha#They're both a bit less smiley tho ouò It's a little more serious ♪#Ending off and another design element that I'm not fully satisfied with around Spider Bites - her wings :P#I do like the idea of them being less stable than either individual Charm but completely disconnected from her body? Hmmm#Dunno dunno. Wanna give it a bit more thought and take another crack at it#She looks pleased tho hehe ♥ Very powerful! Very strong and capable! Self-confident! Love her ♪
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I've seen on the Palia official site that they plan on expanding relationships up to level 5 which has got me very excited for future updates.
On a related note I really like Kenli and Eshe as characters and I hope I can either mend their relationship or at least convince them to get an amicable divorce.
#I didn't like Eshe at first but then she said I did a nice job with my house and now she's my bestie#We're having dari cloves tea under my brand new pergola#I could also talk at length about how much I love Kenli he's such a sweet bumbling fool with more money than brains I love him#I could sneak contraband right under his nose and he wouldn't even notice#In fact he'd offer me help#Which is exactly what happened already lmao King shit#palia#palia mmo
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As much as I’m still dealing with a lot of grief around Diesel’s cancer diagnosis, and there’s the ever-looming uncertainty of when his quality of life will take a turn…
Right now, he’s just acting like a normal old, content cat. If not for the tumour making one of his “cheeks” look double the size of the other, and the drooling and lessened ability to eat hard food that comes with it, you’d almost never notice anything wrong.
I mean, look at him!
#about me#meet Diesel#cancer tw#pet death tw#if not for the tumours growing quickly enough to be noticeably different daily#I’d say he has plenty of time left#but y’know. eventually he won’t be able to eat anything very well or at all#and we can’t know when exactly that’s going to happen#but he’s a happy kitty right now#(I mean he’s getting absolutely spoiled and pampered right now how could he not be? lol)#(that blanket on the bed? heated. don’t worry it’s only ever on for short supervised periods)
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sometimes..so.etimes they change something even after the premiere. sp you appear and watch an entirely new and prolonged monologue. and it's like. FUCK YEAH.
#me showing up at the theatre: be normal be normal be normal be normal be no#me realising they added some things and it adds a lot of characerisation: BE NORMAL BE NORMAL BE NORMAL BE NORMAL BE NORMAL BE NORMAL!!!!!#(misson failed but at least i was Quiet lmao)#the fun thing about seeing this several times tho is that by now ive stopped trying to figure out the plot#bc i Know the plot by now and i can speak along to a decent portion of lines#so now i focus not on what they mean but what exactly they say in any moment#i notice all the small irrelevant lines that still add so much to the characters voices and dynamics#its sooooo fun#and sometimes its also just really funny#'hell do good' 'didnt you just talk to him? the fuck he will. that man cant even pretend to have any self control'#i mean she was RIGHT#my man is out here being such a miserable little fuck being dramatic about his problems#if he could get a grip on himself for like five minutes everyone could have lived! idiot <3#AND THE OTHER GUY#if you had just KEPT AWAY instead of Walking Up To Your Murderer and distracred them for like. a few minutes longer IT WOULD ZAVE WORKED#like yeah youd still be dead BUT THAT WAS THE POINT WASNT IT#LIKE THIS YOU JUST DIED FOE NOTHING#YOUE BUDDY DIES TOO BC YOU GOT YOURSELF MURDERED TOO SOON. idiot#ill be honest. if they had kissed (and if youd seen rhe way they LOOK at each other) things might have actually gone well#im convinced of this#i have Textual Evidence#anyway. i should read the og play and find out if its the play or just the actors#like do the characters actually constantly refer to each other as 'my [name/title]' or did the theatre make it even gayer themselves#ik the actors are doing it on purpose anyway. that is Not coincidence#a biscuit's rambles
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Jaya time
I love these moments of nearly cosmic horror when they encounter inexplicable things (at first) they are so intriguing
Is strawhat here?! *Megan thee stallion saying AAH 😜*
This cover just goes hard... Get it chopper
#usopp and luffy wanting to go to skypiea and nami only gets it going when luffy says she won't do it cause she can't... now it's personal#robin getting nami an eternal pose..... yeah exactly#luffy eating takoyaki immediately after he finds an octopus... sanjis speed is no joke#THE FUCKING GUY SHOOTING THE SEAGULL IS THE ONE IN BLACKBEARDS CREW!!!! DAMN#dying swiftly or not is result of your actions??? i guess man whatever#FUCKING BURGESS TOO!!! and the fucking transing your gender virus maker.... here luffy doesnt explode!!!#teach and luffy having complete opposite opinions on everything.... having bad vibes immediately.... incredible its like luffy knew#luffy doesnt fight bellamy bc he isnt worth the fight sinply bc they have different ideals... yeah.. also emerald city when#the pirates that do it for the money and the pirates that do it for their dreams... which is weird bc luffys foil (?) is blackbeard#also a d also a pirate with dreams (the same one even?) but they go about it in two different ways still.... compelling#why dies luffy think about shanks and ace when he hears teach outside the bar i an going insane... why does luffy just stare at him#WHAT ARE YOU THINKING LUFFY!! DOES HE SEE HIM AND SEE COMPETITION??? THATS WHY SHANKS AND ACE TELLING HIM TO BE A GOOD PIRATE??#how do they know about the them. why do they not tell anyone. to this day they havent said A WORD#noland was also from 400 years ago.... we got joyboy noland and toki#also are the next cover stories about ace.... please......... i need to see him#el señor de la noche moment (luffy fighting bellamy) draws near... i am so excited#i love ace being a hobo and just jumping on whatever boat he can find to eat and sleep and nobody refuses bc he's with whitebeard ajdjajkqw#ALSO I MISSED YOU KING!!!! COME BACK TO MEEEE#gorusei kuma and doffy first appearance omg... hello everyone#'if we let redhair act more than its sufficient it could be problematic' does this mean they can control him? shanks sus evidence n.1#'redhair is not one to change the world on his own' is he waiting for luffy??? is that it?? is shanks rogers successor to aid joyboy???#he told something to shanks before dying about laughtale and left that work for him so thats why he went after the one piece right after#joyboy manifested in luffy. thats why he refused so outright to buggy when he proposed to sail together to find it... maybe shanks not evil#lafitte was a cop and is the one to propose blackbeard as shichibukai? for some reason even if he hasnt done anything yet ✍️#whitebeard appearance... loving this in between arc issues even if they are not in between arcs... in between islands arc i guess#see??? why does benn beckman care about what the gov thinks... why would they give af and why would they even think about it#fucking blackbeard was after luffy..... but he 'settled' for ace i am going to be sick#blackbeard should have died when the knock up stream destroyed his ship what happened there....#also i didnt notice cricket smoking so much and trembling akdhsksjk he is hoping he didnt send luffy to die#reading one piece
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At the root of my problems.
#sif personal#obviously just watched the movie so spoilers#after a failed ADHD test because the numbers were too crazy i was suggested treatment for anxiety#which i assumed wasn't the case. definitely depression and a few other medical things#I'm so good at making appointments and public speaking even if don't do it right so i obviously don't right#but the last couple weeks after the test I'm noticing when exactly my clenching gets worse instead of always there#and slowly putting a name to a feeling#and then THIS little shit in the movie#says literally everything i have thought forever#especially the reassurance that this is to help and protect me. the planning.#like i have a memory of me literally convincing my therapist it provides me comfort#even the core belief things is hecking anxiety#all attempts to help myself are like 'fear you need to slow your roll and follow this 20 step plan or you'll kill us all'#rather than consider anxiety#I'm feeling shitty? blame is on depression#I'm feeling good? it's because I'm doing so well everything is paying off! FOR NOW-#i know it can't all be broken down from this this movie but literally word for word damn#headcanon is that every suppressed anxiety attack is just another tightened muscle that never goes away#already my brain is like how can i stop having anxiety ever again otherwise i have failed?
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im upset asf and idrk how to deal with it 🥲 idk how people refuse to see the genocide and when it’s my own mother it really just hurts my soul even more bc we literally cannot talk about it bc it just turns into an argument. It’s so defeating but she’s gonna see. she’s gonna fuckin realize it and I wish she would just realize it right fucking now and WAKE UP.
so my aunt is from Iran, she married my uncle but even before they were married this woman was always my aunt I love her sm. We all do, don’t worry this isn’t like about her really, this is just details to make things make sense. my aunts mom *who I also love so much, I get to see her in a couple months I’m excited* was planning on going to Iran bc she’s trying to sell her property so she can officially move to America I think. Well… omfg. so my mom brings it up, which I wasn’t surprised bc when I saw about how Iran is speaking of bombing Iran and then Biden was like “don’t you bomb the genociders rn or else” like we’re not fucking next on the gd list for being apart of this genocide, but anyways so I heard about that and I was worried about my aunts mom cause I knew she was trying to go back home. my moms basically agreeing with Joe Biden and I can’t anymore. I cannot even listen to her for a second bc it makes me wanna bawl my eyes out. then I tried to say how I felt and she’s just lookin at me like I’m some fucking dumbass and I just can’t deal with it.
#she thinks she’s so smart#and that she knows so much more than me bc she’s older than me#if she hasn’t noticed the pattern of her disagreeing with me and then realizing I’m RIGHT#when things get WORSE#it’s fucking upsetting#the one time I desperately need her to hear me and believe me right here right now#she won’t do it#she won’t fucking listen and it makes me resent her lowkey#I wanted to literally just leave forever#but that’s obviously irrational so I didn’t#but holy fuck#im sick#what a fucking gd sheeple#she doesn’t think she is but rn that’s exactly wtf she sounds like#a f’d sheeple who just believes the people who are lying and bsing us#I hate it
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