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making up for the fact that i didnt color like i wanted to the other day, by still not really coloring but drawing more. 🖤🦜
#brambleramble#desperately doodled until things i was okay with came out#because art block is real#everything block tbh#ive been wanting to write soooo bad recently#but i cant get myself to#somethin in me wants to ask for prompts but im still so shy about my writing#will i ever not be shy#should i just push myself outta my comfort zone... i dont knows.#anyway.#you know when i draw calamea that i wanna draw hair
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assorted wips again
1. anchan space buns!!
2. emo arisato twins + ryomina and akiham
3. mzen x p3
4. suzalulu sketch dump
5. suzalulu + souyo (eng voice actor joke)
#cat’s art#prsk#an shiraishi#vbs#project sekai#persona 3#ryomina#akiham#kotone shiomi#makoto yuki#akihiko sanada#ryoji mochizuki#code geass#lelouch lamperouge#lelouch vi britannia#suzaku kururugi#suzalulu#souyo#persona 4#hmm i might delete some tags later. too many#apologies i have been on a big code geass kick. i love lelouch#but since there’s like 3 people left that like code geass i feel kinda shy#i kinda wanna just dump any of my future code geass stuff in a separate sideblog tbh#but then idk if it matters that much? is this my everything art blog or most things art blog#anyways. it’s not art block these days just mental ones :/ trying to get over the less-than-kind things i’ve been telling myself#whatever. please enjoy the sketches until i have better to offer
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I must always draw them silly and cute together 💘🫶
based off of that one petermj panel + also bonus unmasked Pete version under the cut :)
#my art#insomniac spider man#spider man ps4#spider man 2 ps5#peter parker#mj watson#mary jane watson#petermj#(EXPLODES)#they love each other so much omg i love them#art block is still beating me up so im so inconsistent w everything atm shdjfjdg#i cant wait to see them in the next game im coping by drawing cute stuff tho bc of all the sadness and angst that's gonna happen#insom peter and mj forever my beloveds#not really feeling the unmasked vers tbh but i already drew it so i included it anyways ill draw pete beter fr next time lmao
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Without fail, every time I post a positive post about it being okay to have feelings (anger, sadness, etc), someone always has to comment “yeah but it doesn’t give you the right to treat people poorly because of them.”
No one said it did. And I understand the sentiment but it just rubs me wrong for some reason and I’m not sure why.
I think that even with good intentions, it just rubs me wrong because I’m a BPD blog so maybe it feels like someone is making an assumption even if they’re not intending to?
I don’t know. I don’t want to add a disclaimer to every one of my posts and I’d like to just post positivity without the negativity added because it’s exhausting to read.
Also don’t get me wrong. People have a right to express opinions. I’m just needing to vent because I’m having feelings about it.
#April vents#you can block that tag btw#I know I wouldn’t normally be upset by this#but I think I’m starting to enter a depressive episode#and everything is so heightened and brutal#also please don’t send me asks telling me to take a break from tumblr#me venting on here doesn’t mean tumblr is bad for me#venting is me coping#overall tumblr is good for me#and I always get a bunch of asks telling me to take a break#and that’s the opposite of what I need tbh#I just need to express my feelings
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heartbreaking! one of your favorite artists makes fun of y/n fics!
#never not a whiplash 😀#like i get they're not for everyone ofc but it often feels like reader inserts are such an easy target and it's tiring tbh#treated as something that often doesn't get taken serious in fandom spaces#which you can argue how serious fandom should be to begin with but making fun of someones creation is such a big no for me#just really shows that you're a shitty person imo LOL#there's a difference between bitching to your friends in private (valid thing to do) and doing it in public#with the intention of kicking someone down for something YOU don't like. something YOU can just close the tab on. skill issue#like why don't you indulge in a little maladaptive daydreaming and enjoy the whimsy of the world instead of spreading negativity#this and some of the most lifechanging fics i've ever read were reader inserts#idk. reader inserts ily. you can pry them from my cold dead hands#don't wanna go on a full on rant in the tags i guess i'm just really sad over getting disappointed by someone i admired#gonna hit that block button and show some love to my fav writers instead <3#if you're a y/n writer reading this please know that i love you and everything you do. write your heart out get your freak on just live ok#-`♡´- tulip mail
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some old ass subject delta doodles. ive changed his face a bit since ive drawn these, but i figured id finally release these into the wild anyway
and teeny fambily
#bioshock 2#subject delta#johnny topside#the face mask thing was meant to be like.#so he cant turn his head while the helmet is on#and i was thinking about what delta's got under his suit#and i figured that the early models (like himself) would have a layer of padding underneath#the straps on his limbs/hands/fingers are like. anchor points for his suit to latch onto#so things dont slide around in battle or while welding#and then i put him in inconspicuous civilian clothing#nobody will suspect a thing#7 ft tall man and his hoard of daughters dressed in a trench coat only speaks whale#most normal guy on the block everything's fine#the guy next to trench coat delta is there for scale. but im not sure what i was scaling tbh#the faces are the old designs#ill get around to sharing the newer ones eventually
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please feel free to send me amangela prompts!! i'm going through a little bit of writer's block and would love to write a few little things to get me going again <3
#tbh it's less writer's block and more i'm on a hiatus because i hate everything i've written and my creativity has left the scene#anyways smoshblr. pls. i beg#particularly amangela nation#amangela#smosh rpf#personal
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can i just be totally honest for just a sec. this past year hasnt been my favorite. it hurt a Lot and i really didnt think id be as happy as i am when the end of the year came around. it was not the best year by far for me. kinda nothing has been Great since i was like 12 honestly. But also i've learned a Lot about myself this year. I've healed, hurt, loved, laughed, everything in between, and will continue to do all that because thats life and im living (!!!!). I'm about to have a birthday that i didnt even think i was going to get to see like 4 years ago so. yeah. happy new year everyone and im really really happy im here <3 thank you all
#camera talks#sorry for getting real for a second LMAO#umhmhm#happy new year <3#im really really glad yall are around and im around#ive had a Lot of struggles this year#(from what i can remember. tbh ive blocked out So So much pain i know im forgetting stuff)#its been bad but i know its been worse. sorta. tbh this hasnt been a good year thinking about it but i dont want to think about it rn so#But i know i didnt think id reach the end of the year like this#im very happy ive gotten here. im so happy ive accomplished everything ive accomplished#and im almost okay with what im going into next year.#its scary but ive got people and support and i can make it through#i feel more loved and safe#and i hope it'll mostly just go up for me in a lot of aspects from here#okay. thx for reading if you read all the way through this :)#i love you guys <33#thank you to the mutuals and followers who have been here since my early days and who have recently showed up#you're all amazing and i wish you nothing but the best <3
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After some consideration my blog is going to be transitioning to private / mutuals only. I’ll probably be considerably more picky with who I write with and it will only be things I enjoy. I don’t want to come off as an asshole but I don’t have the time or energy for anything but stuff I genuinely am interested in or enjoy.
That being said, if something doesn’t work out I’m always open to trying something else! I’ll still be open to plotting and new threads but only interested in continuing those things if they’re interesting or unique to me. I’m not really a big fan of casual threads that don’t go anywhere – if that makes any sense! :)
If anyone has questions, concerns or needs clarification feel free to dm me. ✨ Soon I’ll update my rules with a more coherent version of this. For the most part, the people I usually and consistently write with are likely to be unaffected as we already have a repertoire and I clearly enjoy the interactions. For anyone else I’m more than happy to try to find something we can both enjoy and work with! (Probably just requiring more plotting than winging it so I know what direction we’re headed and stuff!)
#&. ooc.#&. psa.#( tbh I just don’t have time for like one time things anymore h#( or writing that doesn’t have a distinct direction )#( or plots I’m not fully convinced I enjoy )#( that being said I’m sorry in advance if this comes off the wrong way )#( and I have a bunch of new ppl here I’d love to write with )#( I just wanna make sure I 100% enjoy everything I’m putting out )#( so my time being used is optimized for my own pleasure yk??? )#( 🫶🏻 it’s mostly directed at the super casual one time interactions & such )#( if anyone needs to break mutuals for this can yall hard block me pls 💀 so i don’t accidentally approach )
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much love to the (multiple) mutuals i’ve seen agony posting on this fine new year’s day my heart is with you all in spirit 🎉🎉 the pain is incredible but this too will change
#i think i got through all my own angst after having a full on melt down spiraling panic attack and hiding in my room for approximately#92% of christmas day 👍#sucked ass btw. do not recommend#i hate this time of year and all these (northern hemisphere) winter holidays in particular#because it always feels like there’s So Many expectations to Be Happy!! Love Your Family!!! Become A Fresh New You!!!!!#which ime never fucking works. sorry for being a bitch but the harder you push me to get into#The Christmas Spirit the grouchier and more depressed i get#you don’t have to change everything Right Now. you don’t have to fix yourself by the end of january#you have a lifetime to figure that shit out and it’s your goddamn right to spend that time on your own goddamn terms#i appreciate all of you 🫶#and i like having you around#sigh. 1 am somewhat incoherency pardon if i’m making little sense#i think i’m just over trying to find the One True Solution that will fix me and make me a perfect new person#that never has any conflict with anyone and never does embarrassing shit i’m ashamed of or fucks up by not being an#omniscient emotionless robot#i’ll hold onto the smaller goals if only because ‘it’s good to have things to look forward to’#etc. etc.#but. that’s it and only barely#really i just hope my birthday isn’t as utterly dogshit as last year but :]#we’ll fucking see#i should probably just block every tag i can think of related to american politics that day tbh#sigh. horrors of a january 20th birthday#anywho.#there’s my new years rant happy 2025 or whatever let’s see how long it takes me to remember to write the new date#storm tag#broadcasts from the astronaut
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SCREAMING HOLY MOLY HOLY SHIT OMG OMG OMG IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS DAY SINCE 4EVER OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!! IEGQJAVDISBWOSIA RPBWISHDDJ JUMPING 4 JOY MY POOKIES ARE IN THE SAME GAME THIS IS NOT A DRILL HELLO HELLO
#a seal can dream#been back from my exams for a while but everything's been stressing me out tbh#also got fixated on lots of weird other fandoms like dbd heheheh#but ahhhhh 2025 can't come soon enough#art block plsss go away I wanna draw my blorbos#the lich dbd is how I think human burntrap should look like fr fr
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pls i need to provide updates
#basically yesterday night was chaharshanbe suri . which is a solar new yr tradition where we let go of the past suffering in our year#and like...start the new yr w fresh vigour . anyway so my friend was at the event and we were abt to leap over the fire#and she was like bro im im glad u blocked her (situationship) etc etc . and then. my phone started vibrating. and i look at it. and my f#friend looks at it. and its her. and were both like what the fuck?? i blocked her things r Over and anyway so i pick up the phone and shesl#acting like nothing happened (bc nothing DID happen for her) and she was like ohh ur doing chaharshanbe suri im not doing anything etc what#are ur new yr plans so i jusr .IDK WHY I DID THIS . but ig i didnt wanna come off as like lonely i said probably hanging out w family and#friends maybe reading poetry together . et cetera and she was like wait that sounds so fun why didnt u invite me!#LIKE WDYM YOUVE BEEN CONSISTENTLY MAKING IT CLEAR U DONT WANT TO BE IN MY PRESENCE . and i told her that after#everything i thought she didnt want to see me again and she was like you always think that 😐 . like. ?? ok anyway so she expects me to#invite her . and like. there is an above 0% but sub-5% chance she will actually show up . but the panic that gripped me#i started making calls to my friends asking them if they can come on the 23rd bc there must be an event and also i asked my mother#and she said actually yeah i am doing a thing on the 23rd :D it involves over 16 ppl (we live in a v small flat) of which like...7 are kids#so you wont have space to be in ur own room let alone invite others. which tbh like ...being around a bunch of loud kids doesnt seem fun fo#any of my friends or me etc so i thought maybe i should arrange things so that we all go out together and if she shows up she shows up 🤷♀️#but . im so. WHY DID I SAY THAT . i had to panic-call my research partner and ask him to get from oxf to where i live on the 23rd#and when he heard the explanation he like. the light in his voice disappeared 💀 but he potentially agreed so idk#THE ISSUE IS. 23rd im supposed to also have . a date#w this girl that i had a huge crush on when i was 15-16 (posted abt this b4 but id get shitty black coffee in the mornings just to spend a#few more minuted w her each day and she was the cleverest girl in school and she cared abt nothing but her academics but now shes very gay#scraggly homosexual etc etc shes cute) and YEAH IDK#like id have to go there on the date come back fast meet ppl POTENTIALLY (again under 5%) meet situationship girl#like is that even doable#but the thing is it would be so so so funny bc all of my friends dislike her sooo much#.........what if i invited the girl im supposed to have a date w over to hang out w us#god that would be so hilarious and chaotic . i wont do it tho im a mature person x#but it would be soooo funny#I HAVE AN ASSIGNMENT DUE TMRW 12:30PM IT IS 10:49PM RN I HAVENT STARTED IT bc i was rotting sadly in bed#popped a ritalin pill tho so here we go x#i have found myself in a state of such sheer agony and rage and sorrow and grief over this girl that atp i feel like#its just so entertaining . like i feel vaguely over it? ik nothing will come of it so its like just . have fun . vibe
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Ask me anything
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idk if any of yall remember this project i posted abt it a while ago but im building a monochrome minecraft city and this is the latest addition
#it is EXACTLY one block taller than both wtc (pre 2001)#I had to do it#because the irony of an arab building style being taller than the symbol of america and the west is so funny to me#i say arab style its literally just the ziggurat type structure and to some extent the shape of the arches#this is a heavily modified version of one painting i saw a while ago of the tower of babel#because i had really liked what happened to the stairs so i took that and made it my own#and tbh? this is one kf the best towers in the entire citt#it may not be the tallest but i love it#it takes up two whole blocks the road had to go through the base#i also pushed the limits of worldedit cus i wanted to raise everything above the first platform up because i hadnt built it right#which was allegedly 6000+ blocks#minecraft#city#ziggurat#its 61 by 61 blocks at the base too#wouldve done 64 by 64 but 2 block centers are my enemy#tho i did just realise theres no main leading ramp like in the ziggurat of ur that was supposed to be in the building plans#guess i forgot
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I love writing Lifeweaver fanfic because biolight literally makes no sense at all
#like hard light itself was already a stretch. now it's somehow come alive#Symmetra in my fic: but how can particles of light somehow cross the threshold into becoming organic matter? i simply cant understand it#me writing the fic: bitch me too the fuck#this is why I love Overwatch tbh tho like every new hero just makes the world lore increasingly insane#WHO WOULD WIN?!: everything humanity knows about the building blocks of life and what it means for something to be considered alive#VS#one flower hippie with ADHD
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