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I just realized there are many new people in the fandom who weren't here when I made my Which KotLC Character Do You Remind Me Of? uquiz! (15 questions, but 14 possible results so there are multiple options for everything. you have a bit of reading ahead of you, but it's still quick!)
I spent a lot of time and thought on it and people are taking it to this day--though I have no clue how they find it. It would be very cool of you to check it out if you wanted to :)
#kotlc#kotlc uquiz#haven't used that tag in a hot minute#every so often I share it again#also. i'm DEVASTATED#i went to check it because i was reminded of it#and it's at 667 quiz takers#i was one taker too late for the cool satan number!#look at me being serious and genuine. I was gonna make a joke to not be vulnerable about a thing I put time and effort into.#but look me. I'm not doing that#ough#but anyway! i made a uquiz several months ago! you should take it!#and if you've taken it before you should take it again!#since there's all the shannon quizzes I thought now would also be a fun time to share it
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walter white from breaking bad
Walter Hartwell White (Breaking Bad) is an Anime Girl!
#my name is walter hartwell white. i live at 308 negra arroyo lane albuquerque new mexico 87104. this is my confession. if youre watching thi#s tape im probably dead. murdered by my brother in law hank schrader. hank has been building a meth empire for over a year and using me as#is chemist. shortly after my 50th birthday hank came to me with a rather shocking proposition. he asked that i use my chemistry knowledge t#cook methamphetamine which he would then sell using his connections in the drug world. connections that he made through his career with the#DEA. i was... astounded. i always thought that hank was a very moral man and i was thrown. confused. but i was also particularily vulner#able at the time. something he knew and took advantage of. i was reeling from a cancer diagnosis that was poised to bankrupt my family. han#took me on a ride along and showed me just how much money even a small meth operation could make. and i was weak. i didnt want my family to#go into financial ruin so i agreed. every day i think back at that moment with regret. i quickly realized that i was in way over my head an#hank had a partner. a man named gustavo fring. a business man. hank essentially sold me into servitude to this man and when i tried to quit#fring threatened my family. i didnt know where to turn. eventually hank and fring had a falling out. from what i can gather hank was always#pushing for a greater share of the business to which fring flatly refused to give him and things escalated. fring was able to arrange uh i#uess you could call it a hit. on my brother in law. and failed but hank was seriously injured. and i ended up paying his medical bills whic#amounted to a little over 177000. upon recovery hank was bent on revenge working with a man named hector salamanca. he plotted to kill frin#and did so. in fact the bomb that he used was built by me and he gave me no option in it. i have often contemplated suicide but i am a cowa#d. i wanted to go to the police but i was frightened. hank had risen in the ranks to become head of the DEA and about that time to keep me#n line he took my children. for 3 months he kept them.my wife who up until that point had no idea of my criminal activities was horrified t#learn what i had done. why hank had taken our children. we were scared. i was in hell i hated myself for what i had brought upon my family.#recently i tried once again to quit to end this nightmare and in response he gave me this. i cant take this anymore. i live in fear every#ay that hank will kill me or worse hurt my family. i... all i could think to do was make this video in hope that the world will finally see#this man for what he really is.#breaking bad#walter white#your fave is an anime girl#your fave is#hall of fame
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oh the dread, oh the worry! you love your sister so much and you need to know shes okay. you trust her but you cant trust the world, and more than anything else you cant trust yourself
#jrwi riptide#jrwi fanart#jrwi riptide spoilers#jrwi show#gillion tidestrider#edyn tidestrider#RAHHH IVE HAD THIS ROTTIN IN DRAFTS FOR A BIT but im finally here n ready to POST!!!!#SO THE LIL GILLION AND EDYN ARC HUH??#gillion as a character makes me so emotional. he means so well yet sucks so bad in every way he wish he didnt#HE CARES SOO MUCH ABOUT HIS SISTER. MAN HAS NEVER CRIED EXCEPT FOR THE DAY HE SAW HER AGAIN#HE WAS SOOO HAPPY TO SEE HER AND FIND OUT SHES OKAY. I ALSO REMEMBER SCREAAAAMIN WHEN SHE FIRST APPEARED#I HAD BEEN THINKIN ABOUT EDYN FOR SO LONG... ohhh older sisters where u at... u understand... only us older sisters get it#andNOW WHERE IS SHE..? WHERE IS SHE NOW.... working with the navy to 'undo' what the undersea has done to her precious baby brother#OKAY ENOUGH EMOTIONS TIME FOR ME TO TALK ABT MY ART#REAAALLY THIS IS ONE OF MY BEST DOODLE PAGES SO FAR. IM SO PROUDA THE COLORS N THE SCENES AND THE EMOTIONS#the lil scene with edyn comforting gillion after 'a day of alot of failure. that was the first we ever saw of edyn right? i love my colors#A MIRROR! edyn painted in red when shes often blue. framed by rock and coral and memory sharing bracelets and fire.#A MEMORY! a recent event! finding her at the bar and meeting her at a tavern. its cathartic to hear your older sister tell you its okay#even more cathartic to have her remind you that you are not your tragedies. you were just a kid. you didnt deserve what happened.#you really missed having her here#OH BUT THE NEXT. A NOTE LEFT BEHIND. NOTHING ELSE. i love you a million gillion#BUT THATS NOT A REASSURANCE IS IT? its a trust fall. emphasis on the fall. emphasis on the needle in your chest as wind rushes past#you anticipate the ground but you wish you could anticipate her arms. you wish you could trust. you need to trust. so why cant you?#instead you lash out. again. just like last time. just like always. you were never good at controlling your emotions#all you do in the end is break stuff. none of them can trust you. thats why she cant tell you. thats why he didnt tell you. noone trusts yo#chips got way too many damn belts btw. put some o those back boy u do NOT need all that mess jingling around ur gay hips. you FRUIT!!!!!!!!#I liked the scene with jay n chip dragging gillion around. its a comical scene ofc and i LOVE that balance here. but that sadness remains.#they care about gillion so much..... auuwuuuu.....#OKAY FINAL THOUGHTS. I RLY LIKE DRAWING DIFFERENT TEARS FOR DIFFERENT TYPES OF CRYING#when the tears well up so big from uncontainable joy that you cant even see
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a frequent visitor
#boku no hero academia fanart#Yabureme Aizawa AU#nomu aizawa#shouta aizawa#principal nezu#this is a response to an anon but it had a second prompt so I didn't want to answer it and then forget about the second one#but ya Nezu is one of the faculty that comes by super often when Yabureme is in Tartarus#there's always been a powerful mutual trust between these two before he was taken and Nezu only wants to help#the first time Yabureme is in Tartarus he is completely unresponsive but Nezu visits him every few days anyway in an effort to get#a response out of him. it doesn't work#but during his second stint in Tartarus he's more lucid and Nezu becomes a huge comfort as Aizawa is rediscovering himself#he's the reason Aizawa eventually relents and agrees to see his class again. he is totally resistant to the idea bc he knows he hurt them#MULTIPLE times. plus he was barely their teacher so he shouldn't be that big of a deal to them right? they knew him for like a week#when Yabuzawa is his own free agent again Nezu helps him bear the weight of his trauma and they bond over shared experiences as experiments#canon Nezu and Aizawa are cute and funny and wholesome bc of the whole cuddle-in-the-scarf thing but it's way deeper than that#Nezu is one of the only ones that Aizawa knew respected him for his abilities as a teacher vs just his useful quirk. Nezu gave him his job#and believed in him so much that he let him do whatever he wanted in pursuit of teaching students who would live longer#and less foolishly. Nezu/Aizawa are friends and value each other a great deal thanks xoxoxo
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#cat creech#cat creech is my vent tag i think. block it if you don’t want my venting#venting in these tags pls ignore this post if you don’t want to read vent#I feel like I don’t care about stories enough. I don’t read books watch movies or shows#the games I play I’ve already played before or have no story at all. I feel childish and trapped in familiarity#if I could slightly different versions of the same story over and over again I’d be happy. I don’t need stories at all it seems.#I even avoid it often. would opt for comedy or something baseless over a story.#and I wouldn’t be upset over this if I didn’t major in animation#I don’t want to be a director I don’t want to be a writer I don’t want to be in charge of story#but this stupid fucking school makes you do every part of the pipeline. I don’t read or watch anything so unsurprisingly my story is boring#my story for my thesis I mean. it’s uninspiring I’m not proud of it. and it’s changed so much from where it was in the beginning#it doesn’t even feel like mine anymore. I don’t like it and it’s not mine. I don’t want anything to do with it#and I think I realized that being a storyteller means having lessons to tell people or experiences to share#I don’t have either of those things. my life is uninteresting and I don’t learn from my mistakes. my mistakes themselves are boring#all my issues are boring and privileged. no one needs a story or lesson from me. what the fuck can I say that hasn’t been said#and even if I did have a story to tell I don’t want to? I don’t care to teach people or share my experience. that’s never been what art-#-was about for me. art is a selfish escape for me. nothing more. nothing artsy feely or intellectual. ‘why do you draw’ idk it’s fun#I remember old classes where people answered why theyre artists. everyone had interesting answers and here i was-#- I said because it’s fun. like a fucking childish moron. never should have pursued art as a job. you have to want to be an artist to make-#a living from it. I don’t want to be an artist. I just am one as a byproduct of drawing. not the same thing.#I don’t even want to fucking animate anymore. I don’t know what the fuck happened to me but I hate it I hate it so much#I miss when making art wasn’t a task or a job or homework. I really fucking do#I’m tearing up#anyway#weasel speaks#vent
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Leo: *keeps sacrificing himself and getting hurt*
His family: YOU'RE HURT!!!!!
Leo, seeing they're safe: Tis but a scratch! :)
(I cannot stop thinking of Leo brushing off his injuries like the black knight from Monty Python and the holy grail. He'd do anything for them and anything to assure them that all is fine even though that is not the case. He'll keep doing it, though. Mikey may be many doctors, but Leo is Dr. Hope.)
[ cw: injury mention / self sacrifice mention / ]
I keep missing asks I am so sorry 😭😭
YEAH I imagine Leo as like
The type who is super dramatic over the smallest of injuries, but if he’s actually hurt, it’s all “well what can you do lol” especially after the invasion because he’s already known much worse and barely even made a sound during that.
#non au ask#injury mention /#self sacrifice /#hot take I’m gonna throw into the wind here#but I think each and every iteration of Leo actively tries to be the person they think best fits their team#they each share a pool of traits but lean into different ones more depending on what their respective team needs#most often copying what their idol does as a childish assumption that that’s the best way to go about things#and I love it#so here’s rise leo who portrays the levity and confidence of lou jitsu that he only halfway believes but desperately holds onto#until it crashes down#and so he gets a new idol#his future self - who sacrificed himself to save the past#karai as well#someone he couldn’t save but saved everyone through the loss of her own life#and Leo follows these footsteps eagerly#and it’s only a matter of time before this trait as well is leaned on too hard#and everything burns again#whoops too many tags lol :)#SIDE NOTE BUT TO ADD ON TO THAT DR HOPE STATEMENT#I actually think it’s really cute that Mikey and Leo are the Optimists of the bros#epitome of ‘let’s just vibe’
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> Someone remind me to elaborate on how I want to characterize Kirby later
:) ? I'm curious now
Like I said on the post that prompted this, he's a nice silly boy who's also the strongest being in the known universe. He's pretty emotionally mature for his age and always wants to help people out. Kirby radiates positivity to everyone around him. He's the kind of person that makes a really great friend.
He loves simple pleasurable things, like eating and sleeping and playing. When he's not saving the world, he's out somewhere enjoying himself, probably with a buddy.
His life isn't perfect. He's unsure of himself and doubts if he deserves everything he's got. He feels guilty for not always being able to save everyone, regardless if that's even possible. He loses his patience sometimes, most often with people like Marx or Magolor who like to push his buttons. He struggles with identifying and dealing with his feelings, especially negative ones.
When he feels bad, though, his friends have his back. They care about him a lot, especially his closest friends like Bandana Waddle Dee and Gooey.
#kirby series#kirby#hope this is coherent#i really appreciate it when people (*cough* like kaissauce) really flesh out his personality and give him problems to worry about#so often i see him characterized as like. this stupid baby who has to be taken care of by our REAL protagonists: MK and DDD#stop sidelining the main character. do something interesting with him. learn to write children well. im begging.#every character deserves to be complicated and three dimensional. im sick of characters like kirby and gooey being reduced to-#-one dimensional babies in favor of focusing on like shipping or whatever.#ok done ranting in the tags of this two week old ask.#sorry again for the late reply. gotta wait until i'm motivated to write and feeling confident enough to share to answer these.
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Rehab was pretty hit or miss - I met some great people, but the program was very 12 Steps oriented, and I'm more convinced than ever that the 12 Steps is a cult that leads its members to an early death. On the other hand, changing my medication totally killed my desire to drink as did the conviction that I do not want anything to do with the world of recovery
#for some people recovery is their whole life#everyone there had been to every single rehab in the area and even to that one multiple times#and they keep relapsing worse and worse every time and then the program blames and shames them and tells them they're just doing it wrong#and eventually they die. every day they'd tell us one or more former clients just died#groups were too often full of scientific misinformation and led by people who don't know what they're talking about#and I didn't realize this but the format of a 12 step meeting is you say a bunch of prayers someone shares their story there's comment time#and then more prayers#and while I enjoy hearing the stories it's like this could have been a reddit post#but I watched The Big Lebowski for the first time and I read a really good French book called The Elegance of the Hedgehog#I might try a Refuge Recovery meeting. that's a Buddhist program that I think is similar to Dharma Recovery#also I got re-addicted to cigarettes bc smoking is the primary social activity in any rehab. so now I have to quit again#also I think Jeff Bridges looks like Arthur Morgan
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i sew entirely by hand and i recognize that this is innefficant in that what takes me 2 days could take me like 25 minutes and that my stitches are sloppier this way but i also refuse to submit to the machine yet purely on the grounds of needing a hobby that will consume large chunks of my time so that i dont get bored enough to accidently fall into a dark place. like playing league of legends
#the not joke answer actually is that#suffer from maladaptive daydreaming so a lot of my internal time is consumed in fantasy so i need something to do to make sure#i dont just sit in a catatonic state and dream all day. instead i sew and dream all day#this isnt some little stuff either i daydream so often that theres periods of time every day i dont recall because i wasnt present#to experience them i was busy in my head#once again this is a problem of my bipolar and it is a sensitive topic i am sharing with you all so you have to be nice 2 me
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okay so hear me out
#I've been very busy recently#I'm incredibly behind on smosh vids#So I haven't been on smoshblr cause of that#But also im avoiding any talk of cinderella's castle cause I haven't been able to watch it yet#But I HAD to share#I actually think the shayne clip reminds me more of a time when Cathy made Abby jump like that but I can't remember where to find that so..#me coming back every so often just to compare two things over and over again#smosh#smoshblr#shayne topp#dance moms#abby lee miller#also shayne is so me for that I do that joke all the time
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I will also say I’m a little sad because it does feel like the fandom as a whole has forgotten about me being a writer. Like I know I haven’t been able to publish anything for a long time. But my existing works are there and I really love them and yet no one’s looking at them. There’s like lists going around with “the best clone writers” and I’m never on them. And it hurts because people used to care and now they don’t.
That whole thing about fandoms just eating up creators and their works and then never touching or engaging with them in a meaningful way again really hurts.
#I know I’ve been unable to do anything for like more than a year#but like I was struggling and I just couldn’t#that doesn’t mean I’m any less of a writer with a good story I eventually will tell again#and I’m tired of being made to feel like i no longer exist and I’m not important anymore#because I can’t crank out 5000+ words of writing every single day to appease your unending ‘#‘content hungry’ mindset#I’m not here to be consumed I’m not an object#creators create so there works can be visited and loved often#shared and reshared not ‘engaged with’ once and never talked to again#and its like people would rather content farm our works than relate to creators and their works as real people#I’m just so fucking beat down by it
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here's the thing no one tells you about love, about real love: it's the terrifying, agonizing, healing experience of assuming repeatedly what has happened before in the past with people who have hurt or left you, will happen again, and having your loved ones grab you by the hand and say, as many times as you need to hear it, "not this time, not with me."
#nym speaks#it's way too late and I shouldn't be posting but I'm just going through my screenshots rn and#....to get personal on the open heart website for a second. I am very used to the novelty of me wearing off on people#or on being forgettable or replaceable. sort of the last thought.#because my first ever friendship (and tbqh my first squish) was with someone who sort of. repeatedly just forgot I existed until she#had nothing better to do. and often she'd just spend our time talking abt how cool her friends were and just. making me feel like I didn't#matter.#and I realized recently I'm always bracing for that to happen again. and instead my loved ones keep going#'of course we miss you of course we want you in our lives as well'#and in so many ways#big and small! through actions as well as words#and it just. keeps blowing me away. every single time.#does that make the pit in my stomach vanish completely? no#no I think that may always be there. but it doesn't have as much power over me as it did.#anyways. I overstated on the over sharing website. Time to flee the country#love tag#ragtag group of heroes
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idk i feel like so much discourse could be easily minimized if people learned to say "i think" instead of "it is"
#like “i think this is a bad game” is way less abrasive/aggressive than “this is a bad game”#do u know where im going w this like#it's literally 2 extra words and it could avoid like 99% of confrontation#ofc there would still be people who are like “omg how can u hate smth i like ur trash” but idk i feel like so much of this discourse u see#on twt especially#is like ? just people being deliberately aggressive abt stuff they dont like to antagonise others and then going “its just my opinion”#and it's hard to read tone online so it's often hard for me (and im sure for others ?? idk actually) to read whether or not sm1 is being#like. just sharing what they think vs them trying to bait out people who will defend smth they like#idk ive been trying to find ffxiv people to follow bc getting back into the game and finally being confident in my art to draw for it also#has me looking for ppl to follow but i wanna avoid the big livetweet first time experiencers and unfortunately that leaves#a lot of people who are afraid of dawntrail/unhappy with the current patch quests#of which i am neither and i also dont want to log on to the internet every day just to see ppl shitting on things u know ?#and i have seen a LOT of like#'x sucked' and 'fandom lacks critical reading skills' and whatnot#but then u see what theyre talking abt and all theyre doing is shitting on the game itself or going 'x expansion was mid'#like . if u stopped phrasing ur opinions as objective fact i feel like maybe ud avoid half those arguments id k???#just words#SORRY im talkative today the truth is i worked on a drawing veyr hard and i do not have the strength to colour it but it will not look good#without colour and i feel like i cant move on without it so i went and replayed shadowbringers instead and cried a lot#and now i have lots of icarus feelings again#WOW loiok at me writing an essay out here i overshare so much im sorry
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found out that rascal's owner took him again while i was out, and he's probably not gonna be back since the semester's almost over. i don't even know if his owner's coming back next semester, if i'll ever see him again. if he'll ever see me again. why do they wait until im not around to do this? why do they never let me say goodbye to him?
#i didnt really get to process it bc i found out when i was hanging w a friend but. im processing it now#sigh.. i dont know. i dont know.#at the end of the day he is and has always been someone else's cat. i can't control what she does with him#no matter what i think of it. she can always take him away. but every time it happens im just. im tired yknow?#it's worth it to me to have him around. i love him dearly and i want him to be in a home where he's actually cared for (which i have done my#best to provide) but he's just. not mine. and every time it happens i back up and think man. im such a sucker.#i don't think people manipulate me often. not in an ongoing way i mean. i don't think ppl see me as valuable enough to most of the time.#but damn. she really found my weak spots didn't she. free petcare courtesy of one chump who can't live without animals around. sigh#he deserves stability but he deserves love more. this weird shared custody thing is better for him i think. and frankly i also love him.#im not the priority here but my feelings are like. there. him being taken away without even telling me first hurts. i'd like to be able to#say goodbye to him. im not saying he has to stay or this has to go on but couldn't they just.. consider my feelings a bit more?#just bc you're fine with dropping your cat off somewhere for weeks not knowing when you'll see him again and not visiting doesn't mean i am#and i kind of feel like my roommate is part of this. after all it's not like his owner can just break into our room and take him#and if im always out when they do it there's a chance roomie's just shipping him off whenever she gets sick of him.#she's done it before. even after she agreed so vehemently with me about never wanting him to go back to such treatment and stuff early on.#she's been spraying him for little reason lately too. and i mean i get being a little more cautious with some things bc her neck's broken#but she's really fixated on how much he smells and bites and stuff and talks about how if i wasn't around she'd consider eating him#and then other times she's like that's my pookie. i don't get it. like yeah i tell rascal to fuck off sometimes bc he hurts me but it's not#like a hateful thing. i dont resent him for it i'm just annoyed sometimes bc he's maiming me a little. he's my baby. how could i loathe him?#so it makes me think that roomie might be blaming his transfers on his owner bc she doesn't want me to judge her#and like. this is her room too. it's not her fault she's more bothered by the smell than me. if she doesn't want to be bitten and clawed all#the time i can sympathize. i don't wanna force her to house him. but i wish she'd just be honest with me i guess#like. what if his owner decides to give him away without telling me? i'd take him in in a heartbeat. even though i know it's a bad idea.#but i'm worried he'll fall out of my reach completely. and at the very least I'd like to be able to say goodbye first. that's all.
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im looking at the neocities activity page and GOD i wanna work on mine so bad now. The Inspiration
#ive been like dicking around all day because i called my parents earlier but then i didnt feel like working on figuring out hosting my bot#for more than 30 minutes at a time#so ive just been. existing. looking but not Looking at my computer screen#dont feel like doing anything physical#so yknow what. maybe its neocities time.#hmu with your neocities i want to follow more and also take insp and share mine maybe#i think mine is in my pinned . if anyone wants to look .#its very wip tho which is partly why i wanna work on it again#i also wanna make a t journal entry soon since its been a little over 6 or 7 months#im not too interested in documenting it like week to week but i DO want to be documenting Every So Often yknow
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I like that you’re repairing peepers and awesome’s friendship theres just so much potential between these two
There really is! Obviously I like Peepers' dynamic with everyone, but it really feels like Awesome's was left fairly untapped, which, fair enough, of all the things to focus on lol
I also feel like their relationship has the most room for growth in either direction; like for example, his relationship with Hater or Sylvia feel fairly one-track - with Sylvia they're already combative but their chemistry would allow them to have a very nice close relationship :) And he's in love with Hater, so that one's easy lol
With Awesome, I think they could be really good for each other! Peepers is very "real" where Awesome isn't, and he'd be a good influence, and for Awesome to properly get close to him, he'd have to start taking him seriously which I think would sober him a little bit - Peepers is genuinely a hard-working guy and I think if he was forced to, Awesome could come to appreciate that about him :D Which in turn would be good for Peepers!
But there's also the other direction, if they ended up rubbing each other the wrong way, or betrayed each other, or just got tired of trying to be friends and decided being enemies (again) was easier - their relationship feels very tenuous no matter what stage it's at because they're just such different people, and that dance is part of what makes it so interesting to me ♪ Will they get along? Is it worth it? What would the alternative do to them? I think there are good answers no matter what they end up being!
Also this
#Wander Over Yonder#Lol#They have a wonderful contrast no matter how you take their relationship!#They have the range#I talked a bunch in my tags previously about Awesome's hedonism and Peeper's work ethic but like hhhh#They would be so good for each other if they got past that hurdle! But they're also fantastic enemies!#With Sylvia it feels like a game between her and Peeps - they're playing constantly#They play rough but I mean what else is a Zbornak supposed to do right ♪#I think she'd take way more offense if she ever thought Peepers was going easy on her (which imo does happen Sometimes but not often)#(Especially if he had gotten his S3 arc ;; Miss you every day)#My point is basically that even if he was to go another direction with his other relationships - he's kinda already there#Or would've been - S3 again ;;#There's just not enough screentime shared between him and Awesome for their dynamic to wholly unfold! It leaves a lot to be played with#Lot left on the table#And of course lol I'm not about to deny that the size difference is also quite interesting to me ♪ They contrast there as well! It's fun!#More Eyesome dynamics all over the place - loving and hating and barely tolerating! All of them!
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