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Close Your Eyes for This
- (Eng Ver for Nine Hundred Years of Lute)
#toa wizards#douxaire#hisirdoux casperan#claire nuñez#douxie#douxie x claire#clairxie#wizards tales of arcadia#I got this translated finally!!#every day i wake up and think about them#Spotify
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Imogen and Laudna sitting in a tree P-I-N-I-N-G
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ship so good it makes me want to kms.
#destiel#they literally invented ao3 and fanfic#cas and dean are so gay for each other bruh#dean loves cas#cas loves dean#they’re in love fuuuck#kms#going insane#every day i wake up and think about them#why didn’t they make them canon#cowards#the writers had it all#and still fumbled that bag huh#supernatural
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You have to understand this fic series added YEARS to my life @jezebel_rising (it is spicy M)
I been consuming drunk fics recently and I think I reached my personal new joy and headcanon that SQQ is an angry punchy but overly affectionate to his people drunk. Tsundere to the max.
There are like 2 fics that blessed me with punchy violent drunk SQQ and two that gave me him being a goober with SQH.
Give me both with zero filters. I want violent SQQ and his “bro we shouldn’t/bro bro we GOTTA” SQH toggles on enabler and responsible drunk for me.
But also learned and adopted that SQH is the type of drunk that will rebuild a car blasted. He makes the wildest contraptions and goes through strange tinker builder plans black out drunk. He is competent and efficient and wakes up hungry over wondering when the fuck he learned quantum physics. Like he is a “I got this”
I want them to be the others enablers. I want SQH to be ride or die if cucumber bro starts a bar fight he is there at his side sighing drunk and lazy but kicking ass. (Thank you Jezebel)
I want SQH to stare at a wall and go “I wanna invent a Xianxia version of a plane” and SQQ to go “that is fucking dumb let’s do it” (thaaank you Jezebel)
I want them to be each other’s friend. I want them to kinda sit there hung over… and kinda just weirdly happy they have a friend that gets them in this life. That they have a friend who is the bane of their existence but can have fun drunk shenanigans neither really got to have in their first life.
Mobei and Binghe not knowing what to do with them. They both are clingy drunks but one is spitting curses and aggressively snuggling like a cat high on catnip- and the other is singing praises and compliments while trying to bury himself in his husband’s robes.
But THIS FIC SERIES really had me rolling bc like- 2 twenty first century guys who are use to shorts and tee shirts forgetting after the third drink that- it is not 100% proper. They are aware enough to be these future boys behind closed doors- but to them hitting each other with paint in shorts is just guys being guys. To their royal husbands and everyone else in this ancient world????
Also SQQ in gym shorts and a tee shirt is my new favorite thing. This is the cutest I have drawn SQH- I had fun
#svsss#shang qinghua#shen quingqiu#luo binghe#bingqui#mobei jun#moshang#I will admit#I am weak to proper characters being sloppy drunks#SQH and SQQ being snuggly drunks and causing scandals while they are crying about their hot husbands#SQQ is actively hugging SQH saying it is fucking horrible SQH is so clingy.#SQH is thinking about reverse engineering chocolate#every other word is an insult between them while they drunkenly build a treehouse#they wake up the next day wondering how the fuck they did that when neither of them has ever built a house before#SQQ: are those fucking blueprints SQH: oh god we made levelers#they are messes#said demon husbands don’t know what to do with their respective husbands#you know those cliche 90’s boy expectations of what boys thought girl sleep overs were?#where the girls are like attractively hitting each other with pillows in skimpy pjs#that is SQH and SQQ to MBJ and LBH#except they are in teeshirts- gymshorts- and are violently hitting each other while cackling like mad men#neither understand why it works their husbands up so much when they have these drunk sleep overs
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with my whole heart i truly think elwing/eärendil is the most sweepingly romantic ship in the legendarium. like. what if we were the only two people like us ever in the whole world yet by fate and chance and tragedy we found each other. what if we built a home and a life at the ends of the earth and against all odds it was good. what if we knew no help was coming. what if we chose to live anyway. what if i flew through the storm to find you. what if i knew you and held you even in another shape. what if you told me not to follow and i did. what if i let you make the choice for us both. what if you gave up even the touch of the world you loved so we could stay together. what if we saved that world but not for us. what if our love--for each other, for the world--was so strong that it rent the fabric of the universe. what then.
#do not text!! i am thinking about Them.#i have such a weak spot for couples who jam sticks in the wheel of time for each other. hashem yishmor.#the professor’s world#brought to you by me#every day i wake up + i get on my little soapbox#the silmarillion#elwing#eärendil#elwing/eärendil#peredhil
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the first 15 minutes of tgcf ad episode 12 are literally insane.... like.. your highness is so bold to ask for a night with chengzhu if he wins a game..
i havent read the revised version yet but i could only hope hua cheng would never stop talking about this moment. he should never allow xie lian to forget he asked for a night with him for winning their little game..
#the ad is so good im eating it up#ive literally been thinking about it at every waking moment of my days#i love them#hua cheng's voice is kinda yknow.. i get kinda flustered#tgcf ad#tgcf#hualian
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This is why it's so important to talk to your pet snakes! She got startled by the sound of the lid of her baby bin closing, but the moment I start talking to her, she immediately relaxes- her posture changes, she starts tongue flicking, and starts moving around again. Even if you don't think your snake can understand what you're saying, they will learn to recognize your voice, the tone of your voice, and trust you if you tell them they are okay. I've only had Sakura for a week and she already has this reaction to my voice.
With Scoria, when she was in blue and couldn't see me she was very scared because she couldn't see what was touching her- but by that point I regularly talked to her so much she knew my voice. She was basically blind, but once she heard my voice she relaxed because she knows I am her protector and I keep her safe.
Sakura doesn't know me well enough yet, and she's still getting use to the sights and sounds of our home. With how flighty she is, I'm hoping I can use this experience to help others who have more timid/skittish snakes with my experience.
Her sister Scoria is very eager to play with her, she saw her in her baby bin, and will always look to Sakura's bin when she is out. We've got to wait until he quarantine period is up, and Sakura has time to settle in, but I'm hoping they will be good friends. I will only let them play together during play time as I've read Hognoses are solitary and cohabitating them outside brumation can lead to one eating the other- which happens with mating sometimes.
But during playtime I never take my eye off my girls, and will ensure they are both happy and relaxed before their first official meeting will happen.
#hognose#snake#snakes#sakura#pets#Sakura#sisters#Sorry for the background noise I wasn't planning on filming#This happened and my security camera caught it#I think they've learned that going in front of the security cam gets my attention#because it clicks at them and then I check on them#It's like a snake doorbell?#Then again a notification goes to my phone#My snakes are only up a few hours every day#Hognoses sleep a lot#So having the camera is nice as it can get my attention they are out and about#...Scoria uses it to wake me up in the morning lol#She loves her morning cuddle time
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Late Night quick thing (New Age Sillies)
Bad news: That joke post about including Reset + Orchid is definitely not canon. (I legit got sad thinking about Reset being in a universe where Orchid isn't- because their stories are so so intertwined- but Nightmare 100% would NOT risk the whole twins exploding Error's soul thing.)
Good news: This means I COULD include Kane (Reset's older brother who usually dies in timelines where Reset is born) and use it to develope his character a bit more! Also! Perhaps a Blue × Dream kiddo is finally in the stars for me to design?
#new age au#really enjoying the idea of Reaper + Geno having an heir at some point (and them sending that heir over to Night's kingdom for#exposure to other places as well as to hang with his third cool knight dad who's hard at work 🙏)#Kane has little to no development besides being a perfect angel (foil to Reset's eventual turn to poor choices) so I'd love to do#to him what I do to every oc of mine. (Namely: Throw them into the Kingdom and see what they do.)#oh! and I could see Blue and Dream (beloved boys) listening to the warnings of possible complications if they try to have a lil babybones#and Dream deciding he'd take the risk and carry the growing soul#(<- though tbf this is MANY years into the future and they'd be well established knights of the realm)#i'm not evil so they *would* manage to avoid the twins curse and have a singular beautiful babybones#they'd get raised partially on the move but stay behind with Night and Error if the two had a more dangerous mission#and grow up to be an obnoxiously powerful warrior following after their dads#(but they'd probably be hesitant to follow into the footsteps of being a knight and might go on a quest with friends before choosing a#final path for themselves)#<- Most spoiled rotten kid ever. courtesy of Nightmare and Error and all their extended family <3#oh last note. Ancha has me cracking up w/ ideas for Cross potentially meeting someone and I was beamed w/ an old ship request post I saw and#I think it'd be funny to include Lust in here somehow... (probably call him smth else as a nickname but y'know-)#like. He works in the city around the castle as some sort of... idk tailor? and he's been making things for Nightmare for years without#knowing because Ccino always was discreet about the orders and providing measurements + always tipped well so it was none of his business#but one day it's like. before a big announcement ceremony or smth and Ccino drags Cross in by the scruff because no one can get him to get#clothes that actually fit aside from armor (hc he steals the others clothes a lot and wears 1 shirt until it's threadbare)#so Ccino makes him go to Lust and Lust is able to get him fitted for sone new outfits because. well. Lust doesn't do much but he's very very#handsome and Cross is super easily flustered and shy around new people and he's awkward and aughhh.#and then he thinks about the interaction for the next month before deciding he's going to ask Ccino to go back there again.#and Lust likes dressing Cross up in new outfits (everyone thinks it's great Cross is loosening up and meeting new friends cuz Lust introduce#s him to people in town) and it takes forever for Cross to get over his worries and ask Lust out to a ride on his horse (romantic. of course#) and Lust agrees because he's charmed.#and the best part would be Cross *actually* manages to keep it a secret. like. no one finds out until one morning Killer bursts into Cross'#room to wake him for surprise training and it's Cross. the weird Dog. and- holy shit did Cross have someone over???#Cross pulls the cool ones frfr 🙏#it's just a casual thing between them with little plot relevance or drama I think. just a chill lil relationship 🙏
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christmas has always kinda made me feel awkward and bad for different reasons but now it’s just “the day before my cat died”. the entire month of december is just “remember when your cat died?” “hey it’s your sibling’s birthday :]” “remember when your cat died?.” “merry christmas. tomorrow is the anniversary of when your cat died.” “good morning it’s the anniversary of when your cat died.”
#i know she was old. i know she didn’t have much longer. i don’t blame myself. i just wish I didn’t remember what day it was.#i don’t remember what day or month it was when we found clawdya dead. i don’t know what day phantom died. i just remember it was july#it’s easier to. not think about them when I don’t remember when it was.#but i watched arctic die the morning after christmas.#i don’t. really. want any more pets in my life. because I keep looking at tawny and copper and rusty and thinking.#about how one day they’re going to die. and I’ll have to watch. and I don’t want to do that again.#i have to take care of them and watch them grow old and watch them die. and wake up every morning between and after. and I don’t like it.#behead the monarch
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Rei's special dish is french toast. He pretty much can't use his right hand anymore. Eggs are an essential ingredient in french toast. Which means Rei learned to do the one hand egg cracking thing.
The man who didn't even know where food was kept in the house can now crack eggs with one hand.
I'm so proud of him.
#crying sobbing etc#i can't stop thinking about this anime#every day i wake up and think about them and just continue thinking about them#they have taken over my life#instead of brain there is buddy daddies#buddy daddies#rei suwa#kazuki kurusu#miri unasaka#buddy daddies rei#buddy daddies ep 12#🍀#text#buddy daddies spoilers
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Some Douxaire talk
((part from my essay for them…
Indeed, the most precious thing is to be ���truly seen’ .
I always believe in that they truly seen each other. He sees her vulnerability, and she sees his obsessiveness.
Only by truly seeing each other can they be closest. It's an intimacy between two souls.
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🖤💙➡️🖤💜
🖤💜➡️🖤💙
#got emotional again#douxaire#clairxie#douxie x claire#every day I wake up and think about them#this is just so beautiful#pure sweet and gentle …
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I mean I’m obsessed with crash landing on you because it’s like if a hallmark movie was good and that is fascinating to my brain and healing to my heart.
#I didn’t think such a thing was possible#I’ve been living very much in a world of extremes lately re: Art#like. on the one hand all the great works I teach just taking OVER my brain#and my knowledge of them deepening at a very rapid pace#(sometimes in a too terrifying way so I feel like I’m hurtling down a hill. it’s actually really hard sometimes and I think part of how)#(my anxiety is manifesting itself. like. I just. I don’t feel like I’ve taken a deep breath in a year)#(I’ve just been in. motion.)#and then on the other hand finding new ways to find shows like Bridgerton dead#and Bridgerton helps with that because it is emotionally hollow. because it is fundamentally embarrassing#because Anthony snarling at Kate about how his honor is hanging by a thread isn’t sexy at all#so my mind has kind of just been living in those two extremes and there hasn’t been a lot of room for gentleness or nuance#but cloy is very healing 😭 and it just doesn’t#push the buttons in my brain that immediately need to analyze and#to some extent—destroy! tear apart! with fierce and savage energy.#it just lets my brain and heart exist.#and also there is something so sweet and pure and real about so much of it#I think it’s cause it’s true love 😭 and it’s that simple.#(I’ve also outgrown/moved on from some of the more mediocre things I used to love. Like I just needed something new) but yeah.#it has been very hard in my brain lately even though it’s also been very good#like. teaching is just a lot these days. because it takes sooooooo much effort and work to get the kids going intellectually speaking#and one of the only ways I know how to reach them. or at least the lane I’m really driving in right now#(I know there are more ways)#is simply speaking to them above their heads. with passion and energy and a certain degree of expertise#and it’s WORKING#because it wakes them up and makes them want to engage#but I am also moving so fast and so vulnerably for all of my certainty. that it’s just hard.#I need to relax but I can’t. I feel like the devil is behind me every second#this is dramatic. and as Lewis said in surprised by joy it’s only one layer of what’s happening#but it is what happening#a lot of things are unfolding/growing and also the anxiety is terrible
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Zooble really has changed my life so much. Self shipping with them is my healthiest coping mechanism right now and I'm so thankful for them <:]
#waking up every day and remembering how much I love them and how they love me back is so awesome#knowing that they fell in love with me first. oouuughhh 🥺#they truly mean so much to me. idk what I'd do without them <3#they're getting me through so much mental illness shit right now#I'm so in love with them. thinking about them reallg gets me through every day#imagining them being proud of me when I do things I don't want to do that need to be done helps me so much#GOD I just love them. I love them soooo much <3
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You ever wake up from a dream so fucked that you have to sit there for 10 minutes after waking to rewrite the ending so that you can move on with your day or are you normal
#messages from knave#i keep having these ongoing dreams about an alternate reality version of my life#mainly about my parents#like right after i lost my job i had a dream that they'd moved to another state on a whim#and just told me to either upend my entire life to move to florida with them or figure it out#and i ended up moving into a much shittier apartment before realizing 'wait i have a whole house' and moving back into my own house in NJ#and then last night i dreamed I'd visited them and spent a day with my nephews then we all went to a wrestling match#and then after almost being run over by my dad cause he started driving while i was getting into the car#we go back to their house and i take a fat nap only to wake up in the dream and discover that I've disturbed this thumbelina sized toddler#that my mom jad apparentky adopted and then completely forgot about. and we wtruggled to getbit comfortable again on its little ved#then it escaped as toddlers do and i went through a comedy of errors trying to find it only to find it seemingly plastic and lifeless#only for it to start going through rapid metamorphosis into an adult and running around my parents house#my dad and i tried to stop it from growing up becuase every transformation opened up a new pocket dimension or something#then the dream changed into something else as my brain slowly booted back up from a migraine back into reality and i woke up#but the visage of a polly pocket sized toddler being left behind in my adult sized bed really shook me for some reason#it was so small and it was on a teeny pink pillow and it had a little purple teddy it kept dropping#but now I'm thinking of the logitstics of actually raising a child you could step on and squash by accident#that must be nerve wracking like how did thumbelina make it to adulthood without being confibed to a single room or even a single table#cause my first instinct is to build a diarama on a table for them and never let them leave until they're old enough to dodge
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sorry but i really really do Not like the ideas people have of sonic actually liking amy back and being too shy to admit it. or that sonic SHOULD agree to be amys boyfriend because amy "deserves it after waiting for so long" and by not doing that sonic is mean or immature or leading her on. or that yeah sonic isnt interested Now but they Will get married as adults. or whatever people go around saying.
for the entire time amy was actually open about her crush and trying to get sonic to date her he would almost always either outright reject her or just not say anything but still obviously be uncomfortable or annoyed by it. to say that he actually has always liked her or that he Should like her just feels like youre saying his feelings of not being interested in amy or romance in general arent valid and are a problem that needs to be fixed. that he MUST be with amy just because she likes him and he needs to get over any discomfort he has with the idea because he doesnt have a choice. its like people are so obsessed with shipping that theyre ignoring sonics feelings or at the very least prioritizing amys over his . Hello can anyone hear me
#also people getting mad at sonic for not wanting to be in a serious committed relationship . hes 15 ?????#and sonic not wanting a romantic relationship still wouldnt be a problem even if he was an adult to be clear#its just especially weird and unrealistic to expect a teenager to ''settle down'' or whatever#expecting it from amy is a bit strange too considering shes even younger than sonic . but Whatever#sorry for the long rant. every day i wake up and see terrible takes about sonic and amy and what their relationship is/should be like#the ideal resolution to the whole crush thing isnt sonic eventually liking her back#its sonic never liking her that way but amy being ok with that and accepting that and theyre still best friends#that is what would be best for them as characters i think#mandatory disclaimer that i love amy#because ive seen some people act like hating so//namy or sh//adamy or whatever other amy ship#and liking amy as a character are mutually exclusive opinions. which is annoying and i dont want people assuming i hate amy#okay to reblog by the way but not if youre going to try to argue with me becuase i dont feel like arguing about this lmao
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will never get over the poetry in those stupid feather children knowing each other so well and being cut from the same cloth, made of the same design, created in a perfect image, made as things to be used and tossed aside once the goal has been reached, created as monsters, yet learning how to be people and being so loved regardless, choosing to see the human in each other, caring so deeply about each other so as to bend the rules in order to ensure each other's safety because 'it's them and they understand me' and and, et cetera does anyone else wanna talk about it
#this is about all three of them but yeah whatever#kagami and felix being world's most devoted people ever#and don't bring up that adrien doesn't know about the amoks#i know. i'm aware. i'm just taking the logical leap here#adrien would absolutely be so platonically intertwined with them like#look at him sacrificing himself for ladybug on the reg and TELL ME that boy wouldnt sacrifice himself#for his feather buddies if he had to like. Listen.#it's not my fault adrien is unaware. but i'm not stupid i know that boy#also the fact is that feligami are objectively incredible#oh you and i are made of the same stuff. wanna make out about it?#it's just kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss!!!!!!!! that's it that's all they know!!!!#UGH yeah i'm gone#season 6 so help me GOD if you dont give us adrien learning about the amoks and developing#like an actual friendship with felix........... i will NEVER watch this show AGAIN#ml#adrien agreste#kagami tsurugi#félix graham de vanily#indiposts#every day i wake up and think about the senti kids!!!!!!!!!!#Anyone wanna talk about the allegory for marginalized identities while we're here or whats up
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