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so, i'm nearing the dragon rank threshold on leagues, definitely can get it within a couple more days, i'm just like, trying to figure out which remaining tasks are quickest/least annoying for me to do rn...
so I figured, Vorkath combat achievements, that should be an easy 200, only one i don't already have easily is The Walk, which i knew would take some practice... but Leagues is the best time to practice it and transfer that skill to the maingame, since last stand lets me try it and have a safety net from having to walk back and pay 100k every time i fuck up.
but it's uh... really fucking hard? and I know this is at least partly a Skill Issue in my own timing but the thing is. i'm having really bad tick quality which is definitely not helping. tick quality is something i didn't even know about until earlier this year and once I did (and found a tip from someone to solve many issues with ticks, specifically on mac computers) it helped a lotttt with learning CG and also other PVM. the tick tracker plugin, which typically shows 65-70% of "good ticks" on my computer by default, would go up to 90-95% when i used some of these dedicated workarounds to improve the quality.
but i'm not sure when or why it happened but that... stopped working? or became way less effective. I now am capping out at ~75% good ticks even with these workarounds active. and i have no clue why. Maybe leagues worlds act differently? maybe my ISP is just giving shittier service lately? but either way it's making it really fucking hard not only to GET this combat achievement, but also to even tell how much of the issue is my own timing, versus inconsistent ticks fucking me over :/
it's a bummer because this really is a good chance to practice it but the practice feels useless when it's unclear if the failures are actually me or not. and i have very little hope of getting the clear even once for the CA, with 25% bad ticks, because you need to be tick-perfect for 24 ticks to get this achievement. That is possibly (i am not a GM or even master CA person so may be wrong) the most stringent stretch of tick-perfect execution that is hard-required for any CA. i know you only have to do it once but i'm like damn, why do i not hear more people having issues with this one? is it really just my own skill being incapable of compensating for bad ticks? or do very few players have this issue with tick quality???
#osrs#osrs sp#leagues v#i am not denying that my own execution is also an issue here#but i just literally can't tell WHEN its my own clicks#let alone whether i'm clicking too soon or too late#i'm so confused bc sometimes i literally see my char moving and attacking every tick yet also hitsplats from the rapid fire#very frustrating#anyways i guess the vorkath CAs 200 points is not on the table for me#just like leviathan CAs is not on the table because#even tho it's technically possible#i cannot be assed to try the 'unconventional' CA with ranged t6#trying to keep my HP below 25 when i heal every 5 shots sounds like a terrible time lmao
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Have not very well fanmade pv sprites/emotions if he was hypothetically in omori because I love him and basil but this was mainly for pv but we'll ignore that... he's worth every second of time I have on me he can take it all ueahsjugjv 🫶🫶☹️ never drawing him again ever /hj I may have forgotten that 1 one where they turn into a slice of toast when they die in battle but that's otay
#crk#cookie run kingdom#pure vanilla cookie#i do not feel like tagging this as omori even tho it technically could count possibly perchance mayhaps sorta......#this is all for not doing anyone else cannot draw hes too cute and beautiful for me not to draw him#ily peepaw youre're so cute ever#as per usual recently#it is 2AM!!!!! i am going tf to bed gn =3
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HSR Reverse Scott Pilgrim au where all the people that want to date Dan Heng fight his singular evil ex
#tho that raises the question of what happens when the evil ex is technically unbeatable#is it even possible to defeat someone that will just get back up again and continue where he left off?#scary certainly#blade is a horror game monster#basically#would dan heng even notice any of this?#hsr crack#hsr#honkai star rail#hsr blade#hsr dan heng#renheng
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what if i got a second hogfather tattoo this hogswatch season
#my posts#technically itd also be a thud! tat but#hogfather was the first time i heard#it#ive been wanting to get all things strive (possibly with hex's +++ marks and/or a rock cracked in half but idk)#as a bracelet around my wrist#because i think im gonna work towards a full discworld sleeve#and also that quote feels right for a bracelet type thing. kinda like the semicolon#i love that quote. means so much to me#but also i already have my hourglass + 'no better present than a future' so two hogfather quotes is a lil funny#its not even my favorite discworld book altho i do love it a lot. it was my first one tho. i always reread and rewatch it in December#gnu terry pratchett#hogfather#discworld
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There's a certain something something to Bojack Horseman that makes it not really furry media despite ostensibly having all the elements it needs. I think I need to rewatch that Patricia Taxxon video bc for the life of me I cannot figure out what it is
#is it the art style? the content?#i feel like furry stuff today and furry stuff of the 90s i occasionally see and like disney robin hood is all on a continuum#like theres a timeline there#but bojack horseman is like. outside of that#but how???#it literally cant be#i just dont see it and think furry#i do remember the video mentioning sensory elements of furry content which#in all honesty#bojack horsman does Not do im my memory#like dog characters act like dogs but theyre not fluffy even if they technically are#funny how they confirmed horse characters have horse dicks tho. thats histerical love it 10/10 no notes#the art style is probably part of it a bit tho because every animal is just animal head + fur or feathers or whatever + normal human torso#regardless of anything#with no tail#except one scorpion#so its stylized but its not flexible like most furry stuff is#i dont wanna say it doesnt allude towards the autistic though because i really have no idea#might send her an ask#theres also the fact that the characters arent fursonas unless they reference someone specific and then they rarely are mesnt ro mean shiblt#beyond puns#like mr. pb isnt someone as a dog. hes a dog#but maybe all furry stuff is like that#i think the animal stuff in BH is meant to be entertaining and connect the audience to a certain reality where accidently winning a ski race#to become governor of california is possible in the same universe as serious decades long history of alcoholism#having the MC be a horse opens the door for him to drink comical levels of alcohol and be a former sitcom character in-universe#which is a) funny as fuck and b) makes it easier to stay invested as the show slowly but steadily tells you in season 1 early on that ->#things do matter in this show and the things you find funny are also frequently very real and we will tell tou what the difference is if#you listen. so theres that#hit tag limit gdnt
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i NEED krystal with a k to appear in old kidadelphia so bad you don't understand
#eliot posts#taz#the adventure zone#taz steeplechase#krystal with a k#i didn't even think of this possibility on my own. some ppl in the discord brought it up and i was like HOLY SHIT#if we can get nanofather from the intros into the main plot then we can get krystal there too#technically she was kinda there in one of the real early episodes#tho she didn't speak and was referred to as just an unnamed vlogger#but in later intros she did confirm she was there. and broke a bone lmao.#we got her once we could get her again#...please?
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something about being told im 'the leading person at this whole academy when it comes to interpretation and stage intelligence' by the husband of the woman im trying (not really. but i mean. who knows) to seduce... ok boy you got me. lets make it a polycule.
#im playing it all cool and funny now but atm i legit burst into tears lol#like he said i have a 'good voice too of course' but i know realistically that is not my strongest asset#and even if i were technically perfect. which im NOT lol. the voice itself is just nothing special. it's there ig but that's about it#but its nice to know i may not be 100% useless after all#(just 90%)#also apparently the most feared and respected professor who came to the concert said. again. that he likes me the most.#which again. crying real actual tears about this all rn this means literally the world to me this is everything i have#and i have no one to share this with because im not gonna say it to my uni friend cause i dont want her to feel like im boasting or sth#(even tho she has no such qualms herself but probably because i know how. not great. it feels when someone keeps talking about themselves#and about how great they are and how easy everything is for them. i dont wanna do it back at her.#well there's also the fact that i dont think im great and this is not fucking easy to me at all lol#but idk i think the difference between us is that she actually admitted she sees no point in singing if she cant show off (thus she hates#the duet we're singing because she sings the lower part and cant show off her high notes or coloratura.#which is like. an insane take to me. i mean it i get it. kinda. if i had a voice like hers maybe id be like that too fuck knows.#but that just feels so. idk. sad to me. so self obsessed and empty. like you dont care about the music itself? about you being a part of it?#also immediately made singing with her not fun anymore. i thought we were creating something TOGETHER. but thanks for the confirmation#that you only really care about being 'better than'. yikes.#like idk this behaviour is funny and iconic in old school opera legends like yes go bite each others dicks off.#but it hits completely different when it's your own colleague let alone your friend. like damn girl. damn)#) anyway. the husband is kinda hot too now that i think of it. i really should seduce them both.#except its realistically not possible since they've both seen me cry now (she saw it like a hundred times lol)#so ive lost the hot and mysterious card alas. no uni professors romance for me
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I have finally hit 30k on my current book draft and this section is roughly outlined to my liking and I have worked out a number of later plot kinks in the process and truly, if I can get through this and the next section before the New Year, I might actually stand a chance of finishing this thing with some efficiency. And thank FUCK.
#really the trouble is gonna be when class starts up again. but that's for later megs to deal with.#however if I can miraculously get through three next THREE sections before the new year I'll be done like two weeks into January.#wouldn't THAT be a miracle#megs is writing#for real this time!!!#it's wild too cuz like... this feels like a first draft but technically it's a fourth#so it's possible I won't even need to do THAT much editing once it's done#we'll see but#the farther I go the more I'm like. okay okay okay.#while simultaneously being convinced I'm gonna fuck it up on the next scene but#also the more text that i know doesn't have to be tossed entirely the easier it is to also be like 'okay but rewriting one scene is fine'#ANYWAY i am once again overachieving on writing goals but i am also once again feeling like overachieving is REALISTIC#and what a miracle that is after this fucking year#uggggh i also gotta start learning python tho FUCK
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it feels so wrong to be alive, i should be dead, i Am dead but im not dead im alive and every single day i feel like i should be dead but i already Am dead im a walking corpse and yet im a living human being and it hurts cause i should be dead
(unrelated to my depression, thats a separate thing)
#delusionposting#i think this particular delusion is what causes me the most pain im ngl#mainly cause im just kind of. constantly being reality checked by virtue of just existing#with my other delusions theres a. i forgot the term. but like its possible to go on my whole life without being contradicted technically#but this one im just like. well Clearly youre not a walking corpse youre breathing you bleed you hurt you feel tired#and its like well! i guess! i shouldnt be tho! i should be feeling nothing and maybe even rotting!#and maybe even ''living'' as a ghost who can see the body from the outside and is incorporeal!#but its whatever
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Not me spending almost £5 to mail my sister her birthday gift today to avoid seeing her even tho she lives. A three minute drive away. idc, it was money well spent.
#technically it's a 15 minute walk(ish) but it's a Dangerous walk#so yeah that's a no even tho i try to walk when possible#i get to pick between dangerous main road and dangerous country roads and both are bad
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Double Doctors! William Hartnell has a terrible time as wounded robber Jeff Richards, while Patrick Troughton is the unnamed (and uncredited!) tramp who finds Jeff's hiding place in Dial 999: 50,000 Hands (1.16, ABC, 1959)
#fave spotting#dial 999#classic doctor who#william hartnell#patrick troughton#doctor who#classic tv#itc#1959#or possibly '58; as I've said on the other Dial 999 posts‚ establishing a definitive transmission order is nearly impossible with tv from#this era. most sources agree this was the 16th episode shown‚ but a date isn't given anywhere but imdb‚ which provides only 1959 but has#dates scattered all over the place for other episodes in the show's run.#something of a fave spotting find‚ this! doctors one and two together in one episode of old tv‚ years before DW even existed#sadly the two‚ although technically in scenes together‚ never share the screen; in fact they never did‚ with Hartnell too ill to appear in#studio for DW tenth anniversary special The Three Doctors. he's in very fine form here tho‚ completely different to his other Dial 999#appearance (1.1‚ where he was a dangerous gangland leader). here he's a slightly sorry crook who's accidentally shot himself in the guts#he spends most of the episode wracked with pain and i must say Bill's very convincing and quite sympathetic. of note‚ his decidedly less#likeable partner in crime is played by Bill Fraser‚ Hartnell's costar in The Army Game (the first series of which had recently finished#when Dial 999 began airing). presumably a conscious choice on the producer's part?#Pat meanwhile has only a brief appearance here‚ playing a character imdb inexplicably identity as 'Benny'; I'm almost completely certain#that name never appeared in the episode‚ as he's mostly referred to simply as 'a tramp'‚ and it certainly doesn't appear in the credits as#Pat isn't credited (not unusual in early ITC shows which tended to credit only five or six key performers in an episode)#he gets a little comic business to do as he tries to evade Bob Beatty's tireless cop‚ and delivers his few lines in a rural accent of#indeterminate origin. apologies that i can't provide better pictures but network's dvd release‚ while welcome‚ doesn't appear to have had#much in the way of restoration (and who knows in what condition these eps survive; if the original films are still held then they'd be#potentially able to get a full shiny hd resto‚ but it could always be that the archived eps are overseas tapes or other inferior copies#i just don't know tbh! there simply isn't a huge amount of info out there about this 65 year old obscure cop show! for shame everyone! /jk)
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﹄ ◇ ; @melodicbreeze / WHAT'S SHI QINGXUAN THINKING?
💭 I know it's been few interactions but---
⌜◈⌟ ▌ ── '𝙄𝙩'𝙨 𝙨𝙤 𝙣𝙞𝙘𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙖 𝙙𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙗𝙪𝙙𝙙𝙮 𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙠𝙚𝙚𝙥 𝙪𝙥 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙢𝙚 𝙖𝙜𝙖𝙞𝙣. Most people are knocked flat on their backs by the third or fourth round, but not my favorite bard in all of Teyvat!'
𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞'𝐬 𝐧𝐨 𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐢𝐫 𝐭𝐫𝐢𝐩𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐧 𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐝𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐚𝐬 𝐋𝐚𝐝𝐲 𝐖𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫, even if The Angel's Share is a far cry from the splendor of Chenyu Vale's mountaintops. A blessing in many ways. The lingering sting of shame isn't quite as quick to reawaken when both scenery and company are so different from that bygone era. In its place appreciation blooms: for the boisterous tavern patrons, the endless flow of dandelion wine, and a companion at her side who laughs alongside her 'til both their sides hurt and the bartender has to tell them to quiet down. She's been accepted by him without question. That's enough for her.
𝐎𝐫 𝐢𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐛𝐞 𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡. But without the shame to aid in smothering it, the ache for those long-gone days swells until her chest could burst from it. She's no longer Lady Wind Master. She never should have been. She knows this as well as she knows the back of her own hands. Is it so wrong for her to miss racing through the clouds? Is it so wrong for her to pine for the taste of sweet sake mingling with the scent of incense rising from the offerings of her beloved devotees? At times, being at Venti's side seems to exacerbate these pangs of nostalgia. Surely one of her favorite pagodas still stands atop the mountains, even if as overgrown remains. If she could somehow take him to one and manage to unearth a bottle of Thousand-Year Mulberry Mead along the way, then maybe...
...𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠? She's moved on. Besides, that mead had been brewed specifically as offerings to Adepti. More than a sip or two could easily kill a mortal. And speaking of--
'--𝙎𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙄 𝙗𝙚 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙙 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙡𝙞𝙫𝙚𝙧!? I know humans are sturdier than they look, but surely there's a limit to what their organs can handle. Aiyah, how many bottles did we go through last night? Wait... can he drink as much as me in a single sitting? Hmm...'
#melodicbreeze#venti tbt#▌ ◈ QUEUE ; ⌜winds rippling still waters ⌟#▌ ◈ IN CHARACTER ; ⌜walk atop the big bright sky⌟#▌ ◈ GENSHIN ; ⌜silence takes me to wander⌟#sqx wow this guy really reminds me of being one with the sky and wind. i don't think that means anything though--#thinking. it struck me writing this that even tho she's technically still an adepti... i don't think she'd be able to sense he's not human#this got so much longer than i thought it would be. weegh.#i changed a teeny bit of her genshin verse after finishing chenyu story quest!#instead of a pure wind spirit she was an adepti born from the wind & revered as a goddess#but that's the only detail changing#made myself sad thinking about the possibility of wind wisp venti and adepti sqx crossing paths#anyway. me yapping in the comments once more.
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I think I'm going insane
#* mine / txt#* series / this life is mine#this isn't even all of them lol i got Ideas#''beginnings'' doesn't really count as its more for me to establish everything#like a prologue. even tho there is technically already a prologue#idk this AU has a lot of establishing stuff that'll have to be sprinkled in#lest i fall victim to over exposition#anyway . as u can see theres gonna be more characters.#and possibly a rarepaire. well. idk. how many people ship gobby & vulture. is that just me? probably!#i really didn't think i'd have so much to write#but i guess im glad to be writing again#* mine / aus
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#wanna see something more interesting tho ?#the model has the animations and its rigged and its made#now my only issue is BLENDER#so for some damn reason even tho a vrm is a form of glb the thing explodes when i make it a glb and refuses to render properly#so i was like fine ill make it fbx#but web based three.js doesnt support full fbx so it didnt work#so i was like fine ill use collada BUT BLENDER ONLY EXPORTS THE FIRST ANIMATION NOT THE FULL THING#so im trying to figure out how to use blender#i mean make a new action combine all the animations and make that the default track#and then just loop over sections of the one track#the internet says its possible BUT THE INTERNET LIES#i just wanted a web based demo of messing around with JC bro why is this so over#why cant blender export a damn collada file#and why is glb pissing itself ITS LITERALLY YOUR SISTER VRM#technically it was vrm to fbx to glb#but the fbx turns back into a vrm just fine. literally what is the issue#im so mad
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Giving up on being coy and thoughtful w my family and just straight up telling them I haven't responded to their texts bc I'm putting all my motivation into not killing myself atm. Like what are they even gonna do abt it
#technically this is their fault bc they ignored my cries for help at 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 and onwards#so I never got the mental help I needed and now I'm permanently stuck this way#bc I do not have the motivation to put in the work to fix it now if such a thing is even a possibility and tbh. I don't even really care#so you can wait a few days for me to respond abt whatever thing you need from me now#but also to everyone I need to respond to on here. I am so so sorry I haven't forgotten#it is just so hard being a person sometimes.#no excuses tho I am slowly mustering up the ability to type rambling paragraphs again so that's a good sign
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have you watched the pjo show?
I saw the first 2 episodes when they came out at a watch party one of my friends threw, and as soon as they ended I realized I didn't particularly care to keep going. It wasn't like, outrageously bad by any means, I just don't think it gripped me enough to want to continue, and there were enough odd adaptational choices that I thought weakened the story that I lost interest. I might have tuned back in if the changes actually built to something interesting in the later episodes, but from everything I've seen it kinda seems like they just took the teeth out of the story, which was what I was worried about.
That being said, the cast seems really great and well suited to their roles, so like, if they improve the writing and pacing in the later seasons and stop sanding down all the rough edges, I might pick it back up. But otherwise, pass.
#im like famously bad at watching tv tho so me not wanting to continue is less dramatic than it probably sounds#i just don't really watch it casually anymore so I'll only follow along with shows that i really really like#i got another ask about the show a little while ago and i was like 'oh ill answer that once ive caught up' and then i never caught up so#sorry to whoever sent that i wasn't ignoring you i just never got to the ep you mentioned#like if I'm trying to be optimistic. given how quickly shows get canned if they're not immediately super popular. and given that this is a#disney product. its possible that once the show proves it can be commercially successful and the characters get older they might stop#playing it so safe and boring and bring some of the harder and more complicated elements back in. and like. that won't fix what they've#already fumbled but it will at least make the story better and more interesting. but idk how likely that is esp since#rick riordan seems totally on board with all the changes and it sounds like he doesn't really get why they diminish the story#like i feel like they're thinking too much about whether or not a change has a huge impact on the plot and not enough about how it#impacts the characters and the overall theme and vibe of the story. if that makes sense#like sure we still got from point A to point B in roughly the same way but that trip means something different for the characters now#and if you do that enough times you end up with a completely different result at the end even if we're technically in the same place#percy jackson show#asks
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