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fwee top 5 things i had fun with this year :-)
#*begins talking to myself in my tags like a freak*#since reikoumi retired i have thought about zuka less than ever before in my zuka-knowing life. i used to think about REAL women EVERY day#i miss being in love with reiko. being loopy about a REAL person......damn...what was that even like...so distant (happy birthday to her)#my zuka obsession wanes & waxes through the years. it's fine. peaks were 2014 (first saw it live) 2019 (lived there) 2022 (reikoumi reign)#fields of mistria is really cute and fun....i love it a lot more than stardew. i love my crush....i love baking..feeding my golden rabbits.#i've played it for like 70 hours and it's not even out of early access....PLEASE UPDATE IT!!! I NEED MORE FISH TO CATCH! NOW!#edgeworth game was lovely. i actually was thinking of narumitsu as much as orufrey for a while. Whoa. but i never drew those ideas...#VEILGUARD....WAS STUPID FUN FOR ME. my personal and romantic little adventure :)#falling in love in a game isnt the same as when you already know you'll love a character. it's UNEXPECTED. keeps you young.#orufrey.........ya know the deal. They are my life.#the only thing that distracts me seriously from orufrey is when i think not of their love but MY love.....in video games.#runners up were dragon age 2 where i also fell in love. i immediately spat out so much art about da2 and veilguard LOL#i discovered various media that wasnt included here too..read some good manga..etc#i made several personal comics this year (the wha oc one and the Wolf one) and a lot of.. semi-personal art like my veilguard oc#i'm slowly learning to express myself artistically in ways that arent orufrey...... next year..i want to achieve various things....#i don't know what i can really manage any more. but i'll try a bit harder. just in CASE life can still be good..#OH AND I DID BG3 HONOUR MODE...bg3 was a 2023 thing but the first half of this year i was also just soulfully playing bg3. saved me#the second half of the year was actually better even though i got sick. Weird. anywayyyy *ceases talking to myself*#i pray for health and safety and peace for everyone and for my dreams to come true.
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𝟜 here's your yappachino girlieᝰ.ᐟ✮⋆
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𝟙: Girl Talk w/Shibain𐙚˙✧˖°📷 ༘ ⋆。 ˚
My favourite number is 24 because it's my birthday
Imagine yourself ☆*: .。. o(≧▽≦)o .。.:*☆
Abundance of the past
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How to stop being a doormat.-
enemies to lovers but with myself
Chess strategy ♟️*ੈ✩‧₊˚♕
Is it a whim? Or is it more...
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How to change your life with Gamification
How to use time efficiently with many interests and work commitments.
Dissecting the glow up pyramid
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The best apple snack
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#master list#will be updated frequently#my master list#even the tags will be updated ya#girlblogging#I'm running out of time so the tags are not the best#wonyoungism#girl blogger#becoming that girl#becoming her#self improvement#pink academia#dream girl#it girl#pink pilates princess
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life update!
that's it. thank you all for reading
#i am not good at making jokes#tay parla#random ramble/vent (actual life update) after this tag#anyway all good i am just. not good#but it will pass#i am tired of it . sure. but it will pass#i am sorry for being random and maybe shit cause of the weeks w/o a word#i have been feeling a lot of stuff#though tomorrow there is a thing that happens#and i am hoping with all myself it can “fix” me#even if i know it wont#i hope with all myself that it will be better cause no matter what i do everything is wrong and everything makes me spiral#i should stop talking ;) i love all of you a lot#and i miss you all way more than i can express#i hope it will get better#ci tenevo a scusarmi#perché sì#quindi ye che roba#see ya#time to bury this post w shitposts <- joke. i got v little to post rn lol
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i need y'all to know that this in9 art series is just an elaborate way of getting me to remember the names and order of the episodes lol
#personal#i love learning the order of things lol... cant explain it#anywayyy a mini update to anyone interested is that ive completed 21 of them#iev actually changed my mind on a couple of the screenshots i initially chose#which means i wont be drawing nick from tempting fate rip :(#(i'll get round to drawing him eventually dont worry)#(i mainly changed it cos i realised there are too many screenshots featuring r's face lol like this isnt even smth i did on purpose#several of these screenshots were picked by other people so its not even my bias showing istg lol !!!#but anyway needed to remove one of them so... rip nick sorry babe)#anyway i wanted to get 3 done today and ive managed one#but im sooarrrr sleeeepy that i may end up just getting another one done later lol#also tentatively i am currently thinking i might be able to get them all done by the 22nd but like...#that's a tentative maybe#anyway idk if anyone is actually interested in this but here ya go lol#i think ive said anywayy like 300 times int hese tags#annywayyyyyy
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like i wouldnt mind like. Not having new linear games post 5 its judt that sims 4 wasnt even supposed to Be The Sims 4 it was a last minute pivot and the base code is so outdated and was broken On launch so like. i just wish we could have the final actual sims game be like. one that was always intented to be a major sims release AND be intended to be so long term . yk
#i dont even want like. Ooh major graphical updates whatever if sims 5 was announced and they looked photorealizstic id hurl i wouldnt play#it#my ideal would ig be sims 4 with a touch more realism style wise. if this makes sense#like its a bittt too cartoony for me but i like the like. Clay hair or whatever SJFNFJ. and i think having it be simple in basegame means#you can customize it easier + itd run better on more pcs#so im fine eith that. i would nottt want it more cartoony#i also like. I understand the sims is like. an all ages game i do sometimes wish that the animations in 4 were a bit toned down#like i dont mind silly goofy wacky stuff i think its fun and like. The sims has always been a bit sillay yk. but the overexaggerated#animations r sometimes like -_-.... to me. but thats personal preference#IDK. the tags that show up when i type idk r so funny. do i ever know anything. sources say no#BUT ya i just rly wish like. if this is what they wanna do i wish theyd give us One more full game give it lots of time and love and rly rly#focus on having it excel at like. being this partnof the sims#since they wanna have like. Other sims games that have online features and multiplayer and everything. they could use that to make sure that#ts5 was Rly solid as a foundation and as like. ykwim..... they could plan updates for the future And dlc or whatever and i just think itd be#a better move than trying to make sims 4 happen#bc i judt dont think With all the updates in the world. sims 4 wont ever be like. what it couldve been. yk. i just dont think you can make#it work without Fullllyyyy just starting over.#and at this point with like..so many modders and stuff and everything and how much dlc there is thatd be impossible Esp if they keep#releasing new stuff which. They will ^_^#idk. im excited for some other lifesim games im keeping my eye out#but i rly do love the sims and i just wish that it could be as good as it could be. It has such a huge budget and team and like. if ea would#stop just trying to make as much money as possible off it i feel like they could make Such an amazing game. not to put down indie gamedevs#at all the games jve been looking at look Incredible like.. yk. but the fact those games are so good eith FAR smaller teams and budgets is#like. imagine what we could have if the sims had that amt of care and time put into it.#but whatever whatever whatever. sorry im just rambling#again ik what i would want from my platonic ideal of a sims game isnt what everyone would eant#but idk. i feel like another good step might be like. making the other sims games more available and updating them so they run better on#modern pcs. but i dont think thatll ever happen DNDNFJFNFN.
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to no ones surprise i got my ass beaten by my one and only queen
#her card is all that matters tbh i want nothing else (until ayato card comes next update heheh)#I WAS ALREADY LIKE YA SHES GONNA BE too good at card games it just fits her#im not even surprised she kicked my ass but in my defense im watching stream at the side AAA#own#genshin tag
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Hmmm I kinda want to make a side blog for RPG Maker game development related things to be able to talk to more experienced people in that community, but at the same time I both don’t really think I’d get much attention and don’t want to accidentally spoil my own game (^^ ; ).
I have a rough story, concept doodles, a tileset, some character sprites, an enemy that walks around but can’t initiate battle yet (if I even decide to have a battle system), a couple rooms with some events, and a functioning run button, but I’m still lost on how to do much else at the moment. Especially since this program has the ability for scripting, meaning I’ll probably have to learn and actually retain another coding language.
So, I’m not very far at all lol. Idk how well that’d go over on the established fandom website, but eh.
#text post#incoherent rambling#project update#game project#I’m still also debating whether or not I can actually even make a proper horror game too#It’s the rule of like just being a horror fan doesn’t make you good at horror being afraid of something does? ya know?#I am trying to go with things that scare me personally but it’s been difficult#either things aren’t concrete of concepts enough or are wayyyy too oddly specific to make anything about#which is quitter talk I know but how does one translate the childhood heebee jeebees of watching top ten gaming videos past bedtime 💀💀💀#or like the way too broad general fear of lack of control without making it too on the nose or too vague#truly a balancing act writing is#kinda ironically I am also a little bit less afraid of hospitals after having been to one for myself rather than family members#which makes things both more and less difficult???#on one hand I have better references for them now but on the other hand I’m desensitized to it 😔#I think I get used to things a little too easily for a lot of things to stay scary#the thing was a scary movie the first time I saw it and now it’s a comfort film#funger was a very scary game until I first died and reloaded a save with little consequence and now it’s just a spooky but fun rpg#but then at the same time thinking about a movie studio logo before a movie that scared me as a kid cause there was a monster in it#still gives weird left over shivers but actually seeing it doesn’t anymore for some reason#I feel like that’s how it’s worked with most things I’ve ever been afraid of in my life besides concepts like death control or idk drowning#ugh writing is HARD#but actually making a functional and fun to play game is harder oh my god do I not know how to make puzzles#I have made swivel chairs that can be knocked and walked over but that’s about it and idk what to do with that knowledge lmaooooo#and I don’t want the entire gameplay loop to be read text search room get key repeat cause that’s boring#I have also desperately tried making a stamina system but there’s not much help with that online especially not in the rpg maker forums#the no necroposting rule sucks all the threads for questions I have never get answered and never will cause no one is allowed to due to age#anyway idk what to tag this probably won’t get seen since it’s not my usual anyway but eh whatever I’ll think about this#hopefully I remember the passwords to two blogs 💀💀💀
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i held a man’s hand today
#this has been in my drafts since the 10th so please forgive me on the late update i’ve been Busy ™️#it all started on the weekend FG dropped me off at my choir performance for school and i’d been running around all day so i was all 😵💫 tryi#to do everything in a timely manner and he was such a big help driving me around everywhere and stuff so sweet 🥰 and as i was outside the#theatre he was handing me something? i can’t even remember rn and he was like you’re going to do great all that good pep talk stuff and as i#was reaching for what he had in his hand i kinda just kept my hand there and he did too but i had to go so i just left and then he picked me#up after and that was that and then on sunday we we hanging out and i just went out and said it bc ya girl is no coward 😤 i said “i wanted#to do something yesterday’ and he said “’ok?’ and i was like i wanted to hold your hand and he asked why didn’t you? ‘bc i was nervy 😣’ and#then after some back and forth small joking he just took my hand and we held them in silence for a bit and i was explaining how im in my#head a lot and i’m really trying to not do that anymore esp with him and he was rubbing 👏🏾 my 👏🏾 hand 👏🏾 with 👏🏾 his 👏🏾 THUMB 👏🏾#LIKE ANSJDKKFKFKFKLLDJCNCNJDJENNXXJJD#you see normally that makes me reeeallllyyt ticklish but it was so soothing i could’ve fell asleep right then and there i promise you and he#was so gentle with his voice and omgoodness this man#so then i had to go and he was like yk you’re going to have to let go bc there’s no way im letting go 😭😳🙄 LIKE SIR#but ya that’s the latest update 🫣#mutuals my beloved <3#vk overshares in the tags#friendly giant ™️#fg
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No one reads my caswen fics more than me. I’m my biggest fan
#I will return to my children some day#2023 took an interesting turn for ya girl#I be employed now and shit#caswen#caswen fic update#wow that tag didn’t even pop up bc I haven’t used it since December#hsmtmts
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SREEDIE YOU UPDATED and I haven’t even read the last chapter yet…
in my defence, I have moved countries so uh… keep waiting for me, my love, I shall soon return from the war <3
YOU MOVED?!??? I demand details please. I’ll wait forever for you my reekie-leekie. <3
#I’m like 90% sure you lives down under before#OMG WHERE ARE YOU NOW???#I love getting your life updates haha#you slide into my DMs like ‘yo I made this bomb ass dessert want a play by play?’#& I’m like duh bitch why are you even asking that??#anyway I miss you of course because if I’m not feuding with my divorced wife then what’s the point of getting out of bed in the morning#*slams open cabinet of perfectly in tact lightbulbs*#& I HAVE AN ABUNDANCE OF LIGHTBULBS BECAUSE YOU HAVENT COME UH SMASHING BABE#ok anyway that’s it I love ya I miss ya and I hope you’re super excited about your move!#wohoooo!!!#leekie tag#leeeeeeekiiiieeee#dude tumblrs tagging system has been so fucked lately#they get rid of tumblr live and somehow manage to fuck up the tags#idk maybe because I’m on mobile but I can’t see any of my last tags#and someone like me who rambles in the tags needs to keep an eye on what they’ve said and sometimes I forget what I’m even talking about#I swear I’m the most distracting human even to myself fuckkkk#leekie I miss you#fucking come back to me
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i said this to my friends like. i have Lost nano. as i said at the start i do not ever plan to lose ... But we cannot All be winners... but despite this im still like i did a REALLY good job. im sure everyone knows about how inconsistent my writing is like when i put out chapters and when theyre done and everything but its like 41k in a month is nothing to look over like thats really good for me. even on a good day im not writing the fucking 3k that i wrote once or the 2k i wrote at the start. i DO want to try and keep writing everyday because it wasnt the writing everyday that fucked me, it was real life shit and the holidays and work and friends and blah blah blah there is stuff OUTSIDE of writing that i have to do. i have Obligations. AND im a human person who likes to do things other than make money and write; i like playing video games and hanging out with my friends and if i dont have that socialisation time then its like. Rover
like this was REALLY great i felt like id gone back to my early days of fic writing and writing everyday like i did on propaganda and actually having like ideas and just writing and progressing the story I LOVE WRITING!!! i didnt need to be reminded how much i love writing but i did have to be reminded just how much i can DO. because sometimes you just have to sit down and say I'm going to write today and THATS IT. for some people thats harder unless theyre medicated but for me i do think i could force myself to just sit down and write. but im not writing 10k in one sitting LMAO that would burn me out and then we'd NEVER get the chapters of nameless im working on.
BUT I AM PROUD OF MYSELF. like i failed and i had fun doing it AND i have 41k words of my novel down! so one day thats going to exist and im happy with the state that everything is in right now ^_^ but i think during december as i get my work hours in im going to start time blocking and then in january, ill have to do that in both my journal and in my calendar. im actually really excited about it and i hope that if i make it a habit to set that time up for myself, i'll actually Follow Through and Do It. and then we might get consistent updates like i used to do And wouldn't that be beautiful ...
but yeah!!! im really happy about my novel and will set up time for it in my calendar when im not so super tired of writing it because thats all ive been writing this month 😭
#fae winning nano#but yeah genuinely i had a fuckton of fun doing this and ill do it next year and MAYBE even the little mini stuff they have in like.#june? july? they have other months that you can participate that ive heard about but never seen as much as The Main Event#but i know that like considering my mental health it would be better for me to change my goal for anything in the summer#because seasonal depression. ya know ....#also. sidenote. for the people still reading the tags#nameless update MAYYYBEEEE soon ...i was looking it over again and i have clicked everything into place. i was not confident a month ago#but now? oh. expect something in two weeks AT THE LATEST.
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When you got work to do but Writing Brain will only give you fanfiction 🙃
#Not even the one I'm behind on#Rapunzel Without the Hair over here drowning#Meanwhile Bet on Me is 35 chapters ahead of updates#And my dumbass head just wants to write that#Like bruh we've been paid to write something stop screwing around you funky little blob#Just give me the damn words#I love all my fics and I love writing them#But sometimes you gotta write what you literally Need To Write#Ya know?#Vent tags#I am very tired
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perched calmly awaiting the opening of summer stock in an hour and a half unless this first night has a special debut schedule....goodspeed musicals instagram post curtain call pics or smthing....
#we all know will ''orville wingate'' roland is an elusive and a coy but maybe other people will be taking & posting some pics lol#wrapping my head around the weekly scheduling like okay fridays one performance at 8#two one show days three two show days and One of those two show days becomes a one show day & vice versa next month. two zero show days#anyways lots of opportunities but can't get those hopes Way up. for example i am still awaiting ppl updating their sites w/panic of '29 pix#a show where even gleaning plot was like okay i don't Think everyone got nuked to death. pretty sure.#anyways i want to know what's going on in here too....summer stock....fr anyone feel free to be in or go to ct & relay any info for fun#i Know they will be having fun in there....breaking into the goodspeed musicals archive (trying to; just kicking off the heist w/o knowing#whether that exists in any form) like ya gotta go for it. if summer stock taught me one thing#summer stock#getting in the way of anyone trying to look up the tag for the film. well: there's also this stage production. now. tonight. hour twenty mn#and i did see that film....material
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on fics and commenting
I love rambling in the author's comments. if you're writing on tumblr i'll be in your notes, if you're writing on twitter im in your quotes, and if you're writing on AO3 you best believe im rolling around in your comments section.
I just love fics so much. I love reading all the different universes an author can write our favourite blorbos in.
I'm usually the kind that writes huge comments that pick up dialogues and a lot of capslock screaming. and sometimes i'm like. going feral cus i can't actually get my brain to work enough for that and all i end up writing is "mmm delcious" with lots of screaming on the side
some of the best fictional work i've ever read has come from an author writing fanfiction. some of the best smut i've read has also come from there
Writer friends y'all are absolutely amazing.
#i dunno#i just feel like writer friends deserve all the love#because a good fic is genuinely sometimes the only thing that makes my day#im not even kidding#university is killing my ass#im down bad#and seeing fics being updated or my favourite authors writing more fics for the same blorbos is so#WOW#ya kno#moonbeam thoughts#<- i decided to tag these typa posts with that#i like the sound of it#fics are godsent#fandom#thank you for the food everyone
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Suuuuuper duper big hugs and shout out and all the care in the WORLD to my brother j @wifiwuxians for making these little guys :D !!! Yi City fam is so so dear to me and I am so excited that they finally came in ough,,, everything is so so cute to me .
Also got these little fellers ( who were a surprise to me !!! ) too !! So big thanks to @/lanlanayang here on tumblr as well, bc these were soo cute to see included >:3
It's a little too late to try and get any of these guys afaik, but if you love art and fanart and mdz on a whole, both accs are for you to be following :0 but that's all in zag's opinion
#💫📷#c multiple : yi city quartet#i gushed abt these on personal ik but oughhhh j i care you 5ever . i wanted 2 tell u again :]#also for anyone over here reading these tags : best time as ever that i'll get i think that i won't be back until#some point after the new year . it'll be in janurary for sure ( unless smth RLLY wild happens ) but that's all i can say#the mental health is . well she's certainly attacking me . but anyway#anywayz* i'm available on discord and on my personal ( @sakuraaa-s ; i opened up my ask box again ) if im needed at all !#if anyone needs the disco just ask and i'll get it to ya ^-^#anyhow . hopefully when im back i'll have at least every draft here and on djoser / grandpappy's and hermes' blogs through#and most of sakura's at LEAST.... but again . while i don't like getting detailed over here the mental health is certainly doing#its thang so . i certainly have not completed even one draft as of now . a good few have some sentences down though#alas . i just had some good energy after getting these guys in the mail so i wanted to use it for a proper update#sorry j alfmmffm thats why i also posted these 2 personal whoops . surely u get how these go though#anyhow . look at the fam . for zag's sake . and them go look at j's acc and lanlanayang's for him too#and give them some love ( if u so want / feel inclined ) !!!
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I made my like main playlist album cover on Spotify this like frame from a eddsworld animation for years now and only now changed it to a crying photo of me when i was a little kid on easter cause i couldn’t get any of the eggs and my family had to give me eggs in my basket cause i found like 2 which started my whole easter hate arc. It was a cool picture and a little cringe like “WAAA WAAAAA LOOK IM SAD” but idk i find a weird sense of beauty in the photo just smth about it speaks to me, it was either that or the Zombie Tord with a imposter in his eye ok
#localgardenweed#the weed is rambling#still do to this day i just grab the candy and ho man#just bad memories also FIRST PERIOD ON EASTER DAY#THAT WAS SCARY CAUSE NO ONE POINTED OUT THE GIANT BLOOD STAIN ON MY BRIGHT BLUE SHORTS#LIKE THE COLOR OF THE TAGS WHEN YOU’RE MAKING A POST BLUE#DIDNT NOTICE TILL AFTER I TOOK A SHOWER AND LOOKED AT THE BLOOD SPLOT ON MY CLOTHES#but like back as a kid i had so much fucking swagger its unreal#even a photo of me crying was so swag like if i put that shit on pintrest? i would be leading the lana del rey coquette sad core army#just smth about the photo spoke about the human condition ya know#i might share em cause like maybe my face has changed man idk yall will never know#or idk the fact i shared my face and voice on tiktok like whats the point anymore#you can see how fucking swagger i was as a kid#OK UPDATE WTF DID I MAKE THIS MATURE HELLO???
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