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orcelito · 1 year ago

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I have nowhere Near the amount of storage space I'd need on my computer to download bg3. Which is having me genuinely contemplating buying a ps5,,,

On a payment plan. I don't think it'd be wise to drop $500 out of nowhere. But. Also. I Wanna It.......

#speculation nation #currently looking at games to decide whether itd be worth it #i do wanna play that spider man game just bc it looks rly fun from what ive seen #and the $500 listing i found comes with that game.....#p3 reload is comkng out on ps5. apparently.#apparently theres a ffxvi?? i haven't heard fucking anything about this but it came out last june?????#eurgh. im Thinking about it.#i think im gonna mull over it today. i havent even had breakfast yet. this is a decision for Later...

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burning-thistles-bt · 1 year ago

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i wanna talk about the burning thistles reflamed au sooooo bad but i cant and its killing me

#i mean i COULD #but like. i wanna actually write it yknow.#so basically we'll get there in 4 years right?#oughouuuu #okay but consider this: BlueOak is REAL but Blue is trying to forgor it ever happened #meanwhile Oak believes that they should be closer than ever and is so sad to see her pulling away #OKAY AND what about if Copperleaf was everyone's dad too. didja think about that #including his own grandkits. hes there dad too now in this au technically #he basically adopts every kit but its against his own will #if bt Copper met btr Copper he'd be like 'what the FUCK are you doing just kill him bro?? stage a coup??'#meanwhile btr Copper is so urged by his need to ensure every kits survival that hes actively putting them AND himself in danger #like its so funny to me that Copper is viewed as SUCH A VILLAIN by literally ALL OF THE CLANS #meanwhile on the inside hes fucking panicking so hardddd. but he keeps placing himself in these situations like YOU DID THAT TO YOU BRO #and worst of all he's never seen Airleap look at him with such hatred before. never known him to be capable of it #ahhhh Airleap.... you pathetic sopping wet boy... you nerdy prude must die you...#so many thoughts about Him... whyd you do it man. why #AND DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE DOG PACK GANG #<-i got started on it a while ago and you all saw how that went #i wanna draw all of this but im like. eurgh. cant #its not coming out right #lolling thoughts #btr au #btr #burning thistles reflamed

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thedevotionaltour · 8 months ago

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i wish ppl on main stopped expecting people to like explain why ppl soft block them idk how to tell you ultimately you are not owed an explanation for that and ppl are just allowed to be tired of following you and do you really wanna start smthn between you two about it or can you just be an adult and accept that sometimes ppl online with nothing against you as a person are just done following you. particularly if you are not like. friends. like if you aren't close enough about it you aren't owed this explanation

#static.soundz #there are some ppl im just tired of following but like. eurgh in my brain im too theyre gonna get whiny about it and think im unfollowing #for x bad reason instead of. im just done your blog vibe and personality no longer fits mine. sorry.#THIS IS ME ALSO BEING TOO ONLINE BRAINED BUT EUUUUGGGHH #this is about no one who follows me here. clearly.

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grapecaseschoices · 2 years ago

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Please have mercy on me Take it easy on my heart Even though you don't mean to hurt me You keep tearing me apart

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'Cause I know I don't let you see But you mean the world to me And I know that I can be pretty mean But you mean the world to me

a conversation between a hopeless romantic and an obstinate skeptic, a ‘the wayhaven chronicles ( @seraphinitegames) playlist @ spotify.

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piescornerstore · 1 year ago

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This is an addispam song to me. cries

#eurgh. pain #im thinking thoughts about him again #addispam #deltarune addisons #spamton #this works for current spamton too but it sounds more like addispam in my head #Spotify

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bbeelzemon · 2 years ago

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Love driving! but my god i am so sick of driving right now

#i have driven through like 3 full tanks of gas in the past week and i just found out i gotta do it again this upcoming week too 😐#well.! time to go drive for 2 hours again!#as soon as i get back tonight im just taking a ton of weed and passing out #im just feeling really stupid right now. i got gas money for all the driving i have to do #but i thought i was given extra as like idk thanks or whatever #but no i got the amount i did because i have to make that roundtrip drive 7 times. not 3 like i thought.#soooo... guess who was stupid with money... this guyy..#oh boy. i guess this is a problem for tomorrow me to figure out #if i try to think too much about anything right now i might start crying . ill be fine im just. eurgh #i feel so stupid. i feel SO stupid #and the sleep deprivation is not helping in the slightest.#i dunno. i dont know #im just. going to start driving again. i dont have to worry about gas until tomorrow at least.#god im so stupid.

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steampoweredskeleton · 3 hours ago

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#delete later #i fucked up a lot at work last year when my aunt was dying. it was two-three months of me missing things and making mistakes. it was #also two-three months of constantly trsvelling bsck and forth across the country to visit and support. straight after moving inti #a new flat alone. i feel. astronomically bad for all the shit i missed and the amount of work i caused for other ppl. i have apologised and #thanked. and when i was asked A MONTH AFTER MY AUNT DIED why i had been missing so many things. i told them about my ocd #being horrific and thst i cant fucking think. and in the wrap up meeting today the director who i had to tell this to made s speech #to everyone about the importance of getting things right thr first time. and that others are affected and its not fair snd needs to not #happen. which is pretty much the speech i got after sharing my shit to her. and I know its not just directed at me. but im definitely #one of the ppl. and im just exhausted. i do feel guilty for not being able to do my job. but at the same time it wasnt my fucking #priority. my priority was helping my sister through panic attacks. helping my mum with chores. and tryinh not to lose it myself #snd then my priority was not destroying myself. it just feels like shit ya know. like. obviously companies don't care about any of that #they care that those hours you spent extra sre ones thst cost them money. thats why we log all our hours now. and im being #sensitive about something that wasn't explicitly directed at me. but im sure i popped into everyone's heads.#im tired. and im not avoiding responsibility for fucking up. I've admitted i fucked up. i just. im frustrated. that after two months of #horrible shit happening constantly. they were like 'why aren't you doing your job properly'. like even my manager who has #had to pick up my slack obviously felt bad for me in that private meeting. im tired. my head hurts. and honestly reviewing thst work #time is taking me right back to thst time and im gonna cry. i feel. useless and dramatic. but also. really angry that none of thst matters #to them #im incredibly sensitive and i know this. im overreacting and i know this. i know they weren't saying im useless and they hate me #i also know i made them frustrated. and thst feels like the end of the world. and then im angry thst i feel like thst bc of a patch of time #that i had little control over #eurgh im being stupid. my head hurts. im so tired. i dont want to do any of this anymore. the impulse to quit is so high but i can't do thst #and i shouldn't over something so small!!! snd now ik tslking myself out of beinh sngry and into being grovelly. fuck me mental illness #is a trip

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ritzcrackee · 8 months ago

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i love it when people act like reading is the morally superior way to Consume Media and its like. ok you are listening to the audiobook on 2x speed while you do dishes. that is exactly the same as putting a tv show on in the background NSJSKJSD

#to clarify: audiobooks are reading they count as reading audio book people don't come for me pleaseee #like. i think the good part about reading is the fact that it engourages you to be active/engaged in the story #its harder to be distracted when ur brain has to do a bunch of legwork to fill in the gapsbut i guess you can like. just not do that #whatever im just being a lame snob #books #eurgh

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bookishforce · 1 year ago

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stellarspecter · 2 years ago

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the texture of porcelain is haunting me

#sometimes im like. i dont have sensory issues im literally normal im fine with stuff!!#and sometimes im overdue cutting my nails and i cant stop thinking about the scraping #eurgh gives me shivers #literally physically #normal !#*speaks

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selamat-linting · 2 years ago

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my hometown sucked. do you have any idea how hard it is to find tshirt merch for bands? like, you either know a guy who sells one or you go to a gig and buy whatever's on sale. unfortunately the guy i know seems to stop selling one at the moment. curse covid for killing the already dying counterculture seeds of my city. we have exactly one (1) record and tshirt shop and im not even sure its on google maps.

#eurgh!!!!!#this might seem unprofessional as the self-appointed local commie #but me and my friend D did mused about leaving sometimes #somewhere better where organizing a small protest doesnt feel like pulling teeth #somewhere with less cryptofashies #and somewhere with a thriving alt music scene and better jobs for us #no we dont talk about running away together. just mused about how the grass is greener for the other side but we have a responsibility #besides #if one of us leave then the other would have a hard time managing the newbies and training them to be just like us #sometimes i think of saying that we should runaway together instead #that way none of us would abandon the other #and it might be everything we ever wanted #but ah im sure he doesnt like me that way #and i still have a life outside of him #i have my families and friends and coworkers to answer to #so i didnt say anything #posts about my life

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fastandcarlos · 7 months ago

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Soft Launch : ̗̀➛ Lance Stroll

summary: follow along as you and lance slowly reveal your relationship to the world, and your ever so slightly protective brother charles

pairing: lance x leclerc!reader

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ynusername: nice way to spend the end of race week ☺️☀️

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username1: wtf yn you can’t just suddenly spring something like this on us 🤯

charles_leclerc: excuse me what happened to heading back to the hotel early to sleep??

username2: hahah not charles having no idea about this 😂

username3: I just wanna know who this guy is…

arthur_leclerc: you’ve gotta lot of explaining to do 🙄

ynusername: @/arthur_leclerc have to catch me first 🤷🏻‍♀️

arthur_leclerc: @/ynusername why have you suddenly turned into a sassy devil??

username4: time to put my investigative skills to use 🔍

carlossainz55: thank you for making your brother freak out, just what I needed on the plane home!!

ynusername: @/carlossainz55 pls remind him how many times he’s surprised me with a new girlfriend over the past few years 😂

username5: it must be someone who was also at the race, but that’s thousands of people 😭

alexandrasaintmleux: ignore your brothers…I want to hear everything 😂

ynusername: @/alexandrasaintmleux knew I could count on you 😘

charles_leclerc: @/alexandrasaintmleux um no you’re supposed to be on my side!!

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lancestroll: definitely think I could get used to this 💞💞

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username6: ah finally lance has got himself a girlfriend!! 🥺🥺

danielricciardo: lmao scotty mentioned you had a girlfriend but I thought he was joking 😂😂

username7: she looks beautiful, why not let us see her face???

estebanocon: damn bro, looks like you’ve been pulling out all the stops!

lancestroll: @/estebanocon when you know they’re someone special then you gotta spoil them

username8: notice how he’s cropped the photo so we can’t see the reflection in the first pic 🙄

username9: damn these photos are just a reminder that money talks

fernandoalo_oficial: now I see why you couldn’t hang around for a coffee today 😂😂

username10: clearly he must like this girl to be this romantic 🥺

logansargeant: fancy wining and dining me like you do your girl? ☺️

lancestroll: @/logansargeant date night next week pending…

username11: I promise we’re happy for you lance…just spill the beans

chloestroll: my baby bro is all grown up 🤧🤧

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ynusername: adventuring with you is my favourite thing to do ❤️🩷

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username12: eurgh have I ever told you how much I hate soft launches??

charles_leclerc: you just wait until you arrive back in monaco…you’re mine!

ynusername: @/charles_leclerc you gotta catch me first 🏃🏻‍♀️💨

charles_leclerc: @/ynusername I swear-

username13: anyone else think this looks a tad like one of the drivers 🤔🤔

username14: so we’re thinking tall, athletic, dark hair…

carlossainz55: whilst I might not be your brother, I’m begging you to stop sending yours on the verge of a nervous breakdown 😭

username15: peep how lance also announced he was in a relationship last week too 🤷🏻‍♀️

pierregasly: why are you making me so bloody invested in your relationship yn!?

username16: aquariums are such cute places for dates 😭😭

ybffusername: IM WAITING FOR YOU TO GIVE ME DETAILS HURRY YOUR ASS UP

username17: whoever this guy is he clearly looks like he’s falling for yn hard

alexandrasaintmleux: I keep telling your brother to take me to the aquarium, he never listens!!

ynusername: @/alexandrasaintmleux when I’m home we’ll go on a thousand aquarium dates 🐠🐠

username18: I can’t be the only one who noticed that lance liked..

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ynusername: experiencing life in the paddock in a different colour this weekend 🏎️💚

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username19: I would not like to be in the leclerc household tonight 😂

charles_leclerc: wtaf this is the ultimate betrayal 😭😭

username20: this has trouble written all over it!!

carlossainz55: can’t believe you abandoned the red corner yn 💔

username21: but why did she pick aston martin over all the other teams??

landonorris: all those times I’ve told you to come and be in our garage but you go here instead 🙄

ynusername: @/landonorris I had my reasons!!

username22: the biggest clue yet that lance is our mystery man surely 🔍

username23: can’t believe people are ruling out nando so easily 😂😂

arthur_leclerc: I’m telling mum that you didn’t support your brother this weekend!

ynusername: @/arthur_leclerc I’m a grown woman who can do what she wants 🤦🏻‍♀️

fernandoalo_oficial: it was lovely to finally meet you properly this weekend 💚

username24: i hope lance realises he’s a dead man walking with charles around

lancestroll: 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

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ynusername: sailing away with my best friend 🤍🛥️

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username25: best friend 🤯🤯🤯

alexandrasaintmleux: @/charles_leclerc take note 📝

username26: they’re still not ready to admit they’re dating are they 😭

charles_leclerc: and here I was thinking that I was your best friend 💔

username27: you cannot convince me that third photo is not lance btw

pierregasly: why am I now playing this stupid guessing game too 🤦🏻‍♂️

username28: only lance would do all this for a girl, he’s a true romantic ❤️💕

arthur_leclerc: how about sailing back home cause we’re still waiting for some explanations???

username29: I love how they still think we haven’t figured everything out 😂

chloestroll: well isn’t this just the cutest date ever, this guy must be obsessed 🥺

ynusername: @/chloestroll what can I say, I’m a lucky girl 🩷🩷

username30: I just want to sail away with lance stroll too yn, I feel ya!

lancestroll: look at that beautiful smile 💞

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lancestroll: in my boyfriend era 👑

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username31: lance is glowing in his boyfriend era wtf

estebanocon: idk what this girl has done to you but I don’t recognise you anymore 😂

danielricciardo: is it wrong to say I’m obsessed with boyfriend era lance??

username32: I wanna know who put the smile on his face 😭

username33: surely it’s obvious who put the smile on his face??

scottyjames: since when were you so boyfriend material 😂🤧

pierregasly: I’m only here cause apparently there’s a soft launch going on and I want the gossip 😂

username34: I’m so happy that you’re so happy lance!!

charles_leclerc: funny how you’ve told me nothing about this new girlfriend…

username35: now these photos make me want lance as my boyfriend too

chloestroll: these are the cutest photos, can’t wait to remind you of these every birthday for the rest of our lives 😂😂😂😂

username36: everyone needs a lance stroll in their life ☺️☺️

ynusername: looks like your girlfriend is very lucky to have someone as funny as you 🥺

lancestroll: @/ynusername no no I’m the lucky one 🫠

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ynusername: turns out dating an f1 driver is a lot cooler than being the sibling of one 🥺🩷

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username37: they’ve finally gone official 🎉🎉🎉

chloestroll: my two fave people 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

username38: I can’t cope with how adorable these two are!!

charles_leclerc: there are thousands of people who would disagree btw 🏎️💪🏻

username39: can’t wait for lance to crash all future leclerc family gatherings 😂

lancestroll: seems to me that your boyfriend driver is a lot fitter than your brother driver too 🤔💕

ynusername: @/lancestroll oh he’s definitely the hottest 🫠

carlossainz55: don’t tell charles but he did secretly tell me that he was happy earlier…

charles_leclerc: @/carlossainz55 that was supposed to stay between me and you 🖕🏻

username40: this makes my heart so so happy 💕💕

fernandoalo_oficial: thank god I don’t have to keep that a secret anymore 😂

username41: thank you for ending the soft launch game!

pierregasly: why do I feel proud that I guessed it was lance all along 🤦🏻‍♂️

username42: now this is what we call an adorable f1 couple 💞🏎️

arthur_leclerc: I guess I won’t be needing that explanation anymore…

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kuruk · 7 months ago

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donr make fun of me I know and I'm sorry but I'm struggling to decide whether I want my pre-atla world to be more based off around like the 16 kingdoms period or if I should go with the tang dynasty instead which I guess migjt be easier like I really want to focus on chang'an but the capital changes are kind of annoying like it eas barely even the capital of western jin too many changes eurgh and I'm going to be honest I still get confused like bad and it will take me a long time to read and plan enough to make it work.

either way I'm also going to focus on northern nomadic groups and other northern cultures it's just a matter of which ones depending on the time period. but I'm keeping my options open with the time periods because I'm sort of thinking about putting in a cold palace type of situation for the concubine the mc would be the maid of but it's also a little unnecessary and dramatic and tacky and I first considered it because I wanted the earth king (thinking of changing that title depending on other factors but im not sure) to not really pay attention to his one waterbender child or the mother so that I could reasonably make the switch and have my mc live princessly in place of the child, who was actually a son but not declared so officially by the mother's decision due to it just being politically not very safe otherwise and it's bad enough that it's quite cliche like it's sucks I know.

but I'm still not sure how to make that plausible enough other than to have the waterbending child be isolated because of illness or a lack of favor severe enough for that kind of thing to work like um I don't know.. like what are the systems that I have to work with here I don't know it's all scrambled in my brain and it's kind of a stretch so. but like it also isn't real. I do think I could do something similar to what the emperor in the rise of phoenixes did when he sent one of the princes to like the border when he was 10 years old but I'm not sure if doing that to a daughter would fit the same like quite harsh... but well I don't know. making an atla palace drama thing is already pretty silly I suppose it's going to suck regardless but still.. anyuway so like 300-500ad or closer to tang dynasty ^_^?

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daftdrac · 4 months ago

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Ive been procrastinating watching X-Men '97 so hard because in the first 15 minutes of the first episode there's already so much I don't like about but I just. The ONE thing that's making me want to give this series a chance is gambit istg

I will list my complaints below if you're a '97 fan and don't give a shit or you just like gambit and want to hear me scream ferally about him you can skip

Imo: jean being pregnant at the start weirds me out idk I get a major ick

I also don't like the one scene where she's talking about him quitting X-Men and shit like she doesn't know he's committed his life to the team like girl. This is out of character STOP.

Logan's voice actor is bad. Just stop. Please.

Who the FUCK is Morph. Also they make me uncomfortable 😭. Or they did in like the scene where they're trying to find the rich kid at the rave and they're imitating Jean to tease Logan. That is just uncomfortable to me like ew stop please

Idk who jubilee is I'll be fr and that makes me wary of her. I know she's a comics character (Im pretty sure) but the only X-Men content I've watched is two other of the cartoons (xmen evo and wolverine and the xmen) and she's not in those and my autism reallyyyy doesn't like change so randomly finding out about new characters is uncomfortable but she seems cool and silly I like her

I also think from what I've seen of him '97 Scott is the LEAST likeable version of himself, but also probably the most simp worthy I'll be fr that tanktop gets to me too y'all-

I also don't really like the art style. It's a cool STYLE but most of the character designs don't look quite right with it and it just. Eurgh. Idk. Gambit is like one of the only characters who I like in the xmen '97 artstyle

The ONLY thing I can praise in this show so far is gambit. I love him. Look at him

(img found on Pinterest credits to original artist/creator)

Just LOOk at him. This man is such a slut I love him. Long red hair a crop top AND slutty jeans?!?? And don't forget the cHOKER,, like DAMN this man is a FRUIT! SALAD! And the fingerless gloves I almost forgot to mention those. Hc his shoes are blue converse im making him gayer. Also the belt chain GOD this man is GAY i LOVE HIM. This is by far his best design I swear to God. Evolution does him so DIRTY dude it actually made me fucking CRY laughing when I first saw him I felt SO bad he's RIDICULOUS

sigh. Poor soul. The fucking BOWL CUT THEY GAVE HIM

God and wolverine and the xmen is hardly better 😭

I LIKE HOW THEY DID HIS OUTFIT. ITS COOL. BUT GOD HIS FUCKING HAIR

Long story short/tldr I dislike X-Men '97 but it's portrayal of gambit is AMAZING I LOVE this GAY MAN

Ok I have a class I have to get to I need to post this BAHSB BYE

#daft rambles #xmen evolution #xmen cartoon #wolverine and the x men #xmen logan #logan howlett #xmen wolverine #xmen '97 #xmen 97 #gambit xmen #remy lebeau #xmen 97 gambit #HES SO BABYGIRL #on a completely unrelated note when i type 'manwhore' my phone now autocorrects it to all caps

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disventure-rewrite-takes · 7 months ago

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hihiiii umm i like just finished s2 and idgaf ab spoilers so im on here and like. the posts ive seen lowkey make me not wanna watch all stars but also im so curious to see how bad they fumbled!!! anyway not the point

i saw someone mention ep 4 and like i totally agree!!! but also as a trans person i kind of wish someone spoke up ab how fucked up that was bc OUTING SOMEONE ON TV IS SO FUCKING CRAZY?!???!!?!? and like my guess is that they tried to make it not as big of a deal so that krystals kinda redemption arc thing would be easier but like. i paused the ep and had to take a few mins bc i was so mad at her and like i could NOT stand her for the rest of the season. (i was crocheting while watching at the time so i furiously finished 2 rows to calm down 💀) maybe its just cuz im trans so i care ab it more but it also might be me holding grudges a ton so idk. also when aiden came out to james i was kinda like "honestly if i wasnt so disturbed by it i probably would have forgotten." like? i kinda wish he explicitly said he was trans or something in that scene

OH AND the fact aiden came out to james like that peeved me bc i think hes supposed to be stealth? and it totes makes sense for him to come out to him bc he likes him and stuff but like... he blurted out the whole karol thing idk if hes someone to trust with something so obviously important to aiden...

so like. maybe james could have spoken up about how messed up it was to out someone like that and it would make sense (to me at least) for aiden to trust him just enough to come out to him (bc honestly even though i knew my friends were supportive, i was still scared to come out!!!) i doubt hed make a confesional obvs, but i feel like more instances of aiden being vaguely like "i want to tell him but idk how hell react.." would have been nice especially bc before the scene he seems like hes trying to be super stealth 😭😭😭 maybe him and lake talking and hes like "hey do you know how to tell someone a secret??" or something like that??? idk if its just me being picky but it felt a little bit. shoved in? like they were like "oh yeah we almost forgot to mention this!"

eurgh i hope i made sense my brains super clattered and i suck at explaining things 😭😭

no it makes sense. they treated aiden being trans so. weird ??? like the plot was so weird about it and i’m glad it wasn’t me that thought this.

#disventure camp #disventure camp season 2 #aiden disventure camp #plot rewrite

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theyhitthepentagon · 11 months ago

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Feel free to not answer this if you dont want to, but. Man i just want to say sorry for all the shit thats been going on with yeuc-c, and the axosun discord, and whatever else. Queer validity discourse is so stupid. I wish these people would realize that being queer is about not fitting into boxes, why are we just making more??. queerphobes hate us all either way this is all pointless infighting. When homophobes are done going after the gays you deem too different, they will just come for you next. Eurgh anyways, Please just. take the time for urself if you need it. Much peace & love ♡

thank you for this anon it really has been helping me to see people who are on my side because the past few days have been Awful for me (aside from my birthday for the most part)

im so so pissed at how yeucc handled this and like every single situation that came before this, like. the gore raid was handled awfully. afrmation was handled bad. now this is happening. i felt like regretevator was one of the only "fandom" spaces that is bearable enough for me to participate in but everyone there has to hate me too This time for something i cant even control. i didnt even do anything in that server but be queer snd talk to my friends about it

before i was thinking about taking a break from everything regretevator related but now im not sure if ill ever come back because this community is So fucking unwelcoming. the only people being empathetic through all this are one of the mods, a handful of my friends, and some strangers speaking up after yeucc said shit about lesboys. uuufhfhgshshhjuhfhjdhgb i wish fandom wasnt awful i wish my existence wasnt discourse

#asks #fuck yeucc #this has been making me as shakey and nauseous as i was when i was in the hlvr community #except this time its not even my fault #its been going on for days #fuck yeucc and his gay ass game it fell off after bive was added #ugfggrgehrhrgegrgegegeggegeggegegge

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