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the whole thing of “oh, you use mobility aids?’” “oh, you use *insert thing that makes my life easier*?” said in the kinda tone where it’s kinda obvious they’re looking down on you for it. literally go fuck yourself <3
#shoutout to the girl who stared at me the last time i was in town#literally i was just minding my own fucking business#it wasn’t just a quick glance that basically everyone does or whatever#she full on STARED at me#like thanks for making me self conscious about living my life how i need to#idk if she really meant it in that way but like idk#i could choose to take it as she liked my outfit but my brain fully attached itself to the negative#bc literally i’m a person with a cane so idk it just seems weird to me#anyways my point is ppl who make ppl feel bad about needing mobility aids etc fucking suck ass fr fr#bc they’re all like ‘do you really need it?’ or ‘are you even trying to get better?’#literally fuck off and die x#i normally try to be a positive person etc but sometimes things piss me off and i’m not gonna apologise#especially as it’s my own fucking blog#anyways this shit really boils my piss and i hope ppl who do it die in a fire <3#gwen rambles#gwenposting
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fake ep idea + doodles
#i was thinking abt how funny it would be if there was a shiftythrifting blog equivalent in lmk. and half the stuff on there is#submitted by wukong. so i thought a yard sale ep would be funny lol#basically the hoard becomes problem one way or another and wukong figures the best way to get rid of his junk is thru ebay#somehow ends up selling world ending artifacts to random megapolis citizens so mk mei and redson have to scramble to find em#purposely meant to mirror the weekly shenanigans s1-2 style eps that are really goofy (dumpling ep noodles ep etc)#but it gets darker and darker because MK is not fucking ok after that whole thing with the scroll and some unchecked identity crisis#for me id want him to kind of. freak tf out because they have to find MULTIPLE chaos inducing items that could end the world while trying t#be sillygoofy and funny about it. so hes trying to mask his panic with “ohhh guys its just like the good ol days ^_^ remember that ^_^”#ESPECIALLY after that whole thing with the ink scroll. also mei doesnt buy any of it and is worried for him the whole time#as for the B plot it could be monkey king also trying to be very relaxed abt selling 4000 years worth of stuff and tang getting all huffy#like “these are priceless artifacts that could help us learn so much about the past!! wtf man!!!”#and maybe it reveals smth like wukong not wanting to hold on anymore bc his past weighs him down. and theyre all reminders#i think azure mentioned that wukong is sentimental (idk if that was genuine or lying to mk) so that could be touched on to#so basically. the theme would be some sort of conversation abt nostalgia. i think. im not a writer so its very fuzzy in my head#if anyone wants to add on or include their own spin on it feel free. also included undercut redson as a treat somewhere in there#myart#lego monkie kid#monkie kid#lmk red son#lmk mei#lmk MK#lmk xiaotian#lmk xiaojiao#lmk sun wukong#lmk swk#doodles#lmk tang#lmk pigsy#lmk traffic light trio#yard sale ep
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WELCOME TO THE TETHERED ISLES!!!
[a cluster of floating islands drifting above a valley. ropes connect the isles together and keeps them bound to the world - recently cleared to explore, the isles are full of mystery and adventure!]
<RAMBLEY is now unavailable for asks.> <LLOYD is now unavailable for asks.> <SALEM is now unavailable for asks.> <THE SERPENT is now unavailable for asks.>
MOLLIE arrives to the main island of the TETHERED ISLES. She looks around the TETHERED OUTPOST, watching merchants and explorers milling about and interested in a new location to explore. She sees RAMBLEY nearby, assisting in supplying the new Outpost. She spots the TRADER in the crowd; the enigmatic merchant that usually stays in the Snow Line seems to have followed the excitement to the Isles. She spots RUTA in the crowd; an experienced and respected explorer that freely offers ominous but helpful advice.
Clutching her bag of supplies, Mollie is struck by indecision.
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also, because i think its funny, heres the original sketch for one that cool sidescroller esque art up there:
its literally just blobshsjdghsd
#story event#indigo park#indigo park swapped au#mollie macaw#rambley the raccoon#polls#hoo boy here it starts!! here we go!!!#ruta is an oc; the trader is not an oc#poll is short because im impatient!! i wanna tell the story i made for this blog!! i am Very excited#also from here on out everything gets progressively less indigo park. since only ch1 is out rn we already dont have much to work with#so im gonna make everything the fuck up#there will be occasionally be references to the main game. especially when ch2 comes out. but for now im just gonna do my own stuff#chrono
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save me asian ocs.. save me...
#out of.#working on inbox i swear. and now that ive justified my lack of content on my own blog heres my tag ramble:#SAVEEE ME ASIAN OCS SAAVEEEEE MEEEE#i love u guyus.. so mcuh. i kiss every asian oc my mutuals have because they are so dear to me#and i know when its like.. idk in a fantasy/mythological/sci fi verse ethnicity just isnt brought up but its still so important to me#and its also why i have so many (se)asian muses tew...#especially if ur character is one that deliberately breaks the mold so many inevitably fall into (by white/unaware writers)#and double especially if its BROWN ASIANS yall are fighting the good fight. in this economy???#trust that i will always talk about the impact of ethnicity OCs have despite it not being a focal point in most threads#bc its still really prevalent imo !!#let it be said i am a large hater of k/rp or fetishization of that sort & i hope i have a good eye on spotting that shit...#i know every and all asian (original) characters are safe in my moots hands u mean sm to me#sometimes i go thru ur guys carrds and just read ur bios again 'FUCK THIS IS GOOD & RESPECTED' i eat it up all the time. know this..#i kiss u all MWAH#i got so emotional thinking about miss josephine and mahariel and lavellan......[i continue to list all my asian characters]
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sometimes looking at like Self Help Strategies lists for the symptoms I'm having is always just like:
thing that I already do
thing I have tried 10 times
thing I already do
thing that I don't have the money to do
thing I already do
thing I've been doing since I was 10yrs old to no avail
thing that is impossible given my situation
thing that doesn't apply to me
thing that I already do
thing I have already tried
hrmm, oh wait, maybe finally- OH, yeah.. okay. thing that I already do but it was just phrased slightly differently
thing I have already done
#I think maybe productivity tips help less if the reason you're unproductive is partially like.. physcial health and other extenral things#out of your control. rather than just like having trouble paying attention or spending too much time on tiktok or whatever#all the strategic to do lists in the world are not going to somehow prevent me from waking up with a debilitating migraine or whatever#or having external stressors or lacking resources and connections or other Productivity Essentials etc.#especially many tips involve stuff like 'cut off from social media' since thats the modern day time waster for so many poeple#and it's like.. lol.. i can hardly even maintain a blog even thuogh i actively WANT TO DO SO. 'shut off your smart phone!' already#done babey i fucking hate smart phones i shall never use an app unless i am forced to. 'delete tiktok' yep. already covered. tiktok and#all of those thinsg are my enemies. 'save money by cancelling some of your services' cool. already ahead of you.#who the fuck is out here paying for like 10 different subscription services. pirated videos uploaded to google drive and youtube to mp3#my beloved. etc. etc. and so on. 'socialize less' .........LOL.. if only you knew.. mr.writer of the article. i can barely muster#talking to friends more than once a month and even less if I'm actively sick (often occurence) etc. etc. ... hewoo#I think maybe instead of generic productivity tips I need more like.. how to refocus and be productive anyway even if you have a headache#or are nauseous or etc. Not that those are always things to ignore. and of course you should let your body rest and etc. But plenty of peop#e have mild physical symptoms and just work through them. Ithink something about the way my body/mind is SOO hyper attuned to all#sensory information just makes it like... constantly 'GRR well I cant focus on WRITING right now because my lef#t ear feels weird and my socks are too itchy and my back has a strange pressure and I'm vaguely warm and my eye feels some ssort of#way it doesnt normally feel and I'm hyperaware of my breathing and also nauseous for no reason' and like half of those things I#think '''normal''' people wouldnt even notice or at least would be able to just live through. but for me it's like.. nealry impossible to i#gnore and soooo distracting always. like 'wahh.. nooo we can't draw or get anything done.. my legs feel slightly heavy or something!!'#like............. ok......... who cares. thats not even a PAIN sensation it's just something weird. but it's just like.. NO. constant#mental alerts about the 'heaviness' of your legs be upon ye. Though Imean like.. yes.. 70% of the time I am in genuine pain#or having some sort of actual ailment with trackable physical symptoms. but sometimes it's just like... we could totally be working right#now and ignoring this silly thing but my brain is fixated on it for no reason uncontrollably. etc. etc. I guess it's the same way that like#most people can go to a grocery store without the whole experience being so overwhelming and so much stuff going on at once#that they have to rest afterwards but like.. in my own HOME doing NOTHING i feel like I should be able to not get overwhelmed lol. ANYWAY#Rolling my bastard little rock up a dumbass hill and so on and so forth
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if you go onto one of my posts to try and derail it to make it about any other demographic (in a way that is obviously bad faith), i hope you keel over and die lol
#make your own fucking post#my posts are for AND ABOUT transmascs first and foremost.#my blog is centered around transmasculinity and the issues we face as transmascs.#don't bring up anyone else unprovoked ESPECIALLY to try and convolute what i say#yes this is about a certain user whos blog name rhymes with 'mite-sub'#stop crawling the anti-transmasculinity (and adjacent) tags#get a fucking hobby#uchi.txt#vent?#transandrophobia#anti transmasculinity#transmasc#transmasculine
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This will always be a better option than arguing with people and attempting to control them. It's not great, but at least I can control myself by just leaving
#personal#now. I mean NOTHING to no one 🩷 I felt like this before anyway so#its nothing new to cry about#i always mean nothing to anyone and everyone else always just moves on as if I'm nothing regardless 💗#maybe I should just delete this blog too#I wish i could just do what 16 year old me did and constantly ask do you like them more than me#why do you need this many friends why do you need to constantly be around people#why do you do this then complain about it later and then talk super awesome of it even though you complain about it#why did you say this when it wasn't true#I wish I could say that your reminder that you can love more than one person just made me feel EVEN more#unloved somehow . like i thought you didnt EVEN love now all you do is talk to everyone always#you were the one with a bad outlook on life when we met. now youre super fucking happy because you just get to be around people all the tim#well good for you I guess. I'm not happy but im happy for you. I'll just be bitter forever in my own corner.#no amount of communication will ever fix how awful I fucking feel. and I feel like absolute shit either fucking way#and nothing can help. nothing will help. nothing. literally not one word is reassuring to me despite knowing they mean well#i trust none of it. especially because everyone in my life says one thing and then means or does another#this is probably the best solution for everyone atp
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me at the start of an mri scan: wow this is an extremely loud and unpleasant experience. i am very uncomfortable right now
me after 20 minutes: zzzzzzzzz.......
#i cant be the only one#like its loud as fuck especially since my head is fully in the machine but like. the rhythm just puts me to sleep#which at least helps it pass by faster lol#i hope i get copies of the pictures again. its not often that a person gets to see their own brain#'biggie why are you getting your brain scanned are you okay?' im 100% fine- its actually for a study im participating in!#nothing wrong with me that wasnt already apparent just from scrolling through this blog lmfao#biggie tumbles
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i feel like i shouldn't have to plaster "mspec/male 'lesbians' dni" all over my page but here we are
#pyro.txt#i am. tired.#i'm very open about my stances. i complain about it. a lot.#i know i do. and i'm sorry if it gets grating.#but i'm tired of it. having assholes who think they know better than you about your own identity and trying to redefine it in a way#that they find 'inclusive' and 'progressive'#while what they're pushing is an inherently transphobic label. it literally has its roots in t/e/r/f vocabulary#idk i'm sorry. especially for complaining so much on the matter.#i'm vocal about it. i have it under my 'more info' thing. and yet boundaries are still getting crossed.#and they're the ones who bitch at you for not reading their 2 mile long dni.#my misanthropy grows more and more everyday. i may be lonely but sometimes i am genuinely glad my avpd keeps me from talking to folks.#btw yes i am blocking them. i just get to complain incessantly because this is my page.#also why is it that when i block someone on mobile it only blocks them from my main? like shouldn't it be across all of them?#like if i didn't want someone interacting with one blog...why should they get to interact with all of the others?#it's just going to give me notifications i can't see and it's going to drive me insane.#why do i have to get on my computer to block these fucks specifcally from this blog
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Oh no
im not ready for new fun
#i have Watched Something New and it is Causing Things#why the fuck that one tho.#sorry not sorry im being a dink on my own blog ooops#head to go go do thing body too 🛑#jdkdifjsjdj meat bag.#lobster on a skateboard kazoo meme?#i dont want to give in to sleep this early especially because New Thing!!#slashing biting kicking screaming i dont like meat suit limitations
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im getting sick of this shit already and i dont even actually get into system drama or syscourse or any of that shit. but the so-called doxxer? didnt even know who SAS was until someone vented to them. yknow, a blog FOR systems to vent to. they got an anon venting about SAS, got targeted BY SAS for someone else venting, and only published what anon warned them about since SAS was going out of the way to harrass them and their followers. was it stupid for them to publish a well-meaning anon that was trying to stop the harrassment? yeah. but they are just a kid who didnt have any ill-intent and was trying to keep their followers safe, kids do stupid and far more reckless shit all the time for more selfish reasons. it was just ONE (1) single stupid but well-meaning mistake! but also!!!! they never doxxed anyone! they never put out any address or names or anything more than A BLOG and doesnt even know anything more than that. plus theyre trying to fix everything but that shits hard when SAS and company keeps making the situation so much fucking worse. again i dont like getting into drama but this is getting out of hand and the truth keeps getting twisted, its sad when a LITERAL KID is acting more mature than fully grown adults. what the actual fucking hell?
#thats all im gonna say about this situation im trying to stay out of it but theres a fucking adult going after a kid ALL BECAUSE OF A VENT#feels fucked up staying quiet about this when im seeing shit go down in real time and watching them try to make some kid out to be evil#ive lost all respect for most of the people trying to get involved and especially for SAS tho tbh kinda lost respect for SAS a while ago#not gonna tag this as anything since im trying my fucking hardest to stay the fuck away from all that shit when sysblr is fucking bonkers#to the person i sent the first draft to im sorry but this needed to be its own post and i might fix this to make more sense later idk#i probably shouldnt use another packmates blog but this seemed like a fitting place to put this so uh hey? i dont have a signoff yet oops
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I am obsessed with my own blogs btw
#like they are me#and I'm actually starting to have fun on tumblr again#I'm getting more comfortable and posting my own stuff and curating things for my different blogs#thighholsterdean is kinda my fave in terms of fandom stuff because i love creating this little place about cas and dean but mostly#about love and how love will persevere#and I'm actually writing again and maybe I'll post it one day and i want to get back into art even tho life is kinda shit#and I've been in such a dumb headspace especially since a very important friendship of mine ended and i felt like i was so unlovable#and fucked up. i really want to find friends once who stay and i wanna be better and i am trying and i hope people will see that#anyway i'm talking too much#txt.
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*** no but listen ... what if i made a multi?
#commentary tbt.#would include but nor be limited to becky lynch randy orton darby allin finn balor maybe even rhea and dominik too maybe paige idk there's#so many I wanna try but fuck I get nervous#Especially when there's duplicates ope#oh and of course my oc lovechild#If there's any others you want to see me crack my hand at comment on this#discourage me from this please 🙏 😭#Actually becky would probably have her own blog yet or I could just make each their own blog but idk multi feels ... easier even though it#Robs me of the individual aesthetic aspect but whatever point is please tell me no.
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i’ve thought about it, i’ve agonized over it, i’ve gone back and forth in a myriad of different arguments and looked at every aspect of each verse to see how his personality reflects my own struggles and i’ve noticed a lot of unintentional reflections and experiences that are very familiar. i think i have been excising a lot of my own demons through hook as i battled through trying to understand and navigate and as such, certain symptoms etc are accounted for in almost every verse. as such, killian has bipolar 1 in all verses. it’s not a plot point. it’s not something he’s going to openly struggle with in threads. but it is something that he deals with and it does influences a lot of his behavior and thought patterns. the way he deals with it, the way he approaches it, the way it affects his life ... it varies from verse to verse because the environment changes and the strategies he is taught/picks up to handle difficult situations in general changes. sometimes he knows, sometimes he doesn’t. sometimes he’ll find out and wrestle it into submission, other times it might get the best of him. but most of his first episodes were/will be caused by a traumatic experience (hmm. a captain hook blog. i wonder.). obviously killian is a very important character to me, for a myriad of reasons, and while I always fight to keep that distinction between character vs yourself .. I think sometimes the muses we’re best at exist because of a personal connection ... and reading through my writing over the last decade with him has really shown me that i was already writing certain hints and characteristics .. so i might as well just fucking embrace it.
#headcanon. the man is not wholly evil - he has a thesaurus in his cabin.#(i cant remember which tag was the fuck up. fuck)#sometimes a diagnosis just doesn't fit. i had a 2 week period where i was like woo hoo lucas is bipolar!! on my other blog#and the more i thought about it. hes not. i was wrong lmao.#he had a whole host of other things.#so this isn't me trying to be like 'oh he has this mental illness'#i truly believe in the way i write him he does (even unintentionally)#i'm obsessed with people writing stereotypes/improper facts about bipolar (especially bipolar 1)#and even with my own muse .. i would not do this lightly
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You know as a kid, there was such a unique thrill in finding fandom spaces. As far as I was aware, my brother and I were the only people who had ever played the Devil May Cry games or watched the anime.
Imagine my disappointment when I discovered FanFic.net and tried to roleplay with the people in the community during the early 2010s.
#Easily the worst fandom experience I've had. Especially on the roleplay side of things.#Lot of people who saw my 13 year old ass as a threat to their ships? Even tho I never spoke to them.#But these people HATED my OC so much because she was Dante's kid. You know. Because I was a child who adored Dante?#AND I WAS CLEARLY A CHILD TOO. I WAS ALWAYS TRANSPARENT ABOUT IT.#In my rules and bio I'd tell people I was a minor. Posting about ''Guys my first day of high school I'm nervous 🥺''.#I'd be minding my own little business and I'd look at mutual's mutuals blog rules:#''GRRRR BARK BARK BARK. I WON'T ROLEPLAY WITH OCS WHO XYZ (obviously directed at me)''#See I look back on it and can take the piss (I was as annoying as you'd think) but holy fuck did that alter my brain for the worse.#A young me seeing 20-35+ year old acting nuts over fiction and children being children.#That's why when I see ''I miss the old RPC. People were nicer.'' shit I roll my eyes so hard. People were not nicer.#I was getting rape and death threats from these fucking animals because they felt a weird way about my OC.#zombert.txt#Sorry for the novel in the tags. I just went on a lil tangent.
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Introduction of my blog
My main rule is when interacting with me: just be nice and if you harass people for the content they like?? Just fuck off, this page is safe for the freaks. (I mean look at the warning) As long you're nice and you let me be me, I won't give a fuck who you are. So yeah that's all :)
~ I go by the name; Sam
~ I'm a masc person and while I prefer male pronouns I don't really give a fuck, so you can call me anything.
~ I'm 18 and post/reblog 18+ content now and then, so if you're uncomfortable with 18+ content or are a minor please do not interact with those posts... Thank you <3 Uhhh so basically I'm being horny on main...
⚠️ WARNING: I play DoL (Degrees of Lewdity) and I post/reblog stuff about it but it's a very fucked up porn game, so I will post/reblog dark content on here. I will try to tag accordingly but yeah. In general there will be some reblogs of dark content, so if you don't like that, well this was a warning ⚠️
#My thoughts on some things + a bit about me ->#I dislike shipping discourse (and labels) So I don't consider myself anything#I do agree with them about: Ship who you want with whoever. Don't like; don't read/Dead dove; do not eat#and the very basic one don't harass people about fucking fiction!!#I'm anti censorship. Cause I believe it's a very slippery hill and don't want to take any chances#while I very much hate stuff like l0llicon. I still believe it shouldn't be censored because then would also the works that deal with csem#and other works that deal with inappropriate stuff between adults and minors but in a way to showcase the awful aspects#or the ones with an unreliable narrative (like in Lolita) be also censored and I think it would bring more harm than good#uhh yeah. If you're a pedophile; seek help and even better go to jail. I don't tolerate that shit#One thing that should be banned: Real People fics. They are fucking creepy especially because the “subject” is a real fucking human being!!#anyway a bit more about me: I like dark content; such as yandere#other heavy/dark things (I mean look at DoL... I love that game but the shit that happens?? Oef)#i'm very much into problematic and toxic fictional men (also women but less) and am lowkey a monsterfucker :)#so yeah. The content I consume don't reflect my actual morals :)#and yeah i'm a freak myself so ofcourse this blog is safe for other freaks#proship safe#pinned intro#my own post
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