#es hyperfixation

[waivyjellyfish]

And again outfit author mochipanco on twit

and Es in a dress⬇️ ;)

I warned you

[loveyouhomex]

Ich brauche dich hier.

Was passiert, nachdem Leo und Adam Dino ins Präsidium gebracht haben und es sich bei Leo zu Hause auf der Couch gemütlich machen. Wobei gemütlich bei dem Gespräch wahrscheinlich eher nicht so passt. Aber vielleicht gibt es ja doch noch ein Happy End.

Oder auch: Wie oft kann das Wort 'Warum' in einem Gespräch fallen.

Ich konnte nicht schlafen letzte Nacht und weil mich die beiden einfach zu arg inspirieren, ist das hier bei rumgekommen. 🙃

[hectorthedoggo]

chat i MAY be delusional but what if milgram trailer releases tmrw? to correspond with transform? Maybe?????

[mihai-florescu]

I dont think my therapist realises how special my special interest is

[justadeadpoetsblog]

Lo peor de desarrollar una hiperfijacion con algo relativamente poco popular es que o te dedicas a crear contenido que quieres ver del fandom....o al final estareis los mismos 20 mataos obsesionados mirando las mismas publicaciones del 2012 con 10 notas cada una hasta que se pase la hiperfijacion jajajaj

[dunkelrotzuschwarz]

ich gehe heute zu let's dance!!! 😭😭

[beowulfxgrendel]

Another thing to the new stakeout songs (or tbh about one specific):

I had very high expectations (that there might be some lyrics that could be interpreted as gay through subtext) that I was sure weren't going to be met.

So let me tell you how surprised I was when one of the songs was not only gay but a song about gay smut and murder.

And to be honest "Es Geschah in Ekstase" is now probably one of my favourite stakeout songs.

[eternally-tired-cryptid]

I am obsessed w teen wolf bc of the character relationships and the supernatural plots. My roommate is into teen wolf for the hot actors. We are not the same

[sampatico]

This is a Tarantulas loving account—- i will not take criticism

[th3e-m4ng0]

i have 2 tests tomorrow (3 technically but one is a diagnostic) ..how am i gonna concentrate while knowing transformers earthspark will be out and i could be losing my mind watching it

[composeregg]

Yes I'm a prison abolitionist yes I adore Es Milgram and also so far am loving what I've seen of Milgram in general (<5 hrs spent exploring so far)

I just think the funky nonbinary prison guard system who represents the audience is neat and maybe they should get to do more dubiously legal and definitely not moral or ethical things

Everyone is forgiven tho in the end cuz I mean, fuck the law fuck prisons rehabilitation all the way

[devotedlyvaliantchild]

The best thing about ofmd arriving in my tz at about 9 am on Thursday is that I have full on intense stressy work Mon-Wed and the my therapist first thing on Thurs, so I'm already utterly emotionally ruined before it even starts and then I have a full day to rewatch it xxx times and wreck myself completely all set for the weekend when I'll watch it some more and eat the walls. Life, eh?

[newervegas]

brain hurts but it’s finished !!!!!!!!

(also i sort of love meirion or modan or myrick over maxen but i also love the name maxen for the eldest of aemmas twinsies?? maybe I’ll do a poll about it bc i can’t decide to save my life izjzjzhz) filled in gaps and things and ill add the love interests for aem and emmys boys when i think of them but !!!!! eeeek! and now to do anres and lhysa and feanorians and the etc !!!!!! 🥀✨🥴 <3

[eveningspirit]

My boy Adam got shot in the chest, center-mass.

It’s exactly like in my fic (the one I haven’t written, lol) from 2016. I started it, posted the first chapter actually, and then abandoned it, because I dunno?... I didn’t feel it would be received well?

Truth be told, I couldn’t quite imagine a scenario where he wouldn’t be wearing a vest (had some convoluted idea, that I wasn’t happy with, nevermind). I didn’t think about undercover work then, but this is so good – what happened on the show now. I mean. The fic wasn’t about the injury itself and direct aftermath – but rather about long-term repercussions. And now I can just write it. As a continuation of canon. Wow.

I think I will, because, let’s face it, the show will have him fixed and healthy two episodes into S11 (or dead, but nothing seems to be pointing in that direction).

Now it’s all even better than seven years ago, because Kim is right there, to support him, there’s potential for family drama with Mack. It would be better if Jay and *sigh* Alvin were there as well, but at least Kevin is still close and Hailey’s there too (although she has a plethora of her own problems at the moment, I guess).

Well. Anyway. Am I back bitches??? (what about my original writing, though???)

[mihai-florescu]

We've been mutuals for a bit over two years I think that's so strange (not at all in a bad way mind you it's just that I remember it rather vividly too you used to have a Yuki icon and when you followed me I was like !!!! Because I've seen your posts in the wataei tag and I think you were actually one of the first actual mutuals I had on this site and. It really does not feel like it's been two or so years in July it's my 3 year enstarsiversary and that game has fundamentally rewired my brain chemistry joy to the world for it gave us wataei and their crazyinsane love story amen I forgot where I was going with this)

I think its soooo cute when people say i was one of their first mutuals, it's like... you know the post that you dont yet know all the people you'll end up meeting that will make you happy in the future? That but online. 2024 is the 10 year anniversary of this blog and i still have no idea how i ended up surrounded by so many lovely lovely people. Very glad i followed you sooo long ago (just 2 years? Well i suppose it makes sense. Ive also been into enstars for less than 3 years) I would love to go back in time to late 2021 and try to remember what i was like back then (i know it was end of december-beginning of january when i read checkmate for the first time. Also i was struggling through a reading slump and was wondering whether my es hyperfixation will die out that year. Um. Everyone point and laugh XD)