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And again outfit author mochipanco on twit
and Es in a dress⬇️ ;)
I warned you
#milgram#kotoko milgram#milgram mahiru#milgram yuno#milgram muu#milgram amane#kotoko yuzuhira#kusonoki muu#amane momose#yuno kashiki#mahiru shiina#milgram es#es milgram#finally done#es hyperfixation
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Ich brauche dich hier.
Was passiert, nachdem Leo und Adam Dino ins Präsidium gebracht haben und es sich bei Leo zu Hause auf der Couch gemütlich machen. Wobei gemütlich bei dem Gespräch wahrscheinlich eher nicht so passt. Aber vielleicht gibt es ja doch noch ein Happy End.
Oder auch: Wie oft kann das Wort 'Warum' in einem Gespräch fallen.
Ich konnte nicht schlafen letzte Nacht und weil mich die beiden einfach zu arg inspirieren, ist das hier bei rumgekommen. 🙃
#ich fühle die hyperfixation unter den fingernägeln brennen#und ich hab absolut keine zeit dafür weil es die heiße zeit der masterarbeit ist#aber ugh die beiden#die tuns mir einfach immer wieder an#tatort saarbrücken#spatort#spatort spoiler#hörk#adam schürk#leo hölzer#my writing
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I dont think my therapist realises how special my special interest is
#'no i dont think youre autistic' i woke up feeling anxious in the middle of the night after already going to sleep at 9pm to prepare for#the eichi story#i dont think ive felt as excited for something maybe since the checkmate anime#thats scary! i love my spinterest even when im hyperfixated on other things but it really is all consuming when it gets to be#the focus of my attention#i do like that. i like that im able to be moved and react strongly to it again#i was scared when i was apathetic and unable to feel anything but sadness this summer#but my god let me sleep!!!#its for You im sleeping anyway. gahhh#you probably also have to thank my irl ive been talking to a lot about es and yesterday eichi in particular#but i made sure to not do anything particularly exciting before bed just so i could sleep well...
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ich gehe heute zu let's dance!!! 😭😭
#diese show ist meine longest ongoing hyperfixation#ich hab 3 tagebücher mit gedanken & statistiken zu dieser show gefüllt#i am that obsessed#und es ist so schwer an tickets zu kommen#but i did it😭#und heute sind die magic moments i am gonna cry so hard on live television#can't wait!!!!!!!!
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Lo peor de desarrollar una hiperfijacion con algo relativamente poco popular es que o te dedicas a crear contenido que quieres ver del fandom....o al final estareis los mismos 20 mataos obsesionados mirando las mismas publicaciones del 2012 con 10 notas cada una hasta que se pase la hiperfijacion jajajaj
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I am obsessed w teen wolf bc of the character relationships and the supernatural plots. My roommate is into teen wolf for the hot actors. We are not the same
#theres nothing wrong w her approvh btw. i just cant ramble to her abt my love of the supernatural laws of teen wolf and stuff bc all she car#es abt is like. stiles hot. which valid ig but DUDE#ahes a casual watcher i am HYPERFIXATED#teen wolf
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This is a Tarantulas loving account—- i will not take criticism
#calix radio#chatter#hyperfixating on robos again#maccadam#transformers#tfes tarantulas#ES tarantulas
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i have 2 tests tomorrow (3 technically but one is a diagnostic) ..how am i gonna concentrate while knowing transformers earthspark will be out and i could be losing my mind watching it
#.txt#/hj#i know i will have an hyperfixation flare that will overcome da logical part of my brain and make the info required 4 the tests unreachable#i just gotta quell it and not think about es for once if i wanna pass
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Yes I'm a prison abolitionist yes I adore Es Milgram and also so far am loving what I've seen of Milgram in general (<5 hrs spent exploring so far)
I just think the funky nonbinary prison guard system who represents the audience is neat and maybe they should get to do more dubiously legal and definitely not moral or ethical things
Everyone is forgiven tho in the end cuz I mean, fuck the law fuck prisons rehabilitation all the way
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The best thing about ofmd arriving in my tz at about 9 am on Thursday is that I have full on intense stressy work Mon-Wed and the my therapist first thing on Thurs, so I'm already utterly emotionally ruined before it even starts and then I have a full day to rewatch it xxx times and wreck myself completely all set for the weekend when I'll watch it some more and eat the walls. Life, eh?
#ofmd#i am either going to watch the world burn or die trying#this season is going to end soon and i am not answerable for my actions#our flag means death#hyperfixation es dolor
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brain hurts but it’s finished !!!!!!!!
(also i sort of love meirion or modan or myrick over maxen but i also love the name maxen for the eldest of aemmas twinsies?? maybe I’ll do a poll about it bc i can’t decide to save my life izjzjzhz) filled in gaps and things and ill add the love interests for aem and emmys boys when i think of them but !!!!! eeeek! and now to do anres and lhysa and feanorians and the etc !!!!!! 🥀✨🥴 <3
#t: personal musings#leg.txt#may have zoom a bit to get a better look but brain fried egg hehe <3#i need to give the w*itcher dears a proper intro soon i need to yell about them !!!!!!! a cute piece or something of the sort!#they’re everything to me the hyperfixation of my heart always#between w*tcher and a*soiaf and the t*es/f*allout and c*yberpunk dears those are the comfort worlds/things yk? 🥀🥹#(and then ifs OFC we’ll be here all day if i list off my comfort ifs there’s so many 🌸😭)#but ANYWAY here’s my pookies kzjxjzjzhhz <3#aemma is ‘deceased’ but isn’t bc she faked her death teehee <3 🌸✨😌#cy has three clowns with emmy 🥀🤡✨🥴
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My boy Adam got shot in the chest, center-mass.
It’s exactly like in my fic (the one I haven’t written, lol) from 2016. I started it, posted the first chapter actually, and then abandoned it, because I dunno?... I didn’t feel it would be received well?
Truth be told, I couldn’t quite imagine a scenario where he wouldn’t be wearing a vest (had some convoluted idea, that I wasn’t happy with, nevermind). I didn’t think about undercover work then, but this is so good – what happened on the show now. I mean. The fic wasn’t about the injury itself and direct aftermath – but rather about long-term repercussions. And now I can just write it. As a continuation of canon. Wow.
I think I will, because, let’s face it, the show will have him fixed and healthy two episodes into S11 (or dead, but nothing seems to be pointing in that direction).
Now it’s all even better than seven years ago, because Kim is right there, to support him, there’s potential for family drama with Mack. It would be better if Jay and *sigh* Alvin were there as well, but at least Kevin is still close and Hailey’s there too (although she has a plethora of her own problems at the moment, I guess).
Well. Anyway. Am I back bitches??? (what about my original writing, though???)
#adam ruzek#chicago pd#es talks about writing#chi pd fic#that may or may not happen#whump#angst#is it hyperfixation?#:D
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me looking at my brain to CREATE 🥀✨😵💫
#*personal#leg.txt#its been so long since ive made something you would think with the resurgence of things i loved returned to me once more#and ofc the a*soiaf and t*lou hyperfixations that leg brain would be shelling out things like hotcakes…… WRONG#(and the returning f*allout and t*es eras hehe <3)#i also miss making lore posts i need to do them again 🌞✨😖#pleased to inform that i did purchase f*allout 3 on pc this time so i could do another yelena playthrough hehehe 🌿✨🤭#I MISSES MY BABY ! olga and yelena my surgeon girles MY SUN AND STARS MY BABIES 🌿🥼✨😖🤍🦢#*MISSED <- darn technology 🥀✨😖#ok ok but also……. t*lou x f*allout au because i need for my soul for olga and yelena to be besties 🌿✨😖#(also logan and alaric interacting would be so INTERESTING oh my god sisjxjjx it would be lovely 🥀✨😌🥴)#(they just are that gif from the b*odyguard where they’re across from each other just like 😒 AISJUXHX)#(meanwhile olga and yelena: ✨besties✨ 💞🌸☺️ they’ll suffer each other’s presence for the loves of their lives 🌿✨😌)#iryna adopts lilibet ON SIGHT sksjzxhxj shes so her she’s like DAUGHTER 🖤✨😌#(iryna bringing another daughter to her and rauls family when sksjjzhx)#gisela hunts down nias mother for SPORT for how she raised nia ajsjsjzh treating her like a lab rat as opposed to a daughter 🥀✨😤#alaia and iryna and fiona besties on sight as well as they’re all artists in some medium (alaia and fiona are singers + iryna an artist 😌✨)#i need to start reading ifs again too alya and besties if you have any recs I would owe you my life 🥀✨😖#i was thinking of that today and with the theme of me reconnecting with things i love i need to read those again i miss them!!!!
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We've been mutuals for a bit over two years I think that's so strange (not at all in a bad way mind you it's just that I remember it rather vividly too you used to have a Yuki icon and when you followed me I was like !!!! Because I've seen your posts in the wataei tag and I think you were actually one of the first actual mutuals I had on this site and. It really does not feel like it's been two or so years in July it's my 3 year enstarsiversary and that game has fundamentally rewired my brain chemistry joy to the world for it gave us wataei and their crazyinsane love story amen I forgot where I was going with this)
I think its soooo cute when people say i was one of their first mutuals, it's like... you know the post that you dont yet know all the people you'll end up meeting that will make you happy in the future? That but online. 2024 is the 10 year anniversary of this blog and i still have no idea how i ended up surrounded by so many lovely lovely people. Very glad i followed you sooo long ago (just 2 years? Well i suppose it makes sense. Ive also been into enstars for less than 3 years) I would love to go back in time to late 2021 and try to remember what i was like back then (i know it was end of december-beginning of january when i read checkmate for the first time. Also i was struggling through a reading slump and was wondering whether my es hyperfixation will die out that year. Um. Everyone point and laugh XD)
#ask#sebastian🕊#*points at 20 yo me who also had the brain permanently reqired by es* he thought es hyperfixation was only for a few months! he MAD!#(hes not mad. he wonders what else wouldve been there to ground and give him smth to look forward to had it not been for es)
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Life is so annoying. Had a dream with such beautiful moments like seeing massive and smaller horses and bunnies and lizards and birds?? and a cat too. But between all those pretty things I had to deal with my stepfather being a turbo cunt and my mother not doing shit about it. My little brother was also there but as a Prop almost. But at least jojo's saved me and snapped me out of the dream ❤️ thank you Yoshikage Kira and Jojo bed.
#luly talks#y'know I've come to realize. its not that my fixation died all together. i just. dont have most the memories from it.#i lost my hyperfixation on the divorce 😞 MGJFNF#as in. es has those.#btw i woke up bc i wanted to send a message so i opened my eyes and woke up#my dreams
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Wolves
yeahgsg
#Old hyperfixation/yknowwhatthatmayhavebeebaspecialinterestyearsago#I cannkt tell#asks#es-one-more-year
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