#episode 6.02

[whatsagirltoblogabout]

Awwwwwww! That was freaking adorable, oh my gosh!

[remy--hadley]

One of my favourite things to do while rewatching house is to pretend that the series ends at 6.02 broken. Yes House is no longer a drug addict and has started to heal from his trauma. He is going to be happy and peaceful and healthy. Cameron and chase are still married and are forever. Wilson is waiting for house at home and he will never get C-word. 13 and foreman are happy together. There is no car in cuddys living room because her and house are still on good terms. The future is bright. Not a single bad thing will happen to any of them. Nothing. Nope.

[onespncap]

s06e02 -- "Two and a Half Men"

[soft-pine]

keep an eye on baby birch because i'd hate to see her make the same mistake

some blueberry pie life: chapter 24

title from Baby Birch by Joanna Newsom

notes ↓

April, 1992

references the moment in 3.08 when Sam finds John's journal and Dean has to explain about hunting

October, 1992

I've always felt Dean would do whatever it took to keep Sam from hunting as long as he could so this is how I always read that phone call from the flashback in 11.08

John saying Sam doesn't have the same drive or instinct to hunt is compiled from some sentiments from the John's journal entries

July, 1991

This restaurant in PA exists and I have had a bad time there as a kid. Couldn't help myself from including it I guess.

[bisexualfbiagents]

It's Mr. Mulder to you, you peanut-picking bastard.

THE X FILES GIF MEME [11/20] EPISODES Drive (6.02)

[scoobydoodean]

dean would be the most dedicated boyfriend/husband & i hate the way people talk about him like he’s a player who could “never settle down”.. please he just needs a moment of affection 🥲

People love to rewrite literally every single fucking thing that happened with the Braedens into various made up stories passed on as fact, but when Dean was with the Braedens, he treated Ben like a son. He taught him how to work on cars. He cooked Lisa and Ben breakfast every morning. He contributed to the household. They specifically wrote a scene where a pretty waitress passed her number to Dean while he was out with a neighbor and Dean disposed of it without a second thought (6.01). He didn't leave the Braedens so he could go fuck someone else. He left because his presence put Lisa and Ben in danger and then soulless Sam (who had ulterior motives) convinced him he was going to ruin their lives and probably get them murdered and his PTSD went haywire and 6.01, 6.02, 6.05, and finally 6.21 reinforced all his fears about them being hurt because of The Curse Of Loving Dean Winchester, and it left him feeling so upset and scared of them being hurt that he thought it was better for their safety if he cut ties.

Long before all that, Dean was so in love with Cassie that he told her about hunting after just a couple of months and then he was heartbroken when she rejected him and he was willing to be vulnerable enough to tell her so directly. The idea of Dean as some kind of suave playboy who could never settle down because he likes to fuck and suck too much is just ???? Like quite arguably, Dean seeks out casual sex as a substitute for the affection he wishes he could share with a life partner, but liking sex and having casual hookups isn't a crime and doesn't preclude a person from being interested in a long-term relationship and/or a stable home (something we know Dean was actively aching for at various points from episodes like 1.13, 2.20, 3.10, 5.12, 5.17). It was that he felt he couldn't have those things because of the circumstances of his life, and the narrative repeatedly reinforced that belief, and Dean eventually settled into peace with the fact that he has a family anyway despite everything!! It just isn't a traditional family. And he also gets a stable home and his own room!!! It's just underground and warded so he feels safe and cosy. People not recognizing that Dean DOES have a family and a home carry the same confusion as John in 14.13 (who also—btw—always knew that Dean wanted a home THE MOST).

JOHN My fight. It was supposed to end with me, with Yellow Eyes. But now you – you are a grown man, and I am incredibly proud of you. I guess that I had hoped, eventually, you would… get yourself a normal life, a peaceful life, a family. DEAN I have a family.

HE HAS A FAMILY. It just isn't the traditional family!!! And Dean is very loyal to that family and he takes care of that family he is the hearth of the house!!!

[spacedean]

DEAN WINCHESTER in one random episode per day ‣ 236/327 6.02 TWO AND A HALF MEN

[tim-lucy]

CHENFORD IN EVERY EPISODE: 6.02 “The Hammer” 💯 "Well, you say that, but till I put you under a lie detector, how can I be sure?"

[eddiediaaz]

eddie diaz in every episode ↳ 6.02 - crash & learn

[normalbrothershow]

rewatching s6 and like. WOAH at the amount of rape/csa + implications and metaphors there are like. i noticed them generally before but not the regularity and amount. like → two and a half men 6.02: the shifter raping the moms to impregnate them + dean almost being caught in a motel with a baby that obviously isnt his. the third man 6.03: them leaving a kidnapped unconscious child on a motel bed for the police to find. live free or twihard 6.05: all the girls being 17 + the whole dean/boris thing. you cant handle the truth 6.06: the man at the dentist confessing to raping the dentist's daughter (without a mentioned age but it happened at his own daugters slumber party + he was scared of being caught/afraid to be around the girl due to not being able to control himself). and im only on episode 6. like sera was on a mission

[daniclaytcn]

BUCK & EDDIE IN EVERY EPISODE ↳ 6.02: crash and learn

[aashiqeddiediaz]

buck/eddie — or in other words, big tits/big ass

(for @eddiesbuck​) (image credit)

(for @pscentral​’s event 15: favourite ships)

[Image ID: two gifs of Evan Buckley and Eddie Diaz from 9-1-1 episodes 6.02 and 6.17. Both gifs are overlaid with a sketch of two faceless characters embracing. Character A is taller, and has one hand snaking down to grab Character B's butt. Character B is shorter, with their face planted in Character A's chest.:

GIF 1: Buck leaning against the lockers in 6.02, laughing humorlessly as he looks down, his tongue pushing at the side of his mouth as he nods. The gif is colored blue, and the overlay has Character A colored red and Character B in grayscale.

GIF 2: Eddie frowning slightly in bemusement as he turns around to look back at Marisol in the hardware store, a confused expression on his face. The gif is colored red, and the overlay has Character A in grayscale, and Character B in blue.

/end ID]

[becauseofthebowties]

DEAN WINCHESTER IN EVERY EPISODE ↳ 6.02 - Two and a Half Men

[skarsjoy]

2 things -Today is the anniversary of this interview of Alex and @GQ (November 19, 2018) and we finally have confirmation that Alex will be on the last podcast episode of “Truest Blood” which will be released on December 9, 2024. I think we all figured out that he’d be on either the first or last episode. Kristin confirmed to me yesterday he will be on in 3 weeks, which means the last episode. Thank you, Kristin!

This is only a snippet of the interview, so please go to the link in my stories to watch the whole thing. I chose this clip because he’s talking about my favorite role of his, Eric Northman in @truebloodhbo and it is actually one of the questions that Kristin and Deborah Ann Woll usually start with on their podcast: how did you get the role on True Blood? I love that in this clip he talks about Kristin a couple of times, calling her one of his “favorite people” and that he loves her more than anything. 🥰

This week the podcast is on episode 6.02 and they talked to the wonderful Chris Bauer (Andy Bellefleur). Next week they talk to writer/director/executive producer Angela Robinson who wrote the “Nerd Eric’ scenes and I cannot wait to hear what she has to say. She also wrote & directed the True Blood episode “Karma” and it turned me onto the song they chose for the end credits “Karma” by Lady Wray. I’m not sure who will be on the following week. You can listen to the fabulous Truest Blood podcast wherever you can stream podcasts as well as the HBO YouTube page. Last week they had on Ryan Kwanten (Jason Stackhouse) which is one of my favorites.

The video is called ‘Alexander Skarsgård Breaks Down His Most Iconic Characters | GQ’

GQ on YouTube: Alexander Skarsgård breaks down his most iconic characters, including his roles in 'Zoolander,' 'Melancholia,' 'Generation Kill,' 'True Blood,' 'Battle Ship,' 'The Legend of Tarzan,' 'Big Little Lies,' 'Hold the Dark,' 'Hidden' and 'The Little Drummer Girl.'

credits to HBO & GQ (my edit)

[soft-pine]

okay so @monstermoviedean is watching s14 rn and her takes are god tier!!! and you should all go read her blog please!

but it just makes me want to talk about lebanon/14.13 so much! like it really is one of my favorite episodes of spn. which is crazy i know because i truly hate john with every fiber of my being but i think this episode reveals so much about him & dean's relationship with him with delicious subtly!

and i've yapped at random on twitter about this but i want to gather all my thoughts in one place.

dean's relationship with john is The most important relationship in spn that i'm interested in unpacking. (i am normal and fine and this has nothing to do with my own issues)

i think for some people who understand john as abusive, it is frustrating and jarring to see him come back after so many years and just be kinda nice. especially given that dean has just finally started to talk to his family about some of the bad things john did.

i maintain that dean has been pretty clear with cas and like random strangers that his dad was shitty. but in 14.11, he tells mary the winchester surprise story. while he doesn't frame the story as truly a critique of john, it is a contrast to his quiet silence and pained expression after newly-resurrected mary says john was a good father in 12.02. in 14.12, dean opens up to sam about how when john was pissed off at dean, he would send him away. this is a stark new light on dean's comments from 7.14 where he apologizes to sam for sometimes "ditching him" when they were kids. sam quickly shuts down dean's apology in 14.12 and subsequent discussion about dean's regrets and feelings about john. but since sam's shift in his opinion about john in 2.02, dean pretty consistently keeps his criticism to himself in front of sam so this is a marked change. and the very next episode script draft includes the infamous "probably pulled the wide-eye hitchhiker routine. dad made me do it all the time on hunts. as bait." so, given the episodes and revelations that bookend 14.13, it's understandable how hard it is to see john and dean interact at all.

but i think it's perfect! because it so clearly shows every truth of their relationship.

firstly, we can look at who john apologizes to. in 1.16, 1.20, and 14.13 john is reunited with sam & dean after time apart. and in all three episodes, he apologizes and/or works to make amends with sam for their fractured relationship. in fact, in 14.13, it's a mention of the winchester surprise that triggers john's apology to sam.

in contrast, the only time john apologizes to dean for his childhood is 2.01 when he says sorry for making dean always have to look after him and sam. and then promptly asks him to kill sam if he has to.

it's crushing to me that at no point does john see the way he treated dean as anything to make amends for. instead, in 1.21 and 14.13, he frames dean not "having a home" or "having a family," "a normal life" as circumstances outside his control or as somehow dean's choice. and yet, john is entirely responsible. he is the one moving dean from school to school, getting him into credit card fraud, taking him on hunts. in 12.09 it's established that dean has as long arrest/warrant record which includes things we never see him getting arrested for in canonical spn. he is the one who always said hunting was temporary (6.02) and yet never allowed for a way out. so even though john's affect is kinder, we know he isn't meaningfully taking accountability for a huge amount of his actions.

it's the reason for the kinder affect we can look at next. because what is one of the most common indicators of abusive dynamics? treating people differently in public vs private. and critically for almost all of 14.13, mary is observing john. and we know that despite their marital problems (5.16), she considered him a good father. he doesn't know that the life he forced sam and dean into is the very worst thing she could have imagined for her children (4.03), but we can tell from his apologies to sam that john is at least aware of things he did which he regrets.

before mary arrives, he is giving sam and dean orders, "You boys better tell me what the hell is going on right now." i recognize he's very disoriented but this affect disappears entirely after mary shows up. i cannot overstate how much i love how not stern and harsh john is here because it shows that he could have always chosen to be like that. but there weren't negative consequences (a wife who might be angry with him) to face.

i've said before that i think one of the reasons that john kept sam & dean away from hunter gatherings and meeting other hunters (2.03, 12.06) is because hunters they met might have acted exactly how dean acts to krissy's dad in 7.11 and told him to quit. the hunters/community john did maintain relationships with were sometimes kinda shitty people - Deacon (2.19), Travis (4.04), Martin (8.09). not that Bobby, Caleb, Pastor Jim, Bill Harvell, Daniel Elkin were necessarily like that but I do think its worth looking at who John's friends who he didn't have a falling-out with were. Like Fred Jones who gave Sam & Dean their first beers when they weren't even 10 (8.08).

some other details about that first reunion kitchen conversation that always stick out to me are john finishing the drink dean pours for him while dean & sam barely touch theirs. it's also significant to me that dean tells mary in 12.01 that john died to save him. but here, he tells john that he died taking out yellow-eyes (which is literally not what happened. like specifically he died by making a deal with azazel). dean, always working to deescalate and maintain the peace, instantly clocks which thing they will each find more soothing to hear.

one thing that i see people often critique is the idea that john coming back is somehow the thing dean wished for the most. but what dean actually says is that this is something he's wanted since he was four years old. so it's really not about john back at all. john died when dean was 27. but mary died when dean was four. and that cause nearly every hard, traumatic, awful thing in dean's life. to some extent, i think it was about wanting john to have mary back. throughout dean's entire life, john used the loss of mary as an excuse for how he acted and what he made dean & sam do. so of course what dean wants most is... for that not to have happened.

and this brings my to my second favorite part of the episode. but you'll only catch if you're paying attention. dean says he's thrilled to have john back and yet at every chance he gets, he leaves the room john's in. he leaves the kitchen when john reunites with mary. dean gets the grocery list from mary while john has a tearful apology with sam. dean talks to john again only because he has to tell him about the pearl but then leaves to help cook. after dinner, he goes to do the dishes. dean really is not actually trying to spend time with john - even when they get a deadline for when their time with him is over, dean is not trying to make the most of it. and god i love him for that.

i sympathize with people who are frustrated to see dean fall back into the role of caretaker for john's emotions and wellbeing. and i agree but i appreciate that it is very clear that's what's happening. he's performing the role he's always been forced to perform. he may be more aware of it as a performance this time. he may be taking more steps to remove himself from having to interact with john. but i would almost feel worse if he wasn't getting john a drink, doing what he said, going on little errands, cooking, cleaning up. john says "You want to give your mom a hand?" and of course he goes.

i think dean always has held both deep hurt from and empathy for john and this episode is full of both of them. and while i think it's always hard to hear dean slip back into those moments of empathy (8.12 is always rough for me), it's so real that's where he would be sometimes. so much of being a child who's made responsible for your parent's emotions means that there is such a deep part of you that wants to protect them from harm.

i personally think the song "til it shines" by bob seger is an insane choice to play over their dinner scene. because, though that's not the part of the song that plays, the lines "Take the chip off of my shoulder. Smooth out all the lines. Take me out among the rustling pines, till it shines, ah, till it shines" always strike me as trying to see something through rose-tinted glasses in a way. or maybe acknowledging the performative, white-washing that's being done?

anyway, i understand why people want dean to have a cathartic yelling session with john. but honestly im not sure that would ever sit right with me. i think honestly 14.13 is kind of perfect. john comes back and it proves everything. john could always be kind (he took you to a freaking baseball game (4.19)). he could always apologize. he always did say he wanted the boys to get out of hunting but never even tried to make it happen.

and that brings me to my favorite part of the episode. my darling. my baby. my treasure. dean says, "i have a family." and what that means to him is his own. he gets to keep it. he gets to mean it without john's scrutiny. without him tearing it apart. the conversation sam & dean have over dishes is another deeply meaningful part. dean specifically rejects the idea of telling john the truth about any of it - even if it would change things. because he's good with who he is. "Cause our lives – they’re ours."

this matters so much to me because i don't think dean's healing can ever be contingent on john - not on his reaction, not on finally telling him the truth, not on john getting comeuppance for all the shit he did, not even on changing the past so john has more information because the critical thing that 14.13 and 4.19 show is that john literally did not do the best he could. so what could change that?

in the kitchen, dean tells sam that he blamed john for "the longest time". do you understand how much it means to me to hear him say that?! because i think of course blaming john is the first step! dean was hurt and he was angry about that and he should be!

but dean's healing can't just stop there. while i know there will be moments as he heals where he's angry with john again, the beautiful core of dean's healing i see in 14.13 is him being clear on where the boundary of him and his wants, goals, needs, and priorities are vs john's. i think a lot of dean's young relationship with john was him being forced to keep parts of himself (the parts that didn't like to hunt for example) secret out of shame and necessity. but here, i don't think dean is carrying that shame anymore. he is very clear on how what he wants from his life differs from what john would want but dean sticks to his own values. he has a family. he's good with who he is. it's just none of john's goddamn business.

anyway, as always mitski says it best....

plus we get two of THE MOST shots of dean's face of all time for me!!! like my god stabbing me would hurt less!!!

plus! PLUS!! CHERRY ON TOP!!! LOOK AT THESE NOOOOOODLES

in conclusion. your honor, i love her.

[aliusfrater]

what are yer favorite dean moments

off the top of my head (in which i'm adding as i think of them)

little soldier toys pew pew pew in 1.03

you always stood up to dad god i wish i— 🤕

2.04 as a whole

2.09 screw the job sammy i'm tired 😮‍💨

2.11 what'd you mean we look the type 🙂 ?

his cig hoarding in 2.18

don't be mad at me don't you do that

3.13

3.15 his reaction to How r you gonna stop me

chocked by alistair in 4.16

4.20 i'm just tired (plotting. he's coming up w something that's 4 sure)

i think it was 4.21 but i thought he was cute when he was like Cas you're so mean nowadays 😒

the Actual voicemail. super interesting

5.05 (flippantly) you're not steering this boat

6.02 the 'dad always said it was temporary' conversation

he was really airy and light in 6.12

8.02 what? slit soccer mom's throat?

8.03 i'm not talking about anything dean i'm just looking at options [DEAN stares at him]

8.15 are you done?

dean she's the Chastity Counselor— yeah i know 😏

i'm poison sammeh 😢

9.23 all the stuff leading up to his death scene

i don't remember the episode but that time in s10 when he was on that college campus and he was all like I'm not gonna make it sammy 😩

10.23

thee 11.04 drift turn thingie

12.11 :3

13.16 that's tragic... it's like a romcom... but with tentacles 😏

15.17 holding sam at gunpoint brilliant i love that song