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(johndave week 2024 day 1 - movies / video games)
i fucked up the prompt im sorry gang. have it anyway
#im literally so excited to be participating this year omfg#anyway#woop woop#its basic i know#but i felt inspired#and im actually somewhat proud of this#enough yapping tag time#johndave#davejohn#john egbert#dave strider#homestuck#homestuck fanart#pepsicola#hammertime#uhhhh#RIGHT#johndaveweek2024#IF ANYONES STILL READING THIS#I LOVE JOHNDAVE I LOVE JOHNDAVE WEEK#AND IM GLAD I GET TO CONTRIBUTE THIS YEAR#I WANTED TO SO BAD LAST YEAR BUT NOW I FEEL OKAY ENOUGH W MY ART TO POST SHIT#I LOVE PEPSICOLA FOREVER AMEN
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some doodles of my vigilante au green :3
ehehehehe also he's like. the only one i have a vigilante design for out of the 5 dshkjifeiks so blue on the last panel was really just a quick design that i came up w rn
#pawu.art#ava vigilante au#good lord i have used that tag like. one time JDASFJHDSAJH#erm also abt the comic........ it is. um. there....LMAO sorry guys i dont think u will ever see it at this point-#tho i was thinking of maybe making an ask blog for this au#i feel like that would be pretty cool#but idk if i have the time#ok anyways enough yapping jfehfjheshjf#ava green#ava blue#ava au#animation vs animator
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I've been doing a lot of reflection as of late, especially after this past class.
This past class was about the Torah and Tanakh in general, and the way the rabbi talked about the commandments (specifically the ten commandments) has made me really reflect on how I interpret them, specifically the fifth commandment, or honoring your mother and father.
This is a commandment I have wrestled with for a long time - in fact, it brought me away from g-d at multiple times. I was severely abused when I was incredibly young by my mother, and I used to feel insulted at the implication that I were to honor her while she got to live a better life. It was hypocritical, in my eyes.
But this rabbi surmised that this particular commandment was because parenthood is an act of creation, something that is like the g-d from which we come from. My realization is this: I don't think we're necessarily meant to take even these commandments literally.
I this particular commandment is more of a call to honor creation - creation is a gift, and like any gift, many people simply will not like it and will discard it. The person who abused me created me, but she did not honor creation. She didn't honor me, but I can still honor it.
I have started to honor creation much more. I'm too young, too unstable, not mature enough to be a father (though I fantasize about it), but I create all the time. I create relationships, I create with my hands through crochet. I create memories, I create my world. And I can honor who I am and where I came from that made me who I am. I've been learning one of the mother tongues of my family (Italian, since part of my family originates there) and it was judaism that inspired me to do this.
I don't think g-d wants me to honor my abuser. I think He wants me to remember the Holy action of creation. When I am a father, that act of creation will be Holy, and indeed, I am already joyful about the thought.
I have seen many people struggle with this particular commandment, but I think this perspective helps me personally. I don't think I ever have to forgive my abusers (plural), and I don't think I am commanded to simply because they happened to be family. I am commanded to recognize the holy, to elevate the mundane. In doing so, I will remember g-d. Through creation, I honor g-d and everything he has done for us, for me, and for our collective people.
#jumblr#jew by choice#jewish conversion#personal thoughts tag#abuse tw#i am not sharing this for the sake of pity and i also ask not to be told to divulge my abuse story. that isn't relevant#i have been needing to engage with this topic for a long time though and judaism has helped me a bit in navigating healing#but i decided to share this publicly in the hopes it will help other survivors specifically of familial/parental abuse#i know how it feels (in general). it's so lonely and you can really harbor (understandable) baggage about this particular commandment#i have a meeting with My Rabbi (sponsoring rabbi) and i might bring this up. we've only spoken once face-to-face (zoom)#so that might be really Intense to bring up to him but he is very kind and i trust him (which is why he is My Rabbi)#and he has already told me that he WANTS me to wrestle with g-d and His word *with* him#again i am posting this publicly so i can document my thoughts and keep them straight but also with the hope it MIGHT help others#if it even *casually* inspires another survivor i will feel so grateful (though it is THEIR achievement and not mine to claim)#i want us to survive. i want us to eat well. i want us to smile#i will say that this must be a very sudden whiplash in tone from my last post about sex. from sex to awful horrific abuse#my stream of consciousness is just Like This though in the sense that i have very sudden realizations and tonal whiplashes#so you're just getting a very frank look into how my brain is structured and what my brain thinks are important enough to think about#if i seem much more verbose it's because i needed to write this on my laptop which makes typing and more importantly yapping even *easier*
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#shitty comics#jetfire#starscream#skyfire#i was thinking about restarting my shitty comics series and this time making one about starscream and skyfires academy experience#remember to block the tag 'shitty comics' if you dont want to see any of my scratchy sketchy drawings/comics. same tag across all fandoms#maccadam#transformers#which continuity? great question. dw about it#number 8 is november ajax cuz im not clever enough for names bruh#i want to blabber about this comic and my ideas for all the other ones but i have to shut up#the comic should be able to portray it by itself#ok but i really want to talk#my mom bought me hot chocolate today and im so excited to drink it#i have to wait at least 4 more hours until its morning#ill go yap somewhere else#edit oh shit i meant to say. read right to left
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Recent works! It's about time I posted more... 🍭🎉
Enjoy!!! These are just what I have colored for now! I have a bunch more I gotta get finished soon.
#one piece#one piece fanart#thriller bark#bartholomew kuma#charlotte perospero#sugar one piece#victoria cindry#dr hogback#had a vision of freakazoid here and had to get it on a canvas! really happy w how it came out.#Also I LOVE PEROSPERO ITS ABOUT TIME I GOT TO DRAWING HIS TUTTI FRUTTI ASS!!!! GOD I LOVE WHOLE CAKE ARC!!!#saw a kuma edit today that had me emotionally devastated for 3 hours and drew smthn of Kuma holding baby bonney#its based off a comic panel#anyways thats enough yapping#No im not tagging artistic nudity. Cindry is fine she is not showing nipple
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“we can have a candlelight vigil like lesbians on the news!!!” episode 2 and annie “girlkisser” edison is already longing for bits of that wlw lifestyle. I know what you are
#currently taking a break from my hardcore analysis community rewatch#so that I can do a casual rewatch#been going through sitcom withdrawal recently#between my intense good omens hyperfixation and how busy I’ve been there’s been no time#but we are SO back baybee#once again I’ll get to the encyclopedia asks asap I’m so sorry they’re taking so long#community#nbc community#community nbc#annie edison#lesbian annie edison#lesbiannie#jeffannie shippers dni but I’d hope that goes without saying#alright do you guys think that’s enough yapping in the tags or nah
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tag nine people you want to get to know better!
ty for the tag @myokk and @theladyofshalott1989 !!💖💖
LAST SONG? - i deadass don't know💀i don't really listen to music i just always have streams/youtube vids on (I KNOW IM SORRY DONT @ ME) ....does the baroque noble party ambience i was listening to while working on my oneshot count??? shoutout to that video btw
FAVORITE COLOR? - yellow!!💛⭐
CURRENTLY WATCHING? - i also don't really watch shows💀....do 6 hour video essays on youtube count? in which case i love action button if you haven't watched his stuff (his boku no natsuyasumi video and his tokimeki memorial video are amazing, and his pacman video), and also super eyepatch wolf & hbomberguy (especially hbomb's 'pathologic is genius' video). also i listen to a podcast called '372 pages we'll never get back' that i highly recommend
LAST MOVIE? - 💀💀💀this is just a meme at this point💀💀💀I DONT EVEN REMEMBER....me and my roommate love watching crappy adam sandler movies so probably one of those??? or my neighbor totoro since i forced my niece to watch it 😍
SWEET/SPICY/SAVORY? - SAVORY BABY I LOVE SALT IM A SALT FIEND!!!🧂🧂🧂i put my grubby little hands straight into the olive jar and FEAST...also when i was in uni i used to keep a little ziploc bag of salt on me for when i ate out LMFAOOO and i always steal the salt shaker and bring it to my room and my roommate is always like DO YOU HAVE THE SALT AGAIN???......what can i say i love salt........(tho i still love sweets and spicy foods as well. and im addicted to coke zero btw. my body is comprised of 50% salt and 50% coke zero)
RELATIONSHIP STATUS? - almost 2 years in my poly relationship with seb and clora😍😍
CURRENT OBSESSIONS? - girl do u even have to ask........
LAST THING YOU GOOGLED? - probably timezones for when im talking to mutuals LMAOO...i just like to know what hour it is there no pressure tags: @the-ozzie @sparxyv @ccelicaa @kaviary-blog @siboom777 @boxdstars @versailles-black @limonnitsa @dwightschrute11 @ethniee @celestinawarlock @moonstruckmoony @syaolaurant @bassicallymaestra @lilac-ravenclaw @vienguinn @noelles-legacy @4ever2000lover @lamieboo @magic-in-onyx (NO PRESSURE FR FR I HATE TAGGING PPL BC I FEEL LIKE IM BOTHERING YALL BUT I ALSO DONT WANT TO LEAVE PPL OUT AT THE SAME TIME...SO IF YOURE READING THIS U CAN CONSIDER YOURSELF TAGGED AS WELL🧎♀️🧎♀️OR CONSIDER YOURSELF UN-TAGGED IF YOU DONT WANNA DO IT BAHAHA)
#omg i yapped so much#ive also been watching Any Austin i love his videos especially his skyrim ones where he goes around critiquing skyrim taverns LMAO#him acting like some government bureaucrat in these fantasy worlds is just amazing#but i cannot recommend action button enough. tim rogers is a gift to this world PLEASE go watch his videos if you have the time LOL#also god i cannot stress enough how stressed i am in regards to tagging people BAHAHA#sorry for bothering you but ALSO im sorry that i DIDNT bother you#im like that keanu meme#sorry to hear that. OR happy that happened#ask#this isn’t an ask but i’m tagging it as one anyway bc it’s about me LOL i make the rules here
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"If you want me to talk solely about the manga vs anime skk"
I do, actually.
Please.
Pretty please with a cherry on top.
PART 1.
Aight!! I will be just pointing out some differences/stuff that was deleted from the anime.
Under the cut
THE DUNGEON SCENE:
-When they first meet again in the manga, they throw some silly jokes at each other (like Dazai asking Chuuya if he's hiding a bald spot. And Chuuya just taking his hat off to show him he's, in fact, not balding)
-In the manga when Chuuya calls Dazai the youngest mafia executive, in his mind Dazai is wearing his ADA clothes but keeps the black coat and the bandaged eye. I think it's a very silly detail
-In the anime, in anger Chuuya actually cuts Dazai's cheek with his knife. In the manga, the moment he starts getting angry he jumps away from Dazai and then throws the knife to the floor, not touching him at all
-Manga Chuuya falls to his knees (basically standing on all 4s), having a lil crisis after realizing Dazai only stayed in the dunegon to meet him. He gets up in a while, just to yet again squat on the floor after Dazai yapps more
-Obviously the pigeon-stand scene: in the manga Dazai is laughing to tears at this, while in the anime he stays silent. (Tho i must say i find it funny that Chuuya gets angry over Dazai not laughing,, like he tried so hard and this guy just :| him)
LOVECRAFT FIGHT:
-This is not about skk but lord yall know that panel where Chuuya ie standing on all these Guild ppl being all like im gonna beat ur ass next. He's just standing normally on the floor in the anime. Aughhhhh this panel is so good aughhhh. Ok anyway back to skk
-When Dazai nullifies John's ability, in the anime Chuuya just kicks Steinbeck from behind. In the manga, skk perform that silly move where Chuuya jumps from behind Dazai. It just shows how even after 4 years of not working with each other, they instantly work together as well as before
-Skk arguing about who's walking next to who like some preschoolers ('dont walk next to me' 'its you who's standing next to me' typa thing) then deciding that they're gonna stay at least 2 metres away from each other
-The manga clearly shows Chuuya's expression when he's talking about 'being happy when Dazai left'. He definitely doesn't look very happy. (In the anime we just get some background drawings)
-Manga Chuuya's lil blush when Dazai compliments his taste in shoes 😭😭
-When Dazai asks for Chuuya's knife, in the manga Chuuya just goes 'oh sure lemme find it' and is actually ready to give him the knife. In the anime? Chuuya doesn't search for the knife, instead he just gets annoyed
-Anime deleted the scene where Dazai talks to Chuuya about recording Kunikida while he was cursed with Q's ability. Chuuya going bruh he also annoys ppl in the agency
-those two idiots calling each other stupid nicknames for half of a page
-Chuuya mentioning keeping a track of women Dazai made cry and threatening him with sending them Dazai's address????
-Dazai telling Chuuya that his intelligence will be consumed by his hat (im currently looking at my polish version of the manga so the translation may be a bit off but anyway)
-Before activating Corruption, they yet again call each other a bunch of stupid nicknames (ahah consider this a silly form of goodbye if anything happens)
-Remember my post about Dazai keeping his eyes on Chuuya at all times during Corruption in the manga? In the anime he looks either at John or at Lovecraft, no puppy eyed loser
-Just a mention that in the manga we see Chuuya sleeping while he's sitting, he doesn't flop passed out to the ground (until later)
Well i will stop there for now bc it's past midnight and umm this is gonna be long af if i continue with the rest so,, i will add the differences in the next skk interactions tomorrow or something muah
#sab q&a#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd chuuya#chuuya nakahara#skk#soukoku#bsd dazai#dazai osamu#tagging this more this time bc aughh i need ppl to read the manga to see all the differences#i dont think dead apple is very different#15 has A LOT of differnces so it will take a while to go thru#there's also some tiny differences in the Meursault arc but yesh#anyway goodnight#hope this will be enough for tonight muah#sab yapping
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Wedding Honami I drew for a fantasy collab on ig! Competely forgot to post this here lol
#anyways jumpscare i am alive#rejoice my 5 tumblr fans#today is a great day#or night#currently going thru some sort of art block??#so uh enjoy the food you might not get anythign for a while#unless i find more art i havent posted#this is still one of my fav pieces...wedding hona is soooo#and i love the watercolor brush#ive lost my csp priviledges for the time being so who knows if ill be able to replicate this style but lets see#anyways enough yapping#time for tags#rosiedraws#project sekai#prsk#prsk fanart#honami#honami mochizuki#mochizuki honami#l/n honami#leo/need
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pressure spoilers btw quick heads up
is there like human sebastian solace x reader fics out there i already found some in this website and a03 but ngl i want more of it (but i understand why there's a lack of it 💀 there's barely any information of his human years other than he was accused of murdering 9 people lmao) (and yes i know he's canonically married to zerum but I DON'T GIVE A SHITE 🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 /silly)
#i actually already have a plot of this#basically it's an x isekai reader story#(wow how surprising)#where reader already finished the game and all of that#reader goes to sleep. but wakes up in a whole ass new place.#chaos and miscommunication happens. reader is panicking BUT O EM GEE THEY CONCIDENTALLY GET AT SEBASTIAN'S HOUSE ?!?!?!??#reader doesn't even know that the dude is THE sebastian until they do a double take and they go#“yo wtf??? did i time traveled or some shit ???????”#it's also a slow burn 🤫#but who knows when this will be out. will probably create this if i have enough movitation and confidence.#okay enough yapping let's get to the actual tags#pressure#pressure roblox#sebastian solace#sebastian solace x reader#sebastian solace x you#roblox#FORGOT TO MENTION#BONUS POINTS IF READER DOESNT KNOW SPANISH AHAHHAHAHAHA
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people seemed to like the last design so here's another drawing. this time featuring a surprise guest. haha wow whos that guy...
no dialogue ver
#clemart#ttcc#toontown corporate clash#<- i removed the tooniness from their designs sorry guys#hardly counts again but i'll include the tags for the sake of documentation#prethinker#brian ttcc#mac opsys#ill get back to my normal toontown art soon enough#i just have to get a bit indulgent. just let me have this moment#ive kind of taken a liking to this . its fun. i might do more with this design later idk#his height is inconsistent in the 2 times i've drawn him full body#technically speaking i think if he stood on all of his legs (secondary arms included) he'd be shorter than his normal/cog design#but in terms of length i want to say hed be very tall like maybe half vp height just for fun. <- not a solid confirmation#or at least taller than the tallest manager.#^he also wouldnt be able to actually reach this height because if too many of his legs are off the floor he just falls over#however i think to adequately display that ive have to make him much longer. which as you can see here is NOT what i did#to make up for this imagine he can just remove and add some at will. ok. its not inconsistent its...on purpose. yes. on purpose.#we'll go with that#YAP SESSION.#BOOO BOOOO GGET THIS GUY OFF THE STAGE
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gymnast kaito x sharpshooter shinichi meet-cute in the olympics au
#kaishin#i can already hear my brain going BUT SOCCER PLAYER SHINICHI RAAAAAAHHHHH#but shapshooter shinichi tho cmoooon CMOOONN#yall have seen the olympic athletes yall have seen the flavor#i saw yeji and yusuf and im like OKAY SHINICHI SHARPSHOOTER#also gymnast kaito this is canon in my brain idc#i would love to see kaito's floor routine like pleaaaaaseeee#also that one epke zonderland london 2012 high bar routine but make it kuroba fucking kaito RAAAAHHH#also also in my mind shinichi would only wear glasses and he'd affectionately call it 'conan'#idk a whole lot about the olympics and either sports so im not confident enough to make hcs#thats why im just yapping here LOL#might binge watch some olympics related videos and articles later idk#yell some hcs for this au at me I'd love to know!!!!!!#dc prattles#ALSO FUN IF KAITO GREW UP IN PARIS AND HE'S REPRESENTING FRANCE WHEWWWW#but it's also fun if kaishin are both team jp and theyret meeting for the first time yippeeee#akai would be shinichi's coach maybe 🤔#also i looked it ip and apparently karate was removed from the official olympic games FUCK but WE DONT CARE BECAUSE#OLYMPIC ATHLETE BESTIES SONOSHINRAN MY BELOVED I WILL FIGHT FOR YOU#anyway sonoko in gymnastics ran in karate and sharpshooter shinichi WOW WOW WAIT MY BRAIN HAVING A MASSIVE ROT RIGHT NOW#oh you just know sonoko does all those tiktoks with a shy but excited ran and completely forced to participate shinichi LMAO#kaishin meet through sonoko ofc 👀👀👀#sonoko and kaito are besties too and are familiar with each other for both being in the gymnastics scene#anyway kaito and shinichi meet and kiss and fall in love#ALSO SHINICHI THIRSTING OVER KAITO'S MUSCLES LMAOOOO#AND KAITO THIRSTING OVER A FULLY CLOTHED SHINICHI POISED FOR A SHOT LIKEEEE#oh they wanna makeout real bad i fear#ALSO KAITO IS THAT ONE ATHLETE WHO KEEPS STEALING THE CHOCOLATE MUFFINS IN THE OLYMPIC VILLAGE LMFAOOOO#the tiktoks of that guy was so funny lol i just know kaito would do the same#you know what maybe I should've just typed this on the post and not on the tags but it's too late now LMAO i want more of them tho omg 😳
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GRADATION OF BLUE WHEN I GET YOU
#took me 5hrs for this#but more surprisingly ???? TSKZ? FROM ME???????#i dunno tbh i’m a bug fan of the tskz where it’s non-communicated pining in hs#*BIG#and then every day that goes on they both look forward to what will bloom from the relationship……. but nothing more does#until they drift apart and when they meet again the same spark isn’t there#but the relationship is still impactful!!!!!! and it’s the type of relationship that leaves a mark#i really like that very specific flavor of tskz. aka first time in 5yrs i’ve done content for these two and probs will be a Long while#till next installment#OK ENOUGH YAPPING. tags#kazunari miyoshi#miyoshi kazunari#a3! kazunari#tsuzuru minagi#minagi tsuzuru#a3! tsuzuru#tsuzukazu#tskz#a3!#a3#a3! act addict actors#a3! art#a3! fanart#a3! game#ashipiko draws ♪
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dug up my oldddd tiny wacom i used to draw with as a kid </3
#rdr2#john marston#javier escuella#jovier#my art#im NOT used to screenless tablets anymore lol#but i love keyboard shortcuts i lvoe keyboards shprtcuts so much#also krita wins best program because.i can make it pink#these are just some basic sketches i want to try to come up w something thats actually.. something at some point lol i just dont have time#rn#but these two are my forever girlfriends#im trying to figure out a way to stylize them more i want to give them some flavor lol#also i.might be insane but i feel like.. i kinda dont like the feel of the apple pencil#i looked up thid wacom im using now its from 2013 and like. the pen feels so.much nicer to use#but everyone on the internet seems to love the apple pencil#idk.man#maybe its bc my ipad doesnt have a laminated screen and im using the older pencil#anyway the ipad is still a lot more convenient#ok thats enough yapping from me there u go 🤲#think havent been this annoying in the tags in a while so i had to fix that right#<3
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Water me, my memories are wilting
Sketch under the cut !
#super super proud of this ummmmm umm#especially the hand hes kinda angled towards?? idk#this was originally to practice proper lineart but i deadass redid the WHOLE thing 4 times and still didnt like it so. yknow#okay okay enough yapping ill get to actual tags now#rain world#arted#five pebbles#iterator#rw five pebbles#rw spoilers#rw rot#.just for good measure#the amount of jack conte ive listened to today is UNREAL btw#love his stuff#kitchen fork fits this too but also. yk#ALSO I SWEAR THIS HAS BEEN DRAWN BEFORE JF IT HAS I AMSO SO SORRT
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Classes started… already sick of this (I haven’t even been to my first class yet). Drew my boys to decompress ✌️😞
#I feel like I haven’t drawn bad haircut Liam in a really long time#(it’s maybe been a month)#but this ‘era’ of them if you will is my favorite because it’s kind of when their roles in the relationship just get uprooted#and the relationship gets tested </3#Liam going through an Existential Crisis™️ because he essentially became a god and Finn just out here living his best life after dying#Finn canonically dies idk I feel like I don’t talk about that enough (he got over that tho. chillin now)#ALSO ALSO Liam is very morally dubious this entire time because his entire worldview is dramatically altered!! love that for him!!!#they paint each other’s nails and it’s COOL#haha yeah I love yapping about the Lore™️ in the tags it’s for Real Ones to read#my art#digital art#artists on tumblr#procreate#digital illustration#illustration#original art#my ocs#doodle#art#drawing#oc artwork#artwork#original character art#original character#oc art tag#oc art#oc portrait#digital artist#digital drawing#original charater art
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