#endo mags

[the-gentleman-sockmonkey]

I just scheduled an appointment with my FFL guy to get my Poverty Pony lower receiver on April Fool's Day.

You can't make this shit up.

[thecreepycrawlersss]

suddenly realizing that you exist is... odd. but also makes the whole “i am not human i am dead and rotting” thing make a lot more sense in hindsight.

[zombie-postinggg]

INTRODUCTIONS

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hello. my names are dijon and mag. i use it/xe/they/zomb/brain/dead pronouns. i am a zombie alter in a DID traumaendo system. i interact from @thecreepycrawlersss

i made this side blog as a way of being able to post certain things that may not be appropriate for our main blog.

i sometimes type weird, and i may misspell things here and there. i struggle with empathy and am also aroace. we are autistic, and i am highly impacted by our autism symptoms, so please keep those things in mind when interacting with me.

i do not identify as a human. yes, i am aware that i exist inside of a human body, but it is not my body. do not refer to me as human. instead, you can refer to me with the terms zombie, undead, being, and / or non-human. because we experience psychosis, sometimes i will experience delusions of being dead or decaying, and no longer be aware that i am in a human body. please do not reality check me unless i threaten to harm myself.

BYF

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i post about being a zombie. this means i may post things that involve death, rot, decay, eating humans, post apocalyptic scenarios, etc. i will also post about zombie media, like shows and movies. if you are uncomfortable with those topics / that imagery, then i recommend you dni.

i will also post about being plural, being a trauma holder, and the trauma that caused my formation. i will tag these posts accordingly, so please look out for those tags.

i do not care about shipcourse or any of the discourse surrounding radqueers. anybody from any side can interact as long as you do not harass other beings. my personal stances are don’t like don’t read + always tag / tw appropriately and that paras deserve their own spaces and community but harmful paras should never be acted on, and while we cannot comment on transrace since we are bodily white, we are mentally and physically disabled, and we... really don’t care if someone wants to transition to being disabled. like, at all.

DNI

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zionists, anti endos / sysmeds, bigots, radfems / terfs / swerfs, fake claimers, anyone on fake disorder cringe or system cringe, trump supporters, nsfw blogs, mdni blogs, anti-kin, right wingers, anyone who harasses others / supports harassment, generative ai supporters, exclusionists, anti good faith identities

[rad-roche]

What's your favourite frames? I was a Nezha main because he's cute and fast and I loved Harrow but didn't really enjoy the playstyle (horny for evil priest, yknow)

i'm still trying to hash that out myself! i'm comparatively very new (mastery rank six, finished the second dream like two days ago). i got rhino for clearing the star chart, and he works great, but he's getting a little stale now that i've hit sedna. valkyr i love the idea of but i don't have the mods lying around to make her feel good to play. i'm getting wukong for the general utility, but after that, the world is my oyster!

[thisispaper]

Kawamichiya Kosho-An Restaurant by td-Atelier + Endo Shorijo Design — Thisi https://thisispaper.com/mag/kawamichiya-kosho-an-restaurant-td-atelier-endo-shojiro-design

[insertname98]

Endo and Mag Agent Torture posting auaghh

Evil straight couple

[jopetkasi]

ou really wont know when your time is up. 

That was a lesson I re-learned today.

I was supposed to go out last Saturday night with Tumblr Friend, Reynaldo but decided to first join my family for dinner. Food at home is always simple and made from scratch but it is always delicious, nonetheless. 

For starters we had our version of a Wendy’s Salad Bar which was wiped out the moment it landed on the table lol .

Anyways, during the meal  dad noticed i was sweating profusely despite the airconditioner, running. 

“Baka mainit lang talaga” I said pero on top of the sweating, both my arms started to hurt and my chest was heavy like there’s a hollow block on top of it. 

“let me check your vitals” A quick BP by my step-mom showed 160/100. 

then i turned pale and became weak. 

the next i remember was being wheeled to Makati Med by my cousins since the oldies are not allowed at the ER. 

to cut the story short, I had a heart episode last week that demanded hospital confinement. 

I had six doctors total... cardio, pulmo, endo, two others I don’t recall and the ex bf who was at PGH but rushed to check on me. 

multiple tests done like 2D echo, stress test, even my legs went for an ultrasound because they (doctors) cant detect a stable pulse. then there were the constant pricking and inserting of needles on both hands...i lost count of the procedures. 

all i wanted was to sleep but the constant flow of people in my room did not allow me some snooze time. did i mention that it took them four hours to get me a room (which I totally understand) of course I wont settle for a ward lodging not because I am maarte and shit. But the reality that I snore, I fart so loud and shriek at needles, makes me nahihiya to sleep in a room full of strangers. 

i take that back. maarte nga ako. I frowned when i heard that a small private was the only available accommodation left. I was telling myself, tutal magbabakasyon nalang ako sa hospital sana maayos yung room. thankfully, the room given to me was pretty big and spacious. sorry na po. 

i can’t tell you much about my situation since we are still waiting for the cardiologist to relay the real score. 

kwento ko nalang yung food. i was on a “low-salt, low-fat, diabetic and hypo-allergenic diet”

sounds too harsh, you’d think but thanks to the very good dietician/nutritionists, the portioned food served to me was good. 

 I had lean tapa and papaya for breakfast...

and Robitussin flavored jellos for dessert. 

again, nothing is clear on what happened to me. one thing is for sure, this body of mine is neglected and is starting to go weak. 

the lesson was simple. i need to take care of my body. this is not mine, it was only lent for a purpose. 

siguro in the next couple of days mag goal settings ako. sana maging consistent yung determination ko to change my lifestyle. sana capable pa ako magbago. 

thank you, dad for footing my bill. 

thank you to cousins who looked after me.

thank you to the doctors, nurses, medtech and hospital staff who were so patient, caring and made my stay comfortable.

thank you to the ex, who stayed and watched over me. 

and thanks to all (bawi ako sa yo, Rey) who cared and offered to be near me. 

[ucnle-blog]

A Chapter to close. . .

Nakita ko sya natayo sa tabi ng pinto. Parang nakatingin sya saken o baka pala sa direksyon ko lang. Tapos nagkatinginan kami o baka naman naiisip ko lang na ganun. Bigla ko iniiwas ang tingin ko, ewan ko ba parang tinamaan yata ako ng hiya. Di ko alam, pero sya talaga yun. Siya yun, ang pamagat ng mga bawat kwento mo. Namiss kita tuloy, bigla. Teka nga, nagulo tuloy ako. Ilang beses ko na naman syang nakita, pero di naman nya ko kilala kaya ayos lang. Pero kanina pakiramdam ko ang gaan nung tingin nya, yung parang sa magkakilala. Tapos bigla kong naalala yung kwento mo na tinatatawag nya Ako nung minsang makita nyo ko daan, di ko nga lang kayo narinig. Di ko na rin pala natanong sayo kung bakit kilala na nya ako. Gusto ko sana syang ngitian pero di na lang siguro. Ganito na lang, para wala na din akong kilala na malapit sayo. Shout out sayo ferson! Sana sa ibang universe nagkaapiran man lang tayo. *balik sa kwento* Okay na siguro yung magkakilala lang tayo. Para hindi ka na palaging masungit at galit saken. Tsaka para di na kita nakikitang umiiyak at nalulungkot. At oo nga pala endo na nga din yung kontrata ko sayo kasi masaya ka na. Yun naman palagi ang sabi ko diba. Mas matitiis ko pang hindi na tayo mag-usap wag ka lang palaging malungkot. Kala mo naman talaga may ambag talaga ako sayo e, 'no? Hahaha! Sabi sayo e kaya mo yan. Pag di pa happy di pa ending diba? Oh sya, padayon hanggang sa marating mo ang pahina na may nakasulat na "at nabuhay syang maligaya magmula noon" ng sariling istorya mo.

Wakas.

p.s. mananatili parin akong tagahanga ng bawat pahina na ikaw ang may akda.

#herz

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[frantic-web]

White Space Lab 10th anniversary party

1/13(土) @ 渋谷White Space Lab

17:30-23:30

ADV : ¥1500 / DOOR : ¥2000

［DJ］

B.A.R.K × HEXE

ECHIGO × BANANA-CHAN

SHOGO × YAI

TANAKA × ENDO

TATSUO KITAGAWA × NAOKI IWATA

MAG × KENZO

[upismediacenter]

LITERARY: Anong Sa'yo?

Magandang hapon po! Marami kaming pagpipilian dito, Pakituro na lang ng gusto mo!

Isang tasa ng kapeng barako Para dito kay tatay na inagrabyado. Parang pinagsakluban ng lupa’t impyerno, Pinangakuan pala kasi ng permanenteng kontrata ng amo. Buwan-buwan daw tatlong libo, Kasinungalingan! Tatakbuhan lang pala siya nu’ng Kano! Tinawag na ngang batugan at walang modo, Biktima pa ng endo! Hay nako!

Patimpla nga ng 3-in-1 Para doon sa mga nasa laylayan, Sa mga patuloy na nilalapastangan. Magnanakaw! Sigaw ng mayaman, Pusher! Akusa ng kapulisan, Hayop! Duro ng makapangyarihan. Hanggang kailan magtitiis at magpapasan? Hanggang kailan bubusalan? Pare-pareho naman tayo ditong mga Anak ng Bayan!

Dalawang grande iced americano Para d’yan sa inihalal ninyong trapo. Wala nang ginawa kundi vlog doon, vlog dito, Ba’t ba kasi ‘yan pinaupo sa puwesto? Kailangan pa bang ang Pilipinas ay madelubyo, Para gumalaw ‘yang poon ninyo? Paulit-ulit na lang tayong niloloko, Kailan darating ang totoong pagbabago? Mas maigi pa ata kung nanalo na lang ‘yung boksingero!

Pa-order din ng iced mocha Para dito sa aking bagong kakilala. O, ba’t ang haba ng iyong mukha? Ginawa kang katawa-tawa? Ah, ikaw ay bakla? O, ano namang masama? Malayo na ang iyong narating, ngayon ka pa ba mag-aalala? ‘Wag mo nang isipin! Tara, samahan kita, Hanggang sa araw ng paglaya!

Ah, kahit tubig na lang sa‘kin Ninais ko lang sabihin itong mga damdamin, Na hindi na kaya pang kimkimin. Ipahayag ang layunin! Kapanataga’y hamunin! Hindi papayag na sakmaling muli ng pagkaalipin, Lak’san ang tinig para tayo’y dinggin! Ang tawag na ito nawa’y bigyang-pansin. O s’ya, sa uulitin!

This lit is best paired with coffee and music: Only the Young - Taylor Swift

[twoflips-threetwists]

Can't speak for China bc that's a whole can or worms but in Japan I do think it is mainly about the fact that they have the legacy in MAG, sooo many of the base skills in gymnastics are named after Japanese MAG (Tsukahara, Kasamatsu, Endo, Ono, etc.) They helped build this sport, they dominated it, and they know how to win it. That technical knowledge and knowledge of how to compete gets passed down and I think that's why the men do so well. Their high school-university-club system is also brilliant for getting people involved in the sport and keeping them in it, and that's also true in Japan WAG.

Since they don't have the same level of international success I don't think people realise that Japan WAG also has incredible depth, it's just not at as high of a level as the men's depth and I think that is largely down to the fact they don't have the same history and technical prowess. I know the femininity and conditioning issues are kind of a thing in many places but I don't think that's as much to blame in Japan as for China- they don't have a centralised system and many of their top gymnasts are grown women who compete for their universities. They have big tumbling and they were supposed to have 3 DTYs in Paris. Also from watching nationals it's really good to see how they actually adapt routines to gymnasts strengths rather than trying to fit them all into boxes, and I think the club system helps with that.

I have a genuine question if you think you can handle it without being aggressive: why are China and Japan so much stronger in men’s compared to woman’s

i'm not sure, to be honest! i don't know a whole lot about MAG so someone else is probably better suited to answering this than me ☹️

[thecreepycrawlersss]

INTRO ! !

hiii !!! we’re the creepy crawlers ^_^ we use they/it prns, and we’re a traumaendo neurobased willobased soulbased cephaconscious DID system :3 (origin of plurality is trauma and DID, but not all headmates r traumagenic)

we’re collectively queer and ambimarous, we are physically disabled, we have autism + adhd, BPD, and MaDD !! we’re also possibly somewhere on the schizospec. our system is masc heavy, and also nonhuman heavy due to our autism and trauma

we’re also all pagan and witches ! we’re open to working with all pantheons (except closed ones) and practicing any forms of magick. we’re self described as an eclectic pagan + chaos witch :) we’re also currently going through the process of learning abt an unknown pantheon so we will also be active in conpantheon and PCP (pop culture paganism) communities. we worship Loki and Dionysus, and are currently working with Lucifer !

my dni is zionists, anti endos / sysmeds, queerphobes, racists, ableists, ageists, etc etc basic dni shit, fake claimers, anyone on fake disorder cringe or system cringe, sh and ed blogs, trump supporters, nsfw blogs, mdni blogs

idc if rq’s interact as i am completely neutral on the community

here’s our socials !!

1NSAMN1A on reddit

thecreepycrawlers on simplyplural

thecreepycrawlersss on discord

we also have a build a headmate blog called @creepybah

here are our fronting tags ! (will be adding more soon)

#samuel🧿

@melancholic-mutt

hiii im samuel, our main host !! i use he/it and am a queer genderqueer trans man :) my interests are art, animation, music, magick / paganism, leftism, activism, fashion, and psychology ! im not really good at intros so sorry if this sucked haha

#malachite🧿

@bird-mans-blog

hello !!! im malachite, one of this systems co-hosts. i use he/it/shi/lyr/they, im a aromantic libramasculine xenogender user, and im a fictive + gametive ?? gamegenic ?? idk + songtive !! my sources are slay the princess, the princess, the hero, the voices, and the narrator, and a slay the princess kitchen fork amv on youtube :3 ask before source talk and source mates are okay ! i am also not good at intros but unlike sam i will not apologize ☝🏻

#fern🧿

#eli🧿

@elis-little-scrapbook

hiii!! im eli, i use he/him, and im a little!!! i love gravity falls and sammy is my big brother :) idk what gender i like but i know that im a boy

#dijon / mag🧿

@zombie-postinggg

hello. im a new alter. names r dijon & mag, use it/xe/they/zomb/dead/brain prns, & am a corpsegender zombiething aroace.. im traumaorma and a trauma holder.

im so new that i dont know what i like, so i will add to this later.

#steven🧿

@steven-pluraverse

Hey! I’m Steven, I use he/they/star/she, I’m a fictive from SU, and I’m a musicnaut and timekeeper. I’m a pansexual stargender catgender aliencatgender andersatyr transmasc :)

PLEASE ask before source talk. I have exomemories and kind of! Don’t! Want to talk about all my trauma! Source mates are all okay but if you’re like.. a diamond. Or something. That might be a bit more... Yk.

#blurry / unknown🧿

[underthelindenbaum]

TAMB - Nishi no Shonen to Seiran no Kishi (information)

Information about the OAD:

Mahoutsukai no Yome Nishi no Shonen to Seiran no Kishi (The Boy From The West and The Knight of The Misty Mountain)

“Take care not to be run over by the hunting troops.”

This original story by Yamazaki Kore will be told in three parts. The first part of the Blu-ray Disc will be released along with Volume 16 of the manga on 10 September 2021.

OAD Special Site Official Twitter Official Instagram

Price (tax included): 4,980 yen - Bookstore order deadline: 13 June 2021. - Official mail order deadline: 28 June 2021. * Made-to-order, reservations are needed.

Contents: - The Ancient Magus' Bride manga volume 16. - Part 1 of the OAD (Blu-ray Disc). - Special box for each parts of the OAD with illustrations by Yamazaki Kore. * The box is sent out alongside manga volume 16.

Synopsis

This story took place shortly before Cartaphilus fell asleep and Chise enrolled in The College. Having received the invitation from The College, Chise and Elias had begun to prepare themselves anxiously. In the midst of that, Spriggan came to visit them while bringing along an eerie horse.

“The ghost hunting troops have started behaving strangely,” he said.

―― Having moved from London, a normal boy named Gabriel was bored out of his mind due to his own circumstances, the separation from his friends, and the unfamiliar land.

At that time he looked out the window, seeking for an escape. There was a purple mist that he saw in a flash. He left the house to pursue it. To the world where the boy shouldn’t normally walk into, his story behind the thick veil in which magi lived began.

Cast Chise Hatori: Tanezaki Atsumi Elias: Takeuchi Ryouta Ruth: Uchiyama Kouki Silky: Endo Aya Titania: Oohara Sayaka Oberon: Yamaguchi Kappei Spriggan: Yasumoto Hiroki Gabriel: Igarashi Hiromi Mysterious Boy: Ichikawa Aoi

Staff Story: Yamazaki Kore (The Ancient Magus' Bride) - (published by Blade Comics / Mag Garden) Director: Terasawa Kazuaki Screenplay/script: Takaha Aya / Yonaiyama Yoko Character design: Hirotaka Kato Animation director: Tokuoka Kohei Color design: Kobari Yuko Art director: Tamura Seiki Cinematographer: Suzuki Mayo CGI Director: Katsuaki Miyaji Edit: Imai Daisuke Music: Matsumoto Junichi Music production: Flying Dog Sound director: Hata Shoji Sound effects: Izumo Noriko Sound production: Sound Team Don Juan Animation production: Studio KAFKA Production: The Ancient Magus' Bride OAD Production Committee

[thisispaper]

Rooftecture OT2 by Shuhei Endo https://thisispaper.com/mag/rooftecture-ot2-shuhei-endo

[insertname98]

I made a big hank

Plus a drawing of mag agent torture and my oc endo

[coralsgrimes]

Ye know when ye wake up and have this feeling of sudden realisation cuz ye just remembered shite?

I just had it lol

So twin flame... Her three biggest revelations, all in interviews for women's health mag me thinks, were: I'm not straight, I don't have sex cuz of endo and obvi the classic I cured my endo with positive thoughts and dance. All within the past two-three years right

I do support one of these for obvious reasons (dyspareunia is very stigmatized ye guys :c) but then, the cure follow up just makes me look stupid.

Walk with me talk with me tho! She said she and Brooksy won't have sex and they explore different forms of intimacy. Tho there is a man, a man in white, and sex with him is off them charts...

Just lazy thoughts ye know, since Jules likes to share and discuss :c

Now if ye excuse me I need to dress cuz I was invited to my friend's casa by her momma to watch the funeral cuz I don't have a telly. Not that I'm interested in the queen but Mrs momma will feed me through the day sooooooo

Oh and bag update! BLESS THE FRENCH they shipped it this morning 🥲