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tags on that one eddie gifset fall into two categories: people who are NOT on the wavelength i was on when i made it
and people who 100% are
#it was a whump gifset not a h/c gifset! because I'm a little sadist!!!#EMBRACE THE SUFFERING#RELISH IN IT#HE LOOKS HOT WHEN HE'S SAD
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queerbaiting leads to yearning
yearning leads to fanfiction
fanfiction leads to ... suffering
queerbaiting is good because the yearning is always better than the having
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i need daniel to be overcompensating for his insecurities so bad. 100 times more cocky and rude and aggressive and insensitive than he was as a human, falling back into old dangerous habits and vices, not just because now he has new energy and power and wealth to flaunt but because it's ALL he has, and he needs to cling onto it. play it up and revel in it so no one sees that underneath, he feels like a botched fledgling in the body of a sick, faded old man who maybe has no real idea why he was even made. that armand might think he failed in making him. that his maker didn't even really want him.
#i think vampirism isnt inherently torturous to him in any sort of moral way#but more in an inner self worth/image way#louis felt he was failing because he rejected/didn't enjoy human blood and death#i can see daniel being fine with killing but being insecure about the way he turned out/the way he is now#and his complicated connection with armand and what it all means for him. why he cares what he thinks or feels when he doesnt want to#but he does. and he has all these questions he needs him to answer#this sort of thing would be a way to connect him to louis further and also lestat now#louis who felt like a “botched vampire” for a long time and lestat who was immediately abandoned by his maker#and how lestat coped with what had been done to him by trying to fully embrace what he'd been turned into#anyway the bottom line is i think he should suffer and struggle with vampirism just as much as everyone else has in his own way#but he still has to be a massive insufferable asshole about it. and maybe get smacked around a bit because of it#iwtv#daniel molloy
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h/c vashwood on the brain again
#trigun#trigun stampede#my art#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#SIGH yet another sequence of drawings#didn't feel comfortable posting it elsewhere for some unknown reason (knows the exact reason but it's secret lore)#image quality might suffer bc of grain#anyway ww's big guns are meant for hugs#the tightest yet softest hugs to help vash stay grounded when he's not feeling it#something something despite the blood of his hands ww wants to embrace him#something something these hands can still bring comfort#also vash can never have too many wings>:)#i just mishmashed trimax and tristamp vash's designs together it doesnt make much sense beyond that#raepliica_art
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Phoenix Tatooine day trip Goes Wrong™️ (X)
This is a little idea where Luke needs something (don’t ask me what) that he can only get on tatooine, so dinluke adventure ensues. The plan is to get there and leave ASAP, but then nostalgia hits and he needs to hit every shop and place he used to as a kid. But you know, “college kids comes back to hometown” syndrome hits and he realizes he’s changed too much. Think of how the holiday season doesn’t feel the same anymore now that you’re an adult, same feeling. AND YES ITS ALSO DUNLUKE BECAUSE I WANT THEM TO KISS AND TALK ABOUT THEIR FEELINGS AND ALSO KISS.
Heres some extras 🫡
#and also don’t ask me how I feel being back home for winter break!!#it’s irrelevant!#also tangent about Luke’s outfit:#I wanted it to look a little Jedi but also fit into Tatooine#in the fic in my mind he ditches the cape over time the more he embraces Tatooine again but you know#he’s been Changed By The Journey so he still looks like a Jedi#ANOTHER tangent: his HAIR#I have my usual color for his hair and I change it based on where in the timeline I’m drawing him#more blond around ANH more brown around and past RotJ#drawing him with ANH color pallet and his hair doesn’t match it as nicely… pain suffering I hate him why does he hurt me so bad#HE DOESNT FIT TATOOINE ANYMORE DO YOU UNDERSTAND#okay sorry bye#certified yapper over here YEESH‼️#art#fanart#digital art#fan art#my art#star wars#star wars fanart#dinluke#sw#sw au#star wars au#luke sykwalker#din djarin
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the year after your master's degree is dredging the pit, it's a posthumous existance, it's a daily new degree of monotonous agony, anyone who's done a master's knows this, it's a truth universally acknowledged that any post-grad in possession of a master's degree must be in want of anything to take the edge off for the love of god
#soliloquy#the only person i know who hasn't suffered this is the person who's master's year was the rock bottom#everyone else embraced the pit
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I didn’t sit here for years tryna stay calm and silent while listening to your bad takes on gale (who grew up oppressed, in poverty and then witnessed his entire district getting wiped out then rightly went to fight in the rebellion because it was his inlg chance of tearing down the system the wanted him and his family dead) being a “terrorist war criminal who is single handedly responsible for killing innocent people including prim and who is the REAL villain of the hunger games” just for y’all to turn and start stanning and defending actual facist dictator and child trafficker Coriolanus Snow because you saw a young hot version of him.
#i actually do enjoy coryo as a villain and liked his origin story but people are really making excuses for him? and they know what he became#gale hawthorne#the hunger games#anti coriolanus snow#tbosas#like even in tbosas he shows that he is a sociopathic narissist. he tries to be good but those traits are still there and he embraced them#as for gale he was oppressed his entire life and lived in the poorest part of panem and resents the rich who were complicit in his suffering#the things he does for the resistance were things he thought was neccessary to win to end oppression#the other option was losing the rebellion and getting tortured killed and allowing snow to cause a lot more suffering#do i agree w everything he does? no because he is a character with flaws but i dont blame him one bit for decisions after the genocide of 12#he has to live with the consequences of what happened during the war and what he had to do to survive#but he is not a bad person for fighting back and willing to kill to survive he also does not understand the toll it takes to have to kill#him and snow are the same age and they both choose survival but snow is choosing power for himself and restoring his families wealth#and gale is choosing to join the rebellion and willing to fight for the sake of the rest of his people and to put an end to the suffering#one creates an oppressive society and one is tearing down that society both do whatever it takes#wow i guess i have more thoughts on gales character than i originally thought and the comparisons with snow are interesting
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just two little guys burdened with the weight of an impossible task borne by their paternal figure's deepest fears, eventually leading to them being corrupted by the pressure of those expectations ❤️
#cave scribbles#ffxiv#dunmeshi#thistle dungeon meshi#thistle dunmeshi#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#final fantasy xiv#meteion#endwalker#the more i think about it#the more similar they are#god. God#both of their characters revolve around life and death#thistle reacts to the inevitability of death by defying it#using any means necessary#literally dragging the entire kingdom into the ground for a tjousand years.#meanwhile meteion reacts by embracing despair and nihilism#and figures that since everything will die anyway#she may as well choose the kinder option and kill everyone now#to spare them from further suffering#its the feeling of needing to protect their loved ones#and shield them from the reality of living#but it backfires because. theyre only kids#they arent meant to shoulder such immense burdens by themselves#GAH. im normal about them
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#vee queued to fill the void#*falls to floor* LIKE ITS THE LAYERS BRO—#THE LAYERS TO JAKURAIS SUFFERING AND HOW EACH ONE GOT TOUCHED ON ITS INSANE#UWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHHH#*takes off the mtr glasses and puts back on the bat glasses* i saw a bat fan wondering wtf could be happening in bat’s track#when this was how mtr’s unfolded and i do get where they’re coming from lmao#i always have a theory or two lol like i genuinely thought at one point listening to the mtr track#that sensei was going to be able to wake yotsutsuji bc dohifu were going to use the true hypnosis mic together intending to die together#which goes against the lesson that had been taught up to that point tbh lmao but since we learned you could share mics in a bat track#i thought maybe here was where it was coming to play lol#BUT WHAT IF BAT A FAMILY WHO PUTS THEIR LIVES ON ON THE LINE ARE GOING TO DO THAT INSTEAD that’s what i mean i always have a theory lmao#i’ll be plenty thrilled by whatever they throw at me lol like why would mic sharing come back???#for what purpose would laying their lives on the line serve???? is that something about them that needs to change or do they embrace it???#*intense vibrating* two more months……………………………..
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thinking once again about how the thesis statement of Radiant Emperor is the buddhist principle that all suffering is caused by desire and uhhh. Zhu doesn't want to let go of her desire so she embraces the suffering, versus Ouyang who tries to get rid of the desire and minimize the suffering
#okay i know that Ouyang is the sufferer extraoridinaire but hear me out: he TRIED NOT TO#all his life he was running away from either revenge or - later - love#he tried to be as attachment-less as possible#he is agonizing over his fate precisely because he tried to get rid of the desires!! and failed#not dying on this hill tho bc at the end he DID embrace the suffering. his arc is all about learning to embrace it in a way#zhu yuanzhang#general ouyang#the radiant emperor
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The Bridgerton boys really are all hoes.
Anthony - the ‘so intense it makes him stupid’ hoe
Benedict - the ‘hoe for a good cause’
Colin - the ‘self-absorbed, dumb of ass’ hoe
#in this rewatch my oldest sibling senses light up like a fucking christmas tree every time Colin opens his mouth#like honey you need to be taken down a peg or six and I volunteer to do the honors#benedict’s hoe-ness just makes him sweet#like yeah you funky lil bisexual sweetheart embrace your hoe ass#i sympathize with (but do not excuse) anthony bc the weight of being the one chaotic sexy to rule them all truly is a calling#anthony bridgerton is everything chaotic bisexual eldest children strive to be:#filled with YearningTM and RAGE#but literally most of anthony’s decisions got me muttering ‘hoe don’t do it’ and then me suffering as i watch the hoe in fact do it#colin’s currently (circa early S2) just a fucking douche canoe bc he is still a teenage boy#he just needs someone to take him out at the kneecaps#and again I’m volunteering#benedict’s hoe-ness does no harm to anybody and mostly manifests as an adorable ‘clueless but ready to learn’ himbo air#Colin’s ignorant and anthony’s just comprised of rage and spite at this point#bridgerton#bridgerton brothers#no comment on gregory bc while I’m sure he’ll develop his own strain of hoe-ness I won’t make assumptions#anthony bridgerton#benedict bridgerton#colin bridgerton#bridgerton siblings
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Seeing some pretty gross posts about Miguel, and... It's actually pretty important that Miles, an Afrolatino character, is both making friends with the younger generation of POC and in direct conflict with the older generation of POC. Like yeah Gwen and Peter B. are still important figures in his life for good and now also bad reasons, but it is Miguel and Jessica who he has an ideological conflict with. It is Hobie who in some ways takes over as a mentor and guide. Margo helps him escape. Pavitr is someone Miles himself helps and gives advice to. The antagonist is not Latino because they wanted to use stereotype shorthand to make everyone understand how dangerous he is, he is Latino because Miles is Latino. And surprise surprise this movie has a lot to say about-- not generational trauma per say, but community trauma. About what happens when shared trauma starts to define the boundaries of who is and who isn't a member of your community, rather than shared passions and shared dreams and shared missions.
#across the spiderverse#miguel o'hara#miles morales#across the spiderverse spoilers#media analysis#it's about the Themes#because. the reason my grandpa doesn't consider himself mexican is because he got out#he did the right and proper american thing and converted and worked his way out of poverty and married a white lady#so he's not mexican anymore he's american. because he doesn't live with the same trauma that the rest of his mexican family live with#and idk#i just think about that a lot#my grandpa is so proud of the way he assimilated#i've never heard him speak spanish#and i know there was a lot more too it and probably i'm reading too much into it#but for miles to say that he can be spiderman without having to suffer for it#that this is his identity not necessarily because he chose it but because he embraced it#and it doesn't have to be bathed in blood to matter...#hm#yeah#good stuff
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i want someone to mai and zuko like this
#atla#atla mai#maiko#atla maiko#mai#atla zuko#zuko avatar#zuko x mai#mai avatar#zumai#PLEASEE#please end my suffering of not seeing crying zuko in mai's embrace fanarts
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Our sanctification is tied to the Cross, because it is impossible to be holy without being on the cross. Purity of life is in the cross, all virtues are in the cross, deep humility is in the cross. Holy annihilation is in the cross; death is in the cross and even there you meet life.
Or precious cross, or very adorable cross, that mortifies, enlivens, sanctifies! Powerful cross that has the grace to make saints, to convert sinners, to one word to consume souls in the love of Jesus. What soul would want to be without a cross, knowing its excellence? A soul that doesn’t want the cross has to give up salvation, because it’s found only in the cross. This name of the Cross is so lovely to the souls that live by grace, that they carry it engraved in their hearts and, if they let themselves live without the cross, they would be terribly crucified of not being on the cross. We follow these great souls, even if from afar, but according to our strength and ability that Jesus puts in us.
If you do not have such a great love for the cross, at least do not have remorse; for it is the treasure our Lord possessed on earth and left as an inheritance to his elect. If we abandon our part, we give up our eternal happiness. So I love you in the cross and in the love of the cross I embrace you, clinging to it with Jesus, and offering you as a sacrifice to be united and consumed on the cross. I leave you there without parting from you.
(Mother Catherine Mectilde de Bar, from "The Taste of God, Spiritual Writings 1652-1675")
#jesus#catholic#my remnant army#jesus christ#virgin mary#faithoverfear#saints#jesusisgod#endtimes#artwork#Jesus is coming#come holy spirit#the cross#suffering#embrace the cross
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To both of their surprise, and horror, his hand slipped into the Magister's face, and in that one moment, time seemed to slow, as their conscious thought, and to a point, their bodies merged into one.
There was no Master, no Magister, only them Magister.
Right, right, wrong, no VERY right!
Gone, gone, gone, gone, mind so clear, thoughts and memories twisting and colliding together, one person, always had been.
The Magister was a fragment of the Master, of course he b̴̟̣͈͑̀͘e̵̟̤͝ĺ̶̛��̧̪̮̤͐̈́o̸̬͓̦̖͛̌̽ǹ̴̬̒́͂͜g̶̖̲͚͍̏̄̂̈́̚͜ë̶̢̲̯̯̂͠d̵̡̟̮̠̅̀͝ ̴̧̼́͋͐́t̴̤͖̾̏̆ŏ̷̦͎̿ ̴̻̋̈́͝ͅh̴̺̆͗͐̕͝i̷̧̘̾͊̏m̴̩̞̳̥͠͝.̶̧̢̖̜̤̋
If their mind was so CLEAR like this, how would it be to absorb the rest of his fragments?
The Magister, he had been missing kdk ?!L( /a x:jj, R\ f<j30~R, #w B̷̻̎̌̿͝Ë̵̛̹́̚ ̷̡͉̞̽C̴̡͉̗͆͊́͘͝Ó̵̡̨̟̰͚R̵̺̾̔̈̚͝R̵͙̦̣̐͌̒Ę̴̱̜̠̆̀C̷̘̞͈̈́̑̈͜T̶͔̏͛̍̄̚.̸͕̼͍̹̹̎̔̏̉.
Too much THEM for the drums to Ẻ̶̬̞͐X̸̙̮̅̾͛̽̔I̸̢͎̣̚S̵̩̎̋̎̈́Ṯ̶̥͇̞̹̓̃̽͑͝ BLESSED SILENCE.
And then the moment passed as the Master's hand slipped out of his face, and the Magister fell backwards out of his seat in shock, before getting up and darting towards the sink, not knowing if he needed to throw up, but not quite making it as his body shuddered, glitching out much like a broken image file, then falling, collapsing onto the floor, completely unconscious.
-The Magister (@themagisterprotocol)
...Laughter, genuine, ecstatic, echoing across the corridors as he fell to his knees, overwhelmed with rapture. Ohh, what'd just happen? He took a moment to sort out his emotions, observing the other as he collapsed.
Of course, it was obvious.
He was his to claim. He had earned this, after all!
He crawled towards the fainted body, not touching, but merely contemplating. It was very tempting, oh yes, the sheer quietness he had long forgotten, the absolute power he had felt just at the grip of his fingertips. Only... his entire existence at stake. He frowned as the drums soon came back pounding louder than ever, louder, louder,
louder,
LOUDER.
His body had taken quite the strain from this glorious event. He felt his grip on his balance weaken, his legs ache with pain, if he just let himself fall to gravity he might as well completely absorb his counterpart. He did not fight it. He let himself go-
A pair of familiar arms prevented his fatal error.
"What do you think you're doing!? Fighting the Magister? You know what will happen to you if you give into the virus!"
The Doctor turned the feline's weakened body around towards him, noticing the tail that had just grown on him.
"Doctor..........Doctor. It was quiet. There was silence. They were. Ugh. Shut up. They were finally gone..."
He was panting, the virus still active, dancing to the tune of the drums in his head, in his body, well not his precisely.
"What...do you mean...? What happened here?"
The blond Time Lord looked over at the Magister. He wasn't moving, he wasn't responding. Panicked, he shoved the Master aside and quickly ran to check his pulse.
Alive.
He sighed in relief. He was not quite sure whether a fragment would have the capacity to regenerate. He turned his head to look at the Master, a bit too late, as with all his will he firmly grabbed him by the collar and forced him away.
"Ohhh no, my dear Doctor... He belongs to me. You're not ruining this for me now, are you...?"
"Oh for- VERA!!!"
#OOC: HERE IT IS EVERYONE. SUFFER /lh#oh yeah I'm giving him the tail#he's got tail now#at this point embrace all chaos#dw rp#the year that never was#ainley!master rp#5th doctor rp#yelling kicking crying etcetc
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Does anyone wanna talk about Anne canonically getting grey hairs and having hallucinations when she's under extreme stress? Does anyone wanna talk about Anne hallucinating Marcy when she's on Earth, before going back? About her hallucinating Sprig and Polly and Hop Pop during college? Her mom helping her dye her roots because she gets grey hairs too?
#thinking about RiAAU Anne and how she meets her parents again at age 21 or something and#learning she got those responses from them. her mom reassuring her and telling her about how she got a full grey head at 30#when she lost her#and dying her hair in the bathroom because she has so much experience and something that used to be traumatic is now#a bonding experience with her baby girl but it also pains her so much to know she's suffering#her mom telling her her dad gets hallucinations too and anne timidly asking him - a man she's barelyn just starting to know#- about it and he confesses he uses to hallucinate her all the time when she first disappeared when she was 4#and she tells him she gets them too and he hugs her and she melts in his embrace as if she had never forgotten him#as if her muscle memory still remembered how her dad's arms were the safest place in the world and she feels like#like she's 4 again like she never left and im sorry i'm sorry i think about this au way too much#i think these tags merit tagging this post as#raised in amphibia au#my posts#amphibia#anne boonchuy
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