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what do u think eat what's rotten's roman would think about to the bone? I read his scenes about replaying the tape of ED film (I haven't clocked which one it is) but modern me treats to the bone how he treats that film
ok ive actually thought a bit about this before bc im a parody of myself. i think he’d outwardly cringe at it, mostly because of the hokey hopeful ending and the bottle feeding scene. in general, its just a little too earnest and a little too Feminist for him. but he’d also definitely watch it ten times— at first complaining out loud to no one about the inaccuracies (the Cool Therapist played by a hot guy when in his experience ed doctors are all a million years old and fucking clueless, the way they let that one girl just eat peanut butter, etc etc) but he’d also secretly rlllly identify with eli like she has that similar sarcastic little shit perpetual teen personality and the fucked up jokes and the ambiguous sex issues and possible gender issues and allll those parent issues. and hed be sooo so jealous of her (bc shes living this sort of idealized version of anorexia where she gets attention and validation but she also gets away with everything, bc ppl comment on her body all the time, bc her sibling openly shows concern, bc her family shows up for therapy.) he Certainly wouldnt relate to luke or any of the other characters, tho.
maybe worth noting that the water runs off your skin-verse roman would be extra into it bc it has ana4ana romance (also the c/s moment in the dinner date scene in twroys is a littttle bit inspired by eli and luke’s date at the chinese restaurant) (not that roman is characterized differently in those two fics, just the plot events reflect the film differently, etc, you get it)
but youre asking specifically about ewr-verse roman! so id add that version of him has an almost compulsive relationship with these movies (in a similar way that the Brilliant fic dead things had him obsessed with the book wasted) so he’d definitely watch the shit out of it even if he thinks it's bad, and get a lot of the same charge he gets out of the movie hes watching in the fic (if you check the comments you’ll see several people who guessed what movie it is, if you rlly want to know! its an old school lifetime one, idk how well-versed you are in those)
the Real question is what would he think of the lifetime movie starving in suburbia hjsggj
#ed//#eating disorders//#i could write a review from roman of any ed media#for my brain is that broken#taggin with triggers bc this feels Beyond the usual canon stuff#wait just checked the comments for ewr and saw that i wrote 'hed have a real love/hate relationship with ttb' and totally forgot lol
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When you have an eating disorder and hypochondria so bad you can only drink milk if you pay $425 for the privilege. Can't wait for one of the lactose intolerant people they're marketing this to to get severely dehydrated and bankrupt them with lawsuits
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This has to be an AU already right? I’ve never seen it. I’m doing it. My city now
The angst potential alone haunts me. How long do you think he waited for Ford?? When did it start to sink in that nobody was coming to save him, that nobody would miss him? Would anybody even want him back? How long did it take for his anger, his heartbreak, his grief to turn into acceptance and a belief that this was divine retribution? How long did he work, how many jobs did he take, how much wealth did he accrue, how many brushes with death did he have until he believed he’d “earned” the right to go home and see his brother?? Many such questions. I need to go deeper
#also the kids aren’t involved. Ford had to take Stanley’s name after an ‘incident’ and their parents dont want them near a convict#ooh that would be fun. imagine Ford pretending to be Stanley and seeing FIRST HAND how his parents treated him. ouch#gravity falls#gravity falls au#stanley pines#grunkle stan#stanley gets portal-ed au#stan pines#gf#reverse portal au
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whenever i say “screaming crying throwing up” this is what i mean
#american psycho#patrick bateman#christian bale#rewatched last night he’s soo stupidly pathetic why is he the way he is#allagashed obsessed with another insane man (fork found in kitchen)#sorry 2 my very little followers my interests bounce around so quick i only have like two i’m constantly into and its nirvana and ed movies#+ horror movies so actually three nvm
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when i was 17 and in the eating disorder trenches i saw people online talking abt how the fat liberation movement & unlearning fatphobia helped them recover and i did NOT like hearing that i was SO mad about it i was like well having an eating disorder doesnt mean im fatphobic!!! This is ableist etc etc. And then i learned abt the fat liberation movement and started unlearning fatphobia and guess what . it does help
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Ed Bono | Colt Spurs 14 - "Tough", 1986
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hey transfems, i don't know which of you need to hear this but it's okay to never use your penis during sex if you don't want to. it's okay to tell your partner not to touch it, to ignore it even, and hold them to respecting that boundary, no matter how many times you've had sex with them, or even if you've had sex with them with your penis involved.
you're not weird or broken for having needs or having boundaries, and you deserve lovers who respect those needs and boundaries. as someone who knows first hand, it's not worth it not to speak up.
this is a post for bottoms, switches, and tops. for subs or dom/mes. for anyone who feels like their no will go unheard or that the only reason people are sexually interested in you are those who want a woman with a dick. i promise you there are people who are out there who will listen, who will get you, and who will treat you how you deserve.
in fact? that's the absolute base line that anyone deserves during sex, and you deserve that and so much more.
#trans sex#trans sex ed#transmascs you're welcome to make similar posts but please don't reply them to this one#hell if you make a post like this for y'all and dm me i'll reblog it#💚
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i've been rewatching ed edd n eddy and its got me thinking about what their unseen parents are like
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anyone else think that long hair looks so much better when youre skinny?
oh to be thin with super long hair
#anadiet#ed but not ed sheeran#tw ana rant#4nor3xia#light as a feather#starv1ng#tw ana bløg#⭐️rving#34t1ng d1s0rd3r#4norexla
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kink/nsfw dni !!
#mine#trauma#traumacore#actuallymentallyill#actuallytraumatized#ed//#actuallybpd#actuallyborderline#actually borderline#actuallyanxious#actuallyabused#actually bpd#m gonna vomit#im so drunk#someone love me please#despite my disgudting traits#miss my ex he gets me
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Pants getting loose is so fun but also unsettling like wdym I used to be fat enough to fit into those?
#4n0r3x!4#anor3c1a#skin&🩻fightback#tw ana rant#3d but not sheeren#3d not sheeran#4n@diary#tw 3d vent#💡 as a feather#💡as a 🪶#🕯️ as a 🪶#🕯️as a feather#light as a feather#ana angels🪽#anaprincess#tw ed ana#tw ana bløg#3dblrr#3ating d1sorder#4norexla#4n0rexic#4n4blr#4nor3xia#4n4rexia#sk!nand🦴#tw skipping meals#skin&bones#skinniest#skinandbones#⭐️ ing motivation
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THIS MONTHS CHOICES ARE NEXT MONTHS BODY
#thin$po#thigh g4p#tw ed ana#ed but not ed sheeran#lizzy grant#tw 3d in the tags#tw ana bløg#tw thinspi#weight loss#tw 3d vent#4n4t1ps#4n4blr#4n4rexia#4n4m1a#4n4buddy#tw ana rant#analog#ana y mia
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