#eating disprder

[user48264910]

i want it to get bad. the euphoric feeling is finally back and i’m committed again, and it’s going to stay that way. the shock on everyone’s face, the attention, the envy. it’s going to be amazing. i’m so proud of myself.

[hellothinbody]

Just when i was thinking i got better suddenly i come back to old tumblr acc….

well..

it honestly broke my heart to see my pics here of how skinny i used to be and to look at me now

[coke-caine]

“why does this thing keep following me around?”

me at 22 because i thought i’d grow out of my ed after my teens

[the-lost-adventurers]

TW - mention of ed

anybody who posts stuff encouraging eating disorders, no matter how indirect, does not deserve to have a platform. end of.

[birdbones13]

day two !! did a bit better on the overall cal count but i went overboard with the snacks :/. gonna go on a nice walk and bike ride tomorrow to compensate for my shit eating habits

[wnabsknny]

the thing that fucking sucks about not eating is that I’m in like a bad fucking mood. It’s hard to be pleasant :(

[venting2uall]

I just ate a biscuit bc my moms bf made some and she kept practically forcing one down my throat and I just

Fuck.

I cant puke it up its bread. I fucking hate bread. I dug through the trash and found the packaging for them and it was 180 cals per biscuit and I just feel absolutely disgusting. I feel like the biggest fucking loser ever. All I have to do is just not fucking eat that’s all I have to fucking do and I can’t even do that right? I need to stop being such a fucking pig. School literally starts in a week and so I already know I probably won’t be at my gw by the time that starts, just another thing I failed ig.

God I fucking hate myself.

At least I can kinda reason with myself that 180 cals isn’t too awfully much- as long as I don’t eat anything else today. 😐

[illiteratecam]

having the perfect gf can suck sometimes cuz she effortlessly was on my gw but she decided she wanted to gain weight. she did gain some weight but she’s still way skinnier than me and that fucking sucks. she’s my gf i shouldn’t compare myself to her but my disorded mind compares myself to everyone and i fucking hate it.

[proanamiagc]

Hey Hey !

Ich habe eine Whatsapp Gruppe erstellt (2023) und suche aktive Mitglieder. Erst mal ist die Mitgliederzahl auf 10 , da ich möchte das wir alle sehr familiär werden.

Jedes starting weight ist willkommen.

Bitte seid über 18.

Nach dem Ausfüllen von Anmeldeformular dürft ihr reinkommen.

Die regeln :

☁️*Regeln*☁️

🎀Max 1000 kcal am Tag

🎀Mind 1.5L trinken

🎀Mind 5000 Schritte am Tag

🎀Mind 2x in der Woche Sport machen

🎀Montags Waagebild + BMI & Ziel für die Woche

🎟️Wer inaktiv ist und sich nicht vorher abgemeldet hat wird ohne Vorwarnung rausgeschmissen

🎟️Bei Mobbing, Rassismus , Homophobie etc wird sofort rausgekickt

🎟️Wenn raus kommt das einer ein Wannabe ist wird auch sofort rausgeschmissen

🎟️Man darf auch toxic sein aber nicht die ganze Zeit und nicht zu sehr.

👛*Ranking*👛

[kirua9]

Bruh. Why does my organism always act so weeeiiirddd

Yesterday all of my family members ate a salad. INCLUDING ME I ALSO ATE THE EXACT SAME SALAD. And who's womitng the next day? Only I. How can a person ate the exact same food as the others but in the end be the only one who's poisoned ? 🤔 I'm cursed!

[washngton]

Every time I talk about how much trouble I have eating I think of that tweet that's like "Ohhh you only had an iced coffee today should we throw a parade should we invite Oprah?" or whatever and I get a little embarrassed to be alive

[ruinikaido]

vent discussion of ed i do not like self censoring but i understand this is an upsetting topic

Last week after getting triggered and being generally upset i relapsed on my eating disprder and its really fucking me over because the last time its been this bad was august of last year and its progressing very quickly and my moms caught on this time and im freaking myself out with it i dont even want it i want to be healthy seeing my body in this state is somehow simultaneously comforting and horrifying and i cant deal with it its so scary it is i feel out of control like i cant just stop and eat normally i just cant i dont know why i cant pull myself out of it this time

[grasshopper82]

why the hell is some eating disprder blog posting under the “ fat bellly” tag no you are not and fuck off i’m here for a weight gain kink

[vampyrfagg]

my mum will be like no u cant cook after 10pm even tho u work nightshift. the smell wakes me up. no i wont keep snack food in the house bc its unhealthy. why do both my children have eating disprders

god i am so excited to move out !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[hotb1tchsummer]

Welcome to i have to restart this account because 2 years ago i looked like this and now im not even able to fit into those pants anymore so throw some #meanspir0 my way thank you very much. 😭

Introduction:

Call me Lofi

She/Her

20

SW: 73,1

CW: 72,6

GW: 55

UGW: 50

NO MINOR PAGE ⚠️ Only Pro for myself

❗️Check out #DailyStats (first hashtag) to see my daily stats as i loose weight

‼️ see #low cal recipes for all the recipes on my tumblr (second hashtag)

[coldkcals]

can we pls stop the stigma that ppl with eating disorders hate food. i love food, the way it looks, smells, tastes. i just hate the number that comes with it and actually eating it.