#dream journal or something
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I'm so fucking mad. Why when girls like dark and morally questionable characters people assume they're trying to be edgy and not like the other girls? Stfu and let girls live.
#on the clouds#im not saying that that's impossible. it just feels weird that yall act like girls can't actually just like something omg.#creepypasta fandom#sal fisher x reader#creepypasta x reader#jeff the killer#art the clown#terrifier#ghostface#ghostface x reader#girlblogging#girl blogger#girlblogger#coquette#dollette#manic pixie dream girl#morute#morute aesthetic#creepycute#gloomcore#gloomy coquette#† journal
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In Stars and Disco
(Disco side of the swap)
#in stars and time#ISAT#Odile#Siffrin#Isabeau#Mirabelle#Bonnie#disco elysium#The origins of this crossover came from my playthrough journal in which I wrote down “I think Siffrin should play disco elysium”#Something about failing forwards in general - but some scenes would *shatter* them. Maybe in a good way.#I think they would get to the first dream and need a few months before picking it back up again.#I am not sure if the developer of ISAT has played dDisco Elysium but Odile & Siffrin as a duo have strong HBD & Kim vibes.#Which I am so here for. Accidently or purposefully - it scratches an itch I never thought I would get scratched again.#Both are really good games with gutpunching writing and I want to spread the word. I am doing my part!#Yeah I put Bonnie as Cuno. I know exactly what I'm doing.#Isa is Titus - hard to tell because I gave up on drawing the hat.#This AU in any form is really fun to write comics for so I will be back.#Thanks to all the ISAT fans who have been really friendly so far! Hello hello!
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not masculine not feminine but a secret third thing (male character played by afab stage actor)
#✮⋆˙ all the world’s a stage#ੈ✩‧₊˚ jovie’s journal#i live to act and perform! like a silly jester!#and probably 87% of my dream roles are guys#at least ive got a low voice so ive always got a shot at em 😁#pierre bezukhov#fedya dolokhov#jack kelly#mischa bachinski#marquis de lafayette#duke du monroth#ram sweeney#mendel weisenbachfeld#marvin gardens#marvin falsettos#jason falsettos#jason gardens#jason weisenbachfeld#beetlejuice#shakespeare#shakespeare something rotten#emmett forrest#gleb#gleb vaganov#anthony hope#sweeney todd#thats enough tags i think
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in my dream last night they released a bill cipher themed soda called Decipher and I tried to go get some but insane wacky nonsense kept interrupting me before I could. I mean the nonsense had to do with the plot of the rest of the dream but it just kept showing up at the exact moment that I was about to get my soda. Ive just remembered the plot of the rest of the dream was that all of the straw hat piratds were there at tbis theme park we were in and some other group of pirates were trying to bully nico robin. the other pirate group was goth btw. their captain almost died from getting splashed with acid (by nico robin) (it was justified). But I didnt see that happen bc really I was mostly focused on getting my dumb soda.
#dream journal#yeah oh my god it was like. a one piece pre timeskip filler episode was happening at the same time as the rest of my dream. wild#and I was a part of the straw hat crew??? or friends with them or something???? i kept getting lost th#oh my god was i zoro. was i fucking zoro. i dont remember seeing zoro was i zoro and i didnt realize it??? help#zoro wants that stupid bill cipher soda . god damn it i remember wondering if it was alcoholic i think i was zoro and didnt even register#im lsoing it thats so funny. usually when im a character in my dreams i like. Know It. but being zoro didnt feel any different I guess 😂😂#god no there were definitely parts where i was me or i tjought i was me. and my irl friends wer ethere also.#i guess it was one of those dumb fading in and out things that happens in dreams sometimes#it did kinda feel like i was having two dreams at once#still i dont think i ever registered that anything was different when i was zoro so thats really fucking funny#and there was this whole 3rd plot line with made up people i dont know irl or from fiction.#it was kind of like sky high but completely different and with less white people...gah i dont rlly rember
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im not going to let my depression get the best of me…i will set alarms to take my meds, i will read more, i will be accompanied by a cup of tea, i will tell the universe all of my thoughts and dreams, i will listen to music shuffling my feet to the beat while baking something sweet to treat my dearest ones around me and most importantly i will start to listen to my body if it needs time, space, water or a deeper connection i will listen and do my best to answer its calls
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#journal#spiritual journey#ed recovery#sh recovery#sh free#20 something#scrapbook#art#artists on tumblr#digital art#writing#writers on tumblr#writeblr#writers and poets#whimsical#poetry#manic pixie dream girl#portrait#poem#poets on tumblr#mental health#mental illness#recovery#gothic#music#musician#baking#self love#self care#girl blogger
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accidentally took too long of a nap. had a dream ab salmondean. need to be shot (& also have two boyfriends who are brothers whose names are sam & dean).
#like this shit got me feeling 13.#ok but whoever made that post ab dean making u call him big brother … ruined me#cus that was definitely at play in my subconscious during this nap#but yea need them both rn something devilish#spn#samdean#dream journal#sam winchester#dean winchester#supernatural#wincest#weirdcest
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though you are distant now
#is this something. anything.#stickers from the john derian sticker book + black marker + prose by me#heliotrope#💮#my poem#my poetry#poets on tumblr#art#journal#my writing#poetry#poem#fav#i have still not learned how to tag#short prose#prose#spilled poetry#- edited because my dumbass JUST noticed i irl typoed dream as drem. for shame#quotes#typography#journaling
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Had a weird dream about Free Willy but trying to break an Angel(?) out of a government facility and honestly now I’m attached to this big anxious bird. Learning to fly is hard when you’re a gangly preteen.
#genuinely man(?) is living in my head rent free now#I imagine if I was ever going to turn them into a novel it would be structured sort of like a child star tell all#since the human kid’s mom kinda became a stage mom#since keeping her kids in the spotlight was the only way to keep enough attention on them so the government wouldn’t try something#+ to pay for the various expenses of adopting a weird abused bird child#so the Free Willy part of the story is just kinda the opener for a lot of hurt/comfort with these two#then the actual plot would start because while writting as young adults some Abrahamic nonsense finally showed up#so unfinished child star tell all into diary/tell all about some adventure nonsense#but honeslty I just wanna figure out these goobers designs and draw them being cute#my art#my ocs#dream journal
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new funky dream last night
main character was a ghost who fought in WWI. didn't die in it though - lived and ended up writing a book about the war that was lauded as groundbreaking and intense and somehow achingly sweet (i think he wrote it to immortalize someone he loved who did not make it through). when he was alive everybody hounded him for a sequel or for him to write more books and he just... never did. he wrote the one book he needed to.
his ghost looked pretty young, but he died older than he looked
and he found himself at this apartment complex where he was told to find this girl and have tea with her, and she could help him rest
and here's the thing. she was a perfectly normal looking girl. you had tea with her and she quizzed you up and down your family tree to find someone who was still alive and then she would have tea with that person as well, and somehow that would make you move on
(our main character didn't have any living relatives that he knew of)
but even though she looked normal, it didn't feel normal
I just remember her looking and it didn't feel like it was something human looking at me. it felt like there were suddenly a million eyes on me. that something massive and terrifying and beyond my comprehension was just out of sight behind me, with hungry eyes. the whole goosebumps on your arms and a shiver down your spine experience.
i just remember having tea with her and thinking the whole time that this whole tea thing was 'the gentle way'. and i didn't want to find out what the ungentle way was.
#tea exorcist dream#dream journal#my dreams#i am 100% certain his book was full of gay yearning that went over the heads of a good chunk of his fanbase#the tea exorcist had pale skin and dark hair and red lipstick#she looked tired but. super super normal honestly#it was that feeling of being hunted that really made the dream stand out#every time she looked at me it felt like there was something Right Behind Me#very spooky#and i was a ghost!! spooky is supposed to be my job
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HE’S FUCKING BACK
I CALLWD MY BEST FRIEND IMMEDIATELY TO SCREWM AND TELL HIM ABOUT IT. WE YAVE COLLECTIVELT PREORDERED ALL THREE AVAILABLE BERSIONS. I AM SO SOSP SO FUCKIMG EXCITED
#gravity falls#bill cipher#the book of bill#thatgffan posted about Alex’s tweets last night and I was wondering what was happening#my best friend said ‘50% chance he’s doing Christmas fuckery 50% chance you’re getting something crazy’#I didn’t think it would be an animation project#Some people thought it would be the scrapped art book#I was hoping it would be Journals 1-2 because I wanted Lore#as it turns out#It was even better than that :’)#Oh it’s happening! It’s finally finally happening!#The Sunny Day has come. Bill is back#It was hard to believe it was even real for a few minutes. It felt too good to be true#I genuinely screamed so loud#and Bill’s laugh in that teaser video……… god I missed that sound#I disregarded the warnings in the product description immediately#I hope his backstory doesn’t contradict Flat Dreams too much…#‘I hope this aligns exactly with my fanfic Alex. If not I will be very disappointed’ /j
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Wait, speaking of
When Anakin and Brea were growing up together in the temple I'm certain he talked about his mom. He knows he's not supposed to, according to his jedi training he should forget that he even HAS a mom.
Of course, it's not that easy, she raised him all by herself until he was taken away so he could never forget her. The woman who took care of him, protected him, and loved him. He can't talk to Obi-Wan about her or he'll be reminded that attachments aren't the jedi way, but he CAN talk to Brea about her...
About how beautiful and kind she was, how much he misses her and wishes that he could see her again. Brea had a mother too, but she doesn't remember her, she was taken too young. I think she'd like hearing about Shmi Skywalker and imagine what it'd be like to have a mother like her 😭
#jane journals#self insert talk#SORRY IM JUST HITTIN YA WITH THE ANGST TODAY#it suddenly dawned on me#i gotta draw something for this!!#brea does think of her master as being like her mother and shes a very kind togruta woman#and brea does eventually find out who her birth mom is but shes...not a good person#maybe she was once but now shes kind of crazy and already pushed brea out of her mind#i have a whole thing about it#maybe ill talk more and write about it someday but brea has siblings as well!!#anyways. late nights sneaking out onto the jedi courtyard or into the towers to overlook the lights of Coruscant#asking anakin to tell her about shmi or anakin asking if he can talk about her cause he had a dream abt her ; u ;#platonic f/o#🔥 general hothead 🔥
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Why don't you go home Shroud? Tommy might be worried if he finds you not there
Shroud thought over the journal's question. Having not thought on returning home yet until now. Dismissing it though as he had thought that a few more hours with Dr Ponk wouldn't hurt. And if his Dad really was worried about his disappearance. Than he'd come to grab him.
Forgetting to answer the journal. Hours would pass, having ended up tuckering himself out. Sleeping peacefully beside Ponk's side.
@wctchers
#dream smp#roleplay#dsmp roleplay blog#minecraft mobs#c!shroud#journal#drawing#the start of something new#c!ponk#Sour duo
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What do you scroll for?
What are you trying to find?
What are you trying to prove?
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Why?

#art#artists on tumblr#manic pixie dream girl#music#musician#poetry#poets on tumblr#recovery#sh free#sh recovery#writers and poets#writeblr#whimsical#writers on tumblr#writing#queer#quotes#20 something#spiritual journey#scrapbook#ed recovery#tw ed ana#digital art#lgbtq#aesthetic#books#vent#vintage#journal#hobbies
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I had an interesting dream recently. I was in a room that had four darkened hallways. I could remember the red retro looking carpet that connected the hallways and the pale green wallpaper. I was looking down each hallway to see if I could see anything but I couldn't.
I couldn't even tell how long the hallways were. I walked back to the center of the room and waited. After a few seconds passed I heard whistling. But the whistling didn't have a familiar tune, and it sounded like it was from someone who didn't know how to whistle.
I kept turning to the hallways but it was hard to pinpoint which direction it was coming from. But it kept getting louder and I kept turning around to the dark hallways and saw no one. When the whistling got too close to my ear it scared me and I woke up. I don't know if that's gonna be a recurring dream but it was strange lol.
#soda's dream journal 💤#restinsodaroni talking#you're gonna start seeing a pattern with my dreams lol#I mostly have unsettling dreams hahaha#I've gotten used to it finally#wait till I write about the one I had when I went camping#a couple years ago#that one was something else lol
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What a mind, twenty-five, you’re going to make a masterpiece of your life. You grew accustomed to be the girl we need. Squeezing your cheeks between our knuckles cause we threw the seeds. How many degrees? Try a PhD. So you write. Oh, you won a prize? You could be bigger if you only knew how to bite. It is very sad to see all of these young voices of progression and change being drowned out by old and regressive frames that collaborate to persist this country’s obsession with shame, which I fear is the only real value we reclaim. The death of the American dream doomed us to a non-stop state of grief, but you’ve got still sunshine to see. Don’t be lazy, don’t get crazy. It’s easy to get to the top, I’ve been told from a guy on TikTok. You decide, you can’t be doing unpaid interships all your life. You won't have your parents forever by your side. Beautiful girl, grow some ambition, with that face I can put you on my television. To survive in these frail financial conditions you can always try an open competition. I know to give up on your dreams sends shiver down your spine, but you could give your mama a grandchild, I promise you will feel just fine. But hurry up, you are going to waste your life, grown woman of twenty-five.
#reflecting on how life used to be a couple of years ago#also this is maybe the first time i write something that rhymes#it was fun#words#writing#poetry#prose poetry#girlhood#journaling#journal entry#writer#poet#dakota warren#sylvia plath#matty healy#lana del rey#donna tartt#manic pixie dream girl#sofia coppola#virginia woolf#diary#literature#girl interrupted#female rage#dark academia#girlblog#girlblogging#dream girl#english is not my first language#mine
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weird dream i had last night
#is 'gleaning life' a real thing people say or did my brain just mush words together#comics#made with fresco#digital art#realized i haven't made a comic in a while so i just wanted to do something quick and fun hehe#my art#dream journal#digital art diary#i have a lot of weird dreams so maybe i'll make more of these who knows#I JUST REALIZED I POSTED THIS ON TERRIBLE COMIC DAY#hah didn't even know that was a thing#but very topical!
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