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"just as I did, in 1983."
you'd never know my favourite parts of the show are the fucked up insane bits when my first instinct is to draw the cheesiest thing imaginable
#my art#interview with the vampire#iwtv amc#iwtv#armand iwtv#daniel molloy#armand#armandaniel#devils minion#drew this before the finale but idk maybe this is during the unspecified amount of time between armands divorce and daniels press tour#the titian painting doesnt fit at ALL with the timeline btw#i THOUGHT it did bc i assumed 1508 was when armand was turned into a vampire BUT upon reflection thats more likely the year he was born#and even then the painting was made in like 1510 so fuck me i guess. also im foggy on when armand was taken to rome#idk man i havent read the books and i failed art history on two separate occasions i cannot endeavor for accuracy#anyway as much as i love 70s/80s devils minion i have equal love for old man daniel#his cynicism has been tempered by time... refined like a diamond... he dont gaf and bullies his loser vampire and its hilarious#like ''sure yeah fine all these old italian renaissance guys saw ur ethereal otherworldly beauty but literally anybody can see that''#''IM the only mf who gets to experience the incandescent joy of seeing you be a messy idiot''#sidenote trying to make armand look unflattering is impossible u can blame the show for casting the worlds most beautiful man
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been reading a loooooooooot of astro boy
#astro boy#tetsuwan atom#umataro tenma#bem#epsilon#pluto#uran#art tag#it's REALLY obvious what my favorite arc is. dont blame me i read pluto first#im only halfway through the manga though so i cant promise this will be the end of it lol#(ive liked astro boy for a long time but this is my first time reading the original comics)
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Would do the entire dialogue but drawing Bonnie crying is the bane of my existence! HA
Anyway my reaction to when this entire dialogue was over was just. Hihi.
#in stars and time#isat#pipposketchdump#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat bonnie#isat boniface#also don't they kinda say everything they want Sif to do?#at least on the first half of it.#like#i want to hug you like i do with isa and mira#i want you to talk to me about things specially about your eye#it is my fault that youre half blind now#talk to me. blame me for it. dont just leave it in silence. dont look at it like it means nothing.#in fact#look at me I'm not a child#look at me#but hey I have a hard time reading people#specially kids#so take it with a grain of salt#but I cant look at all that dialogue and not see it like a desperate scream of PLEASE STOP SEEING ME AS A CHILD AND TALK WITH ME ABOUT THAT#I'M HERE. I CAN HEAR YOU.#LOOK. AT. ME.#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers
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a few of my irls have started reading tgcf so I'm patiently waiting for all the devastating story beats to hit them but I'm also waiting for them to reach the point where xie lian thinks it's the right course of action to give a ghost cpr
#top 10 xie lian moments if you asked me#laughed so hard when i read it the first time#i dont blame him#xie lian#hua cheng#hualian#tgcf#tian guan ci fu#mxtx
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đȘ± AS THE WORM MOON DIES đ
I had to draw this scene.. is living rent free in my mind since i read it
Hi @rollercoasterwords
#wfrau#as the worm moon dies#dont blame me for the pain#also spoilers of chapter 7 of atwmd#if u havent read it ur missing out#sirius black#regulus black
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Still very wild to me when people try to gotcha Jason with the whole "if you can kill other people for being evil why can't they kill you" when jason is like. One of the most passively suicidal characters I've ever seen. What if man
#augh i dont want to cw this because im just talking about The Character and i feel bad when i do it for characters but i probably should#suicide mention#ask to tag#while im here i do absolutely believe hes been suicidal since jaybin times. maybe even before just in different ways. but like#going into that building with shelia? yeah#now. i DONT think he was aware of it and if youd ask him hed say no fully believing thats the truth#but like if a ghost jaybin had some introspection time i think he'd maybe eventually be like yeah#his outcomes to him were have a loving parent or die and hes a very big fan of ultimatums like that.#but he doesn't fully see it like that as jaybin because oh hes a hero and saving others when no one else can is what heros do :)#ramble. ivee been feeling it lately yknow how it is#ive once saw a post saying jason was planning to die after the joker was dead in utrh and yeagh i can see that#he puts A BOMB in his HELMET#suicidal characters in the context of hero stories are so fascinating to me. the self sacrifice.#the not caring about your own safety as long as you save someone else. the pushing yourself#the way itd be so easy to make it look like they just fell in battle. to be considered a hero in the end#anyway ive been glancing at suicidal jason todd fics. how bad is it that im still getting mad about characterization#because theyre not killing him right#AND ANOTHER THING. since im here and i try to avoid making posts about The Character like this so might as welk get it all out#think about suicidal jaybin as well as the fact 80s bruce very much considered suicidal people/people attempting like#weak and lazy? yells at them? i think thats about it. Very Much. je seems to straight up just hate them#again very much feel free to ask me to tag this one ^-^'#and i hope no one thinks im being callous here im very worried about that. i just its a very important part of his character to think about#and its fun to explore as someone who is passively suicidal myself#jason todd analysis#anyway no one look at me i am in my corner just rotating him#WAIT to clarify i dont think jaybin fully realized Just becauceof the heros sacrifice thing. i made it sound like that i believe#anyway. if you read him as suicidal since jaybin times and go to ditf with that lens like i did. well. the post death victim blaming..
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So I do some writing on the side and recently a couple friends of mine started making this DND style AU about their WL/SOL/CTM maps, Iâve, accidentally, become obsessed with this AU and figured Iâd put some writing on here for fun
These were made with a one time pass through as a fan of the AU, if you want to learn more about it, most of the content of this AU and its basics are here, and spread through out Lewâs blog. itâs creators are Lew (Ellery), CJ (Syyrin). Smurg (Flint), Chris (Iscariot), and Maruu (Mar).
Please check it out. They have made me insane about this. There is so much art and things I will post because of them.
Card Games
âYou ever play cards before?â Iscariot blinked out of his half-asleep state and glanced over to Flint, who was waving around a small box in his hands. Iscariot looked to the box, noticing the similarities to something he had seen some of the other people in the cult hold onto whenever it was a particularly long day. He blinked back to reality when he remembered Flint was waiting for an answer.
âUh, no.â Iscariot said bluntly, recalling that no one ever really offered to teach him cards. It made sense to him, he wasnât supposed to show weakness, and play was a form of weakness. It may have been a good way to pass time, but it was never, well, in the cards.
âReally??â Flint said, sitting up straighter with his face shifting to confusion. âNot even Crazy Eights? Go Fish? Poker??â Flint pushed, only getting closer to Iscariot as the man shook his head and leaned back in response. Flint huffed and sat back, opening the box and pulling out a stack of cards.
Flint shuffled the cards in front of Iscariot, confusing the hell out of him, before the deck was placed on the grass in between the two, and cards were being given to him. He held the cards gently, not trying to put a hole in them, as Flint held his own row of cards, looking up at him with a mischievous glint in his eyes.
âSo first, Iâm going to teach you the easy basic card game, Go Fish. You can play this anywhere at any time basically, no matter what cards you have, as long as you have a full deck.â Flint started. Iscariot listened closely, not wanting to mess up what Flint deemed the âeasy basic card gameâ. While every inch in his body told him that he shouldnât be playing games, the other parts of him said that he should at least give it a shot, and he shouldn't back down from a challenge.
So, he started playing Go Fish. He slowly got the hand of it, sometimes fumbling his cards, or messing up the names of the suits, but overall he wasnât terrible. He had even won a couple of times. After the fifth game, Syyrin came over and joined in, wanting to play as well after she saw the two âhaving funâ, which Iscariot wanted to protest. but he bit his tongue.
Eventually, Mar also came over, deciding to join the game. She made it her life mission to target Iscariot, obviously, with her one goal being to make Iscariot lose at any opportunity. And yet, despite all that, Iscariot felt⊠something weird. It wasnât what he usually knew, it felt new, fresh, it was similar to a feeling he got when ElleryâŠ
Whatever. Regardless, it was peaceful, calming, and-
âCan I join too?â
Iscariotâs breath caught in his throat, he turned to look at Ellery who was looking at them all playing cards with an expression Iscariot couldnât place. He didnât get a chance to say anything before Flint lit up
âYeah! Of course! Here, after this game weâll get you some cards.â Flint spoke excitedly, the group watching as Ellery sat between Mar and Iscariot. He watched the rest of the game, Syyrin won, and held the cards that Flint handed to him
Iscariot was fine. He could be fine. Being so close to Ellery was perfectly fine. It was just, a normal, card game. There was no reason for the pit of guilt to-
âHow do I play?â Ellery asked. It was a seemingly normal question, something that anyone would possibly ask, but the way Flint and Syyrinâs faces dropped at Elleryâs question, only made the pit inside Iscariot grow.
âYou- you donât know how to play?â Syyrin asked, to which Ellery shook his head.
âDid I?â Ellery asked again, confused as he stared at Syyrin and Flint.
The space went silent, the cracking of the fire and the rush of wind being the only noise heard. Iscariot, however, could only hear his heartbeat, the loud, drumming sensation of his heartbeat as Flint and Syyrin looked devastated, and Ellery realized why. The new feeling he felt earlier vanished without a trace, falling into the deep pit of guilt that took its regular place in his gut.
He stood, dropping his cards on the grass before stepping back, causing the others to look at him.
âI will⊠check around the area. Play without me.â Iscariot mumbled, heading over to his weapon and grabbing it before vanishing into the woods, leaving behind the stares of the other four as Flint once again taught someone how to play Go Fish.
#charlie trees writings#capture the myrkul#listen its not my fault im obsessed with it#i mostly blame maruu and lew for this#i be chilling then boom#dnd au angst#this was based on something lew sent me btw#both of them tag team on me#i dont hate it#if you guys are reading this do it more i BEG#thank you for your time
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i don't see nobody but aoi
#if you read this im praying my scheduled posts are actually posting#PLE#i dont blame akane one biy#nope#do u see this woman#toilet bound hanako kun#jibaku shounen hanako kun#tbhk#jshk#aoi akane#tbhk aoi#tbhk fanart#jshk fanart#jshk aoi#toilet bound fanart#jibaku shoujo hanako kun#jibaku shonen hanako kun fanart#art#fanart#digital art#digital artists on tumblr#artists on tumblr#procreate#future me remember to go online to check#PLEA
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KIMIKO LORE ADVANCEMENTS⊠WHO CHEERED
Starting off we have her powers:Â
I decided I wanted her powers to be âŠwitchcraft? Iâm not sure what the exact word for it is, but itâs like necromancy, just for spirits/souls. She can summon spirits and once they are in her control theyâre a greenish-teal colour (diff from ermac) ! It works more like commanding them rather than being completely mindless under her control. She can see other spirits pretty much at all times.
(to me this is Johnny and Kenshiâs powers combined [hence the power colour] , I canât explain how but it makes sense to me LMFAO)Â
she tends to summon a monster spirit quite frequently by accident, (as seen in the picture) but eventually finds out he just keeps coming back because he lovesss herr aww awwww
Her powers come with negative effects like spirits attaching themselves to her, which can cause her to become withdrawn from other people and unable to summon other spirits if the spirit becomes negative.
She isn't very good with her powers and WANTS to get better she just doesn't really know where to start especially since neither one of her parents have the exact same powers. Maybe she gets taught by a certain character ?
other than that, I think she would like to use long-range guns and to kinda stay in the back with her range in fighting rather than go head-first with her fists
now for the sad part
As much as it pained me to do so I wanted to expand on a mk1 ver of her đđ I REFUSED to make her Kenshiâs cousin or niece or WHATEVER they wouldâve done to her so I decided to make her from the future which was my original theory for Takeda- sheâs from a future where whatever bad guy wins and now the future is just the worst thing possible. She was raised by just Sonya as Kenshi and Johnny died in that future after she was born, which is why sheâs more shy/reserved in this timeline. She had worked with Liu Kang from her time to send her back so she could attempt to fix the future, and who knows if sheâll be successful or not she can only do so much !! itâs kinda depressing to think about but itâs really the only thing I can think of ;-;
OK THAT'S IT FOR MK1
For mk11âŠ.I just want her to be independent, and follow in Kenshi's footsteps on taking solo missions. I havenât thought too much about it yet but she definitely gets really good at witchcraft and maybe gets into some trouble in outworld.
Some extra doodles vvv
I love you Kimiko Blade
#baby kimiko is what happens when u dont have suchin to give u the crazy good hair genes LMAO#mkx#mk11#mk1#mk oc#mortal kombat oc: Kimiko Blade#johnshi#decided to change her tag just so that it's more specific TvT#kenshi takahashi#johnny cage#sonya blade#kencageblade#kombat kids#mortal kombat community#mk fanart#harvart#yes. her mk1 and mk11 designs are inspired by bayonetta#mk1 she uses just her powers :3#UGH HER MK1 STORY MAKES ME EMOTIONAL BECAUSE that's kencageblade's baby and T_T#im blaming nrs for this even if it's my oc#this took me like 3 hours to compile LMFAO#whenever I do draw her I will be mostly focusing on mkx though bc she IS a mkx oc over everything. but when I wanna dabble in mk1/mk11#i shall.....#muahahaha#if u read this far u get the secret fun facts....she is secretly jealous of takeda#kimiko âstop calling me kimmy/kimâ blade and Kenshi âstop calling me kenny/kenâ takahashi#tbh she lets Cassie call her kimmy. bc thats her sister
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This is a question/hypothetical to your au since it lives in my brain rent free: assuming that Draxum is on the side of the turtles how do ypu think that would affect the dark armor plot? Would the foot clan use someone else as a power source or is Draxum more an unwilling participant?
anon.. why..
you got me thinkin bout a whole 'unwilling soldier' typa story-
so my basic idea is that the foot clan mightve heard of draxum (that hes powerful and whatnot- and that hes been out of public view for a while now) they track him down, snooping they end up seeing that drax has a family- and of course theyre gonna use this to their advantage. they make drax think that without a suitable host the armor would go rampant- destroying everything- endanger the one good thing he has, he believed this, he wanted to do whatever he could to keep this away from his family. of course draxs dumbass self wouldnt tell the others about this- thinking its best to just slip out quietly, possibly still feeling guilty of the past- maybe the family would fare better without him as a constant reminder. he ends up figuring out that the last piece of the dark armor is actually the tea pot, and feeling that he had no other choice he takes it to the foot clan- assembling the armor. overtaken by the power of the suit he isnt able to fully control his actions and ends up having the whole fight with the turtles, yadda yadda the end of the battle is p much the same-
the angst opportunities r strong with this one
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i cannot stop thinking about ian rider. more specifically, how alex had so many unprocessed feelings about him after his death. imagine being an orphan, getting adopted by your uncle as a baby, having him raise you for 14 years then discovering he lied to you your entire life. that he [unintentionally or not] trained you to be something you never wanted to be under the guise of bonding with you. never being able to ask him what his actual intentions were because he's dead. never getting closure for it. im going to throw up.
#i remember reading stormbreaker for the first time and i could not stop crying the entire book#i have big emotions dont blame me#but seeing alex follow in ian's footsteps quite literally seeing and living through what lead to his death#it fucked me up#i dont remember if it was outright stated in the books but alex wondering the entire time if ian even loved him?#it wasn't framed directly but thats how i interpreted it#i cant even coherently put into words all my thoughts about this#ontop of everything else this is one of the core things that makes me so emotional over this silly little book series like holy shit#alex my son i just want to give you a hug#alex rider#alex rider books#ian rider#please don't get me started about my thoughts of whether or not ian did in fact love him#my head might explode#these books fucked up my brain chemistry permanently
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something i didnt say over here but probably should-
i, in truth, dont know if im actually as annoying or "childish" or aggressive as i feel like im being
i feel like, i got a uniquely bad case of autism obsession and over-emotionality, constantly guilty for feeling so much, like me failing to keep my own emotions under control is purely a failure on my part, like i shouldnt feel this much, i am not allowed to feel like this, no one else seems to fail it like i do, over and over again i get overwhelmed by my own feelings and even if it isnt a full breakdown-
(meltdown? which i think is soemthing else and honestly ..... i do not want to have ever again, its the ultimate loss of control where i dont even feel like im piloting my own body, like im possessed by something, which is not really something that happens online, that is a thing that happens to me rarely in real life)
- i still feel so overwhelmingly stupid, like you jsut watched yourself turn into a toddler screaming bloody murder bc mom didnt buy the thing you wanted, and then are suddendly back to yourself but to everyone else you didnt change at all so everyone looks at you like you just lost your mind over nothing and thats just how you are normally
that together with being online and people likely seeing only a fraction of who you are, plus my tendency to ... be like this mostly when im not liking something just .... makes me feel so damn guilty, maybe something like public shame too? or the old problem of feeling like a burden?
i dont know, i cant seem to imagine people can see me like that and not be annoyed or weirded out by it, especially when they only realyl see that side of me, and i feel so damn guilty for it, the class weirdo who randomly starts to cry over seemingly nothing like i have always been, and i shouldnt be, i should have grown and gotten better and be in control at all times by now i just ... "havent tried hard enough"
#ganondoodles talks#personal#thanks to the people that did reach out#and those who said they dont read it like that#i just ... still feel like im being that way when i shouldnt#theres an acceptable level of how much you can feel before it gets 'weird'#and i keep letting myself exceed it#i have lost people over me being too much like that#and theres barely a day where i dont feel guilty for it#i cant blame them obviously#i blew up unreasonably after all#and the guilt never leaves#it never leaves me alone- anytime i have tried to fix it i made things worse#i should be better at this at this point- why do i keep failing it#no matter how far i think i get there will always be a point where i will fail at it#and it will add to guilt bc the pile never gets smaller- you can only add to it#each time feels worse .....
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I had a dream last night that me and Docm77 were trapped in a warzone and he tackled me to the ground to save me from gunfire and then together we took out like ten guys.
I'm sure this says something about my psyche and that something is that if I ever met Docm77 in real life I think we would commit war crimes.
#spazzcat barks#docm77#i.... dont know where the dream came from#maybe ive been?? reading too much Iliad lately??? i dont know????#anyway thank you docm77 from saving me from being dream murdered by a bunch of guys with machine guns and rifles#we were definitely on the wrong side of the warfront we shouldnt have gotten seperated from the main body of reinforcements like that#he did jumpscare me though he was standing quiet and still as a statue#im guessing because he was hoping we wouldnt be spotted#and when we were he tackled me in a very Foxy from FNAF style jumpscare#also i blame his freaky redstone eye for us not successfully hiding that thing glows in the dark man youve gotta do something about that#anyway welcome back to: every time i sleep for more than 5 hours a night i have#violent dreams and nightmares that both god and man wish they could study under a microscope
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When you find a tag for some random ship that you havenât seen before, and is also not something you thought of.
But you read the fanfic/tumblr post anyway
And then you read more
And in the course of a few hours you now really like this ship and have a billion of your own head cannons about it and will defend it with your life.
Bonus if the ship will never be cannon ever, but your delusion enough to think that it could totally work and might happen.
#Guys this happens to me a lot#I donât know why#Iâve been converted one to many times#Ashler#from sbg#I blame tragedry from that#zukka#dont know how that happened#valgrace#fedex#kotlc fedex#i was like that ship is weird#Now Iâm obsessed with it#Dex was in denial about his crush on Fitz and that why he hated him in the first book#I will not hear differently#Also#yes the bonus was definitely about FedEx#cartercy#im not overtly attached that one#But I have read a few really good fanfics about them
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Thinking about how when Zuko walks through the earth kingdom pretending to be as a refugee and some people notice his eyes but honestly they're not the first thing you notice given the scar and the fact he doesn't let many people near him. No while some of the towns have people who sneer most look on with pity. People like Song and her mother, Lee and his family see the scar and see how the fire nation attacks and maims children. And the worst part is Zuko has little to combat that with because it's true but he's not ready to hear that.
Other assumptions are of course that he's a bastard of some solider with bad luck. That his mother was forced into having him and may the poor woman rest in peace... and later him realizing how true that was of Ursa. What really sets her apart from any of the earth kingdom common women forced into mockery of relationships or forced to sleep with soldiers to stay alive? Maybe the threats were more veiled but it boils down to the same ultimatum.
#atla#anyways i think Ursa gets a lot blame for things she couldnt really control#she was stolen from her home#forced into a marriage and to have children and then forced to see those children hurt#and thats without thinking about how Ozai probably treated her#behind closed doors#read one story where Azula grapples with the fact that Ursa had a lot more trauma by the time she was born and#just the concept of âi dont know how much of it im responsible for... but know it wasnt your fault#ugh gets me#allusions to rape#cw rape#sa#rape#cw sa
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Klein: So, Leonard. I heard you wrote a poem about me
Leonard: ...
Klein, teasingly: Recite it for me, my dear poet.
Leonard with an embarrassed red face: Shut up.
#lord of mysteries#klein moretti#leonard mitchell#dont blame me klein only called leonard my dear peot#and yeah i still didnt read the spin off#kinda a spoiler#i kinda ship themđđ
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