#don’t touch me i’m screaming
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Don’t touch me. Just thinking about how Dean calls Cas “sunshine” and how the Empty refers to Dean as the the “sun that shines on (Cas’) face”. They are each others sunshine, everyone ☀️🌞😭
#don’t touch me I’m screaming#they were so in love#supernatural#spn#destiel#castiel#dean winchester#misha collins
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i just bought a necklace with the letter L and the number 44 behind <3 i’m the happiest girl in the world 🤸🏻♀️
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(said actively sobbing my eyes out) caitvi and jayvik nation stays winning?
#arcane#arcane s2#arcane spoilers#arcane s2 spoilers#caitvi#jayvik#jayce talis#viktor arcane#vi arcane#caitlyn kiramman#jayvik saving the world by dying in each other’s arms touching foreheads is like shuake levels for me#like. i genuinely cannot see this as anything but textual#that their love no matter what it is is the sole thing#don’t fucking even talk to me about vi and jinx i’m gonna cry until i throw up#they’re sisters oh mygod#like when they killed ambessa i was like ‘okay shit they’re not leading into league anyone can die’#but i didn’t expect them to do that to jinx#spoilers in tags#killing and biting and screaming
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have some tragic lesbians in this picrew 🫶🏻🩷💎
ཐི♡ཋྀ perpetua & faustina (blasphemous) | ཐི♡ཋྀ anarietta & sibyl (tw3)
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tagging— idk this has made the ROUNDS already but @bearsgrove 💎 @pitchmoss 💎 @avallachs 💎 @scalpelsister 💎 @shellibisshe 💎 @florbelles 💎 and you 🫶🏻
#the hair unfortunately was not hairing and i’m also a touch self conscious#abt my ability to picrew-ify my blorbos so don’t tell me if these aren’t right i will cry SJBFJSND#although… i’m only worried abt anna henrietta cs nobody cares abt perpetua blasphemous but ME and that’s cool and fine#except i would LOVE to scream at someone abt blasphemous but. hey we move#also the faustina/perpetua one was looking very… dame aylin and isobel thorm coded#i of course wasn’t TRYING TO DO THAT unless i’m insane and it isn’t even and i’m just talking which#entirely possible#anyway. faustina is hard too cs she doesn’t have a fc and the game is fucking pixels anyway so whatever#x: i love you more than god ever will#oc: faustina#oc: sibyl delauvéy#x: it seems only in dreams
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saving u all from the asshole fuckboy aventurine agenda half of this fandom is so hellbent on portraying
#i think he’s very Tongues & Teeth by the crane wives but. contrary to popular belief. i don’t think he’d be the one singing#yeah he’s not stupid but i could see him being so in love……#if someone managed to bring his guard down and was with him for years#not sure if he could bring himself to leave once the kisses started cutting his lips and the touches started bruising#maybe i’m ‼️ wrong but idk this man screams fucked up attachment 2 me#he’s used to pain.. i think he’d put up with it#at first he’d flee. if it was anywhere near the start of the relationship? yeah he wouldn’t stay if he felt he was on “the losing end of#the bet”#but i also personally believe it would take a lot to be romantically involved with him at all#like i think it would have to be a friends first thing. slowburn in fanfic terms.#idk i’m just nottt getting the one night stand vibe from him.#so like i said if someone was with him for a longgg time… and truly tore his walls down.. i doubt he’d be so quick to run#i think he keeps himself closed off. but when he does love he loves wholly and fully to the point of it hurting.#not out of malice but out of sheer intensity..#yeahhhh tongues & teeth…..#love is love but instead of in the gay way it’s “sure it hurts every time it happens but at least i feel something”#probably the gay way too though
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maybe like four blogs ago i wrote the most insane book-focused meta about will as john the baptist and starling as a sacrificial christ figure who becomes one with god in a way john cannot and is absorbed in the process of her apotheosis—but the point is the story is about her and will’s only the forerunner, the prologue. like, i love hannibal the show and will graham is my favorite unhinged wet dog, but i’m still a little bitter starling’s story was dissected and given predominately to a male character instead of fuller just coming up with something unique for will and hannibal.
what’s most interesting to me about them has always been will’s fundamental inability to handle the work that he was asked to do and that everyone knew this but they kept asking because he’s so Special—whereas starling could handle it, being clever and hard-working and exceptional at compartmentalization, but was never allowed to do so because she wouldn’t compromise herself to get ahead. it’s stings because gender is precisely why they ended up where they did; the horror and violence of gender is so thematically significant and inextricable to the series for me. will caught hannibal almost by accident in the books. hannibal caught starling not by devising a trap for her or gaslighting her (that came later) but simply because the systemic misogyny she faced pushed her out of her career and her life, and her contempt for the corruption of system grew and grew and crystallized inside her until she was forced to make a choice—shoot the dirty cop or let hannibal be eaten by the pigs—and in making it she revealed the truth of herself: that she believed she was above the law, above the broken system, above the men who uphold it. that choice drove her straight to hannibal. he didn’t have to do anything at all to isolate her. she came for him; he just had to wait.
#clarice starling#like… we lost something#hannibal/starling is the most monster romance entrapment horror love story of all time#the simultaneous feeling of triumph when she shoots through the dirty cop’s badge and horror because she’s about to be caught#and it’s like you want it to happen and you don’t and you do and you don’t#he consumes her entirely but she’s still there and there’s this sense that he knows it#that on some level he’s afraid of her and that he could lose control of her at any moment and possibly already has—and that he likes this#but we as readers cannot know the truth—she’s become unknowable to us and perhaps to herself#noli me tangere: like christ resurrected we cannot touch her now#scream scream screammmmmmm#it’s been so long since i reread the books but i’m always two seconds away from an unprompted lecture alas
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#𓊆ྀི vent.txt 𓊇ྀི#fuck the both of them honestly#one disrespected me and the other abandoned me#yet i still have an attachment to one… someone free me#can’t i just move on already????#also gonna throw up knowing they touched him that night i’m like 98% sure of it#what the fuck is wrong with the both of them#maybe it’s a good thing i’m keeping ur ass blocked. wack ass mf#my bpd is telling me u dont care cause u havent gone around it but i know ur crying screaming throwing up over me so :)#anyways!#moral of the story?#don’t fall for cishet men
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Hmmmm….tree pollen count is higher than it’s been…moderate levels….do I activate Allergy Season Protocol early, just in case? Or do I not. Hm.
#screaming at midnight#Basically it’s just me stripping and showering immediately when I get home. Then I shut the windows and change sheets#Then I take all my allergy meds#I like doing this early in the season so I’m prepped when it gets bad…but it might be a bit early#Idk though I don’t want to deal w any little thing#Life of a severely pollen allergic idiot that can’t touch her face in spring without having an allergy attack#It’s…not much of an exaggeration#unfortunately
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The way they’ve both picked each other up,,, the constant hand and arm holding from both of them,,, all the cuddling and resting their heads on each other’s shoulders,,, Grandekofi’s love language is definitely physical affection
Ough I have a 5 hour flight tomorrow time to buy WiFi and write a ficlet about them showing physical affection because you are so right actually???? The constant touching and cuddling and hand holding and carrying and kissing…. Oh it’s over for us I fear no ship will ever be them
#I’m so obsessed with them it’s insane#I think it’s time for me to do another 5+1 don’t you think#5 times they used physical touch as their love language and one time they understood what it meant or some shit#oh the brain is churning#drag race#rpdr#RuPaul’s drag race#tia kofi#La grande dame#grandekofi#uk vs the world#drag race uk vs the world#ukvtw2#also can I just say#I love that y’all come into my inbox with your thoughts and opinions and observations#it’s so fun for me like I get to read all these fun things and scream about them and it feels like friendship even if it’s anons :)#I enjoy it my ask box is always open for this kind of stuff :))))
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man i’m still so hung up on the way that this professor handled music in the philippines. there were Choices made and though i agreed with a few of them, i found most of them straight up fucking baffling and it was disheartening to not feel heard or invited to contribute to the discussion despite this subject matter being uhhhhhhh my fucking lived experience just because i didn’t pay a twenty dollar membership fee to the fil-am org
#if ppl actually walk away thinking kulintang = progressive and rondalla = conservative i’m going to scream and bite things#BARELY touched on actual music happening in the philippines. most of it was fil am stuff#like sure apo hiking was mentioned but THAT WAS THE ONLY ONE#and it was to juxtapose american junk with something a child of the diaspora made#which was filled with like AAVE appropriation and was mostly in english like hello?#and the point was ‘see this is male dominated and the new one is intersectional feminism’ YOURE MISSING THE POINT#OH MH FUCKING GOD#AMERICAN JUNK SUCCINCTLY CRITICIZES AMERICAN PHYSICAL AND CULTURAL HEGEMONY#ITS FRUSTRATION AND LAMENT AND RESISTANCE BUBBLING UNDER OUR ‘FRIENDLY FACES’#the new song the fil am woman made covers WAY too much im sorry#i couldn’t understand it and i showed it to my parents and they were like we don’t understand this either lol#half of its not even in any dialect of filipino language#so we’re appropriating Black American art—music created by another oppressed group—and calling it SEA music. cool cool#the only thing i liked was this assigned book i need to finish it but it criticized the activities of fil-am uni orgs#it helped me verbalize just what put me off joining these group#NOT EVEN BAYAN KO. WE DIDNT EVEN TALK ABOUT BAYAN KO?#AND NO ASIN EITHER I WAS SO MAD#UGH i’m glad we’re done with this unit i was really really disappointed by it#NO WAIT THE FUNNIEST THING IS WERE GONNA CALL BAYANIHAN DANCE COMPANY CULTURAL APPROPRIATION#BUT WERE NOT GONNA TALK ABOUT HOW FIL AMS CASUALLY APPROPRIATE BLACK AMERICAN ART WHILE ANTIBLACK RACISM IS SO PERVSSIVE IN THE COMMUNITY#HELLO?
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#shhhhhhhh#definitely not thinking about a stalker#who watches me every day and learns my schedule and habits#and then one day when they see me stretch on the bed#and shake my ass in the air#they HAVE to come in#to their surprise they don’t have to break in though!#the doors open!!!#(you’re welcome 😇)#I’ll just be on my phone scrolling tumblr or something#and then all of a sudden I’ll feel hands on me#I’ll jump and maybe scream a bit#but before I can scream too much they put a hand over my mouth and whisper in my ear#‘this is what you wanted isn’t it????’#‘I mean you left your curtains open so I can watch you touch yourself and you always wiggle your ass in the air like you’re just waiting -#for someone to come in and destroy your cute lil holes’#I whimper against their hand ‘AND you left the door unlocked for me?????’#‘such a good girl’ they growl#kdndksnkdnfkwnskfnnd#shhhhhhhh I’m thinking thoughts#shut up rosie
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THEY PULLED A MADOKA TWIST. THEY PULLED A MADOKA TWIST AND I DIDNT EVEN SEE IT COMING
#Not saying which piece of media this is about bc it’s regarding the latest installment#But AAAASSJDHDJHSJKS THAT NEW CHAPTER#I’m losing my mind I’m gonna cry and scream#And no one has even heard of this manga so idk why I’m hiding the name to not spoil it#But still#i did not see this coming#In hindsight I should have but I didn’t#And that’s what makes it a great twist#I mean I wouldn’t be surprised if it turns out to be a double twist#Like the character who revealed it turns out to be lying#I wouldn’t even be mad about that bc it makes sense in story#But seriously though those last few panels#Getting emotional over a character who I actively did not like prior to now#Ok fine fine he’s not so bad I admit it You don’t have to make me cry over him#But unfortunately now I’m protective of him Let’s get you away from these people my guy. Let’s get you to safety.#The manga/anime is Munou na Nana btw if you wanna suffer with me#Anime’s pretty accurate to the manga but it just barely touches on the main plot#Like the stuff covered in the 13 existing episodes is just barely getting to the point where the story picks up#That final arc in the anime is right about where I’d say the manga really picks up with the story#The beginning bits aren’t bad they’re just introductory#Like they’re necessary for introducing the plot and giving overview on what sort of environment these characters are living in#But the actual story itself is insane#You really really need to read the manga after you watch what’s currently out
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i literally hate my job i want to quit i’m so done with this
#having kids literally attack me day after day with no support from the directors and also feeling awful because i don’t want to upset the#kids either but like today the one boy he had to wash his hands cuz he literally put them in the urinal and he was punching me and stuff#that he didn’t wanna do it so i closed the door so i could get some hand sanitizer or wipes instead and he got upset (maybe he felt trapped)#which i understand but like nothing else i can do so now this kid hates me but i’m the one who is getting punched and scratched and whatever#literally every day and i know they’re kids but im really fckjjnf tired of this#have them scream and throw things at me and the other teachers and take them to the directors only for them to be sent right back to class#and I’m literally not trained for this and they don’t tell their parents anything so we get literally no help like if a kid is having a hard#time and acts out aggressively I understand it’s maybe not something they can control but then they should maybe be at a school that can#give them the help they need because I’m doing my best but I can only do so much and I didn’t want to make this kid upset or angry but also#he can’t go eat food and touch the other kids and so on with hands he put in the urinal 🙃🙃🙃#I want to quit I’m so f king tired of this sjir#delete later
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View from my plane last night
#the turbulence was really bad and a woman screamed when we touched down#and then everyone clapped#which was really fucking annoying#I hate it when people clap on planes#soooo corny#and like don’t get me wrong I’m HORRIBLY afraid of flying and turbulence#but clapping is a step to far just let go of your vice grip on your leg like the rest of us
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i haven’t been hugged in so long holy shit
anyway. calix:
#ethan screams at the wall#someone hugged me today#it made me realize just how long it’s been haha#i didn’t know what to do i just froze up an’ now i feel a little guilty but#I DUNNO WHAT TO DO WHEN PEOPLE TOUCH ME#there’s a no touching rule Mostly because i have no idea how to react to touch. what do you mean you’re holding me now???wild.#i genuiebly don’t know how to like. hug someone#anyway i’m worried that the person who hugged me is flirting with me but also. why would he be?
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all these post-election prepper videos and threads being made by upper/middle class white women and pretending they are not obviously just for upper/middle class white women… like perhaps you should work on the “community building” part a little harder
#telling people to get passports as if they are not $200 a PERSON like…#if i see one more person telling me to get new appliances / cars / electronics i’m gonna scream#like if the only way to survive the next four years is to be wealthy enough… i’m doomed i fear i can’t even make rent sometimes#anyways prepping for disasters is inherently a wealthy hobby so i don’t know what i expected but. LMAO!!!!#this isn’t even touching having affordable healthcare or any healthcare at all!!! and a lot more#also maybe i’m totally misguided and i’m just doomed bc i’m not buying everything and stockpiling and shit but. i can’t so!!! oh well!!!#idk i have a lot of feelings about this and i don’t know if i can / do articulate them well idk#shut up allie
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