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so it's apparently delusional to like Soriku
and think they have moments together
but i once saw someone who said Sora and Kairi kissed at the end of kh3
double standards
and not one ship is considered canon either
the most we have is Nomura saying that Riku doesn't like Naminé so he changes the scene so he is not smiling
that is still one of the most hilarious things
#soriku#aitsu heart thoughts#sora#riku#and sharing a papou doesn't mean it's inherently romantic#i never seen my boy sora look so scared and repulsed until kairi offered him that fruit#it can be but it also can be for good luck#until she clearified it was a good luck charm#and im not just trying to debunk sk#they have moments in the first game and sora imagines kairi dancing after goofy and donald talked about her#but after some point his feelings seem to change#and sora and riku have more moments#i think soriku is cuter#and translation has a lot to kh3 which is why it's so iffy#riku not smiling at Naminé is so funny and then now is smiling at sora#does anyone want to explain to me why#there's not straight answer#also why did someone say they kissed at the end of kh3#she started crying and he poofed#no kiss#where did you get that from
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tfone au where OP is created as the last of the primes but way after them, a sparkling born at what were thought to be the last days of the war against the quintessons, the beginning of a new generation of peace after eons of war. a child meant to be loved and raised knowing nothing of war nor sacrifice.
he's kept mostly out of the spotlight by his siblings, who don't wish to expose him to everyone's optics so young, and want to wait until the war is done and over to properly introduce him to their people.
except of course the primes are betrayed and murdered by sentinel, the war is lost and everyone who knows and cared for the truth is either banished or outright killed in order to suppress it.
and the high guard, the ones the primes trusted the most, the ones that were supposed to protect them, the ones who failed in their most important duty, have to make a choice. to take the last prime, their last hope, with them to the surface, a hostile environment where there's little to no supplies and where they'll be hunted down by both sentinel and the quintessons as the biggest threat to their regimen.
or hide him in plain sight. place him where sentinel won't think to look for him. one more sparkling among many. and hope it will be enough to keep him alive. pray to primus that he'll protect his last child long enough for them to come back for him when it's safer (even if most of them have already lost their faith on him when he allowed the rest of his children to be massacred like that)
they almost lose their resolve when they realize they will have to take the little one's cog away in order to make him blend in with the rest of the newborns (and oh do they burn with murderous intent when they see what sentinel has done to their people but it's not the time yet-) but in the end they decide an impaired little prime is better than a dead one.
and so in the chaos of thirteen dead primes and a sudden energon crisis, a little sparkling who very few mechs really knew about and even fewer had seen completely vanishes. and in the depths of iacon a mech in charge of a new batch of newborns scratches their helm in confusion as they realize they must have miscounted the first time.
optimus prime is quietly erased from any official records by sentinel, written off as dead when they find a sparkling's frame mangled beyond recognition after an attack on the base of those rebels that insist on being a thorn on his side. killing the sparkling hadn't been precisely in his plans, he probably could've found some use for it after all, but he's not particularly upset about it either.
and orion pax grows up with an ache on his spark that tells him he's missing something far more important than a t-cog and dreams of gentle and loving hands, cradling him against the frames of mechs he cannot recall the faces of.
#i talk a lot <3#transformers#transformers one#tfone#optimus prime#orion pax#baby prime orion au#this is mostly an excuse for me to draw the primes and baby OP later on. just to be clear.#i WILL be drawing this at some point lmao#tbh i'm a little uncertain how i want things to progress#because on one hand it would be very tasty and tense if sentinel recognized optimus during the race#but that means a lot of changes very early on in the plot and i would have to do a lot of Thinking on how to justify getting the gang#to still pick up bee and elita. cause i love them <3#i do think it'd be very funny if the high guard's plan worked like a charm except for the very tiny fact that they didn't count#on orion being an absolute hellion. like. this kid is Not Going Unnoticed and it's completely his own fault lmao#in this version maybe a member of the high guard stayed behind to keep an eye on orion and is able to get them out before they're killed#but instead of taking them to where the primes fell they take them directly to the high guard#which is very awkward because it's a very moving and emotional moment for the high guard who are finally reunited with their little prime#all grown up and healthy and blessedly *alive*. except orion doesn't fucking remember any of them and is very confused as to why#the legendary warriors of cybertron are getting all weepy over him. they finally explain the truth to him which is a Fucking Bomb#to drop on anyone but especially a group of kids who almost got killed by the person they all thought the world of just hours ago#they also return orion's t-cog to him which would create some tension between him and the rest of the gang because this time#he's the only one getting his cog back. add to it that they were just told he's the equivalent of a demi-god and... well.#there's a gap between him and them that wasn't there before#on the other version of events that follows canon more closely everything goes the same up until the gang finds the primes in the cave#and wake up alpha trion who now not only has to deal with the fact the rest of his siblings are dead but that he missed fifty cycles#of his baby brother's life. that the only sibling he has left does not remember him or his true identity at all.#he has to choose between telling him the truth which has the risk of unbalancing him in a critical moment where he cannot afford to#be distracted because they're being hunted down. or let him remain unaware. let him forget their family and the love they had for him#but letting him remain free of the knowledge of what he lost and the heartbreak it would bring.
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im like 50% sure we'll get a caitvi sex scene and if it happens then cait WILL bottom. i know this fandom really hates hearing this but its the truth
#im not in the top/bottom discussions usually#cause its fucking stupid everyones a switch and if u say ure one or the other ure lying or just never had sex#but i do think that submission from caitlyn will play a huge part in why theyd want to show a sex scene to begin with#the harden dictator face is clearly a mask she puts on#does anyone want me to actually make a post explaining this or#caitlyn kirammam#arcane
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So I'm writing a Soukoku fanfic and-

Good job, Google Docs, Good job. Because Chuuya's first flying by Dazai's face makes so much more sense than his fist. Yeah, totally. I understand.
#fanfic writing#google docs more like google dicks#soukoku fanfiction#fanfiction writer#soukoku fic#wip fic#dazai osamu#chuuya nakahara#bungo stray dogs chuuya#bungo stray dogs dazai#bungou gay dogs#bungou stray dogs#can anyone explain#maybe its the grammar#idfk man#why just why#i hate autocorrect#writing struggles#writer problems#my writing#fanfic#bungou stray dogs fanfic#writing fanfic#this is going to be in one of my upcoming soukoku short stories#no but seriously#why tf does it want me to say first#writer blog#soukoku#L.R. Scarlet#Guess The Cat's Out of The Bag
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Okay while I get all the "we dont like president Trump" (dude sucks) can we like. understand. that occasionally crappy people actually do something that benefits the masses, even the ones that are against him?
Im just saying that abandoning tiktok after its unbanned just because the one who negotiated for that to happen was Trump is kinda weird??? like Trump is literally undoing the censorship. why are you mad about that. just keep being on tiktok and hate on him all you want, why would he care?
#genuinely I'm so confused#why does it matter#you've got your beloved app back who cares who broke the chains#if anyone wants to explain this to me please do /gen#I'm not a tiktok user so-#politics#president trump#tiktok
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Proposal: In DC Universe, character has to live trough their birth day, the exact day they were born on, to age.
Idea: Tim was born on a leap day during leap year
Reasoning: His age is weirdly inconsistient with others because he literally ages slower than them
#tim drake#tim drake headcanon#dc headcanon#batfam#batman#Bruce or Alfred being born on this day would explain how they look relatively unchanged despite passing decades#that could also explain why ras wants them to be his heirs so bad (i mean bruce and tim)#they would need to be dipped in pits way less than anyone else and even with them their sanity wouldnt slip until way later#it could also explain the pits without having them de-age people that much if at all#ras was just one of few who realized that if he dies somewhere before his birthday and is revived after he doesnt age. at all#and one of even fewer with means to do anything about it#dc#dcu#dc universe#dc ideas#dc worldbuiding#dc meta#tim drake meta#(HC) 'leap day' is an event when every four years in addition to the standard 365 days day x is added somewhere between them#traditionally february 29th is just added to not complicate things but day x is not stationary and occurs randomly#however it always does and all people born on day x age during it every 4 years#(day x is just a placeholder name; if you got some better ideas pls share)#my post#its still baffling to me that somehow 28y old bruce 8 year old dick and tim being probably about 3 or 4 all met same day#and then years later bruce is pushing 50s dick is pushing 30s and tim only recently got to be 19
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severance ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#severance spoilers#<- anyone wanna discuss the latest ep????#bi devon yayyy i hope she gets a divorce and marries me!!!#also i 100% think fields is the doctor we saw. he is evil and the he does not believe in the church story#he lied about that just to convince burt (or if he didnt thats absolute insane behaviour as a partner... like youre going to hell i need a#bf in heaveen??? even ronan didnt do that in trc..#anyway anwyay the 10 vs 20 yrs at lumon. i think that burt was the first severance employee fields is insane mad scientist style and invent#invented the procedure by trying it on his husband#it explains also why fields is the one who told burt to invite irv for dinner#so that the board man tattoo guy could go and look inside the house#+ the whole its as if the priest was listening to our conversation...#the markhelena flirting was insane like actually good for a second i forgot i hate her????#actually wait back to bi devon. she should date reghabi they should kiss next episode maybe#dylan is still breaking my heart :(((( and gretchen too like i want her to be happy#o dylan doesnt seem bad he was good with the kids but just irresponsible compared to i dylan and she is definitely falling for him :((( awf#awful#anyway i miss ms casey when are we gonna see her :((((#and dylan should ask gretchen to go look for irv in the outside world..... and mark s like he literally knows their names and can describe#them and theyre lumon workers in a tiny town.. it cant be that hard#i love also how helena was like. mark im basically the head of the company like BESTIe you are not. no one asks for your opinion ever!!!#loser girl trying to steal her twin's bf... insane behaviour#helly also broke my heart idk its so sad#idk what mark is gonna do with 4 gfs though he has to like choose 2 max because 4 is too much#and milchick and that child... man idk i used to feel bad for ms huang but i dont anymore
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uuuuuhhh no reason just wanna see the robot get preggers because nobody is really taking advantage of the narrative consequences of the robots of ULTRAKILL having fleshy bits inside them (in my humble opinion hahahaha...hahaha....hah....). Anywhosen also a sucker for general Bad End especially when it involves a psycho-sexual (breeding) binding to a greater entity but also I wanna see the murder-robot get knocked up. And the galaxy brain bit of this is instead of calming down they just get Worse.
YEAH NO ONE REALLY TAKES ADVANTAGE OF THAT. and well i mostly assumed a very small percentage of people actually want to breed the robots like that which is why.
also i don't think this as a bad end, but a bad path that can lead to some other.. inch resting things (my stupid ass is trying to craft a plot with horror and drama from this path and how it'd change the story slightly despite knowing I will never get around to writing it in fic form except tiny excerpt ideas and art)
also i have so much to say abt the 'it doesn't calm down it just gets worse' bc its So true
#kicking my legs. it sooo genuinely gets worse i think it believes its actually in “love” with hell. and maybe it is.#gets worse and loses itself more and more. abandon any last trace of identity that had never been regarded anyway by anyone#its easy to let something guide you and instruct you in nearly everything if it feels too painfully good? and why spend more power thinking#altho for the. plot i was conducting in my head it was msotly involving gabriel and the primes bc of an idea my friend gave me which was#that if this occurred before v1 reached the prime sanctums it could have been guided or instructed to go to the sanctums but at the time#it does its currently carrying a child and because of that both the primes and v1 itself are spared because. i dont know if i think#the kings would fight a pregnant person . i at least think sisyphus Wouldnt because wheres the fun in an opponent who appears to already#be disadvantaged. (even if it can fare just fine.)#if any friendships were able to be made (cough . i like sisyphus qnd v1 platonic and romantic) itd be kind of. sad from an outside perspect#ve to watch it deteriorate into being less of its own entity and becoming slowly just another extension of hell. even in fighting it shows.#i wish i could explain it all better#and sorry if this ask is late to be answered i was writing my rwsponse at a con LMAOOO#.txt#ask#i want to write i have no timeee no energyyy but hear me out there is potential for crazy wackjob shit#ive decided also not to kill gabriel i think i should do somethign fucked up with him and his inexperience in relationshios#i forgot who suggested he should get so desperate that he begs for hell to take him as well. (which i cant decide if it would or wouldnt bc#its kind of really funny and mean if it#says no)
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Does it bother you how much jargon other people have made up about our experience as queer people?
#my big mouth#like wtf when did 'gender affirming' become a category of thing#i know the idea and the value#im not questioning that#but like#there's so much sterile-feeling corpo jargon made up to describe us and it make me feel gross#can't i just be capital g Gay and dress the way i want?#can't it just be clothes?#does it have to be 'gender affirming clothes'?#its feels more like people are trying to 'seem' like they are supportive wihtout actually caring but wanting to reap whatever rewards#come from 'seeming' like you're supprotive of the queers#i thing maybe thats why i vibe with the people reclaiming fag and dyke and queer and all those 'nasty' words#like#fuck man#those don't feel sanitized#they feel like they cannot be sanitized#because like#im a person#im not /meant/ to be a pleasant corporate affirmation#i don't want to be on a motivational poster#i want to be a fully fleshed out person#whihc means im ugyly and pretty in my own way and rude sometimes even when i try to be kind#im a real ass human being#so why should my 'identity' which is at this point to me ALSO a sanitized word#be something that MUST be easily digestible and pleasant and something that corporations feel like they can advertise around#like i think thats the core of my issue#the jargon doesn't exist to 'be inclusive' of anyone#it exists to sanitize a very diverse category of experiences so it can be said on television w/o pissing off the investors and advertisers#maybe im gonna take up a less digestible title#maybe i just live my weird little life and only explain if people ask and don't need to have a 'name for it'
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does anyone else have this really really bad fear of small bugs. like i constantly get the feelinf that bugs are crawling all over me and ill check and check and thetes fucking nothing there but im still itchy and i still feel like theres bugs everywhere so like they have to be in my skin at this point right ?? sometimes ill actually find a bug on me and that makes it even worse because. where did it come from?? ive been inside,?? are there more ????? literally someone fucking help i think im losing it
#its so much worse than i made it sound here .. didnt really want to explain in too much detail#genuinely does anyone know why im like this#i cannot handle . tiny bugs i start crying and panicking when they get near me.#help#rambling#i have issues i think
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ough. just watched some fanvids that got me thinking about an old fandom of mine.
#my posts#the worst part is that they were not even for said fandom. unfortunately my brain has been steeped in those characters for so long#that they keep popping up even when it makes no goddamn sense.#not even in a canon way. truly in the most ooc personal headcanon way.#if i explained the version of these characters in my head to anyone on earth they would go ‘he would not fucking day that’#and yet. here i am. thinking about arrow again.#WHY THIS#why couldn’t my brain at least make me fixate on supernatural. one of my old fandoms i am still kinda in.#why does it always have to be the one i dropped completely.#the version of oliver in my head that is gay is so dear to me. he LITERALLY only has exists in my head tho.#there’s not even any fun queerbait for me to latch onto. because stephen smell is not a good actor lmao#*amell#to be clear. he is not like bad. but he is here to be a cool superhero and that’s it.#especially having just watched iwtv. lead by Jacob Anderson who is a master of the craft. why must i rotate this mediocre man in my brain.#still. after all this time.#i want to be clear: my headcanons are so far ooc that i have only ever found one (1) fic that fits the characterization.#and he’s not even gay in it. just sad. and it’s only like 2k words#WHAT AM I EVEN DOING HERE??????#sigh.#im going to go see if i can find some hq arrow downloads. because im insane.#to be clear. i dropped the show over a decade ago. because it was not a good television show. what the fuck am i even doing.#personal
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I can't believe that a (presumably) bi person implied I'm biphobic for saying a canonical bi character could possibly be aro as well
#Like the audacity to tell me “why does no one want anyone to be bi” when they're denying aro identities#I didn't even headcanon this character as aro. I was just being hypothetical but now it's a my new headcanon#arophobia#nillisaie talks#Also I'm proud of myself for doing my new years resolution of calling out aphobia :)#I'm also being very patient and explaining to this person how this character can be both aro and bisexual. I think I'm doing good :)))
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anytime I have to scroll thru a big fandom on ao3 there’s always dozens of chat fics and it makes me sad bc 9 times out of 10 they don’t have plots or are too ooc for me to want to read and it sucks bc I feel like the concept of an epistolary story told with only text messages is so fun!! Accounting for the diff ways characters would type/use emojis/emotes, how fast they would respond (if they have time stamps in the story) who’s getting left on read, trying to extrapolate what’s going on behind the texts, how a plot could progress in a text only format… it has so much potential yet usually it’s only lolrandom type meme stories which don’t scratch that itch for me 😔
#I feel like I’ve complained abt this b4 but yeah#one of the reasons for the warm healer fic was bc I thought. now why hasn’t anyone written a RI fic exactly how I want without using y/n#(pet peeve against y/n sorry but there are a billion ways to get around using it!!)#holding myself back from writing a 50k chat fic to explain what I mean AHSJCJFNC I’m BUSY I don’t have TIME#and next month I’m doing a daily challenge so I CANNNT I CANT RN#I mean if anyone does know of fics like this I’m all ears hint hint 👀#sanchoyorambles#every type of fic has potential I just want to seeeee it realized. u know?#want a chat fic to make me ugly cry
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household enemy to the yyh watchthrough number one is the olympics. it's taken us a week to get two episodes into the gamemaster fight
#out of three. please the third episode's what makes it okay im fighting for my life out here#it is NOT for lack of trying on my part but theres only a brief window of time when the olympics is not happening#and as it turns out the watchthrough is Not my mom's first priority (how dare she etc)#i do feel slightly bitter that we've gotten through two eps of band o brothers in the same time#we are fighting for the same timeslots yet somehow the hour long show's gotten a leg up??#you don't have time for a 23 min ep but DO for a 60 min one?? explain the math to me please#idk how to explain the vague feeling of betrayal bc it Does Not make sense Nor matter in the slightest#but cmonnnn we were doing so well. and my little bro's starting up school again soon and my dad's gotta go back to work#sometimes eventually (<- hes on medical leave) and my grandparents are coming over next week We're Losing Time Soon#ughhh if i'd known the olympics were happening (<- somehow completely oblivious to this) i'd have accounted for#my mom getting whisked away by the land of synchronized divers and shot putters and whatever the hell#happens in the summer olympics (<- only pays attention to winter olys)#bc that always happens. and *i* have to go back to school in Some Amount Of Time Im Too Scared To Check (p sure it's late aug though) and#when that happens i'll (hopefully) be stuck across town which means we won't be able to do it any time besides the weekends#and i don't wannaaaaa#i know this is the least important problem anyone's ever had like i get that i know but#it's important to me that they sit down and watch this with me. and watching it pull apart and being#the one who's easily the most invested it makes me look all desperate when i ask them for their time and they can't give it#we can only pull this off neatly in the summer and we were so close and now we're losing it right at the finish line#i don't want life to get in the way of this little bubble i've fought so hard to make y'know#and it's childish and embarrassing and whatever but i just want them to have fun with me with this thing i care about a lot#but i can't do that bc my mom needs to watch the judo matches at Every weight class#even though she's recording a lot of them? i don't understand but whatever i know it's her thing im just moping about it ig#i want it to be as perfect an experience for them as possible and it's slipping away from me#and i don't wanna leave this project unfinished when i start school y'know. sighh#i think they might feel like i only want them around when we're watching stuff. whcih is weird bc that's like#The Singular Way we family bonded literally my whole life so idk why they wouldn't get that when reversed#but either way that IS how i wanna spend time with them. i want them to understand this thing that's become a part of me#and i wanna talk With them about it. and so far it's been fun in a way it's never been before. my mom at least seems to really like it#and i want it to Keep going well bc if we lose momentum im worried they'll start finding it tedious. sighh
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Once again: the so-called "General Fandom History," in terms of which things get held up as Iconic™ or Well-Done™ or Worth Analyzing™ has disproportionately focused on (cis, abled) white men. Some of us would like to not have everything be focused on this one demographic and would, in fact, love to not constantly hear--implicitly or explicitly--how stories about people like us are inherently less interesting or less worthy of telling.
"Remember your history," WE KNOW THE HISTORY. AND WE WANT TO MOVE ON.
#'we BUILT this site you OWE us' I don't owe you shit I didn't come here because of you and I don't have to pay attention to you#I ask again why are you SO BOTHERED by people taking 2 seconds away from literally one of The Biggest Ships Of All Time to#hype up a different interest. why does other people having interests you aren't into make you SO MAD.#and I know how this sounds in light of ME getting mad lmao. and this whole thing doesn't have any like. real-world political#ramifications or something. but I do not know how to explain to people that maybe only focusing on stories about (cis abled) white men is..#less than ideal!!! and how that cannot be the only thing we do!!!!!!#mel's petty era#ALSO. I'm between shows right now so if anyone wants to rec their favorite media that focuses on people of color then give me a shout#(god that sounds like me being performative. that is NOT what I'm trying to do I really just want to further diversify the media I watch.#slash read. I have a to-check-out list that's 10 miles long and I need to find a way to pare it down and the best way to do that is#through recommendations I've found.)
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doctors: try to remember the depression is not you
me, internally: so do you want me to end up psychotic or
#why yes i DO sometimes get voices that are sure as hell not my own. in my head. but i KNOW they're not mine#however! sometimes i have to remember the depression is me or i start to lose my grip a bit!!#i do not know if i would actually end up with clinically significant psychosis but it sure feels like it sometimes#i cannot trust my own mind!!!#anyway. then tehy ask things like 'do you hear voices that aren't yours' and i automatically reply no LOL#scripting whoopsie#it's easier to say no when i can't even explain very well what DOES happen#and how often? who knows.#anyway!#personal#puddleglum hours#tw psychosis#<- dunno if this is hte right tag but i don't want anyone to be triggered by it#ask to tag#tw unreality
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