#do pretty girl don't speak
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this is how i'm gonna fucking die i think
#POST CIRCA 2022 CAPTION AND ALL I HAD TO DIG THIS OUTTA MY DRAFTS TO SHOW Y'ALL THE EXTENT OF MY JAMETT BRAINWORMERY#i never posted this in fear of judgment and knowing nobody gave a shit about this ship but now...i offer my soul chat don't let me down pls#it's been a while so the details are fuzzy but i believe this is from a breakup fic inspired by All Time Low's Once In A Lifetime???#it's pure angst fodder ofc i loved putting my boys through the wringer and have them come out on the other end mangled but together <3#also confession time i started writing this bc i got so disgusted at a lojett fic and this was the only way i could flush it out my system#love how i know this was from 2022 bc the caption is purple and that was my dale pa'ya-inspired blog theme colour at the time lmaooo#and i matched purple kenlos icons with my btr bestie liz and it amazing;;; liz if ur out there hiii fren ily i miss u too much 💜#n e way. what was i saying. oh yeah [incoherent madman ramblings]#might fuck around and actually post a 10k jamett fic. i've been meaning to post this one for a while but yk. The Horrors *gestures vaguely*#did anyone the fukc asked for it??? absolutely not. will i pull a fandom midwife and deliver it anyway???? ABSOLUTELY#btr#big time rush#james diamond#jett stetson#jamett#james diamond × jett stetson#himbo boyfriends#stop it forever#do pretty girl don't speak#the line that starts the whole story#not in my mirror#(what noooo i totally didn't have to search up my old blog posts just so i can remember how my tag system works wbu sexy ahah 🙈)
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clint mcelroy creating a dnd character: oh yeah, this bad boy can fit so much simple zest for life in him
#eliot posts#taz#the adventure zone#merle highchurch#zoox anthellae#ive not listened to graduation yet (and idk if i ever will) so idk if this applies to argo or not#i remember so little of amnesty and am only 10 eps into steeplechase so i can't speak for the non dnd campaigns either#it's funny how a lot of people's ttrpg characters often have common themes in them#me and my friend john from our irl dnd group were talking about that and it's like#alicia plays the most Friend Shaped girls imaginable. caleb's Cause Problems On Purpose. julia's are sassy and tend to do their own thing#john's are edgy in theory but extremely friend shaped and caring in practice. and i tend to play The Mom Friend.#not ALWAYS but pretty often. and basically always they're just really looking for human connection (whether they know/accept it or not)#even my goddamned PISS WIZARD is quickly careening towards mom friend territory??? somehow???#very few people tolerate him so he's protective of those who do. even if it's mostly just a coworkers situation in the party#and most of the party is So Fucking Stupid#it's a very hilarious party composition overall. just 5 guys all thinking ''wow. what a bunch of freaks. good thing i'm normal :)''#and the only one who is REMOTELY accurate in that assessment is the cleric whose catchphrase has quickly become#''hey. don't look at me. i just work with them.''
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Guys would you think I'm cringe if you knew that Im actively giggling blushing twirling my hair and kicking my feet
#i told them that they r pretty and they turned around at hit me with the your the prettiest girl in the world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#aoaiudheheksoaidudhrjejskskwodiehehwjjaoeorueusuajskwkriirehhwuwiriei#im gonna die over winter break i cant do this!!!#and the way they look at me!!!#bro!!#and and they do this cute little wiggle when im holding them and start to kiss them cuz theyre so happy!!!!#ougghghuggg#it hasnt even been 24 hours since i saw them last im so cooked but i don't even care bc they are so so so so so so lovely#like ive felt like shit off and on all week and they were so caring and attentive ough#i wish i could have kissed them goodbye but i think my dad would have actively died on the spot lol#she speaks!
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Stop being so pretty already, gosh (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#DAX#ZEX#They're just too pretty goodness me#Grumpy DAX! Piggybacking a bit off his grumps with ZEX but not all That much haha#Enjoys his company <3 Excitable and pleased and healthy - a good ZEX to be around!#Loves him ♪ What can you do#Pretty flirty ZEX! I don't mind making those obviously digital edits from time to time hmm#Makes things much more contrasty which is nice on the eye :) Dunno! I usually leave my scribbles alone but it might be fun to do more often#Like I don't already spend long enough on editing lol not the point it's for the ~aesthetics~ lol#Speaking of ♪ Starry dress ZEX ah <3 <3#I have a history of putting green aliens in sparkly starry dresses I just can't stop it's The fashion choice really#I think he'd look really stunning in a blues-and-golds like the VUX view in their close ups hehe#Though that central piece on his chest is a moonstone - obviously ♫#Phases of the moon belt :)#I love drawing the gathering of whispy dresses so much ahh and the way his arms pull either with just the tip or fully grabbed#Gathered into a bunch! Very fun shapes haha#I really enjoy putting him in unrestrictive clothing! Deserves to move comfortably!#Surprised I haven't put him in something with a leg slit yet tho lol - why does DAX grab me more for that style hmm#I guess the tunic style is usually like that haha I've got to put at least one of them in a Chinese style dress at some point#Not enough jewelry on his head tendrils now that I look at him hmmm - some starry webbing next time for sure#I never officially gave Bar the star-twinkling dress just the shooting star obi........o3o owo#It's a thought! It's an idea for sure :)#Fun fun fun with fashion ♪ S'why YIK is best girl hehe
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#polls ❀˖°#zanna speaks ❀˖°#i'm indecisive#i'm not really tired of the yuma#but i do also want some change#don't really know what to do yet but i've been really into oh my girl recently#and i also know i can cook up something pretty for my ults anyday :)
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Regarding the previous post, I think the way I approach trying to evaluate a piece of art is asking "Do I think the positive things I get out of it outweigh the parts of it that I don't like?" And when I call something a "guilty pleasure" song/show/book/piece of media/etc. it's really more in the sense of, "Given who I am as a person, the flaws I've found in this should be complete dealbreakers for me, but somehow they aren't, and it makes me feel like I'm having an identity crisis."
#like. I think something like...idk shiki or cxgf excels on multiple levels. I understand why I like them. given the things I look for in art#it makes sense that these shows would speak to me because they make the effort to showcase those things I look for. because the people#in charge of those works clearly valued the same kinds of things and cared about seriously exploring them.#but with something like. uh. ctrlz. that is NOT the case and I frequently found myself going 'why would anyone make this writing#decision?' but I still sat through all 3 seasons of it! I still really enjoyed it! those flaws SHOULD have made me give up according to#personal history but they never did. and I very very much genuinely question why. I have NO IDEA why I still care about this#silly convoluted teen drama show so much. but I do. I wrote SO MANY FUCKING POSTS ABOUT IT.#I really love wicked the musical. I've heard many people call it 'hokey' or 'cheesy' or 'objectively bad' but here's the thing! I DON'T#think it's bad!!! like literally at all!!!!!! and it does do some genuinely cool things in regard to the music and the way the characters#develop and what the show says about the nature of prejudice and human connection. is it like. idk Serious™ the way that something like#Parade is? no. but it doesn't have to be. it does what it sets out to do and it does it well and this is why the whole '''objective#evaluation''' thing doesn't actually mean anything. I value thoughtfully-constructed music and dynamic female characters#(which this musical has). I value stories that deal with the complex and messy feelings that come with being a human (which this musical#has). I value stories about 'other'ness and romantic subplots that aren't just built on 'This Girl Is Pretty' (which this musical has).#and I value professional displays of technical vocal ability because I know how fucking DIFFICULT that is (which this musical...if you cast#it well...has).#if you value something else in a musical then yeah you will probably think THIS one is '''objectively bad'''#if you don't see the point of musicals as an art form you will probably think wicked is '''objectively bad'''#do you see where the problem with categorizing analysis like this is??
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anon in ur askbox really playing the game of "don't you know that by appreciating and analyzing stella you're hurting the Real Life Stolas's feelings and betraying him when you say you like him" like is Real Life Stolas in the room with us right now
-marrow
Rl Stolas in the room with us 🥴 who said that It's crazy T-T and really even besides the whole dumb "you're betraying him" thing (there are no rules!!!)... Idk methinks that even if you really hate your fave's antagonist it's still necessary to put them under the mental microscope too (and expect more depth than that of a puddle out of them >_>) at least a little, if only for the selfish reason of needing said antagonist to be a full-fledged, multidimensional character in order not to trivialise your fave's conflict with them..... but no apparently.........
#can't like them can't say that there should be more to them can't read into them can't do SHIT in this house#myasks#also. i've seen people say that it isn't because of it but. girl the misogyny......#i found a guy on yt who has the same disease as me in the sense that it takes him ten thousand years to go through an ep because he stops#at everything to yap about it and even though i don't always agree with his takes i really like his reactions to hb#and one of the things he said about her is that the abuse subplot is a bit muddled by the fact that early on the tone of the show#was more comedic and her character pretty much just embodied the ''angry wife'' archetype and. he's so right. he's sooo right about that#and i feel that generally speaking people's opinions on stella are still there. and that there's a resistance to saying that No#there should be more than that. there is more than that if you're willing to at least think about the possibilities#hb antagonists in general aren't all that to begin with (which isn't a Flaw™ imo because the major conflicts in the show#don't quite run in that direction (so far at least))#but i do notice that this tendency to Not Want deeper exploration is particularly strong in regards to her and. nnmmmgghhhh#sorry i turned this into fandom wank ajdjfjgjf#series#helluva boss#🧂#stella of the ars goetia
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of course the counter is that at some point they are going to break up and I'm going to have to deal with the terrible awful fallout. so no winning here I don't think
#it would actually be a nightmare.#and the thing is as much as I'm loathe to say it is he IS pretty decent. as far as they go#her taste is horrible she's dated some real assholes#but god. what if she MARRIES that guy!#being taken through all of uni is madness. but I'm getting ahead of myself#speaking of. I need to start dating around. like I don't it'll be a disaster but getting laid could fix me#if I could just get drunk and not be neurotic I think I could pull off cool masc lesbian I really do...#for a night I mean after that I can't guarantee anything#Ideally I should get into a charged homoerotic relationship with someone in my seminars but unfortunately they're all kind of lame. :/#god I miss epics 101 girl... she was so beautiful it was crazy#there was this one girl and we both voted werewolf for a horror thing but I don't think I've ever seen her again since that first class 💀
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the day i scrape together like $50 JUST for makeup is the day i'll be complete.
#SCREAMS#i need to find more se asia makeup artists so i might have less trial/error#do u know how hard it is to be Not Pale and be into east asia makeup trends....#SCREAMS in constant fear of Your Darkest Shade Is Too Light For Me#LIPSTICK DID THAT i rlly appreciated them don't get me wrong but THAT SHADE OF LIP GLOSS WON'T SHOW UP ON MY SKIN#awkward 👍#SPEAKING OF I FIGURED OUT TD WHY AEGYO SAL LOOKS BAD ON ME#BECAUSE I HAVE LONG LOWER EYELASHES AND THE SHADOW MAKES IT MUDDY#hell rlly is a teenage girl (not a girl) (this isn't even that bad lol)#i should've gotten more makeup in indonesia#I SHOULD'VE ASKED MY COUSIN'S GF FOR RECOMMENDATIONS#she's literally so pretty omg
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. (tw heterosexuality)
#i am having the worst sexuality crisis of my life. i was so sure i was a lesbian but there is this One Guy..#he makes me feel things. i think. but i cant categorize them#relationships w men sound.. unappealing.. if i think about it generally#like a random man? sounds weird. or maybe not. i dont know. i havent even had a first kiss lmao i dont really know stuff#but him............oh...........hes so funny and cool and nice to everyone. his hands are pretty (weird thing to notice but ok)#he explains math to me and i cant focus because he's too close. thats so MORTIFYING I THOUGHT I WAS A DYKE#but at the same time 12 year old me was having heart palpitations around my first girl crush and shit#and he hasnt made me feel anything that strong so far. so. idk. but also i was 12. so idk#well okay generally speaking women make me feel much more doing way less#there was this occasion where this girl who i always had a mild thing for but never did anything about it just came up to me#at school#and just. haha lol i had a dream about you last night ;)#i am not joking when i say i felt weak in the knees. she was smiling in a like playful way so i was gonna make a joke but i could not#because i was going to pass out from being too gay#this guy (or any other guy for that matter) doesn't seem to have the power to make me feel like that#..........am i bisexual with a female lean or whatever people say. or am i experiencinf the worst case of comphet of my life#this is awful. not because i don't wanna like men (its just sexuality idc) but because i don't want to prove my mom right#😭what if it WAS a phase#but who knows. mentioning the girl who dreamt about me kind of replaced the thoughts i was having of him for a bit there#i miss her she was nice. well sort of. but i was never involved in the drama so who cares fr. she graduated last year#anyways sorry for breaking character. tumblr user kaeyapilled is lore dropping
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I think finally understanding how differently I act when masking VS when not was a delight. I mean, I don't act on it consciously most likely, but I have been wondering abt it for a while so coming to a conclusion at least brings me some kind of satisfaction.
I noticed that when I unmask my voice gets significantly deeper and slower, I don't mind sitting in weird positions around the person (or people) I'm with and I allow myself to be more excited or emotional about stuff that I like. And with that, I also struggle less with eye contact.
When I do mask however I speak in a significantly higher tone (that I myself hate), try to make myself as small as possible during the conversation, and just stare into the void a lot. AND I stare more at my phone a lot more.
Idk if I'll ever be able to change this or if I even want to, since I'm pretty closed off and wouldn't unmask around others I don't feel a 100% safe with. The thing is that with my masking also comes a lot of infantilization cus it's like I make myself as less threatening as possible and my clothing style + overall features don't make me look 20 (because we all know that a frilly skirt suddenly makes you a child, heh), so I'm conflicted on how to feel about it...
#moon likes to rambletm#I came to this conclusion two days ago while out at dinner with people from this course I followed for the month.#i *am* the youngest of the group; but something started to feel off when I realised I wasn't speaking during their conversation about-#-sexual relationships (I had nothing to add) and one of them went 'oh don't talk about these things in front of her; she's young and you'd-#''scare her''#and he was surprised when i told him im 20? like... the whole thing threw me off#also. I don't mind being called cute or doll-like cus that's literally my whole thing but I *do* notice when people say it in a way-#-that they almost don't take me seriously. it's like they are completely unable to accept that a 20 y.o may enjoy pretty clothes-#-without them actually just being an overgrown child.#i don't dislike them and i even met a cosplayer girl at this course who was very nice to me#just. needless to say; i don't feel comfortable unmasking around them while also disliking how i get treated when i *do* mask.#idk if i'll ever keep this for long here i just needed to get this out.#actually autistic
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#I'm just going to say that the whole Camille interview and harries overreacting proves that the tide always changes no matter what and it's#what we've been pointing out the past few days#it's only a matter of time#Camille suddenly became the 'it' ex once he started dating olivia and now that she spoke about her experience (which btw isn't even in full#detail) suddenly everyone reverted back to hating her and telling her to zip it and not speak on harry#like girl didn't even say anything bad she just said it was hard to date him because of all the attention and that she wants to be her own#person? which is something she has also said in the past? it's not even something that reflects on him more so on his fanbase#harries are doing the most the moment someone mentions harry and they don't like it especially if they're women#they also very conveniently leave the part out where she says 'because of the attention'#the amount of harries I've seen saying that she's not allowed to talk about him is appalling#it's always the 'sit in the corner quietly and look pretty' and you won't get hate that does the job
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UGUUGUUGGGHGHGHGH (<- annoyed)
#marzi speaks#so i lost my id in england and i'm probs not getting it back from there right#so i went to go online to apply for a replacement#WELL . online replacement requires you to know the id number and audit number#i know neither of these. it was a pretty new id#so NOW i have to fill out the application and make an appmt#so when i go to the dmv (already a miserable experience) the employee is gonna ask what i need#and i'm gonna have to go 'i'd like to apply for a replacement id card'#this tells them 2 things#1: i'm an adult who can't legally drive#2: i managed to lose an id card not 6 months into being an adult#UUUGHGHGHGHGGHGHGHGHGHGH#i KNOW they don't give too much of a shit#but the dmv is so miserable that nobody there is having a good time#and there is a non-zero chance they will judge me#girl it was covid! i had nowhere to drive!#and if my mom comes with me (she probably will bc i need to be driven there)#then she'll do her mom thing where she thinks what she's saying is innocent but it actually comes across as mega judgemental#and i'm gonna want to sink into the seat but i can't do that bc i'm an Adult Now#*head in hands*#i blame all of this on woman pockets. if those pants had better pockets my id would have never fallen#y'know at least it was in england. a brit won't be able to do much with a stolen texas id#we have pretty different accents
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I'll be honest w y'all i do not intend on catching up w yj any time soon
#i think the finale aired? i saw a tweet ab the finale#but i just. do not care i must admit#i was so excited ab this season this show was a comfort show but the aspects of the fandom ive seen lately just. not good don't vibe#i think a Lot of the s1 and waiting experience for me was fandom based so this show is very fandom oriented for me#and knowing that everyone ive seen talk ab the show on twitter is violently hating the main character that draws me to the show is. mhm#like dont get me wrong i like the girls too!! theyre all mostly pretty likable for me its just.#im at a. specific point in my transition rn where im more drawn to male characters just bc of like. where im at idk#i dont feel like i have to explain it tbh but i also do bc i have seen fans of this show get attacked for far less#but going into s2 ben was my#my main interest i guess the main focus for me and maybe that's stupid but its what it is#and so everything just being the entire fandom hating him is just. not making me wanna watch at all#like im not gonna speak on if they're justified in hating him or not bc i have no idea i havent seen it and its truly not the point#like theyre valid for hating him and im not tryna talk shit on them for it it just kinda has been so loud that im not having fun anymore#idk. idk where this is going or what the solution is like i love this show but genuinely#can not bring myself to watch bc i will not enjoy the moments my favorite character is on screen bc i will Know people r loudly anti him#so im just kinda staying away i guess#idk. i kinda want them to. kill him off so i dont have to deal w it anymore#but i also know that when they kill him off people will be loudly celebrating and maybe thats worse#idk. i think the only way for me to win here is to change how i feel ab ben and not care ab him and join the hate train but i don't want to
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guys i'm gonna choose taylor for one of my semester projects but idk which era to do!! i have to design a brochure, merch, a cd and two more things that i can't remember rn and the professor said to choose smth with a lot of graphic material so it's easier for us to design stuff
#my favourite is speak now but idk how much material i can get bc it was aaaages ago#my second choice was lover bc honestly i don't think it's v visually pretty lol but idk#i don't really like the colour palette so :/#my next choice would be reputation bc i think i can do smth cool with the newspaper aesthetic or smth#+ it's the era w the most visuals i think#but it doesn't really convince me#and midnights i'm just putting it bc it's another one that i think has good resources but it's so recent that i feel like a redesign won't#work yk#i had the idea a while ago to make speak now as if it were folklore but idk if i can do that. i'll have to ask my professor#but n e ways pls help a girl out#keeping up with tina
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With the Reddit 3rd party app crackdown and the ongoing horseshit Elon Musk is pulling with "X", I realize a lot of people here might be pretty new. So I put together a quick and easy guide for using Tumblr for anyone new who might need it.
Tumblr was made by David Karp and we call him Daddy around these parts (^///^)
You are not safe from fandom-gif attacks ( •̀ ω •́ )✧
Speaking of fandoms, the tumblr fandoms are always ready to grab their [object] and go to war against the Beliebers ╰(*°▽°*)╯
The only safe refuge from fandom tumblr is with hipster tumblr. If you can get a cool alt-girl to take you under her wing, you might be safe... for now (●'◡'●)
You will watch the first episode of Supernatural... and then you're part of the Winchester family. (Or if you skip right to season 4, we don't blame you. It's where Destiel starts (*/ω\*))
This is not a glomp-free zone ☆*: .。. o(≧▽≦)o .。.:*☆
Use missing e. It's the only way to make Tumblr useable on Internet Explorer (this is the most popular browser and you're probably using it right now) :-D
Our only adult-supervision is John Green... and even then does that REALLY count as supervision? DFTBA! φ(゜▽゜*)♪
Just this once, everyone lives. It's bigger on the inside. Elementary, my dear Watson.
If you see Misha Collins staring at you, the polite response is "Saving people, hunting things, the family business." O.O
I might lose followers for this, but this blog supports gay rights, and yours should too (14 gifs of Sherlock and The Hobbit)
Tumblr will teach you more about the world than you'll ever learn in school. ○( ^皿^)っ
Tread carefully... we have teh yaoiz O.o. Oh you don't know what that means? Well let's just say... it's full of lemons here.
If you see Hannibal Lector in a flower crown, tell him it looks very nice. His boyfriend Will Graham made it for him. (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ)
Do not enter the dog park. The dog park will not harm you.
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