#do pretty girl don't speak

[yardsards]

clint mcelroy creating a dnd character: oh yeah, this bad boy can fit so much simple zest for life in him

[elisemochi]

none of the LI's in FOM really look of interest to me personally

which kind of sucks because when i saw the art of Celine(?) I was very Oh this style is so cute!!

doesn't mean anything ofc that's all based on like looks and general vibe

i could fall head over heals with one based on personality later if I played it

if i ever decide to get it

[grace4867]

Guys would you think I'm cringe if you knew that Im actively giggling blushing twirling my hair and kicking my feet

[sysig]

Stop being so pretty already, gosh (Patreon)

[marshmellowtea]

transfem chris grows her hair super super long after she comes out (like, waist length long) because she has trauma from celia and raymond forcing her to cut it way shorter than she was ever comfortable with all throughout her childhood. every time she has to get the ends trimmed she has to have someone there to hold her hand to keep her anxiety down, and she only lets a select number of people do the cutting at all because a part of her is still terrified she's going to get it all cut off against her wishes because it's happened to her so many times and it makes it hard for her to let her guard down :(

[airs-headspace]

I've been feeling the urge to make a female OC who was forced into a position where she had to get a double mastectomy and part of her biggest struggle is seeing herself as beautiful and feminine without a very societally defining feature of feminine beauty.

[musical-chick-13]

Regarding the previous post, I think the way I approach trying to evaluate a piece of art is asking "Do I think the positive things I get out of it outweigh the parts of it that I don't like?" And when I call something a "guilty pleasure" song/show/book/piece of media/etc. it's really more in the sense of, "Given who I am as a person, the flaws I've found in this should be complete dealbreakers for me, but somehow they aren't, and it makes me feel like I'm having an identity crisis."

[theophagie]

anon in ur askbox really playing the game of "don't you know that by appreciating and analyzing stella you're hurting the Real Life Stolas's feelings and betraying him when you say you like him" like is Real Life Stolas in the room with us right now

-marrow

Rl Stolas in the room with us 🥴 who said that It's crazy T-T and really even besides the whole dumb "you're betraying him" thing (there are no rules!!!)... Idk methinks that even if you really hate your fave's antagonist it's still necessary to put them under the mental microscope too (and expect more depth than that of a puddle out of them >_>) at least a little, if only for the selfish reason of needing said antagonist to be a full-fledged, multidimensional character in order not to trivialise your fave's conflict with them..... but no apparently.........

[warriorprincesstramp]

of course the counter is that at some point they are going to break up and I'm going to have to deal with the terrible awful fallout. so no winning here I don't think

[cherry-treelane]

Three boys, jeering, examining all four of us girls. They look at me. They grin and say that without a doubt, I "rank the highest"— as if I am an object, a shiny car, a celluloid aphrodisical, designed to be judged. They say that I am the best-looking. My father's voice interrupts the stream of my self-critical inner monologue to cackle in opposition. I open my mouth to defend my girlfriends, yet all of them nod in agreement and chime in, saying that they completely agree. None of them contradict the boys. None of them seem offended. The shock tears into my insides. You're all blind, I want to say, blind and foolish.

Wake up, I scream

You don't see what lies beneath these clothes of mine,

What swims beneath my skin (The beating yet broken heart, the dysfunctional organs, the to-hell-and-back-and-hell-again spine, the either too full or too empty stomach)

You don't know me.

you don't know that im not beautiful at all. not really.

I whisper to my friend, claim that they wouldn't say that if they saw my body. She insists that my body is beautiful and slim and enviable, and all I can think is that, my mother said the same thing when I wasn't eating so do you want me sadder? My father wants me happier— regardless of whether its real or not. He doesn't care either way. I think he'd prefer if it was fake.

A plate of food in front of me.

Eat it, my father says

Spit it out, my mother says

They disagree. They turn on eachother. They fight. The cacophony clouds my ears.

When it is over, when they're done, I tuck them both into their separate beds and listen to their troubles regarding the other. When I tell them about my own grievances, both of them fall asleep. I leave and clean the broken glass on the floor with my bare hands, ignoring the blood that protests at this, and tuck myself into bed with tears down my face, staining my pillow and mixing with the red.

You tell me I'm the most beautiful you've seen and when I oppose you beg me to tell you why

I shrug my shoulders, I don't know what to say (I'll give away too much if I do)

You should meet my father, he'll tell you if you give him all day and all night

After all, I was raised to be this way. Raised to believe every other girl was more pleasing to the eye than I. Raised to believe I should always look to them for inspiration, that I'd never be the inspiration myself.

[ayakashibackstreet]

That one girl in my class is soooooo cool, I think we could be friends, perhaps in a different world we are friends

She also clocked me as 'someone who definitely knows what AO3 is' that one time

(and yes, that's the same classmate who was reading some web novel during that mess of a class)

[kittlyns]

I had yet another long, strenuous day yesterday and didn't finish work until super late and then I couldn't fall asleep until well past 2am cuz I was in so much pain from standing literally all day

[running-in-the-dark]

oh! my nephew stayed here last night, and he told me that his grandma's partner - the most annoying, conceited, boring man I have ever met - said he doesn't like it that I always contradict him :)

I've met this guy maybe... 5-10 times total? and every time he manages to say something even more stupid than the last! it's almost impressive! like, he thinks he knows everything. and no one ever says anything, they just let him talk because it's not worth it (I know that because almost every one of them has told me this).

but I get too pissed off when it's something I care about. and I'm an adult now, I can talk back to shitty adults, I don't give a fuck.

anyway, I just think it's absolutely hilarious that he feels that way and now I'll do it even more often :) it's very fun when I ask him what his sources are for what he's saying and he just stammers some bullshit and tries to say that's not the point (pretty sure it's 100% telegram and tik tok, because that's the kind of useless old guy he is).

[hauntingblue]

Kaido lore?!

[taraxacum-vulpes]

the day i scrape together like $50 JUST for makeup is the day i'll be complete.