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My brother just tried to embarrass me by screaming at my dad that I was trying to write porn (cus I had left my notebook where I write fics on my desk wide open on that sorta forgetting that the family computer is also there and sometimes the people in this God forsaken house have to use it) and my dad's only response was "there's people who make tons of money with porn, there was this one girl selling her porn book illustrated by her last year at this con. (Looking at me) Do you know her?" LMAOOOO

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my beloveds

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Enough guilt you can make a bouquet out of it

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“Harpy Hare” fits them so well!

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[guy experiencing the first stage of grief voice] damn i got through the five stages of grief pretty quickly 😄

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feeling targeted.

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I like the idea of a magical girl story where the monsters are dangerous and people die, and that is near-exclusively the source of the horror.

The magical girl system isn't a faustian bargain, or a corrupt system, or a con job. There is no terrible secret at the center of being a magical girl. You can genuinely trust that your cute little mentor mascot genuinely has good intentions. Your troupe members really are your friends. Your powers really do come from love and justice, and being a magical girl really does make the world a better place.

But all the same the monsters are horrifying, and they kill people, and when they don't kill them they figure out ways to do things even worse. The powers of darkness are not incompetent saturday morning cartoon villains. They are disturbing in their depravity, cruelty, and efficiency. They own the world and they know it. When you go to fight you have to fight with all the love and hope shining in your heart, and sometimes it isn't enough.

You could give up and pass the mantle on to someone else if you really wanted to. Nobody is forcing you to stay or fight. This doesn't have to be your problem.

And yet.

You do stay. You do fight. You do put yourself in danger in spite of all the danger and terror.

Because in spite of everything you were chosen to do this. And the thought of forcing someone else to have to endanger themselves is just too awful.

You don't choose to be a magical girl only at the start. You choose to be one again and again each time you choose to go out and fight the monsters that hurt people. Each time you choose to be a little light trying to shine in the darkness. Each time you choose to be kind and hopeful and good and compassionate in spite of how tired you are.

You are a magical girl because in a world where horror movies and found footage paranormal activity and slasher villains are all too real, there needs to be heroes. And you have chosen to be one.

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Does. Anybody else get anxious when they're bored. Like you go into a "do something do something do something do something or else you'll waste another day" mode than then just makes you freeze and ACTUALLY do nothing. Cus that's how I feel rn.

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One year ago today, Aaron Bushnell set himself on fire at the gate of the Israeli embassy in Washington, DC as an act of protest against the ongoing genocide of Palestinians in Gaza.

The scale of the tragedy in Gaza exceeds anything we can understand from the United States. Aaron was determined not to passively accept it.

Today, in Aaron's memory, let us pledge ourselves once more to solidarity with Palestinians—to fight against genocide, ethnic cleansing, and all forms of colonialism.

In this memorial, we share Aaron’s summary of his anarchist politics, with testimony from his friends.

https://crimethinc.com/AaronMemories

In Aaron's own words:

"I am an anarchist, which means I believe in the abolition of all hierarchical power structures, especially capitalism and the state… I believe that any hierarchical power structure is bound to reproduce class dynamics and oppression. Thus, I want to engage in egalitarian forms of organizing that produce horizontal power structures based on mutual aid and solidarity."

In the words of one of Aaron's friends,

"Aaron has permanently changed the fabric of your being. You know this because for the rest of your life, you will wrestle with the thought of what you will sacrifice for the liberation of others."

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Rock stations be like “We only do three things here, drink beer, watch sports, and play the hardest rock in the whole world, and if you don’t like it you can pull that tampon out of your vagina you girl” [plays Thunder by Imagine Dragons]

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Ughhhhhh I don't feel like existing todayyyy

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Reading reconnect (Clear edition)

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New illustration for the NITRO CHiRAL 20th anniversary exhibition "NITRO CHiRAL Memories"

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An old friend of mine from 9 years ago found my Telegram and not only did I have to ask him to stop talking only about himself and treating me like his DIY therapist, it turns out he's now also friends with fascists and calls shit "woke" and says that I should not get offended over "dark humour jokes". I swear to fucking God nerdy cishet white guys always end up doing this shit they're fucking mass produced.

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Togainu no Chi stage play coming this year!!!