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kaeyapilled · 2 years ago

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. (tw heterosexuality)

#i am having the worst sexuality crisis of my life. i was so sure i was a lesbian but there is this One Guy..#he makes me feel things. i think. but i cant categorize them #relationships w men sound.. unappealing.. if i think about it generally #like a random man? sounds weird. or maybe not. i dont know. i havent even had a first kiss lmao i dont really know stuff #but him............oh...........hes so funny and cool and nice to everyone. his hands are pretty (weird thing to notice but ok)#he explains math to me and i cant focus because he's too close. thats so MORTIFYING I THOUGHT I WAS A DYKE #but at the same time 12 year old me was having heart palpitations around my first girl crush and shit #and he hasnt made me feel anything that strong so far. so. idk. but also i was 12. so idk #well okay generally speaking women make me feel much more doing way less #there was this occasion where this girl who i always had a mild thing for but never did anything about it just came up to me #at school #and just. haha lol i had a dream about you last night ;)#i am not joking when i say i felt weak in the knees. she was smiling in a like playful way so i was gonna make a joke but i could not #because i was going to pass out from being too gay #this guy (or any other guy for that matter) doesn't seem to have the power to make me feel like that #..........am i bisexual with a female lean or whatever people say. or am i experiencinf the worst case of comphet of my life #this is awful. not because i don't wanna like men (its just sexuality idc) but because i don't want to prove my mom right #😭what if it WAS a phase #but who knows. mentioning the girl who dreamt about me kind of replaced the thoughts i was having of him for a bit there #i miss her she was nice. well sort of. but i was never involved in the drama so who cares fr. she graduated last year #anyways sorry for breaking character. tumblr user kaeyapilled is lore dropping

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apollos-boyfriend · 2 years ago

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so my younger cousin is flying in to visit from brazil on sunday, and will be staying here for like, the entirety of july. which, don't get me wrong, is super cool! i love the kid! but it felt like a super weird move, considering his parents are the SUPER strict and borderline helicopter parents. even the smallest prank/roughousing with him/his little sister would lead to a strict talking to from his parents, he couldn't ever do anything without their clear permission, that sort of stuff. so letting him fly at alone at 16 to a whole different country and stay there for a whole month seemed WILDLY out of character. additionally, it just felt like a super last-minute trip. it's not like we have any plans to do when he gets here, and the flight itself and stuff only got booked like, midway through june.

and i was talking to my mom about it, kind of trying to nudge some answers out of her, and after a while she went, "yeah, i think they're sending him over here to get away for his boyfriend. see if the distance breaks them off." which, first of all, surprised me because last i checked, they didn't KNOW he had a boyfriend. literally everyone in the family did EXCEPT for them because while that entire side of the family being semi-conservative, his parents (mostly his dad) are EXTREMELY old-fashioned. so clearly something already went wrong. and considering the only reason the rest of the family knew is because one person found out and it spread like wildfire, i have a sneaking suspicion he wasn't the one to tell them, either.

and second of all. they're sending him HERE. to try to make him forget his homosexuality. i couldn't do anything but just wordlessly gesture to the multiple pride flags scattered around my room, then to myself, because really? he has like two other cousins in the us and they're sending him to me? honey i am about to introduce this kid to queer scenes you have never even heard of. he'll be returning home with labels only shrimp can perceive

#icarus speaks #i fully believe she's correct btw #they are. not the brightest people. and honestly probably believe this is something that could work #cause i can see the logic of get him away and hopefully he'll realize it's a phase. which is Likely what they think #but oh honey you have a big storm coming #side note this is the SECOND time someone's been outed without permission on that side of the family 😭#bitches learned of my transgenderism SO quickly #also even if that's NOT why they sent him here. i will still be rocking his world #they have given me Infinite Power and i will use it to make this kid's life as queer as physically possible

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calmlb · 10 months ago

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So… Stormbringer manga next?

please?

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someratidk · 4 days ago

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SALLY BOWLES???

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willyhoos · 1 month ago

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metamy is insane. like.

what if i was the hero you loved gone wrong. defeated and destroyed. rebuilt as my own greatest enemy. what if i lost everything. what if i had been reprogrammed to despise all i had once fought for. what if i couldn't even remember why i had fought at all.

and what if you were made of roses. what if you represented every beautiful thing i once died trying to protect. what if you wore flowers in your hair and cared for small creatures and had eyes the color of the forests i used to call my home. what if you were everything i once loved.

those memories are just out of my reach. infuriatingly. maddeningly. but if anyone knows who i am (who i used to be) it's you. if anyone can make me feel like who i used to be (who i really am) it's you. i can't speak, i can't breathe, i can't remember anything (but you).

you are the world i have been ordered to burn. i am the weapon you have chosen to resist. i was (am) the hero that you loved.

you are my only memory.

i will do anything to make you believe me.

#sonic #metamy #metal sonic #amy rose #like. the motifs man. the robot falls in love with rose.#he fought and died to protect nature. her name is AMY ROSE.#he fought and died to protect nature and HE WAS CONVERTED INTO A METAL WEAPON. used against his OWN DREAM.#you are a weapon against yourself. what do you remember? i remember her (i remember failing her)#he's cold. (un)dead. sharp. made of metal. enemy of life. LITERALLY AT WAR WITH HIMSELF (metalsonic v sonic).#she's so so warm. bright. soft. covered in flowers. the only thing that could be good and patient and loving enough to endure him.#it's about his unspoken obsession. he has no mouth he makes no sound he cannot blink or smile or cry.#so he stares in silence at a girl so beautiful and gentle he almost remembers. almost. almost. almost.#all she sees (at first) is a tool. a cold imitation of her love. staring unblinking. unthinking unfeeling.#and then. confusion. and then curiosity.#and when she figures it out. it turns to horror.#BUT THATS FOR LATER!#the best part to me is that weird phase where amy is like. what is this thing doinggg😭 (secretly affectionate) while metal stares at her👁👁#and composes love poem death threats (2 sonic) in his mind.#its about jealousy. im the true sonic. you say you love sonic and im sonic why dont you love me? love me. love me #-> you are kind to me. i had forgotten that feeling. i wont lose it again. so im gonna kill your boyfriend . if thats okay😁beepboop!#the dynamic between amy and sonic and sonics weird undead evil robot clone WHO WANTS TO BE 'THE REAL' SONIC SO BADLY is sooooo yummy.#esp if sonic in turn is like. 'is. is he actually a contender in this. AMY. YOURE BETTER THAN THIS.'#sonic's own sense of ego and entitlement (/pos i love him hes a rat) clashing in two separate forms. two separate lifetimes.#but! that rose! that same rose!!!!!!!!!!!#(clutches head in hands)#.txt

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tinyfantasminha · 4 months ago

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Anyway. Any last words you wanna say to me before I drink bleach

I SHOULD HAVE NEVER GOT TEMPTED BY ANOTHER MAN BEFORE JACK'S BIRTHDAY 😭😭😭 NEVER AGAIN NEVER AGAINNN

NOT THE GAMER!!! GO AWAY I DONJT WANT YOU HERE

#jack im sososos sorry for my moment of weakness it cost me everythkng I'm never looking at another man ever again #goaway idia im not brcoming your gamer girl im over this phase #imgonna kill this cat snd this pasty gamer.#second fave getting cockblocked by other second fave wasn't what i expected #im so frustrated im legit crying 😭#jack not being in the event + didnt even get leona ssr made me lose all the will to continue with this event tbh #sighs. will draw the new guy maybe. or not. idc im numb #gacha #leona kingscholar

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vani-ash · 5 months ago

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Saw this on tt and wanted to share it Via TikTok

#seeing posts about how young kim actually is messes with me #idk what everyone else ages are meant to be but i always considered everyone else to be like late 20s/early30s but kim 22 and chay 18/17 #like what is the age difference between kim/kinn/tankhun #i thought porsche was also like 27/28ish (10 years older than chay)#i was younger than kim when i first watched kp and now im older than him 😭 thats fucked up #anyway #kim with chubby cheeks/baby fat 😌#some mafia guys getting beat up by some random kid and they dont realise it is Kim theerpaanyakul until right before they die #cause no one really knows what kim looks likes and they arent expecting someone who looks like that #this really adds to the porsche seeing kim and adopting him agenda #kim moves out at like age 16 and kinn/tankhun see him for the first time again in like 6 years and theyre like #'your still just a baby?! i thought we missed your cute phase😭🥺'#kim theerapanyakul #jeff satur #kpts

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that-girl-glader · 6 months ago

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WHAT THE SIGMA??! I'VE GYAT TO POST ABOUT THIS. Like I thought Brooklyn might be alive right. But the show did a pretty good job of convincing me she flat out died????! How in the sigma alpha rizz is she is she WALKING TALKING AND BREATHING. Damn. I'm late to the chaos theory party. But for shit how.

#jurassic world chaos theory #jurassic world camp cretaceous #I don't know their last mames so I'll use the ships lol😭😭#kenji kon #ben x darius #ben x kenji #yaz x sammy #brooklynn x kenji #brooklynn x darius #benrius #Ik kenjis last name bc of the stickers😭#also what the sigma????#guys I'm not a gen alpha I'm just in a phase and I think it's funny

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anna-scribbles · 1 year ago

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regained my 12 year old swag(read an entire new percy jackson book in one sitting)

#CHALICE OF THE GODS WAS SO GOOD #AUAUUGHHHUHGHHHGHHHSH #i was laughing out loud every few minutes for like 5 hours straight #this was a book of BITS #(spoilers in tags from here on out)#i keep thinking abt percy’s river rage tantrum and how he came out of it to annabeth saying ‘yeah he’s scary sometimes when he gets worked #up. do you want more tea?’#COMEDY #the entire bit with him hiding under the pastry cart. the thing about annabeth having a secret fanclub and percy’s not even phased.#THE HIMBO JUICE THING. RICK RIORDAN WHY ARE YOU TRYING TO TELL ME THERES A HOOTERS BUT FOR MEN AND SMOOTHIES #annabeth apparently specifically won’t bake clue cupcakes. and this is happening less than 2 years after the famous sixteenth birthday blue #cupcake that she and tyson made for him. the one that looked like a blue brick that they are with their hands.#<— not inconsistency. comedy.#percy’s whole thing with playing with the snakes with the rainbow as he’s fully prepared to be eaten😭😭😭😭😭he is SO unserious #the entire mt olympus scene where he keeps getting distracted from what he’s doing bc he can’t stop roasting zues in his head????#PERCY I LOVE YOU #ugh i forgot how much i adore percy pov.#pov of not knowing what’s going on ever. pov of being distracted every 10 seconds. he’s literally so real #i thought eudora was hilarious #the whole concept that percy has to do this at all. i think it’s so funny #ppl who are mad that the premise of the quests is stupid. like yeah. percy jackson has a stupid life.#when annabeth broke through his window at 4am to sit on his bed and talk about rocks and trees. everything #percy not knowing the names of anyone at his school or on his swim team #when the god showed up at his cafeteria and percy just ate his lasagna sandwich before talking to him😭😭😭😭that child is TIRED #i loved the light graffiti in the tunnel. when percy wrote their initials i SCREAMED #WHEN. WHEN HE ASCENDED AND TURNED INTO RAINBOW LIGHT WITH THE POWER OF WANTING TO TELL ANNABETH HE LOVED HER.#I DIED.#THE POWER OF LOVE ALWAYS SO STRONG‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#AUGH i am weak #pjo

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sunlit-mess · 8 months ago

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What do you do in a multimedia graphic design course? May I ask in which country you study? Just curious and ignorant here, no need to answer if you don't feel like it. Wish you well!

In the Philippines, universities are limited to categories in relation to art industry. And Art schools or avail courses are FAR from where I live. Considering I can't leave my fam, I couldn't afford to move out so I sniffed out the closest university I can find with a BMMA course instead.

MULTIMEDIA ARTS, as stated in the name‐ explores A LOT in the media from physical to digital but most likely digital! Its purpose? COMMUNICATION. Messing around the computer and stuff like comp courses but ofc for an audience. Since the school is specializing MMA with graphic design, we study Adobe programs (IND,AE,PS,AI,XD) as it is an industry standard for graphic designers. We learn to appreciate, practice, and make both good art and design ::)

We also learn other things ( although short & just the fundamentals ) such as 2D and 3D animation, 3D modelling, Motion graphics, product packaging, Printing, Web Designing, client management/advance communication, etc.

#messyr #the school im in is a scam but its too late to turn back now so im holding on what i can afford #i just want to graduate with a license man bUT LMAOOO SCHOOL SYSTEM IS SO SH*T SO ARE OTHER PROFESSORS 😭 I failed 2 subjects already #i gotta repeat em next S.Y ( extra cost )#it's so fast phased too #Other than complaining- I learned how to love this course! I HAVE NO EYE FOR DESIGN I TELL U THAT. But I am willing to learn #since this is what i chose anyway. most of the time still self taught but i apply profs teachings ^^#WE CURRENTLY UNDER AN ADOBE EXAM THIS MONTH TBH IM CRYING

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sproutoast · 3 months ago

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happy birthday to meeeeee

i am now a year older :DD

heres a lil thing for all the cool ppl that i call my friends‼️

@bluishlittlefishies

@silent-cosmic

@polypyx

@ch0cocrave

@my-beehive

@akalikestodraw

@rattykatt

@panvnsleake

@sodacansilly

@/artistcup (I KNOW ITS AN OLD OC U PROBABLY DONT USE ANYMORE BUT ITS THE ONLY ONE I COULD FIND SORRY)

@/eviongel / jurizi / sariender / whatever name tgey go by now

u guys r so awesome and id prolly be a lonely dumpster fire without u i love u all (/p) even if we rarely talk and im so glad i met u guys<3333

((MORE UNNECESSARY YAPPING IN TAGS😋😋))

#freshly baked from the sproutoaster #ypu guys like what i did with blizz?? i dunno why but everutime some time near my bday i just have tge urge to redesign my mains / sonas #eris is actually a vitcim of this weird thingymagic that happens #i mean howdo u think she got the design she has now??#yeaaaa guess who the next victim wassss #it was blizz! hooray!! its not the best as its inthe 'mess around till we get somewhere' phase but i kinda like it :33 #thanks to aka for the freckles idea i love it sm :3333333 #its much better than what eris had going on inthat phase #i made her green for a short whike😭#but yea im done yapping have a good day bye bye #spruz yapping #technicallyyyy??

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huellitaa · 5 months ago

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giggling 24/7 365

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youcantstandit · 1 year ago

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perfection.

rays of sunlight drifted through your window and placed themselves across his features in such a mesmerizing way, one would think the sun shone just for him. his eyes were glittering as he looked up, hair sprawled amongst the plush of your thighs, and he let out a sigh of bliss.

nothing can stop the purity of the moment, then you lean down. soft sparks set off as softer lips shift euphorically. the universe must have smiled upon you to grace such a perfect moment.

"you are everything i want in life," his eyes are closed as he declares this in nothing more than a whisper. tingles on your back break out as the weight of his hand smoothes skin within his reach. fingers slowly sift through his hair in appreciation whilst a wave of warmth spreads from your chest at such a claim.

"if i had the world, i would give it to you." the truth which always lay at the tip of your tongue flowed off and into the air.

he smiled in response, "by having you, i have the world already."

#quackity #goddamn am i down bad #sapnap #karl jacobs #i'm sorry he's such a puppy #and what a pretty boy i can not #george phase was quick #dream has a splash in my brain 😭#hard day here's my own comfort #sapnap x reader #quackity x reader #they are just #please #karl jacobs x reader #george x reader #AH #need

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kokoasci · 1 year ago

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every time i post i am reminded that some of my irls follow me on twt/instagram (not here afaik. thank goodness) sorry guys for being way too invested in a manga based on dead authors. i may be cringe but i am free

#i feel like in high school or younger like ok. thats cool and i was the weird art kid in middle school so like ok youre just like that +#and its a phase you go into of making stuff for something you enjoy #but im in college now adulting and doing real life things and im like. is this childish to draw and whatever #i love drawing and stuff so whatever i draw is really just for me to explore a hobby #idk. maybe im reading too far into this i know i shouldnt care about what other people think but these are ppl i look up to and am close wi #also every time my irls have found my art account its been an ACCIDENT when they see me on my phone or something 😭😭😭 that is NOT +#information i give out randomly im way too embarrased for that they do not need to know i go by a whole different persona online very far +#removed from my irl stem student duties

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dizzybizz · 2 years ago

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crystal ribbon

#I CANT BELIEVE I MISSED HER BDAY 😭😭😭😭 IM SORRY BBY OMG #this cant keep happening istg #witch hat atelier #wha #tongari boushi no atelier #tbna #richeh #brushbug #fanart #my art #2 tbna fanarts in 1 day?? sure #richeh is so autistic <333 #she would have a fnaf phase bc she just like me fr #i love her sm #my daughter my girl my baby my little guy light of my life #the type of character i cry over <333 #she was made for me specifically.#also do you ever wonder if shirahama intentionally made richeh super autistic coded or was that unintentional #her experience with the education system and just her entire character is so autistic to me #she even has her own little underground hide out like what?#the way she likes meat over anything else??#she stims!!#like hello????#sorry i had to get that out- its something i think about a lot

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misty-moth · 9 months ago

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Throwback to when Gil had us in a goth phase

🖤🥀

#and what a phase it was 😅#i have too many outfits i’ll never use again 😭#ikepri #gilbert von obsidian

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